Future Starlet: Fear Of Being ‘Consumed’ vs. Truly Being Visible

..on a LARGE scale…even fame.

 

Are you unknowingly or secretively STOPPING or sabotaging yourself from YOUR own starlet timeline?!

 

If you KNOW that you are called to be ‘seen’ on a greater scale in your AVATAR self and divine service dharma…

 

Consider that as a goddess incarnate (your constellated form of Her through the filter and temple of your soul and temple body);

 

INFLUENCE, legacy and your dharma are at stake here as well as the fullest Beauty truth of your soul…because there IS a world that wants to ‘take from’ and siphon feminine energies…and yet you also have to be SEEN AND FELT. Socially, viscerally, spiritually.

 

And it may not ‘make sense’ that you should actually WANT to be consumed…but that’s what the GREATEST industry leaders, icons and influencers allow to happen (in ways, smart ways)…and that thought can be SCARY and jilting…preventing you from being seen IN your social media…you may find special ways to ‘hide’ for years.

 

Let’s highlight something that could actively continue sabotaging you for YEARS from ever reaching your fuller beauty the influence that you are meant to have with YOUR codes on a larger scale in the world.

 

There are other image related issues like the fugly duckling which can cross-over and create an even stronger shadow grid that prevents you from being SEEN and living in your fully expressed Beauty and service truth, but…

 

IF you have been ‘taken from’ in the past; like by aspects of the masculine (let’s say ‘shadow’ or ‘tyrant masculine’ not to conflate it with the entirety of the masculine); if you’ve HAD womb siphoning and stolen energy, leeching or even sexual trauma…on a deep subconscious level you may have understandable CONCERNS; fears, anxieties and defensive ARMORING around ever being ‘consumed’ or taken from again (and being so fully expressed and ‘vulnerable’). This affects your Starlet version of self and soul expression en masse.

 

If these subconscious fears are still there (from past men and creepy leechers), do you think they might also be holding you back from ever being seen in your fullest Starlet mode if you are cautious ‘at best’ around the masculine? Do you think that ‘cautious’ energy is going to come across as the NURTURANCE your soul tribe is seeking?

 

Or….That you maybe you might ‘put on a mask’ while actually keeping things safe enough so that you don’t get ‘taken from’ or hurt again publicly (while also rendering yourself closer to UNFEELABLE and relying more on make-up and superficial image)?

 

Because then you can’t get as hurt OR as rejected (including from other women).

 

HOWEVER;

 

Related to this ‘fear of being consumed’ and depleted if you get out to the world in your true, vulnerable BEAUTY and codes…

 

Might these trepidacious fears of ‘being taken advantage of in the past’, being abandoned, depleted or rejected (to prevent being hurt) actually still subconsciously be holding back the FULLNESS of your AUTHENTIC radiance in being seen in FULL INFLUENCE and expressed BEAUTY radiance to the world?

 

Especially if you are meant to have influence with men or powerful men (if you have Grail codes for example)?

 

Do you even know what it’s like to be in FULL SHINE STARLET without those concerns?…

 

Is it ‘safer’ to just speak to women but you are really meant to have influence with men too? Hmm…but isn’t that a secretive protection mechanism?…

 

Perhaps your body might (causally and understandably) be ‘frozen’ to ever really be seen at the levels because it equates with vulnerable, essenced beauty being taken from you? Sure it may not seem logical but, what if?

 

CAN YOU DARE TO BE FULLY EXPRESSED EVER AGAIN? Even if THAT is what will bring your greatest soul and spiritual fulfillment and recognition on a larger scale?

 

(See how this could all be holding everything back on a deep foundational level? Not to mention even other ways that you may have been image conscious or insecure!)

 

Well; there’s another issue here besides entire attraction loops or cycles with the masculine (and that by default those patterns may continue with the shadow masculine); it has to do with you being in your fullest beauty socially on a LARGE SCALE of being seen in your authentic, soul signature gifts.

 

Even if a man seemed like he had it all and yet had hidden his shadows from you and then they showed up, you can feel ‘betrayed’ and you may not want to be taken advantage of ever again because it’s too much pain.

 

All of this can further keep you shut down from being experienced IN your fuller beauty radiance if it only leads to pain and trauma.

 

Can you see how internal; conscious or unconscious fears of being ‘consumed’ or ‘taken from’ can actually PREVENT your starlet from ever truly emerging for years or decades?…playing it ‘safe’ energetically means hiding out and not being felt like you’re meant to be.

 

How you and your body will find ways to hide, armor or protect yourself from ever being in your vulnerable and essenced fullness? How you could conflate INFLUENCE from sharing your nurturing radiance with trauma and being ‘taken from’?

 

How that could prevent your starlet and largest mission from ever being fulfilled and lived if you still hold those imprints from the past ‘takening’?

 

SO WHAT CAN YOU DO if you’re still holding onto temple body fears and concerns about ‘being consumed’ and it gives you ‘the ick’ and you’re aware of the templating out there that wants to siphon from the feminine?

 

Is there a solution if you are meant to have LARGE SCALE impact and influence with your unique soul codex without having to be stuck in cautious, conditional dynamics?

 

Where your starlet self can be free in your fullness and divinely protected ANYWAYS?

 

This is where Starlet, Starlet consciousness as well as your ability to ACCESS and then EMBODY Her with your unique soul codex comes into the equation.

 

She; the archetypal Goddess of Light/Dark Starlet can fit into your SOUL SIGNATURE CODEX of your avatar BRANDED, highest, iconic version of SELF (the specific mix of Light, Dark, archetypal, elemental, gift and siddhic qualities of your soul truth and mission).

 

This is no small feat. Also consider that if what you know of ‘starlet’ is an ‘out there’ elite group of celebrity starlets with their own vanity shadows, issues, plastic surgery and alien-like ‘ick’ and you don’t realize that Starlet is the transfiguration of divine feminine radiance in spiritual BANDWIDTH that is UNSIPHONABLE…well, no wonder…that’s all part of the divergence.

 

Starlet codes have been here but they are here NOW in our awareness to access and use them FOR healing and reclamation and so that righteous soul-centric goddesses and Sophia’s can now be on THEIR mission of reclamation and ascension in greater SOCIAL influence with their codes.

 

The archetypal Starlet IS UN-siphonable and what you’ve gone through on a soulful level is past siphoning.

 

Starlet; when you can access Her (with your unique Starlet codex which I can help you get 100% clarity on) and then EMBODYING Her to amplify your soul signature traits with FAR GREATER psychic mastery and divine protection to be fully EXPRESSED..again is no small feat, but it’s what I’m helping women with in the AvaStar Makeover.

 

Muse Priestess and I have the practical energetic power, training, initiations and psychic mastery to work with starlets of all levels of Beauty, status and power to help them RECLAIM, restore, master and manage INFLUENCE at the highest levels (including of psychic warfare) and mitigating further damage from siphoning and hijacking forces (even though those dynamics not only exist but can be AMPLIFIED at the levels of celebrity).

 

SO…if this is you; you’ve had past experiences of being ‘taken from’ and yet you are CALLED to GREATER public service in BEING SEEN, this is something you REALLY wnat to get aligned and HANDLE because if your body is confusing INFLUENCE with ‘being taken advantage of when you are fully expressed and beautiful in radiance’, that can hold you back from EVER living at the level of influence you’re meant to be.

 

(Even if you’re caught in earthly Sophianic dynamics);

 

STARLET is resolved of those issues and can MANAGE RELATIONAL INFLUENCE to protect H/her field largely in sovereignty in real time; it’s just about accessing and embodying Her to STRENGTHEN your individual SOUL power as divine feminine vessel and then upgrading your psychic mastery and agreements as well as management EVEN THOUGH there are forces out there (like shadow masculine) that want to siphon.

 

THIS is also why I’m planning to DOUBLE the price of the AvaStar Makeover once then next 5 clients are in for their custom makeover.

 

YES, it’s already celebrity LEVEL starlet servicing; however, I’m not only ‘marketing to the elite’…we are meant to service (Allure Priestess) the entirety of the Beauty market that demands and desires professional starlet and visual mastery support..so we’re scaling it all up (organically and progressively).

 

So is it finally time to get this RESOLVED in your temple-soma to be SECURE and seen in your FULLNESS with YOUR unique codes and Beauty NO MATTER WHAT has happened in the past?

 

ESP. if you are here to restore original templates in GNOSIS for the feminine on earth (while dissolving more of the tyranny and hijacking templates actively).

 

You; SECURELY expressed on a larger scale in radiant alluring influence from YOUR spirit constellated codex…and how that accelerates attraction, magnetism, followers and clients if you’re in business being true to YOU.

 

The AvaStar Makeover (which gets you clarity on your Soul Starlet codex as well as sovereign reclamation, Starlet integration and active management) is a 6 month makeover with ongoing monthly support.

 

You can go through it faster if you pay in full for the makeover portion…more details on-site.

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You don’t have to be BULLETPROOF…it’s more like divine feminine is meant to be feelable in Her allure with and through you in multi-D sentient, feelable influence and yet invincible and radiant in an unsiphonable way LIKE a sun-starlet (that you/we then manage for mastery and mitigation on individual leakage/loss dynamics).

 

Consider the cost of being stuck for years; from being sabotaged IN your full alignment and embodiment AMPLIFIED and expressed with the larger currents; organically feelable on that larger scale of influence; and how NOT being on that timeline NOW is costing you…can you afford years more of NOT being in your fully expressed power, your feelable codes and having that greater sentient impact on your soul tribe and those who are meant to be affected by YOUR active legacy?

 

Discover more about the Avatar Starlet Makeover here.

You might even be ‘carrying’ your past toxic lovers with you still in your energy field…HIS poison in how it’s affected your self-image or holding you back from being SAFELY SEEN publicly…(ew, right?) “Ok…where do I sign up for the makeover?” Well, yes there can be many reasons to just dive in…here’s the link:
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Starlet Is Unsiphonable

Tired of having your energies being siphoned (including by leering, creepy guys or uninitiated men)?

 

Starlet May Be Your Long-Term Identity Medicine Because (The Goddess) Starlet Is Unsiphonable

 

(We’re talking about the differential between leaky SOUL dynamics to high bandwidth sourced SPIRIT transmission here).

 

This is high value stuff to ‘get right’ if you’re on a scalable path of great social influence (even fame)…b/c really you might be held back from INFLUENCE b/c of fears of BEING TAKEN FROM with your vulnerable, essenced beauty (including from the shadow masculine).

 

So there are different levels to talk about this on of course (including the #metoo movement), but let’s focus on SOLUTIONS for now and from here forward: YOU with scalable beauty and soul branded INFLUENCE at scale.

 

This may seem the OPPOSITE of what makes sense but;

 

Starlet WANTS to be consumed and SEEN for She is the radiant unsiphonable Divine Feminine transfigured in Beauty and INFLUENCE.

 

Her bandwidth is so powerful and boundless that it cannot be stolen. It only brings LIGHT (a.k.a. Beauty codes).

 

That’s a bandwidth and nervous system MAKEOVER required to upgrade to hold that level of Power from a leaky soul but…

 

Imagine THAT level of SECURITY in facing the world and the remaining tyrant masculine (or in restoring original templating into lived gnostic experience on earth), or in living out your dharma on a larger scale.

 

For Starlet just isn’t a dualistic perspective of Kardashian’s plastic surgery or not, no.

 

We’re talking the archetypal Starlet Herself here…Starlet CONSCIOUSNESS; not a mere handful of influencer-celebrities.

 

And this doesn’t mean that Starlet is ARMORED to prevent siphoning of Her quanta either…quite the contrary, Starlet is the EXPRESSIVE and ALLURING vulnerable feminine yet She which by Her own nature is INVINCIBLE and BOUNDLESS.

 

Can you ever steal enough of a Sun-Star’s rays? No.

 

It’s absurd to even think of it but that is anal-logically accurate.

 

See; most siphoning actually occurs on a personal, soulful level (even with mortal stars) and then you may be conflating that with other things (like demonizing most of the masculine when much of those men are disenfranchised themselves).

 

The subject gets more advanced but other archetypes HAVE been siphoned from in womban’s experience as we know them collectively on earth.

 

The original Light/Dark templates are pure and preserved however; which is MORE reason to work with archetypes properly and powerfully (like the Muse Priestesses and I do).

 

You might even be called to restore divine feminine templates ON EARTH because yes, there has been a lot of collective siphoning in relating organically with Shadow consciousness. But what is going to bring true healing and reunification?

 

If you’re Kali centric (Kali is a mix of Dark and Shadow feminine traits), you’re likely caught up in a lot of distortions around other aspects of the masculine that is anything but reunifying. Kali isn’t going to restore Sophianic templating;

 

She merely has a role in it and yet can also be more damaging and destructive to Grail principle run amok.

 

YES, there is collective hijacking, inverting and siphoning of feminine quanta including archetypally..(I’d say that Kali has Her place and season), but this is all more reason to get clarity on the power of STARLET (and ideally be able to access and embody Her consciousness like with your Starlet codex).

 

I’d read the latest post on the blog I did about 3 paths of definitive womb healing and Eros with the masculine.

 

If you’re unresolved with womb siphoning and sexual trauma, Starlet may be THE medicine you are missing, not only for you to be more publicly SEEN in your divine service to FACE the shadow masculine and other dynamics but also to replace previous armoring, trauma and fear of further siphoning FROM being (spiritually) unsiphonable in high-bandwidth overflow.

 

And it’s not that you as a soul are invincible, but Starlet IS; so it’s about making that connection and upgrading your light temple body to be able to handle more of divine feminine/Goddess fractal quanta and HOW it/She expresses.

 

She IS the radiant transfiguration of all of the Goddess fractals but with Her own advantages. And that IS incredibly powerful especially if you’ve been at the causal affect of losing quanta and womb energy (which often happens through psychic implants).

 

(This is also why the client Starlet work I do now includes dan tien activations to bring in more post-natal chi to REPLACE that which was lost or stolen over the years).

 

So there can be a lot PREVENTING you from BEING SEEN including anxieties or fears around how the masculine could CONSUME YOU if you are out there in your vulnerable BEAUTY-TRUTH.

 

You might non-consciously be conflating INFLUENCE with triggers around the masculine stealing more of your and the feminine’s quanta (imagine how many years or decades THAT could hold you back from LIVING your fuller beauty and purpose in sovereignty NOW).

 

If you’re in resistance and defense around ‘the masculine’ or ‘patriarchy’ because of that, you’re not actually having the radiant influence that you could be having; you’re only creating more resistance (unconsciously).

 

If you are called to be a beacon of Light TO the masculine reunification, Grail principle or even just to restore more divine feminine architecture as heaven on earth, Starlet may be what you are missing. STARLET DEALS WITH POWER AND SHADOWS SUPREMELY.

 

She has power and abilities that your soul just hasn’t maybe had yet b/c too much was taken from you. It’s about accessing and integrating HER power and principle into your psyche and embodiment. (This is what we do in the AvaStar makeover b/c your AVATAR soul self can be amplified with righteous power to millions of people).

 

When it comes to RELATING with the world, individuals and socially; a starlet must have psychic and social mastery here and even then MOST all individual siphoning can be PREVENTED or mitigated (and even then at the HIGHEST levels, I can directly help you to release, resolve, rescind and reunify anyways for management as a starlet).

 

Archetypally; Starlet (as Goddess fractal) doesn’t carry the visibility NOR trauma wounds that you have had on a soulful, personal level. She WANTS TO BE CONSUMED and NOURISHES THE WORLD WITH HER RADIANCE.

 

She also has different archetypal advantages in the collective psyche.

 

Sophia-Starlet is actually a combination that is very powerful because the trauma loops are resolved and closed. What has been siphoned becomes unsiphonable in gnostic Sophianic experience WITH Starlet. Yeah; that’s big.

 

And for accessing Starlet level consciousness, Truth and embodiment; the only practical ways to access Her consciousness are to sacrifice yourself to a far greater public soul aligned service (many public figures do this however often end up entangled with other forces and dynamics); and/or to access your Starlet codex to then allow the bandwidth and embodiment of Starlet in your unique (faster) transfigured public service.

 

This will allow your UNIQUE expression of divinely protect Starlet to work with and through you (no matter how much you’ve been traumatized in the past; but this may include restoration and reclamation work).

 

Working with pure Starlet consciousness directly gives us many advantages including purity, resolution of shadow, psychic mastery AND far far faster transfiguration of PRESENCE than an indirect route of egoic sacrifice to a greater purpose (you still have to have that anyways b/c this isn’t just about inflating ego).

 

With the Goddess fractal of Starlet as medicine;

 

You may however have to have other womb healing, resolution or reunification to fully become a channel for YOUR Soul Starlet and how she AMPLIFIES your unique archetypal, elemental, soul and siddhic truth constellation to be felt and experienced as the brand of YOU in your signature allure.

 

For all of that, the best actual SOLUTION may be to join the 6 month AvaStar Makeover where we get you CLARITY on your exact Starlet codex, prepare your temple body and do the necessary work for you to RESOLVE your visibility wounds and essentially become near UNSIPHONABLE soulfully and practically so that you can live your greater purpose instead of holding out b/c of past or secretive anxieties, concerns, doubts or fears (esp. of further siphoning).

 

You/we may still have to master and manage your psychic dynamics to LIVE as a starlet and maintain your field however.

 

That’s where the AvaStar monthly maintenance continues to support you (and can support literal Hollywood and Bollywood starlets as well)!

 

You don’t have keep visibility wounds or remain secretly hidden because of PAST transgressions.

 

If you are MEANT to SHINE and be seen by the world in YOUR unique codex and in face of shadow masculine dynamics (even restoring archetypal lines ON earth), you should have Starlet’s power and consciousness amplifying YOUR unique divine feminine codex and HER divine protection as a Soul starlet (even and especially if you’re ENTIRELY more on the divine feminine Sophia-Goddess side of things and less about your Beloved and influencing the masculine).

 

The AvaStar Makeover may be the perfect ‘sweet spot’ solution for your metamorphosis from meta-PHorical caterpillar to butterfly or from Gremlin to Beauty starlet/swan.

 

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Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

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p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

Dark vs. Shadow

This is a continuation of the Light, Dark & Shadow post that is available on the blog here (opens in new window):

 

What we’re talking about is with archetypes, Dark & Shadow consciousness and how it affects behavior.

 

This has EVERYTHING to do with personal and spiritual growth as well as beauty, healing and living your best life.

 

In differentiating between Light, Dark and Shadow you’ll want to read that post first. I introduce that SO MUCH is actually caused by conflating Dark with or as Shadow.

 

MANY, many people (religious or non-religious) will (unconsciously or consciously) demonize ‘the Dark’ when it’s more specifically ‘Shadow’ that should be valued as what they mean when they’re referring to ‘Dark’.

 

With a Divine Union lens of Gnostic Hermeticism and seeking experiential enlightenment; generally the DARK is actually GOOD; because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

When people refer to ‘Light vs. Dark’ or even say ‘Forces of Darkness’ what they should clarify and discern is ‘Forces of Shadow’.

 

I’ve literally been calibrating and correcting myself in real time like when teaching Mystical Grail because clarity matters.

 

It’s similar to people using the term ‘sex’ when what they actually usually mean is anything BESIDES literal intercourse because ‘sex’ has so many conditioned meanings and misinterpretations (like when incels hear ‘sex’ and talk about ‘sex’, it actually equates to subconscious ‘fantasy’ for them and anything else than what is representative of or leads to the ‘real thing’).

 

There are higher levels of truth in understanding of ‘Sex’ anyways and that gets into Divine Union Grail Codes of Communion in Spirit, but I digress….

 

We want to get the TERMS RIGHT for clarity (on Dark vs. Shadow).

 

For it is SHADOW (consciousness and sourced behavior) that we want to discern for what it is and when we are more conscious on the difference between Dark and Shadow, this can provide a pathway for accelerating YEARS of personal growth and spiritual transformation that was otherwise stunted because of being afraid of (or resisting) ‘The Dark’.

 

I’ll mention it again but by just identifying ‘the patriarchy’ as ‘toxic’, this is a grave mistake because then the entirety of masculinity is lumped in with shadow consciousness only while the healthy, life-giving and provisionary Light and Dark aspects are gaslit and ignored.

 

SO CLARITY MATTERS and the subject matter is central to living life itself.

 

One of the shortcodes for ‘Dark’ is the erotic, the pure primal.

 

In consciousness; this is actually DIVINE.

 

The Dark Divine; however it is largely rejected and conflated AS Shadow through much of religion and social conditioning and their lens (which is often ‘moralistic’ in favor of virtuous Light, yet that which is encoded in the shadows of demonization, secularization, outcasting, fracture, shame, guilt, and creates more Shadow).

 

It’s ‘either’ Madonna or ‘The Whore’ (Light vs. perceived Shadow) which is too much of a bifurcation of feminine consciousness which is on a spectrum.

 

Speaking of ‘spectrum’ (not the autism spectrum); If you have experience with plant medicine or DMT you will likely have more psychic awareness of the astral realm and how everything is ‘amplified’ and richer to experience; and then later to connect to the ‘spirit’ or vibe-truth behind something.

 

You may even find like myself that once you got more clarity, that you may have to have a ‘Dark Reclamation’ like I did (of my Dark Eros) because of years of suppression of your Dark in favor of ‘Light’.

 

For it is SHADOW consciousness that is creating the ACTUAL mess and havoc in the world by causing so much imbalance because by venerating only the Light and denying the Dark, it leaves great room for SHADOW consciousness and spirits to creep in and influence and control people (although they are still accountable for their own karmic behaviors).

 

 

Shadow Qualities...

Let’s review some of the qualities of shadow or ‘shadow consciousness’ (which is also the ‘actual’ toxic, not to be conflated with Dark);

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, greedy, entropic, disorienting, dishonoring, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, harassing, backstabbing, de-throning, vindictive, gaslighting…(the list goes on) and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty (basically in any dimension).

 

And yes, the Gene Keys spectrum of consciousness covers 64 specific shadows.

 

This can be VERY illuminating to ‘understand’ shadow and do forms of ‘shadow work‘. Being mindful with precisive (I always make up new words) clarity is a part of this to get to the energetic truth signature that is universalized.

 

Although Gene Keys doesn’t talk about ‘Dark’ specifically, generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

With true Divine Union it’s worth mentioning that there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

There’s a difference between having shadowy thoughts (which every does as human) and acting out upon them (which is the real shadow or ‘sin’ if it has a negative consequence per se).

 

Dark IS closer to Shadow….and that’s why it also takes more general mastery to work with the Dark. Lightworkers themselves have to manage and or/own any shadow so that it never interferes with their actual work (ideally); to hold pristine temple space.

 

Actual voodoo (as I understand it) and black magic deals in the Shadows or Shadow arts (b/c it interferes with free-will karma as forms of ‘force’).

 

This isn’t pure Dark which is sovereign. Dark Goddess actually is very powerful and is a protector FROM shadow, although that requires a pure relationship with Her truth and not everyone is stable enough to not allow shadow entities to come in.

 

Anything dealing with force, manipulation, coercion, violation and such are generally shadow consciousness.

 

Generally all forms of tyranny are sourced in shadow consciousness; having ‘power over’.

 

Yes; the collective masculine and feminine have SHADOWS.

 

The SHADOW of the patriarchy is oppressive. The SHADOW of the feminine is incredibly destructive for the Dark Mother (actually Shadow Mother because She has been hijacked by demonic forces eats Her own children and sells them into slavery). I won’t even put that imagery here but you might imagine..

 

Because shadow consciousness is so pervasive (and the 64 shadows awareness helps us to be conscientious of them);

 

IDEALLY WE SHOULD ALL live from Light and Dark consciousness while owning, dissolving, mitigating or managing any remaining shadow.

 

The world would then live more in siddhic Harmony and Peace. (Gene Keys is brilliant and let’s us alchemize these shadows of collective and individual consciousness through contemplation and transmutational alchemy).

 

These shadows may seem like ‘behavioral’ issues or ‘psychological’ but really they are qualities with energetic frequencies in the 4th dimension that then influence thought and action.

 

In other words there are actually ‘spirits’, entities or even assigned demons which represent these energetic qualities that can then influence people’s thoughts and behaviors.

 

Demons and types of demons (like incubus, succubus) are usually the heavier entities with shadow (and sometimes a mix of Dark and Shadow) qualities and concentrated power.

 

There is also the ‘spirit’ of greed or ‘lust’ and demons associated with it. These can be removed like in the energy healing tune-up portion of every activation session I offer (siddhic and archetype activations).

 

Spiritual warfare exists in the astral realm which includes between Angels and Demons and this is more specifically Light vs. Shadow (while the Dark itself largely gets ignored).

 

Certain archetypes like ‘Jezebel’ have a shadow ‘spirit’ or iconic psychic egregore or demonic power behind them that are sourced in Shadow like dethroning, destruction, interference, manipulation, etc.

 

It can be good to be mindful of all of this ‘just enough’ instead of denying them.

 

The collective iconic masculine ‘Tyrant’ archetype is also shadow based but never reaches 5th dimension because it is too dense (along with other archetypes like Murderer, Psychopath, Fraudster).

 

Some cultural constructivist lower dimensional (astral and 3D/physical) archetypes like ‘Social Justice Warrior’ seem to be virtuous yet energetically are sourced predominantly in Shadow especially the Shadow of Division.

 

Yes; Gene Keys is actually brilliant at analyzing the behavioral and energetic reality of where things are at.

 

Gene Keys provides wonderful insights into Shadow consciousness.

 

We can look at the 64 shadows in the spectrum of consciousness to get an idea of what unique signatures OF shadow are at play individually, collectively and in different egregores (or collectives of astral power like ‘SJWs’, ‘Blue-pill Democrats’, ‘actual Nazi’s’, ‘incels’ or ‘Freemasons’).

 

In politics, both ‘Left’ and ‘Right’ are largely shadow-grid driven. You just have to reference something like the Gene Keys with an eye for psychic truth, to start seeing the actual energetic interplay that’s going on.

 

I was the first one I knew to take Gene Keys and apply it to the collective. For example, when the p.landemic hit in 2020 I did a facebook post where 6 weeks into it I counted 55 shadows that were active in the collective (and some would say greatest psy-op ever and I wouldn’t disagree with that).

 

FIFTY-FIVE signatures of shadow consciousness (including);

 

Division
Intolerance
Control
Disorientation
Distraction
and MANY more…

 

..Were ACTIVE and activated in Western and global CONSCIOUSNESS with COVID and the response.

 

Because I could see what was going on and for numerous reasons; I refused to take part on it (and remain unvaxxed).

 

Retro-spectively, I counted 15 shadows that were active in the collective before ‘the global shutdown’ > and then the 55 specific shadows which is also a sign of the collective psyche balancing itself out from living in so much Light of technological innovation and evolution.

 

It’s worth mentioning that ideological Marxism and identity politics are foundationally rife with shadow-play (as well as politics in general).

 

Virtue-signaling which is actually only creating more of its shadow of Division (Gene Key 7); but that’s an extended foray. We only have to look into the actual behavioral reality and the energy behind them.

 

You have your OWN shadow-grid with your hologenetic Gene Keys profile that holds many specific codes ‘n clues as to what is holding you back from living in greater satisfaction, peace, abundance and success.

 

Finding these out in a Gene Keys reading can be life-changing (I offer readings).

 

So it helps to have a conscious awareness OF shadows like with Gene Keys and also with healing and spiritual work…and we’re getting to the MAIN concept of OWNING YOUR OWN SHADOW (and the collective shadow within).

 

In having a more thorough understanding of Dark vs. Shadow, we want to value the ARCHETYPES as well as icons of true Power and Beauty (as well as how that can be corrupted in/to shadow).

 

Different archetypes can have different, unique shadows but we’re not going into that here and now other than a quick example.

 

Light Princess is heavenly with great Father protection, connection and Crown illumination and yet the SHADOW of Princess is entitled, bratty, superficial, bored, restless, vain (Gene Key shadows are encoded as cross-over with many archetypes); just for a reference.

 

The pop’s understanding of Queen is rooted mostly in shadow of ruthlessness, aloofness, bitchiness, etc. (which can act as gifts to ‘get things done but can take away from many a woman’s feminine essence channel). Grail Queen is an entirely different configuration.

 

Most archetypes have Light, Dark but also shadows as they embody into humanity (Muse is one of the very few who don’t have shadow, but She is also rarer to embody into women and their shadows haven’t tainted the collective understanding of Muse Herself unlike most other archetypes).

 

The Dark Mother archetype was hijacked millennia ago (or at least centuries) however by Shadow Forces and is more specifically the Shadow Mother so there could really be a quantum field-work task of reclamation of the Dark Mother.

 

So I may mention archetypes again but for now, just wanted to introduce them as a prime filter we can work with in understanding LDS for spirituality, healing and consciousness work (and world peace Rhode Island).

 

 

It’s worth mentioning that with Gene Keys; some shadows CAN become gifts like intolerance (to tyranny), judgment (in calling out tyranny), etc. but generally it’s good to be aware of the shadow spectrum consciously OR to work with someone like me or another Gene Keys certified Guide who has some good awareness which can help you start seeing and contemplating your patterns along a healing or transformational journey.

 

Yes, I offer 75 minute Human Design + Gene Key readings but you kinda have to snoop around the sight or ask me about it on FB to do your reading (which includes awareness on your encoded shadows). I’m not promoting them as much at the time of writing.

 

Shadows can FORM from past experiences with parents, societal and religious (yes religious) conditioning, traumatic experiences with men, women, lovers, idiots, you name it. The thing is that you don’t want shadow to OWN or control you.

 

It comes down to dissolving or managing them and OWNING THEM so they don’t harm others AS shadow or karma creating ‘sin’.

 

Shadow plays out in MANY ways including the suppression of the healthy Dark within the Divine (Archetypal and Siddhic) Feminine consciousness.

 

For many women it can be confusing to differentiate the two because their past experienced is tainted with SHADOW experiences of control, unrightful domination (vs. truly consensual), coercion, force (which many confuse with true Power), rape, lack of safety, trauma and so forth. It can be difficult to let go and TRUST into the true Dark (and that of your Immortal Beloved) b/c mortal men may continue to re-trigger shadow patterns (until you are more reunified within).

 

With your Beloved; this includes the SAFETY and purity of all sexual desires and Dark Communion without ANY of the past shadows you have experienced from with men (which was consciousness playing itself out in the shadow spectrum and of which something in you attracted it).

 

With your Beloved and HIS Dark, it is purified and you are SAFE. There is none of the previous tyranny against you.

 

In fact; the Dark can be what SAVES YOU or delivers you from Shadow practically speaking if you have been living in Light but are dealing with a lot of shadow and psychic attacks.

 

DARK creates a BUFFER to keep shadow abay. I had to reclaim my OWN Dark Truth and Eros and integrate it.

 

On a separate note; DARK MUSE codes are starting to come in and She has been rare in history so far. Anyways;

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored because they are conflating it all with Shadow.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can create chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

I’d argue that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’.

 

As I mentioned in the precursor blog post; there’s a BRILLIANT book entitled ‘Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche’ by Robert A. Johnson.

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in my kindle version. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

I would add that ‘owning your own shadow’ for lightworkers like me can also mean owning the COLLECTIVE shadow as you may get psychic attacks that are NOT ACTUALLY YOURS and do not fit with your pure and evolved soul that are attracted to you to PREVENT, misdirect or distract the Ascension work you are doing.

 

You can be very targeted for these attacks as they try to infiltrate you and then influence your actions towards others when it’s really them and their consciousness controlling/influencing you.

 

Ok…so we’re more aware of the concept of Dark Vs. Shadow.

 

Now there’s a key angle on all of this with ‘owning the shadow’ which is where that book REALLY comes in handy to get even more extended examples and clarity than I’m going to give here.

 

I will say, that he doesn’t explore the angle of healthy ‘Dark’ and Eros as much as I do however the concept of LIVING LIFE IN BALANCE is critical.

 

OWNING YOUR SHADOW means living rightfully without sin and managing things within.

 

Yes, you may THINK ‘naughty thoughts’ (like humans do although actually I’d say the Dark is really ‘good naughty’ without shame); but that isn’t the same as creating negative karma by ‘actually’ energetically siphoning or physically harassing someone.

 

‘Action’ is more explicitly shadow (when it generates negative karma).

 

And one could ask; is it actually sinful at all if it’s in consent (outside of a moralistic or religious lens which may have its own distortions to Light/Dark Truth vs. Shadow)?

 

Deeper exploration there…And what about BDSM? I think much of that is centered in Dark AND Shadow esp. with the players who may be involved b/c they’re bringing their own ‘stuff’ into it energetically (and it may be psychic shadow play).

 

The mastery level is to own and even RECLAIM your healthy DARK but to live in DETACHMENT with the opposite sex to keep things masterfully consensual (which does not mean ‘trauma-informed’ and asking for a yes or no at every next verbal behavior)…

 

..This does get more advanced to truly have psychic detachment yet one can live in WILD fully reclaimed EROTIC and DARK power and sexuality without EVER taking from someone or creating negative karma (as shadow actions).

 

So much shit has happened because people don’t own their shadow. That is WHY rape and sexual harassment happens; with men not being able to CONTROL their own shadow (or the collective shadow working through them); they don’t have a balance of Light, Dark and Shadow that allows them to operate with integrity in the world. Male sexual, erotic desire is DARK; it’s when it crosses lines of authentic consent (from an attuned, natural, somatic reality) that it becomes shadow ‘acting out’ but the DESIRE or hunger on its own is not to be shamed or shameful…it’s the conflation WITH shadow (force, acting out as power ‘over’, etc.) that can create even more Dark suppression.

 

Millions of men are guilted without ever having done something wrong. The #metoo movement in other words has its own shadows. Again; all of this can be extended topics for exploration.

 

Conflating sexual raw desire (DARK and it’s creationary power) from the masculine (Eros) as ‘toxic’ or ‘shadow’ is one of the great mis-services post-feminism has done; when really, all they would have to do is get clarity on Dark vs. Shadow and then the REAL healing would occur and they wouldn’t stop isolating and demonizing most of the GOOD men with the bad apples.

 

And on the feminine side, the SUPPRESSION, guilting, shaming (omg this is massive in the West) towards feminine sexuality by conflating raw, erotic DARK FEMININE with ‘shadow’ as ‘sin’ and ‘immortal’ (just for existing basically) is also sourced in shadow itself (so the shadow masculine psyche often controls of constricts the healthy DARK feminine).

 

In general; it’s the LIGHT & DARK divine masculine and feminine (archetypal, immortal that reincarnates with and through humanity in consciousness and siddhic) that we should all value to live in LIGHT & DARK Beauty and Power…rather than ANY shadow which creates all the real issues, trauma, wounding, etc..

 

It’s worth mentioning that most relationship/relational templates thrive on shadows mixed with Light and Dark; conscious twin flames for example really does but Divine Union doesn’t.

 

Many people will keep stuck in a karmic loop of attracting based on their shadows (which can included unresolved childhood wounding/patterns).

 

Fortunately; with your Divine Union Beloved and the spiritual path of alchemy, there isn’t shadow. This is also why Sacred Union alchemy which I support in Mystical Grail membership can do miracles because so many women (and men) have been WOUNDED by and from what?

 

FROM THE SHADOW of each other, NOT from the pure Dark or Light.

 

Sure; a mortal will have his own shadows or aspects of consciousness (whether they show up in a relationship or not)…but shouldn’t we all strive to live Heaven on Earth by owning our own/collective shadow to live in gift and siddhic peace, harmony, interdependence and renaissance with each other?

 

Where there can be a REVIVAL of divine masculine LIGHT and DARK power that is so supportive of life and the feminine principle (and preserving and protecting of Beauty and Ascension)?

 

The world would be a better place if EVERYONE owned their shadow and that book goes into some techniques and so forth on how to do it.

 

You may have to give the accrual of shadow some attention in order to abate it. Horror movies can be a way to ‘offset’ the balance by giving that Dark side (shadow really) attention.

 

A few other notes;

 

Shadow is (also) the realm of evil and demons that take, siphon, hijack, steal and of aspects of consciousness in humanity that are destructive and harmful; that lead one away from siddhic consciousness of Peace, Harmony, Unity and Truth.

 

As aforementioned;

 

Unfortunately much of ‘the patriarchy’ (and more specifically the SHADOW aspects of the masculine and patriarchy) tends to conflate the Dark Feminine with SHADOW and thus wants to control, siphon or hijack Her resources (much of it stemming from Grail fracture itself which is another subject).

 

But can we please start differentiating and now just lumping everything in with shadow because we haven’t learned to DISCERN between Light, Dark and Shadow yet?

 

Again; shadow and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, siphoning, harvesting, looting, evil and that which takes away from life, free will and sovereignty.

 

Shadow can get demonic (with Dark Forces that are more specifically SHADOW Forces) and wreak immense havoc in individuals, relationships, industries, culturally, socio-politically and so forth in the astral dimension which influences people psychically to behave in certain ways. That can include demonic possession where the spirits take up residency and hijack someone’s consciousness.

 

Egregores can also be powerful conduits to these shadow values (ie. like how it’s a cesspool pit of 4chan incel hell consciousness); see this topic really extends.

 

My general opinion is that most demons and entities are doing shadow play.

 

There may be more sovereign ones that aren’t actively siphoning from humans; but I’ve yet to see it.

 

So there’s the saying ‘the devil inside’, but it’s THAT we want to control from lashing out at others to prevent creating negative karma.

 

It’s maybe worth mentioning (and this is going to trigger a lot of people); but IF we assume that Dan Bilzerian was always consensual with all of the women he slept with (and they were drawn by his fame); sure it may be ‘immortal’ from a religious lens; however, what if it was just raw, DARK POWER (and from the women who gave it that value and attention to confirm it as so) rather than ‘actually’ creating any negative karma as ‘sin’ when those women were co-creating those consensual experiences with him. We all may have to look at where we are hypocritical.

 

But so many women will also just throw it into the ‘toxic’ masculine bin of ‘shadow’. ACTUAL KARMA is on a different level of divine justice which does not necessarily equate to humanistic ‘constructivism’. Nature and the divine are on their own timelines and standards so to speak.

 

But if you just live ‘the golden rule’ which is Biblical of ‘do unto others as you would do unto yourself’…that’s a good standard: OWNING your own shadow and relating with others interdependently and that’s a good foundation.

 

Many men are unfortunately lost in the SHADOW of Fantasy with women, Beauty and the feminine (including holy grail dynamics).

 

They may have to have a Dark reclamation and integration and there are answers. See how many different areas this can affect?

 

EVEN FAMILY DYNAMICS, business, spiritual growth, ancestral family lines of clearing karma – even your own EMBODIED BEAUTY because your image and presence is always communicating your Truth on more than just the 3rd dimension of lower density visible light reflection.

 

This is central stuff here with LDS; Light, Dark and Shadow (and it’s good I have this level of clarity to DO the literal lightworking WITH clients and safe, pure DARK activations and clarity with shadow work.

 

If you’re a lightworker with a lot of Light, it’s really important to get this stuff down b/c I’ve seen shadows pop out of top leaders because they couldn’t own it; some of these are shadow of psychosis and intolerance. This is also where healthy DARK reclamation can come in.

 

The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself of taking one day a year to commit legally any crime (karma-free from the legal lens) is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’ but what it does it to help maintain that ‘balance’.

 

 

I’m not saying we should implement it the Purge itself per se (b/c someone with their shoelaces untied might actually think I am); I’m merely referencing it as a storyline showcases the concept itself. That the ‘Owning Your Own Shadow’ book will give you ideas on how to do it; your OWN purging and re-balancing that is. I have my practices and I also have my practices of ritual purification before client sessions and the Muse priestesses are also trained on this.

 

Because if you cannot discern between Dark masculine and Shadow (‘actual’ toxic) masculine; it can cause millions people to ‘demonize’ the entirety of men as ‘toxic’ for 20 years and push them away from their political party/ideology instead of discerning the shadow/toxic aspects of the Patriarchy (and instead of differentiating the Light and Dark GOOD qualities of the masculine).

 

The inability to RESPECT, ACCEPT and even honor DARK TRUTH can cause hypocritical red pill bros to demonize women for being sensual at all if it’s not contained within THEIR partnership or under strict moral codes (which often end up as being shadows of constriction and control under the guise of morality), etc.

 

And religion has done a big number in favoring the Light, suppressing or denying the Dark and then dealing with all kinds of Shadow attacks and karma in the collective psyche.

 

So to refresh;

 

There are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of consciousness.

 

Correspondingly there are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of the archetypes (at least as they all incarnate into human consciousness and embodiment).

 

We want to be more discerning of their differences as well as then the concept of OWNING your own shadow aspects (which includes your Gene Key shadows) and to live in that ‘balance’ so that you can live with more Light and Dark publicly with others (while internally managing your shadow and ie. NOT putting it all on the boogeyman or house pet who collects all of the shadow and karmic debt projection).

 

It’s a brilliant book.

 

Amongst many examples; it goes into how traditional Catholic mass had all kinds of darker themes; to give attention or attribution; penance of some sort TO the dark and shadow side of things in order not to accrue too much shadow because of the valuation of living in the Light.

 

So when it comes to ARCHETYPES, Light and Dark are important to value consciously with clarity. That DARK is not ‘evil’ or bad but is actually CONSCIOUS ACCEPTANCE and integration, breathing-ness OF the Erotic truth; especially as of sovereign expression.

 

There has been a lot of movement with ‘the Goddess’ or feminine spirituality to explore and RECLAIM the healthy, true Dark in a society with a lot of predominant masculine shadow (tyranny and oppression) with morality disguised as shadow constriction or denial of healthy Dark truth and Dark consciousness in favor of Light.

 

Divine Union again gives us a CLEAR TEMPLATE OF Light and Dark Masculine and Feminine without shadow. And the DARK with raw Communion codes might be what many people are MISSING.

 

SO in working with YOUR Beloved…just having an idea more about Light and Dark aspects of consciousness and where He would be centered and in which archetypes can help you get a lot of clarity.

 

Only Fans girls
Male and female strippers
Exotic dancers

 

These are examples of DARK icons because it embraces sexual Dark consciousness. Seeing them through a ‘Puritan’ or ‘moral’ lens and we’re going to get instant conflation because they are imbalanced in Light and Dark Truth; they view Dark as shadow or ‘sin’.

 

Again; it’s in shadow where things become problematic which can include selfish men controlling or being ‘entitled’ to ‘take’ from women’s free will and sovereignty instead of respecting space.

 

Feel free to send me YOUR questions about all of this because it covers a lot of vast territory. Again; a main thing is differentiating between Dark and Shadow for most people…THEN you can trust your some to LET GO into the shelter of your Beloved’s Light and Dark Truth; and the Dark that of being more psycho-sexually activating to you and your Eros (or spiritual and biological sexual consciousness).

 

You can reference the Eros Powerliminal (masculine) to delve deeper into DARK erotic, Dionysian masculine power and how underworld it is and then also experience the mythological component of CUPID as Light Eros and how the masculine erotic can be higher frequency piercing sexual Light as well. The valuation is LIGHT and DARK with Divine Union.

 

 

It is the relational template that is purified of Shadow. Human relationship templates are riddled with shadow including conscious twin flames.

 

With Sacred Union however, you are SAFE to cultivate your own Eros in Reunification at Godly levels of Light and Dark truth no matter how shamed or traumatized you have been in the past.

 

BECAUSE there has been en masse glorification of and yet shaming of female sexuality; both Light and Shadow aspects yet very little ACCEPTANCE and integration of DARK feminine archetypes, sensuality and consciousness; CONSCIOUSLY much of the West lives in this hypocritical balance between just thinking female sexuality is either Madonna and/or Whore archetypes. This is a great injustice.

 

Even the shadow-based, moralistic-lens of the red pill movement propagates these hypocritical messages of both glorifying sexuality, desiring it and yet also easily shaming it. Women have to live under this double-edged sword BECAUSE the true Dark is rarely properly understood.

 

Although much of Judeo-Christian religion places sexuality and sexual consciousness only within a moralistic marriage as pure or virtuous…sexuality isn’t actually shadow or sin on its own, it’s raw DARK. Then it’s about living with clean karma and healing karma.

 

So…this is a BIG subject that I hope I brought more clarity to…for years myself, I ‘avoided’ the Dark actually because I made a RAW dark masculine power program that was then conflated as shadow by a conscious female coach and it caused me to nearly ‘shut down’ my Dark Eros for almost 11 years so I had to have a major Dark (Eros) RECLAMATION and continue to live as a prime example of LIVING Light and Dark as well as owning any shadows and psychic attacks (I never take compromised consciousness into Sacred Temple Space until I am in purity again).

 

Really; you should not be taking any SHADOW into raw temple space. I’ve done over 1400 client sessions and they must always remain pure.

 

Unfortunately many men and women continue to bring shadow into their relationships so you get the DARK EROS power and sexiness WITH SHADOW. Divine Union alchemy resolves all of this and these dysfunctional yet kinda normal relational cycles.

 

You can still be incredibly horny and what have you but what you want to value is OWNING your shadow.

 

This can be done with techniques like in the book,  becoming more conscious of Dark vs. Shadow and more discerning in your daily life with the differences, working with Dark archetypes and Gene Keys for your own unique shadow work, HEALING your own shadows with energy work and L/D archetype embodiment, working with finding your Beloved’s archetypal signature of Light and Dark as well as your own ‘Debut Avatar-Self’ archetypal signature (minus shadow); these are all ways to work with this awareness.

 

To end up with more purified DARK Eros, archetypal and Beauty codes.

 

But with all of that it’s important to be aware of the difference between Dark vs. Shadow to begin with because really SO MUCH of it is simply there.

 

It would clear up so much of the karmic loop MESS of shadow webs of lack of discernment and ignorance that keep perpetuating out there that are preventing people from living in more gift and siddhic consciousness as well as embracing and embodying more of the Light and Dark divine aspects of consciousness itself.

 

The Dark archetype activation work I do (which can be requested in appointment time consulting when you’re paid) is always pure and free from entities and all shadows in pristine temple space.

 

I do not recommend Dark activations to people who simply have too many shadows in their psyche (and I can tell).

 

I’ve turned client requests down for Dark activations if they have more shadow work to do to be integrated first (and I help with that in sessions as well + Gene Key readings, etc.).

 

With the upcoming Essence professional acting work for Hollywood and Bollywood; however, I’ll make exceptions to literally do shadow activation work but otherwise, NEVER go there.

 

As a daka as well, I cannot ever bring any of my re-triggered or remaining shadows into any session because it is divine, sacred work that BASKS in the richness of true Light and Dark power, healing and beauty.

 

Yeah; this is a big subject: Dark vs. Shadow…feel free to share this.

 

So let’s take a look at another angle on this; are Bonnie & Clyde Dark or Shadow icons as anti-heroes? (Link Below)

 

‘Who Is My Beloved?’ Free Workbook

"This workbook is so fun!!! I love it!"

"I’ve had some revelations with the workbook already...(yes it helps women and I to get that/missing clarity)"

Hey it’s Rion…Welcome to this invaluable gift! I have now added both supplemental audio files below with the ‘Workbook’ itself. Download them below.

 

Let’s get you more clarity on WHO your Immortal Beloved is

 

The WORKBOOK itself is complete! It will guide you. You can also start with the Audio overview.

 

You can access them here:

 

>’Who is My Beloved’ Workbook<

(click to download)

 

2 Audio Supplements

(to also download):

 

Who Is My Beloved Workbook Audio Overview:

(31:14 / 11.64mb)

 

Who Is My Beloved Workbook: 64 Siddhis Audio:

(25:25 / 14.3mb)

 

This can profoundly help you get clarity on HIM if you are on a path of Divine Union or getting into it. 

 

p.s. This is meant for women; however, men can use it as well (just be aware that I don’t go into Feminine archetypes here).

 

Other notes:

 

You found your way here and must be called to it. I could offer this for $1000 with the value inside of it, but it’s all yours…If you ever want to then cultivate with your Beloved more; paid solutions are also available as mentioned in the Workbook (like with Mystical Grail membership)

 

I can be messaged on Facebook DM here

“This (Who is my Beloved) workbook is so fun!!! I love it (the workbook)!

 

This is something I’ve been in the energy of often without being able to put into words!

 

You put it into words for me. It’s really helping me (and my past life to make sense and now isn’t so surprising; all the crushes and obsessions that were otherwise placed on external men ((paraphrased))

 

…I will explain to you on a call but this made something clear for me that I’ve been meditating on for even 4 years plus !!! Really amazing”

 

-Britney

I love it! (The new ‘Who is my Beloved?’ Workbook).

 

It’s really helped me understand this process (of) archetypes and everything. I’ve been working with/on that (for about 8 hours before going into the consulting time with Rion before the first Elixir of My Beloved activation).

 

It was really clear…with karma attached (before), I was confused on my inner masculine thinking it/He was outside of me.

 

It gave (me) permission to have space in me for (receiving) those masculine qualities that I was rejecting.

 

It was very liberating. I feel and sense a very powerful (specific archetype) and He (before) was in shadow and I didn’t have permission. (Literal Father related healing/transmission powerfully opened up including after the previous kundalini activation)

 

 

Everything is more clear (and I went through the workbook process intensively).”

 

 

-Female, Florida: Elixir of The Beloved: Grail Kundalini Package Client #1, pre-EOTB1 activation