When Did Your Spiritual Awakening Begin? Reflection

Beauty Essence Blog

Can you think back to when it all started for you?

 

You know…when you stepped onto the path of awakening?

 

*Maybe it was a sudden interest in crystals being more than pretty

 

*Maybe it was an unexplainable synchronicity

 

*Maybe it was receiving a reiki session

 

*Maybe it was hearing some codes from a spiritual teacher that sparked something within you or seeing a demo from an energy master or Shaolin monk…

 

*Maybe it was a tai chi class

 

*Maybe it was reading the chapter of ‘s$x transmutation’ in Napoleon Hill’s ‘Think & Grow Rich’

 

But SOMETHING started you ‘on the spiritual path’…something spoke to a deeper part of you that didn’t fit in with mainstream conditioning…something called to your Heart, Spirit and soul.

 

Can you remember what it was for you?

 

For me; it WAS reading that book in 1999 which I bought in a bookstore in Colombus, Georgia at a mall when my grandparents came up to visit from Florida for my basic training graduation (yes, I joined the Army but for my reasons b/c I wasn’t ‘the type’ to otherwise do it).

 

I didn’t know it then, but Muse was sending me the signs…it took YEARS to eventually awaken to Her and become more conscious of what was going on. MANY YEARS but codes kept coming in and miracles were happening early on.

 

I remember there was a particular ‘day’ itself that didn’t seem that spiritual; but officially kicked everything into full gear. I have a photo in storage of it somewhere too where he had McDonalds and you could smell the french fries were on the bed with a GF I had at the time in the frame as well in the middle of Oahu.

 

My Army buddy had visited Thailand and brought back ‘the original resource’ which was over-loaded in Muse codes. It literally changed my entire TRAJECTORY and that’s why you’re on my list now. And it goes back even further b/c he and I were out in Honolulu on Pro Bowl night and there was a red light that we stopped for and that’s when he met his Thai girlfriend and I met (a different) French girlfriend who was her friend and was born on my Golden Birthday.

 

He went to Thailand from there and got engaged to her; but what if we’d miss that crossing sign light? (We were driving all around the streets looking for parking too).

 

Can you appreciate the details of your journey?

 

The coincidental circumstances?

 

With the original resource; I’d never seen anything like it and it inspired me to go in that direction to seek Her. (Muse of course is universal and beyond culture; it’s just that, this is where the journey really began for me a via Thailand).

 

I’ll share more about my journey here and there (now being LIGHT years ahead centered on Divine Union all these 23.5 years); but can you appreciate where YOUR spiritual growth really took off?

 

And at that point; by taking that initial step. you were on a different timeline arc entirely. You took that ‘fork in the road’ less taken. Mine was one of Divine Union and great spiritual awakening..I didn’t ‘plan on it’.

 

Likely; your family and old friends stayed on the main, beaten path…you branched off and you kept going ever since. Most likely, like me – you couldn’t find all of the answers within religion.

 

But this has happened for years and years.

 

If your family even knew ‘everything’ you’re doing, they’d be even more concerned but from THEIR past conditioning…chances are that you’re just too ‘woo’ for them and that’s ok.

 

But like me; you and I are ‘in so deep’ to our own spiritual awakening journey that yeah; it CAN be hard to relate to ‘normal’ people. It can tire and wear us out and down.

 

TEMPLE SPACE is where it’s at for me….MY LIFE CENTERS AROUND TEMPLE SPACE (AND it’s encoded in my Gene Keys.

 

BECAUSE you are so far into your path and yet so empathic and psychically sensitive, you’ve probably found that even people you love can DRAIN YOU; and yet it’s still up to you to MANAGE your energy.

 

You also likely RETURN TO TEMPLE (to get away from the holiday dinner-temple of doom).

 

We’re not even talking about people with energy your body recoils at because something is ‘off’ or toxic about them (like actually energetically) where a little vom comes up in your mouth. Of course you can’t be around people like that, I’m talking about serving clients or being there for your circle…even THEN you get tired and drained. EVEN being selective about who you let in your field.

 

You’re just more sensitive (also to loud sudden noises). I GET IT.

 

Being on a rich spiritual journey (and maybe I’ve contributed to that somehow over the past several years with the blog, powerliminals or past sessions), is a beautiful thing.

 

But it’s also important that ESP. if we’re in service to others, that we remain in peak SELF-CARE and even have external support.

 

My life centers around this temple-self renewal…the more I am RENEWED and replenished (codes are in your Gene Keys chart for this esp. with Radiance and Purpose with your line numbers), the more I am able to serve others.

 

The more you ALLOW YOURSELF TO RECEIVE and BE replenished, the more easily you’re able to serve and give to others. Your Gene Key line number has cues into HOW but there may be other ways in which you are meant to be revitalized.

 

So how much replenishment HAS your Goddess-Priestess been UNDER-NOURISHED ON HERSELF (in being met at HER level)?

 

So maybe the balance has just been off in how you relate with others (serving SO much and giving like you have and how it affects you along your path)?

 

Sure; rest and the usual stuff is important but if you’re HEAVY into a spiritual path or are a professional healer, there’s things and areas that we just take on and deal with psychically, soulfully and spiritually that require SPECIALIZED cleansing and self-care energetically.

 

A salt bath can do a lot; sure…rest and good nutrition are important – but some things literally are best to work on DIRECTLY with your chakras and aura on a deeper level…and to finally take a breather yourself from self-maintenance to let yourself be SUPPORTED at a temple-grade level so YOU can reset and relax RELATIONALLY instead of always serving others.

 

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-Rion

 

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Are You The Gifted Yet Unmet Space-Holder?

Beauty Essence Blog

If you’re on my email list (you can join here) you may have noticed how I’m speaking to a specific subset of women who are easily the ‘New Age Woo-Goddess’ of their family. If that’s you ; keep reading!

 

Yes; you’re the black sheep of your family and you are ‘OUT THERE’ so much for them to really understand or handle. I know.

 

You have to put on your ‘citizen’ cap to even inter-relate basically with many other humans.

 

And you can’t just share what you do with any consumer-citizen that comes along right? Because

 

A. What you do is sacred – so it’s difficult to actually ‘explain’ in logic what you REALLY do to most people who aren’t really ready (nor qualified) to hear it…(you might share a version of it if you sense they’re ready to hear it) –

 

2. They don’t have any reference point you can sense based on their vibe-truth, conditioning, projections and would likely label you a ‘new age hippie’ or some clichéd trope

 

I usually tell ‘normies’, gym bros or airport line waiting people who ask ; that I do ‘online consulting’ just to AVOID the deeper conversation tbh (it’s still technically accurate ! 😉

 

Oh yeah; don’t forget about those CRINGEY family dinner holiday conversations where you really have to drop back in-self in your own temple space after copious amounts of family or ‘society’ time.

 

Oh – And

 

B: You want to preserve your work. WHO you let into even AWARENESS of your true temple consciousness must be guarded in ways.

 

And whether you’re getting paid for your light-working services or not…you are quite evolved and SENSITIVE. Compassion and empathy is a natural sense for you, right – at least when you allow yourself to hold space for others who DO recognize you for that?

 

You have to be careful of who you let into your field too, right?

 

You’ve been someone who is known for GIVING…giving to others (while not always being met back) and this takes time and energy….as they get closer.

 

And you probably end up absorbing everyone else’s energy and still have to do a lot of cleaning work on yourself just to maintain a basic operational state.

 

…but sometimes it feels like too much has ‘piled’ up and you get too overwhelmed and fatigued to get out of those ‘stuck’ energy states; you can get stuck in a gravitron downward spiral where even working on yourself can be futile, right?

 

Where you have to just VEG out, sometimes but that’s not the deeper medicine either.

 

You find yourself always giving more than you receive and realize that really ; it’s your fault b/c you allow others in and have these agreements and then you find yourself tired once again.

 

You can feel over-burdened or loaded down with others energies and fatigued too..

 

It’s just not always practical to ‘always be on’ and get out of the deeper energy pit yourself when you’re stuck in it.

 

So; maybe you AREN’T meant to do everything alone?

 

You have to be picky of who you let into your field personally and socially…and professionally (if you’re serving your dharma as a light-worker); sometimes you can’t always choose so some clients drain you more than others. It still takes a toll on you.

 

You prefer the tranquility when you can have it and time for yourself with no one else around to have a deeper reset; but then there are all the demands from people and your life…and the rest that you did get might not be enough to energetically restore you in all the best ways.

 

Things after all have been ‘adding up’ for quite a while while you give space for others while remaining largely UNMET (and unseen on that deeper level your soma is yearning for).

 

YOUR SOUL & SPIRITS WANTS TO BREATHE more when in these cycles. It wants a deeper replenishment.

 

TO BE MET IN THE TEMPLE-GRADE LEVEL OF SPACE that YOU have been offering others.

 

Sometimes if you’re honest with yourself; you’re sick ‘n tired of serving everyone else at times, while you often feel neglected and UNMET in several key areas.

 

But you’ve ALSO experienced great replenishment and your Goddess Self – blooming open again…you know what that FEELS like when you feel more embodied – even like your feet are the grounding of heaven on earth – an altar even.

 

Your Goddess codex will drop in naturally when you’re foundationally rejuvenated, rested, relaxed and unbothered; and yet, it’s harder for Her to land and express through you when you’re over-giving and fatigued.

 

And if you’re serving client sessions, your Priestess could really use some deeper attention and deep SYSTEM somatic revival support Herself.

 

She GIVES SO MUCH. And even getting paid doesn’t hit your system in the ways that could replenish crevices of you.

 

You might even get so overwhelmed in over-serving without balance; that you may disconnect completely, going through the motions…so you ‘keep running’ and it feels like you’re more DIS-embodied running on zombie fumes…like I feel after trans-Pacific flights and soaking in others energies.

 

Even though you love how deep you can go in temple consciousness, when you’re over-worked and spent; maybe you have Gene Key shadows like an apathetic indifference or confusion…maybe even self-doubt that creeps in about yourself.

 

And have you found it harder to recover (let alone serve optimally) from that kind of entropic gravitron space?

 

Do you also feel that you just can’t open up or ‘put that burden’ on others or just anyone to allow YOU to reset yet (and the space that would require)…even a minute might be asking too much and you definitely can’t do that with clients?…

 

Yet you ideally want to make sure someone can actually relationally and spiritually MEET YOU to hold that deeper reset space vs. superficial attention or ‘friendsiness’?

 

Because; YOU WANT TO KEEP GIVING YOUR BEST TO OTHERS and serving.

 

In your gifts and magic…but there’s few who can relate to the equivalent of your TEMPLE body self (and HER desires, requests). (And even if you have a partner; he may not be able to reach certain aspects of yourself that require specialized re-charging).

 

WHO IS THERE FOR *YOUR* RESTORATION and premium space-holding at the system reset level of spa-day for you and your spirit, soul and temple-body?

 

And then…when you finally do experience some reset and renourishment…things pick back up again with demands of your time and energy and living like that ; thus, it’s hard to find this greater DEEPER replenishment and living in OPTIMIZED balance to BE so spiritually embodied more often.

 

And that’s not even mentioning having a brand and image to up-keep…and other people or pets you have to care for.

 

So; if that IS mostly you and what you’ve been through; what can you do?

 

WELL, I’m glad you asked!

 

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p.s. I mean, you might even be in a more depleted state right NOW; but have you at least been aware of it and when it’s been an on-going issue or trend with yourself?

 

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This is something a Snickers bar isn’t going to really fix tbh (despite the smart commercials from a decade ago).

 

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3 Steps I Used To Overnight Cure DEEP Brain ‘n Body Fatigue

Beauty Essence Blog Rion Kati

These tips may help (no promises) if you’ve been under the unexplainable deep fatigue.

 

I was feeling incredibly brain-drained and body fatigued the past 1/2 week even getting normal-minimal sleep (so it wasn’t that).

 

Yes; I had jet lag but arrived here a week ago so it wasn’t just that. I had already caught up on main sleep.

 

Yes, I was doing a lot of body workouts but this was unusual and was affecting my active state and wellness.

 

Ever felt like that kind of fatigue but couldn’t explain it? I was very sloggy and it was kicking in my Mastery shadow of apathetic Indifference and me not wanting to do anything.

 

NOW I FEEL AMAZING in body and head…it’s all gone – OVERNIGHT.

 

Here are 3 things I did to cure it overnight:

 

1. Had a re-feed meal (carb re-load) for yesterdays 2nd meal of the day (more brown rice and wheat bread than I’d been eating..this does help get more nutrient-sugars to the brain)

 

2. Energy work: I finally went into heavier temple session space for the first time since being back in Tulum and did pro energy work on myself including Darshan codex work and release-purging the past week (which included lots of soul disembodiment, not-self things I picked up and mundane travel) to officially re-embody myself

 

3. Turned my bed around 180 degrees and slept on it kitty corner with a pillow stack with my head AWAY from the neighbor’s same bed location on the other side of the wall to have my OWN proper head aura space. (Human Design RA is right about this). See if it applies to YOUR dynamic

 

I only got 6.6 hours of sleep so may nap later (still re-adapting from half way around the world); but I feel recharged and great BEFORE I’ll take some b12 again.

 

My solar plexus and heart have SPACE and are pre-pre orgasmic at a resting state again.

 

And to think people go their ENTIRE LIVES without getting energy work done. Especially for projectors and high performers, this is something you should be doing REGULARLY; growth maintenance pro energy work done.

 

A recent client was sick and then after an activation with energy tune-up said: “Like night and day wow! You are powerful 🥰thank you so much!!!”

 

Anyways; those 3 tips might help you heal brain fatigue even if you’re taking supplements, getting sleep, etc. And I know it was EACH of the 3 but how they added up.

 

You don’t know WHO is sleeping on the other side of that wall; I mean that’s a wildcard and how it can affect and drain you; time was bending in weird ways, there was a darkness and then living with that slog.

 

(New neighbors are there since last time I lived in the same condo b/c I did hear their clanging).

 

Now I feel like a million bucks instead of a zombie even though my feet are facing the wall and there’s no bed-head wall behind me (more auric breathing space anyway).

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If 1 Man May Be Suffocating Your Public Eros, Starlet Beauty + Expressive Liberty

Beauty & Allure Beauty Essence Blog Divine Union Soul Starlet

If you feel CONFINED towards a greater, liberated GODDESS level of expression and behavior possibly because of ONE man in your life (and how he wants to keep you visibly for himself) or b/c of the relationship ‘container’ and expectations…
 
 
 
This power post is for you and there’s a lot at stake. 
 
 
 
There may be archetypal aspects that you DESIRE to express but are in effect PROHIBITED from expressing esp. if it doesn’t fit your ‘role’ as a partner, wife or mother.
 
 
 
IF you have been suppressed esp. by the masculine from fuller expression, STARLET is actually your medicine b/c She knows how to relate with all aspects of the masculine publicly without being siphoned from.
 
 
 
This is dangerous information because for some other women reading this, if ‘he’ found out he would get triggered and fall into possibly toxic behavior about it. 
 
 
 
(A shortcode here is that your Starlet is missing Her equivalent Star).
 
 
 
Now;
 
 
 
I don’t know who ‘he’ is personally (if this applies to you), but I don’t have to know.
 
 
I know the bigger picture (this man has archetypal shadow qualities disguised as good intentions) and this may be by and large what’s holding back your entire unfulfilled DREAMS instead of living in stifled compromise (how uninitiated masculine cannot hold space for that level of Beauty and REALLY have all kinds of issues with it).
 
 
Of all the things that could sabotage you from claiming and stepping into your STARLET (unique Goddess-Avatar Codex) in public visibility – it could be many other self-sabotage reasons – but this may be the main one for you or at least MANY women; ONE MAN.
 
 
1 MAN WHO CANNOT HOLD SPACE FOR SUCH BEAUTY. (He may not even know THAT version of you if you fully unleashed it).
 
 
So in continuing with our Man vs. Starlet theme (YOUR Starlet)…
 
 
 
Might it be that ONE MAN or male figure (from your past or present) could actually be the APEX saboteur to your fullest embodiment, public beauty expression and divine feminine, EROSY radiant influence of being seen? 
 
 
 
Because you might NOT see the signs b/c of how tricky and gas-lighty this can be even though ‘he’ is actually the culprit that is GROSSLY out of attunement with your spiritual desires for greater spiritual allure beauty, boundless self-expression, satisfying recognition, ascension influence with YOUR Goddess codes and Beauty legacy.
 
 
 
Let me ask you this;
 
 
 
In lifelong valuing beauty and divine feminine consciousness;
 
 
 
Do you have a desire to be more fully expressed, radiant and seen? 
 
 
 
Do you have a long-ago in the past history of healthily enjoying dance, singing or the recognition and attention it brought that felt GOOD to your soul, but then it got smothered and suppressed to appease the comfort of one man (esp. by an important male figure in your life)?
 
 
 
Have past lovers been largely uncomfortable by your public beauty expression and it triggered them so you tamed yourself back down?
 
 
 
Have you been living in massive (masculine influenced) suppression for years (often to ‘fit a role’) while meanwhile your soul desires to be in your fullest visual quintessence, voice, beauty and influence (always knowing there is something more)?
 
 
..And yet you are prevented from doing that (even if he was gone YEARS AGO)?…and do you find that you keep living out the same pattern (whether he himself was aware of it or not – even if he ‘intended well’)?
 
 
In doing a recent Codex Clarity Consulting call (now available at a longer 45 minutes here), something became very, very clear and it was one of the angles that I already knew about but had missed in earlier blog writings about soul / spiritual starlet: it’s how a masculine figure can be the predominant SUPPRESSOR of her greater Beauty (and the consciousness that goes with it).
 
 
 
You may actually be spiritually imprisoned in a less than liberated relationship that your soul desires…you just have to figure out the costs and risks of changing it and how much integrity you have to have with your soul’s desire because yes; it may mean either liberating your Starlet from those shackles, having him grow into a Star-god to support your alluring Beauty expansion and recognition or continuing to live under the weight of his inability to hold presence with your Starlet.
 
This woman (and many others) had great desire to be more fully embodied, expressed and seen (including in archetypes of her Starlet Codex)….and yes, it often brings attention from OTHER MEN. That somehow didn’t sit right with her man.
 
 
Unfortunately; this is too common of a theme (the world is missing more Star-Kings who can let their woman SHINE and nourish the world without falling into shadow reaction).
 
 
 
Even though it was SOCIAL attention (really; Starlet’s domain writ large); this dynamic causes him to actively suppress her radiance because it threatens him personally ‘as if’ she was cheating.
 
 
 
Her potential Starlet (of divine feminine archetypes and siddhic essences with and through her transfigured for public social influence) is essentially shackled because Starlet THRIVES on Beauty expression, recognition, influence and attention (of ie. divine feminine radiance and not just physical prettiness). BUT THERE’S ONE MAN WHO IS ESSENTIALLY PREVENTING OR STOPPING IT ALL.
 
 
(Or is it that she’s allowing it?)
 
 
Is that woman you? Who have been dealing with a male figure who may be the SINGLE biggest saboteur of your soul’s fullest expression and desire (while years keep going by)?
 
 
 
In working with women for years; there are 3 common themes related to this masculine suppression of the divine feminine beauty that wants to be fully expressed:
 
 
 
1. Father dynamics that are still with you subconsciously where you don’t want to threaten his perfect view or expectations of you b/c of the fracture it would mean even though he was coming from limitation and 
 
 
 
2. A past or current partner whose security, ego and identity is threatened by your Starlet/Goddess’s fullest expression (codexed essences) so you remain shackled and can barely even associate with other men so as not to trigger him. 
 
 
 
(This may even be a husband who yes – has other good qualities in the mix which makes it more complicated; but the dynamic and his level of consciousness is admittedly INFLUENCING your suppression so that you’ll often self-censor ‘Her’)
 
 
 
3. The collective (shadow, hypocritical and often toxic) masculine often parading as virtuous morality. This supports the ‘engine’ of Beauty and ‘sex sells’ (including the divine aspects of Beauty influence except that when it gets INTER-personal, most men are incredibly weird, fearful or controlling and shadowy around such Beauty as it relates to them personally)
 
 
 
ALL three of these (or we could say the unity of the uninitiated-by-Goddess masculine) can be LIFE-LONG effective blockers to your Starlet from EVER really coming into embodiment. I’m going to speak mostly to #2 (continued) here.
 
 
If you have a desire for greater expression and being seen (to have divine feminine influence with and through you);
 
 
It may take nothing less than a severing of that psychic relationship and/or agreement with that man (or stunted archetypal male figure who cannot hold presence-space with EMBODIED divine feminine consciousness) in order to give yourself the freedom to embody your Starlet and your soul’s fuller desire for expression (and UNTIL YOU DO you will keep living out the same, meek pattern where your Goddess constellation cannot even really BREATHE let alone unfurl and be SEEN en masse with Her medicine and influence). 
 
 
UNWILLINGNESS TO MAKE THAT DECISION TO CHANGE THE MASCULINE OPPRESSIVE DYNAMIC COULD KEEP YOU STUCK FOR YOUR ENTIRE LIFE.
 
 
There. I said it. So it’s YOU who have to weigh the consequences of YOUR soul’s desire for growth, boundless beauty cultivation at an identity level of consciousness and reality (where your Starlet Codex holds the exact keys to ACCESS Starlet consciousness to transfigure and amplify the spirit qualities of your soul publicly without sabotage, without collapse, without guilt, shame, humiliation, fear, insecurity, doubts, self-censorship, etc.)
 
 
This can be challenging if you are in a current and entangled relationship where it feels your divine feminine is admittedly being SUFFOCATED spiritually and socially.
 
 
You got into the relationship and there are still good things – again WHICH COMPLICATES IT because you’ll justify staying and being with him UNDERSTANDABLY.
 
 
And this dynamic, your comfort with each other and the limitations of the relationship container, roles and expectations – it all keeps you stuck for years from that GREATER EXPRESSION AND BEAUTY. Honestly; you’re not sure he could handle it.
 
 
(I’m not saying to necessarily ‘break up’; however, this is about clarity and empowering your path either way – YOUR choice, your life).
 
 
In relationships that otherwise aren’t toxic, he may ‘lead’ under the guise of conservative values and ‘morality’ where a woman shouldn’t be seen or expressed in her beauty nor sexuality for other men…however, there’s a deeper issue going on here besides that your male figure doesn’t have Star consciousness that can allow BEAUTY to be expressed publicly and socially without it threatening him (and instead rely on the strength of your ‘actual’ agreement together rather than manic perceived fears of you being with other men). 
 
 
This ‘morality’ police angle of religion and the manosphere actually abdicates Goddess consciousness. They and the egregore simply doesn’t know how to handle it.
 
 
Human constructionist ‘morality’ and some evolutionary biology justification is often their model but doesn’t include the divine masculine power to meet Goddess in the equation (remember; we’re not talking about you actually ‘cheating’ with the world of men, it’s actually his insecurity and fears to let you be a Starlet where as a Star he is even MORE of a man).
 
 
And btw; this IS spiritual because we’re talking about essentially the divine masculine in men being able to HOLD PRESENCE AND SPACE without expectation, control, siphoning or micro-managing to that level of Beauty. Shiva level presence to the spirit of your Goddess/Starlet codex.
 
 
So…Mix in his authentic biological urge to know he is the father (there wasn’t DNA paternity testing until the 1980’s) so even though he has reason to ‘rein you in’ and thinks that ‘a mother shouldn’t be erotic esp. in public when she’s married’, more often this ends up becoming shadow behavior because he doesn’t know how to face and be present with GODDESS Herself (a.k.a. the level of Beauty you would have if you really allowed it).
 
 
This is because his mortal man isn’t worthy of Goddess (just like the village girl isn’t worthy of bedding the Emperor-King).
It’s worth mentioning that many women ‘re-wild’ in Goddess circles…this can be important medicine (for a phase) to SEVER from many ways of the constrictive masculine (shadow); however, what we’re referring to outside of an understandably safe reclamation bubble is facing THE WORLD AT LARGE and fully re-integrated;
 
 
Being seen (and being able to be sovereign and seen) including BY the shadow masculine public and the psychic weight of men that have held you back in the past (let alone possibly siphoned from you); this is where STARLET and Grail dynamics come into the equation…
 
 
Men and the masculine are implicated and part of all of this…you may find that you may have to graduate from the Goddess circle-bubble into public Starlet if you have a divine feminine mission that requires being seen and relating with the masculine in ascension or influence.
 
 
We’re talking about making it safe for you to shine TO THE WORLD (Starlet is your medicine).
 
 
Anyways, I regress;
 
 
Because he is UNINITIATED in the consciousness-truth of the Holy Grail itself of Divine Union (and men in general in the collective); it would THREATEN him to the very core so he finds ways to prevent you from ever truly shining.
 
 
He remains the governator to your Beauty-Truth. Or at least you got into relational agreement to where that IS the authority.
 
 
 
If you went forward with discovering your Starlet codex and (God forbid) joining AvaStar Starlet Makeover with monthly support and committing to such a makeover; yes – many men would find you far more attractive and getting attention and this could cause him to;
 
 
 
*Be threatened and triggered; over-react, get jealous or want to start fist-fights with other men
 
 
*Collapse into nervous fear with inability to hold presence in his nervous system
 
 
*Triggers into passive-aggressiveness
 
 
*Flare up in anger
 
 
*Obsessively micro-manage and control you
 
 
*Shame, guilt, berate and belittle you and your greater beauty expression (or Eros allure) when it starts peeking forward
 
 
*Love-bomb you because he doesn’t want to let you go ( as a toxic form of control and emotional abuse)
 
 
*Put you back in your spiritually meek place so as not to get such recognition from other men so he’s comfortable again being seen with you
 
 
 
I’ve got news sister; he doesn’t have STAR consciousness (or at least the divine gift of Detachment which then relies on AGREEMENT between each of you related to actual intimacy). He’s not able to healthily HOLD SPACE for that spirit-rich essenced version of you.
 
 
 
And the good sex complicates it but deep down you’re realizing that, oh crap – what if Rion is right and my man cannot hold space for my fuller Beauty without shutting it back down?
 
 
(All of this can cross-over with the conscious twin flame relational template for many women as well; but it’s still not Divine Union)
 
 
So no wonder you’ve held back. It would threaten the divinely (the aspects of) your sub-par relationship you currently have in your SPIRIT to the masculine – even though there are good qualities and attributes your mortal partner has (which stifles you more from changing the dynamic).
YOUR SPIRITUAL SOUL BEAUTY EXPRESSION & SOCIAL INFLUENCE WITH GODDESS CODES is by and large limited to HIS insecurities rather than being CONSTELLATED WITH YOUR IMMORTAL STAR BELOVED WHO HOLDS PRESENCE AND SPACE FOR ALL OF YOUR BEAUTY-GROWTH AND EXPRESSION.
 
 
It’s because you are in a past agreement with a mortal man who isn’t initiated into Divine Union consciousness to hold that level of Presence properly, safely and truly.
 
 
If you shine TOO MUCH past his threshold, you calibrate your behavior back into less than your desire.
 
 
And it’s important to realize the role you had in co-creating this ‘limiting to your spirit and soul relationship’. A past version of you, but still you.
 
 
(And how many more years is this going to continue?)
 
 
Like that chemical that stops the heart from beating at death sentences (isopropopyl or something), men or a man who is still influencing you (subconsciously) or otherwise can have the REAL effect of stopping your full soul, spirit, beauty, identity and consciousness from fully embodying and being SEEN.
 
 
THUS; SHE IS NEVER ABLE TO BE PROPERLY BIRTHED.
 
 
Yes; I’m speaking mostly to #2 of the 3 above here. Remember I go more into the collective (#3) in this recent blog post here (under the Starlet category):
 
 
 
 
And yes; your mortal FATHER (as compared to The Holy Father) may also be still living out HIS standards that is governing your own level of beauty consciousness and visibility in being seen publicly – the thermostat is still set to HIS comfort level (or you got shamed into being something else when it’s really the archetypal, divine feminine that is seeking expression with and through you).
 
 
It may be so extreme; this past masculine influence on you (esp. with trauma, abuse or siphoning OR even strong family control or expectations) that She is effectively paralyzed from ever being truly embodied b/c you’ll get activated into fear-body response.
 
 
HOW MUCH LONGER WILL YOU LET LESSER MORTAL MASCULINE CONSCIOUSNESS BE YOUR GOVERNATOR TO GREATER BEAUTY AND ALLURE EXPRESSION INFLUENCE?
 
 
This limited, NON-Shiva-esque masculine consciousness is important to understand more (ideally). MEN DO NOT KNOW HOW TO RELATE TO ANGELS, GODDESSES, APHRODITES…
 
 
There are SONGS AND POETRY about ALL of this….(Sacred Union dynamics)…men just cannot comprehend it within their ego…they’re just uninitiated in Divine Union.
 
 
 
All of this male-as-beauty-suppressor to your fullest expression;
 
 
 
This in large part has to do with his Holy Grail or Divine Union dynamics (er essentially lack thereof)…this level of masculine consciousness is common and in the bigger picture, unevolved.
 
 
UN-Godly even though moralistic constructionism will say it’s Godly. No; GODLY is HIEROGAMY ITSELF; reunification of God and Goddess consciousness through Holy Son & Daughter as LOVERS. But hey; pop religion mostly threw that out with the bath-water so there isn’t a model for men TO relate to the divine, meta-physical (also a direct reality with social media how it amplifies a single woman’s beauty 1,000,000:1 with social power) and archetypal.
 
 
This fractured-from-Communion personal, egoic male vs. 1 billion:1 ratio of a Goddess…the mortal man simply cannot hold space for Goddess Presence and consciousness (or the many fractals of Her).
 
 
In large part this is because he is not reunified within with his own Beloved and Her form of Goddess consciousness.
 
 
 
IF you were allowed to embody and cultivate your GODDESS or STARLET (and into full, liberated expression for the world to see), but it THREATENS HIM and his mortal ego….how much longer can you allow this to continue?
 
 
MAYBE IT’S OK to have your Starlet shackled b/c the chain isn’t ‘AS’ tight as it could be..? (But is that good enough for you soul; THAT level of compromise).
 
 
And I’ll say another thing; ALLURE is the evolution of Beauty influencer so if you have some form of Sophianic or Goddess codes related to social ascension, these are the influencers of tomorrow; spiritual starlets who are CHOOSING to live their fullest truth and beauty expression.
 
 
This is where MAINSTREAM is headed; ultimately towards Darshanic Beauty influencer (alchemical, temple-grade, transformational beauty).
 
 
So it’s not even just the current model of beauty influencer; SPIRITUAL STARLETS are going to rise in social power (and rightfully so) with their unique codes; but if you’re stopped from ever really beginning because you’re allowing a mortal man’s limited shadow relationship to Goddess truth to stop you?
 
 
Then yeah; it may never happen and your soul itself may never reach that fulfillment and you’ll never have that collective influence from your future tribe.
 
 
 
On a spiritual level (since we’re mostly talking about #2 of the 3 here); if you had that much beauty and he lost it, it would fracture his connection to the Grail (that which he doesn’t even know he desires the most); so he tries to control you to keep what he has…more beauty, more attention = more shadow, toxic, flare-up behavior and paranoia from him suffocating your Starlet even more.
If he was a father figure; you may still be limited to his thermostat of HOW much beauty or erotic expression being seen socially is ‘ok’.
 
 
And yes; a lot of women in my circle have done Goddess, Eros work and RECLAMATION but we’re speaking specifically to your STARLET and her SOCIAL influence…does it actually threaten a male figure in your life and are you still holding back because of it (whether subconsciously or actively in partnership)?
 
 
He may be comfortable with you being together because in a sense he ‘owns you’ in the right ways but still….take it public and where does your Eros-Goddess Dark Vixen go? She can’t.
 
 
Because of the relationship YOU’RE ALLOWING TO CONTINUE TO LIVE to his level of consciousness and his lack of resonance and Unity with Goddess.
 
 
Are you going to let one man or the collective uninitiated masculine (and their hypocrisy and projections towards such Beauty) determine your beauty path and soul’s fullest expression?
 
 
See…What’s missing is DETACHMENT. YOU’VE BEEN IN AGREEMENT WITH A MORTAL MAN (or amalgamation of them) who simply CANNOT hold space for Goddess or your fuller Beauty.
 
 
He’s attached to a version of yourself that isn’t your fullest either (and you know this b/c She is not fully embodied).
 
 
Remember; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED can actually hold space for your Goddess codex Beauty Presence & Truth.
 
 
Detachment to the uninitiated shadow or sophomoric mortal masculine consciousness just doesn’t compute. It basically means to HIM that you’re basically cheating on him and your intimacy by even by showing ANY skin on social media (an I’m speaking to like an upper arm).
 
 
You don’t have to live under that yoke anymore; I mean it’s still your choice and consequence.
 
 
So you may have had a pattern of past men who ended up being toxic and controlling around you if you had exceptional beauty and/or if you allowed your feminine allure to shine publicly. It may seem good from the surface; “Oh he’s protecting me…he wants me for himself” Well…yeah and the whole dynamic if you’re called to be greatly seen and expressed is also KEEPING YOUR STARLET IMPRISONED for a set of different values (and the shadow judgments and conditioning around it that just doesn’t hold space and presence for that level of Beauty to shine because it threatens his control and place in the spiritual realms).
 
 
 
See; this is actually quite common and literally a theme with MANY, MANY WOMEN.
 
 
You are actually not alone although your experience may feel SUBJECTIVE…that ‘he’ (name) is actually inhibiting your shine (well actually, SHE is under your authority, you just got stuck in an agreement with a man who simply cannot face Goddess so it’s that agreement that you’re afraid to break for whatever reasons including the entanglement of kids, mortgage, pets, shared history, not wanting to let go, what if no one else wants you, etc.).
 
 
But what if instead of keeping him personal and just affecting YOU with HIS name and good but also shadow traits and your past attachment or experience with ‘him’ and his imperfections; 
 
 
What if we took this externalized man of suppressive influence to your fullest Eros and Beauty; this individual man in your life or past and simply made him a cultural archetype (even a trope) instead?
 
 
This is because this consciousness IS common amongst 100’s of millions of men. It wasn’t just “Dan my semi-toxic twin flame x-lover”.
And let’s call this over-reactive to signs of attention trope of a man:
 
 
‘Un-Star Man’
 
 
He doesn’t want you to shine publicly.
 
 
He is uninitiated by Goddess, cannot hold space for Starlet Beauty, Her status, power and attention without collapsing either into a ball of fear OR micro-managing, suppressing and controlling her to constrict her Starlet beauty and Eros publicly. 
 
 
His ego and consciousness cannot relate with Goddess; it simply doesn’t know how to; thus he operates from forms of fear (including passive-aggressive love-bombing) to stay connected to the greatest form of beauty he’s known in his life b/c it would mean existential threat fracturing him from the holy grail.
 
 
UN-STAR MAN HAS SUFFOCATED YOUR SPIRITUAL BEAUTY AND FULLEST EXPRESSION.
 
 
(IN SPITE OF his redeeming personal qualities). He’s over-reacting b/c he knows which men are sexual threats even when NOTHING WOULD HAPPEN. Not cool. Not detached. Not allowing your Beauty to have INFLUENCE in the world. UN-Star Man.
 
 
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LIVE UNDER THAT YOKE ANYMORE.  AND I AM HERE TO SUPPORT YOUR STARLET EMBODIMENT AND TRANSFIGURATION (IMAGO) if and when you are ready (that is ;). AvaStar Makeover monthly starlet support.
 
 
Jay-Z gets it btw; he didn’t stifle Beyoncé all these years.
 
 
 
 
They had their own inter-personal agreement. He was a Star to let her Starlet shine (and a star in his own right too).
 
 
Sure; you could feel compassion for this 1 man in your life, but that isn’t the subject of this post.
 
 
The ultimate path for many men TO relate with such Beauty and Communion (the holy grail) is Divine Union and it MAY be possible for him to grow in relationship to YOUR Beauty growth but if he’s just too stuck and complacent it may be impossible for the scale you are called for in being seen.
 
 
There’s great energy with all of this dynamic (including in that one woman’s life) TO make a powerful change and fast…to ACCESS all of your current seat-of-the-soul essences, cultivate more, bring them into embodiment as we cultivate your Light body temple and transfigure into the butterfly-imago to the world of your most alluring self.
 
 
But are you going to let ‘him’ (different than a divine aspect counterpart of HIM) stop you (because YOU still have THE POWER to choose)?
 
 
This is serious identity work here implicated with RELATIONSHIPS and your relationship to even a partner with a lot of entanglement (even kids, mortgage, etc. like I said).
 
 
Hey; I’ve had women who literally got divorced after working with me but also some whose relationship grew into greater love and growth together.
 
 
THIS IS YOUR PATH. Can ‘he’ hold space for it? Could he grow into holding space for that level of Goddess consciousness and beauty PUBLICLY SEEN?
 
 
If not; hmm…
 
 
Maybe you might have to get into Divine Union alchemy where your Immortal Beloved ‘STAR’ aspect counter-part CAN hold space (although doing such work or being with me in AvaStar Makeover monthly starlet support is likely going to trigger your current masculine dynamic; which is also why this work is so powerful to change on an identity level).
 
 
Your current model of the unsupportive-to-your-fullest-expression masculine has to ideally be REPLACED with a model that is (this can be ME by proxy in temple space or work directly in Sacred Union alchemy with your Immortal Beloved).
 
 
Currently; I’m actively working with 6-7 starlets who have CHOSEN themselves and a different relationship to the masculine that can support their greater Beauty presence and influence in AvaStar Makeover monthly
 
 
And btw this isn’t even about being the ‘independent woman’ archetype either; this is about more nurturing, loving, Eros and beauty that would benefit the masculine collective AND YOUR MAN if he could handle it.
 
 
 
So assuming that you’ve been in this dynamic of a man or male figure (or cultural archetype/trope) holding you back (which may include father vs. Father dynamics);
(Btw; if you HAVE a partner who IS supportive of your Starlet…would he give space for far, far more Beauty embodiment and social attention for you then? Or where is that thresh-hold? Remember, I’m speaking to qualifying ladies on this subject otherwise but you may be reading for insights anyways). So back to the pre-qualifying woman who has dealt with this or IS dealing with it…
 
 
He’s been suppressing your fullest truth and society has with their hypocrisy in many ways but YOU have to choose your Avatar/Starlet codexed divine feminine truth of beauty expression for ascension – your spiritual starlet – OVER all that would inhibit it (because essentially on past agreements which may now have run their course ; you have been co-creating and ALLOWING IT). 
 
 
Men in your life and future are implicated.
 
 
These aren’t easy decisions, but they’re powerful decisions and they are YOUR highly leveraged decisions if you’ve been held back by a man who simply CANNOT hold space for that level of Beauty and consciousness that you know you have in your spirit.
 
 
There IS leverage for ridiculously fast transformation into embodying that which you’ve not been able to but you have to have the space and proper support with it (this is also where my Temple-Grade Star consciousness comes in with AvaStar and especially in IMAGO where we have live temple space presence together to ativate your Starlet into supreme safety and SPACE for such Beauty if you’ve not had that before in relation to the masculine).
 
 
 
 
And yes; there may be consequences based on past agreements…agreements that your soul is dying to break free from to fully be liberated. And/but even if you have kids, could you keep living a life that doesn’t let them see the model of your fullest truth and what is possible – or rather a lifetime of suppression to fit into his mortal limitations b/c he’s the ‘head of the household’. 
 
 
BIG DECISIONS. A lot to ruminate; however, know that we can MOVE FAST if you are ready to make big identity moves and deal with the consequences; this is just part of the sacrifice and price you have to pay to live as your spiritual starlet or signature alluring goddess (whatever you want to call Her but it’s THAT version of you and how the world respond to HER).
 
 
I would recommend IMAGO though if you’ve been under the yoke of a man or men in your life who CANNOT hold space for that level of Beauty…after YEARS AND YEARS of not being able to BREATHE….
 
 
Your somatic body should best get the EXPERIENCE of attunement and knowing that it’s profoundly ok to be that liberated without corruption, shadow, expectation or ANY shadow in relation to the masculine. To somatically experience and LAND what that liberty is really like after being shackled for years around the masculine.
 
 
That temple experience alone is worth the $5000 VIP day (but at current pricing subject to change/rise; you can get AvaStar along with that VIP day for half off essentially by booking one of the first 3 spots for AvaStar IMAGO with Immersive Temple Space for your Starlet LIVE with Rion details
 
 
Check page for details and availability b/c there are LTD. spots.
 
 
Ok, I hope there was a lot in here for you to get more clarity on what might be holding you back – related to this specific subject of being constrained BY a model of the masculine in your past (that you’re still carrying the psychic weight with you) or actively right now. You no longer have to be suffocated from your great Goddess cultivation and visibility; you just have to make some different decisions with consequences…
 
 
I am here for the professional support if and when you are ready (and yes; there is a price to pay to sacrifice WHO YOU WERE to CLAIM, embody and BECOME the transfigured butterfly out of the cocoon of suffocation and trepidation around your true Beauty and Her expression publicly).
 
 
Discover AvaStar Starlet Makeover as monthly support
 
 
 
 
Or…if you simply want more clarity on YOUR specific situation as a next step; you can book the 45 minute Codex Clarity Session with me (we may not focus on your codex as much based on what you want to uncover and where the consultation flows)
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Cocooned: Self-Sabotage vs. Your Potentially Liberated Starlet

Archetypes Beauty & Allure Beauty Essence Blog Charisma Darśan: Temple + Eye Beauty Soul Starlet

Not all will make it out of their own 'cocoon' towards Star/let levels of self-expression, being seen and influence...Fears will sabotage and stop them in their tracks so they never become the transfigured butterfly or 'imago'...

On Your Desire to Breakthrough As A Fully Expressed, Influential Starlet (and your form of Beauty Influencer)…

 

God forbid but maybe…

 

Are you your OWN greatest frenemy?

 

You may have experienced this where it’s 50% GO and 50% stop at the same time:

 

You DESIRE to be seen and energetically felt in your fullest truth, beauty and influence while simultaneously the other half of you wants to hide, play it safe and small (like to prevent judgments, humiliation and siphoning of and from others by ‘standing out’ so much); therefore, with such and inner push and pull, you start to realize that you haven’t got much of anywhere.

 

MAYBE you’ve been like frozen pond water or Canadian molasses on a wintry day towards becoming that alluring in your fully embodied Goddess and how much Beauty-Power She could hold and emanate.

 

Sure; you know how to make yourself look good; but you KNOW there is MUCH MORE (and that it has to do with unlocking your unique signature GODDESS CODES and celebrity branded allure).

 

So instead you’re living the spiritually alluring version of full-time pajamas and crocs.

 

This is secretly depressing to your soul’s desires for fullest expression and beauty influence and the unspoken poetry within…the sabotage may all SEEM extrinsic and from ‘others’ and THEIR judgments, but hmm…what if it was YOU who was still sabotaging in spite of it all?

 

Thus;

 

That highest version of yourself remains a fantasy while you live vicariously through others, cozy in your placent cocoon instead of allowing the codes you KNOW you have to be fully embodied and DARING to be that beautiful and radiant socially.

 

The analogy is SO SIMPLE really.

 

It’s like you have one foot on the gas pedal and one foot on the brake. You really want it (and how others would look up to you and at you in awe), but you won’t commit to yourself because of the many fears that end up sabotaging you.

 

By being here; you already know that it’s more than just superficial looks-maxxing glow-up too. This is about your DIVINE FEMININE CODES and signature allure that represents the CELEBRITY BRAND OF YOU in ascensionary influence.

 

Yet still..

 

“It’s easier to remain low profile”…

 

“These crocs are cozeeee before I turn Netflix back on”

 

 

Yeah and there’s a great price your SOUL and SPIRIT are paying for that convenience…and at some point, it may be too late.

 

“I want to choose her, BUT….(excuses, sabotage, etc.)” (And there can be DOZENS of powerful reasons including how MEN in your past have constricted your own STARLET liberated radiance and shine).

And you remain stuck in your cocoon so the world keeps responding to you AS such vs. being the fully expressed butterfly

“I want to choose her, BUT….(excuses, sabotage, etc.)” (And there can be DOZENS of powerful reasons including how MEN in your past have constricted your own STARLET liberated radiance and shine).

 

Your FOCUS and value consciously seems to be on moving forward so you will count the inches and you will somehow think you’re actually getting somewhere without realizing you’ve been your own saboteur for years while you sadly realize that you are nowhere NEAR the levels of Beauty embodiment and signature radiant influence, recognition, attention and success you desire (esp. to get YOUR codes out there which are sourced in the divine).

 

With half of you wanting to be seen and half of you wanting to NOT be seen;

 

You’re really cancelling out your own process and never getting anywhere thus you may never know what it’s like to EMBODY that version of yourself and shine HER BEAUTY (like the signature essences encoded within your own Avatar or Starlet codex).

 

You’ve been allowing your inner saboteur (subconscious fears and shadows) to essentially gaslight you and prevent you from ACTUALLY ever breaking through.

 

Your subconscious finds all kinds of tricky ways to keep you believing your foot is on the gas while gaslighting that it’s also STOPPING YOU;

 

“I’ll just keep researching…


I’ll keep fantasizing about that version of me which could happen ‘someday’…

 

I’ll follow this influencer for inspiration on this part of myself who I could be but not choose to become that version myself…


I’ll maybe get to the Starlet Codex workbook (2029?)…


Ok…Maybe I’ll finish the Codex workbook (but what would it mean if I found out my Truth?) so I’ll keep postponing it


I’m afraid of what it will say b/c I know how much my subconscious will hold me back


Yeah, but…the kids..


Yeah, but I’m ‘busy’…


Yeah, but what will they say about me?


I’m afraid to step into that version of myself (and who it’ll make uncomfortable)”…

 

(We can find out more exactly what’s stopping you on a Codex Clarity Consulting Call):

 

So your signature allure and spiritual celebrity Starlet or Goddess remains in the chrysalis…the divine spirit codes mostly remain in the seat of the soul and never reaches the IMAGO stage of transfiguration through embodiment and how your visual Light actually shifts and radiates very differently.

 

The world responding to THAT Starlet codexed version of you; much of this remains as fantasy or just the idea of being that kind of person without actually doing anything about her to initiate the transformation which is its own process.

And really there could be MANY MANY reasons; but ultimately you still get to CHOOSE if you are going to EMBODY HER and all of your BEAUTY CODES for your fullest expression and dharma in this lifetime OR SELL OUT to the saboteur, shadows, fears, insecurities, doubts and past experiences.

 

At some point when you notice this cycle you have to put an end to it and realize how much time you’ve been wasting by just ‘wanting it’ but not DOING anything that claims HER.

 

And yet still;

 

YOU are still accountable for YOUR highest timelines or not. No one else can choose for you. I had to choose and KEEP choosing to embody my own Avatar Star codex self INTO EMBODIMENT and on the path to transfigured Darshanic IMAGO temple-charisma.

 

This is where STRENGTHENING the vision and getting CLARITY on your Goddess or Starlet Codex and vision of your highest self is going to really help. (I’m currently offering a 45 minute clarity consulting session for a fee which you can book here if available(.

 


Will you CHOOSE HER? That highest version of yourself? MUST YOU?

 

Will you become HER against all odds?

 

Because there are doors in the future that will NEVER OPEN unless you go through the right doors now (and fast or for years).

 

What I’m doing is preparing for my embodied Sorcerer 20 years from now with the work I’m doing now but at least I’m actively ON THE PATH and hardcore while serving other soul starlets in THEIR transfiguration as well.

 

No matter what you’ve been through in the past and your ‘justifications’ for not being her;

 

What would stop you?

 

And are your desires stronger than the matrix of self-sabotage (unconscious or otherwise ‘justified’)?

 

Because for me; NOTHING CAN STOP ME from embodying my HIGHEST TRUTHS…along with my Divine Union with Beloved; it’s the most important thing. In fact; it’s with Her Divine Will that I embody and incarnate my Avatar Self. YOU have to choose for yourself…and yes; there is a price to pay.

 

 

The price that I have paid is a very, very grand one, but it’s also set the template for directly helping others to actively embody THEIR Star or Starlet.

 

How much longer can you go WITHOUT being that version of yourself (as some form of influencer)?

 

If you’re ‘in’ are you willing to ‘pay the price’?

 

Because it will require bold moves and sacrifice; to shift in IDENTITY CONSCIOUSNESS and how the world and universe relates to you…likely exchange of energy with mastery and INITIATIONS (activations) to accelerate your process and get caught up on years of time that you’ve been self-sabotaging.

 

PREPARING your LIGHT-BODY itself to hold your codes actively embodying them and leveraging STARLET to bypass your shadow-grid matrix of visibility insecurities (this is what your Codex can do in the AvaStar most directly).

 

THERE IS A PRICE TO BECOME HER (and to access Starlet). Shifts to make to allow SUCH impersonal Beauty quanta to be EMBODIED and to hold it with a stable nervous system without collapse internally or triggered extrinsically.

 

Many are just not willing to pay the price. esp; to become a spiritual starlet of an influencer.

 

If you CHOOSE HER and can face Her truth (the Truth of your Codex and Soul’s dharma);

Will you see YOUR butterfly through to transfiguration?

Then it’s about TAKING ACTION into what is the next step OR risk your subconscious saboteur sneakily finding justifications and perceived ‘legitimate’ excuses as to why NOT to move forward;

 

“It’s too expensive


It’ll take too much time…

 

It’s too late for me (to start)…”

 

And the SLEW of reasons (I’ve blogged about) that could be holding you back including fear of judgment from others and your circle for ‘standing out’, slut-shaming, harsh criticism from men, past experiences with men suppressing your Goddess liberated GLOW, family or religious conditioning, fear of siphoning, too much armoring, not wanting to deal with trolls, fear that you’re being superficial or vain, MANY reasons…(all doubling as SABOTAGE to the divine desire within you and preventing you for years)

 

Could These Reasons Be Preventing Your Starlet Manifestation-IMAGO?

 

Against All Odds: Will U B Seen?

 

Yeah there might be haters but so what?

 

Remember that you are also paying a price to live in the placid DISCONTENTMENT and soul frustration TAX and toll of NOT becoming the fullest version of who you are meant to be and have the influence that you feel you are meant to.

 

That may be the greatest price of all.

 

What if their ‘How Dare you (shine)’ that has been preventing you b/c of how it threatens some people you know….what if that was their own limitations projected ONTO you (and you’ve been living under the weight of those shackles)?

 

WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT; YOUR SOUL’S DESIRE (or can you make new friends)?…b/c you’re gonna have to sacrifice to change the MATTER of who you are like the butterfly emerging from the cocoon as imago; the transfigured, fully expressed.

 

YOUR SOUL TRIBE may never know or experience who you REALLY ARE because you unconsciously chose to keep living in the patterns of fear and letting the past control you.

 

Letting the LOWER MASCULINE SHADOW dictate what you can or can’t do. Letting religious or cultural programming or the perceived fears of the collective judgment or your so-called friends hold you back FROM YOUR DIVINE MISSION.

 

You. Have the POWER to still choose and then back it up with LIVING the path to transfiguration of your Avatar Starlet’s Beauty and influence. Allowing God/dess to shine and work with and through you (whether you’re physically the best looking in the room).

 

Remember; ALLURE is the future of Beauty influence…this is the TRUE glow-up work..not everyone knows it yet and your Starlet codex is the key to access your SIGNATURE celebrity branded influencer allure and erosphere for ORGANIC social media attraction response and influence.

 

So all of your saboteur’s ‘justifications’ that prevent you from YOUR DESIRES; these are all designed to KEEP YOU STUCK AND SAFE but that’s not where your STARLET lives and influences; nor your soul’s desire for fullest expression.

 

You have the power to choose consciously and then take the NEXT STEP if you’re serious about CLAIMING her in spite of your entire shadow grid.

 

By not choosing (or just letting your subconscious run the show by default), you are still choosing; the path of COMPROMISE…

 

STUCK FOR YEARS and wondering why nothing has changed meanwhile you see others living THEIR shine (secretly envious).

 

And this is all knowing that you have UNIQUE codes and Beauty to share too.

 

Will fear and your shadow-grid win? Will your soul’s beauty be limited visually to the equivalent of fugly crocs?

 

Will the world never even get to experience her and her beauty-magic and voice?!

 

If however; you say YES and CLAIM your avatar spirit codex into embodiment…if you choose to finally leave the YEARS LONG CHRYSALIS into the butterly IMAGO version of you;

 

Then you want the professional support.

 

That’s where I come in. I’m already working with 7 soul starlets on being THEIR highest version of self and resolved of scalable public image and expression issues…really emanating their beauty codes confidently (we have the leverage of STARLET here).

 

One client just sold out her entire new, branded offering FAST from the work we’ve been doing b/c she’s so aligned, facing her truth and getting the professional support. This is what we do in AvaStar monthly starlet support.

 

There’s no committed length so you can stay as long as you want ie. 1 to 27 months to ACTIVELY be on the fast-track to embodying YOUR unique divine feminine codex and starlet allure.

 

AvaStar Makeover with monthly starlet support: (limited spots available; see page for updates and availability..there’s a waiting list queue after an active 10 are live)

 

IMAGO is the VIP version of AvaStar where we do even more intensive transfiguration and breakthrough focus with LIVE TEMPLE EXPERIENCE WITH ME. Yes; it’s worth flying in internationally for.

 

If you desire more clarity on what your next move may be, why not book a 45 minute clarity consult with me (you don’t have to even have the workbook anymore if you just want more clarity about your situation and breakthrough into visibility).

 

Booking that is a next step – yes; however, it still doesn’t mean a full commitment to yourself; I simply respect where you are at in your process. It might be the next step for further clarity and exploration of your possibilities.

 

But you also might be tired of the years of (self and all) sabotage and are ready to commit to your rebirth DEBUT.

 

This is the place:

AvaStar monthly starlet support

 

The ladies in AvaStar undoubtedly have committed to themselves because that or IMAGO are the ultimate ‘next-steps’ on such a path as we prepare you for your rebirth debut.

 

This is more than just about superficial beauty influence; this is especially for ALLURING influencers and those with divine feminine Goddess codes on a path of ASCENSION influence.

 

Will you let your SOUL guide your decisions in spite of all past sabotage (warranted or not)?

 

So WILL you steer your own ship and follow Divine Will for you and your fuller expression, Beauty, influence, voice and legacy (and how others respond to that authentic Starlet version of you)?  Will you choose?

If you're still festering for additional years in the SAFETY or alleged 'process' of the cocoon...will you finally commit to follow your soul's desire to break out of it and complete the transfiguration itself?

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