The Spotlight: BIG Spiritual Vision, Yet No One Knows Who You Are?

Are you called to the spotlight with YOUR codes even if no one knows who you are and even you're still dealing with lifelong fugly duckling issues, self-sabotage, image insecurity & visibility wounding but you know that your calling is GREATER than you?

Hey you…(yes you); Light-working goddess with a MASSIVE spiritual dharma…If I could speak into your cocoon for a minute (or more)…

 

You know that you’ve ‘got the codes’; yet you know that you’re not fully allowing them to be embodied, seen, felt and expressed.

 

There’s something holding you back from REALLY stepping into your greater public service and destiny.

 

Yes, there’s a LOT more in store for you and for your path; but it requires you being in your FULLEST embodiment AND expression. Nothing less will really do and you’ve already had years of mostly being ‘behind’ the scene.

 

Yes; you want more engagement with your social media; but what if most of your social media lands flat and doesn’t get much engagement b/c you’re in this battle with yourself that others are subconsciously picking up on vs. having more the IT GIRL momentum of upward spiral trajectory?

 

What if you don’t have to post non-stop content b/c people can sense that you’re not fully embodied with your codes and ready to be seen. What if you’re not ready to be THAT influential yet?

 

What if they’re picking up energetically on YOUR self-sabotage and insecurity b/c part of you non-consciously is NOT wanting to be seen (b/c subconsciously it’s terrifying and you fear their judgments, sticking out, re-traumatization and so forth?)

 

Although riddled with a lot of self-doubt and image insecurity in being so vulnerably exposed publicly; you have a BIG spiritual mission and you know you’re not living into it b/c of past visibility wounding, self-sabotage, ugly duckling syndrome and concerns of what others will say about you if you dared stand out in your truth?!

 

You may have been publicly humiliated from being seen in the past as well.

 

The millionaire speaker-host in L.A. STOPPED me live when I was speaking on stage in front of 100’s of people and said to me “Yeah…this just isn’t working”.

 

But your divinated vision is TOO BIG and TOO IMPORTANT to NOT get YOUR codes out on a large scale and to really STEP INTO THE SPOTLIGHT you desire – of SERVICE.

 

Call it what you will, but you are DESTINED to become an influencer of some sort.

 

At some point you may realize that the playing it small and dimming your light is just too much; it’s 2026 after all and YOUR PURPOSE IS GREATER THAN YOU (and think all those who you are meant to influence).

 

Plus; all kinds of OTHER (more superficial) influencers have big followings online while your dream has been kept preserved largely to yourself and a small circle that you don’t want to disappoint so you’ve played it safe. 

 

You’ve simply been hiding too long and justifying it.

 

YOUR CODES MUST GET OUT THERE in the GREATER CURRENTS and that means YOU HAVE TO CLAIM YOUR THRONE…even if that means becoming the STARLET version of yourself that is fully expressed in your beauty and codes no matter your current visibility wounding. 

 

For what’s required, you CANNOT half decide this.

 

What if it was finally time NOW to CLAIM full embodiment and VISIBILITY of your unique Goddess codes and make a mark on social media with your signature brand that people FEEL that you have so obviously ARRIVED?! 

 

And what if THAT organically compelled people to follow, engage and respond to you more than anything else?

 

Will you take the risk to get the support to overcome all of your sabotage and even become a spiritual starlet or spiritual celebrity before it’s too late and your vision withers away?

 

Or while you just succumb to playing it safe and small even though God has a big vision and great Beauty and influence meant for you(which = no global impact with YOUR codes, no fullest beauty expression either). 

 

It would mean letting your insecurities, doubts and the judgments of others not only hold YOU back and letting them win; but also holding your DIVINE CODES from impacting the world.

 

The years are going by.

 

How are you going to open up to the world’s attention when you’re mostly still IN THE COCOON energetically?

 

After all;

 

The ATTENTION you desire is there with spiritual starlet or spiritual celebrity sub-archetype constellation; but, you have kept one foot on the gas and one foot on the brakes for years with truly BEING SEEN (while not fully realizing your own self-sabotage and visibility wounding is the exact thing holding you back and why others aren’t responding to you). 

 

Your soma wants to remain ‘safe’ but it’s actually living FROM fear. SOMETHING has to change and the STARLET version of you doesn’t have these same issues.

 

But how do you OVERCOME lifelong visibility issues to dare to TAKE THE SPOTLIGHT?

 

Well…STARLET DOESN’T HAVE THESE ISSUES, you would just have to have a way to ACCESS STARLET CONSCIOUSNESS for She is the transfiguration public expression OF the divine feminine and Her codexii.

 

In other words; YOUR STARLET CODEX…the unique constellation of YOUR siddhic, archetypal, soul value, Light and Dark divine feminine qualities ARE YOUR KEY. 

 

They are your signature spiritual brand as well. In AvaStar, we work WITH Starlet for your transfiguration and leverage Her unsiphonable, fully expressed codes for your transfiguration into the SPIRITUAL STARLET necessary to take on the greater public, its projections and its shadows to live your dharma as an encoded influencer.

 

…and get the organic media and professional response you desire without having to post content non-stop.

 

After all; what’s the COST of not finally RESOLVING your lifelong visibility wounding while your GOD-APPOINTED MISSION gets all dusty and remains a dream while meanwhile people are following all kinds of OTHER, less intelligent, less encoded, less medicinal influencers while you continue to ‘play it safe’ from the sidelines concerned about what a small circle might think of you if you ‘rise above’. 

 

When is enough enough? And will you CLAIM your divine birthright as an influencer with such unique codes (or let your subconscious fears and what others think, continue to win out)?

 

I’m working with 8 soul starlets RIGHT NOW in AvaStar who have said YES to THEIR Goddess codex and the PUBLIC transfiguration of their highest embodied and VISIBLE self with their own signature spiritual starlet brands in the AvaStar Makeover.

 

If you’re ready to FINALLY be seen and actively DO THIS after years and years of self-doubt, crippling image and performance anxiety, fugly duckling, PLUS

 

‘What will they think’, fear of siphoning if you’re ‘exposed’ out there and all of that, then sign up for the AvaStar Makeover.

 

It’s a 6 month experience; however, technically you can stay 1 month or much longer than 6. 

 

This page includes more details and registration with 2 regular spots available and there’s also a VIP level of AvaStar which includes more intensive in-person VIP day temple time immersion with me.

 

Check it out if this is speaking to part of you that KNOWS something is stirring…even if you’re triggered by the concept of YOU being a spiritual celebrity…>>

Beauty As A Commitment To The Full Visual Expression Of Your Spirit & Soul

Somewhere it is written or spoken that ‘Beauty is/as a commitment and integrity to the fullest expression of your soul‘.

 

(And that can refer to masculine essence expression as well).

 

Because your light of RADIANCE is soulful and not just corporeal b/c you are multi-dimensional and exist on more bandwidth than the visible light sliver (IN the transmission of all of your visual media);

 

Will you choose to be more truly SEEN and fully expressed visually in your multi-dimensional beauty (and not merely skin-deep optimization) so that you have more FELT influence?

 

Recently; I have realized (in lieu of all of the places that I have been HIDDEN and hiding) that THE most important thing (this year/in general) is that I visually embody and express the TRUTH of me and my codes.

 

Of course this is in the bigger picture context that WE know of in which LIGHT of your image is multi-dimensional and not merely constricted to the .0035% of visible light that the Beauty industry values with its skin-deep superficial mastery of beautification.

 

IT’s both Beauty 1.0 as the world knows it AND the expanded frequency bands of essence based power and beauty radiance as felt influence (charisma + allure) itself; all of the above.

 

This integrity to my ACCURATE expression is now one of my most important values long-term too.

 

That I embody and be my AUTHENTIC self…that the qualities of my SOUL and spirit can be expressed visually + to lead by example as a testament for the industry and world leading charisma and allure work that I’m doing (here with Sexy Chi and Allure Priestess).

 

I’ve been hidden for far too long and I realized that it was mostly a shadow web of fears; insecurities, doubts, fugly duckling, past performance anxiety public failures and more but that my greater purpose was far more important.

 

Beloved’s Divine Will for me is far greater than not only my own vision but in allowing these visibility wounds to continue to hold me back from anything less than EMBODYING my CODES and Power so that I come across as one and the same with how advanced I am spiritually and soulfully.

 

This is THE most important thing; to BE the brand (and as REAL). Here…we’re getting a more solid glimpse too…

 

 

To be the living testament with alchemical presence of the magic so people can get MEDICINE from image alone and know that it’s real.

 

This is the advanced work of ‘inner beauty’ applied to what’s relevant on-camera.

 

This is what’s going to take my brand and work global and change industries; I can no longer hide ‘behind the scenes’, in audio meditations where I’m not ‘seen’ or in testimonial reliance.

 

Wouldn’t you want to ACCURATELY convey the felt-sense of your truth to discerning soul tribe peeps?

 

THIS WORK is far too important and the time is NOW for the codes to evolve industries in the way they’re meant to.

 

And the same goes for you…YOU have codes that you could be expressing visually that people will KNOW it’s IT more than 1000 words.

 

But we have to work with your light body; essence, embodiment and expression as well as visibility wounds to swiftly do a real makeover.

 

For me; it’s been a long journey and you too may have had many blockages.

 

I’m one of those that we could say is image ‘post-conscious’. We’re self-aware that we’re self-aware. And that has its pro’s and cons.

 

I wrote about this somewhere else; but it’s where a lot of ‘masculine men’ aren’t even aware of any image related insecurities or issues and people laud them for it.

 

The thing is; those men also don’t have the conscious competence to do more advanced image work and soulful versatile expression either; they’re more fixed into a certain, constricted dimension and paradigm of reliable self-image.

 

I haven’t had the luxury of that form of pre-conscious ignorance.

 

Consider that professional actors are some of those who (like me) have to be consciously aware (essence acting just takes that to new heights).

 

We’re conscious that we have image related issues and/or dynamics instead of just not giving a damn…but we have the advantage that we MUST work with them and it opens up entirely new realms of image mastery and expression.

 

The only thing some of us can do who HAVE visibility issues is to actually take them on and RESOLVE THEM….to end up MASTERING our own visual communication and soul transmission visually.

 

That’s the best thing….Muse and I are re-writing the code and there are many advantages now.

 

Another lightworker once had some issues about what I was doing;

 

“You shouldn’t be that insecure about your image Rion…you shouldn’t care….it’s weird that men should have to care about that (like you).”

 

It might be worth mentioning that he himself didn’t come across as visually stunning b/c he valued himself as ‘behind the scenes’ and didn’t really care. (And yet still others would ‘read’ him from his online branding, etc. too)

 

But it DOES matter not only because I’m the leading guide OF a visual revolution with Beauty and the Performance Arts infusing pro energy work with image itself, but because anything less is NOT authentic to my true self. First impressions matter b/c people are getting a ‘read’ of you and me…are we being most HONEST about who we really are?

 

I was HIDING OUT and living FROM insecurities, doubts and fears by just being known behind the scenes or in my vocal powerliminal meditation attunements.

 

For whatever reasons, I’ve been dealt these cards (mostly from nurture I guess).

 

If I do not resolve them, I’m still living from fear AND there’s no chance of changing the game for millions of others with the true image mastery archetype, allure and charisma essence work. (Those remaining pockets of self-image, etc. resistance which I’m progressively working out btw; would still be coming across but I’ve shown you some before and afters in recent blog posts)

 

Will you BOLDLY embody your brand where no one has gone before?!

 

The good news is that if you like me have done SOOOO much spiritual work and have access to ESSENCE qualities of consciousness yet still have image wounding; you have advantages…it’s just in working with the light body and psyche to allow the LIGHT of those essences to be EMBODIED and then EXPRESSED radiantly while dissolving the energetic chakric and auric distortions and blockages TO that which you already have in essence.

 

The AvaStar work with knowing your own unique Star or Starlet codex just does it all directly in the fastest possible way for your metamorphosis from cocoon to butterfly. And this work is the precursor to ‘Essence Acting’.

 

If you’re REALLLLLY meant to have massive influence, you’ve likely undergone SEVERE self-image dysmorphia and crippling image anxiety or fear of being siphoned from in past experiences which have created armor and anxiety in your body which is still preventing the great beauty you hold to become alchemized into the swan.

 

Will you COMPLETE the process? The metamorphosis from cocoon into butterfly?

 

Will you resolve your visibility wounds?

 

Will you get the professional support for INNER (essenced) beauty rather than remaining in the world of visible light superficial beautification?

 

Will you commit to your multi-dimensional BEAUTY cultivation and soulful, spiritual expression visually in ALL of the light and felt influence of your image and presence?

 

Will you commit to your archetypal beauty (and the authentic consciousness that goes with it) instead of just being ‘styled’ like it?

 

Your siddhic beauty in the seat of your soul into alchemization INTO visual presence and image?

 

(We work on that in EACH activation sesson available on-site and in the packages)

 

Will you become the most enchanting, alluring version of yourself with YOUR codes?

 

Will you include ALLURE (or charisma) as a prime component OF your professional Beauty and image itself?

 

(The expanded RESPONSE-friendly felt influence frequency bands outside of visible light)?

 

The most alluring, beautiful you…

 

This is the work we do here at Sexy Chi throughout the activation sessions and different packages (including Allure Makeover and AvaStar Makeover).

 

WILL YOU (like I’m doing); ALCHEMIZE the Beauty of your codes in essence INTO your visual embodiment and expression as the Star/let version of yourself to be felt and seen?

 

To truly REPRESENT your truth and felt influence in this era of social media to let your codes have the MASSIVE impact you’re meant to?

 

Will you DARE to be seen and on a larger scale?

 

Can you afford to play it small and hidden anymore (secretly run by these fears)…esp. in this attention age economy with social media?

 

Or are you ready for the larger currents and living as the highest timeline SIGNATURE brand of YOU in all dimensions?

 

Will you step INTO your voice, beauty and power on a larger scale?

 

To embody, amplify and express YOUR unique archetypal and siddhic qualities of INFLUENCE?

 

If you are also ALREADY a powerful or beautiful soul but THAT BEAUTY and the vibe-truth of it is NOT coming across accurately (and more likely energetic blocks are causing DISTORTION and making you even uglier than you KNOW you are and it triggers you), this is the work.

 

It’s not just who you are and then expecting people to know or respond to that hidden genius.

 

It’s how and WHO you are communicating yourself as.

 

Yes; we can do it authentically….your Star/let codex is REALLY a powerful key for signature allure publicly.

 

And yeah; that’s in first impression and yes we can tell a lot more than just the visible light frequency range b/c so many intuitive people are becoming even more psychic, experienced and discerning to know who and what is REAL and not a poser.

 

Your Star/let codex is a direct path. We have to activate and embody your soul codes and then have them RADIATING while dissolving remaining visibility insecurities.

 

We just have to work with your light-body directly for the FASTEST (and conscious competent) results.

 

If you’re here;

 

You already KNOW it’s about essence. (+I have 100s of client testimonials and other testimonials on-site).

 

I don’t have to sell you on that (even though I’ll continue educating the mainstream that charisma is more than just looks maxing superficial glow-ups); you ALREADY know…and your codes already hold such MEDICINE and power.

 

WHY WOULDN’T YOU want that visually expressed in social media so that your dharma can accelerate and you can be in greater influence?

 

And if not; what’s actually STOPPING or sabotaging your avatar self icon?

 

I’m doing the work…I’m like that hair club president for men as well b/c I’m also a client (with self-activations).

 

If like me; you realize that YOU ARE THE BRAND and you want people to sense, feel and know your CODES organically and have THAT non-salesiness do most of the selling FOR YOU b/c WHO you are speaks louder than words (and the words flow from fearless authentic TRANSMISSION), then I invite you to,,,

 

Discover more about the monthly star and starlet support with the AvaStar here.

 

I choose the Beauty of my FULLEST, versatile siddhic and archetypal expression. I am committed (and that includes to showcase the REUNIFICATION that I have with Beloved in my image/presence).

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Remember that YT influencer JFLA’s secret VIRAL influence and 14 million + subscribers (larger than fashion brands) is encoded IN her siddhic Gene Key radiance of Grace. She offers alluring MEDICINE to people and that’s why they are so affected by her image.

 

I talk about this elsewhere on site…THAT is part of HER codex and how she’s INFLUENCING people from her allure to stand out from other vocal cover artists.

 

p.p.s. If you still don’t believe it’s possible…the ARCHETYPES already hold the keys to most Power and Beauty…you just have to ACCESS and embody them as they amplify your soul…your SOUL (not egoic self) gets to CHOOSE.

 

In the direct light body work itself in the AvaStar Makeover;

 

Starlet (and how we leverage Her) is proxy for the divine feminine transfiguration and amplification of YOUR unique codex (even if it doesn’t include literal Starlet archetype Herself).

 

And yes; there are the Siddhic Beauty Meditation Powerliminals

And here Siddhic Beauty Meditation 2

 

Will you CHOOSE Beauty and your fullest expression which includes ACTIVATING, activated and alchemical ALLURE as a testament and commitment to YOUR fullest expression?

 

I’m here to directly support your journey…

Your Soul Starlet INFLUENCE vs. Resistance To Being Seen From Past Siphoning

IF you are called to greater social and visual influence with YOUR codes on a larger scale;

 

IF you have been siphoned from the in the past (whether you have remnants of ugly duckling syndrome or not); your VISUAL SOCIAL media influence is most likely being affected (for you and your body will find ways to hide, armor or protect yourself from ever being in your vulnerable and essenced fullness).

 

You may be only fully expressed around people you feel SAFE around and yet ironically that may not be the larger scale on which you’re meant to serve.

 

Not being seen FOR a larger scale could be inherently inhibiting the organic attraction and response potential OF your visual social media and branding b/c you carry RESISTANCES within that are showing up on camera and subconsciously in how others respond to you.

 

MORE MARKETING or even content generation isn’t going to really fix that. YOU are your brand and most likely you are called to a greater scale of massive influence (with social media).

 

Since your psyche is in limbo (not to mention numerous OTHER sabotage factors you may have running); it’s not ready to be seen and experienced in your full influence, power, codes and beauty energetically naked ‘full-frontal’ visually.

 

There may be DIS-embodiment of the codes you HAVE but you have rarely SEEN come through ‘on-camera’ vs. full-time stability and transmission presence.

 

It subconsciously conflates being energetically vulnerable with being stolen from so will find ways to secretly SABOTAGE you from being ‘exposed’.

 

So; if you HAVE been siphoned from in the past (like from the shadows of certain men); can you sense how your light body could conflate your feminine INFLUENCE of sharing your nurturing radiance visually VS. the armoring to protect yourself from further trauma, siphoning and being ‘taken from’?

 

Because if you really go public, then it’s potentially times 1 MILLION. This could keep you STARLET codex from ever being truly fully embodied, EXPRESSED and seen…and yet THAT may be the medicine that’s required FOR you purpose to be fulfilled on a larger scale.

 

Did you know that with the Starlet work we do, She has a crystalline protection shield for your aura where your essences can BREATHE but they are protected? We now do this in Starlet activations.

 

Starlet and your Starlet codex may very well be the medicine. You just have to integrate Her. STARLET is unsiphonable and doesn’t have visibility wounds and fears of being taken from.

 

Your Starlet codex is the most direct path to embodiment of YOUR unique soul-spirit gifts and codex; where you IMAGE is one and the same with the truth of who you are in the seat of the soul.

 

Then it’s about removing energetic blockages, shadow-webs and resistances, embodying and expressing (allure) your unique Beauty codes.

 

Can you sense how NOT resolving your energy body trauma from ‘being seen’ and safely expressed socially and publicly (in the sharky shark world) could prevent your codes starlet and largest mission from ever being fulfilled and lived if you still hold those imprints from the past ‘takening’?

 

Yes; this is important, soul level identity work…not merely superficial glow-up. I now have DOZENS of Soul Starlet related posts on the blog for further contemplation and yes; the AvaStar Makeover and starlet support is available for direct makeover transformation (and iconic personal branding).

 

Fear of Being Consumed vs. Being Visible: Deeper Dive Article

 

Isn’t it time for your VISUALS to be ‘one and the same’ with how beautiful you are at a soulful level? This is the work! Nothing has to stop you now from confidently being exposed and expressed to the world; Starlet has that medicine.

What About eXtreme Identity Makeover Transformation?

What about a more eXtreme identity makeover transformation?

 

What about becoming that idealized version of yourself (that was previously just a dream or so far out of reach)?

 

As you may know, I’ve been talking about this concept of the Star/let Codex for a few short months now.

 

This is an EVOLUTIONARY breakthrough that will allow others to ACCESS their own STAR version of self (and authentic Star or Starlet consciousness) for public and social media visibility with CONFIDENCE.

 

Because the Star/let codex is uniquely YOURS and the concept is SO powerful, we’re able to use it to leverage more extreme ‘shock ‘n awe’ makeover transformations.

 

And you know what? It would have to because this is FOUNDATIONALLY the level and type of work I’m going to be doing with Hollywood’s actors and actresses with the inception of ‘Essence Acting’ (I’ve already registered the domains).

 

It’s this more extreme PRACTICAL path of identity-level BELIEVABLE makeover. See; real transformation it’s not about a simple looks-maxxing glow up, it has to be BELIEVABLE; embodied, congruent so VERY discerning, high status people will feel and know you are REAL. In otw; true charisma or allure CANNOT be faked.

 

You can be DRESSED like any archetype or such but if you don’t believe it, you’re kinda like a poser.

 

And this isn’t about ‘fake it til you make it either’.

 

So if you have a lifelong secret desire to become the MOVIE STAR version of yourself or fully expressed in all of your Beauty and essences that drops jaws when you enter the room but you feel SO far away from being THAT star or starlet version of self;

 

How do you embody the more EXTREME makeover at an identity level AND…in the FASTEST AMOUNT OF TIME POSSIBLE (like if you are just FED UP with being UNSEEN, INVISIBLE, UNDER-RECOGNIZED and are called to share your gifts to the world instead of hiding out or living in secretive fears)?

 

Well…the process includes KNOWING your own Star or Starlet codex.

 

These are YOUR soul’s avatar constellation of archetypal, siddhic, gift, soul value, soul-karmic and elemental signatures and the specific order/sequence of them that best REPRESENTS your truth.

 

(And there’s WORLD’S of difference in the entire spectrum and placement that best encapsulates YOU at a soul level b/c even Queen-Lover is different than Lover-Queen)

 

I have a long-string codex which includes MANY archetypes b/c my soul is that diverse; however the short-string Star Codex for me is simply the Muse-Magician Rockstar.

 

KNOWING my codex and how to work with them allows me to EMBODY the codes from the seat of my soul in ESSENCE (as well as bring in NEW codes)…to bring them into EMBODIMENT…

 

SEE….When you simply HAVE the actual ESSENCES…it’s the real deal premium thing anyways…the ESSENCES are what are believable and THEN that informs beliefs, self-image, confidence, behavior, posture, physiology, etc. EVERYONE ELSE is doing it backwards by looks-maxing and forms of posing or faking it until they hopefully believe it but all of that was really secondary.

 

With the AvaStar Makeover (and my future Essence Acting) work; we work DIRECTLY with your light-body itself; with essences, embodiment and expression FROM your light body (which is central to the LIGHT of your image and visual media).

 

So…back to the EXTREME makeover…this is really what the BEST actors and actresses do; they have entirely different essences, physiology, beliefs of their different characters; just think of Edward Norton or Jennifer Lawrence.

 

Think of the difference between Nathaniel Hawkeye in The Last of the Mohicans vs. the character ‘Abraham Lincoln’….THOSE are extreme makeovers and for it to be BELIEVABLE;

 

 

(Images used under fair use copyright guidelines and no I haven’t worked with the legendary Daniel Day-Lewis as of yet)

 

..For us as non-professional actors – it requires working at a deeper level than ‘just’ extrinsic image support.

 

We get into the energetics; with this work (here at Sexy Chi where we’re all about value); we work with essences most directly.

 

So yes; if you have a desire to become that STAR version of yourself…once you know what your unique AVATAR soul self codes are, we then amplify THOSE with the Avatar Star/let makeover process…this may mean that it may not actually ‘include’ the archetypal Star or Starlet as part of your codex (it may or may not); but we use your Codex as a proxy to access Star and Starlet consciousness to transfigure your light body and psyche FOR public mass visibility and IDENTITY embodiment.

 

There’s something else I wanted to say about this…my own makeover has been quite extreme.

 

So if it all seems too out of touch for you; that DREAM version of yourself and IF you have those qualities at the level of SOUL, you have INSTANT advantages; we just have to bring them into EMBODIMENT and energetic expression visibly…you may not have even SEEN your true self yet b/c the gap between your seat of the soul and embodiment has been too grand…I’ve had an extreme makeover so far from fugly duckling into where I’m at now as the obvious Muse Magician while still strengthening Rockstar (but it’s WITH this work).

 

I mentioned before; to go from insecure, fugly duckling with severe performance anxiety and self-image masochism as a ‘middle-aged’ man to then embody Magician-Rockstar…

 

 

 

 

This is unheard of…what middle-aged men become sx icons at their age?

 

Maybe 3 a year globally in the public eye?

 

So I had a very uphill battle so to speak; RIDDLED with doubts and major insecurities (reference those earlier versions of myself)… HOWEVER, the strength of WHO I was in spirit and soul was there as a true and experienced Magician/Sorcerer… SHOWING MY TRUTH has become about THE most important thing for me (I don’t know if you can relate); after putting SO many intense years into becoming who I am at a soul level…NOT showing my truth in transparent PRESENCE became more unbearable.

 

I just had to have a process and reason enough to EMBODY the codes I already had and then bring them out visually as charisma.

 

(Which is why I’m doing the AvaStar makeover process on myself which includes kundalini and dan tien activations for holding POWERFUL essences and Eros).

 

I am already testament of an extreme makeover and representing ICONIC branding and charisma….we can DO THIS especially if you already have amazing beauty and power qualities cultivated in the seat of your soul as essence; you can anticipate results FAST.

 

(Often I do YEARS worth of work with our angels and guides in session space in mere seconds and minutes and from 1000s of miles away).

 

 

If however you have NOT done a lot of spiritual work, we can get started progressively also with activations but if you just suck to begin with or are incredibly mundane but are serious, it’s going to take a longer time BUT this would STILL be ‘the work’ to do while everyone else is focusing on superficial looks-maxxing..

 

THIS is what sets you apart b/c people can FEEL charisma and allure; it cannot be faked and when you have the ESSENCES; THAT’S the real street cred.

 

So….who do you DESIRE to be visually in FELT influence (and swagger or exuding allure)?

 

Pirate?

 

Goddess incarnate?

 

Vixen-Muse Sorceress?

 

Sophia-Starlet?

 

Dark Eros Rockstar?

 

Enchantress of Grace?

 

Remember…I also had it extreme b/c I was DIS-EMBODIED and fractured with the DARK and DARK EROS for years being known as the sanctified Lightworker (I still AM that too btw)…so it was more challenging otherwise.

 

This is the most direct work IN THE WORLD and that’s why my rates will keep rising. No one does this work as directly as we do and the process works.

 

It changes who you are authentically at an identity level of BELIEVABILITY and you become testament in your charisma or allure and how others feel you.

 

I’ve gone through an extreme makeover ALREADY to date so that also helps me to show you what’s possible. We work WITH the archetypes powerfully.

 

(This work is the future NOW btw b/c with social media more ‘democratized’ we all have the opportunity to become our own stars and starlets with circles of influence)

 

 

SO….if you ARE called to become the SPIRIT-Sourced alluring, charismatic BEST, highest timeline version of yourself FOR THE WORLD on your soul path, this is ‘the thing’.

 

Other activation work will help but it’s specifically the Avatar Star/let monthly support of which the first 6 months is the ‘makeover’ portion.

 

At the time of this writing; other AvaStar clients are in month 2 right now as we continue their MAJOR transfiguration and it’s some very powerful work.

 

I’m not in any hurry to rush them to turn over visuals for me to show you even IF they’re ok with it…many have used me as their secret weapon…with that said; this is also DEEP soul work b/c it’s identity level and in some cases includes trauma healing, reclamation and stepping into ones voice and visibility after a lifetime of suppression and fear-based shadows.

 

Reading about it may never be enough; it’s a literal makeover process and this is the MOST direct work including for more extreme makeover transformation at an integrative consciousness, embodiment and belief level + visuals.

 

KNOWING your Star/let codex alone is life-changing and PREMIUM icon personal branding work that marketeers wouldn’t be able to touch anyways.

 

Discover the AvaStar monthly star and starlet support transformation experience here. We work with YOUR codes and values.

Overcoming Heavy Visibility Wound Shadows With…Dance?

…and other Power Insights to help bring out your charisma or allure to have more engagement and social media RESPONSE.

 

If you HATE the idea of ‘dance’, trust me…

 

This is even MORE reason NOT to disconnect here…

 

I was held back for literal YEARS and YEARS (charismatically and stuck in shadow-grid fear) because of certain shadow grid dynamics related to this which may also be affecting you from FASTER transfiguration.

 

If someone said the term ‘ecstatic dance’ or invited me, I would CRINGE and recoil up inside of my body. I’m not kidding. If you are OPEN with dance, you may not be using it like you could for your allure.

 

This is an important POWER post here b/c we’re going to cover a lot of ground related to accelerating your path to CONFIDENT, secure, embodiment and overcoming some of the MAJOR self-sabotage patterns to being seen and powerfully magnetic (as I continue this open mini-series on shadows and struggles to BEING SEEN and activating Star or Starlet codes in your unique codex; living by example with my transfiguration).

 

Considering my background of severe public speaking anxiety (of which I have improved upon by hosting small scale retreats and workshops), I’ve still dealt with heavy IMAGE and self-image anxieties, the fugly duckling and other major sabotage for YEARS to fully being EXPRESSED and seen.

 

But let’s fast forward a bit for now;

 

That I’ve recently broken through myself with ESSENCE + dance with stable enough charisma factor is huge b/c this is already a secret to billions of views out there and you can find YOUR way of replicating it OR at least as using dance as a practical CHANNEL to open up your own charisma or allure.

 

Ok…there’s actually a lot of Star/let codes and overcoming visibility woundedness in here FAST im practicum (not just theory), so check it out…

 

Ok so here’s that recent IG video of me semi-awkwardly pre-dancing for the world. I’m honestly not even as triggered by it and my CRUSTY dance skillz b/c I’ve reached the IDEALIZED ZONE OF baseline CHARISMA COMMUNICATION…essences are OPEN and flowing and I know that THIS is more important than my previous self-sabotage and crippling anxieties. Check it out:

 

Same link also here: INXS ‘New Sensation’ Rion

 

 

BECAUSE I’m more feelable, I’m getting HEALTHY engagement and response on Instagram and facebook (while further starting to PROVE and live the concept of charisma itself).

 

Oh and the NEXT instagram essence or dance video is getting even heavier into the ROCKSTAR archetype with a legendary rock song; a mix of the Erosphere + Dance blend concept of creating an experience showcasing fun/charisma (you might want to do something similar in a format with YOUR codes for your circle). You can follow me on IG here:

 

https://www.instagram.com/rion_kati/

 

BTW as part of your overall DEBUT and identity transformation and branding process;

 

MUSIC can do WONDERS to help YOU attune into and embody your own (different) archetypal codex. This is premium BRANDING and identity MARKETING stuff of authentic goodness here. It’s all about letting myself/yourself be FELT and seen in y/our TRUTH and highlighting aspects of it authentically…

 

Especially if it’s a weaker yet CRITICAL archetype to (fulfill) your PUBLIC soul service, you have to have ways to practically access, bridge, embody and EXPRESS that divine signature (whether it’s Queen or a shift in how people are experiencing you to recalibrate more of where you’re at to something more fun or more serious or more Dark, an archetype you’ve been honestly terrified of and doubting if you could ever embody but if would be a dream if you did, etc.)

 

I mean, in doing my own AvaStar makeover process and LIVING this to be seen (literally by celebrities; this same video) I almost forgot how fun of a guy I can be b/c I’ve been in a ‘cave mode’ as a 5/1 for so long hiding out (and preparing) BEFORE shamelessly going VISIBLE to the world.

 

Ok…

 

This latest IG clip had a stellar 10% love ratio (isn’t THAT scalable! – although it’d probably drop a bit to scale but still, WOW!) and 7% comment ratio. It’s action and response friendly goodness.

 

This is critical stuff in getting people to know, like and trust THE REAL YOU (and I’m doing it now on a new platform).

 

We want to find LEVERAGE POINTS for your faster transformation.

 

And cracking your light body image open to CHARISMA;

 

This is the GOLD in the attention age economy and yes, charisma/allure are THE prime missing pieces (that will help you STAND OUT organically to inspire people to respond b/c they FEEL YOU instead of just ‘see you’ from afar).

 

So I mentioned if you’re on the email list (which you can join on the frontpage of the website) that;

 

One of those hidden signifiers of whether I’m in my truth and influence or not is whether I dance. This has been a major challenge for me for many years. If I’m just NOT dancing, it’s actually saying far deeper things about me and I feel like I have an invisible ball and chain around which drops me into the shadow of vanity and aloof disconnection = NOT EXPRESSED or feelable.

 

And the same might be for you; far more closed off than you think. I would even be the one NOT to dance when everyone else was told or invited to at live events; I was hyper critical and judgmental; stuck in my egoic mind…MAJOR WALLS and barriers.

 

The music had to be perfect (I’M a better DJ than this clown, etc.), the right moment and timing and then I might ‘show off my mad skillz’ except that I was like that for years and any dance skills I had remained ATROPHIED.

 

That’s WHY I’m so crusty in these new dance videos but I know it’s more important that I am FELT.

 

I can regain and gain new dance skills and technique anyway but I know that ESSENCE; charisma is the KEY…it’s FAR more important than technique (esp. for non-professionals but even AT the highest level of Dance it’s what takes THEM into the stratosphere; just ref K-Pop).

 

But you know when I could always dance and cut through my own self-sabotage and shadows? WHEN I’M AROUND MUSES.

 

And when I met that ‘taste of love’ in Medellin Parque Lleras in 2016? When I was already on a double date and I saw her get out of a taxi cab and her crown shot straight up to heaven when she wasn’t even facing me and I thought “WHO IS THAT?” (b/c I wasn’t too into the date I was on anyways as an earlier Rion)…and then later my client and I bought beers and I walked straight towards her and talked in Spanish and then the group of us went out…I DANCED. WE danced as a group (and they were like gypsy dancers).

 

I couldn’t NOT dance because she was a true muse. I even tried to kiss her on the dance floor but she coyly faced away (but it was the right thing then; we kissed on a follow-up date when I was also dancing then).

 

This is also why sometimes in sessions when I’m dressed up, I’ll dance in front of the mirror with muses in music videos or the secret unreleased footage of the 2 Muse priestesses and I at one of our workshops after the photo shoot just having fun (this is safe to share, but not the images without their approval).

 

Muse is my Beloved and brings out my truest self…so maybe your BELOVED is also key to CRACKING OPEN your own allure or charisma and being expressed, dancing and being felt.

 

That leverage can do miracles….to let others FEEL into you and catch your vibe-truth.

 

So a question is; could you semi-awkwardly dance in front of the world to see right now?

 

Because it might hold A MAJOR KEY to opening up your allure to be FELT.

 

You MIGHT be held back for years otherwise until you clear up the shadow webs with more POWER (like the Beloved or your Star codex along with the AvaStar makeover).

 

So yeah; I’ve had my own secret FEAR of Dance, what it represents, how much it’s held things back and how it’s a silver bullet highway to AUTHENTIC TRUTH TRANSMISSION, RESPONSE, engagement and being FELT and seen…but because I’m so reunified now after so much divine union alchemy; Muse within esp. with the Elixir activations of Grail Kundalini helps me to be my truer self too.

 

DANCE is a secret and not so secret key to opening up my charisma (and your allure) as well as dissipating DEEP shadow grid entropy and gravity around being seen.

 

If you have been RESISTING IT and being SEEN dancing, you may have other very deep and HEAVY blocks to exploding your own influence and engagement. You may have GENE KEY SHADOWS related to it that keep you in the SHADOW SWAMP of NON-EXPRESSION…your energies CLOSED IN and closed OFF.

 

DANCE is one of those major keys…and in my case I’m still dealing with an archetype that I’ve been weaker in which I know leads to my A-List success and Star timeline of influencer in entertainment, beauty and fashion (bringing ascension codes).

 

So if I could get my weaker ROCKSTAR to DANCE…this is that concept of getting an archetype MOVING and dancing; how would they move when/if you embodied them? This can take you a long ways to embodiment.

 

But see; here within this was more challenging than it may initially appear because remember not only did I have CRIPPLING performance anxiety and visibility wounds, the Rockstar archetype was still FARRR out of reach for me and yet here, we’re starting to feel an authentic version of Him in the mix ‘land’.

 

If and when you can do this for YOURSELF with an ‘out there’ archetype that represents the global influencer, it’s life changing. So we have to deconstruct this a bit more and go into how, why…

 

For as serious as I usually am, we get to know and feel more of the REAL ME b/c I am more balanced and fun like that (so I’m also re-calibrating how I communicate online also b/c BRAND influence is now leaning more towards the founder rather than just the business brand or corporation itself in this attention age economy of trust and influence).

 

The Muse Magician ROCKSTAR is my public codex (even though I won’t often publicly present myself WITH those exact words; but we’re speaking to the AvaStar makeover process itself here of makeover transformation into Star/Starlet divine public service).

 

In this growing consensus-ly fun video;

 

We get to see me in some of my codes INCLUDING that (previously) weaker one of Rockstar but I have to speak to this b/c it’s more challenging for numerous reasons (this is key stuff if you also have a ‘far out there archetype’ that you KNOW will explode things socially and pull you into the larger currents).

 

First of all; what men do we know become SOME form of Sx Icon at ‘middle age’? It’s practically UNHEARD OF so I had that working against me as well in my expanded SHADOW GRID that’s been preventing me from embodying and expressing my SOUL TRUTH codex.

 

In a sense, I’m an eternal teenager and letting THAT shine. So are there some aspects of YOURSELF that you have been keeping HIDDEN.

 

And yes, you can HAVE re-activated MAIDEN for example AT 64 years old post-menopause. You could even be a ‘cool dad’ but it’s serious work b/c high status people are going to SENSE your vibe truth from their experience and attunement.

 

So there can be a lot of pressure and faking it just isn’t it….but if you ARE a cool, sxy soul, why not just let it show at any age so people can feel you?

 

It’s all about accurate expression of YOUR soul signature codex. And letting people FEEL YOU…this is the FUTURE of social media and it’s what’s working best now esp. for those who don’t want to ‘optimize’ algorithms and AI/hacking, etc.

 

There’s a LOT going on here b/c we have to consider this as a star in the making (I’m giving myself permission to view things CONSCIOUSLY and objectively b/c it’s not about my ego; I’m aware of when things are ‘working’ energetically and I KNOW what path I am destined on).

 

In my recent dance (er…essenced ‘pre-dance’ videos…) on my instagram…

 

We have something of a ‘star is born’…my dancing is semi-awkward and uncalibrated socially but the MAIN THING is that I AM ESSENCED and pure albeit IMPERFECT. I’m focused more on having my CHARISMA be felt rather than perfect dance moves and being ‘held back’ energetically. THAT’S what reaches through more.

 

It’s about de-armoring and then about EMBODIMENT and expression of YOUR divine masculine or feminine codes (archetypes, siddhic…).

 

Rockstar isn’t THAT strong here but I have to give myself ROOM to play and find a way that helps bring him in.

 

So this is one of the secrets to bridging into that ‘far out there’ archetype…well, giving yourself PLAY ROOM like with DANCING.

 

YOU MAY HAVE TO MIX DIFFERENT ARCHETYPES and give them breathing room. Allow yourself to ‘go extreme’…see, in order to bring in ROCKSTAR/Star because it’s still so NEW to my embodiment (although destined with my soul codex and Muse’ decree), I have to both take it serious to let Him drop in but my counter-balance to being too serious (b/c that was a SHADOW BEFORE) is to bring in my Jester and amplify some of the FUN-DORKINESS.

 

In otw; Rockstar is balanced with my archetypal uncalibrated DORK just a little bit; at least in the playful but real time process so that I can later REFINE ROCKSTAR to be more standalone serious and threatening in all of the right and wrong ways (b/c it includes a lot of DARK EROS).

 

DORK is the awkward, cave-dwelling, socially uncalibrated version of self; a beta version that I allow to help TRANSITION me into my more serious authentic archetypes…but we see that the alpha-ness of my soul is kinda redefining that Dork is actually very WELCOME and not resisted or judged. I’m letting it all breathe.

 

But somehow ; the extra CHEESE and FUN balances out the authentic attempts and playroom AT embodying serious Rockstar.

 

 

Also b/c my Jester is real, so I’m doing the process in real time; embodying an archetype that was a secret (healthy) obsession (without shadow here; L/Dark Rockstar) b/c He amplifies the rest of my soul codex as Muse-Magician and has the SOCIAL relevance, status, power, etc. to impact the Beauty collective.

 

You may have to move around yourself to let YOUR codes start expressing themselves with and through you. And you can record it in screen-testing.

 

Again; this is in real time sharing much of the process with you (which heavily includes ongoing activations b/c I’m doing my own active AvaStar makeover in real time TO embody and express my public larger current iconic identity to the collective).

 

See if I was TOO serious about Rockstar when it’s not fully landed and integrated (as well as have further social calibration) it could come across wrong but ultimately finding MY serious embodiment as well as exploring a versatile spectrum of soul-truth visual expression while being centered in primary codex archetypes.

 

So DID you find ‘cheeseface’ in there?

 

Oh and the cheese face part of it has nothing to do with that I’m originally from Wisconsin (so was Dr. David Hawkins and Chris Farley).

 

And it’s not just about being self-deprecating either; it’s deeper than that b/c self-deprecation can also be a shadow of its own when out of balance and certain cultures (like Britain) have it more than others…it’s more about giving myself PLAY ROOM to embody that ‘out there’ archetype into earth.

 

Later; I’ll find a more active balance that will shift between different archetypes in my (ongoing) charisma mastery but I’m ALLOWING myself to be imperfect and be seen even if my image itself still fluctuates it’s more stable BECAUSE I COMMITTED TO DEBUT ITSELF AND BEING SEEN; I PUT a date on it and went LIVE to be seen.

 

This ALLURING EXPRESSION is what you may idealize as well b/c it will be infectious to your people because ESSENCE is the social CURRENCY that is being exchanged in pop culture; one moment you’re lit up in Illumination and another you’re Princess of Celebration or Jester for 10 seconds and then serious mature Sage but as long as it’s the real you; you’ll still have your CORE iconic Star/let codex to rest and rely upon.

 

(I do look forward to showcasing more client visual makeovers with approval; I’ve been underpar on asking for them)

 

That can be intoxicating esp. when fewer people are charismatic or alluring other than celebrity stars.

 

BUT you might have resistances to standing out OR EVEN being JUDGED by your closest friends b/c of how your glow-up or shine makes THEM uncomfortable and THAT could prevent you from GOING BIG.

 

So…you want to work with your debut archetypes your debut archetypes.

 

Remember; I’m strong in foundation on Muse-Magician but even THOSE can use more expression/charisma mastery. THIS IS THE WORK and it’s what we do in the Avatar Star makeover which I’m literally doing myself as well.

 

…Esp. with visual social media influence and branding ESPECIALLY if you are ever in business for yourself with integrity to your spirit codes; this stuff means EVERYTHING (also in face of inorganic AI). and you’re ability to build a following and authentic trust as being TESTAMENT of your brand. I mean allure is ALSO the evolution of beauty influence and the beauty industry itself including social media marketing and branding. We’re already on the frontlines.

 

My charisma factor is DECENT ENOUGH (say around 7.6) but it is ON and ACTIVE…and pretty stable. I’ll be able to make quantum leaps because the foundation is here.

 

THAT is what you want to value…at least be FEELABLE even if it’s perfect and awkward…as long as you’re ESENCED and your aura and chakras are BREATHING, it then makes other egoic judgments and imperfections even FORGIVABLE.

 

IN the AvaStar Makeover we not only get clarity on your soul codex FOR public currents as a powerful influencer, but we do literal energetic embodiment and allure work directly ON your light body so you become FEELABLE and start exponentiating your social media influence.

 

Already, what I’m doing is allowing a channel for masculine energies to be experienced when that is actually not that common anymore. (Check out the latest comment on the bottom there).

 

This is critical b/c you want to have people FEEL YOU AND RESPOND. This is where organic social media GOLD IS….in being your AUTHENTIC, open, expressed and feelable self.

 

That includes being dissolved of your own subconscious barriers and resistances TO being felt. In other words; you have to de-armor and DANCE is a very powerful gateway.

 

Serious vs. FUN.

 

So take the process SERIOUSLY but you have to have fun with it…in my case, I play with the idea itself of ‘serious fun’…you can experience that; I have to land serious ROCKSTAR and His Dark Eros in but it’s crudely mixing with my Dork…but just wait until a few months down the road and when I’m socially recalibrated hosting oases in Tulum….I’m going to be light years ahead because I’ve been doing the work AND MUST be testament of charisma and the brand itself leading the allure and charisma revolution in the world and for entertainment and celebrity.

 

So consider these ‘dance’ takeaways and other insights.

 

Put aside the concept of dance being viral trends that seem ‘outside of you’…this is about connecting with OUR OWN WAY to be a CHANNEL to OPEN our charisma and allure up TO BE FELT.

 

IF you were to dance, move or pre-dance what would that look like? Now how about when the camera is on and you KNOW you’re not only going to be seen but seen by industry leaders and celebrities?

 

Can you then still be in your essence truth (when that is really what’s missing ; at least when you are in your codex)?

 

So with that said; you can go ahead and run with these takeaways on your own.

 

It might however take you years to be able to access and embody those (or transform through alchemical attunement) on your own even IF you have clarity on your Star/let codex because SO MUCH can still sabotage you. YEARS or decades to ‘go it your own’ can be a large price to pay for your makeover itself. You might not want to take that long.

 

Fortunately, I can DIRECTLY help you all with it FOR you Avatar Star Self to be embodied.

 

That option is now with the AvaStar Makeover which is a 6 month process (but there are ways we can go faster if you’re called to it). Find out more here at the link.


So check out the upcoming posts…the content is free and you can do with it what you will but at least you know with the AvaStar, you don’t have to wait and can get the professional best-in-the-world leading archetypal and allure support for your image transformation; we can get RIGHT INTO the heavy transfiguration work itself so you can debut or rebirth your most powerful or beautiful soul codexed self out to the world with 5x more magnetism and influence while living your highest timeline (this means everything if you are in personal branding or a spirit-centric business where people can FEEL whether you are real or not).

 

The current AvaStar Makeover clients are already experiencing the LEVEL of breakthroughs they desired out of the program and it’s adding up (including new clients, stronger social media response, etc).

 

Remember;

 

CHARISMA/ALLURE is the missing organic CODE to viral influence itself…already responsible for billions of views.

 

Now that I’m finally live on Instagram 2.5 months in, I’m leveraging it ‘at scale’ and will get into other formats and techniques etc. but it’s already working.

 

Can you afford NOT to represent and live as your best, most influential FEELABLE self online in this attention economy?