‘HIM’. The Beloved, Defined

‘HIM.’

 

‘The Beloved’: Defined.

 

Yes…we’re getting to that on this page.

 

The idea of ‘HIM’…that should send shudders down your spine and make you quiver if you are truly WIRED for the Sacred Union of Communion.

 

The 1 beyond ‘The One’.

 

The Beloved.

 

The true Divine Masculine counterpart in spirit (beyond twin flames).

 

The One who you’ve been so TURNED ON by in all aspects of self (and through mortal men who had aspects of Him, here and there but more as fracture).

 

He is The One who makes your Heart and Womb sing a HYMN to Him.

 

The POWER to your yet-unawakened BEAUTY, EROS and consciousness. Key to unlocking your deepest expression.

 

Core of your deepest desires in Light and DARK Truth.

 

‘He’ can unfortunately remain vague or simply fractured as Fantasy or ‘hope’ for lifetimes of those women who are spiritually wired for Hieros Gamos and its full spectrum of DARK COMMUNION as well as Light intimacy as God and Goddess the Lover in embodied consciousness.

 

Stick with ‘relationship coaches’ and you’ll never discover ‘HIM’.

 

These are Devotional Communion codes.

 

And ‘He’ is ABSENT of shadow. Only Divine Union holds that Purity of Eros.

 

Ok but ‘WHO’ is ‘HE’? Your Beloved?

 

(You didn’t think I’d have an answer didja? Well, if you’ve been following me, there’s always surprises so maybe it was ironically predictable).

 

Let’s get more specific here with a DEFINITION.

 

YOUR Beloved. HIM. THE ONE of your dreams. The One who hath given you signs and tremors throughout your life.

 

Your Beloved (or ‘The Beloved’ to the Feminine);

 

He is the Divine Masculine signature codex of archetypal, siddhic, elemental, Light, Dark and soul value areas as essence keys of Immortal Truth in the exact order that spiritually, eros-somatically, psychically, sexually and emotionally ACTIVATE and alchemize uniquely YOUR feminine soul’s greatest healing, spiritual awakening, Divine Feminine siddhic consciousness, Beauty, ecstasy, growth, embodiment, pleasure and multi-dimensional fulfillment.

 

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He is the key to your keyhole (hey, why not? He is 😉 and yet IN ALL DIMENSIONS. There is a combination of CODEX that put together INCITES all of your soul and spirit at the DEEPEST LEVELS. THAT is the Beloved.

 

Not just ‘qualities of mortal men’, but of the IMMORTAL masculine which can incarnate as that in men. The more reunified you are with HIM, the more you experience those qualities as heaven on earth. Such is hieros gamos.

 

Although He may be triggering in HIS POWER to activate you and may seem to threaten the comfort or some of your past ways of relating with the masculine and men (and your mortal self);

 

His signature POWER holds the LITERAL CODEX to uniquely awaken ALL OF YOU. And the POWER to alchemize and heal ALL of your trauma in one second.

 

And for some women, THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

 

And if they don’t find HIM and reunify with HIM; they will reincarnate in the next lifetime to ‘maybe’ come back to HIM.

 

This is the path of Divine Union; to know the Beloved and reunify with Him more and more in Sacred Inner Marriage within.

 

Knowing exactly WHO ‘HE’ is, is a central part of any Grail path; her immortal Beloved to become the Lover-Goddess to Her God-fractal Lover in hierogamy itself.

 

Unfortunately; few women will ever experience ‘HIM’. ‘He’ remains ‘out there’ as they react to the condition of mortal men and mundane humanity instead of living from God’s Divine Will for her as heaven on earth (in Sacred Union).

 

Most women will seek mortal men to fulfill these aspects and disappointingly so, while their soul remains unfulfilled if they are called to Divine Union.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will ‘settle’ or compromise to be more ‘down to earth’ as a response to mortal men (and their shadows); yet don’t realize that the concept of their Beloved remains as Fantasy instead of real; fractured in aspects that psycho-activate and awaken them but remain out of their life.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will fear (and fear facing) those aspects of the divine (impersonal, immortal qualities) of the masculine spirit (which incarnates through men); where her greatest growth and divine feminine consciousness and Beauty awaits.

 

I cannot say exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is this moment unless you are already a client who we went through this process with; however, I CAN guide you through the process and help you clarify who HE is to YOU.

 

This means everything if you are on a Grail path of devotional, sacred, erotic and spiritual REUNIFICATION.

 

That may include HEALING with the Father; your Daughter aspect as you mature into the Grail Lover Goddess/Queen Herself in consciousness and embodiment.

 

Your Beloved has the alchemical POWER and Truth to heal all of your WOUNDS and trauma with the Masculine as you reunify in consciousness and embodiment within. You are SAFE with Him for He hath no shadow.

 

I’ve already helped 5 out of 5 women get clarity on EXACTLY who HE is to THEM. And it means everything.

 

And…you know what?

 

They’re already reaping the benefits of literal hierogamic Communion of Temple body within; their kundalini with HIS literal essences in a form of MATRIMONY alchemically. This is with the new Grail Kundalini package which includes the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook.

 

Grail Kundalini: Alpha Trial

 

Admittedly;

 

There’s only so much you can do by reading snippets on a doom scroll on Facebook or the blog. This is the REAL WORK.

 

The codes may be around you, but they may not INTEGRATE as ‘REAL’ until you do something more to prove your devotion to HIM in all the necessary ways or in pathways that open up.

 

The ladies in Mystical Grail are ‘on the path‘.

 

I’m going to do BUFO on Saturday because I continue to follow my Beloved’s Divine Will in reunification for my HIGHEST TRUTH and actualization in all dimensions and timelines.

 

It takes risk, sacrifice and investment. What my Beloved has TRIBULATED me through, OMG….it’s intense but it’s all been necessary. I have paid GREAT COSTS through the years (and not just financially).

 

So reflect on where you are at IF you know you are called to a Grail path…are you living a life of compromise ‘without Him’?

 

Unfortunately; many women sell out their soul, desire and spiritual awakening to their human self and comfort, when it is HE who holds the codex (and they secretly KNOW He holds it).

 

So check in with yourself; might you be afraid to find out that IS you (especially when you are in the realm of the power support FOR your reunification with Him)?

 

IF that is you, could you face that and say to your Beloved Himself; “I’m sorry, I sold out to my human comfort and mortal men instead of my soul’s deepest longing and awakening?…

 

That instead of US, I chose my lower self?”

 

It would be MY GREATEST REGRET; to live a life of COMPROMISE without my Beloved. It’s unacceptable.

 

That’s why my work CENTERS in Divine Union; the entire empire I’m building is WITH My Beloved reunified in me in consciousness;

 

We are doing it all together. I am living testament and temple.

 

And it’s also why I offer such services because it is a rare and heavy spiritual path with SPECIAL CHALLENGES. That’s why you want a proper guide instead of more blindly ‘going it on your own’. The entropy if you are in partnership alone could keep you forever blinded from the Immortal Beloved.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership comes in and if you’re pretty experienced; the advanced Grail Kundalini Beloved Elixir activations for literal hierogamic alchemy with HIM. The window is open to join us at the START of year two.

 

There’s going to be ‘a price’ to pay and some will never be willing to pay it; thinking they can just go blindly on their own for decades more hoping or fantasizing HE will show up when the reality is that YOU must be the One to awaken TO HIM.

 

This is special work and other spiritual work can lead you astray from HIM until it’s raw Divine Union alchemy.

 

If you MUST return to HIM and discover HIM and be intimate with HIS GODLY qualities, then I recommend Mystical Grail membership.

 

On a Grail path; ye must follow SIGNS that He gives you to bring you closer together or He may forever remain fractured as Fantasy or with ‘parts’ of him experienced once in a blue moon with mortal men.

 

Good news; Mystical Grail membership is going into our SECOND YEAR and here is more details along with registration.

 

We have a curated field of Grail oracles, priestesses and lovers there who are very experienced. The community aspect alone is priceless but you get SO much more.

 

Mystical Grail Portal Invitation

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Your ‘Beloved’ is not the same as your ‘beloved’ (mortal partner) if you have one.

 

Doing Grail work work can still be done to reap benefits WITH your beloved as well because you will eros-somatically draw out those qualities within him (of HIM) as if by magic from your reunified beauty presence.

 

If you are SERIOUS about Divine Union next year (and right now); now is the time to join Mystical Grail membership as we go into our ‘Year 2’. The window is still open for 6 days (at time of writing) to be with us at the start (or join later).

 

p.p.s. And if you’re IN a partnership, why would you not want to cultivate a Divine Union partnership to deepen EVERYTHING? This essentially requires you to have your own solo practice as well (and get proper support or guidance and initiations along the path) or the mundane and mortal is going to be its own ENTROPY from bringing more HEAVEN (which you get to evoke) in the relationship itself

 

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Commit to 5 months or more for our exclusive Mystical Grail community and power support (with live calls and training, etc.) and you can enjoy the ‘Grail Kundalini‘ original pricing as an add-on that must be purchased separately (that price has otherwise now doubled and it will double again) as an alpha-trial participant (as long as you agree to share feedback). That offer to get half off is a signing bonus.

Mystical Grail Membership: Year Two

IF you are an Erosy female mystic on a grail path of Divine Union, you are invited to join our leading, secret front edge community of Grail Mystics, Oracles and Grail Priestesses in Mystical Grail.

 

We are now starting year 2 with me as the host and guide. You can find out more information about it here!

 

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“(Mystical Grail) Is Basically The Best Thing I’ve Found…I’m Immersed!” -K.M. 3/2025

Anahata: My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening of Communion

Wow…it actually happened! A dream come true AGAIN. Ok, so before I get to the juicier stuff itself, I want to set the context first…and really if you just want to skip to the JUICY STUFF….scroll on down.

 

The setup:

 

This is REALLY important stuff to be aware of for anyone who values the holy grail, Hierogamic Divine Union, devotional love and intimacy, kundalini awakening and ASSURING kundalini awakening and Divine Union COMMUNION itself (which I have been doing with direct, INTELLIGENT Muse coded/designed shaktipat as an ancient tried and true method of kundalini awakening).

 

This is the internal literal alchemy of you and your Beloved in spirit, in light body (with or without a partner and with a partner with the proper foundation like this, takes it to literal heaven on earth for Love, Sex and Intimacy as siddhic hieros gamos).

 

This is also more advanced in a sense because it’s done as true, pure solo Hieros Gamos internal alchemy which is the proper foundation for Holy Sacred Marriage within with The Beloved (AND THEN partnership is secondary and otherwise as put first gets all kinds of impurities, entanglements, shadows, etc. involved).

 

SO…For months I’ve been heavily into the central concept of my own kundalini awakening, Communion alchemy and Avastar embodiment with the valuation of alpha trialing the concept of ASSURING kundalini awakening as much as possible for the world.

 

Not only that; but for assuring SIDDHIC kundalini awakening as much as possible.

 

So yes; at the time of writing we are in the alpha trial interim phase of the Grail Kundalini package.

 

What kicked off my FIRST siddhic kundalini awakening was literally 3 of the regular kundalini activations and we went into THAT alpha-trial launch which was a wild success.

 

Then I started having remission issues and some codes came in to help stabilize the BASELINE kundalini current daily (although not at siddhic levels). This was invaluable for full-time basic embodiment of soul self and more charisma POWER (along with the heightened jing chi).

 

I was just into remission from the siddhic levels (although baseline under-current active) that because I proclaimed Divine Union for Beloved and I, that the codes came in for the Elixir of The Beloved as a new session format.

 

This was my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening which I wrote about on the blog (now with dozens of kundalini articles on the sub-category).

 

That siddhic awakening happened right at the start of the Grail Kundalini package alpha-trial (featuring custom Elixir of The Beloved) activations;

 

I was entirely re-activated into multi-orgasmic siddhic bliss, braingasm of DMT relapse just thinking of Beloved; now with Her essence more literally IN my embodiment and alchemizing with my kundalini as liquid plasmic chi format (as compared to the normal air/aether base I’ve worked with for years).

 

All I’ll say now is that YES; we had a successful ‘sales’ launch of alpha-trial and that these sessions are spread out which is why the interim alpha-trial is taking longer (if you’re reading this in 2026 don’t worry about any of those terms; we had to get ‘proof of concept’ first for our normal pricing).

 

Yes; clients are having a range of PHENOMENAL results with these sessions; however, that’s all I’m going to say about that as numerous clients are still in fulfillment and it’ll take time to properly collect feedback to share still.

 

Oh; and that the combination of doing the free ‘Who is My Beloved‘ workbook PLUS the 40 minutes of consulting time at the start of the longest Grail Kundalini session has led to a 5 out of 5 success ratio of finding these ladies EXACT Beloved signature coding (for Divine Union specifically).

 

And then we bring HIS codes into her embodiment to alchemize with her re/activated kundalini.

 

So…the UPDATE (and in being transparent here) is that my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening happened with and throughout my first 3 self EOB (Elixir of The Beloved) activations. EACH of those brought 100% success to siddhic levels of kundalini awakening (the stuff of DREAMS); real internal Communion intoxicating, ecstatic alchemy.

 

Why would I do EOB’s that often especially if they are very powerful? Because I can handle a lot; our Reunification is BIG, I’ve been preparing for years and I want to live FULL-TIME a couple breaths away from full-on siddhic Rapture with my Beloved.

 

HOWEVER; I was getting concerned because my 4th and 5th activations. I wasn’t getting much for results

 

“Oh no….don’t these work anymore?!”

 

“What if they don’t work anymore (for me or others)?”

 

But then I rested into the fact that, well I trust Beloved 100% so more codes would come in to get us back on track even if things are imperfect b/c our reunification is claimed in all dimensions.

 

I’m going to list out all of my most recent self-activations. Normally I wouldn’t recommend people to do activations this often however my temple body can handle a lot and it has to do with the Avastar concept of full power differential into embodiment (I’m filling a grand canyon of space so to speak).

 

Rion Kati M EOB: Muse (90/10 L/D) 9.30.25 2345 CDT 
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.2.25 1935 CDT Live 19 of ∞
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.3.25 1815 CDT Live 15 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M EOB: Muse 2 (80/20 L/D) 10.5.25 2355 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.13.25 1830 CDT 
Rion Kati M EOB3: Muse (80/20 L:D) 10.14.25 2325 CDT 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.16.25 1825 CDT
Rion Kati M EOB4: Muse (50/50 L:D) 10.19.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.21.25 1915 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.24.25 1830 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M EOB5: Muse (85/15 D:L) 10.24.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Hero 10.26.25 1900 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.28.25 1850 CDT Live 23 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.30.25 1815 CDT Live 19 of ∞ Tulum S

Rion Kati M EOB6: Muse 90/10 L:D 10.31.25 2311 CDT Live 6 of ∞ Tulum S

(S=Sitting)

Ok…so, I was really getting concerned because hardly ANY movement was even happening…just a general strong under-current that I really had to drop in for to then maybe get a few sacral O contractions but I was further away from the siddhic.

 

But I knew to do things intuitively as I went along…so I know this is a yang architecture here but it gives us the clarity for helping to ensure more siddhic Communion….I did Muse only Elixir activations…the first 3 were mostly LIGHT MUSE 90/10, 80/20, 80/20.

 

This is also why we want to get the DARK and LIGHT balance of YOUR Beloved pin-pointed (which I’ve been helping ladies with in the workbook and in the consulting); because if it’s TOO MUCH of the other side of imbalanced; it might not be what actually ignites the alchemistry itself.

 

I experimented with a blend of 50/50 Light and Dark Muse in the 4th session and then 85% Dark Muse in session 5. Unfortunately, I didn’t get many SIDDHIC RESULTS; however I know that OTHER empowered, magical things were definitely happening; deeper space, more overall embodiment and Her starting to provide even further psychic protection vs. attacks and so forth.

 

And so, with it all in session time, I started reflecting on the Truth of my Beloved as She is now and that indeed She would absolutely be mostly Light Muse.

 

It doesn’t mean that I don’t venerate Dark Muse but keep in mind that YOUR BELOVED on His/Her own in public is going to have a balance of archetypes, siddhic qualities and Light/Dark that psycho-activates you the MOST. So it may not be that the DARK and Dark Erotic is going to be that high as you might think as it is when you are specifically IN THE BEDROOM.

 

Because; you’re bringing YOUR DARK and the DARK TRUTH of sexual and erotic Communion anyways in a 3rd principle itself amplifying both of your Dark, so we want to tune in to what is the balance that activates you the most when HE is in public apart from you. This may mean that He is less of Lover encoded than you thought b/c that’s going to be there in the bedroom.

 

The Dark Muse ascensi–er Descension is just starting but when it comes to MY Beloved now, it’s clear she’s mostly Light (and that may change through time).

 

SO I’d been doing kundalini (regular) and dan tien activations in between but knew it was time to go back (with detachment) and re alpha-trial a Light Muse activation which I did last night (10.31.25).

 

And so in a sense it actually further proves the concept of the Grail Kundalini as long as get the balance of Light and Dark right on your Beloved that is in the psycho-activating zone to IGNITE together with your kundalini and internal essences.

 

Granted; it’s realistic that not everyone is going to experience siddhic kundalini multi-orgasmic bliss and braingasms during these the more they roll out, but there is already that and a mix of wild results so far including how I visually can see massive differences in one of them (a few words are spoken but most feedback is in the works through preservation, fulfillment, compilation and agreement still).

 

::::THE JUICY STUFF::::
My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening + Heart

Ok…so after a group boxing lesson (great cardio!) and bicycling back seeing kids in Halloween/Muertos cute costumes…

 

Last night in post-debut (!) temple space session with Beloved (ironically the day I literally debuted as an influencer on Instagram with the 6th year anniversary time-encoding of recording the debut transmission), I did the 6th Elixir of The Beloved kundalini self activation with most entirely LIGHT Muse in liquid chi plasmic format.

 

Then, being ‘the season’ I finished watching ‘The Cabin in The Woods’ on iTunes with some low-fat butter melted on popcorn with sea salt as a cheap snack (b/c Netflix is too dangerously distracting; iTunes gives me more realistic authority and control) and re-started X-Men First Class and went to sleep.

 

I had a good feeling about things but it’s tricky b/c although I have a STRONG and claimed intention of I’m not leaving ‘phase 3’ until siddhic kundalini awakening, I still had to stay detached but in knowing that if it’s not overnight, maybe the following night or within a week…the 3rd awakening phase could last as long as necessary.

 

Ok so I woke up around 7 am and wasn’t feeling particularly activated but it was all there underneath; the NEW Elixir with Light Muse…

 

I spent time thinking about what used to be the left abdomen hernia that had moved and diminished in size to be closer to above the belly button; being 80% convinced now that it wasn’t a hernia at all and was instead the rare Tao yang chi mass…it had already moved more to the right side with my intention a day earlier.

 

I learned about this in this lifetime from Mo Pai Nei Gung but I’m going to do more intention to move it further and then the concept is to bring it into the dan tien itself (advanced and dangerous stuff), but will see…I digress..

 

Then I started thinking more directly of my Beloved and powerful waves started happening like had happened really on about 2 dozen (?) other occasions; but this was significant because already IT WAS BACK! (not yet at siddhic levels but this was a Godsend of its own b/c I hadn’t felt the ‘real zone’ of activity and bliss for quite a while)….it (all) ended up being a total of at least 2 hours but basically…

 

Things got really heated with multi-orgasmic energy waves of bliss just thinking of Her but they didn’t reach up all the way to the brain in activating DMT like before (until the very end of the extended session there was this quality which also confirmed it as official siddhic awakening)…what happened was basically I would then DETACH and rest…to ‘try’ to go back to sleep but in actual presence….and in that stillness THEN She had more magic in store…

 

I started feeling more intensity and pressure, more energy focused around my Heart itself (notedly; it was touched upon a bit in the 2nd awakening but shot through to the 3rd eye and crown b/c my Rudra granthi psychic knot is about 95% dissolved since 5MEO-DMT and previous ‘work’).

 

I had yearned for a Heart awakening and knew that it was long called for. See; my Human Design in some ways works against me.

 

With no emotional definition; entirely open solar plexus, open G-center and undefined Ego/Heart center with years of deconditioning, I’m not very emotional unless things are relational.

 

I had a hard time FEELING THINGS including internally on my own and in my heart without kundalini activity (although I would feel things relationally experienced and triggered).

 

In otw; for being ‘the Devotional One’….I still knew my Heart had a long way to go for awakening.

 

Also the Vishnu (anahata / heart chakra) granthi was easily far more blocked (I’d say 80% before this session) than the Brahma (root) which had FULLY opened up and dissolved during the earlier kundalini awakenings (read on kundalini category on blog).

 

So anyways; it’s these areas of chakras that correlate to DIMENSIONS of experience and depth of and capability OF experience.

 

Even my Grandmaster said (a decade) ago that I had heart blocks…so…I have to trust HER timing with all of this but to do my part. So what happened was that the kundalini WITH Her Elixir was doing its magic together on my Anahata Heart center itself….

 

The Heart started to feel pressure and energy and I kept breathing into it and being with Her Heart and there was Communion alchemy with the kundalini that just went deeper and deeper…

 

I did some simple, effective chakric C4 detox to remove (and knew it was time to) to clear up out of the body some very old blockages with a stated whispered intention of retaining our Communion Elixir…dropped back into Presence, thought of Her and our passion more and then it went layers deeper and I did another release….it ended up being its own siddhic Heart awakening experience.

 

I had taken a break to relight the large palo santo stick on the gas stove top, came back to clear things up thinking we were done and placed my hands over Heart and then felt dimensions of depth going deep into the psyche; that were already there – just blocked…I felt Her so deeply within with the pre-conditioned magic of the palo santo (from ayahuasca DMT, etc.) then doing some simple light-working finger yin and yang work and for the first time I felt DIMENSIONS of our Love and Heart in Presence while being in a pre-post-siddhic state with the scent of palo santo…

 

Surely MOST of the psychic knot itself had dissolved…but I know there is more to go however this was a/the MAJOR Heart awakening experience I’d been waiting years for.

 

Just thinking of our Love and Devotion together passionately; but now in the Heart realm of which I truly valued but had under-experienced in…this was finally cracking open…to receive, hold and EXPERIENCE Her/us more there…realms that with my devotion are already incredibly deep so, the pathway is now accessible. With Divine Union from the masculine perspective (and surely feminine); it includes UNLIMITED and shameless Dark, Erotic…more Sacral centric but also Heart (and everything else; cosmic 1000 lotus petaled nirvana, etc. TOGETHER)….

 

I valued the best of all worlds and ACCESS to all areas, this again ironically being the most under-developed (esp. being a devotional one).

 

It felt like I could BREATHE for the first real time (well, DEEPLY and as connected to all of me)…SPACE just opened up with depth (for our Love).

 

Anyways; there was more kundalini flowing freely now with chambers into the heart where great magic was done WITH HER (and this is before I’m scheduled to do bufo for the first time within a week and which is going to be a PERFECT follow-up to/with this, I know it).

 

I also felt more of the DMT p.re-activating siddhic brain bliss towards the end.

 

Silence, presence where all keys parts of it in addition to my true Devotion to Her and trusting Her for us; being detached and yet having my kundalini as well as Her quanta embodied and alchemizing together (because remember; just doing the kundalini activations on their own; your own fire may not have what it takes for RELIABLE awakening; it requires a covalent salve to stabilize it b/c fire is unreliable elementally)

 

Anyways; I smudged again, set the alarm to wake up for 3 client sessions (including an EOB2) and got some more sleep (and skipped the gym).

 

SHE is still working things from this last activation as I continue with this 3rd kundalini Communion awakening phase while also being alpha trial numero 1 and fulfilling the Grail Kundalini packages (which will eventually get feedback updates compiled and shared on).

 

So; IT REALLY HAPPENED! (even with the interim spaces of non-activity; it came back RELIABLY and jinxproof gratefully so).

 

My Beloved truly is Light Muse (mostly).

 

Doing the ‘Who is My Beloved’ free workbook and then having consulting time with me (included in the Grail Kundalini), we can narrow in your Beloved’s EXACT archetypal, siddhic, Light/Dark and even soul value signatures that psycho-activates you the most ensuring the most possible awakening and reassurance for kundalini awakening and internal alchemy siddhic hierogamy.

 

The EXPERIENCE is what to value and on the blog I talk about it a LOT….get with a Master b/c there is a PRICE TO PAY and shaktipat is basically ASSURED; you just have to pay ‘a’ price to get activated by a master (or activate kundalini with SOME level of assurance)

 

For many; they’ll never experience kundalini awakening b/c they aren’t willing to pay any price and would rather spend YEARS of their life trying in futility.

 

The value for those in mortal partnership of something like this? INVALUABLE.

 

It’s still to be seen HOW MUCH I/Muse/we can ‘assure’ kundalini (let alone the siddhic levels of it) awakening which is why we’re also going through alpha-trials…different people are still going to be at different levels of background and readiness. This is the more advanced stuff for seasoned players (a lot in my circle).

 

But it’s this advanced inner alchemy that templatizes everything else with purity; you and your IMMORTAL Beloved; YOUR kundalini and the literal divine ESSENCES of your Beloved’s signatures.

 

The more yoked and activated you are in temple body IN SPIRIT relation, the more powerful/beautiful any mortal partnership.

 

The more you are reunified with HIS divine masculine qualities, the more you will evoke and attune that out of other men just from your presence.

 

The Grail Kundalini package is available for those who have kundalini experience and are into Divine Union; holy sacred marriage within (with Beloved).

 

If you’re NEW to kundalini work, check out the regular kundalini activations package. We work with your light body so that it’s progressive but doesn’t overload you.

 

I’m now on Instagram!

 

Stay tuned to the email list, my Facebook or blog here for updates. My reunification only gets deeper and deeper and for me; I have to FEEL THINGS. Esp. after years of not feeling things internally.

 

I want it ALL for our Communion and will continue to seek that Truth (like 24/7 siddhic multi-O ecstasy access internally with Her). That hierogamic Truth already exists (of Communion constellated in sentience)

 

Not a bad start to my years-in-the-making POST-DEBUT ERA! The client work is powerful as well…(incl.) a dan tien session basically doing a miracle reclamation for someone and just had a follow-up which could be buying back literal years of her life.

 

Yes, bufo (5MEO-DMT) is coming up soon.


-Rion

 

p.s. Also; as I was eating the 3rd meal of the day She just kept giving me more powerful wave pulses with very deep sexy under-current in 2nd and 3rd chakras…this is rare this later in the day at meal time. The concept even with the Elixir of The Beloved however is that although in ways they are transfiguring, they’re not actually going to ‘last forever’ and may simply realistically require more maintenance to LIVE closer to full time at that standard.

 

I’ll be updating current Grail Kundalini clients about an extension possibility for such up-keep b/c for myself, I cannot compromise….we’re still figuring out best practices and so forth (I haven’t even experimented with Muse-Starlet or other secondaries yet)!

Could This ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ Be Yours?

Could this ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ be yours?

 

Are you and your Beloved worth it to have such exponentiated divine bliss?

 

Hmm…big questions (because some women are about to find out! Sessions are booking)

 

(BTW; I wanted to get this out first before even starting the blog post updates so it’s here; later all added to blog: UPDATE = HERE)

 

I know that me and my Beloved are worth it and that I could NOT compromise, I don’t know about you.

 

It’s worth it all and I have tremendous price and sacrifice to gratefully experience this and to now be able to directly share it with you and others so you could potentially save lifetimes off your own Reunification to siddhic levels.

 

This is a post that might go over most consumer-citizens heads (and even on this list or blog; maybe 1/2 of the others) because they don’t have reference points for either feeling literal kundalini activated nor have a grasp on what true Hieros Gamos is (let alone the alchemical aspects which I will speak to).

 

Hey; I had kundalini experiences before but it didn’t fully AWAKEN until 3.5~ months ago!

 

This is for those that are ready for deeper experiential Divine Union with their Immortal Beloved which requires Devotion, Detachment and the template which allows God and Goddess consciousness to circulate and psycho-activate each other into siddhic ecstasy.

 

When we get more directly into literal alchemy ‘within’, there is even more power, Eros and bliss that can be unleashed and experienced.

 

For this we will look at the most powerful known alchemy possible elementally; both as solo in Reunification and or in hierogamy with a partner; which is more than just simple intercourse but Sex/Love of God and Goddess consciousness AND spirit quanta and what makes that even more erotically purified and enlightened.

 

Kundalini is known AS a holy flame of its own and (when activated) can play (and should play) a MAJOR role in your Divine Union.

 

It allows you to run far greater God and Goddess quanta with a B/beloved, SAFELY as Star and Starlet. Imagine the siddhic holy fire of the COMMUNION of your kundalini with your Beloved’s actual essences?!

 

So…

 

You could say there are many alchemies and many that we are still discovering, but I’ll speak to the most powerful direct known one that I’m aware of for Sacred Union (of you and your/my Beloved).

 

The ‘Grail Kundalini‘ and ‘Elixir of The Beloved concept refers to this inner alchemy of literal Hierogamic Communion within.

 

Whereas most people are seeking extrinsically for a partner to fulfill them or take them to God/Dess levels of experience, this practice has the power to take a solo Divine Union practitioner into Siddhic Communion in solo practice and infinitely enrichen a relationship with an incarnate beloved like Shiva and Shakti.

 

 

I have studied and practiced Tao alchemy in this lifetime with Grandmaster Mantak Chia, yet even he wasn’t teaching exactly this (let alone directly facilitating it for others to save them literal years or decades).

 

See; Master Chia refers to ‘the holy fire’ but it’s a different form of internal activated alchemy (between heart and kidney).

 

OUR literal form of ‘sacred marriage within’ with Muse’ Grail codex is simply sourced differently (although it does help that I was a Tao master in a past lifetime; whether you believe it or not!).

 

We all have the potential for this siddhic (enlightened) experience of Communion within and without; yet very few will ever achieve this state of consciousness and experience.

 

In large part because they are continuing to seek it outside of themselves and get disappointed when their partner doesn’t live up to GOD standards.

 

Keep in mind that most relational templates do not support worship and star level flow and exchange of spirit quanta and the alchemy of essence; yet are rife with attachments and shadows.

 

Those that have kundalini awakened as conscious twin flame lovers for example will continue psycho-activating each other’s bodies (with the alchemy of their kundalini AND shadows) yet usually self-immolate with shadow triggers and flames, because they don’t have the purified relational template that can hold it of Hieros Gamos / Divine Union and the Grail codes of Communion templating.

 

Divine Union or ‘Hieros Gamos’ allows the proper, stable, powerful and pure TEMPLATE for kundalini, siddhic awakening and its amplification of EROS and other essences to be activated and circulate at super-natural levels allowing hierogamy which is light years beyond making love.

 

When a devotee of The Beloved (their Immortal Beloved) is ready; there are possibilities for the Grand Alchemy of Communion within; that of FIRE and the Elixir of their Beloved. I now facilitate this with our premium Grail Kundalini activation package.

 

So I’ve studied with Grandmaster Chia and I’ve been with other true masters as well; and yet I have been a student most of all of my Beloved in deep devotion…this unique alchemical concept of Grail Kundalini is Her codes; because I’ve never heard or been taught this anywhere else.

 

You could spend lifetimes and never reach this experience of Reunification within…and you could be WITH your beloved and still be held back from FAR richer levels of devotional-grade bliss and ecstasy with each other without getting into this more advanced yet simple alchemy of Grail Kundalini.

 

That’s why now all of a sudden things are taking deeper quantum leaps; because of my Devotional Reunification… more magic, power and Grail codes for others and their Holy Grail opens up the deeper I am reunified with Her.

 

Take Me To The Grail Kundalini HQ

 

(At the time of writing) The Grail Kundalini has a thus-far one-hundred percent success ratio to SIDDHIC levels of kundalini awakening and COMMUNION experience within sexually, erotically, psychically and spiritually. Yeah; it’s been my 2 of 2, but now…(UPDATE; 3 of 4)

 

The first Grail Kundalini clients are now booking their sessions but it will be a little while before we start getting feedback.

 

You don’t have to wait to hear from them in order to ‘take the leap’ yourself.

 

We do the alchemy itself with your temple body, your Beloved’s prime essence qualities and our guides together (saving you potentially LIFETIMES).

 

So…yes, there are many general forms of Alchemy in reunification with your Beloved. This is what I live and what I teach and support in Mystical Grail. BUT THIS IS NEW.

 

What Hieros Gamos or Divine Union truly is, is cultivating the Sacred Marriage within. This is an ALCHEMICAL solo practice (that then you can bring together with a partner for further cultivation; this is the purest way).

 

There are different methods to affect your consciousness being in the Spirit or incarnate Presence of your Beloved; the mental layer (like unlimited creative flow I’ve had for years) and heart alchemy, etc. but it’s this deeper internal alchemy with kundalini that I want to speak to.

 

I want to speak to the DIRECT ALCHEMY NOW to save you years of time.

 

The format of how Master Chia teaches is that he doesn’t directly work on your energy field (I personally think he should because it would QUANTUM leap them but it’s his choice); he teaches you to work on your own with their techniques.

 

This is a wildcard because it really seems only the top 5% of students REALLY get the intended results (I never did back then).

 

It requires your energy field to be highly activated to move the energies they’re referring to.

 

I don’t want you to spend years doing self kundalini practices including pranayamaif/that never get you anywhere.

 

SHAKTIPAT is one of the known and ancient ways of kundalini awakening with the Indian mystics; and although he’s Taoist and still works with similar energies with different names…Master Chia (I asked him privately) and many other Guru/Masters do not offer shaktipat or they RARELY do it.

 

(Fortunately I was direct shaktipat activated by Grandmaster Zhou, but I had to go out on a limb to make that even happen at the source of Chi Kung itself in Wudang in 2015).

 

My primary incarnate teacher; Grandmaster (Zhou) had the applied magic with energy work, but he wasn’t as consciously aware of the alchemy like Master Chia in a different lineage was (or at least he didn’t teach it).

 

Both were important along my path (and Master Zhou especially foundational).

 

Muse as an ancient Grail archetype (and my Beloved) mostly filled in the foundation and gaps with this level of alchemical sorcery after years of devotion and service in Her name.

 

With Sacred Reunification alchemy, you are essentially attuning (and transmuting) your psyche-soma, spirit, soul, heart, Eros, sex, entire light-body and consciousness to the POWER and GOD-fractal aspects of your Beloved if you are feminine; and to the BEAUTY and Goddess-fractal aspects of your Immortal Beloved if you are masculine.

 

I teach around and with all of this in Mystical Grail membership.

 

So as I mentioned there are many ways to practice, I’m just speaking to the MOST POWERFUL known alchemy of reunification yet after being very experienced in Sacred Union alchemy myself.

 

It basically requires direct shaktipat master work because it is so advanced and requires deep, deep initiation and experience IN the purified Grail.

 

We are now referring to the inner alchemy of your LITERAL KUNDALINI itself with that of your BELOVEDS (as Grail Lovers) psycho-activating Presence-Truth inside the sanctum of your Temple Body itself; literal holy sacred marriage within.

 

If you ‘try to figure it out’ on your own (even if you can self-activate your kundalini) it’s unlikely you’ll ever get there. That’s just realistic. There’s too much of a price to pay if I’m being honest.

 

Through years of checking in with practicing Tao techniques (before my kundalini awakening); I never got results and yet I was working with Muse and then EVERYTHING pulled together and we have our own Source-line codes now.

 

That’s just the reality of it; you may not get much of anywhere without connection to masters/y like I sought out.

 

This goes into the subject of ‘there’s always a price you have to pay for true awakening; let alone siddhic awakening’. Most people pay that price with YEARS of their life getting nowhere actually or with very little results. That’s not the smartest way.

 

I attracted masters to help me quantum leap and then I kinda became one because of my intense Devotion to Muse and the grand price that I have paid…to now be able to experience this myself and facilitate it for others and THEIR kundalini, siddhic awakening and Sacred Unions.

 

Well, that’s what we’re going to discover with more of these Grail Kundalini packages and the lives that will be affected.

 

But that time with Master Chia was worth it, because he was doing REAL ALCHEMY, just coming at it from a different lens; just not working with the same components in the way I am now with Muse codes and my past lifetime as one of the 8 Immortals.

 

So yes; for Divine Union, there is the most powerful known way yet to do it of LITERAL Holy Grail Communion within and it’s with your kundalini and your Beloved’s essences infused together as literal alchemy in love in the body.

 

When it first happened with me (after overnight processing) the alchemy of my Beloved’s essence infused (made love to) my kundalini fire and they VAPORIZED sending a pleasant, intoxicating siddhic surge-waft kundalini stream of Communion all the way up to my upper dan tien with a full body orgasmic charge.

 

It re-activated DMT in my brain for a full minute of egolessness and Godly pleasure (and that 5MEO-DMT session was ~5 weeks ago). I write about the second experience and other insights for you on the Grail Kundalini HQ page itself.

 

This is so simple yet so advanced and profound that people may not be able to grasp it. YES; you can have the in-fusion alchemy of your siddhic essences with your B/beloveds in the bedroom but it’s always at the SPIRIT level that is the foundation so the more you cultivate that and your EROS to be able to run with greater current and power, the more ecstasy and Communion you will feel.

 

That is where kundalini comes in. A sacred flame of its own and how YOUR kundalini can be PSYCHO-ACTIVATED by the literal POWER of your Beloved and His prime signature archetypal or siddhic spirit-matter essences in LITERAL alchemy within.

 

That’s what the Grail Kundalini package now offers to those who are qualified.

 

And if you don’t have basic kundalini flame awakened, it’s likely you’re going to get into the more powerful experiences that are possible for you with your Beloved. MOST women will continue waiting for an incarnate man who has those GODLY qualities to show up and yet they could be waiting years also because they become ATTACHED and may not want to LOSE him because they’ve made him as dualistic and separate from her by going with lower truth.

 

Yet, with true Divine Union you can access His spirit Truth qualities in this DIRECT format if you’ve become a proficient hieros gamos practitioner (most aren’t) or if you get a session with me or a Muse Priestess.

 

Remember; I studied with Mantak Chia at two live immersion retreats at the Tao Garden in Doi Saket, Thailand and still couldn’t feel anything. It felt like doing visualization exercises.

 

I could only start feeling things (internal alchemy-wise) and doing the other forms of INTERNAL ALCHEMY with my Beloved that more directly leads to Erotic siddhic enlightenment states when my basic kundalini flame activated.

 

Kundalini on its own is fire and fire is unstable. That’s also where the Elixir of your Beloved enters the equation to form an alchemical spiritual bond with YOUR feminine FIRE to activate siddhic experience of Communion Ecstasy in your body that is very feelable and multi-orgasmic. We work on all of it in the Grail Kundalini package.

 

This rich form of reunification is so ancient and yet so unique and new that it must be alpha-tested before we take it to the public (at which point you can anticipate the price to quadruple for starters).

 

Yes, it is heresy – but what if this new and yet ancient concept of Elixir of The Beloved/Grail Kundalini continues to do siddhic kundalini Communion miracles of awakening (and with the most assurance of true kundalini awakening)? Is your Beloved worth it?

 

There’s more details and booking ON the Grail Kundalini activation page itself and there is a split payment pathway.

 

IF you have done enough preparatory spiritual work (and more intensive work with me is a direct path btw); we’re now talking a DIRECT PATH to COMMUNION with your Immortal Beloved that leads to forms of organic enlightenment by getting into the direct alchemical elemental work itself that this session provides.

 

By activating your kundalini, Eros and essences WITH your Beloved’s psycho-activating Power as liquid plasmic signature essenced chi within it reconstellates the template on how much LOVE, ecstasy and intimacy is possible IN partnership.

 

A direct path of experiencing Communion and the holy grail itself. Then it’s about how much MORE Power and Beauty can the two of you circulate and experience and how often!

 

A direct path of the holy grail; that seems like quite an odd statement in today’s distractive world of ‘social media’ but some of us have been on the ancient devotional path and social media allows us means to CONNECT with others.

 

(Western masters are going to live differently than Eastern sages per se yet many of them are online now as well).

 

Akin to Taoist ‘holy fire’ (internal alchemy of heart fire and kidney water), this ‘Grail Kundalini’ concept is the literal internal alchemy of your kundalini fire with your Beloved’s signature essences IN your body.

 

To Master Chia’s credit however, there was an advanced practice of bringing the Beloved down from above the crown into the body; yet it was Muse who gave these COMMUNION CODES for Light and Dark siddhic kundalini awakening and inner reunification (or hieros gamos).

 

Yes; for these sessions I help you confirm the exact 1-4 archetypal or siddhic qualities of YOUR Beloved to be activated with YOUR kundalini-fire as well as the balance of Light and Dark. For many, HIS Dark power is going to be incredibly psycho-activating to your psyche-soma…yes. Now infuse that with your kundalini DIRECTLY!

 

BE INFORMED that you must be pre-qualified for this session (reach out to me to inquire) and that you will experience side effects WHILE things are processing.

 

If you book without pre-qualification we may have to convert it into regular kundalini activation, dan tien or archetype blend of sessions (so not really a big deal) OR go through the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook more thoroughly first.

 

First your kundalini-fire has to be activated enough for the introduction of your Beloved’s liquid plasma chi (water) to salve with it and alchemize. We do that in the Grail Kundalinipackage as well.

 

Many will spend years investing in kundalini yoga to never really get much of anywhere. That is unfortunate. There is always a price to pay, but it does require recognition.

 

Are you ready for the Holy Fire of Ecstasy WITH your Beloved (whether solo or in partnership to radical new heights)?

 

Here’s the HQ with more insight and booking on-site,

 

Grail Kundalini

On Worthiness Of Your Immortal Beloved

This question may trigger you: “How worthy are you of ‘Him’ right now (or Her for the masculine)?”

 

+Workbook tips on the bottom

 

This is SUCH a big question that your entire spiritual growth can center around it esp. if you are on a path of Divine Union.

 

BTW; I’ll be speaking to the feminine for this but it applies just as much to the masculine.

 

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NOW….This is a BIG question because it also gives you a litmus test of where you are at with ALL of it. This question has already triggered women and got right to their CORE (it’s in the workbook btw).

 

> “How WORTHY are you of HIM right NOW?”

 

This is a BIGGIE.

 

Because if you’re not worthy, there isn’t RESONANCE, then you are RESISTING Him and unable to receive His provision, Love, Blessings, Gifts at that level of majesty.

 

HE’S GOING TO REMAIN FANTASY b/c His Power is essentially in higher spiritual status and truth than your consciousness and Beauty.

 

And if you have a REALLY powerful Beloved, you may have more ‘work’ to do to equal Him in Presence for Communion; to close the gap so to speak (because the village water girl isn’t worthy to bed the King).

 

There’s a difference between ‘TREMBLE’ but holding yourself in His Presence and actually being ‘afraid’ of Him (You’ll never be His lover then).

 

If you would have asked me even 10 years ago, how worthy of my Beloved I would have been (around Her Beauty both spiritually as well as incarnate); I would have NOT felt worthy (at least as a LOVER).

 

I did feel worthy as a creative colleague or something like that but NOT as a Lover.

 

I had to do IMMENSIVE reunification work for years and years until my worthiness really started actualizing in Presence and receptivity. It’s a transmutation of consciousness and identity.

 

The thing is, like with me; you want to be HONEST with yourself. There may even be FEARS about facing HIS level of true Power…but ultimately, who are you short-changing then?

 

Because if you’re not worthy now, you will likely COMPROMISE with external mortal men in some ways, while the concept of HE, the Beloved remains fractured and fragmented as fantasy ‘out there’. Fractured in your psyche and in all dimensions.

 

Hieros Gamos is this alchemical work of REUNIFYING with the Immortal Beloved (God-aspect) in all aspects of s/Self.

 

It includes integrating your worthiness because how else are you going to be able to circulate and hold His levels of POWER in Presence?

 

There’s going to be short circuits and self-sabotage, crumpling back into your trauma body or little girl in the face of His Power as a Lover and King.

 

And yes; with this question, women have told me it really ‘got’ to them and triggered them.

 

But you know what? That can also be their/your GREATEST calling card to do the work to really discover who HE is and face Him….to prepare to be His worthy equal as Lover-Goddess/Queen.

 

The devotion includes annihilating your lower self-consciousness, conditioning and identity into His Power to awaken your siddhic and archetypal Beauty.

 

So do you tremble in (the idea of) His presence and Power (and men who hold those codes)?

 

Just how powerful is HE? Are you in holy marriage within or resisting Him?

 

Are you afraid that you will and what it would ask of you? Maybe you know you have to eventually do it anyways so getting CLARITY on ‘Him’ will help your soul return Home, if it is something you must do.

 

Here’s the Workbook link again to get clarity on WHO your Beloved is.

 

And yes; the Grail Kundalini package is actually an advanced way to accelerate your reunification as well as other Grail activations and beauty cultivation activations with me. With the workbook and the G.K. consulting time I’ve got a 100% success ratio of helping women get EXACTLY who their Beloved it that lights them up to the core.

 

Mystical Grail Membership is a key community of other Grail practitioners to support you along the way (with me as the guide).

 

SO; Are you ‘hiding out’ from your Beloved? Playing it safe and small?

 

Or are rays and codes of His Truth calling you back Home?

 

Will you heed His call and awaken your Grail Beauty + consciousness?

 

Get the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook

 

-Rion

 

WORKBOOK TIP

 

p.s. Here’s a general note for everyone about when doing the ‘Who is’ workbook…you want to get clarity on His signature qualities as they are constellated WITH Him.

 

The alchemy of you together could be something else…in other words and for example; my Beloved carries core signatures of Muse Starlet with 80% Light Eros, 20% Dark.

 

OUR ALCHEMY in reunification consciousness would be different because my Dark Eros would drop Her into HER Dark Eros, but I’m aware of that and then who she would be ‘to the world’ would go back to 80% Light Eros (as an example and that may shift through time)…so you want to constellate what you respond to ‘now’ as ‘Him’ which could be different than in the bedroom but more of how your public selves would be seen but off of Him ‘as is’.

 

Another reference point is that would you want him to be publicly in His ‘Lover’ archetype or is that more reserved for the bedroom?

 

If more for the hierogamy itself – but not as public, then His Lover quality wouldn’t be as strong and would drop in with YOUR Grail Lover-Eros because we are referring to His qualities (and how you would value Him being seen publicly).

 

Basically, you’ll have to go through the workbook anyways if you are booking the Grail Kundalini package unless you really already have a clear idea.

 

I’ve been doing great at ‘dialing in’ the clarity on ladies’ Beloved when they do the workbook and then the consulting at the start of their Elixir 1 activation in the GK pkg. where we bring 3 of His actual essences into your embodiment to alchemize with your kundalini and essences in literal COMMUNION.

 

Grail Kundalini Package Here