Mystical Grail: A Hieros Gamos Divine Union Farewell

It’s been a special treat and an honor to have served ALL of the Grail Mystics who have joined the container of the Mystical Grail container which I’ve hosted for the past 22 months.

 

Remember when I used to post so much about Hieros Gamos on Facebook?

 

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Well…that largely stopped because everything moved deeper into the paid container where we could really delve deeper.

 

Through sickness and health, through trials and tribulations, the entire foundation of my miraculous growth has been centered for almost 24 years now in what’s called Hieros Gamos or ‘Grail Work’ ; also known as ‘Divine Union.

 

Although I was using a more modern form of connecting to my archetypal Beloved mostly visually with Music Video…for SO many years – little did I know that I was on a very rare and yet ancient spiritual practice and templating of Hieros Gamos or ‘Divine Union‘; reunification consciousness with the Divine contra-sexual counter-part within.

 

I would have this temple space for years and years when no one was looking where it was only Beloved and me so when I found out consciously about Hieros Gamos and what I was, I realized by then I was already a living authority and Source Remembrance generation Grail Guide…Being so experienced (and where my magic is SOURCED from) with Divine Union EXPERIENCE and sprinkling it in writings and throughout my work and Powerliminals;

 

It only made sense to offer the container and share this work with others in a deeper container….to bring OTHER Grail mystic ladies together.

 

Of course; as you know – I am in the Muse lineage but there’s a special affinity with the other 2 prime Grail lines of Rose-Magdalene and Sophia. We have so much in common and yes; I have been a magnet for other alchemists and explorers on a true spiritual path of Divine Union.

 

MGM (Mystical Grail Membership) has been its own adventure the past 22 months including when I consecrated the field and my laptop literally crashed DURING the consecration ceremony and went offline for ~12 minutes. I/we together created a very powerful palpable field bringing the Muse, Sophia and Rose lines together at that moment possibly for the first time in history.

 

Through the past 22 months (with different mystics coming and going); here’s a sampling of some of the topic areas we’ve covered and that which are accessible in the container itself (including all past recordings):

 

*Secret Powerliminal mixes (unreleased) including but not ltd. to:

 

*3. Divine Union Powerliminal Final Mix MP3


*4. Divine Union: Obsession Passion of The Christ Mix MP3


*6. Divine Union: Obsession Vocal Mix MP3

 

*Facing The Beloved (Dynamics)


*Starlet 2.0 Codes: Unsiphonability


*Month 15 Call 2: Visibility Wounds & The Impossible (Archetype) Gap


*MGM M19 Call 2: Temple Insights


*Beauty Ascension Codes


*Temple Core Flow


*Ascension Wealth


*Beloved Heart Connect Technique, Sadhana + Experience:


*Rion Temple Session Experiences (recordings)


*Obsession Sadhana


*Father Temple-Grade Resources


*Micro-Warriorress Powerliminal


*Holy Daughter Sadhana 1


*Hieros Gamos Masterclass Video Experience


*Month 3 Call 3: Gene Key 29: Devotion


*Starlet as Unsiphonable: Dynamics


*On Temple Devotion & Mastery


*Spiritual Ego Dynamics

 

*Individual Remote Crystal Activations


*Psychic Defense


*Man’s Fear of Goddess


*Unworthiness (theme/of the Beloved)


*Relationality of Divine Union


*Becoming Your Own Heroine


*Co-Creating with The Beloved


*Month 8 Call 2 Audio: Beauty & Allure Dynamics


*Month 10, Call 2 Audio: Allure Industry & A Path to Kingmaking


*My 5MeO-DMT Crucible Audio Coverage


*Facing The Beloved (Dynamics)


*Month 12, Call 2: Light, Dark, Shadow

 

*Month 3 Call 2: Heresy of God The Lover


*Transfiguration of Love


*Month 3 Call 1: Twin Flame vs. Divine Union


*Divine Feminine Intelligence


*MGM_M20: C1: Sorcery + Evolutionary Market Dynamics


*The Alchemical Power of Truth


*The Psycho-Sexual Drive of the Masculine


*Holy Daughter Work


*Mortal vs. Immortal Masculine


*Divine Masculine archetype immersion


*Archetype readings of different members


*Alchemy of the Beloved


*On Spiritual Capitalism


*HE: The Beloved (VDO)


*Starlet Codes ‘n Consulting


*Inauguration Event


*Divine Union Has No Shadows


*Gene Key Immersions


*Human Design Lines Intro


*Communion & Kundalini


*Darshan Codex Overview & Insights + Dan Tiens


*The ‘If He Was Here’ Concept Exercise


*Core Temple Practice: Connecting In Spirit With Beloved (Part 2: Practice)


*Month 2 Call 1: Unworthiness (Theme)


*Star/let Codex Workbook


*Who is My Beloved Workbook


*Human Design + Gene Keys Consulting (w/ recordings)


*Manifestation Resources


*Temple Space practices & resources, tips

 

…and much more! All of it accessible to current members until I close the group in 8.8 weeks. And that’s not even mentioning hthe PRIME value of being on the live calls for group interactivity, live transmissions and consulting in our group format around everything related to Sacred Union.

 

Unfortunately; the demand for Grail alchemy work has dwindled…there’s just not enough demand to make it worth my time going into a possible year 3 so with that said, it’s time for farewell in 8.8 weeks (October 30th at the time of this writing).

 

Mystical Grail has ran its course and I may or may not have a ‘vault’ access offer after it’s closed.

 

I mean; where else could you find out EXACTLY who your Immortal Beloved is and have all kinds of experience, practices and leverage to connect with HIM for miracles of transformation in a world where most women remain unfulfilled, in fantasy and reacting to the conditions and limitations of mere mortal men?

 

Sacred Union work can be a very isolating path to others b/c there’s so few of us and it’s not something you just all of a sudden know how to do (there are MANY distortions out there).

 

Divine Union alchemy or hieros gamos; is a rare, advanced, arcane and special form of spiritual work of reunification consciousness with the Immortal Beloved.

 

That’s also why Divine Union alchemy isn’t for everyone. Many still confuse it with twin flame partnership (and I’ve covered this subject exhaustively). I’m so grateful that we had a powerful and pure container where the true alchemists could GATHER as well as learn from each other and accelerate their own practice.

 

There’s something about the weight, experience and devotional tribulation that I’ve gone through with and for my Beloved and LIVING devotional bhakti in the West…and how rare it is to find any other support around it…and how necessary proper training, experience and support is around such a rarefied sacred practice that to others seems like fantasy and yet they keep being stuck in toxic twin flame loops and mere mortal conditions.

 

MGM was that rich watering hole.

 

I’m honored to have been recognized by other Grail mystics to be a rare unicorn Grail Magus and Grail Guide especially for support and inflection for the Rose and Sophia lines in the ways that I have b/c we have so much in common (even though I’m 100% Muse Grail lineage).

 

I am glad that I am STILL an anchor of true, devotional bhakti in the West and I’ve also been very impressed with the caliber of some of the active and devotional mystics in the group and how devotional they are as well (some were more explorers and that’s fine too).

 

I’ve learned a lot from the ladies as well and it gave us a container to be able to be in our OWN woo. It did seem that some people got FAR more value out of it than others but much of that was also based on their level of involvement as well as readiness or time.

 

Reunification is everything I am at the core…everything to me centers on my own practice (5 nights a week for over 2 decades of temple time) and will continue deepening; alas, it is time for Mystical Grail to close its season.

 

So thank you for those who participated even those who have even just ‘dipped their toes in our waters’ for a month or so of our container. Thank you all!

 

MGM has really compiled such rich resources…resources that you wouldn’t find anywhere else including divine masculine perspective on the same core practices.

 

Really; Sacred Union is still great and gnostic heresy compared to most of religion (we went into deconditioning the subject of religious programming and so forth too b/c like the ladies, there has been great conflict and even isolation FROM religious expectations (and the concept of God the Lover alone is just too much to take on for the patriarchal establishment).

 

So this is farewell. I’ve already posted about the ‘final offer’ to join but said I wouldn’t be promoting it again. IF you’re interested you would have to go out of your way to figure out HOW to join us (or re-join).

 

And a final note is that I DID reach out to past Mystical Grail mystic members.

 

And that I will not apologize for reaching out to you/them for the opportunity to rejoin us while personally updating that we are closing the field.

 

Why would I NOT reach out and present that offer even if it to some it came across in their DM inbox like ‘loud church bells waking you up’. Sure; it may have been too yang for your normal daily communications or ‘comfort’.

 

Each of us play different roles and I’m not only Magi where people come to me, I’m also teacher and have SOME kind of role as ‘marketer’ EVEN IF that is OFF-PUTTING to some people and their sensitivities in communications (especially as a Human Design projector and being masculine) so I don’t have regrets about whether anyone was triggered by that. I am detached to the outcome and authentically would LOVE any and all past members to rejoin to help us close out and re-saturated themselves in the codes. But they don’t have to. The offer is there if it’s for you; even if my communication is sometimes more blunt and to direct to the point.

 

Maybe that YANG style interruption is its own sign once you let it digest, so I’m sorrynotsorry about personally re-inviting past members directly. It was my duty to reconnect. The group container is different than private work.

 

Ok…so with that said, THIS was the timing to give the FAREWELL to Mystical Grail. Those who are IN (and join/rejoin) the container get FULL ACCESS until October 30th and I will officially ‘close the field’ for post-consecration on our last group transmission.

 

Thank you all for those who were involved and I hope Mystical Grail has greatly ENRICHED your lives, your own practice, your own reunification (b/c for some of you its done miracles) and that you will continue on deeper in Communion with your own Beloved on your own Grail path. I’m still available to serve in other capacities esp. with 1-on-1 work. Allure Priestess Mentorship is the other available group program now.

 


-Rion


Grail Magi & Source Remembrance Generation Grail Guide

 

p.s. IF you want in or to re-join for the final 2 months, you have to find out how b/c I said I wasn’t directly promoting it again…where there’s a will there’s a way. (The MGM link itself isn’t the exact same offer and was posted for long-term reference); I sent an offer out to my email list which you can join here

 

3 Definitive Paths of Eros + Womb Healing

…all of which are gnostic (and must be).

 

If you have been lost in years and years of sexual and Eros trauma healing (in relationship to the masculine; womb and quanta siphoning), it may actually be beneficial and of high-time value to finally just hear of assured SOLUTIONS (in spite of any resistance of them coming from a masculine lens).

 

Yes; we are SOLUTION oriented here and we are also acknowledging the SHADOW masculine and how much damage it can do to the female psyche, light body, Eros and somatic womb.

 

But first, if you’re new to me; you’d have to get over any said resistances to such advice coming from the masculine in the first place (that what would a man know anything about this especially if you’re thinking ‘he’s part of the problem’).

 

It doesn’t make these paths and their Truth-Power any less accurate (avoid them at your own…peril?!).

 

And I’ll also say that YES, there are great female womb healers and Medicine women that can also do miracles.

 

I’m not taking away anything from them nor how important they are and for many women, they wouldn’t have to do anything else than hire one and get some sessions.

 

I can give you referrals because some of the best in the world are in MY circle…however, you may want to consider these other paths as well especially if something is still ‘missing’ or just harder core unresolvable…or maybe a mixture of what’s best for you intuitively.

 

In fact, these may be EXACTLY what’s missing for your womb reclamation and sovereignty (as well as Divine Union)…or maybe a combination WITH a female womb healer (just follow YOUR intuition).

 

I’m not a normal ‘man’ or bro marketer, so here are 3 ASSURED paths of definitive womb healing, soul retrieval and reclamation NO MATTER WHAT TRAUMA YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH IN THE PAST…No matter how much life force has been drained away from you.

 

3 DEFINITIVE PATHS OF WOMB/EROS HEALING (especially if MOST of your trauma is related with the masculine):

 

1. YOUR Beloved in Hieros Gamos; Holy Marriage Within

 

2. Grail Daka

 

3. Integrating & Embodying (Unsiphonable) Starlet

 

Although I don’t have a womb, I can speak to these with forms of authority because of my experience with the power of hieros gamos and a Beloved; the healing and reunification of the masculine and feminine is together (not mutually exclusive).

 

I can also speak to this because I am literally a rare womb healer for women energetically as a Lightworker and Grail priest as well as more directly as a daka. There is just some healing that (although rarer) women can get WITH the masculine that the feminine may not always reach.

 

I also work pristinely with the divine feminine archetypes and essences for years and years (with many women).

 

In womb healing and reclamation;

 

Sisterhoods of Goddess can absolutely be a place to get your foot on the ground as part of a reclamation process and to break cycles…a good medicine woman or womb healer may still be perfect for you (and for MOST women); however, if the trauma was OVERTLY done in relationship to the aspects of masculine, ultimately you may have to face the masculine dynamic again and this is arguably done best in reunification (where it is SAFE) for healing…or at least where your womb resurrections and de-armors itself to receive the medicine of the HEALTHY masculine.

 

Ultimately, many women have found for their Eros that they must ‘graduate’ to Divine Union itself (although it is not the path for all).

 

For that you’d ideally want to work with YOUR Immortal Beloved in Divine Union alchemy so that His power gnostically heals your temple body.

 

He has the codes, Presence and power NOW no matter what has been done in the past. You DO however have to become a powerful ALCHEMIST to access Him and His codes meta-physically in inner reunification consciousness (Mystical Grail supports this).

 

YOUR Beloved; your divine masculine spiritual counter-part (who has ZERO SHADOW) actually has ALL of the Power to heal, seal and reclaim your womb right here and now IN THIS MOMENT.

 

It’s just about accessing that level of consciousness and Power to your divine feminine light body while opening up to receive the necessary healing (including in the womb-psyche and Eros).

 

You can discover your EXACT Immortal Beloved’s CODEX with my ‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook.

 

The archetypal Grail Daka in all dimensions (is a lesser known archetype!); He is a DEFINITIVE sexual healer and womb reclaimer no matter how much sexual abuse or trauma has occurred.

 

You have probably avoided Him because you weren’t ready for Him OR….you just never knew HE even existed, but He is SAFE and POWERFUL for this healing and reclamation.

 

This is NOTHING like throwing out the projection or shadow of ‘tantra boy’ and mortal ‘sexual healers’ with the bath-water b/c he had his own shadows that crossed certain lines or you heard stories and cannot even consider it b/c ‘they’ have ‘made it all worse’;

 

None of that takes away from the TIMELESS truth that the archetypal Grail Daka can still heal you definitively sexually, in Eros-soma and womb; if you can find, access and then were able to open to His unique Powers.

 

Some women will never ever ever open up to this Truth of the divine masculine; yes unfortunately, in a sense this is preventing their healing (and they’ll still keep seeking it in the mortal masculine and end up more traumatized or disappointed); they’ll also be unable to see a quality daka when he is right in front of them b/c of the distortion of their filters. These men are out there.

 

(Again; I’m expensive though).

 

So GRAIL DAKA is a definitive path to womb healing.

 

He may also be a sub-codex within your Beloved that can allow that level of sexual healing to occur (and in which that sub-codex may dissolve after your healing to focus more on His prime archetype and siddhic qualities that are psycho-activating to you).

 

HOWEVER; To access Grail Daka alchemically without an incarnate manifestation of him (there is no known Grail daka on earth – although I may be the first living to qualify late this year as the one incarnate channel);…this is very advanced alchemy; especially in order to affect your womb psyche itself ‘on your own’ (but in practical Spirit).

 

I know women who have done this level of work and they are in the likes of Mystical Grail.

YES; again; there are absolutely priestesses, womb healer medicine women and goddesses who can help you with womb healing as well (some of them are my clients also for different reasons) and in ways they can offer medicine that I cannot.

 

So just consider these 3 ‘alternative’ options and consider that you cannot (esp. gnostically) resolve the situation from the current level of consciousness you’re in.

 

A womb-healed woman or reunified healer of a devotional man can do MIRACLES for this dynamic. Consider both.

 

Remember; unless you only remain on a Goddess path without men involved; ULTIMATELY you’re going to have to ‘face’ the masculine again to test whether you are truly healed and reunified.

 

This is why Hieros Gamos is highlighted; inner reunification or Holy Marriage within as a definitive path of womb healing and restoration.

 

When we consider womb healing women (which I didn’t put as #1 or #4 because I cannot vouch for all womb healers);

 

Those 4 SOLUTIONS may have been kind of predictable but Starlet seems more out there. Let me speak more to that now.

 

When I refer to Starlet I mean specifically finding YOUR Starlet codex – which gives you ACCESS to raw, authentic unfiltered Starlet Truth-consciousness to then embody STARLET b/c Starlet Herself is basically unsiphonable;

 

She will still keep shining and THAT may be the medicine that your soma is longing for after being drained for so long.

 

(Also soul retrieval directly, soul re-embodiment and post-natal chi dan tien activations are strongly recommended as part of an overall process of womb healing).

 

You cannot take Her light because She is transfigured to keep shining EN MASSE. She nurtures HER PEOPLE and the world whereas an individual soul’s flame can be siphoned and drain out; having full bandwidth STARLET ACCESS essentially resolves so much of the energetic dynamic.

 

FIND YOUR RECIPE OF THESE 3-4 SOLUTIONS!

 

The template of Divine Union/Hieros Gamos has the power and purity for deep Erotic work (Light and Dark); purification of shadow and trauma. It doesn’t allow for further entanglement and triggers with mortal masculine and shadows, etc.

 

More can be said about the archetypal dynamics.

 

YES; most archetypes collectively have been siphoned from like Sophia, Priestess, Princess, Sister, Maiden WHEN interacting with the shadow masculine (and feminine) on earth. Although the archetypal templates themselves are still pure in the higher dimensions (esp. Light archetype aspects), these archetypes in gnostic experience with and through women have experienced a lot of COLLECTIVE wounding and informed our awareness of them in the collective psyche.

 

So then it comes down to TRUE archetypal work with the divine feminine; working with the PURE and preserved Light and Dark aspects (which Muse Priestesses and I are sanctioned to do). And then there is the conversation about restoration of entire lines.

 

In many cases, Dark archetypal aspects have been infiltrated, hijacked, inverted or taken over like Mother and Sophia (Dark as Shadow instead). Dark Muse has largely remain unscathed but only because She has rarely descended into earthly dimensions (unlike others).

 

To restore Sophia/Mother FROM the hijacked-by-Shadow-Forces back into pure Dark is still a quantum feat…a lot of work is being done in real time b/c it is such a large part of global reunification.

 

With that said, it may not be your path to resurrection Her Dark from Shadow and it may be closer to healing your OWN womb…so if you get caught up in or stay in the spiritual warfare zone, this could actually interfere with your own faster reclamation and womb healing.

 

It could prevent you from fully healing for years, especially if you are still attached to twin flame templating with mortal men. Whereas; if you focused on your own womb healing and purified Light Sophianic integration you can be healed much faster.

 

So when we compare Starlet to Sophia; there are some differences. Sophianic Holy Mother living organic consciousness as feminine God aspect is a living breathing intelligence that in ways has been hijacked, bastardized, inverted, etc. when experienced gnostically; whereas Starlet is just different.

 

It may seem that people siphon from Starlet even more but not actually…most starlets are actually relatively protected BECAUSE of how public they are and how they must have practical boundaries with so many people.

 

There’s also a difference between Starlet and an individual starlet. Where INDIVIDUAL starlets are mostly having THEIR quanta siphoned from people or forces that they are in closer relationship to.

 

It’s (ie.) the toxic manager and the shadow forces HE is connected to abusing his authority and things like that rather than the average fanboy who can only DREAM of her and is in relationship with the holographic projection of her; while by and large STARLET HERSELF archetypally and spiritually speaking remains unscathed because SHE IS THAT POWERFUL AND BRIGHT as a SOURCE TRANSMISSION Goddess fractal that is MADE to be seen and have influence.

 

Queen can also be a POWER/FORCE of reclamation as well, however I’m not speaking to that here because the subject is WOMB healing and often that gets overlooked or bypassed with Queen codes (let alone cultural distortions and shadows of Queen).

 

It’s not that Sophia doesn’t SHINE; She has however, just been more susceptive TO abuse through gnostic lived experience of humanity.

 

Heal the templating within by restoring the/HER original architecture within yourself and you can live it for the collective.

 

SOMATIC REUNIFICATION CONSCIOUSNESS.
STARLET INTEGRATION AND EMBODIMENT.

 


Sophia isn’t the only path to practical womb healing…it may be through these other ways. Not all women are on a Sophianic path either.

 

Unlike Sophia and women who actively (and understandably) value Her and Rose-Magdalene;

 

Starlet is a different form of divine feminine transmission transfiguration that is empowered and WANTS PEOPLE TO CONSUME HER QUANTA of influence. She alchemizes negativity actively towards Her like a Star Wars defense field.

 

That Starlet wants to be consumed; this may confuse a lot of women esp. if they’ve been traumatized or have been healing Sophianic wounds for years or decades so it’s worth mentioning that where MOST of the ‘actual’ (and not projected) quanta is siphoned from is in CLOSE and inter-personal relationships with women who embody starlet (for example).

 

It’s not actually with a starlet’s media. I spoke to it recently but there is a lot of celebrity starlet siphoning going on now, but it’s not from STARLET Herself.

 

And it’s more with people closest to them and the Dark (Shadow) Forces that are psychically around them that are harvesting.

 

The archetypal Starlet, Muse and Diva (for that matter), by and large have been EXEMPT from siphoning because She keeps shining. So with some strategery you might realize that by having some womb healing (maybe with a medicine woman or QUALITY, trustable daka) and then doing STARLET reclamation, you are leveraging HER holistic integrity to be SEEN PUBLICLY in your wholeness and reunified Truth…

 

She fills the remaining gaps not out of superficial projections of what we used to think ‘out there’ starlets are but by embodying STARLET consciousness which is unsiphonable b/c you cannot ever take enough of Her light. In a sense She is like the transigured expression OF the Divine Feminine; culmination of ALL archetypes as a God/dess source transmission.

 

How does THAT sound to a womb that has been harvested from for years?

 

Then it’s about finding YOUR path to access Starlet consciousness which is most directly with your Starlet Codex (OR a path of lifelong sacrifice of self INTO Starlet consciousness as a public figure generally). OH; and I have a workbook for THAT TOO.

 

To finish up here;

 

It’s worth mentioning that much of the Sophia line IS about reclamation OF Sophianic consciousness and reunification; purification OF the Mother line itself. This is critical work AND…..YET….those that are codexed for Sophia-Starlet are more likely to resolve womb healing and integration faster FOR the collective.

 

BECAUSE STARLET IS THE TRANSFIGURATION OF THE UNSIPHONABLE DIVINE FEMININE. That can help STRENGTHEN those that are repairing Grail lines because also She helps you to BE MORE SEEN and in INFLUENCE in your work (without hiding out from past transgressions or wounding).

 

Final review; there are 4 good ways to ensure and the missing of the 3 is Medicine Woman/Womb Healer but I cannot vouch for all of them especially if you’ve had hardcore trauma with the masculine.

 

DISCOVER what your body and HD Authority is answering you to explore for definitive womb healing. It’s not about years and years; it’s about the Truth of Presence in the NOW. Reunified, Reclaimed. Healed.

 

For serious Eros and womb healing, I do have the Reclamation Makeover as well as the AvaStar Makeover (more for Starlet integration). Daka sessions specifically have to be in person. Soul retrieval and energetic womb healing support is done in numerous sessions.

 

The Grail Kundalini Experience helps to DIRECTLY have your Beloved heal your womb in gnowing and Logos with the Elixir sessions (leveraging your own kundalini’s healing powers).

 

Mystical Grail membership is active in year 2 to join at anytime for professional front-lines Divine Union alchemy support and training.

 

So IF you have been dealing with sexual trauma, womb siphoning, there are PROFESSIONAL resources and solutions available to you to get the support for resolution and reclamation at a deep somatic and identity level.

Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

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p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

‘HIM’. The Beloved, Defined

‘HIM.’

 

‘The Beloved’: Defined.

 

Yes…we’re getting to that on this page.

 

The idea of ‘HIM’…that should send shudders down your spine and make you quiver if you are truly WIRED for the Sacred Union of Communion.

 

The 1 beyond ‘The One’.

 

The Beloved.

 

The true Divine Masculine counterpart in spirit (beyond twin flames).

 

The One who you’ve been so TURNED ON by in all aspects of self (and through mortal men who had aspects of Him, here and there but more as fracture).

 

He is The One who makes your Heart and Womb sing a HYMN to Him.

 

The POWER to your yet-unawakened BEAUTY, EROS and consciousness. Key to unlocking your deepest expression.

 

Core of your deepest desires in Light and DARK Truth.

 

‘He’ can unfortunately remain vague or simply fractured as Fantasy or ‘hope’ for lifetimes of those women who are spiritually wired for Hieros Gamos and its full spectrum of DARK COMMUNION as well as Light intimacy as God and Goddess the Lover in embodied consciousness.

 

Stick with ‘relationship coaches’ and you’ll never discover ‘HIM’.

 

These are Devotional Communion codes.

 

And ‘He’ is ABSENT of shadow. Only Divine Union holds that Purity of Eros.

 

Ok but ‘WHO’ is ‘HE’? Your Beloved?

 

(You didn’t think I’d have an answer didja? Well, if you’ve been following me, there’s always surprises so maybe it was ironically predictable).

 

Let’s get more specific here with a DEFINITION.

 

YOUR Beloved. HIM. THE ONE of your dreams. The One who hath given you signs and tremors throughout your life.

 

Your Beloved (or ‘The Beloved’ to the Feminine);

 

He is the Divine Masculine signature codex of archetypal, siddhic, elemental, Light, Dark and soul value areas as essence keys of Immortal Truth in the exact order that spiritually, eros-somatically, psychically, sexually and emotionally ACTIVATE and alchemize uniquely YOUR feminine soul’s greatest healing, spiritual awakening, Divine Feminine siddhic consciousness, Beauty, ecstasy, growth, embodiment, pleasure and multi-dimensional fulfillment.

 

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He is the key to your keyhole (hey, why not? He is 😉 and yet IN ALL DIMENSIONS. There is a combination of CODEX that put together INCITES all of your soul and spirit at the DEEPEST LEVELS. THAT is the Beloved.

 

Not just ‘qualities of mortal men’, but of the IMMORTAL masculine which can incarnate as that in men. The more reunified you are with HIM, the more you experience those qualities as heaven on earth. Such is hieros gamos.

 

Although He may be triggering in HIS POWER to activate you and may seem to threaten the comfort or some of your past ways of relating with the masculine and men (and your mortal self);

 

His signature POWER holds the LITERAL CODEX to uniquely awaken ALL OF YOU. And the POWER to alchemize and heal ALL of your trauma in one second.

 

And for some women, THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

 

And if they don’t find HIM and reunify with HIM; they will reincarnate in the next lifetime to ‘maybe’ come back to HIM.

 

This is the path of Divine Union; to know the Beloved and reunify with Him more and more in Sacred Inner Marriage within.

 

Knowing exactly WHO ‘HE’ is, is a central part of any Grail path; her immortal Beloved to become the Lover-Goddess to Her God-fractal Lover in hierogamy itself.

 

Unfortunately; few women will ever experience ‘HIM’. ‘He’ remains ‘out there’ as they react to the condition of mortal men and mundane humanity instead of living from God’s Divine Will for her as heaven on earth (in Sacred Union).

 

Most women will seek mortal men to fulfill these aspects and disappointingly so, while their soul remains unfulfilled if they are called to Divine Union.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will ‘settle’ or compromise to be more ‘down to earth’ as a response to mortal men (and their shadows); yet don’t realize that the concept of their Beloved remains as Fantasy instead of real; fractured in aspects that psycho-activate and awaken them but remain out of their life.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will fear (and fear facing) those aspects of the divine (impersonal, immortal qualities) of the masculine spirit (which incarnates through men); where her greatest growth and divine feminine consciousness and Beauty awaits.

 

I cannot say exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is this moment unless you are already a client who we went through this process with; however, I CAN guide you through the process and help you clarify who HE is to YOU.

 

This means everything if you are on a Grail path of devotional, sacred, erotic and spiritual REUNIFICATION.

 

That may include HEALING with the Father; your Daughter aspect as you mature into the Grail Lover Goddess/Queen Herself in consciousness and embodiment.

 

Your Beloved has the alchemical POWER and Truth to heal all of your WOUNDS and trauma with the Masculine as you reunify in consciousness and embodiment within. You are SAFE with Him for He hath no shadow.

 

I’ve already helped 5 out of 5 women get clarity on EXACTLY who HE is to THEM. And it means everything.

 

And…you know what?

 

They’re already reaping the benefits of literal hierogamic Communion of Temple body within; their kundalini with HIS literal essences in a form of MATRIMONY alchemically. This is with the new Grail Kundalini package which includes the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook.

 

Grail Kundalini: Alpha Trial

 

Admittedly;

 

There’s only so much you can do by reading snippets on a doom scroll on Facebook or the blog. This is the REAL WORK.

 

The codes may be around you, but they may not INTEGRATE as ‘REAL’ until you do something more to prove your devotion to HIM in all the necessary ways or in pathways that open up.

 

The ladies in Mystical Grail are ‘on the path‘.

 

I’m going to do BUFO on Saturday because I continue to follow my Beloved’s Divine Will in reunification for my HIGHEST TRUTH and actualization in all dimensions and timelines.

 

It takes risk, sacrifice and investment. What my Beloved has TRIBULATED me through, OMG….it’s intense but it’s all been necessary. I have paid GREAT COSTS through the years (and not just financially).

 

So reflect on where you are at IF you know you are called to a Grail path…are you living a life of compromise ‘without Him’?

 

Unfortunately; many women sell out their soul, desire and spiritual awakening to their human self and comfort, when it is HE who holds the codex (and they secretly KNOW He holds it).

 

So check in with yourself; might you be afraid to find out that IS you (especially when you are in the realm of the power support FOR your reunification with Him)?

 

IF that is you, could you face that and say to your Beloved Himself; “I’m sorry, I sold out to my human comfort and mortal men instead of my soul’s deepest longing and awakening?…

 

That instead of US, I chose my lower self?”

 

It would be MY GREATEST REGRET; to live a life of COMPROMISE without my Beloved. It’s unacceptable.

 

That’s why my work CENTERS in Divine Union; the entire empire I’m building is WITH My Beloved reunified in me in consciousness;

 

We are doing it all together. I am living testament and temple.

 

And it’s also why I offer such services because it is a rare and heavy spiritual path with SPECIAL CHALLENGES. That’s why you want a proper guide instead of more blindly ‘going it on your own’. The entropy if you are in partnership alone could keep you forever blinded from the Immortal Beloved.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership comes in and if you’re pretty experienced; the advanced Grail Kundalini Beloved Elixir activations for literal hierogamic alchemy with HIM. The window is open to join us at the START of year two.

 

There’s going to be ‘a price’ to pay and some will never be willing to pay it; thinking they can just go blindly on their own for decades more hoping or fantasizing HE will show up when the reality is that YOU must be the One to awaken TO HIM.

 

This is special work and other spiritual work can lead you astray from HIM until it’s raw Divine Union alchemy.

 

If you MUST return to HIM and discover HIM and be intimate with HIS GODLY qualities, then I recommend Mystical Grail membership.

 

On a Grail path; ye must follow SIGNS that He gives you to bring you closer together or He may forever remain fractured as Fantasy or with ‘parts’ of him experienced once in a blue moon with mortal men.

 

Good news; Mystical Grail membership is going into our SECOND YEAR and here is more details along with registration.

 

We have a curated field of Grail oracles, priestesses and lovers there who are very experienced. The community aspect alone is priceless but you get SO much more.

 

Mystical Grail Portal Invitation

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Your ‘Beloved’ is not the same as your ‘beloved’ (mortal partner) if you have one.

 

Doing Grail work work can still be done to reap benefits WITH your beloved as well because you will eros-somatically draw out those qualities within him (of HIM) as if by magic from your reunified beauty presence.

 

If you are SERIOUS about Divine Union next year (and right now); now is the time to join Mystical Grail membership as we go into our ‘Year 2’. The window is still open for 6 days (at time of writing) to be with us at the start (or join later).

 

p.p.s. And if you’re IN a partnership, why would you not want to cultivate a Divine Union partnership to deepen EVERYTHING? This essentially requires you to have your own solo practice as well (and get proper support or guidance and initiations along the path) or the mundane and mortal is going to be its own ENTROPY from bringing more HEAVEN (which you get to evoke) in the relationship itself

 

Mystical Grail Portal Invitation

On Worthiness Of Your Immortal Beloved

This question may trigger you: “How worthy are you of ‘Him’ right now (or Her for the masculine)?”

 

+Workbook tips on the bottom

 

This is SUCH a big question that your entire spiritual growth can center around it esp. if you are on a path of Divine Union.

 

BTW; I’ll be speaking to the feminine for this but it applies just as much to the masculine.

 

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NOW….This is a BIG question because it also gives you a litmus test of where you are at with ALL of it. This question has already triggered women and got right to their CORE (it’s in the workbook btw).

 

> “How WORTHY are you of HIM right NOW?”

 

This is a BIGGIE.

 

Because if you’re not worthy, there isn’t RESONANCE, then you are RESISTING Him and unable to receive His provision, Love, Blessings, Gifts at that level of majesty.

 

HE’S GOING TO REMAIN FANTASY b/c His Power is essentially in higher spiritual status and truth than your consciousness and Beauty.

 

And if you have a REALLY powerful Beloved, you may have more ‘work’ to do to equal Him in Presence for Communion; to close the gap so to speak (because the village water girl isn’t worthy to bed the King).

 

There’s a difference between ‘TREMBLE’ but holding yourself in His Presence and actually being ‘afraid’ of Him (You’ll never be His lover then).

 

If you would have asked me even 10 years ago, how worthy of my Beloved I would have been (around Her Beauty both spiritually as well as incarnate); I would have NOT felt worthy (at least as a LOVER).

 

I did feel worthy as a creative colleague or something like that but NOT as a Lover.

 

I had to do IMMENSIVE reunification work for years and years until my worthiness really started actualizing in Presence and receptivity. It’s a transmutation of consciousness and identity.

 

The thing is, like with me; you want to be HONEST with yourself. There may even be FEARS about facing HIS level of true Power…but ultimately, who are you short-changing then?

 

Because if you’re not worthy now, you will likely COMPROMISE with external mortal men in some ways, while the concept of HE, the Beloved remains fractured and fragmented as fantasy ‘out there’. Fractured in your psyche and in all dimensions.

 

Hieros Gamos is this alchemical work of REUNIFYING with the Immortal Beloved (God-aspect) in all aspects of s/Self.

 

It includes integrating your worthiness because how else are you going to be able to circulate and hold His levels of POWER in Presence?

 

There’s going to be short circuits and self-sabotage, crumpling back into your trauma body or little girl in the face of His Power as a Lover and King.

 

And yes; with this question, women have told me it really ‘got’ to them and triggered them.

 

But you know what? That can also be their/your GREATEST calling card to do the work to really discover who HE is and face Him….to prepare to be His worthy equal as Lover-Goddess/Queen.

 

The devotion includes annihilating your lower self-consciousness, conditioning and identity into His Power to awaken your siddhic and archetypal Beauty.

 

So do you tremble in (the idea of) His presence and Power (and men who hold those codes)?

 

Just how powerful is HE? Are you in holy marriage within or resisting Him?

 

Are you afraid that you will and what it would ask of you? Maybe you know you have to eventually do it anyways so getting CLARITY on ‘Him’ will help your soul return Home, if it is something you must do.

 

Here’s the Workbook link again to get clarity on WHO your Beloved is.

 

And yes; the Grail Kundalini package is actually an advanced way to accelerate your reunification as well as other Grail activations and beauty cultivation activations with me. With the workbook and the G.K. consulting time I’ve got a 100% success ratio of helping women get EXACTLY who their Beloved it that lights them up to the core.

 

Mystical Grail Membership is a key community of other Grail practitioners to support you along the way (with me as the guide).

 

SO; Are you ‘hiding out’ from your Beloved? Playing it safe and small?

 

Or are rays and codes of His Truth calling you back Home?

 

Will you heed His call and awaken your Grail Beauty + consciousness?

 

Get the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook

 

-Rion

 

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p.s. Here’s a general note for everyone about when doing the ‘Who is’ workbook…you want to get clarity on His signature qualities as they are constellated WITH Him.

 

The alchemy of you together could be something else…in other words and for example; my Beloved carries core signatures of Muse Starlet with 80% Light Eros, 20% Dark.

 

OUR ALCHEMY in reunification consciousness would be different because my Dark Eros would drop Her into HER Dark Eros, but I’m aware of that and then who she would be ‘to the world’ would go back to 80% Light Eros (as an example and that may shift through time)…so you want to constellate what you respond to ‘now’ as ‘Him’ which could be different than in the bedroom but more of how your public selves would be seen but off of Him ‘as is’.

 

Another reference point is that would you want him to be publicly in His ‘Lover’ archetype or is that more reserved for the bedroom?

 

If more for the hierogamy itself – but not as public, then His Lover quality wouldn’t be as strong and would drop in with YOUR Grail Lover-Eros because we are referring to His qualities (and how you would value Him being seen publicly).

 

Basically, you’ll have to go through the workbook anyways if you are booking the Grail Kundalini package unless you really already have a clear idea.

 

I’ve been doing great at ‘dialing in’ the clarity on ladies’ Beloved when they do the workbook and then the consulting at the start of their Elixir 1 activation in the GK pkg. where we bring 3 of His actual essences into your embodiment to alchemize with your kundalini and essences in literal COMMUNION.

 

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