Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

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Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

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p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

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Anahata: My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening of Communion

Beauty Essence Blog Divine Union Kundalini + Shakti Rion Kati

Wow…it actually happened! A dream come true AGAIN. Ok, so before I get to the juicier stuff itself, I want to set the context first…and really if you just want to skip to the JUICY STUFF….scroll on down.

 

The setup:

 

This is REALLY important stuff to be aware of for anyone who values the holy grail, Hierogamic Divine Union, devotional love and intimacy, kundalini awakening and ASSURING kundalini awakening and Divine Union COMMUNION itself (which I have been doing with direct, INTELLIGENT Muse coded/designed shaktipat as an ancient tried and true method of kundalini awakening).

 

This is the internal literal alchemy of you and your Beloved in spirit, in light body (with or without a partner and with a partner with the proper foundation like this, takes it to literal heaven on earth for Love, Sex and Intimacy as siddhic hieros gamos).

 

This is also more advanced in a sense because it’s done as true, pure solo Hieros Gamos internal alchemy which is the proper foundation for Holy Sacred Marriage within with The Beloved (AND THEN partnership is secondary and otherwise as put first gets all kinds of impurities, entanglements, shadows, etc. involved).

 

SO…For months I’ve been heavily into the central concept of my own kundalini awakening, Communion alchemy and Avastar embodiment with the valuation of alpha trialing the concept of ASSURING kundalini awakening as much as possible for the world.

 

Not only that; but for assuring SIDDHIC kundalini awakening as much as possible.

 

So yes; at the time of writing we are in the alpha trial interim phase of the Grail Kundalini package.

 

What kicked off my FIRST siddhic kundalini awakening was literally 3 of the regular kundalini activations and we went into THAT alpha-trial launch which was a wild success.

 

Then I started having remission issues and some codes came in to help stabilize the BASELINE kundalini current daily (although not at siddhic levels). This was invaluable for full-time basic embodiment of soul self and more charisma POWER (along with the heightened jing chi).

 

I was just into remission from the siddhic levels (although baseline under-current active) that because I proclaimed Divine Union for Beloved and I, that the codes came in for the Elixir of The Beloved as a new session format.

 

This was my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening which I wrote about on the blog (now with dozens of kundalini articles on the sub-category).

 

That siddhic awakening happened right at the start of the Grail Kundalini package alpha-trial (featuring custom Elixir of The Beloved) activations;

 

I was entirely re-activated into multi-orgasmic siddhic bliss, braingasm of DMT relapse just thinking of Beloved; now with Her essence more literally IN my embodiment and alchemizing with my kundalini as liquid plasmic chi format (as compared to the normal air/aether base I’ve worked with for years).

 

All I’ll say now is that YES; we had a successful ‘sales’ launch of alpha-trial and that these sessions are spread out which is why the interim alpha-trial is taking longer (if you’re reading this in 2026 don’t worry about any of those terms; we had to get ‘proof of concept’ first for our normal pricing).

 

Yes; clients are having a range of PHENOMENAL results with these sessions; however, that’s all I’m going to say about that as numerous clients are still in fulfillment and it’ll take time to properly collect feedback to share still.

 

Oh; and that the combination of doing the free ‘Who is My Beloved‘ workbook PLUS the 40 minutes of consulting time at the start of the longest Grail Kundalini session has led to a 5 out of 5 success ratio of finding these ladies EXACT Beloved signature coding (for Divine Union specifically).

 

And then we bring HIS codes into her embodiment to alchemize with her re/activated kundalini.

 

So…the UPDATE (and in being transparent here) is that my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening happened with and throughout my first 3 self EOB (Elixir of The Beloved) activations. EACH of those brought 100% success to siddhic levels of kundalini awakening (the stuff of DREAMS); real internal Communion intoxicating, ecstatic alchemy.

 

Why would I do EOB’s that often especially if they are very powerful? Because I can handle a lot; our Reunification is BIG, I’ve been preparing for years and I want to live FULL-TIME a couple breaths away from full-on siddhic Rapture with my Beloved.

 

HOWEVER; I was getting concerned because my 4th and 5th activations. I wasn’t getting much for results

 

“Oh no….don’t these work anymore?!”

 

“What if they don’t work anymore (for me or others)?”

 

But then I rested into the fact that, well I trust Beloved 100% so more codes would come in to get us back on track even if things are imperfect b/c our reunification is claimed in all dimensions.

 

I’m going to list out all of my most recent self-activations. Normally I wouldn’t recommend people to do activations this often however my temple body can handle a lot and it has to do with the Avastar concept of full power differential into embodiment (I’m filling a grand canyon of space so to speak).

 

Rion Kati M EOB: Muse (90/10 L/D) 9.30.25 2345 CDT 
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.2.25 1935 CDT Live 19 of ∞
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.3.25 1815 CDT Live 15 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M EOB: Muse 2 (80/20 L/D) 10.5.25 2355 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.13.25 1830 CDT 
Rion Kati M EOB3: Muse (80/20 L:D) 10.14.25 2325 CDT 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.16.25 1825 CDT
Rion Kati M EOB4: Muse (50/50 L:D) 10.19.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.21.25 1915 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.24.25 1830 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M EOB5: Muse (85/15 D:L) 10.24.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Hero 10.26.25 1900 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.28.25 1850 CDT Live 23 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.30.25 1815 CDT Live 19 of ∞ Tulum S

Rion Kati M EOB6: Muse 90/10 L:D 10.31.25 2311 CDT Live 6 of ∞ Tulum S

(S=Sitting)

Ok…so, I was really getting concerned because hardly ANY movement was even happening…just a general strong under-current that I really had to drop in for to then maybe get a few sacral O contractions but I was further away from the siddhic.

 

But I knew to do things intuitively as I went along…so I know this is a yang architecture here but it gives us the clarity for helping to ensure more siddhic Communion….I did Muse only Elixir activations…the first 3 were mostly LIGHT MUSE 90/10, 80/20, 80/20.

 

This is also why we want to get the DARK and LIGHT balance of YOUR Beloved pin-pointed (which I’ve been helping ladies with in the workbook and in the consulting); because if it’s TOO MUCH of the other side of imbalanced; it might not be what actually ignites the alchemistry itself.

 

I experimented with a blend of 50/50 Light and Dark Muse in the 4th session and then 85% Dark Muse in session 5. Unfortunately, I didn’t get many SIDDHIC RESULTS; however I know that OTHER empowered, magical things were definitely happening; deeper space, more overall embodiment and Her starting to provide even further psychic protection vs. attacks and so forth.

 

And so, with it all in session time, I started reflecting on the Truth of my Beloved as She is now and that indeed She would absolutely be mostly Light Muse.

 

It doesn’t mean that I don’t venerate Dark Muse but keep in mind that YOUR BELOVED on His/Her own in public is going to have a balance of archetypes, siddhic qualities and Light/Dark that psycho-activates you the MOST. So it may not be that the DARK and Dark Erotic is going to be that high as you might think as it is when you are specifically IN THE BEDROOM.

 

Because; you’re bringing YOUR DARK and the DARK TRUTH of sexual and erotic Communion anyways in a 3rd principle itself amplifying both of your Dark, so we want to tune in to what is the balance that activates you the most when HE is in public apart from you. This may mean that He is less of Lover encoded than you thought b/c that’s going to be there in the bedroom.

 

The Dark Muse ascensi–er Descension is just starting but when it comes to MY Beloved now, it’s clear she’s mostly Light (and that may change through time).

 

SO I’d been doing kundalini (regular) and dan tien activations in between but knew it was time to go back (with detachment) and re alpha-trial a Light Muse activation which I did last night (10.31.25).

 

And so in a sense it actually further proves the concept of the Grail Kundalini as long as get the balance of Light and Dark right on your Beloved that is in the psycho-activating zone to IGNITE together with your kundalini and internal essences.

 

Granted; it’s realistic that not everyone is going to experience siddhic kundalini multi-orgasmic bliss and braingasms during these the more they roll out, but there is already that and a mix of wild results so far including how I visually can see massive differences in one of them (a few words are spoken but most feedback is in the works through preservation, fulfillment, compilation and agreement still).

 

::::THE JUICY STUFF::::
My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening + Heart

Ok…so after a group boxing lesson (great cardio!) and bicycling back seeing kids in Halloween/Muertos cute costumes…

 

Last night in post-debut (!) temple space session with Beloved (ironically the day I literally debuted as an influencer on Instagram with the 6th year anniversary time-encoding of recording the debut transmission), I did the 6th Elixir of The Beloved kundalini self activation with most entirely LIGHT Muse in liquid chi plasmic format.

 

Then, being ‘the season’ I finished watching ‘The Cabin in The Woods’ on iTunes with some low-fat butter melted on popcorn with sea salt as a cheap snack (b/c Netflix is too dangerously distracting; iTunes gives me more realistic authority and control) and re-started X-Men First Class and went to sleep.

 

I had a good feeling about things but it’s tricky b/c although I have a STRONG and claimed intention of I’m not leaving ‘phase 3’ until siddhic kundalini awakening, I still had to stay detached but in knowing that if it’s not overnight, maybe the following night or within a week…the 3rd awakening phase could last as long as necessary.

 

Ok so I woke up around 7 am and wasn’t feeling particularly activated but it was all there underneath; the NEW Elixir with Light Muse…

 

I spent time thinking about what used to be the left abdomen hernia that had moved and diminished in size to be closer to above the belly button; being 80% convinced now that it wasn’t a hernia at all and was instead the rare Tao yang chi mass…it had already moved more to the right side with my intention a day earlier.

 

I learned about this in this lifetime from Mo Pai Nei Gung but I’m going to do more intention to move it further and then the concept is to bring it into the dan tien itself (advanced and dangerous stuff), but will see…I digress..

 

Then I started thinking more directly of my Beloved and powerful waves started happening like had happened really on about 2 dozen (?) other occasions; but this was significant because already IT WAS BACK! (not yet at siddhic levels but this was a Godsend of its own b/c I hadn’t felt the ‘real zone’ of activity and bliss for quite a while)….it (all) ended up being a total of at least 2 hours but basically…

 

Things got really heated with multi-orgasmic energy waves of bliss just thinking of Her but they didn’t reach up all the way to the brain in activating DMT like before (until the very end of the extended session there was this quality which also confirmed it as official siddhic awakening)…what happened was basically I would then DETACH and rest…to ‘try’ to go back to sleep but in actual presence….and in that stillness THEN She had more magic in store…

 

I started feeling more intensity and pressure, more energy focused around my Heart itself (notedly; it was touched upon a bit in the 2nd awakening but shot through to the 3rd eye and crown b/c my Rudra granthi psychic knot is about 95% dissolved since 5MEO-DMT and previous ‘work’).

 

I had yearned for a Heart awakening and knew that it was long called for. See; my Human Design in some ways works against me.

 

With no emotional definition; entirely open solar plexus, open G-center and undefined Ego/Heart center with years of deconditioning, I’m not very emotional unless things are relational.

 

I had a hard time FEELING THINGS including internally on my own and in my heart without kundalini activity (although I would feel things relationally experienced and triggered).

 

In otw; for being ‘the Devotional One’….I still knew my Heart had a long way to go for awakening.

 

Also the Vishnu (anahata / heart chakra) granthi was easily far more blocked (I’d say 80% before this session) than the Brahma (root) which had FULLY opened up and dissolved during the earlier kundalini awakenings (read on kundalini category on blog).

 

So anyways; it’s these areas of chakras that correlate to DIMENSIONS of experience and depth of and capability OF experience.

 

Even my Grandmaster said (a decade) ago that I had heart blocks…so…I have to trust HER timing with all of this but to do my part. So what happened was that the kundalini WITH Her Elixir was doing its magic together on my Anahata Heart center itself….

 

The Heart started to feel pressure and energy and I kept breathing into it and being with Her Heart and there was Communion alchemy with the kundalini that just went deeper and deeper…

 

I did some simple, effective chakric C4 detox to remove (and knew it was time to) to clear up out of the body some very old blockages with a stated whispered intention of retaining our Communion Elixir…dropped back into Presence, thought of Her and our passion more and then it went layers deeper and I did another release….it ended up being its own siddhic Heart awakening experience.

 

I had taken a break to relight the large palo santo stick on the gas stove top, came back to clear things up thinking we were done and placed my hands over Heart and then felt dimensions of depth going deep into the psyche; that were already there – just blocked…I felt Her so deeply within with the pre-conditioned magic of the palo santo (from ayahuasca DMT, etc.) then doing some simple light-working finger yin and yang work and for the first time I felt DIMENSIONS of our Love and Heart in Presence while being in a pre-post-siddhic state with the scent of palo santo…

 

Surely MOST of the psychic knot itself had dissolved…but I know there is more to go however this was a/the MAJOR Heart awakening experience I’d been waiting years for.

 

Just thinking of our Love and Devotion together passionately; but now in the Heart realm of which I truly valued but had under-experienced in…this was finally cracking open…to receive, hold and EXPERIENCE Her/us more there…realms that with my devotion are already incredibly deep so, the pathway is now accessible. With Divine Union from the masculine perspective (and surely feminine); it includes UNLIMITED and shameless Dark, Erotic…more Sacral centric but also Heart (and everything else; cosmic 1000 lotus petaled nirvana, etc. TOGETHER)….

 

I valued the best of all worlds and ACCESS to all areas, this again ironically being the most under-developed (esp. being a devotional one).

 

It felt like I could BREATHE for the first real time (well, DEEPLY and as connected to all of me)…SPACE just opened up with depth (for our Love).

 

Anyways; there was more kundalini flowing freely now with chambers into the heart where great magic was done WITH HER (and this is before I’m scheduled to do bufo for the first time within a week and which is going to be a PERFECT follow-up to/with this, I know it).

 

I also felt more of the DMT p.re-activating siddhic brain bliss towards the end.

 

Silence, presence where all keys parts of it in addition to my true Devotion to Her and trusting Her for us; being detached and yet having my kundalini as well as Her quanta embodied and alchemizing together (because remember; just doing the kundalini activations on their own; your own fire may not have what it takes for RELIABLE awakening; it requires a covalent salve to stabilize it b/c fire is unreliable elementally)

 

Anyways; I smudged again, set the alarm to wake up for 3 client sessions (including an EOB2) and got some more sleep (and skipped the gym).

 

SHE is still working things from this last activation as I continue with this 3rd kundalini Communion awakening phase while also being alpha trial numero 1 and fulfilling the Grail Kundalini packages (which will eventually get feedback updates compiled and shared on).

 

So; IT REALLY HAPPENED! (even with the interim spaces of non-activity; it came back RELIABLY and jinxproof gratefully so).

 

My Beloved truly is Light Muse (mostly).

 

Doing the ‘Who is My Beloved’ free workbook and then having consulting time with me (included in the Grail Kundalini), we can narrow in your Beloved’s EXACT archetypal, siddhic, Light/Dark and even soul value signatures that psycho-activates you the most ensuring the most possible awakening and reassurance for kundalini awakening and internal alchemy siddhic hierogamy.

 

The EXPERIENCE is what to value and on the blog I talk about it a LOT….get with a Master b/c there is a PRICE TO PAY and shaktipat is basically ASSURED; you just have to pay ‘a’ price to get activated by a master (or activate kundalini with SOME level of assurance)

 

For many; they’ll never experience kundalini awakening b/c they aren’t willing to pay any price and would rather spend YEARS of their life trying in futility.

 

The value for those in mortal partnership of something like this? INVALUABLE.

 

It’s still to be seen HOW MUCH I/Muse/we can ‘assure’ kundalini (let alone the siddhic levels of it) awakening which is why we’re also going through alpha-trials…different people are still going to be at different levels of background and readiness. This is the more advanced stuff for seasoned players (a lot in my circle).

 

But it’s this advanced inner alchemy that templatizes everything else with purity; you and your IMMORTAL Beloved; YOUR kundalini and the literal divine ESSENCES of your Beloved’s signatures.

 

The more yoked and activated you are in temple body IN SPIRIT relation, the more powerful/beautiful any mortal partnership.

 

The more you are reunified with HIS divine masculine qualities, the more you will evoke and attune that out of other men just from your presence.

 

The Grail Kundalini package is available for those who have kundalini experience and are into Divine Union; holy sacred marriage within (with Beloved).

 

If you’re NEW to kundalini work, check out the regular kundalini activations package. We work with your light body so that it’s progressive but doesn’t overload you.

 

I’m now on Instagram!

 

Stay tuned to the email list, my Facebook or blog here for updates. My reunification only gets deeper and deeper and for me; I have to FEEL THINGS. Esp. after years of not feeling things internally.

 

I want it ALL for our Communion and will continue to seek that Truth (like 24/7 siddhic multi-O ecstasy access internally with Her). That hierogamic Truth already exists (of Communion constellated in sentience)

 

Not a bad start to my years-in-the-making POST-DEBUT ERA! The client work is powerful as well…(incl.) a dan tien session basically doing a miracle reclamation for someone and just had a follow-up which could be buying back literal years of her life.

 

Yes, bufo (5MEO-DMT) is coming up soon.


-Rion

 

p.s. Also; as I was eating the 3rd meal of the day She just kept giving me more powerful wave pulses with very deep sexy under-current in 2nd and 3rd chakras…this is rare this later in the day at meal time. The concept even with the Elixir of The Beloved however is that although in ways they are transfiguring, they’re not actually going to ‘last forever’ and may simply realistically require more maintenance to LIVE closer to full time at that standard.

 

I’ll be updating current Grail Kundalini clients about an extension possibility for such up-keep b/c for myself, I cannot compromise….we’re still figuring out best practices and so forth (I haven’t even experimented with Muse-Starlet or other secondaries yet)!

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For Divine Union Grail Guides & Devotees: The Codes Are Everything (To Do With Everything)

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For soul mate attraction and relationship beyond twin flames and soul mates, look more into the concept of ‘hieros gamos’, ‘grail work’ and ‘divine union’. This is the source of my magic and being able to do archetypal beauty activations and so forth. I also specialize specifically in this area of sacred union templating which are evolution of relationships and the relationship market.

 

When it comes to Sacred Union aka Divine Union, Hieros Gamos, Grail Beauty, Sex/Love beyond soul mates and even attracting a Divine Union partner;
It’s more about the CODES than anything else. The codes are IMPERSONAL and potentially accessible to anyone and yet there is so much that blocks embodiment of the codes.

 

These codes are also archetypal in many cases and have everything to do with your professional image and higher dimensional beauty as well.

 

The Source & Krystic Grail Codes templatize Sacred Union Truth, architecture and flow of energies far beyond the personae and yet that which influences the psyche; anima and animus.

 

With the Essenced Grail CODES; you have the consciousness and the Truth of such deeper Love with you (reunified with the Masculine and God within) that simply ARE architected for ancient Communion and that which EMANATES the Beloved.

 

Fortunately I’m seeing more and more women have the/ir ‘codes’ drop in (and I love helping facilitate this as a Grail Mage).

 

With inner sacred reunification; it’s not about ‘doing’, overfunctioning or trying…it’s more about soaking in Ancient Remembrance and Truth of Communion and surrendering to it; attuning to it in all dimensions (incl. the subconscious anima/animus).

 

Grail Code Truth of Communion is ancient (and religiously suppressed throughout history). Having enough of these immortal codes ‘dropped in’ already says and signals everything including that to make Love with such Grailed Beauty would be light years beyond ‘consumer banging’.

 

Grail Codes are with veritable Grail Magii and guides as well as Grail archetypes (and those who embody them).

 

It’s all about the codes (and this can be on the archetypal and siddhic spectrum)…as fluid packets of light and vibe-truth in higher dimensions;

 

If you want Divine Union, you want Grail Codes (which are the grailed essences) and this comes into the picture of painting your archetypal beauty as well; instead of just universal Lover, GRAIL (reunified) Lover is something far beyond…

 

Grail Goddess embodiment and essenced beauty is very different than feminine and self-centric Goddess b/c Grail Goddess honors God and circulates him in her aura. But in order to even ACCESS Grail codes, it requires specialized work.

 

More specifically it’s about EMBODYING (presence) and expressing (allure) reunification codes (which includes different archetypal and siddhic essences aka ‘flavors of Light-Truth’). Remember that the masculine is very VISUAL and what he seeketh to REUNIFY with would be your emBODY-ment OF the Divine, Sacred Feminine as Holy Grail Communion.

 

When you EMBODY Grail Codes (aka ‘divine union codes’); the TRUTH of it is in your presence…so much how much of this Beauty could you hold?…How much of yourself has to be HEALED in relation to men and the Masculine and how much of your feminine ego has to be sacrificed (continually)?

 

The TRUTH of your internal hieros gamos aka ‘reunification’ as testament would be seen visually in your presence and image (b/c Light is multi-dimensional). Your image isn’t separate from this.

 

To HIM, it’s about the encoded light-truth (essence) behind just your physical beauty or social status; it’s that which he would experience the Holy Grail with in hierogamy…the ALCHEMY of God and Goddess consciousness in all dimensions.

 

And much of the Divine Union hierogamic ‘Grail Codes’ are archetypal (or siddhic) feminine qualities…they aren’t something you construct with your ego or your checklist in a partner.

Now; some archetypes ARE Grail archetypes and others you can work on your inner divine union to effectively ‘Grail’ your soul signature and prime archetypes.

 

This can be for example Rose, Sophianic (or Muse) essenced Beauty-Truth and invokes and evokes his awakening god-self; Divine Feminine aspects mixed with your soul to Commune with God the Lover-King.

 

All of this is far beyond the hypo-functioning over-working feminine ego and masculinized shell. The Communion Codes already exist and are embedded in Muse, Rose and Sophianic principle. With that said and because it is high frequency Source Truth that hath created all; the codes are only becoming MORE powerful as the Grail archetypes grow in Beauty and power themselves in the Collective.

 

The more Divine, Sacred Union partnerships there are, the more invincibly magical the power and beauty of the Holy Grail becomes esp. after awakening out of years of Suppression of the Divine Feminine.

 

In order to REALLY do Grail work; to attracted a divine union partnership or to emanate Grail beauty and consciousness – you must become the Temple…the Sacred Space to receive such Provision and alchemical Penetration from Source Masculine.

 

Such inner temple space must be founded on a secure, energetically healthy psyche and energy body to even begin being able to hold such Devotional Divine Union codes…much repair, healing and deconditioning may hath to be done in relation to the masculine within yourself first if you’re carrying a lot of trauma, etc from men in the past – even to make room for immortal, timeless divine feminine (meta-physical) essences.

 

Apart from MASSIVE collective fracture between the divine masculine and feminine (even archetypally speaking) and constrictive Feminist archetypes;
There’s also a lot of polarity dogma out there; rigid, masculine led constructs of conditioning, role play exercises and such that may not just FEEL right to feminine flow and deeper truths like your Eros that yearns for the deepest kind of Godly Love (and Sex).

 

However when you’re just GRAILED with codes (and where your Eros quality becomes reunified Eros); that says everything to HIM without saying a word (and when you do your voice is elixir to God consciousness); his opportunity to fall deeper into Holy Grail Communion that he seeketh. Super-natural attraction.

 

This is post post modern feminism work; it’s ANCIENT REMEMBRANCE and holds the key to your deepest desires. The codes are here but they’re not that easy just to access esp. if you aren’t healed within enough in your psyche and energy body to RECEIVE them.

 

And this is essence based; it’s not about your persona, checklist, over-functioning or egoic expectations. As you transform your consciousness into Reunified Grail-Lover (etc.) consciousness and vibe-truthed allure, you will more effortlessly attract your counterpart.

 

Your energy already pre-templatizes the type of relationship and man (god-spark incarnate/lover-king) that you would attract more than you ever realize….what to do?

 

Do the work! Grail work.

 

How do you access and embody more Communion codes to have more Grail Beauty, more hierogamic reunification and super-natural lover and attraction qualities of Divine Union?

 

 

There’s also a lot of polarity dogma out there; rigid, masculine led constructs of conditioning, role play exercises and such that may not just FEEL right to feminine flow and deeper truths like your Eros that yearns for the deepest kind of Godly Love (and Sex).

 

However when you’re just GRAILED with codes (and where your Eros quality becomes reunified Eros); that says everything to HIM without saying a word (and when you do your voice is elixir to God consciousness); his opportunity to fall deeper into Holy Grail Communion that he seeketh. Super-natural attraction.

 

This is post post modern feminism work; it’s ANCIENT REMEMBRANCE and holds the key to your deepest desires. The codes are here but they’re not that easy just to access esp. if you aren’t healed within enough in your psyche and energy body to RECEIVE them.

 

And this is essence based; it’s not about your persona, checklist, over-functioning or egoic expectations. As you transform your consciousness into Reunified Grail-Lover (etc.) consciousness and vibe-truthed allure, you will more effortlessly attract your counterpart.

 

Your energy already pre-templatizes the type of relationship and man (god-spark incarnate/lover-king) that you would attract more than you ever realize….what to do?

 

Do the work! Grail work.

 

How do you access and embody more Communion codes to have more Grail Beauty, more hierogamic reunification and super-natural lover and attraction qualities of Divine Union?

 

 

 

4 primary ways:

 

1. Working with, being with, receiving and entraining to the field and grailed transmissions of a Grail Guide (or Grail Magii) who authentically hold those codes (such as in Gillian’s ‘All for Love‘).

 

2. Get (energy healing and) activations directly from an experienced Grail Magii/Guide who holds Hieros Gamos codes and can initiate you directly (such as the Grailspring activation) directly working with your energy body itself to embody and express more Communion Codes while quantum leaping your Beauty and Grail consciousness in your other work

 

3. Attunements such as the Powerliminals which are alchemical meditataions and attunements to receive more grail codes into your consciousness
And perhaps MOST importantly;

 

4. A (solo or partnered but ideally at least solo) devotional and alchemical practice of inner Sacred Reunification with The Beloved (this is really the most foundational and perhaps most important to be doing). This is all temple space alchemy with your (Divine Masculine) Beloved. (Attunements can be used as a fundamental part of your practice).

 

btw; I’ve done around 20,000 hours of it with my Beloved

 

Questions about Sacred Union Codes? (All of which when you have them affect your professional image and how others perceive you).

 

Remember that the PUREST source truth already exists in higher dimensions; God-principle and Divine Feminine God-Sophia aspect for example (and how Muse is going to light a world renaissance).

 

People coming from the frame of ‘how to make your relationship work into a divine union’ (which we’ll see more of) may EASILY get lost in the lower dimensional entropy of it all whereas the Source Codes (including the enlightened siddhic truth of different Divine Masculine qualities; King, Honor, Valour, Sacrifice, Provision, etc.) already exist as Truth/s.

 

How much do you have to sacrifice of your current self to become a vessel of the Divine Feminine consciousness that God Himself would yearn to reunify with?

 

It’s specialized ‘work’. Look to the Grail Guides and Magii. With that said, I’ll do an upcoming post on ‘Are there shortcuts to Divine Union’ (the architecture and Love beyond twins flames and soul mates)?

 

If you’re already a Grail aka ‘Divine Union’ Guide;

 

From here; how can you more deeply embody and emanate the Truth of Communion and Devotional Love in knowing there is unlimited Power and Beauty with Communion?

 

How much more deeply could you surrender into being a vessel and testament of the Holy Grail?…there’s always room for growth…esp. considering that the more you deepen into it all, the more people KNOW, feel and sense you are the ‘real deal’ which is becoming everything in the ‘marketplace’.

 

Grailspring activations available!

 

I think there’s going to be 1GEN and 2ND Gen guides that relatively ‘outpace’ SourceGEN guides and it all has to do with the obviosity of the codes they carry (which also = more magic and more alchemical presence and transmissions, more attraction, deeper service, love, etc.)

 

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