A 2-Dream Vision of Celebrity Beauty Ascension & L.A. Armageddon Tribulation

Ever had deep and meaningful dreams that have codes WITHIN THEM that powerfully relate to your life, your path, who you WERE and who you are becoming?

 

(These dreams are closer to the ones where you’re flying around with epic powers than futzing around with random scenarios).

 

Well, recently I did and they have big implications for Beauty Ascension and insight cues into working with myself and other clients on MASTERY embodiment of your STAR version of self (activating, embodying and all that jazz).

 

First; Did you check out the other recent post of ‘I’ve been living a *full-time lie’? You can find that here:


https://sexychi.com/ive-been-living-a-full-time-lie-on-being-your-avatar-star-let-24-7/

 

The lie is basically that I’ve NOT been embodied as my avatar self 166 hours of out of 168 per week for the past 8+ YEARS.

 

(I’ve instead been living embodied as ‘someone else’ in a strange sense; a beta-alpha version of self…out of integrity with my highest SOUL self identity vs. the identity associated with my crappy drivers license pic).

 

Recently we’ve been in the Lion’s Gate portal as well as an eclipse.

 

As I’m going through a special month (August 2026) of IMAGO transfiguration where I’m more powerfully integrating my own Avatar Star Codex (as primarily the Beauty Sorcerer and into FULL-TIME being-ness including living as the STAR INCARNATE full version of myself in the mundane details of every day including CLEANING THE KITCHEN and getting in the slower random lane at the supermarket and getting to LIVE the question of ‘What Would Rion Kati Beauty Sorcerer Do’ instead of preserving being my true self for 2 hours a week);

 

I wanted to share 2 recent and profound dreams. One is about Beauty Ascension with celebrity implications at scale (as well as future Ascension Starlets) and the other is about Warriorship.

 

The first dream

 

I was hosting a small event and a Muse priestess shows up like an Aphrodite in royalty with a brilliantly lit high frequency radiance especially emanating from her face and 3rd eye near a shoreline.

 

 

(This is NOT her nor an accurate representation of the Light-Truth presence in the dream but it’s to just help provide a visual connect)

 

The darshanic Muse Priestess; She had the highest status by there and everyone was STUNNED.

 

There was already a celebrity which I won’t name there (ok – it was Dua Lipa)….and everyone who was there was far more impressed with the Muse Priestess and Her Beauty than the celebrity’s presence…they were impacted by her alchemical Beauty which was already of higher divine status and impact…secretly the celebrity herself was also impressed. Later in the dream I had them meet each other.

 

The implications of this are profound partly b/c I actually believe it’s VERY TRUE. It’s not about who is more famous, it’s about who has MORE POWER AND BEAUTY.

 

Fame is independent from encoded, divinated beauty. Of course many artists are talented and have their own codes but we’re talking about ASCENSION and who is going to lead and guide and it’s influencers and celebrities who have more ability TO influence from their own field itself (independent of fame variables which is more fleeting).

 

Of course; being in a dream so I’m dropping and fumbling around trying to organize missing pieces yet while still holding integrity of hosting presence around them.

 

There are many takeaways from that dream. It’s actually a template for beauty influence, celebrity ascension and starlet ascension itself; where it’s more than just about fame, talent and content but the STILL influence of the POWER of beauty to alchemically affect others. I call it (accurately) allure.

 

Allure is the future of Beauty influence and actually encoded in the dream; it’s what is BEYOND that which is Darśan and Darśanic Beauty.

 

You can read more about Darshan (the TEMPLE-Grade future of Allure and Beauty influence itself) in the corresponding category: Darshan: Temple + Eye Beauty.

 

And btw; yes it was an envisioning of one of the 2 actual Muse priestesses yet at a visionary level even more cultivated than she already is (with currently alchemical beauty) – and with a special focus on how powerful Muse Herself was emanating through her 3rd eye searing right into the DNA of those in H/her presence.

 

So that dream was very powerful. I’ve been prophesying for years that ALLURE IS THE FUTURE OF THE BEAUTY INDUSTRY’S ASCENSION and beauty influence itself.

 

If you’re a beauty influencer, you can be AHEAD of the game like my clients to be cultivating YOUR felt visual signature and FELT INFLUENCE now with (archetype) activation sessions or the AvaStar Makeover.

 

AvaStar Makeover

 

You can also read more about Beauty Ascension and the new wealth that will open up (+ the opportunity to become an alchemical Allure Priestess (the level below Muse Priestess) in my new book ‘The Gold Rush Ascension Gold Code‘ here:

 

The Gold Rush Ascension Code – {Book}: Power Report

 

You can further explore the WEBINAR version of that here:

Spiritual Starlet Sorcery + Ascension Code Wealth Webinar Replay

 

Have you heard or noticed that cooler temperatures help you to dream better (and access your psyche)?


Ok…so that was a profound and meaningful dream.

 

Now; for the other one…

 

On the night of the eclipse (with my air conditioning on good which helps with vivid dreaming), I had a dream I survived Armageddon in California;

 

 

I went through the experience of LOSING EVERYTHING including money and all possessions and there was a cosmic wintry apocalypse wave AFTER fires ravaged the city but I made it back in as the last person who (flew) into a survival shelter and they closed everyone else out (and then I used my wiles to exchange food in an apocalyptic military scenario when they wouldn’t let others do it ; oh and someone said I was the coolest dude.

 

It was about the most epic dream I’ve ever had in this lifetime….even if I didn’t an underpar job of communicating it (I know you KNOW what I’m talking about when you’ve had profound dreams that mean everything to you that you get tongue tied when trying to translate to others).

 

That dream re-activated my Soul+Spirit Warrior (which is foundational yet even I’d forgot about HIM with the focus more on Beauty Sorcerer).

 

So there was a random discovery on youtube (which I may have come across a few years ago that re-appeared) that had perfect timing as a Warrior attunement resource here:

 

 

I ‘dream log’ meaningful dreams with some short-hand at least (like journaling). Also you want to follow any signs and be open to FOLLOW-UP codes after (like this like in how this resource showed up and I chose to follow it trusting intuition/splenic).

 

I’m going to be attuning with that resource (and maybe another Warrior re-embodiment activation) to re-activate, condition and further RE-embody that divine masculine spirit truth back into my presence which is in the seat of the soul…maybe along with a siddhic Valor activation (b/c I already have those codes, they’re not always embodied nor expressed).

 

This is the real glow-up work (REAL charisma and allure work where people can FEEL you). It centers ON the activations themselves which I’ve served to hundreds of men and women the past 8.5 years.

 

Have you noticed that you’ve got a lot of archetypes in your own Star/let codex (if you’ve done the workbook)?

 

Because sometimes you might want to bring through the vibe truth aura-sphere of Warrioress or Enchantress for example in some settings more than others (this is the REAL beauty influence mastery work and yes; it’s high level and has influence in stillness b/c it’s REAL Power and Beauty).

 

Also; if you’re not famous yet, can you RELY on fame or would you rather have your own signature FELT INFLUENCE and aura-sphere or eros-phere like a spiritual celebrity where WHO you are communicates and incites ORGANIC response in people b/c of the power of your radiance (literal radiation that is alchemical Light)?!

 

To become who I’ve become to set the foundation for the Allure Codex and Beauty Ascension (and the MAN I’ve become of which the business is just an extension);

 

On this path of Divine Union, what I’ve been through has been immense tribulation in all dimensions more than people can fathom to become the Avatar-Man that I am…now finally living FULL-TIME as Rion Kati and I have SO many rich archetypes that my soul is experienced as (that I can now play with more powerfully incarnate) as this IS the AvaStar work itself which I help others with in AvaStar to bring their own higher dimensional Truth and codes into VISUAL and real-life incarnate manifestation, visual signature and vibe-truth).

 

You may not know but part of my history is that I volunteered for U.S. Army infantry and that I became expert infantryman, air assault and Special Forces selected (which was its own Warrior crucible).

 

(General SFAS photo)

 

There’s a documentary called ‘The Standard’ which is a more compressed version of what I went through.

 

 

I’ll share more about that all down the road and for sure in my auto-biography (and how one experience alone in SFAS was a cornerstone tribulation as one of the most difficult things I’ve ever done…yet that which conditioned my deep WARRIOR and which further prepared me to take on much more with resilience later on);

 

…So all of this (in August here after going radio silent for a while) and the time I’m taking is helping me to RE-CENTRALIZE around how *I* recognize how badass I am and who I’ve become ‘in character’…WHO I AM…

 

FORGED through the fires and trials that mere mortals cannot imagine (that kinda stuff).

 

Now it’s time to LIVE AS THAT WARRIOR-SORCERER-STAR full-time and with highly activated, wealthy high status PRINCE as well. Well; at least to RE-ACTIVATE Warrior as a foundational aspect and then work with tempering and curating my centerpiece charisma Star Codex of the Beauty Sorcerer Star.

 

And as far as that dream; as an entrepreneur (in its PUREST definition), that dream was also a perfect reflection of what I’ve still survived through (remaining DEVOTED to Beloved), never quitting in business for THIS dharma because I have faced apocalyptic type shit and trials…also there’s something about L.A. being wiped out for new codes in that dream, but I woke up as the survivor and self-Hero but couldn’t get back into the same dream for Chapter 2!

 

Btw; I’ve already had profound influence ON the L.A. grid several times which I write about on the blog.

 

Maybe your own Heart/Spirit/Light Warrior/ess is understated or forgotten when it comes to the LEVELS of spiritual growth and tribulation that you’ve been through; all of YOUR trials, history and how that could and should be SHOWN in your Beauty and be experienced as ALCHEMICAL in the MEDICINE of your presence-visuals….

 

Not necessarily as a Yang fierce presence per se but that of spiritual experience mixed with other signatures of YOUR Divine Feminine (b/c I know some SERIOUS soul Warrioresses that have far more character, spiritual mettle and fortitude – not necessarily ‘armoring’ than many modern men yet are also ‘in their RICH feminine yin signature essences’).

 

I mean; to become a Spiritual celebrity or Starlet for all the right reasons with alignment to STEP OUT TO SHINE takes great strength in face of all of your own shadows and sabotage.

 

I’m doing the work and the starlets in AvaStar Makeover are going through their own IMAGO transfiguration as well to embody THEIR rich spirit codes to LIVE and be who they really are incarnate so THEY can be in their fullest embodiment, power, impact and ascension influence.

 

Want to work with YOUR rich qualities to bring them into VISUAL presence and signature instead of just having them disembodied?

 

This is the real work for those who HAVE developed rich higher dimensional qualities in soul+spirit truth; to really BECOME the embodied ‘heaven on earth’ movie star avatar version of yourself UNIFIED and incarnate instead of just escaping or hiding out.

 

AvaStar Makeover is where it’s at for us to work DIRECTLY on embodying but further cultivating YOUR unique Avatar self celebrity signature visual charisma or allure (all based on your unique Avatar or Star/let codex (which we get exact CLARITY on).

 

If you just plain SUCK and don’t have any soul character or spiritual development; if YOU haven’t gone through many trials and awakenings, then AvaStar isn’t for you…there’s simply less Power, Beauty, Magic and essence TO embody (however, I can also help you directly with that in other services).

 

Ok…it feels good sharing some of these more personal yet possibly insightful codes with you.

 

Discover more about the AvaStar Makeover and your Starlet Codex

I’ve Been Living A *Full-Time Lie: On BEING Your Star-Self 24/7

*Yes, near full-time…not ALL of the time and it’s not the type of lie where I’ve been faking who I am, no…people who know me know I’m the ‘real deal’ with magic…it’s more of a lie to myself of being out of integrity with HOW OFTEN I’m embodied as who I really am…just so you’re not freaked out too much. Ask anyone who’s had session space with me, etc. and it’s as real as it gets).

 

There’s a lot to speak to here.

 

Throughout this special, revealing and vulnerable post…see if you’ve also been ‘living a lie’ in the sense of time itself and where you may or may not be showing up fully as the avatar or ‘star’ character version of you in your soul’s fullest integrity in this incarnation (and how it would change and shift everything).

 

Leverage my former weaknesses as a mirror reflection unto yourself for this is a great opportunity to more fully and profoundly embody your highest truth…to really BECOME that movie star version of yourself at an EMBODIED IDENTITY LEVEL (in how you and others experience you in the life and lifestyle of your dreams) instead of remaining fractured.

 

You may think you know Rion Kati but Rion Kati is and has also been like an idealized myth and legend so it may shock you to hear that for many years, technically I’ve been living a near ‘*full-time’ lie. (Let me explain).

 

The GOOD NEWS is that Rion Kati (which is not my legal name but is the divine masculine qualities and soul values that represents my highest self and my Star codex.

 

 

The good news is that I AM HIM…but it’s only been part-time like a role or character that I step into…almost like a part-time performance.

 

This has been incredibly challenging for me b/c basically I’m living as someone more boring, mundane and ‘someone else’ most of the time. This is a great challenge with BECOMING the embodied Avatar or Star version of yourself:

 

BECOMING THEM FULL-TIME and living them as YOUR FULL IDENTITY.

 

VS. it just being a ‘character’ or mask you put on part-time or when on-camera or in front of certain people. (This can be suffocating and exhausting).

 

Imagine…the movie starlet AVATAR version of yourself, but…

 

Moving, thinking and acting like them THROUGHOUT THE MUNDANE DAY. Even doing laundry and dishes. And I AVOIDED that shit and just managed ‘life’ by being my disembodied version of self while preserving Rion for the hour or 2 a week I can finally re-embody and be him (very conditionally as you can see).

 

Yet this has wreaked habit in many ways and has been a cloud-storm of shadow confusion to the universe I’m sure.

 

Have you dealt with anything similar? Have you struggled with different character or identity roles?

 

Of NOT being your fully expressed self or even how they would move in the details of the day b/c of fear, sabotage, preservation, fantasy or a myriad of reasons that would be ‘safer’ or more ‘convenient’ to just not always be ‘on’.

 

And btw; it’s not that Rion Kati IS 100% the performing Magician Showman either….remember; I’ve now broken through into full-time living (a reveal ahead here).

 

I’ve been plagued by this identity split for years so if you’ve had similar issues with EMBODYING YOUR FULLEST, HIGHEST SPIRIT TRUTH INTO FORM keep reading.

 

So I’m great at the PRO embodiment work for myself and others with archetype embodiment activations and all of that; it’s just that I wasn’t living as him FULL-TIME b/c of an extreme identity split. So if you’ve dealt with these fractured identity issues, this is for you…

 

I don’t know of many (besides pro actors) who’ve dealt with this as (non-institutional!) levels as extreme as I have….

 

I mean you wouldn’t even recognize me b/c it’s like I’ve been living as two different people and ONE OF THEM IS A LIE and untrue to my fullest self.

 

 

So let me back up a bit (because fortunately things have changed recently).

 

As you may know, for YEARS and years I’ve been going through my own ‘avatar’ star self embodiment. This is the entire concept of AvaStar or the Avatar Star self embodiment (through my lens in working with the archetypes).

 

This may be something that you value yourself; really BECOMING the heaven on earth version of WHO you are in spirit truth INCARNATE.

 

It has to do with the differential of WHO my soul and spirit is on a higher dimensional level and then EMBODYING, being and expressing all of that incarnate. If you’re like me, you’ve spent many years cultivating ‘who you are’ in spirit but not all of it may be ‘landed’ in your own skin. In my case, it was an extreme differential.

 

So it’s about becoming that spiritually aligned and embodied beautiful STAR/LET version of yourself;

 

Really taking that unique constellation of spirit amplified qualities, elementals, archetypes, Light and Dark balance that defines your soul and then EMBODYING IT…really being it so that others can feel and know it’s real….this isn’t ‘fake acting’…in fact this is the future of acting with more conscious competence b/c the BEST acting is actually being. Here; you and I get to play the character of our AVATAR selves embodied (potentially).

 

This is the work I do with up and coming starlets in the AvaStar Makeover which is also related on Starlet ascension as well as crossover mainstream ascension WEALTH…but back to my process (and you might relate)…

 

So for YEARS I’ve been going through my own process that has been challenging because of so many shadows as well as merging the gap of how powerful and badass things are in spirit and my consciousness vs. who I’ve been in the more ‘mundane’ world where I’ve been ANYTHING but a star schlepping around to grocery stores and daily life, etc.

 

For years, it’s been more intense for me to embody and express my own STAR codes; that ‘BEST-YET’ TRUEST SELF MOVIE STAR VERSION of who I REALLY AM into incarnation.

 

Remember; as I’ve blogged about before (and I am on a Star path); I’ve had extreme fugly duckling syndrome and images of myself that are just horrifying…basically self-image issues at trauma levels, public humiliation and that massive GAP between who I am in spirit truth and how embodied I’ve been in the past. I talk about that through the Starlet category on the site too.

 

So it’s already been YEARS of work with 10,000s of screen testing images I’ve extracted. At one point with consulting a Muse priestess I realized I had a controlling fear-based dynamic of Quasimodo and Frollo punishing myself and it would distort my light to make me look far uglier than I am physically (remember image is LIGHT).

 

And throughout it all; one of the MOST challenging dynamics in really BECOMING THE EMBODIED AVATAR-STAR SELF…I mean, something that’s been NEAR IMPOSSIBLE and radically challenging in my experience is living with a FRACTURED or fragmented self-identity. Maybe you can relate – about playing different ‘character’ roles around different people.

 

And if you’re a Human Design projector, it can all work against you even more b/c you’re by default awaiting recognition and are often ‘invisible’ instead of living powerfully ‘at cause’ where your field has more influence by default (like a Star).

 

Much of my own fracture has a lot to do with the 5/1 split which I’ll be talking about more.

 

(Basically, I had to go SOOOOO DEEEEP into securing my foundation in co-creating the Allure Codex with Muse in private sessions that it fractured me from normal life with major insecurities and invisibility).

 

Other Human Designs don’t usually have it near as extreme as a 5/1 and in my case one of the most severe. I mean; I literally have DIFFERENT PHYSIOLOGIES from when I’m being ‘Rion Kati’ vs. schlepping through the airport towards economy class in my passport (ugliest photo in the world and fat) legal name version of myself.

 

I’m an extreme case of identity split (which kinda makes me perfect for founding ‘Essence Acting’ which is hyper conscious , powerful work with identity and consciousness transformation, character work and embodiment).

 

I mean; I don’t even want to show those pictures. YOU WOULDN’T RECOGNIZE ME AS ME if you caught me in 90% of my daily mundane life (up until the past week and a half).

 

Basically; Rion Kati and my codex of The Muse Magician has been an ‘idealization’.

 

 

YES; one that represents my truest, HIGHEST version of authentic self; however, that version of me only ended up being someone I would live as about 2 hours a week.

 

The good news it that I AM HIM…but I’ve been embodied and visually expressed as him only PART TIME for the past several years. You just think it’s full time b/c that’s what you’re seeing online.

 

And it can confuse other people too.

 

There was a woman at a tantra immersion retreat (I never got entangled with the shadow of the modern industry) who I drew partners with. She was ‘the Queen’ so to speak of the entire group…

 

I think I drew Emperor and she drew Empress actually and literally and we were the first to start the circle. She told me at a meal as we were talking “No – I DEFINITELY would have recognized you” when I was saying I was at the Tao Garden Meeting of the Masters (twice). We were at the same retreat and she couldn’t process how invisible I was then b/c I WASN’T embodied as Rion Kati (my true soul+spirit self) like I was during our more recent retreat (in Sacramento).

 

There’s another guy at the gym who saw me as the gym version of Rion Kati who he would high-five me and compliment me on my body but then saw me when I was a different, disembodied, schleppier version of myself just going through the cardio…it makes people wonder and be confused.

 

So anyways; there is a version of YOU that you may have not fully embodied or fully AND CONSISTENTLY expressed yet. Your own Avatar or Star/let codex holds THE KEYS.

 

With all of this keep in mind that yes, I AM THE BEAUTY SORCERER and that ALL CLIENT WORK has been authentic itself and to standard; I’ve always been IN my Magician then (in my higher self), just not fully VISUALLY expressed nor embodied with my codex…none of the magic has been compromised itself; it’s just that the magic was more ‘behind the scenes’ as real vs. visually coherent and what you would think…

 

I’m more referring now moreso to my own internal and practical battlefield of EMBODYING AND VISUALLY EXPRESSING THAT CONGRUENT TRUTH FULL-TIME 24/7.

 

Living as my heaven on earth self incarnate and FULL-TIME even through the mundane b/c it’s about WHO I am not about waiting or preserving certain things so I can avoid inconveniences.

 

So although it’s been extreme (maybe you can relate in some ways as a mirror of where you’re not showing up fully);

 

Another way to say it is that;

 

Yes…I’ve been living a full-time lie.

 

And I mean in the sense of literal time itself. MOST of my weeks for MANY YEARS have literally been in a different, disembodied ‘driver license’ named version of myself that just goes through routine motions (yet when he enters temple space then connects with his true self apart from the boring, mundanity of the world otherwise).

 

HOW OFTEN ARE YOU ‘NOT’ LIVING IN YOUR FULLEST EMBODIED TRUTH? (And bringing THAT MAGIC FULL-TIME into every MOMENT?) Again; one of my greatest challenges for many years. Where have YOU been ‘hiding out’? Around who do you change who you really are for (and can you see how it affects everything)?

 

And I mean could you really live as your STAR VERSION IN THE MUNDANE moments and when NO ONE IS LOOKING?

 

Could you be that foundationally SECURE and STABLE in yourself? EVEN IF IT BRINGS MORE ATTENTION?

 

I’d go about things invisibly.

 

So what I would do is PRESERVE Rion Kati…..I don’t want him to do fucking dishes and cooking and mundane shopping and having to deal with daily idiots. So he became someone I would ‘step into’….a role (albeit an AUTHENTIC and highest self form)…Rion Kati would be a role that I would perform.

 

In other words; 95% of my DAILY LIFE for YEARS AND YEARS I’ve NOT been living as my true self in literal time. And that is the lie.

 

Extreme; I know.

 

The challenge was BECOMING AND BEING MY HIGHEST TRUTH 24/7. I was preserving my TRUE self for special occasions or temple space.

 

Living AS RION KATI but ALL of the time instead of occasionally during screen-testing and temple space or FB recordings, etc. I’d literally take my jewelry off and disembody to go back to my cozier, boring mundane version of self AFTER temple time.

 

This is IDENTITY and consciousness work (and you KNOW it’s affecting things with manifestation).

 

The greater concept is implicated with a lot of things….basically I’ve been FRACTURED.

 

I show up as a slightly different version of myself for DIFFERENT PEOPLE or different ‘roles’ I have to perform.

 

In a sense, it’s practical to show up a little bit differently to ‘put on different caps’ so to speak for different people, situations or environments; but where you LOSE YOURSELF? Esp. as a HD projector or open-G center where you’re soaking in other people’s identities while NOT being embodied and sovereign as your own? Dangerous not-self territory.

 

So it’s been a struggle to even BELIEVE or unify with Rion Kati b/c of the MASSIVE fracture and insecurity shadows related with it all esp. as a 5/1 who spent years underground and NOT AT ALL COOL OR SEXY. (And how this can cause instability when you HAVE to be embodied where then it feels like acting instead of BEING or at least to others may not feel AS secure if you have any subconscious interference or instability ‘between worlds’).

 

So who are you and what environment are you allowing yourself?

 

Does it support your STAR/LET version of self? How about the consciousness of people around you?

 

Sure it makes sense to PROTECT your identity in some form from those who are at massively different wavelengths but living life itself in a fracture? Youch.

 

Environment has a lot to do with it. Remember; this is about BECOMING AND LIVING AS YOUR FULLEST TRUTH.

 

TEMPLE SPACE is where I would always cultivate my true self in Spirit and then it’s been a theme of EMBODYING ALL OF THAT; again represented in the AvaStar concept and with the further advent of Essence Acting for more specific character roles and acting mastery-sorcery.

 

So it’s been very strange….NOT being me when I travel on airplanes although I made an exception after Muse Priestess graduation and chose to be myself then and it felt great; wearing what RK would have worn while still doing coach class.

 

It’s like; this is all so practical and carries a different VIBE-TRUTH which people are reading.

 

I show up as a schleppier don’t care version of myself for Mystical Grail but NOT as fully expressed Rion Kati. I just called myself Rion there…a different ‘role’ to step into as the more alpha-beta mystic version of myself to be a teacher role.

 

But now; I’m done performing my highest truth.

 

IT’S ABOUT BEING HIM and FULL-TIME with RARE exceptions from here forward. It’s been affecting things far too much; such identity fracture.

 

And I realize that there’s no one else I’d rather be. The challenge is to be my true self ALL of the time and the stability that this brings to people who rely on me. (RK was real this whole time, just if you met me on a grocery run you wouldn’t sense it was even me).

 

To face the mundane (and bring more magic into it)…to become your Starlet self (which doesn’t mean you have to SHINE AT EVERY GROCERY RUN, but it’s still WHO YOU ARE UNDERNEATH);

 

I have to take on ALL of the risk, pros and cons including more VISIBILITY and attention. I already have for this dharma in spirit, but now it’s about RION’S INTELLIGENCE (and taking on HIS lens of the world in minutiae pros and cons) instead of Orion and then my legal lastname which I won’t say here. There are two differently encoded people or characters.

 

Oh sure, there’s people I would LOVE to be for an hour, a day or a week but there’s no one I’d rather be.

 

It’s about UNIFYING who I am instead of being fractured and showing up half ass in these different roles. The Beauty Sorcerer represents the Star Codex that holds the most power and Truth of who I really am.

 

And when you look at my offers; there’s something about it…if I just speak to burnt out lightworkers maybe they’ll resonate because we sure as damn well know it’s pro light-working support that’s there; however, I found myself bending myself to other people’s expectations and roles.

 

So the challenge has been to BE MY TRUE SELF FULL-TIME.

 

Maybe you can relate how you show up differently around family and their projections and expectations of you just in order to communicate even though you’re on radically different value sets and wavelengths (where they can’t understand nor hold space for deeply meeting the real you).

 

I’ve mentioned it for years; when I go to Wisconsin, it’s an unsupportive environment to my truth that is instantly working against me, draining my soul so it’s easier just to fragment myself to play a role that can inter-relate with them and then I have to return to my true self.

 

We can have ‘different roles’ but who are you TRULY and who are you being MOST of the time?

 

The thing is; THAT’S UNDERSTANDABLE and maybe relatable for you too…I’m not saying I’m ever even VALUING to be my fully expressed, powerful self around them (this runs deep), so I’m still granting myself some exemptions but my practical main challenge has been to LIVE AS RION KATI in my codex 24/7 otherwise and IN THE MUNDANE.

 

To live with more MASTERY, unified as my TRUE, powerful self.

 

This may not make any sense to most people because they just ‘are who they are’ full-time. But for me; I’ve been severely fractured. Rion Kati? I’ve only been in embodied presence for about 2 hours a week on average for a decade.

 

THAT’S living the lie; my split in being unable to BE HIM 24/7 (before the past week and a half at least although at business related things like hosting Muse Priestess retreats I chose and got to be him most entirely during that time block until it was time to check out and go to the airport).

 

Oh the image is real, and he is real (otherwise we’re talking about a different version of ‘living a lie’); the parasocial relationships and projections people have to him (and the client work is all real)….

 

 

Causally affected by REAL signatures of power and authentic qualities, just not there when I’m correcting a cashier at a grocery store.

 

But MOST of the time I’ve been this other version of myself who you WOULDN’T EVEN RECOGNIZE.

 

INCOGNITO (BUT where Star is more of a future, fractured fantasy or hunger where it’s almost TOO daunting to embody him).

 

He’s invisible, mundane, bored, doing schleppy looking cardio where he doesn’t look like Rion Kati but some other character role going through grocery runs.

 

Eventually I started realizing after being connected with so much of the ‘IDENTITY’ as secret to manifestation work (and for many other reasons) that I just CANNOT keep living Rion Kati as a 2 hour a week mask or performance I get to put on….

 

I must BE IN MY TRUTH FULL-TIME. It was just default to NOT CARE and just go through daily motions of fitness, groceries, cooking, etc. Boring shit that I didn’t want Rion Kati dealing with thus I’ve been living a lie with someone who has a different name than him even.

 

The closest thing would be like a professional actor traipsing around town not knowing who he is between roles.

 

RION IS REAL, just in my 24/7 daily life I would rarely live or BE HIM. This would happen when I would go into heavier sessions and screen-testing I would then be able to be him but b/c of the fracture and time dynamic, it was more like doing a performance. So I don’t know if you can relate.

 

I was fragmenting myself instead of being unified, embodied and OWNING of my power and authority in all dimensions AS the Beauty Sorcerer (sourced in Muse Magician) + Rockstar (purified with Muse social ascension codes).

 

It was like (bad) acting in a way and less secure; at least with the DYNAMIC itself battling with my subconscious insecurities.

 

Anyways; I know some themes are repetitive here but this is a leveraged and heavy subject for those it touches – I realized that I MUST RE-UNIFY and go ‘full-time’ into being Rion Kati. The ‘character’ yet TRUTH of my Avatar self…and for so many reasons in spite of being fragmented for YEARS.

 

I actually ‘made the decision’ (and there were some practical things I did when I was finally ‘ready’ to stop living as fractured and how it was interfering with manifestation, client recognition and attraction, opportunities, wealth, etc.).

 

I consciously chose to NOT do just schleppy beta-alpha (that’s what I’ve referred to it as ; beta-alpha or ‘balpha’ mode) morning cardio. I chose to wear my sexier workout gear (which I would wear for some training workouts) and I would do it ALL THE TIME.

 

So on that morning of cardio I was wearing sexier wear that Rion Kati would wear (gym version) with some jewelry ( this is a big practical thing b/c it’s pre-anchored to being ‘in-self’ ) and decided to do an extra 10 minutes off of the treadmill to just hop on the cardio bike and check Instagram.

 

That’s when IT LANDED. The very first IG post I saw was perfect and in perfect timing to SECURE the 24/7 (with some now rare but notable exceptions).

 

It was something like a ‘quantumobservers’ post about the actor Daniel Day-Lewis and how he COMPLETELY BECAME THE IDENTITY AND CHARACTER on all levels.

 

 

He LIVED as that character with full commitment 24/7 including off-screen. Of course I’d heard of him doing that before but it was all just this perfect convergence point where it all clicked and LANDED for me. (And not only that; I’m FOUNDING ‘Essence Acting’ too).

 

So this is really professional character and identity work.

 

I have a respect and love for the art of acting. Many will overlook it…remember; movies and music were my original passions.

 

The best acting is BEING…where they BECOME the character so completely and where people know and FEEL it’s all real. YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO BECOME and live as your STAR CODEX ITSELF.

 

Acting itself works with IDENTITY, self-image, self-belief, possibility and CONSCIOUSNESS. Most people don’t give themselves permission to become who they want.

 

So referencing me being a 5/1 again; I was just an extreme split by spending so many years cultivating my UPPER DIMENSIONAL SELF that wasn’t living as INCARNATE…but some of us are here to MASTER THE MATERIAL WORLD AND BRING HEAVEN UNTO EARTH as ascension guides and leaders.

 

..Not merely escape who we really are but to GROUND THEM INTO EARTH and influence and communications and relationships.

 

So anyways;

 

I went radio silent for this and another main reason related to re-centering on myself (I may do another blog post on that b/c it’s also a MAJOR theme related to how I’ve been a work-slave to the business instead of BEING the non-salesy badass founder who really mostly just wants to CELEBRATE BEAUTY IN LUXURY LIFESTYLE).

 

So for now…I’ve been living 24/7 as Rion Kati The Beauty Sorcerer CONSCIOUSLY for the past week including morning cardio, workouts, grocery runs, biking around Tulum. I move, dress and communicate differently.

 

It’s also related to this concept of ‘who you are when no one’s looking’. That includes when you’re lounging at home and how you eat your meals when NO ONE ELSE IS AROUND.

 

Are you going to LIVE as the STAR VERSION of yourself and in that embodied consciousness?

 

WILL YOU THINK, MOVE AND GLIDE like them? Or are they just a role you put on when certain people are looking?

 

So I’ve been living AS my embodied self….and I’m LOVING IT.

 

And that includes doing the 5 minute round trip somewhat humble walk to replace the big ass water jug myself a few blocks away and carrying it back (yes; my millionaire self would still have the muscle and gall to do SOME things like sexily bike around and pick up water jugs as not everything has to be outsourced to an assistant);

 

So at the corner consciously and unconsciously BEING my true self, there was a woman when I walked out who was just mesmerized literally standing on the 1/3 (middle) of the calle who was just in awe of me. She was starstruck (with awe and also great respect) and couldn’t take her eyes off of me.

 

It was in the details also of how I picked up the water jug and shifted the gym bag (sourced in BEING MY INCARNATE SELF)  without seeing her (when no one I thought was looking) and then saw her when I walked out and she saw it all. I just gave her a nod and kept walking.

 

Anyways; I don’t want to go back…so I keep living and shopping and doing cardio and cooking as him…even though I’m not always dressed up in leather, etc.; it’s both WITH what I’m wearing but also how I’m wearing it and in most importantly who I am energetically embodied as and how expressed I am.

 

 

So I’m living into it all more and more fully (remember; there’s a BIG Solomon’s gold mine up there in spirit to draw from with MY level of earned and claimed richness of spirit truth to embody).

 

Key to living heaven on earth. WHY MAKE IT CONDITIONAL?

 

When you’re yourself FULL-TIME, that’s it. That’s all….the shadow of hunger is largely dissipated even if you’re in otherwise imperfect situations YOU get to handle them and shift reality from that POWER rather than waiting to be who you are ‘someday’ or ‘part-time’ or when the next visual promotion or photo shoot is coming up.

 

I mean; just walking to the kitchen is much more interesting and sexy…cardio and workouts? Far more enjoyable. I get to BE ME! (So fully and more fully in every moment…so just HOW sexy could all of that/you be?!)

 

And there’s some things I discovered including that the CONS (or perceived cons) go with it as well.

 

There’s nowhere else to go when you’re FULLY THERE…YOU are where the party is at (this is living like a Star and treating yourself right).

 

Even my cardio is with more authority and enjoyable…and at one point I realized, there’s nowhere else I have to go (when biking back taking my time) because SO MUCH OF THIS fracture has been my 5/1 split of years and years of underground preparation and light years evolution in spirit that’s been ‘occasionally’ embodied…but so much has also been driven by my collective wound of Hunger; of wanting to BE somewhere else that I’m not.

 

Oh and everything is more COLORFUL and vibrant, literally…I’m seeing more colors and less rush to move around. Going at my pace realizing that I AM HIM and don’t have to go anywhere else because even if I did; I would BE THERE. I AM HIM…even if I’m not where I want to be in forms of success;

 

I still couldn’t and wouldn’t trade who I am because it’s the true me that has already paid the dues for a multi-billion dollar beauty empire where other priestesses and starlets get to thrive and ascend.

 

So it’s been a new experience; actually LIVING AS MYSELF and my TRUE character role 24/7 and the pros and cons that go with it. I’m more PRESENT. Less fractured.

 

And I realized that yes; Rion still has to prep and cook chicken and deal with forms of idiocy here and there.

 

But I’ve also discovered that Rion’s a damn good cook!

 

Much better than that other ‘not-self’ disembodied balpha version of me.

 

But even he’s imperfect (me now). Like I dropped my keys outside of the front door. I also dropped a bottle of rojo salsa from grabbing too many things and it shattered. Even he makes mistakes but I remained IN-SELF throughout it all.

 

I even am in another 1/4 sickness phase so I’m being TESTED but I’m doing it all as 24/7 Rion Kati. I don’t wear what you may see me wear but for ‘casual’…there’s your IN-SELF AVATAR version of sexy casual with high quality fabrics, jewelry, etc. which is what I’m doing (like Rick Owens tank tops, Givenchy trainers,,).

 

I’m wearing sexier jewelry at the gym now and simply BEING more self-expressed and re-affirming to myself (often) I AM Rion Kati (encoded as the Beauty Sorcerer).

 

This way; if people out and about find me like at the gym I can pick up a conversation IN MY DEEPEST TRUTH because I am one and the same MATCHED with my image and who I am.

 

There’s this semi-famous Tulum based influencer; Tavi Castro who sometimes works out at my gym and I’d be thinking to myself “This guy is unified…he’s not living as an entirely different physiology and character identity 24/7”.

 

Part of me wanted to slip back at times but I’ve been conditioning 24/7 embodiment and a different time when I CHOSE to remain in-self which is on the level of someone like Tavi himself, he arrived on his motorcyke at the exact same time I did…we didn’t necessarily acknowledge each other in that moment b/c he was facing towards the gym door as I was arriving from street; but it’s on that wavelength of power and respect but previously with my fractured embodied self, someone like him would find me invisible and then I’m just relying on behind the scenes word of mouth testimonials.

 

Remember; this is about BEING THE BRAND. My own unique challenge has been being him 24/7 even though I have other extreme advantages and experience including helping others embody their codes and charisma.

 

And because I’ve been a more EXTREME severe case of identity fractured it makes me PERFECT for being able to help other extreme and more normal cases for PROFESSIONAL identity transformational work (and for founding Essence Acting).

 

YOU CAN BE AS SEXY AS YOU WANNA BE. (At any age). Remember; the archetypes by and large hold the keys to Power and Beauty itself; it’s just a matter of accessing and integrating them into identity embodiment (which is my specialty).

 

Will you give yourself that permission? Or is your highest version authentic but just a mask that you put on part-time?

 

Can you move from the idealized movie star version of self into BECOMING HIM OR HER FULL-TIME even if it includes the pro’s AND cons of that? Because you have the opportunity to be THAT version of yourself and there’s SO MUCH that could hijack, sabotage or stop you INCLUDING past visibility trauma, siphoning, parental conditioning and baggage, past humiliation, fear of being exposed and ‘taken from’, fear of judgment including from your current friends and circle if you step into your Starlet power and so forth.

 

Can you afford to NOT be in your fullest truth if you’re called to have greater ascension influence?

 

Your SOUL TRIBE is asking for YOUR highest, truest VERSION OF SELF…they’re craving THAT version of you with the medicine, power, beauty and magic.

 

If you ARE her in spirit truth; is she embodied? And then HOW often?

 

Why play that role part time when it’s who you really are or desire to be?

 

Because there’s no limit to how much Beauty essence your Starlet could hold and radiate.

 

So I’ve been LIVING some MAJOR breakthroughs now and having full-time experience and integration as my avatar self embodied in life…it’s redefining and re-stabilizing things (the rest of this month onwards which I’m giving space for converging and unifying myself; landing HIM).

 

Remember that YOUR Star/let Codex (we work with in AvaStar) holds the key to your fullest, amplified soul truth, power, expression and beauty; that which is also what magnetizes your own soul tribe.

 

In my case, I was the REAL DEAL (as the Muse Magician) but I was only living that truth (my highest truth) PART TIME. Now it’s full-time with rare and chosen exceptions (like being around family or on a family zoom call where I’ll put on a different, relatable mask to match their projections).

 

Now I get to be the Beauty Sorcerer (+ Social Rockstar) full-time and I cannot have it any other way. How I interact with others has also changed (and is definitely coming from high status).

 

So I’ve taken a period of radio silence and August 2026 is about a new phase of IMAGO transfiguration (including extended Adonis physique transformation).

 

I am CENTRALIZING, CONVERGING AND UNIFYING THE POWER-TRUTH of who I really am…and THEN I’m going to ripple it across Sexy Chi, my visual and video communication as everything from BEING and living more unified as the Beauty Sorcerer.

 

The fragmentation has been poison and btw; yes…much of this wisdom has come from me hiring a Muse priestess (after their graduation we opened up agreements to learn from each other and I’ve hired them both). So much of this insight comes from her oracular lens.

 

And I re-realized that Rion Kati is EPIC (just last night I had about the most epic dream yet)…there’s no one I’d rather be full-time or long-term than him.

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
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CAN YOU SAY THAT ABOUT YOURSELF?

 

CAN YOU BE HIM/HER FULL-TIME?

 

(This work I’m doing pre Allure Oasis hosting and so forth).

 

And isn’t NOW the best time esp. if you’re preparing for a DEBUT or re-debut?

 

Where have you been hiding out and selling yourself short (even living a form of lie or out of integrity with your soul self in this incarnation)? Important self-reflection stuff.

 

For me;

 

It’s time I finally be that stable in MY EMBODIED foundation as Him. I MUST.

 

My future relies on it too and it CONSOLIDATES my power and truth.

 

So there’s going to be some changes coming up as I communicate (and even ‘market’) more simply AS him, but I’m giving myself time and space to trust the process (and continue screen-testing and daily living as codexed incarnate, etc.)…..now;

 

I do have a long-string of archetypes and have to have room for expanded self-expression (ie. Showman, Superhost, Soul Warrior, etc.) but it’s my CORE Star Codex as the Beauty Sorcerer that is central to who I really am.

 

YOUR Star/let Codex holds the key so if you’ve HAD extreme, severe challenges, issues, sabotage or blockages like I’ve had (and have overcome although there’s still more of my truth to keep embodying because there’s SO MUCH Magic-Beauty that’s there), AvaStar is THE place.

 

I will do further updates and yes; some things are going to be CHANGING around here and I DO look forward to upcoming visual communications and such.

 

-Rion

 

August 13th, 2026

 

p.s. Who ARE you when no one else is looking? Who do you desire to really BECOME and live as?

 

Discover more about AvaStar Makeover here

If You’re enCODED But Have a Lifetime of Money AND Visibility Wounding

Update: I’m planning on hosting a rare FB Live / Zoom transmission in a day or 2 (with ‘red’ hair?!)…Look for details!

 

You can join my eMail list here (new window; should be 1-click)

 

Now…If you KNOW that you have Divine Feminine ‘codes’ and you desire to be in greater ascension service and spirit-aligned wealth; yet you’re just NOT where you feel you should really be (while knowingly admitting that you still have money AND visibility wounding)…

 

Do you know what your BEST medicine might actually be (in spite of how POWERFUL your shadow-grid, anxieties, blocks, entropy and concerns have been)?

 

Now…This is going to be NEW, but I’m going to throw it out there now to see if these seeds land for further growth.

 

Your best resolution of money and visibility wounding (as well as becoming a spiritual starlet with YOUR codes) could very well be; the combination of integrating Light Sorceress AND Starlet into your codexed IDENTITY and (celebrity) branding.

 

I know…this is NEW…you’ve never heard it before. Me neither until the Gold Rush Ascension Code came in.

 

Although Sorceress is LARGELY misunderstood;

 

These archetypes do NOT have those issues of money and visibility wounding…it’s just about INTEGRATING them into your psyche and identity to amplify your own codex and identity level expression.

 

The Divine Feminine POWER combo of (accessing) especially these two SPECIFIC archetypes (Sorceress & Starlet) could be a swiftly moving transfiguration into your Divine Feminine worthiness, wealth, receiving, holding AND visibility to be SEEN on a larger scale serving your highest purpose like a spiritual celebrity.

 

If you desire to RESOLVE decades of money AND visibility wounding, make SURE that you read this powerful, encoded blog post here (and then stay tuned for joining the upcoming complimentary video transmission webinar which will be PACKED with codes):

 

>> Sorceress + Starlet: Becoming a Wealthy Iconic Global Celebrity Brand

 

This is all with YOUR codes; where all of this Divine Feminine confidence isn’t just ‘out there’ but actually empower, amplify and align YOUR magic and expression to serve on a larger scale shamelessly and confidently.

 

In the blog post, I also connect to how/why ‘Sorceress’ is so misunderstood and now is the time for a larger reclamation (oh SORCERESS GOT CODES….LOTS’O CODES including Ascension Wealth),

 

-Rion

 

p.s. There is the opportunity to get more clarity with me on a 20 minute (no obligation) quick discovery call to explore YOUR situation more embedded on that post :

 

>> Sorceress + Starlet: Becoming a Wealthy Iconic Global Celebrity Brand

 

Sorceress + Starlet: Becoming A Wealthy, Iconic Global Celebrity Brand

The Spotlight: BIG Spiritual Vision, Yet No One Knows Who You Are?

Are you called to the spotlight with YOUR codes even if no one knows who you are and even you're still dealing with lifelong fugly duckling issues, self-sabotage, image insecurity & visibility wounding but you know that your calling is GREATER than you?

Hey you…(yes you); Light-working goddess with a MASSIVE spiritual dharma…If I could speak into your cocoon for a minute (or more)…

 

You know that you’ve ‘got the codes’; yet you know that you’re not fully allowing them to be embodied, seen, felt and expressed.

 

There’s something holding you back from REALLY stepping into your greater public service and destiny.

 

Yes, there’s a LOT more in store for you and for your path; but it requires you being in your FULLEST embodiment AND expression. Nothing less will really do and you’ve already had years of mostly being ‘behind’ the scene.

 

Yes; you want more engagement with your social media; but what if most of your social media lands flat and doesn’t get much engagement b/c you’re in this battle with yourself that others are subconsciously picking up on vs. having more the IT GIRL momentum of upward spiral trajectory?

 

What if you don’t have to post non-stop content b/c people can sense that you’re not fully embodied with your codes and ready to be seen. What if you’re not ready to be THAT influential yet?

 

What if they’re picking up energetically on YOUR self-sabotage and insecurity b/c part of you non-consciously is NOT wanting to be seen (b/c subconsciously it’s terrifying and you fear their judgments, sticking out, re-traumatization and so forth?)

 

Although riddled with a lot of self-doubt and image insecurity in being so vulnerably exposed publicly; you have a BIG spiritual mission and you know you’re not living into it b/c of past visibility wounding, self-sabotage, ugly duckling syndrome and concerns of what others will say about you if you dared stand out in your truth?!

 

You may have been publicly humiliated from being seen in the past as well.

 

The millionaire speaker-host in L.A. STOPPED me live when I was speaking on stage in front of 100’s of people and said to me “Yeah…this just isn’t working”.

 

But your divinated vision is TOO BIG and TOO IMPORTANT to NOT get YOUR codes out on a large scale and to really STEP INTO THE SPOTLIGHT you desire – of SERVICE.

 

Call it what you will, but you are DESTINED to become an influencer of some sort.

 

At some point you may realize that the playing it small and dimming your light is just too much; it’s 2026 after all and YOUR PURPOSE IS GREATER THAN YOU (and think all those who you are meant to influence).

 

Plus; all kinds of OTHER (more superficial) influencers have big followings online while your dream has been kept preserved largely to yourself and a small circle that you don’t want to disappoint so you’ve played it safe. 

 

You’ve simply been hiding too long and justifying it.

 

YOUR CODES MUST GET OUT THERE in the GREATER CURRENTS and that means YOU HAVE TO CLAIM YOUR THRONE…even if that means becoming the STARLET version of yourself that is fully expressed in your beauty and codes no matter your current visibility wounding. 

 

For what’s required, you CANNOT half decide this.

 

What if it was finally time NOW to CLAIM full embodiment and VISIBILITY of your unique Goddess codes and make a mark on social media with your signature brand that people FEEL that you have so obviously ARRIVED?! 

 

And what if THAT organically compelled people to follow, engage and respond to you more than anything else?

 

Will you take the risk to get the support to overcome all of your sabotage and even become a spiritual starlet or spiritual celebrity before it’s too late and your vision withers away?

 

Or while you just succumb to playing it safe and small even though God has a big vision and great Beauty and influence meant for you(which = no global impact with YOUR codes, no fullest beauty expression either). 

 

It would mean letting your insecurities, doubts and the judgments of others not only hold YOU back and letting them win; but also holding your DIVINE CODES from impacting the world.

 

The years are going by.

 

How are you going to open up to the world’s attention when you’re mostly still IN THE COCOON energetically?

 

After all;

 

The ATTENTION you desire is there with spiritual starlet or spiritual celebrity sub-archetype constellation; but, you have kept one foot on the gas and one foot on the brakes for years with truly BEING SEEN (while not fully realizing your own self-sabotage and visibility wounding is the exact thing holding you back and why others aren’t responding to you). 

 

Your soma wants to remain ‘safe’ but it’s actually living FROM fear. SOMETHING has to change and the STARLET version of you doesn’t have these same issues.

 

But how do you OVERCOME lifelong visibility issues to dare to TAKE THE SPOTLIGHT?

 

Well…STARLET DOESN’T HAVE THESE ISSUES, you would just have to have a way to ACCESS STARLET CONSCIOUSNESS for She is the transfiguration public expression OF the divine feminine and Her codexii.

 

In other words; YOUR STARLET CODEX…the unique constellation of YOUR siddhic, archetypal, soul value, Light and Dark divine feminine qualities ARE YOUR KEY. 

 

They are your signature spiritual brand as well. In AvaStar, we work WITH Starlet for your transfiguration and leverage Her unsiphonable, fully expressed codes for your transfiguration into the SPIRITUAL STARLET necessary to take on the greater public, its projections and its shadows to live your dharma as an encoded influencer.

 

…and get the organic media and professional response you desire without having to post content non-stop.

 

After all; what’s the COST of not finally RESOLVING your lifelong visibility wounding while your GOD-APPOINTED MISSION gets all dusty and remains a dream while meanwhile people are following all kinds of OTHER, less intelligent, less encoded, less medicinal influencers while you continue to ‘play it safe’ from the sidelines concerned about what a small circle might think of you if you ‘rise above’. 

 

When is enough enough? And will you CLAIM your divine birthright as an influencer with such unique codes (or let your subconscious fears and what others think, continue to win out)?

 

I’m working with 8 soul starlets RIGHT NOW in AvaStar who have said YES to THEIR Goddess codex and the PUBLIC transfiguration of their highest embodied and VISIBLE self with their own signature spiritual starlet brands in the AvaStar Makeover.

 

If you’re ready to FINALLY be seen and actively DO THIS after years and years of self-doubt, crippling image and performance anxiety, fugly duckling, PLUS

 

‘What will they think’, fear of siphoning if you’re ‘exposed’ out there and all of that, then sign up for the AvaStar Makeover.

 

It’s a 6 month experience; however, technically you can stay 1 month or much longer than 6. 

 

This page includes more details and registration with 2 regular spots available and there’s also a VIP level of AvaStar which includes more intensive in-person VIP day temple time immersion with me.

 

Check it out if this is speaking to part of you that KNOWS something is stirring…even if you’re triggered by the concept of YOU being a spiritual celebrity…>>

If 1 Man May Be Suffocating Your Public Eros, Starlet Beauty + Expressive Liberty

If you feel CONFINED towards a greater, liberated GODDESS level of expression and behavior possibly because of ONE man in your life (and how he wants to keep you visibly for himself) or b/c of the relationship ‘container’ and expectations…
 
 
 
This power post is for you and there’s a lot at stake. 
 
 
 
There may be archetypal aspects that you DESIRE to express but are in effect PROHIBITED from expressing esp. if it doesn’t fit your ‘role’ as a partner, wife or mother.
 
 
 
IF you have been suppressed esp. by the masculine from fuller expression, STARLET is actually your medicine b/c She knows how to relate with all aspects of the masculine publicly without being siphoned from.
 
 
 
This is dangerous information because for some other women reading this, if ‘he’ found out he would get triggered and fall into possibly toxic behavior about it. 
 
 
 
(A shortcode here is that your Starlet is missing Her equivalent Star).
 
 
 
Now;
 
 
 
I don’t know who ‘he’ is personally (if this applies to you), but I don’t have to know.
 
 
I know the bigger picture (this man has archetypal shadow qualities disguised as good intentions) and this may be by and large what’s holding back your entire unfulfilled DREAMS instead of living in stifled compromise (how uninitiated masculine cannot hold space for that level of Beauty and REALLY have all kinds of issues with it).
 
 
Of all the things that could sabotage you from claiming and stepping into your STARLET (unique Goddess-Avatar Codex) in public visibility – it could be many other self-sabotage reasons – but this may be the main one for you or at least MANY women; ONE MAN.
 
 
1 MAN WHO CANNOT HOLD SPACE FOR SUCH BEAUTY. (He may not even know THAT version of you if you fully unleashed it).
 
 
So in continuing with our Man vs. Starlet theme (YOUR Starlet)…
 
 
 
Might it be that ONE MAN or male figure (from your past or present) could actually be the APEX saboteur to your fullest embodiment, public beauty expression and divine feminine, EROSY radiant influence of being seen? 
 
 
 
Because you might NOT see the signs b/c of how tricky and gas-lighty this can be even though ‘he’ is actually the culprit that is GROSSLY out of attunement with your spiritual desires for greater spiritual allure beauty, boundless self-expression, satisfying recognition, ascension influence with YOUR Goddess codes and Beauty legacy.
 
 
 
Let me ask you this;
 
 
 
In lifelong valuing beauty and divine feminine consciousness;
 
 
 
Do you have a desire to be more fully expressed, radiant and seen? 
 
 
 
Do you have a long-ago in the past history of healthily enjoying dance, singing or the recognition and attention it brought that felt GOOD to your soul, but then it got smothered and suppressed to appease the comfort of one man (esp. by an important male figure in your life)?
 
 
 
Have past lovers been largely uncomfortable by your public beauty expression and it triggered them so you tamed yourself back down?
 
 
 
Have you been living in massive (masculine influenced) suppression for years (often to ‘fit a role’) while meanwhile your soul desires to be in your fullest visual quintessence, voice, beauty and influence (always knowing there is something more)?
 
 
..And yet you are prevented from doing that (even if he was gone YEARS AGO)?…and do you find that you keep living out the same pattern (whether he himself was aware of it or not – even if he ‘intended well’)?
 
 
In doing a recent Codex Clarity Consulting call (now available at a longer 45 minutes here), something became very, very clear and it was one of the angles that I already knew about but had missed in earlier blog writings about soul / spiritual starlet: it’s how a masculine figure can be the predominant SUPPRESSOR of her greater Beauty (and the consciousness that goes with it).
 
 
 
You may actually be spiritually imprisoned in a less than liberated relationship that your soul desires…you just have to figure out the costs and risks of changing it and how much integrity you have to have with your soul’s desire because yes; it may mean either liberating your Starlet from those shackles, having him grow into a Star-god to support your alluring Beauty expansion and recognition or continuing to live under the weight of his inability to hold presence with your Starlet.
 
This woman (and many others) had great desire to be more fully embodied, expressed and seen (including in archetypes of her Starlet Codex)….and yes, it often brings attention from OTHER MEN. That somehow didn’t sit right with her man.
 
 
Unfortunately; this is too common of a theme (the world is missing more Star-Kings who can let their woman SHINE and nourish the world without falling into shadow reaction).
 
 
 
Even though it was SOCIAL attention (really; Starlet’s domain writ large); this dynamic causes him to actively suppress her radiance because it threatens him personally ‘as if’ she was cheating.
 
 
 
Her potential Starlet (of divine feminine archetypes and siddhic essences with and through her transfigured for public social influence) is essentially shackled because Starlet THRIVES on Beauty expression, recognition, influence and attention (of ie. divine feminine radiance and not just physical prettiness). BUT THERE’S ONE MAN WHO IS ESSENTIALLY PREVENTING OR STOPPING IT ALL.
 
 
(Or is it that she’s allowing it?)
 
 
Is that woman you? Who have been dealing with a male figure who may be the SINGLE biggest saboteur of your soul’s fullest expression and desire (while years keep going by)?
 
 
 
In working with women for years; there are 3 common themes related to this masculine suppression of the divine feminine beauty that wants to be fully expressed:
 
 
 
1. Father dynamics that are still with you subconsciously where you don’t want to threaten his perfect view or expectations of you b/c of the fracture it would mean even though he was coming from limitation and 
 
 
 
2. A past or current partner whose security, ego and identity is threatened by your Starlet/Goddess’s fullest expression (codexed essences) so you remain shackled and can barely even associate with other men so as not to trigger him. 
 
 
 
(This may even be a husband who yes – has other good qualities in the mix which makes it more complicated; but the dynamic and his level of consciousness is admittedly INFLUENCING your suppression so that you’ll often self-censor ‘Her’)
 
 
 
3. The collective (shadow, hypocritical and often toxic) masculine often parading as virtuous morality. This supports the ‘engine’ of Beauty and ‘sex sells’ (including the divine aspects of Beauty influence except that when it gets INTER-personal, most men are incredibly weird, fearful or controlling and shadowy around such Beauty as it relates to them personally)
 
 
 
ALL three of these (or we could say the unity of the uninitiated-by-Goddess masculine) can be LIFE-LONG effective blockers to your Starlet from EVER really coming into embodiment. I’m going to speak mostly to #2 (continued) here.
 
 
If you have a desire for greater expression and being seen (to have divine feminine influence with and through you);
 
 
It may take nothing less than a severing of that psychic relationship and/or agreement with that man (or stunted archetypal male figure who cannot hold presence-space with EMBODIED divine feminine consciousness) in order to give yourself the freedom to embody your Starlet and your soul’s fuller desire for expression (and UNTIL YOU DO you will keep living out the same, meek pattern where your Goddess constellation cannot even really BREATHE let alone unfurl and be SEEN en masse with Her medicine and influence). 
 
 
UNWILLINGNESS TO MAKE THAT DECISION TO CHANGE THE MASCULINE OPPRESSIVE DYNAMIC COULD KEEP YOU STUCK FOR YOUR ENTIRE LIFE.
 
 
There. I said it. So it’s YOU who have to weigh the consequences of YOUR soul’s desire for growth, boundless beauty cultivation at an identity level of consciousness and reality (where your Starlet Codex holds the exact keys to ACCESS Starlet consciousness to transfigure and amplify the spirit qualities of your soul publicly without sabotage, without collapse, without guilt, shame, humiliation, fear, insecurity, doubts, self-censorship, etc.)
 
 
This can be challenging if you are in a current and entangled relationship where it feels your divine feminine is admittedly being SUFFOCATED spiritually and socially.
 
 
You got into the relationship and there are still good things – again WHICH COMPLICATES IT because you’ll justify staying and being with him UNDERSTANDABLY.
 
 
And this dynamic, your comfort with each other and the limitations of the relationship container, roles and expectations – it all keeps you stuck for years from that GREATER EXPRESSION AND BEAUTY. Honestly; you’re not sure he could handle it.
 
 
(I’m not saying to necessarily ‘break up’; however, this is about clarity and empowering your path either way – YOUR choice, your life).
 
 
In relationships that otherwise aren’t toxic, he may ‘lead’ under the guise of conservative values and ‘morality’ where a woman shouldn’t be seen or expressed in her beauty nor sexuality for other men…however, there’s a deeper issue going on here besides that your male figure doesn’t have Star consciousness that can allow BEAUTY to be expressed publicly and socially without it threatening him (and instead rely on the strength of your ‘actual’ agreement together rather than manic perceived fears of you being with other men). 
 
 
This ‘morality’ police angle of religion and the manosphere actually abdicates Goddess consciousness. They and the egregore simply doesn’t know how to handle it.
 
 
Human constructionist ‘morality’ and some evolutionary biology justification is often their model but doesn’t include the divine masculine power to meet Goddess in the equation (remember; we’re not talking about you actually ‘cheating’ with the world of men, it’s actually his insecurity and fears to let you be a Starlet where as a Star he is even MORE of a man).
 
 
And btw; this IS spiritual because we’re talking about essentially the divine masculine in men being able to HOLD PRESENCE AND SPACE without expectation, control, siphoning or micro-managing to that level of Beauty. Shiva level presence to the spirit of your Goddess/Starlet codex.
 
 
So…Mix in his authentic biological urge to know he is the father (there wasn’t DNA paternity testing until the 1980’s) so even though he has reason to ‘rein you in’ and thinks that ‘a mother shouldn’t be erotic esp. in public when she’s married’, more often this ends up becoming shadow behavior because he doesn’t know how to face and be present with GODDESS Herself (a.k.a. the level of Beauty you would have if you really allowed it).
 
 
This is because his mortal man isn’t worthy of Goddess (just like the village girl isn’t worthy of bedding the Emperor-King).
It’s worth mentioning that many women ‘re-wild’ in Goddess circles…this can be important medicine (for a phase) to SEVER from many ways of the constrictive masculine (shadow); however, what we’re referring to outside of an understandably safe reclamation bubble is facing THE WORLD AT LARGE and fully re-integrated;
 
 
Being seen (and being able to be sovereign and seen) including BY the shadow masculine public and the psychic weight of men that have held you back in the past (let alone possibly siphoned from you); this is where STARLET and Grail dynamics come into the equation…
 
 
Men and the masculine are implicated and part of all of this…you may find that you may have to graduate from the Goddess circle-bubble into public Starlet if you have a divine feminine mission that requires being seen and relating with the masculine in ascension or influence.
 
 
We’re talking about making it safe for you to shine TO THE WORLD (Starlet is your medicine).
 
 
Anyways, I regress;
 
 
Because he is UNINITIATED in the consciousness-truth of the Holy Grail itself of Divine Union (and men in general in the collective); it would THREATEN him to the very core so he finds ways to prevent you from ever truly shining.
 
 
He remains the governator to your Beauty-Truth. Or at least you got into relational agreement to where that IS the authority.
 
 
 
If you went forward with discovering your Starlet codex and (God forbid) joining AvaStar Starlet Makeover with monthly support and committing to such a makeover; yes – many men would find you far more attractive and getting attention and this could cause him to;
 
 
 
*Be threatened and triggered; over-react, get jealous or want to start fist-fights with other men
 
 
*Collapse into nervous fear with inability to hold presence in his nervous system
 
 
*Triggers into passive-aggressiveness
 
 
*Flare up in anger
 
 
*Obsessively micro-manage and control you
 
 
*Shame, guilt, berate and belittle you and your greater beauty expression (or Eros allure) when it starts peeking forward
 
 
*Love-bomb you because he doesn’t want to let you go ( as a toxic form of control and emotional abuse)
 
 
*Put you back in your spiritually meek place so as not to get such recognition from other men so he’s comfortable again being seen with you
 
 
 
I’ve got news sister; he doesn’t have STAR consciousness (or at least the divine gift of Detachment which then relies on AGREEMENT between each of you related to actual intimacy). He’s not able to healthily HOLD SPACE for that spirit-rich essenced version of you.
 
 
 
And the good sex complicates it but deep down you’re realizing that, oh crap – what if Rion is right and my man cannot hold space for my fuller Beauty without shutting it back down?
 
 
(All of this can cross-over with the conscious twin flame relational template for many women as well; but it’s still not Divine Union)
 
 
So no wonder you’ve held back. It would threaten the divinely (the aspects of) your sub-par relationship you currently have in your SPIRIT to the masculine – even though there are good qualities and attributes your mortal partner has (which stifles you more from changing the dynamic).
YOUR SPIRITUAL SOUL BEAUTY EXPRESSION & SOCIAL INFLUENCE WITH GODDESS CODES is by and large limited to HIS insecurities rather than being CONSTELLATED WITH YOUR IMMORTAL STAR BELOVED WHO HOLDS PRESENCE AND SPACE FOR ALL OF YOUR BEAUTY-GROWTH AND EXPRESSION.
 
 
It’s because you are in a past agreement with a mortal man who isn’t initiated into Divine Union consciousness to hold that level of Presence properly, safely and truly.
 
 
If you shine TOO MUCH past his threshold, you calibrate your behavior back into less than your desire.
 
 
And it’s important to realize the role you had in co-creating this ‘limiting to your spirit and soul relationship’. A past version of you, but still you.
 
 
(And how many more years is this going to continue?)
 
 
Like that chemical that stops the heart from beating at death sentences (isopropopyl or something), men or a man who is still influencing you (subconsciously) or otherwise can have the REAL effect of stopping your full soul, spirit, beauty, identity and consciousness from fully embodying and being SEEN.
 
 
THUS; SHE IS NEVER ABLE TO BE PROPERLY BIRTHED.
 
 
Yes; I’m speaking mostly to #2 of the 3 above here. Remember I go more into the collective (#3) in this recent blog post here (under the Starlet category):
 
 
 
 
And yes; your mortal FATHER (as compared to The Holy Father) may also be still living out HIS standards that is governing your own level of beauty consciousness and visibility in being seen publicly – the thermostat is still set to HIS comfort level (or you got shamed into being something else when it’s really the archetypal, divine feminine that is seeking expression with and through you).
 
 
It may be so extreme; this past masculine influence on you (esp. with trauma, abuse or siphoning OR even strong family control or expectations) that She is effectively paralyzed from ever being truly embodied b/c you’ll get activated into fear-body response.
 
 
HOW MUCH LONGER WILL YOU LET LESSER MORTAL MASCULINE CONSCIOUSNESS BE YOUR GOVERNATOR TO GREATER BEAUTY AND ALLURE EXPRESSION INFLUENCE?
 
 
This limited, NON-Shiva-esque masculine consciousness is important to understand more (ideally). MEN DO NOT KNOW HOW TO RELATE TO ANGELS, GODDESSES, APHRODITES…
 
 
There are SONGS AND POETRY about ALL of this….(Sacred Union dynamics)…men just cannot comprehend it within their ego…they’re just uninitiated in Divine Union.
 
 
 
All of this male-as-beauty-suppressor to your fullest expression;
 
 
 
This in large part has to do with his Holy Grail or Divine Union dynamics (er essentially lack thereof)…this level of masculine consciousness is common and in the bigger picture, unevolved.
 
 
UN-Godly even though moralistic constructionism will say it’s Godly. No; GODLY is HIEROGAMY ITSELF; reunification of God and Goddess consciousness through Holy Son & Daughter as LOVERS. But hey; pop religion mostly threw that out with the bath-water so there isn’t a model for men TO relate to the divine, meta-physical (also a direct reality with social media how it amplifies a single woman’s beauty 1,000,000:1 with social power) and archetypal.
 
 
This fractured-from-Communion personal, egoic male vs. 1 billion:1 ratio of a Goddess…the mortal man simply cannot hold space for Goddess Presence and consciousness (or the many fractals of Her).
 
 
In large part this is because he is not reunified within with his own Beloved and Her form of Goddess consciousness.
 
 
 
IF you were allowed to embody and cultivate your GODDESS or STARLET (and into full, liberated expression for the world to see), but it THREATENS HIM and his mortal ego….how much longer can you allow this to continue?
 
 
MAYBE IT’S OK to have your Starlet shackled b/c the chain isn’t ‘AS’ tight as it could be..? (But is that good enough for you soul; THAT level of compromise).
 
 
And I’ll say another thing; ALLURE is the evolution of Beauty influencer so if you have some form of Sophianic or Goddess codes related to social ascension, these are the influencers of tomorrow; spiritual starlets who are CHOOSING to live their fullest truth and beauty expression.
 
 
This is where MAINSTREAM is headed; ultimately towards Darshanic Beauty influencer (alchemical, temple-grade, transformational beauty).
 
 
So it’s not even just the current model of beauty influencer; SPIRITUAL STARLETS are going to rise in social power (and rightfully so) with their unique codes; but if you’re stopped from ever really beginning because you’re allowing a mortal man’s limited shadow relationship to Goddess truth to stop you?
 
 
Then yeah; it may never happen and your soul itself may never reach that fulfillment and you’ll never have that collective influence from your future tribe.
 
 
 
On a spiritual level (since we’re mostly talking about #2 of the 3 here); if you had that much beauty and he lost it, it would fracture his connection to the Grail (that which he doesn’t even know he desires the most); so he tries to control you to keep what he has…more beauty, more attention = more shadow, toxic, flare-up behavior and paranoia from him suffocating your Starlet even more.
If he was a father figure; you may still be limited to his thermostat of HOW much beauty or erotic expression being seen socially is ‘ok’.
 
 
And yes; a lot of women in my circle have done Goddess, Eros work and RECLAMATION but we’re speaking specifically to your STARLET and her SOCIAL influence…does it actually threaten a male figure in your life and are you still holding back because of it (whether subconsciously or actively in partnership)?
 
 
He may be comfortable with you being together because in a sense he ‘owns you’ in the right ways but still….take it public and where does your Eros-Goddess Dark Vixen go? She can’t.
 
 
Because of the relationship YOU’RE ALLOWING TO CONTINUE TO LIVE to his level of consciousness and his lack of resonance and Unity with Goddess.
 
 
Are you going to let one man or the collective uninitiated masculine (and their hypocrisy and projections towards such Beauty) determine your beauty path and soul’s fullest expression?
 
 
See…What’s missing is DETACHMENT. YOU’VE BEEN IN AGREEMENT WITH A MORTAL MAN (or amalgamation of them) who simply CANNOT hold space for Goddess or your fuller Beauty.
 
 
He’s attached to a version of yourself that isn’t your fullest either (and you know this b/c She is not fully embodied).
 
 
Remember; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED can actually hold space for your Goddess codex Beauty Presence & Truth.
 
 
Detachment to the uninitiated shadow or sophomoric mortal masculine consciousness just doesn’t compute. It basically means to HIM that you’re basically cheating on him and your intimacy by even by showing ANY skin on social media (an I’m speaking to like an upper arm).
 
 
You don’t have to live under that yoke anymore; I mean it’s still your choice and consequence.
 
 
So you may have had a pattern of past men who ended up being toxic and controlling around you if you had exceptional beauty and/or if you allowed your feminine allure to shine publicly. It may seem good from the surface; “Oh he’s protecting me…he wants me for himself” Well…yeah and the whole dynamic if you’re called to be greatly seen and expressed is also KEEPING YOUR STARLET IMPRISONED for a set of different values (and the shadow judgments and conditioning around it that just doesn’t hold space and presence for that level of Beauty to shine because it threatens his control and place in the spiritual realms).
 
 
 
See; this is actually quite common and literally a theme with MANY, MANY WOMEN.
 
 
You are actually not alone although your experience may feel SUBJECTIVE…that ‘he’ (name) is actually inhibiting your shine (well actually, SHE is under your authority, you just got stuck in an agreement with a man who simply cannot face Goddess so it’s that agreement that you’re afraid to break for whatever reasons including the entanglement of kids, mortgage, pets, shared history, not wanting to let go, what if no one else wants you, etc.).
 
 
But what if instead of keeping him personal and just affecting YOU with HIS name and good but also shadow traits and your past attachment or experience with ‘him’ and his imperfections; 
 
 
What if we took this externalized man of suppressive influence to your fullest Eros and Beauty; this individual man in your life or past and simply made him a cultural archetype (even a trope) instead?
 
 
This is because this consciousness IS common amongst 100’s of millions of men. It wasn’t just “Dan my semi-toxic twin flame x-lover”.
And let’s call this over-reactive to signs of attention trope of a man:
 
 
‘Un-Star Man’
 
 
He doesn’t want you to shine publicly.
 
 
He is uninitiated by Goddess, cannot hold space for Starlet Beauty, Her status, power and attention without collapsing either into a ball of fear OR micro-managing, suppressing and controlling her to constrict her Starlet beauty and Eros publicly. 
 
 
His ego and consciousness cannot relate with Goddess; it simply doesn’t know how to; thus he operates from forms of fear (including passive-aggressive love-bombing) to stay connected to the greatest form of beauty he’s known in his life b/c it would mean existential threat fracturing him from the holy grail.
 
 
UN-STAR MAN HAS SUFFOCATED YOUR SPIRITUAL BEAUTY AND FULLEST EXPRESSION.
 
 
(IN SPITE OF his redeeming personal qualities). He’s over-reacting b/c he knows which men are sexual threats even when NOTHING WOULD HAPPEN. Not cool. Not detached. Not allowing your Beauty to have INFLUENCE in the world. UN-Star Man.
 
 
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LIVE UNDER THAT YOKE ANYMORE.  AND I AM HERE TO SUPPORT YOUR STARLET EMBODIMENT AND TRANSFIGURATION (IMAGO) if and when you are ready (that is ;). AvaStar Makeover monthly starlet support.
 
 
Jay-Z gets it btw; he didn’t stifle Beyoncé all these years.
 
 
 
 
They had their own inter-personal agreement. He was a Star to let her Starlet shine (and a star in his own right too).
 
 
Sure; you could feel compassion for this 1 man in your life, but that isn’t the subject of this post.
 
 
The ultimate path for many men TO relate with such Beauty and Communion (the holy grail) is Divine Union and it MAY be possible for him to grow in relationship to YOUR Beauty growth but if he’s just too stuck and complacent it may be impossible for the scale you are called for in being seen.
 
 
There’s great energy with all of this dynamic (including in that one woman’s life) TO make a powerful change and fast…to ACCESS all of your current seat-of-the-soul essences, cultivate more, bring them into embodiment as we cultivate your Light body temple and transfigure into the butterfly-imago to the world of your most alluring self.
 
 
But are you going to let ‘him’ (different than a divine aspect counterpart of HIM) stop you (because YOU still have THE POWER to choose)?
 
 
This is serious identity work here implicated with RELATIONSHIPS and your relationship to even a partner with a lot of entanglement (even kids, mortgage, etc. like I said).
 
 
Hey; I’ve had women who literally got divorced after working with me but also some whose relationship grew into greater love and growth together.
 
 
THIS IS YOUR PATH. Can ‘he’ hold space for it? Could he grow into holding space for that level of Goddess consciousness and beauty PUBLICLY SEEN?
 
 
If not; hmm…
 
 
Maybe you might have to get into Divine Union alchemy where your Immortal Beloved ‘STAR’ aspect counter-part CAN hold space (although doing such work or being with me in AvaStar Makeover monthly starlet support is likely going to trigger your current masculine dynamic; which is also why this work is so powerful to change on an identity level).
 
 
Your current model of the unsupportive-to-your-fullest-expression masculine has to ideally be REPLACED with a model that is (this can be ME by proxy in temple space or work directly in Sacred Union alchemy with your Immortal Beloved).
 
 
Currently; I’m actively working with 6-7 starlets who have CHOSEN themselves and a different relationship to the masculine that can support their greater Beauty presence and influence in AvaStar Makeover monthly
 
 
And btw this isn’t even about being the ‘independent woman’ archetype either; this is about more nurturing, loving, Eros and beauty that would benefit the masculine collective AND YOUR MAN if he could handle it.
 
 
 
So assuming that you’ve been in this dynamic of a man or male figure (or cultural archetype/trope) holding you back (which may include father vs. Father dynamics);
(Btw; if you HAVE a partner who IS supportive of your Starlet…would he give space for far, far more Beauty embodiment and social attention for you then? Or where is that thresh-hold? Remember, I’m speaking to qualifying ladies on this subject otherwise but you may be reading for insights anyways). So back to the pre-qualifying woman who has dealt with this or IS dealing with it…
 
 
He’s been suppressing your fullest truth and society has with their hypocrisy in many ways but YOU have to choose your Avatar/Starlet codexed divine feminine truth of beauty expression for ascension – your spiritual starlet – OVER all that would inhibit it (because essentially on past agreements which may now have run their course ; you have been co-creating and ALLOWING IT). 
 
 
Men in your life and future are implicated.
 
 
These aren’t easy decisions, but they’re powerful decisions and they are YOUR highly leveraged decisions if you’ve been held back by a man who simply CANNOT hold space for that level of Beauty and consciousness that you know you have in your spirit.
 
 
There IS leverage for ridiculously fast transformation into embodying that which you’ve not been able to but you have to have the space and proper support with it (this is also where my Temple-Grade Star consciousness comes in with AvaStar and especially in IMAGO where we have live temple space presence together to ativate your Starlet into supreme safety and SPACE for such Beauty if you’ve not had that before in relation to the masculine).
 
 
 
 
And yes; there may be consequences based on past agreements…agreements that your soul is dying to break free from to fully be liberated. And/but even if you have kids, could you keep living a life that doesn’t let them see the model of your fullest truth and what is possible – or rather a lifetime of suppression to fit into his mortal limitations b/c he’s the ‘head of the household’. 
 
 
BIG DECISIONS. A lot to ruminate; however, know that we can MOVE FAST if you are ready to make big identity moves and deal with the consequences; this is just part of the sacrifice and price you have to pay to live as your spiritual starlet or signature alluring goddess (whatever you want to call Her but it’s THAT version of you and how the world respond to HER).
 
 
I would recommend IMAGO though if you’ve been under the yoke of a man or men in your life who CANNOT hold space for that level of Beauty…after YEARS AND YEARS of not being able to BREATHE….
 
 
Your somatic body should best get the EXPERIENCE of attunement and knowing that it’s profoundly ok to be that liberated without corruption, shadow, expectation or ANY shadow in relation to the masculine. To somatically experience and LAND what that liberty is really like after being shackled for years around the masculine.
 
 
That temple experience alone is worth the $5000 VIP day (but at current pricing subject to change/rise; you can get AvaStar along with that VIP day for half off essentially by booking one of the first 3 spots for AvaStar IMAGO with Immersive Temple Space for your Starlet LIVE with Rion details
 
 
Check page for details and availability b/c there are LTD. spots.
 
 
Ok, I hope there was a lot in here for you to get more clarity on what might be holding you back – related to this specific subject of being constrained BY a model of the masculine in your past (that you’re still carrying the psychic weight with you) or actively right now. You no longer have to be suffocated from your great Goddess cultivation and visibility; you just have to make some different decisions with consequences…
 
 
I am here for the professional support if and when you are ready (and yes; there is a price to pay to sacrifice WHO YOU WERE to CLAIM, embody and BECOME the transfigured butterfly out of the cocoon of suffocation and trepidation around your true Beauty and Her expression publicly).
 
 
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Or…if you simply want more clarity on YOUR specific situation as a next step; you can book the 45 minute Codex Clarity Session with me (we may not focus on your codex as much based on what you want to uncover and where the consultation flows)