‘The Crucible’: My Life-Changing Ayahuasca Experience In Peru

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The Crucible Prologue-Travelogue

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Exactly 7 years ago with a private ayahuasca shaman ceremony in Iquitos, Peru…I went through an experience which changed me forever. I still call it as ‘The Crucible’ and celebrate it’s anniversary in remembrance.

There are some experiences whichs really DEFINE YOU. Yes, much of who you are and become is about your daily living (and ‘power habits’ which to me are richly sourced in Spirit-alignment; Divine Union temple space, weight training Adonis transfiguration, etc.); but there are some EVENTS and moments that can really be cornerstones to look back upon.

I didn’t even know what I was getting into but KNEW my soul was yearning for exactly this experience (which hath given me an even more powerful battle tested foundation to have the capability to found an empire).

So…I wanted to do something special for this and take the proper time (now that phase 2 of AvaStar has closed) and just take the long weekend to properly represent it…the 7 year anniversary of my ‘The Crucible’: Hallow’s Eve…a very special date for me. 

This documentation marks my own official journaling, travelogue and blogging about it as well (and as an extension off of me with my work…b/c it’s also very relevant to reference WHO you are getting to know more, what I’ve been through and my background and experience).

Hallow’s eve is a date which also kicks off what I refer self-affectionately to as the ‘extended holiday season’ for me…since I’m so used to my own lifestyle that runs year-round…the holiday’s and yes – even the CONSUMER aspects of it including watching an NFL clip for 10 seconds like in an airport transfer, give me instant collective morpho re-connection and nostalgia to the warmth of the season (well that’s closer to New Years but yeah) as well as what most consumer-citizens in the pop morphology are going through and there’s a comfort in that b/c energetically I live outside of the matrix and then will ‘drop in’ sometimes (and then be off again).

Anyways…

On this date 10.30.2026 (now posting it on Halloween); last year (on the 6th anniversary), I had my official ‘debut’ of going ‘public’ after years of preparation with recording my IG debut and then releasing it shortly after.

I realize that although I’d referred to it in different places, it wasn’t until recently I realized that; yeah, I’d HADN’T done an official coverage, so that’s what this is; a special Warrior’s journey of hell and heaven. And it’s a heroine’s journey at least in the sense of it was just me and a female friend but she was on HER journey…I’ll get to that all.

So I want to mention a pre-history that the first time ayahuasca had really ‘registered’ as an invitation was at a joint event Etienne Charland and I were hosting in Chiang Mai at the time of the U.S. 2016 Presidential election (I remember b/c everyone was surprised by the results and timeline shift with the winner). 

One of the attendees presented ayahuasca in a way that really felt resonant for me in how much he thought it’d be perfect for me…it soaked in and sparked me instantly.

Eventually it called to me enough that the next year – actually about a year later 2017 – off of the internet – I signed up for a week-long retreat @ Gaia Tree in the Peruvian Amazon near Iquitos. (They no longer host retreats btw)

Really; I realize I’d never written that up either unfortunately and wasn’t using the blog back then; so unfortunately that deserves its own treatment just out of respect but was UNFORGETTABLE and life-changing….still had the BEST night of my life (this lifetime) during it. I sat in 5 ceremonies with partaking in 2 of them.

Here’s a photo of our entire group that year.

So; it was two years later around the EXACT same timing in 2019 that I returned…I was called back to return to ayahuasca at the real source in the Amazonian jungle. 

I remember being at a CTE retreat with Source School of Tantra…speaking to a client/friend of mine in our multi-bedroom cabin in the Redwoods region…

I was doing something of an ad hoc Gene Keys reading around the wood dining table and brought up about how profound ayahuasca was and that I was thinking of returning and invited her right then on the spot if I were to return to go with…ultimately it worked out…I also invited a male client who had been to several of my past events (from Sweden).

When it came time to go…

I packed light with just a backpack to fly carry-on and flew from Mexico (Cancun) where I was staying/living in Playa del Carmen.

There was a layover for an even redder eye redeye flight in Lima to fly into Iquitos; which is really like the main Amazon basin nexis for obvious reasons but also a hub for several different retreat centers or shaman practices.

(A less busy view facing south I think)

So it was actually one of the previous group members of our tribe that met me at the airport and we had some time to kill before my male client/friend and her were arriving on the same flight so ‘T’ and I went into town and had a nice brunch at this place, went back to pick them up and they were both very tall…we met them and then rode the loud Peru version of tuk-tuks with all kinds of diesel in the air…the two women and he and I each in our own tuks having to talk loud b/c of the noise.

Then we eventually transferred to ‘Jungle Harry’s’ after buying some supplies and then boating up river.

 

We were scheduled through ‘T’ who knew of him and it was the last man you would think who would host a place like this…the place was actually nice and in development considering it was in the jungle…

Cabins with fans, a local gourmet chef and a pond, wooden planks, etc.

But honestly, it took me days to realize ‘Jungle Harry’ (who seemed like a loud, gruff and blunt Irish-man character but fascinating in that sense) was just who he was…an instant aversion/inversion of sanctuary tbh in many regards imo; however, eventually I just accepted things for what they were and it didn’t bother me; it’s just who he was (b/c I really was concerned it would influence temple space). I really appreciated that he put the whole thing together and developed that land, etc.

He would partake in ceremonies too (and sometimes walk out and go into the jungle/early) but yeah…anyways, he was our host and I warmed up to him later.

This is us doing kambo on the morning of the Crucible day (which REALLY even more ridiculously primed me for that night);

Since this post is really more about The Crucible, I’ll mention that the other time was enjoyable…it felt great being at the ‘actual’ Amazon (again)….so I will include some of those images of being around the Amazon here (since I may not do it otherwise on the blog).

We did our own boat ride upriver visit to a butterfly farm and ‘monkey island’, etc.

This one did NOT want to let go of me…was sitting on my head and screaming when they pulled it off (a form of paternal dependency??)

 

We also went to a natural zoo ..

..on a different peninsula…

 

..here’s me holding an anaconda..

From our base, we sometimes canoed to an area closer to the ceremony site and had plenty of lounge time.

Me doing the local indigenous blow dart tradition.

First shot for windage and adjustment…and then my second shot ever hit it right in the 3rd eye – bulls eye!

Here’s me with the original Gaia Tree group members who made the 2 year anniversary return to the region.

And solo;

For ceremonies at night (every other night on average I suppose)…We would normally walk to the local ayahuascero’s site through the jungle..maybe 11 minute walk 1-way…once you walked it once, u kinda knew the route so could get their on your own.. and then we had several ceremonies connected with the Yagua tribe shaman.

Now here’s the thing; I have to be honest in my review….I respected their tradition and so forth but I wasn’t that impressed for several reasons. The medicine (for me) was really light and I wasn’t getting much value (‘net’) at all out of the sessions…even dropping in and trusting the process… and there were points were the shaman was obviously mis-diagnosing my female friend (again; in my opinion), giving a simplistic answer (that I/we all knew wasn’t accurate) and then kind of forcing her to take the tobacco or some alcohol but she refused and the vibe was weird.

Still…I just kind of accepted the experience (in between with integration time, etc. and my felt sense was accurate to me) and was grateful although wasn’t really getting the medicine I was wanting and there for…the same with my friend herself…she felt underwhelmed – even a bit displeased.

So eventually another option opened up to have a private ceremony in Iquitos with another shaman that ‘T’ knew about (later I found it was her who helped set this up and was her idea)…’J’ decided that she was going to have a private session.

Interestingly and yet tragically; WHILE we were there…the wife shaman of the shaman male/female duo from Gaia Tree had passed away and ‘T’ had seen her a few days earlier at the river crossing. There were several of us from 2 years ago who were returning so earlier we met in a motel room in Iquitos and it felt like a homecoming of sorts…we actually had one ceremony with FIVE of the original ‘tribe’..there was such a soul comfort to it.

Anyways; so J then asked me if I would want to go to partake in the ceremony with her being a solo traveler and also to help translate Spanish for her so I agreed…but without expectations of what would happen. I wasn’t fully satisfied here and it was an instant splenic ‘yes’.

We finished our time up or maybe actually skipped the last scheduled ceremony with the Jungle Harry retreat (after doing kambo) and then her and I went into Iquitos where she rented a nice townhouse in the city center for 2 nights.

After settling in..

We met with the ayahuascero maestro himself who came over several hours before we would start and then he put his supply in our refrigerator.

It was good that I spoke Spanish b/c she didn’t know any at all and it really helped. It helped to answer her questions, get to meet him and prepare us in some way for that night (although nothing could really prepare you!).

He was more of his daily, cordial self in daytime, but there was something you could tell about him (b/c hey – I am a professional psychic) that despite seeming ‘normal’ if you passed him on the street – he had a deep inner world, shamanic presence and special connection to the realms + with magical eyes.

It was a special treat that we were (she was) able to book him for a private ceremony for the two of us.

It’s fair to share his name and reveal this (esp. now that they’re promoting his own retreat center).

Although I’ve kept it secret for years intentionally and through rare reference/referrals, I’m ok with revealing it now…His name is Maestro Don Alberto (Torres Davila) and now he runs his own ayahuasca retreat center (with a support team of course).

KEEP IN MIND…Do not be fooled by the friendly fatherly/ grandfatherly good-ness and good looks…he is one of the most powerful shamans in the world!

BTW; It was different being back in ‘the city’ itself; hustle, bustle and traffic noise…

  

Compared to the jungular serenity and nature

…but we had a really good set-up. There were 2 separate beds on the loft floor itself up top and I had the bottom bedroom bed.

I wanted to cover the set up itself up to this point and now we can get down to it…let me get to ‘The Crucible’ itself.

He returned when it was dark out that evening (say around 8 pm?) and went to the refrigerator and gathered his other ceremonial gear and started setting things up upstairs. I remember carrying a chair upstairs.

Here’s ONE photo representing the place and I chose not to show the beds itself b/c it would look far too mundane.

He may have had an assistant that then left so it was the 3 of us. (Or actually; the assistant might have only come the following night for the super-smudging).

So….’J’ had her personal twin size bed and I had mine on the upper loft area and there was a bathroom upstairs as well…there was a basic wood table with clock and lamp on the wall in between.

He had positioned himself closer to the foot of in front of her bed whereas mine was on the wall with the staircase starting about 5 feet below the foot of the bed.

I was really just kinda happy to be there to get a ‘bonus’ ceremony after leaving the other connection point of around 3 ceremonies.

She covered all the expenses (and tbh at that time I hardly had ANY money and was literally stuck in the city until I could make enough to return; several weeks but that’s when the gift and siddhic activations started). I was living in the moment then and there.

OK….SO HERE WE GO…..ENTERING TEMPLE SPACE for what I didn’t know would become ‘The Crucible’.

The Crucible: My Ayahuasca Experience

I knew that we were going into ceremonial ayahuasca temple space (and inside in the city for a first time); yet for this one I had NO IDEA what to expect but I still knew to treat it seriously and as he had like 3×2 liter jugs, he poured a small dose for each of us into a small cup each and then I took a moment and whispered ‘all for thee, my Love’ to my Beloved and then partook…

When I partook in the sacrament itself it immediately had a different quality about it…sure, it still tasted NASTY (b/c it’s ayahuasca) but energetically it was notably different in texture and timbre than what I’ve had before (and not AS reprehensible in taste)…so that was a ‘sign’ of sorts…potently magical you could say in retrospect just in its physical quality….

THIS WAS GOING TO BE A NEW EXPERIENCE as he set into his regular living room chair we brought up from downstairs with his resources around him including 2 buckets (hmm…what could those be for? 😉

As I leaned back (barefoot with my dark slouchy daka/yoga pants on and rested flat with a pillow under my head); it took about a real minute and things were already starting. See; I’ve taken ayahuasca before – and it took an hour for anything to even seem different than normal during my first ever ceremony before things really became MAGICAL (as my first EVER psychotropic experience 2 years earlier)…plus, the previous shaman experience for me in those sessions was very light…but this was already in effect within 1 minute.

We did have some dim lighting and the entire area was spacious with the loft view…but it didn’t take long and I was just lost in my own experience with hardly any awareness of the room or space around unless I tried to focus on it and look around.

Before I knew it I was literally a jaguar running through jungle underbrush at night (I’m giving several images here to capture some of the essence)…and yes…this happened pretty fast..

     

..and it was like my paws were hitting the ground with each shake of his chakapa (leaf rattler)….

a steady and consistent rhythm as I/jaguar was brushing against all kinds of jungle brush and palm trees.

At one point the experience transmuted….I ended up in a melancholic dark, dank green swamp..

 

I had no control over anything…but it was just beginning..it was a beautiful experience so far…(but WAIT, there’s ssshmore!)

Here’s the kicker that really took me to HELL-TOWN…..my ego was protecting itself in a way so I kept repeating a set of phrases…and I’m going to try to at-tune into it now b/c I may not remember it exactly but I kept repeating this phase aloud kinda like I was the cool California kid like (‘no we’re good bro’);

“OK stop…that’s it/that’s enough…I get it..fine (just stop…tone it down) BUT HE KEPT A SHAKIN’ consistently enchanting the entire experience…

and guiding it from his lifetime of mastery and wisdom. I remember I kept sitting up to say it kind of auto-cratically while indirectly imploring him to ‘tone it down’ a bit. It was my ego vs. powerful forces. (The underworld was about to swallow me whole)…

I swear I repeated that at least a dozen times (I don’t know whether it affected her session or not or how aware she was) – sometimes half-leaning up resting on my elbows as I felt an encroaching indescribable DOOM and a resistance to ever go there but it was UNSTOPPABLE;

“Ok…stop…that’s it…I GET it – fine…I’m good…(just) STOP…”…but there was this darker pulling that was unstoppable..and then a vortex opened up and I DROPPED….plummeting deeeeeeep into an abyss and my ego itself was annihilated; UTTERLY useless and helpless.

Being in this new doom-space experiencing in real time…I was in a true form of HELL.

 

There was an indescribable prescient awareness of deeeep soul suffering and trauma like I felt what millions of souls suffering was like….

  

I also felt such great GRIEF but deep grief, suffering along with ‘TORMENT’ was the exact word to best describe it …and really a blend of all of that wrapped in boundless ANGUISH…

…but it was all very visceral and REAL in experience…I couldn’t stop or yet have any authority or power to shift the experience;

I was just along for the ride…he was guiding, but it was the medicine I was missing. (Most of the ceremony he was doing sing-chanting different icaros – of which this audio/not video is a sample of his voice – but there were moments and spaces of silence or transition – and very strategically as well).

His incanting further enriched the experience…there wasn’t death, there was just SUFFERING and TORMENT.

LIGHT was nowhere to be found at all…INKY blackness and an absolution of this shadow consciousness..

…and even the thought of my Beloved? SHE WAS NOWHERE NOOOOOOOOOOOWHEREEEEEEEE to be found…a billion miles away. It was me in hell…or an authentic experience of it.

(I may mention this again, but believe it or not, it’s AYAHUASCA that taught me hell is real – and the afterlife).

Everything was the BLACKEST OF BLACK…pitch black. At some point there was a dark hallway and flames further away

…but mostly just shadow-rich black with an awareness there were tormentor spirits around and in a sense; rampaging through me as consciousness itself (for me to KNOW this experience).

At another point it literally felt like I would never escape this black hell enriched with the misery of soul suffering itself amplified and surrounding 360 immersion of a million souls…which then turned into another form of swamp hell – closer to the surface in the astral realm (4D)…

…as things started transmuting…yet even that which seemed like an initial relief…started getting more brutal in its psyche-scape..just being there longer was an existential dread and sordid murkiness with putrid greens and mucky swamp rot.

 (but even more vile ‘n wretched)

The thought of my female friend lit me up for just a second and the yearning for something NORMAL or positive (anything to get OUT OF THIS PLACE) and the deep sense of HOPE…but I was just stuck in this moment…back in the gravitron entropy of ‘the swamp’ itself where thought was useless.

I had the passing thought of ‘I wonder how her experience is going’ and NORMAL reality seemed light years away….I thought ‘if I/we ever get out of this alive’…it felt like an eternity just being in this torturous limbo phase…like it was inescapable. DREADFUL and dreary. In retrospect at least there weren’t any R.O.U.S.

I meant it felt at LEAST like hours of drawn out torturous not-wanting-to-be-there-ness. Your/my ego self is just wanting to ESCAPE so thank God I had learned to become very present and witness and allow things but STILL…it was hellish witnessing but without that it would’ve been far worse (b/c my soul CAN handle this and it’s how/why he could ‘bring it’ b/c both of us were very powerful warriors there with him). I still didn’t enjoy that though (but it was so important).

(btw; throughout here…I tried to find aya art and images that come ‘closest’ to representing things visually to help paint more of a sense in support).

Somewhere in that sub-phase there, I felt like turning my body over to face down for more comfort (oh shit)…at sometime in the secondary (actually 3rd later on; but less putrid swamp phase I/we were hearing 3d sound effects somehow bouncing off of the walls (I later talked with ‘J’ and she was stunned how this could even happen).

I saw a sign of normality with the comfort of the clock but then it’s like it was evil I tried reaching for it to feel normal but it was ‘in’ on the torture as well.

Turning over facing DOWN into the hell realms with my body just re-activated the tortured…

I just couldn’t stop any of it even though I didn’t want to turn up b/c I might throw up – with my soul being actively and powerfully traumatized by hellish forces at one point my face literally started melting off and dripping down…

 

(I think this was after I tried reaching to touch the otherwise normal night stand’…I could barely scoop it up and it kept dripping down melting like hot wax…with part of my body 100 meters below into the ground. HORRIFYING

It was around this point that a legion of bats swept me up and flew me away into this hellish, really tall castle further away…

(here are some representations of what it could be referenced as visually)

The whole thing was dank like a haunted dungeon and it redefined what the color black (and even bats) meant to me.

Much of this I couldn’t remember further details (even a week after) but just the general rich experience…there were different phases so to speak within my Crucible journey.

To someone who has never had ayahuasca, they may think that you’re just ‘imagining’ things (ha!); this is direct lived experience JUST AS REAL as normal waking reality….

 

..you’re experiencing the astral realms and spirit world dimensions and rich layers and COLOR palettes of it which can include versions of heaven or higher layers far above the astral (ime like in a session 2 years previously where I felt siddhic serenity like in heaven and would’ve felt ok if that WAS death itself – it was that profound).

So there was more hellish experience for a while but then something of a transition…I think he made more space in the music/activity and then shifted tone (summoning different spirits).

Again; this was all DIRECT lived experience on the soul, spirit, mind and psyche – and incredibly impactful… Everything is so heightened…realms of consciousness that remain inaccessible to the normal 9-to-5er. Those who’ve partaken in the real thing have an idea.

Again; that can be hard to fathom for those who’ve never experienced forms of DMT or even spent time outside of their analytical mind and the incessant monkey mind…that any of this could be ‘real’ as it sounds so incredulous (but they don’t know what they don’t know).

As torturous and inescapable as most of this journey was – and as much as I wanted to NOT be in hell – I (know that I) was MEANT for this deep shadow and Dark experience however (it was EXACTLY what I had to experience for many reasons esp. as a powerful sorcerer myself in my own regard – even BY that time I was yet trusting in HIS mastery for this experience)…

To forge my character along this path and for many other reasons AS BRUTAL as it was. Truly a Great Crucible. Of course the maestro himself knew this with his experience….he probably knew all kinds of things about me, that I could handle it (and or at least integrate it afterwards) by reading me and that she was also a true soul warrioress also so he could go all out in our private session (b/c otherwise he would adapt to others or SHOULD at least and what they can handle). I had no idea what she was going through..

So yes…I remember that things eventually shifted tone in the immersion…there was more peace and lighter transitional energies – both with how he was guiding and working in the spirit realm and how his icaro chanting started moving to a more positive uplifting vibration and that I felt ready to turn over on my front…

..there was a transitional period where it was such a relief to be out of that…

…then I was in more of a lighter green magical swamp from what I recall…

..(a more benevolent experience)

..and before I knew it the scenery changed entirely…

I started literally emerging…

..and soaring as the thunderbird in majestic mountain air waves…

   These visuals help to connect with what it was like…

It seemed I was transported to the Rockies…

…which was far away from where we were.

(I wasn’t going to use this many images, however it does help to further tone-loc)

The experience became far lighter, airier and bluer…the psychic tones entirely shifted into higher frequencies…

…at that point I started being a vocal channel for divine ahhh’s and mmmm’s…this was actually a ‘thing’ that everyone else in the Gaia Tree tribe verified 2 years earlier…how divine and satisfying my sighs and sounds were in the maloca.

 

It sounded like I had the voice of God but I was also witnessing it as pure Presence…facing upward everything just felt so…MAJESTIC…world’s away from the hell realms I had been through.

So I remember flying through and just being in this space of Kingly air-mountain Majesty and Providence.

And then it reached a certain point where I’m sure he was silent for a while and then let us come out of the journey sitting up on our own timing with incredible held temple space so we could take our own time…somewhere in there he might have moved some things downstairs to give us more space up there to come out. I’m sure he smudged after and eventually we walked him out downstairs so that we had space for ourselves. I stayed downstairs from that point onwards…just lounging for a while in what I’d just been through.

I’d say that it was 3/4 HELL and 1/4 a form of heaven (however it could’ve been 1/5th heavenly)..this was different than other sessions I’ve had with the original shaman husband and wife team and the Yagua tribe shaman sessions. EACH session can be very dynamic and can have just the medicine of what’s called for you – allowing you to process what’s necessary…fascinating about it is that you can ‘remember’ so much of it all.

So now I’ll just go into some outro details and some other cross-over mentions…b/c for me this is MY personal documentation and record which I honor whether anyone else ever cares or not.

There are many who will demonize ayahuasca and ‘the spirit world’ but this allowed me to FACE THINGS and actually CONFIRM from lived experience that which my Christian upbringing was referring to.

Because of the dynamic, rich DARK BEAUTY of it all and spectrum; this is how I KNEW (and now KNOW THAT I KNOW that) THERE IS HEAVEN AND HELL.

As well as beautiful astral layers and realms in between…

This is how I felt during purification…

It’s because of ayahuasca (and also how it was preparing my spirit for death and different perspectiving on all of that in strengthening the spirit and soul).

And it wasn’t in dogmatic old Pentecost church Bible thumping forced perspectiving…it was through experiential lived experience subjectively…with ayahuasca that I received confirmation I KNEW THAT HELL IS REAL and that obviously soul and spirit are real (confirmationally even though I already knew that) AND that they were right all along with that…

I had to LEARN that lesson and the WEIGHT of it…and that OBVIOUSLY there is an afterlife…plus the counter-balance of heaven is a million times more profound. (I’m on a more gnostic path of Divine Union rather than the dogmatic shadow of religion HOWEVER there are Truth and Light codes as well throughout most religious fractals which I can respect plus there is TRUE worship and connection with Christ lines including religions but I’m not into their shadows).

Overall the session itself may have taken 2.5 hours but at times seemed like foreverrrrr…like I was serving a sentence in another part of Dagobah with no master Yoda.

 

After our ceremony and he had definitively departed; we both stayed up for around 80 minutes just kind of recapping with each other a bit in the downstairs open living room/kitchen space like with some chamomile….

I remember feeling like I had returned like a war hero just being in awe of what I went through and that I had the courage to go through all of it and I knew I’d never be the same again.

Aya is an ultimate ego destroyer in so many ways…it will bring the medicine that you may not even think you want.

And in a good way it can cause you to do things you wouldn’t normally do (it’s not unusual for some to crawl as a bear or move around a bit in sessions)…Oh – At another point earlier ; I remember she got up and started walking around towards the stairs (things like this can happen) but I was unable to do anything (incapacitated in a way) but fortunately he grabbed her as she was getting closer so she wouldn’t risk falling down…I think I made it through the whole experience w/o having to use the bathroom upstairs (downstairs would’ve been a tragi-comedy!)…aya/DMT (nn,DMT which is different than 5MEO) will cause you to ‘see’ things so richly… at another point I remember she was sitting up and doing movements and I remember seeing black inky energy shaking and coming off of her and it was so fascinatingly beautiful, dramatic and shamanic.

So we had our own amazed review time and she seemed more satisfied with this shaman.

Some other points…

This is going to be taboo but I could tell that we was intentionally working WITH spirits including darker, less glorious spirits so to speak and that he had a great relationship and ability to summon them and legions of them…this isn’t something I do in my own lightwork nor Dark work (summoning shadow entities); however it was part of his style of working and why he isn’t for everyone…yes, it’s related to aspects within myself but he was working with them.

So yeah; it seemed like he was inviting in Darker forces through different transmuting LAYERS and dimensions of the experience and entire visual landscapes would change based on his intention and mastery of working with them as well as how his voice was transmitting in the spirit realm and summoning….

HOWEVER, I WAS READY FOR IT (and such extreme Shadow, Dark & Light)

….my soul was meant to KNOW that…this was actually the medicine THEN for me….(vs. a lifetime of RESISTING IT…I had FACED it directly)…it HAD to get SUPER DARK, hellish and shadowy for me b/c of my soul path and the levels of WARRIORSHIP required (and to really ‘know’ or ‘gno’); so in that sense it was perfect (post-integration wise). MOST people aren’t ready for anything near this level of true work or would throw it out with the bathwater b/c of being anything closely NEAR actual demons…and yet, what if we WERE meant to literally face them and KNOW.

So his tactics are controversial and I’m just being honest being aware as a professional psychic and lightworker that I know that’s what was going on and that I wouldn’t necessarily call in other spirits or entities in my OWN lightworking sessions BUT…BUT….that was the experience (and FORMAT) I was called to have actually and would have been ‘missing’ otherwise….AND……(and this is a testament to HOW masterful and professional he was)…I was left CLEAN of spirits meaning no entities during the final phase of it as I was lifted into higher realms as the eagle/thunderbird…it’s like the weight of it all dropped away and the air itself was charged and purifying

 

…there was a purification and cleansing so all of the other IMMERSIVE experience including demons with and through me was over….(other shamans may have had the entities ‘stick with you’ in attachment/infiltration whether intentionally or not).

I was connected to higher frequencies as I also started re-landing and re-integrating closer to earth (like this but with less clouds).

I left the session coming out of it as myself.. and yet a new version and REBIRTHED version of myself (and my power). To really have FACED what I’d gone through – or anyone that would go through this is direct HEROIC WARRIORSHIP.

For me it was so befitting this journey ended how it did with such majesty.

 

And not all sessions he leads for others would reach this extreme either…a maestro will meet people where they are at and guide.

So if you’re researching him, I wouldn’t necessarily recommend him BECAUSE undoubtedly he’s one of the most powerful shamans in the world (and spirit-entities including of animals respect his power and both/all ways that takes a lot of TRUST)…so just be mindful…

Again don’t be fooled by how grandfatherly and ‘nice’ he looks…he could use that power for evil but didn’t in my experience…and yes, he has his own retreat center now and worked at Blue Morpho for many years. It’s been 7 years since I did ayahuasca but I’m ready to return to him or go ahead with Hamilton at Blue Morpho for something ‘on par’ in strength as well as the original shaman (whose wife-partner transitioned).

I think our shaman was one of Hamilton’s teachers.

Anyways; it took me several years before even considering ayahuasca in a ‘medium’ relative format after that…really like 3 or 4 years b/c it was that powerful and profound.

And although I’ve gone through MANY trials and tribulations on my soul path dharma which required immense soul warriorship, this will always be my ‘The Crucible’.

And it was in ‘the world’s largest city that has no motorways’ instead of being in the jungle, but that’s how it worked out…private hire. I was called to it and yep…very worth the trip.

To me that REALLY completed the trip and intention to make it far beyond worthwhile.

Another detail…we were having a ruckus ‘sound-wise’..

Later she had actually somehow talked to the neighbors who apparently were Russian and she smoothed things over, and somehow they understood…b/c tbh we were making a racket…she was sounding in her own experience at times and I was screaming (on the inside at least) but mostly it was his loud icaros and ceremonial shaker that he didn’t hold back on – but I just had to trust the experience and not worry about any of that.

At one point during session; I remember thinking that if the cops showed up…I would be mush…not even able to walk properly if they were to put us in their car (somehow I crawled or held onto railings for a bathroom hut break during a ceremony 2 years ago). This is DMT based…our BODY actually holds DMT.

There are SO many benefits to ayahuasca and/or DMT use when experienced we’ll just say ‘properly’.

I wanted to go ‘the source’ in Peru itself. Yes; there’ll be haters who have taken it before but I’ll say that the shamans are more different and dynamic than you would think b/c I’ve had 4 of them. AND each session can be different.

It’s kinda strange for people to just throw it out with the bath-water demonizing it all when they have literally zero experience with it. And even those that have had experiences…partaking in aya is not the same as someone else taking aya…the differences could be so VASTLY different.

Many people are not going to want to face such direct raw Dark and Shadow POWER in their lives…sure they may be resisting it (and in ways living in constriction or subconscious forms of fear by justifying it or just not ‘caring’); however for many it’s just not their path nor dharma.

Ayahuasca isn’t for everyone…trust YOUR calling and intuition if you’re being beckoned to it.

I’ve had hardly any effect on a lighter dose with the earlier shaman that my soul didn’t align with (and instantly felt that on meeting him); yet got the ability to differentiate from more experience and well..otherwise.

You might not like one shaman but trust your body and intuition if you are stilled called to the medicine to try something or someone else. What is perfectly ‘sweet spot’ for me may not be 4u.

Thing is; just b/c that other shaman really wasn’t for me, doesn’t mean he isn’t for you…my other friend/client – it really fit for him and was a very worthwhile experience. Even if you’ve done aya, you might want to experience a different shaman, time dynamic and environment.

Ayahuasca is like experiencing the spirit world and consciousness DIRECTLY as your soul…everything is AMPLIFIED and very rich…even colors and the inkiness of them.

I will say that YES…disfortunately; ayashuasca CAN open you up to entities and inter-change…but that’s something that *can* be cleared up and out afterwards professionally (and in my case hey! I can do self-healing)…there have been scenarios where esp. with Shadow/Black magician/shaman/sorcerers there have been extreme cases.

But despite all I went through, and in this case he DID guide and clear things out in that session towards the end. so I didn’t have remaining ‘anything’ as far as entity or demonic residue….

I will say that afterwards I was unable to do anything for quite a while..could barely get out of bed the following day.

What I went through in large ways was powerful soul trauma and shock so it was taking me necessary ‘after-space’….she had a far less dramatic experience and didn’t yet get the medicine/experience she had came for so she was going to get another session with him that night (Halloween itself).

Fortunately; ahead of time with an assistant they brought a Willow’s forest community supply of palo santo and smoked up the entire place before starting her session and that really helped.

(like this x50)

I had my headphones and laptop to do some session space as well as a superficial ipod video game…stuff like that to keep me occupied with headphones one. I felt that was REALLY necessary. I still hadn’t had access to my own authority and powers to do my own field protection…I was still very vulnerable.

I had to ask a sorcerer friend of mine to call in protection for my field b/c she was having a follow-up ceremony on Halloween itself.

TBH there were ALL KINDS of shadow spirits around then throughout space (esp. on HALLOWEEN?! Hello..)…

There was no veil….so my strategy was to be as ‘normal’ as possible and independent while she had her experience upstairs.

Even still…this was the experience I was REALLY meant to have as illogical as it may seem…that I really came for and the 2nd night was more of hers.

The entire next day I was even more affected on Halloween and even though we kept the drapes closed, wow….I was in my bed yet didn’t catch a wink of sleep all night but things got more extreme….

I started having a different an unusual form of kundalini awakening that was slowly going through and ripple-awakening my DNA…

 

…the sense of a (non-demonic yet) green snake (of DIVINE INTELLIGENCE) working it’s way through my body activating and upgrading my DNA…re-coding and re-wiring my Light-body…

…(obviously gnostic, heretical and in a sense un-Christian like however) this was so obvious and prescient but also entirely new to me (even though I’ve had some previous kundalini awakening experiences before this point ; btw my FULL kundalini official awakening – which this helped set the stage for was in 2025 which I’ve blogged about).

It was this rippling, winding light fire taking it’s time moving through the energy body and organs. I knew it was a very powerful re-templating; however I remember honestly thinking and FEELING like I’d never EVER be able to sleep again…it would a strange kind of frozen panic and shock. B/c it was daylight I still tried to sleep but couldn’t at all.

I remember we went for a brunch the day after Halloween (while on the 31st she went out and she brought me some takeaway good food as I don’t think I left the entire condo then)…and even at the restaurant I was still ‘shaken’ and taking a long time to order something on the menu.

Her 2nd experience seemed to have been what she was looking for but she was still a ‘bit’ more pulled together than I was…both of us deeply affected. Just two of us we had his full power and focus vs. it being spread out to a larger group (plus we were such spirit warriors in our own rights already anyway).

On Nov. 1st after brunch we had to split ways and check out.

Eventually she was leaving to the airport and I pulled myself together enough with my backpack to go the route which I was familiar enough now to catch a tuk-tuk to the water-port and catch the colectivo taxi motorboat up the river to where our camp was set up….

..(it helped I speak Spanish although not fluently)…although I was still re-settling back in and recovering.

It was a WELCOME RELIEF to be back in the peace of the jungle

…(well, with its organic noises like insects and frogs albeit)…also very cozy that I had my own spacious hut with mosquito nets and fan. I wanted SPACE ALONE as much as possible (esp. being a 5/1 projector). It was JUST the thing though (plus it kinda felt good just being ‘solo’ again).

Being in the jungle helped to settle things back in more to my body and post-integrate…then I had some more of their food b/c I don’t eat fish (the only seafood I eat is oysters), I would request other food options from their chef and tbh it was all kinda gourmet at least for jungle dining.

I stayed on site for maybe 2 nights maximum and then decided to stay in Iquitos itself as I felt more (good) re-normalized. There was a previous plan to do magic mushrooms together but that never came to fruition. There was an endearing connection to that land for it was part of my story…no internet, no wi-fi…raw jungle with some decent setup for a natural retreat. I had chosen to sleep in the same hut in a different bed that had the mosquito net.

Our group had splintered so we were more on our own now…and me not having money I took another riverboat return for myself back into the city where I lived for around 2 weeks at a little motel room until I had enough money to get out there. There was some good food at a restaurant nearby where I would eat twice a day or so and caught a movie or 2 at the cinema. I even saw Jungle Harry himself in town who invited me to go back on-site but I was more ready to get out there.

So….this was my own ‘official’ representative documentation of my ‘The Crucible’ and it’s something how I can still remember SO many of those details.

And really; that kundalini activation was a primordial like re-wiring that also entirely upgraded my nervous system and power and ability TO channel and move energies as a lightworker-sorcerer more powerfully for myself and clients (as an authentic Western master) AND that would later come to serve me down the line with my official kundalini awakening having such a powerful foundational ‘upgrade’ so to speak…it’s also a re-templating then that is still serving for my entire Avatar Star embodiment imago transfiguration itself b/c it’s about having the energy body that can HOLD and be stable with immense flow of chi or spirit-essence plasmic current within oneself.

Going through what I did was its own hero’s journey…and I guess after more people realize and b/c aware of me (and a destiny that I am to be the Lightworker to the Stars!) they’ll be more keen to read something as intense as this…yet this has been an integral part of my overall Odyssey itself…my journey in becoming who I really am as The Muse Magician and Beauty Sorcerer…(rich with Light and pure Dark codes-blend…Dark not to be conflated with Shadow in daily embodiment…I’m very clear about this – and chk out the next blog post btw on Dark resources)…it was this experience of Shadow & Dark & Light spectra that further forges all of it…the Dark I value…divine Dark is pure – free of demonic infiltration (which is different than ‘passing through’ to KNOW what that hell is)…it’s the purified Dark that gives us more power OVER and with the Shadow from owning us/me…esp. important as Lightworkers to cultivate and have Dark as a buffer to shadow b/c more Light casts greater shadow).

Also…experientially, empirically as far as choosing me as a guide or activator for you…

Since I’ve ‘been there’ (and yeah though I walked through the valleys)…so immersively in the past tribulations…in so many ways as a healer’s healer and Light-working Sorcerer, this experience further gives me such richness to draw upon in helping others transform…after all this is a path of (divine) Power and Beauty.

…it required such deep and true tribulation throughout for many years as part of my ‘price to pay’.

SEVEN years since then (although I’ve done 5 MeO-DMT and Bufo which you can read about also on the blog here – opens in new window)

My 5-MeO-DMT God Molecule Crucible

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My first bufo 5 MeO-DMT experience/s

(not my book but good visual)

So…I’m looking forward to my next ayahuasca reconnect hopefully in 2027 and I might be taking a few close clients or friends along!

In total I’ve had around 9 ceremonies with 4 different shamans so far. The medicine has been calling for years and now I’m more than ready for a new reconnect.

There’s nothing like it…that GOD with NATURE could embed such MEDICINE within nature itself – literally…and that DMT is in our own system.

Ayahuasca is SO profoundly mystical and MAGICAL (and it’s not always HELL-ish) – I really miss it now (argh!)

I do recommend going to the source itself if at all possible, doing research and trusting reviews as well as intuition (Shipibo and a few other lineage/lines and on a separate note Hamilton Souther is a rare Western who has become a master and was apprentice to a true maestro and I respect that as well).

–Rion Kati

Written on October 30 & 31st, 2026

p.s. I should’ve brought back more Timolina somehow b/c that was a thing 2 years earlier…but I was carry-on (so the sizing issue)…this is what the original shaman was using as a magical potion in ways and its smell was entirely imprinted in my experience.

I even knew the exact color it was (painting the pana-scape of my experience) when he was using it in ceremony when he was right in front of me. But the entire FIRST experience? Hmm…maybe I’ll do that on the 8th anniversary; an official representation of it and something that will also probably make my unabridged biography b/c in that one I literally had the BEST NIGHT of my life (in this lifetime) STILL and to date.

p.p.s. Yes; I had the gift and siddhic DNA activations breakthrough and started offering those services when still (stuck) in town there and then afterwards; integrating them into the lightworking workflow I have. I started cataloguing siddhic essences for their qualities and so forth.

The past 7 years I’ve been offering gift and siddhic related activations throughout 100s of paid sessions (archetypes, energy healing, etc.) and I’m the first one I still know of to work with Gene Keys in the lesser known form of ‘invocation’. Gift and SIDDHIC activations are available on-site and throughout different packages I offer.

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Dark Archetype Activations – For Men

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How’s your evolution going?

 

Sent to my old men’s mailing lists. You can join my MAIN mailing list (Sexy Chi) here.

 

It’s Rion…I don’t email as often to my men’s lists here…as u know, mostly I’m working with women but AM still working with men and this will step up again.

 

I wanted to mention about Dark Archetype activations…These ARE available for some but not all men.

 

Remember; Feminine BEAUTY is attracted to POWER.

 

This is bigger meta game of ‘attraction’ going on and much of THAT is archetypal (a Prince is WORTHY of Princess)…and now women have taken on so much archetypal power, beauty and status that you can feel left behind.

 

It’s an extended subject but most men are seeking lower forms of power and manipulation (climbing the corporate ladder, fame, etc. as there are different forms of power); when it comes to ATTRACTION…the Power of PRESENCE can relate to her GODDESS Beauty.

 

Fort. you COULD reclaim your Divine Masculine inheritance with archetypal embodiment work b/c your SOUL is TRUE identity; not the inner game of the egoic persona.

 

Generally speaking; women are INTO the masculine ARCHETYPES (this is an OPEN SECRET – and men who hold those codes in PRESENCE related to THEIR status) b/c the archetypes by and large hold the KEYS to POWER (and divine status) itself.

 

That’s also why they swipe past most modern men; utterly disembodied, unable to remain present, personalized fields and no access to divine masculine consciousness in embodiment.

 

And it makes men who embody these archetypes (like Magician, Lover, Warrior, Hero) FAR far sexier and more appealing than more personalized, anxiety-ridden men who have not embodied their divine masculine inheritance into their somatic presence….esp. the DARK aspects are very appealing but without having to be a ‘bad boy jerk’.

 

Dark is generally more primal, earthen and erotic.

 

YOU CAN experience powerful shifts in how women and people respond to YOU like my male clients do when you get into direct archetype embodiment work archetype embodiment work (my specialty).

 

 

Recently I had an EPIC triple DARK reclamation/revival session (during what I used to call ‘Natural Grounding’) where

 

I activated:

Dark Knight

Dark Warrior

Dark Eros

  

 

…those DARK masculine essences more into embodiment and presence. Here you can see the visuals here:

 

https://www.instagram.com/rion_kati/p/De-5TD9lcQv/

(Or click on an image above…this was 6 nights ago btw).

 

Archetype activations are the most DIRECT way to do charisma transformation (b/c it’s not about ‘thinking’ of it psychologically it’s all about EMBODIMENT); when people can FEEL the vibe ‘n light truth vs. you just fake-acting or ‘posing’ like it.

 

I’ve served over 1000 paid activations mostly to women but yeah; these are HOT.

 

Called to experience a session and the before and after results?

 

We can consult at the start of session to see what archetype is best for you. Booking is available on the main appointments page for solo sessions, 3-pack or a charisma consult which gets you rare consulting time with me (including around dating/attraction and breakthrough) as well as 1 activation:

 

Appointments

 

If you have too much shadow however (which I can gently assess); then there’s more work to be done before you’re ready for such Dark work with me…however, I would let you know (just be ready to be ok with that and have an archetype or 3 in mind when you book)…you can also DM me on Instagram,

-Rion

 

p.s. For heavier transformational work (and beyond superficial looks-maxxing stuff), there’s also the charisma makeover

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*Dragonfly* Imago & Your Evolution of Destined Identity {& The Most Powerful Makeover}

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This (meta-physical and meta-phorical) transmission practically speaking has everything to do with…

 

Your Highest Spiritual EVOLUTIONARY CYCLE, DNA, INCARNATION

 

Spirit-Led Success, Satisfaction, Timelines, Expression, Beauty, Voice & Influence in all dimensions (including socially and professionally as a celebrity brand and social media influencer with ESSENCED codes).

 

It’s also related to the Gene Key 47 of Transfiguration.

 

Let me ask you…when you’re walking through a greensy forest, are you more likely to notice the butterflies (or dragonfly) or a complacent brown or green chrysalis?

A photo of a cocoon invertebrate andrena animal.

 

VS….>


And be honest. B/c we’re now metaphorically referring to your fullest evolutionary potential – THAT WHICH WE/THE WORLD MAY NOT HAVE EVEN SEEN YET!

 

I don’t know if you know it, but you MAY be PRE-CONSTELLATED to be a fully expressed BUTTERFLY instead of a possum, skunk or anteater (what others are metaphorically designed for).

 

Striped Skunk, Mephitis Mephitis, 5 years old, standing in front of white background

 

Since this is the email list/blog, I’m transmitting codes out (so you’ll have to self-qualify!). You can join my email list here (opens in new windows) to stay up-2-date.

 

BTW; reflection on this email/blog post may save you years of time to self-reflect on this RIGHT NOW (and get you FAST on your pre-destined and faster than ever breakthrough asap BECAUSE YOU HAVE PREPARED SO LONG FOR THIS).

 

This has to do with your own spiritual EVOLUTIONARY CYCLE.

 

And we can reference the Animal Kingdom.

 

(Why possum? B/c there’s this funny looking animal that sniffs around my background and on the parkway trail with a pink-ish tail…I think it’s a possum;

 

 

…rodent looking thing on my mind – oh and we all know some skunks too, right?).

 

UPDATE: Actually I’m mostly sure that it’s an AARDVARK?!

 


(Nothing WRONG with them per se…it just may not be you nor your spirit animal).

 

So if you’re really this potential dragon-fly like beautiful creature that HAS DIFFERENT EVOLUTIONARY CYCLES (vs. just ‘one’ like most mammals); do you realize that your EVOLUTIONARY DEVELOPMENT MAY ACTUALLY BE ARRESTED or frozen at a certain point and you’re not doing yourself ANY SERVICE by over-staying underwater as a nymph or in your metaphorical ‘safe’ cocoon (as another transfiguratory animal as the moth).

 

A photo of a cocoon invertebrate andrena animal.

 

Let me paraphrase something here;

 

‘The earlier phase of the dragonfly has the imprint of wings when it’s living under-water and then it’s forced out of its environment to transfigure (like crawling up a blade of water weed) and then another phase where it’s in the chrysalis and it entirely dissolves…the new creature sits and grows inside; the TEMPLATE for its fullest transfiguration is already inside.’

 

(My paraphrase from Gene Keys founder Richard Rudd on stage https://www.youtube.com/shorts/AASoIG9kLHY )

 


A dragonfly evolves from egg to nymph (larva) to fully transfigured and expressed dragon-fly in its life cycle.

 

 

So what if you had an IMPRINT for EVOLUTION that was merely stuck in less than fully developed nymph or pupa stage?

 

 

And this is really all at an IDENTITY level of consciousness that INCLUDES your SPIRIT CODES…which are most likely meant to be shared on a greater scale than you are right now (so we have to look at what’s BLOCKING or sabotaging that).

 

The most powerful and lasting transformational and branding work is IDENTITY WORK…it’s simply the deepest.

 

And you might be LIMITED in the perception OF YOUR SELF-IDENTITY b/c you’re at an earlier stage (kinda like the ugly duckling not realizing it’s a swan).

 

YOU have codes and connection to source that ‘personal growth’ doesn’t fully cover so it’s going to take something else. IF you are who I think you are and are NOT simply a small farm land animal nor an armadillo (metaphorically – go with me on this)…

 

 

You have a DIVINE TEMPLATE within you seeking fullest expression. NOT necessarily one for scrounging in Colorado Wal-Mart dumpsters (well, maybe but IS it though?…).

 

 

THE VESSEL OF YOUR CURRENT EVOLUTIONary state of identity may not simply allow the FULLEST BEAUTY to be transfigured within you like the IMAGO of the rebirthed caterpillar as butterfly. YOUR BODY ISN’T READY FOR IT UNTIL YOU TRANSFIGURE and complete the metamorphosis.

 

Because if you KNOW you’re not fully embodied, then isn’t that akin to you being at the nymph stage?

 

HAS your spiritual self reached its fullest incarnate expression as IMAGO….or is there a METAMORPHOSIS you’ve yet to go through so the world can experience your fuller beauty and evolution?

 

A chrysalis process so-to-speak to really be TRANSFIGURED in your full beauty to the world?! With a BODY that can hold your TRUTH?…like the dragonfly…

 

 

“An imago is the final, fully developed adult stage of a dragonfly’s life cycle, characterized by the acquisition of functional wings and mature reproductive organs.


Here is a breakdown of this life stage:

 

🌟 Key Transformations

• Metamorphosis: The aquatic nymph (naiad) climbs out of the water onto vegetation, splits its larval skin (exuvia), and emerges as a winged adult.


• Teneral Phase: Immediately after emerging, the imago is soft, pale, and unable to fly well. It takes a few hours for its wings to expand and its exoskeleton to harden.


• Coloration: Dragonflies often take days or weeks to develop their vibrant, definitive adult colors.” – google

 

Imagine…you as a glimmering AVATAR or celebrity iconic BRAND (like that fully expressed FAVORITE BUTTERFLY)….your ESSENCES (like archetypal and siddhic) as similar to the COLORS of the wings… with CONFIDENCE having the influence that spirit has called you to in your FULLEST expression without sabotage.

 

We could compare that to the dragonfly or butterfly; that it metamorphosizes into its fullest expression after having being ‘cocooned’ in an earlier (yet necessary) stage.

 

 

So….HAVE YOU OUTLIVED YOUR CHRYSALIS (BUTTERFLY) OR COCOON (MOTH) PHASE yet still hiding within it?

 

Have you shed your final skin as a caterpillar but remain stuck in the metaphorical pupa stage of chrysalis?

 

 

(Are you holding attachments and safety within spiritual ‘safe’ containers where you feel protected from ‘outside forces’)?

 

Or metaphorically to transition into dragonfly which requires that you molt from the nymph…leaving behind your EXUVIA as a previous shell of who you were …

 

 

..to reveal your shimmering technicolor and ornate higher transfigured truth!

 


Are you itching to really break free and ‘get out there’ to share your codes with the world?

 

SOMETHING has to change…including releasing that which would stop YOUR destined evolution and transfiguration. (Your environment, conditioning and shadow-grid can have so much to do with that and yet animals complete their natural pre-ordained CYCLES).

 

This NEW version of you; the one that holds AVATAR LEVEL IDENTITY CODES…

 

It’s kind of like stepping into a major motion picture A-list role and the serious character work involved – but where you have to and get to embody the TRUTH of that character…except now it’s already your current truth in seat of the soul (including your archetypal/Goddess, siddhic and elemental codes and consciousness) that you get live and play as FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD AS THE STARLET or DRAGONFLY.

 

Because if you were chosen for a lead actress role, wouldn’t you COMMIT and give yourself permission to become THAT form of fully expressed character and butterfly?

 

 

SO why wouldn’t you for your greatest soul truth and codes?

 

The gap between who you are now and where you want to be can be represented in the concept of an IDENTITY MAKEOVER…and really a TRANSFIGURATION not unlike the butterfly or dragonfly itself…and what it goes through BEFORE it reaches the final evolution.

 

Not merely a superficial, style makeover where we use Elmer’s glue to crookedly put wings on the caterpillar, but ideally with an IDENTITY CONSCIOUSNESS MAKEOVER that entirely TRANSFIGURES who you are into the fullest expression which has everything to do with your body and identity (and nothing less; although of course you’ll further prosper and cultivate from there).

 

What if you already have this TEMPLATING? What if it was YOUR EVOLUTION?

 

To rebirth into your PUBLIC ICONIC SELF to share your ascension codes, medicine and Beauty with the world WITHOUT SABOTAGE?

 

To really EMBODY ALL OF YOUR STAR CODES in a STABLE BODY with sovereignty in face of the larger ‘big world’ outside of your immediate community or cocoon (where it’s ‘safer’ and ‘cozier’ with those who resonate with you).

 

Nature has its nature and evolution…and so do we. Not all of us are pre-destined for star-like influence b/c of our different paths but I think you may be if you’re reading this.

 

DOES IT FEEL LIKE U HAVE THAT IMPRINTING? And that you’re no longer meant to remain in ‘nymph’ stage?

 

(you may not…you may be more like a platypus)

 

 

I mean…YOUR WHOLE ADULT LIFE THUS FAR you might actually FEEL and seem like you’re just (stuck at being) a NYMPH….yet you have so much unexpressed, un-potentiated GLORIOUS BEAUTY akin to a dragonfly which is parallel and anal-logical to YOUR fullest expression as the more colorful, beautified dragonfly.

 

 

 

So if you may be stunted in your fuller evolution as part of you is ITCHING to evolve (like I’ve been)…

 

Realize that it may take an identity level IMAGO makeover of transfiguration to come out of the chrysalis and leave that webbing (or exuvia) behind once and for all (ideally one that represents and embraces ALL of your SPIRIT & SOUL CODES in integrity; that which your Avatar/Starlet Codex gives us)?

 

No more pupa or nymph but finally your fullest, transfigured expression a.k.a. IMAGO.

 

Your FULLEST EVOLUTIONARY IDENTITY in your individual signature expression.

 

 

And with social media marketing and branding; on a more superficial level – THIS is really the golden ring: IDENTITY & BRANDING WORK…esp. in an attention age economy where people are valuing ‘REAL’, authentic and are becoming very psychic, intuitive and discerning of whether you ARE the real deal or are just faking and posing as it; ‘looking the part’ so to speak (or a bad actor).

 

So if you’re not FULLY EXPRESSED (and stable in your body) your people might be valuing you as a larva or nymph…they’re not experiencing your fullest transfigured truth just yet but you keep ‘working more’ trying to hack algorithms from your brownish nymph state. Just not the same.

 

FOR SPIRIT-LED, SOURCE CONNECTED POTENTIAL ICONS LIKE YOU HOWEVER…it’s going to require something even more in touch with your EVOLUTIONARY encoded truth and authenticity BECAUSE YOU HAVE THAT MUCH BEAUTY IN THE SEAT OF YOUR SOUL THAT ISN’T EMBODIED AND EXPRESSED YET – just like you wouldn’t know the plain caterpillar held SUCH POTENTIAL until it completes its evolutionary transfiguration process.

 

Sure…There’s some good looking caterpillars;

 

 

..however my point is metaphorical…it’s about your fullest expression (including your DNA) and spiritual templating.

 

We’ve only seen SOME signs of the level of beauty you hold in spirit (more like a good-looking caterpillar).

 

WAIT UNTIL YOU CAN HOLD AND EXPRESS IT ALL!?

 

With a LIGHT-BODY and nervous system that can hold and support that much CURRENT-SEA of life force Spirit. It only takes hours for a nymph to transfigure (a stronger word than transform) into its new ‘crystalized’ or set state when it leaves its old skin behind.

 

Visualizations, affirmations and personal growth may never be enough for the level of transformation that’s required of you to step into the authentic A-list movie starlet DRAGONFLY version of yourself.

 

BECAUSE you have the template and divine urge within you to SPREAD YOUR WINGS (instead of other types of animals; like some people are really just like wildebeests in their daily…)…

 

..because (if you are who I think you are) you are meant to SHINE your Beauty in confidence to the world as a vessel of the divine with your ascension light-working codes + beauty influence…(whether butterflies have been a spirit animal of yours or not).

 

Maybe you’ve BEEN the pupa this whole time with your marketing?

 

 

As I’ve been covering with these Starlet codes;

 

SOOOO many things could keep you in the meta-physical and practically metaphorical cocoon or even still ‘underwater’ IN YOUR DESTINED EVOLUTION TO FULLEST EXPRESSION of a transfigured LIGHT BODY.

 

All the fears and anxieties (I/we’ve covered in the ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet‘ book and on the blog); the concerns of judgments and what others would think…the self-doubt and criticism…your cocoon may start breaching open as you start to peer out but this triggers anxiety to the state of your body, so you run back inside of the chrysalis to somatic safety…(MAYBE YOU WERE MEANT TO LEAVE IT YEARS AGO?!)

 

It could be that;

 

The shadows and the ARCH-DEMONESS within that’s keeping you in the constriction OF the cocoon YEARS and YEARS past when you were supposed to leave it (but now you’re even MORE ready for overnight style instant attention and success).

 

But you know what? If you COMMIT TO COMPLETE YOUR TRANSFIGURATION you’re primed for an EVEN FASTER IMAGO MAKEOVER.

 

This is about heaven and earth REUNIFIED (as a social creature); embodied WITH YOUR CODES INCARNATE as the IMAGO or ‘STARLET’ version of your Spirit+Soul Truth (Codex).

 

The butterfly IS what it is in its transfigured state. Same with dragonfly…it’s simply WORTHY b/c it’s living out it’s evolutionary cycle.

 

 

YOU’RE NOT NORMAL…a style makeover alone WHILE BEING TEMPLATED IN THE COCOON is like dressing up on TOP of the BROWN BAGGY CHRYSALIS THAT YOU’RE SPORTING AS YOUR DRESS (go with me on the metaphors here; lipstick on a pig isn’t the vibe here)…

 

 

A superficial style glow-up makeover isn’t going to necessarily cut it)…you want your FULLEST Truth and essenced Self from the seat of your soul EMBODIED and able to RECEIVE THE ATTENTION AND SPOTLIGHT of the world. So people can FEEL your codes (and/as premium value authentic, effortless radiant allure).

 

You would want to COMPLETE THE TRANSFIGURATION ITSELF and obviously so – so that your friends and others will be in shock and awe (and honestly that can be one of the things that PREVENTS you from transfiguring b/c you’re talking in your cocoons to each other in a pow wow of sorts as they hang from other branches near yours).

 

 

Cocoons (simulated grown up butterflies in reserve)

 

You don’t want to REMAIN as a half mushy pupa with cocoon gunk still on you and one wing out do you?

 

 

(Maybe identity IS important and it’s not just about ‘working more’….your more accurate, deepest truth and brand – so DO reference where you’re at in your life cycle…Im’ speaking to you/those who still have to transition…and yet as soul+humans we can KEEP cultivating greater beauty)…

 

Because as a BRAND…people are sensing your vibe and light truth unconsciously (and yet more people are becoming intuitively discerning to KNOW and sense your truth if you’re REAL or not)…they’re feeling your emBODYment.

 

We want it to be OBVIOUS b/c you have SO much Light, Power, Magic and Beauty in the seat of your soul that’s meant to be embodied and expressed vs. dissociated from your body itself.

 

It wouldn’t matter as much IF you’re meant to be a laughing hyena however (or even a jackass)…

 

 

That’s a different life path (but is it really YOU)?

 

THIS IS A VERY METAPHORICAL POST but I’m sure that you’re getting the parallel alleghorical references applied to your life.

 

Again; this STARLET REBIRTH of your AVATAR/GODDESS CODES to share your image, voice and codes to the world as an ascension lightworker;

 

It’s like the dragonfly IMAGO evolutionary process (maybe you’ve not yet reached your ‘final’ phase and the molting process).

 

Like the meh-looking, basic good ol’ slow, ground-based caterpillar or underwater PRE-dragonfly as nymph in its stage;

 

 

A different kind of beauty and yet not fully expressed.

 

YOU already have the template to get YOUR codes out to the world as the equivalent to the IMAGO (fully actualized evolution of the earlier form of butter-dragonfly); yet your BODY may not yet be able to hold THAT MUCH LIGHT (and DARK divine consciousness and spirit matter)….there may be INTERFERENCE and a SHADOW realm (like your Arch-Demoness) preventing your embodiment…so many things can KEEP YOU SAFE AND COZY YET OVER-STAYING FOR YEARS IN THE YOUR CHRYSALIS/COCOON (which can include your current social circle); yet you’re called to break free and into full bloom b/c that’s where SPIRIT and your final stage evolution is calling you from here forward.

 

Or in the analogy of the dragonfly it’s referred to as ‘molting’ btw.

 

This requires a molting makeover process that RESPECTS your imprinting and coding….so that you can FLY (and move 50x faster after the slow years of spiritual ‘inner work’, PREPARATION and cultivation).

 

The good news is that if you are who I think you are; you already HAVE the MAGIC, gifts, medicine, goods ‘n codes that you’ve spent YEARS cultivating…YOU HAVE THE SPIRITUAL IMPRINT AND TEMPLATE IN THE SEAT OF YOUR SOUL…to enter your ICONIC ERA as a Starlet (but with YOUR codes and enchantment).

 

AGAIN; THERE’S SOME DECENT LOOKING CHRYSALIS’ OUT THERE like of monarch PUPA

 


Not even that ‘butterfly imago’ is ‘more beautiful’ per se in God’s country; however, is that where you’re meant to remain? Inside of it when you have a greater evolutionary cycle of FULLER EXPRESSION?

 

 

(If you are who I think you are reading this); You are called to be more VISIBLE with them on a larger scale just as the dragonfly is called to its next stage of evolution (and you’re sick and tired of the years of sabotage keeping you IN the cocoon; restless and depressed).

 

Remaining metaphorically ‘underwater’ (which it may feel like) is very different than facing the entire world IN FLIGHT and liberty of the spotlight as an iconic brand.

 

The fully transfigured dragonfly IMAGO (a.k.a. Starlet) is visible to the rest of the world now.

 

Again;

 

When you’re walking in the forest you’re more likely to notice a butterfly or dragonfly than a pupa right?!

 

Even K-Pop trainees go through a similar process of preparation in a relative ‘cocoon’ (largely hidden and preparing ‘underground’) until their ‘debut’ literally as iconic starlets or ‘idols’ (before they’re really SEEN).

 

IT MAY TAKE SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO PREPARE FOR THE SPOTLIGHT and all that ATTENTION….emerging out of the shell chrysalis itself fully.

 

Isn’t it time for that FULL BLOSSOM after YEARS of preparation and cultivation? (And b/c it’s in YOUR soul’s DNA?)

 

To really step into a more breath-taking miracle makeover (without half-assing it)? I mean…it may NOT be because each person is on their own timeline…but just be honest with yourself. Hound dogs wouldn’t have to put in their application (b/c they don’t have that kind of evolutionary cycle of metamorphosis).

 


You’re both fully human AND fully divine.

 

Yes – We are in a Starlet Ascension Miracle Portal where a first wave of new light-working starlets are coming out of their own curative cocoons (and circles) to the larger world as the NEW INFLUENCERS; and they have sorcery compared to where the rest of the mainstream’s consciousness is at (which = immediate attention and wealth currency dynamics).

 

And you might be one of them (b/c really a lot of the spiritual community seems to be eroding in different ways and shadows and people are sensing and urge to ‘get out there more’ in greater influence). HAVE YOU OUTLIVED MUCH OF THAT?

 

Will you COMPLETE your evolution and heroine’s journey up until THIS POINT? Or have you been SOOOO deep undersea you were so disconnected from your original templating that you became one of those super fugly fish in the Mariana Trench?

 


That was kinda me BUT I know I’m also the beautiful male dragonfly (so I’VE had to take this process seriously b/c that’s how dissociated and disembodied I was; btw VISUALS should be on the blog version ! 😉

 

To really become the IMAGO (rebirthed dragonfly or butterfly metaphorically and with YOUR AVATAR SELF incarnate and expressed to be FREE and boundless in the world – liberated and sharing your codes, beauty and enchantment)?

 

This ‘final stage’ of transfiguration…to come out of the chrysalis…to face the world in all of your brilliance…TO DEBUT TO THE WORLD YOUR TRUE SELF (that you’ve spent YEARS CULTIVATING and preparing for).

 

This is really STARLET’S territory moreso than a personal journey of awakening Goddess’ path. STARLET can help us make the transfiguration itself into your FULL EXPRESSION and what it takes to ‘go big’ and let yourself be seen by the world.

 

When you can reference YOUR CODES and value a public spotlight and stage ‘like a STARLET’ but with YOUR Light and Dark codes (vs. projections of individual Hollywood starlets and their shadows); you then have a powerful TEMPLATE for your big DEBUT…and accessing the greater CURRENT-SEA (and currency) of exchange.

 

So just how big IS your dharma and vision?

 

…And to complete your TRUE EVOLUTION?

 

Can you compromise on that or settle for anything less (no matter how strong the fears)?

 


How important IS that to you? Because the people, audience and attention are out there…it’s YOU (and I) who must TRANSFIGURE into our fullest incarnate truth to be the ascension INFLUENCERS and guides.

 

If you feel that you may have OUTLIVED your ‘cocoon’ and preparation stage…ITCHING to really GET OUT THERE into much more of a SPOTLIGHT in sovereignty and WITHOUT SOMATIC FEARS, APPREHENSION AND SABOTAGE then the AvaStar Makeover may be PERFECT for you to fully go through this final-stage process to debut your TRUE SELF to the world (and then live AS your heaven on earth highest timeline, ASCENSION WEALTH influencing Self.

 

WE ALREADY HAVE TV RECORDED STARLETS in THEIR IMAGO form..

 

They’ve gone through that transfiguration (and I’m continuing to support one of them in AvaStar as her social media empire and brand exponentiates). We’ve got 4 spots booked for THESE next miracle case studies that I’m invested in for THEIR big debut.

 

AvaStar is the real deal and I’ll continue empowering the chrysalis itself to be a MIRACLE MAKEOVER machine as I work with each client POWERFULLY for THEIR fullest.

 

If you are called to such a chrysalis FOR YOUR EMERGENCE…literally connected right to your BIG DEBUT (or re-debut)…to your TRANSFIGURATION after YEARS (even decades) of preparation, why not make a BOLD decision to commit to yourself, your EVOLUTION, your fullest, highest expression, beauty and dharma?

 

…The next steps are on the AvaStar portal page itself…you must be pre-qualified to join (no dumpster diving raccoons):


AvaStar Chrysalis

 


-Rion

 

p.s. Check page itself for status, availability and updates!

 

AvaStar Makeover

 

If you have some questions about Ava or just want a quick connect about your path or codes, you can reach out to me on IG DM

 

 
 
 
 
 
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FB Version: Anti-Starlet Spiritual Warfare & Source Saboteur to Your Visibility & Voice Wounding

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Anti-Starlet Spiritual Warfare & THE (?!) Source Saboteur to Your Visibility & Voice Wounding


(+ Light Language, Kundalini Anti-Remission, Siddhic Sanctum Updates)

 

(I don’t post as much on FB since the algorithm has been zucky for a ~year. I’m stepping up Instagram and u can follow me there:

 

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First; some quick updates and then a SHORTER version of my full post on the blog about the CORE SABOTEUR REVEALED in my ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’ power report.

 

 

Yesss…..I now flow with Light Language!….MUSE’ Light Language specifically….and it’s been a longtime dream of mine to be able to until recently. Basically it’s now a non-stop FLOW b/c the access in Spirit/connection was there – I just had to remove blockages.

 

My first recorded transmission is featured in this first ‘Siddhic Sanctum’ concept release which brings a devotional temple-grade field experience and charisma across in video. (Representing where visual influence itself is headed with allure & charisma and what’s beyond it with darshan).

 

 

https://www.instagram.com/rion_kati/reel/Dex2DF4tJyY/

 

More will be released through time on my IG.

 

NOW; imagine what can happen if/when you remove all of the SHADOW & RESISTANCE in your body to your AVATAR CODEX and

 

So I’ll first mention that after 9 months of (disappointing) kundalini REMISSION…my KUNDALINI is back online!

 

I had gone down to ZERO LIBIDO FOR MONTHS….I found out that this was b/c my hormones were compromised b/c of the prolonged cut diet and high cortisol. I had

 

I had to get health markers and body stress back in order; BUT THEN i GOT MY kundalini back after one Grail Kundalini self-activation!

 

If you’d like YOUR kundalini re-activated out from remission and nothing’s been working and your hormones are fine…shaktipat is a most assured path. It’s what I do in the remote kundalini activations and Grail Kundalini sessions.

 

Ok….NOW……..if you hadn’t heard I released a report on ‘Crouching Shadow’ just ooozing with Starlet codes esp. for ascension influencers who DESIRE to be visible in getting their codes and voice out there on a larger scale but who have been SABOTAGED.

 

I’ve been blogging a lot around these themes and the book is on site or you can request it from me via comment or DM.

 

What if ALLLL of your self-doubt, voice ‘n visibility anxiety (in effect) came down to THIS singular dynamic power factor that I’m going to reveal here and now?

 

Because; look the SPOTLIGHT IS REAL…(MANY eyes are going to be ON YOU and you don’t want to flub up or be seen as insecure); so how can we BREAK your previous patterns where your somatic body GOES HAYWIRE – to now where you are SOVEREIGN ‘n STABLE IN TRANSMISSION OF YOUR CODES…just with the RESISTANCE GONE?

 

In KNOWING that you have great SPIRITUAL CULTIVATION, CONNECTION, GIFTS, MAGIC, EXPERIENCE and GODDESS FRACTAL, DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS and experience in the seat of your soul to SHARE WITH THE WORLD BUT KEEP GETTING SABOTAGED.

 

What if it was almost entirely all SPIRITUAL WARFARE (beyond the ego or even nurture conditioning)?!

 

And it was mostly INTERNAL SPIRITUAL WARFARE between Goddess and Demons or entities? (And this is what was triggering your somatic experience and everything)

 

And in knowing the concept of ‘More Light Cast Greater Shadow’….

 

What if you had an EQUAL INVERSION OF SHADOW to the GREAT LIGHT THAT YOUR GODDESS CODES ‘ARE’ and represent?

 

What if your TRUE SELF (Light & Pure Dark) never, ever ONCE in your life or past lifetimes was unworthy or anxious about you having the FULL VISIBILITY, attention, manifestation and success that you DESIRE in expressing YOUR voice, beauty, codes and magic on a large SCALE to the world….

 

…and that it was ONLY AND EVER ‘THE SHADOW’ itself that always insidiously got in the way?”

 

(…so in the blog post and book itself; this is where I introduce the concept of your AVATAR self)

 

So we want to have THIS kind of an accurate SELF-CONSTRUCT of you that INCLUDES all of your prime essences and GODDESS signature qualities.

 

Your AVATAR SELF (is the accurate SOULPRINT and representation of your sequence of IDENTITY on a SOUL+ SPIRIT level of consciousness and identity which includes your soul value, archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark, gift & siddhic signatures).

 

Once we make ‘space’ for your AVATAR CONSCIOUSNESS OF ALL PRESENT, PAST AND FUTURE GODDESS (and the Codex representing your specific soul-spirit signature;) we can also make space for all of the SHADOW INVERTED CONSCIOUSNESS WITHIN that has been wreaking inner spiritual warfare which ends up preventing your voice and visuals from GOING STAR INFLUENCER…ya know; the CRIPPLING ANXIETY, SABOTAGE, failure, one-step forward 2 steps back, self-doubt, etc..

 

What if we could now break this infinity loop….remember you have ADVANTAGES being so CONNECTED TO SOURCE and Goddess…U HAVE THIS greater (potential) flow of chi (thus leading to greater physiological anxiety when it gets BLOCKED or warped within your somatic body from expression).

 

What if your TRUE Avatar self identity was ALREADY CONFIDENT to take the global spotlight with YOUR CODES – but you just had to largely move its inverted resistance that stops Her?

 

What if the ENTIRE SHADOW MATRIX YOU’VE EXPERIENCED WITH YOUR VOICE, VISIBILITY & CODES TO THE WORLD….all of that anxiety, self-doubt, nihilism, depression, failure and pre-medical grade physiological ANXIETY…

 

What if ALL OF IT…WAS NEVER ACTUALLY YOURS (nor in the truth of your Spirit)…and what if that entire shadow complex…your entire ‘Crouching Shadow’ and ‘The Shadow’ that prevents you from SPIRIT-ALIGNED SUCCESS, ASCENSION INFLUENCE ‘n wealth…what if ALL of it >>>

 

Could Be Personified As A Unified FrAnKen BiTch, Arch-Nemesis Or Arch-Demoness?

 

A BEWITCHED ANTI-STAR QUEEN WITHIN as an INVERSION to all of your GODDESS!?

 

Where it was HER modus operandi to SABOTAGE the GODDESS TRUTH (and that means Sophianic, ALL siddhic divine feminine codes, etc.) within from getting out there to have its influence?

 

And what if NOW, we could actually have the power with an AVATAR identity which embraces your anxiety-free light codes and expanded consciousness to WIN THE WAR ITSELF? Sure, there may be skirmishes to calibrate socially as you INCARNATE YOUR AVATAR/STARLET SELF unto earth….but what if now She doesn’t have to fragment and run back up into the seat of your soul b/c your body CAN NOW BE SAFE ENOUGH for HER to take the throne AND BE SEEN TO THE WORLD in great Beauty ‘n influence?

 

No more spirit hara-kiri from being seen?

 

How does that sound? And these are new STARLET codes AFTER my previous last AvaStar clients from phase 1 made television in their embodied and expressed (ascension starlet) transmission.

 

And b/c this has been heavy spiritual warfare, you/we’re going to have to work powerfully and move energies.

 

So if you’re called to MAKE THIS HAPPEN; to break the infinity loop of sabotage after being light years ahead but feeling like the reality is fading socially and professionally to the level you should be at that your codes may NEVER have as much influence as Spirit desires through you;

 

To really DEBUT (or re-debut) as your fully embodied AND EXPRESSED TO THE WORLD (which is different than a cozy Goddess path of awakening);, the most direct and fastest thing you could do (and to also maximize the Starlet Miracle Ascension Portal would be to join my 6 month private AvaStar makeover).

 

Just comment or DM me with more details or to have a quick connect about if it’s right for you.

 

This ain’t your local neighborhood looks-maxxing glow-up…this is AVATAR Starlet transfiguration of identity, consciousness, allure and then the secondary things like styling, etc. fall into place (but why do that only to end up having SHE-DEVIL within keep sabotaging you? And I don’t mean the Halloween sexy red devil eared version but the SWAMPY WICKED DEVOURER within which represents your Gene Key shadows as well).

 

NOW would be the time to prepare for 2027…and if this has been going on ; this great FRACTURE in who you are being so held back professionally and socially in visible truth expression (including from fear of what others would think and the entire fuckery)…if it’s been years of this…the entropy and gravity is going to strengthen into a further DOWNWARD SPIRAL and the COST for you to make a change is going to even be greater.

 

ISN’T IT TIME FOR THE IMAGO to emerge from the COCOON and the heavy SHADOWS that have been holding you longer from your fullest soul service and influence in the world? I’d look into the AvaStar makeover.

 

Check out what other ascension starlets have to say. PAGE ITSELF WILL LIST LATEST UPDATES & AVAILABILITY FOR AVASTAR.

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Siddhic Sanctum & Light Language Updates

Archetypes Beauty & Allure Beauty Essence Blog Charisma Darśan: Temple + Eye Beauty Kundalini + Shakti Meditation Muse Rion Kati Social Media Marketing Soul Starlet Temple Cødes

 
 
 
 
Ok…I wanted to update a few things here (I was just a model for a photo shoot at a sanctuary today in Tulum)...so, yes – I wanted to update esp. b/c it’s related to some of our core themes of:
 
 
 
*Owning Your Truest Voice & Expression (to the world publicly)
 
 
(and breaking through from that which would stop it)
 
 
 
*Being Seen ‘n Visible In Your Truth & Gifts + Growing a Following w/media & online
 
 
(being exposed to the world as a beauty influencer, self-brand, founder, ascension guide, artist or creator)
 
 
 
*Maxxing Your Charisma/Allure
 
 
 
>>>>And the ancient yet FUTURE of organic (+ 0rgasm*c) charisma and beauty influence itself which envisioned a via Muse-Starlet codes is ‘Darśan’
 
 
 
*Having your own signature, feelable, alluring ‘brand’ that helps people to sense, feel and (para-socially) know you more….even relate with, feel aspiration towards association with you…+ having a medicinal field that psycho-activates and incites your followers even w/o words
 
 
 
In everything I’m doing I want to be a living testament of everything that I’m teachin’ ‘n preachin’
 
 
And yes; I now flow with Light Language….MUSE’ Light Language specifically and it’s been a year’s long dream of mine to be able to have that but I was blocked for egoic and other reasons until recently.
 
 
This is featured in this first Siddhic Sanctum release which brings a devotional temple-grade field experience.
 
 

 

 
 
 
 
 
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I’ll talk more about the Light Language breakthrough below.
 
 
So if you’re not following me yet already on Instagram, you can do that here:
 
 
 
 
 
 
Remember; I started Instagram intentionally ‘late’ so I don’t have as many followers; yet do have 1000s of followers on FB (much of what was going on was proving things ‘underground’ for years or on a smaller scale and now I’m getting out there more publicly to grow the brand of me as a founder).
 
 
 
 
So you I’ve started this new sub-format concept called the ‘Siddhic Sanctum’ for my Instagram. I’ve got some screen shots here as well as the video link itself (above).
 
 
 
 
 
And yes; that includes me channeling LIGHT LANGUAGE in ‘one take’. I’ll talk about the LL concept more below.
 
 
 
So here’s the Siddhic Sanctum 1 reveal itself.
 
 
The concept is to allow me to have a platform to be more seen in charismatic, vulnerable Soul + Spirit embodied truth and expression…really emanating qualities of my own Star Codex but more vulnerably upfront and intimately.
 
 
This is as I continue doing the work to ‘stabilize’ my embodiment and expression b/c even in ‘winning the spiritual battle itself’ over ‘the saboteur’ it’s going to take some calibration to ANCHOR in the Star codex and expression publicly after YEARS of fear-based sabotage in extreme cases like mine and likely yours (which is why we go through the AvaStar process as well).
 
 
So this ‘Siddhic Sanctum’ is a template for Darśan a.k.a. ‘Darshan’ with a valuation of EYES (and enlightened body field) as a connection point to the divine and different frequency bands of the divine (like the ‘Devotional’ siddhic frequency for example, ‘Grace’, ‘Tenderness’ or ‘Majesty’…all of these which could be aspects of your own Avatar or Starlet Codex ).
 
 
The work I’m representing along my path is towards the Darshanic future reality of PRESENCE as a model and template for myself and others of a more enlightened, awakened visually beautiful collective field and of yes; where charisma and visual social media/brand influence is headed >>> ALCHEMICAL, feelable, psycho-activating enlightened charisma or allure of a living master and sadhu. Some of us can start to MODEL this future as our own ‘brands’ and influencers now ; those of us who can access, embody and RADIATE our own Avatar CODES visually (the work we do in AvaStar).
 
 
I’m not saying I’m ‘there yet’ with the full-on darśanic stability and visuals; but it’s all about templating this process for myself, you and others; or at least those of us who are cultivated in seat of the soul enough with Spirit that we have such beautiful Light qualities; that then it’s about embodiment and expression with and through the light body as radiance (allure/charisma).
 
 
DARSHAN IS THE FUTURE OF VISUAL & BEAUTY INFLUENCE and I’m setting a model for it now.
 
 
Most of beauty out there hasn’t even caught up with allure and THAT’S the future…darśan is what’s BEYOND allure and charisma. (Yes, I’m confident in the vision of that authority b/c these are Muse-Starlet codes).
 
 
So you can reference this as well and having YOUR signature essence qualities coming through at MEDICINAL LEVELS where it really brings a VIBEY EXPERIENCE that is actually medicine on its own (and this is whether people are doom-scrolling and NUMBED to catching real medicine when they see it or not – YOU still want YOUR CODES encoded for those that will recognize….
 
 
And most of them may not catch it instantly b/c of the distraction fatigue; yet some may right away (but people can always come BACK to your work).
 
 
There are pro’s and cons with Instagram and that format of ‘fast consumption’ but it’s how YOU can build deeper impact with people when you have YOUR essences coming across like this.
 
They may feel something is different; an indelible quality that draws them back to you where they want to linger and go into your world more.
 
 
 
The Siddhic Sanctum and other video screen-testing and revealing to the public in my truth is to have clear signatures of enlightened aspects of consciousness ie. ‘Valor’ or ‘Devotion’…
 
 
 
…to also model it for others b/c this is the future a la Muse-Starlet codes….we’re going to see more of this kind of authentic essenced ascension in social media influence, Arts & e!, non-ai content and marketing, etc.
 
 
 
Another main thing about the SS format is that it centers around the eroscopic devotional temple-space itself (whether people are aware and can recognize that it’s at that level or just think it’s another ‘content piece’; but that’s a risk you/I have to take in going out to the world; some will ignore it or remain ignorant to its beauty and yet others will realize this is THE MEDICINE AND HEALING THEY ARE MISSING just from such a resource).
 
 
 
Tbh; to combine my visuals (and I used to be the MOST critical) to where my charisma is stabilizing and yet flowing with higher frequency bands AND LIGHT LANGUAGE so my truth is really starting to come across – I’ve never seen anything exactly like it (from the masculine)….the TRUE Devotional frequency is by and large missing in the West so having the Siddhic Sanctum, I think only those called WITH devotional and Grail codes may start to recognize something in it and that it’s far more than just pixels and another scroll for example.
 
 
So on my instagram; the Siddhic Sanctum (and future releases) is meant to model a DEEPER, enriched TEMPLE-GRADE charisma or Beauty field experience that has an alchemical effect on others un-consciously (and or those who sit with it longer than a 2 second scroll)…it’s actually something you can do alchemical attunement to yourself…so instead of audio powerliminals, it’s the transmutational alchemy power now in visuals.
 
 
It’s what I’m helping AvaStar (and IMAGO) clients achieve; that level of SOUL/SPIRIT access and transmission (minus somatic shadow resistances) in their energy body to TRANSMIT and radiate the TRUTHs they already have; signatures of their soul-brand identity.
 
 
In this case of SS1 I have added a Muse Light Language transmission (one take flow during session) with some beautiful music. I may not always have Light Language with each of these, so yeah…I wanted to introduce you to this concept.
 
 
One siddhic freeze-frame alone is its own medicine – even when consumers aren’t ready for it…it’ll just take more people to recognize but this whole concept is the future and will change the world (in ways). We’re talking about ascension INFLUENCE from the Law of Resonance; alchemical influence.
 
 
 
People didn’t realize that Paramahansa Yogananda actually had not only ‘charisma’ (this is spiritually accurate unlike the lower conscious and distorted Western lens related to personality or personal growth)…
 
 
 
..but he had darśanic charisma of a field radiance…and that’s exactly what it is; siddhic radiance which also comes across VISUALLY (as potent medicine; fotonic power like the Sun-Star)….Braco the eye-gazer
 
 
 
 
…, Eckhart Tolle also have this darśanic and siddhic quality.
 
 
 
 
So…it feels good to start COMMUNICATING more visual qualities of beauty and power like this while I continue my own Star Codex IMAGO embodiment and transfiguration after decades of intense sabotage.
 
 
On a supportive side note; what if you pour your heart and soul out (like an artist) and there’s not crickets? There’s no response. The more important question is; WOULD YOU STOP ANYWAYS?
 
 
Is your commitment to YOUR fuller expression the most important thing? (Whether you’re seeking superficial attention or a blend of deeper recognition like a projector)…either way you have to TAKE THOSE RISKS if you’re going to get out there to the world – and really on such a large scale, people WILL discover you…and of that many may LOVE you and others will hate you or just not be your tribe.
 
 
My meditation channel of Powerliminals still hasn’t reached 1 million views yet but if I only did them b/c of how shittily the (BREADTH of wide reach) response would be (compared to the level of value they are; yet admittedly with DEEEEP impact on those who have discovered them when you hear the feedback), it would have corrupted and tainted my entire outlook – or deflated it.
 
 
As a creator…a founder, a brand you have to be stable-core at cause to embody and transmit your codes and risk BEING HEARD AND SEEN. Some things of mine ‘catch on’ and it’s not always what I would think…other things get crickets.
 
(I still only got 1/2 a testimonial on ‘The Gold Rush Ascension Code’ book but I know it’s foundation for a billion dollar business and a structural framework for overnight miracular success – incl. of ascension starlets. I guess more people will read it down the road).
 
 
 
There’s a Keanu Reeves baseball movie from 30 years ago that’s now popular b/c Michael B. Jordan was in it as a non marquee actor.
 
 
 
So can you think ‘at cause’ like a producer, a founder and an artist with YOUR media and legacy work?
 
 
I’m actually doing a photo shoot as the model for a sanctuary in/near Tulum today. And later (if I don’t look like shit!) I’ll weave that into my growing and curated Instagram wall.
 
You want to build a visual LEGACY around the ‘brand’ of you as an influencer.
 
 
You have to be willing to take risks like this for the right reasons. That book HAD to be written and it’s giving me a stronger foundation for what is now…it was precursor to ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’.
 
 
Ok…so this ended up bring a longer writing than I wanted.
 
 
Btw; I just posted on my Facebook b/c it’s also funnily true…
 
 
I swear; part of my psyche is still caught in Shrek 2 where donkey (ass) turns into a stallion in the woodshed/barn
 
 
 
 
With that said; YES, I’ve also had a Light Language breakthrough! And b/c it was part of the SS1 release, I’m combo’ing it with this blog post/email.
 
 

Light Language Breakthrough!

Light Language:
 
For me…this has been an entirely new and yet long-awaited dimensional breakthrough.
 
In fact; NOT HAVING it (for already being at my level of divine street cred) when OTHERS have had it (plus an awareness that I SHOULD ideally have it) made me feel like that I was blocked. In fact it’s true; I WAS BLOCKED at a higher level of expression (surely related to the ego and shadow-id within).
 
IF YOU’VE HAD VOICE ISSUES I’M A PERFECT REFERENCE POINT AND TESTAMENT 4U.
 
I used to HATE the way my voice sounded yet broke through and developed a LEGACY with the world’s best archetype meditations. But I was still blocked until more recently with Light Language.
 
With the Powerliminals btw; even though I was owning of my voice, I got to ‘hide out’ visually in THAT sense so there are different aspects here related to BEING SEEN and winning the spiritual warfare over the arch-nemesis within that wants to block your codes.
 
 
Now; with the Siddhic Sanctum 1 release (which founds the mini-series), I’m doing BOTH visual-vulnerable and voice-vulnerable transmissions to the world writ large (celebrities will see these posts).
 
This is strengthening my own muscle to keep being seen – and yes, I’ve dealt with haters in the past and will on a larger scale as well (but you want that SECURE sovereign foundation to face the world in YOUR TRUTH).
 
 
Btw; did you read that last POWER REVEAL about ‘the’ saboteur yet?
 
It’s here on the blog:
 
 
 
 
Ok….so I knew that I would have this breakthrough. It was an intention for several years but finally I broke through earlier this year in speaking light language (of the Beloved) in powerful temple space session time…it’s like I could FEEL the ego, blocks and self-criticism of ‘how would it sound?’…like a self-cringe from my ego which was preventing the flow itself…
 
I just had to reach a deeper state of consciousness of surrender to then just start some of the flow…so I opened the gates with that connection 1/2 year ago but then for months didn’t revisit it until heavier temple space now and it’s not only back but PERMANENT that I’m going to continue speaking fluent light language of the Beloved non-stop (when I enter that space of consciousness).
 
I WAS HELD BACK FOR YEARS on it…it was on my ‘to-do’ list as a valuation of new year’s intention. Yes; I’m speaking Muse’ Light Language…the channel was just finally opened for expression and higher truth won out over the shadows within.
 
Light language is like channeling or speaking from spirit (similar to ‘speaking in tongues’ from Christianity minus the religious filter);
 
It’s a flow BEYOND THE EGO and represents higher frequency transmission that has power, beauty and medicine behind it…light language is alchemical (when it’s the real thing and sourced properly). Beauty that words in our human languages cannot accurately describe.
 
I’m not even trying to translate any of it yet. I’ve recorded a few more to work with in heavy temple space.
 
What you hear in the Siddhic Sanctum resource was done in one-take non-stop…I wasn’t trying to ‘figure the words out’…it’s more like a non-stop flow…the more I practice the more I’m finding I can poetically flow with the words closer to mastery with more sophistication of expression…so it’s very exciting and it’s opened up entirely new levels of possibilities; LL Powerliminals?!
 
I can even think and hear the flow of Her speaking through me even during cardio sometimes so it’s more about having the connection to begin with and then OPENING THE GATEWAY in absentia shadow which would restrict it.
 
Many others have to cultivate their connection to spirit first (whereas I’ve had it for YEARS but this was blocked for SO long).
 
 
So; this LL breakthrough also represents a HIGH LEVEL of voice-truth ownership, authority and that I’d dare reveal it to the world where some will hate or criticize?
 
Doesn’t even matter b/c I’m sourced in my truth so securely. B/c really; it’s actually going to trigger a lot of people like news anchors and stuff who will have cross-eyes; people outside of our circle…so will you claim TO EMBODY AND EXPRESS YOUR TRUTH to the world?
 
IF YOU HAVE LIGHT CODES that are sabotaged and blocked from getting out there, we can work with this all. You’ve got LEVERAGE for overnight style breakout success, influence and ascension wealth. For you; both VISUAL and VOCAL sovereign authority of YOUR Goddess/AvaStar Codex is where it’s at whatever YOUR divine expression and purpose is.
 
We don’t work with just visuals in Avatar Starlet Makeover; it also includes the realm of your voice (whether you’re meant to have light language flow, have it or not).
 
Ready for a major INCARNATION and DEBUT of your AVATAR SELF and cultivating YOUR celebrity brand ‘n transmission codes flow visually and vocally? AvaStar is the direct place to be.

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