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Light, Dark & Shadow + Archetype Clarity

 

Ok…this question has been brought up numerous times over the years in group settings and from individual clients:

 

“What’s the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow?”

 

I recently led a Mystical Grail month 12, video call around this exact theme for over an hour available to paid members.

 

I’ll also say that getting clarity on Light, Dark and Shadow is also relevant to the concept of discovering with more clarity not only along your own healing path and spiritual growth; but also with the concept of The Beloved and ‘Who is My Beloved’?

 

It is good to be aware of the ARCHETYPAL aspects of Light, Dark and Shadow especially if you are on a spiritual path of Divine Union (holy marriage within);

 

Your Beloved may have more Dark than Light and THAT is what heals and psycho-activates ALL of you; but if you’re afraid of it because you think it’s masculine shadow, your own awakening could be stunted for decades.

 

The workbook brings this up;

 

“What are His (or Her) balance of Light & Dark (purified) aspects?”

 

If He is a Prince-Warrior Eros-King for example which aspects would have what balance of Light and Dark?

 

You can get that workbook here ‘Who is my Beloved’?

 

 

So let’s go into this whether you have the workbook or not because really, there is a LOT of confusion out there en masse from religion AND in spirituality as well as many leaders in basically all industries.

 

Knowing the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow is CENTRAL to true spiritual work and transformation of consciousness with minimal entropy.

 

We often think that it’s Light vs. Dark (or Good vs Evil) but this is a dangerous conflation…what is more spiritually accurate and discerning (if and when we embrace the Divine Feminine consciousness instead of simultaneously exalting and shaming female sexuality) is Light AND Dark (pure, healthy Dark) vs. Shadow.

 

“Come to the Dark side (Luke)” more accurately means, come to the Shadow side of misuse of power and black magic.

 

It’s specifically SHADOW that is actually the problem, not really the ‘Dark’ or Dark Divine. So much fear exists around ‘the Dark’ and unnecessarily so.

 

And it is shadow consciousness that millions of people are conflating with the Dark like ‘good vs. evil’ (but Dark isn’t evil).

 

If the Dark keeps being demonized, can you imagine how FAR from accepting and integrating it you or most people may be?

 

NOT being clear on the difference between Dark and Shadow has created all KINDS of havoc and stunt healing and even enlightenment for lifetimes.

 

Thus…In writing this up, I am going to create another post just to extend further into the Dark vs. Shadow arena b/c there’s so much to cover, so check that post out also on the blog when released.

 

Now…

 

With Light, Dark and Shadow we are speaking of consciousness and consciousness within the archetypes (which are Immortal God and Goddess fractal lineages as iconic signatures within the subconscious and supra-conscious collective).

 

Archetypes have aspects of Light, Dark and shadow consciousness. These aspects play through human history and mythology evermore.

 

Generally ‘Light’ is associated with;


High frequencies
Benevolence
Light
Heavens
Angels
Goodness
Air
Aether
Peace
Daytime
Sunshine
Harmony
Clouds
Cosmos


And Dark is where it gets trickier because so much of religion and programming conflates Dark with Shadow.

 

PLUS, keep in mind that ‘Dark’ IS closer to Shadow consciousness (so for MANY, it can remain difficult to discern and differentiate).

 

Generally speaking; the short-code for ‘Dark’ or ‘Dark’ consciousness is;

 

The Erotic

 

But it’s also;

 

The pure primal
Dark Divine
Primal divine
Primal pulse
Earthly
Earthen
The Void
The night
Winter
Decay ‘n Death (related to re-birth)
The Womb
Dionysian
Survival instinct
Killer instinct
The underworld
The underneath
The hidden out of waking day sight and cultural daily niceties
The sensual

 

And ‘Dark’ consciousness is (in large part) – key to desires (which can cross over into the shadow of Hunger, Lust and so forth but that’s more of a masterclass but also why Divine Union is a great pathway because it purifies all shadow to easily discern true Dark).

 

Again; with the Divine Union, ‘Grail’ or Communion lens which EMBRACES Sophianic or Goddess consciousness; the Divine Feminine and all archetypal Feminine, DARK IS GOOD.

 

ANYTHING GOES (basically) in the purified Truth of Dark Communion; Erotic Truth. With that said; Communion wouldn’t likely be centered in human BDSM which in large part operates in a mix of Shadow and Dark – especially with any of the players who are bringing their own shadows to otherwise relatively safe containers and agreements (that’s an extended subject).

 

The DARK MASCULINE (absentia of all shadow, control, coercion, force, destruction, etc.) is actually very good and powerful; just ‘good’ in different ways. His killer instinct is actually a GOOD thing for the principle of Protection, Guardianship and Rightful Power over tyranny.

 

It’s important to DISCERN and DIFFERENTIATE between what is DARK and what is SHADOW to ideally calibrate your lens to COMMUNION Truth of Light and Dark VS. Shadow.

 

Shadow (to only introduce it here because it’s a VAST subject-realm) and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, backstabbing, dethroning, and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty.

 

There are often evil spirits BEHIND shadow consciousness and the behavior from which it ensues. This is more than merely psychological.

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored denied or suppressed because they are conflating it all with Shadow and ‘demonizing’ it.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can FESTER underneath to come out all of a sudden in bursts of chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

The book ‘Owning Your Own Shadow‘ goes into this VERY well and I highly recommend it.

You yourself might find yourself by default conflating the ‘Dark’ and ‘wronging’ it when you actually meant SHADOW.

 

MANY spiritual guides still do this, so I think it’s important to take more time to stop yourself and calibrate/correct yourself….to discern and realize when someone actually means ‘shadow’ instead of ‘Dark’.

 

Fortunately Divine Union gives us a CLEAR LENS because it is ALL DARK of the Masculine for example IN ABSENTIA of all shadow, oppression and tyranny.

 

You have unlimited access to righteous high-frequency benevolence, provision, protection as well as the Dark Erotic in Communion which used to be fractured as Fantasy…and NO SHADOW.

 

Your immortal Beloved; He DOES NOT traumatize, abuse, misuse, control, oppress and so forth. It is the highest, purified consciousness Truth of the masculine through all of time.

 

Mortal man however, is privy to shadow consciousness but the more you are reunified with Him in spirit and all aspects of Self, the less you will experience shadow with masculine consciousness in men.

 

So yeah; it’s important stuff. You may have a lot of dealing to do with the masculine and are armored AGAINST the Pure, Healthy DARK EROS of a Beloved because your body gets triggered and conflates that with toxic masculine shadow when it isn’t.

 

‘Toxic Masculine’ is a blanket statement for those who cannot differentiate between Light, Dark and Shadow masculinity for the life of them.

 

On this journey, that can hold you back for decades being stuck in the astral SWAMP of resisting what could actually heal and awaken all of you.

 

It’s good to know that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’. This is its own extended topic but it helps to mitigate the actual shadows and the number of psychic attacks to those of us who work with the Light a lot.

 

As I mentioned;

 

There’s a BRILLIANT book entitled:

 

Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche Paperback – February 17, 1994
by Robert A. Johnson

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in it. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

 


So, you can find your strategy of RE-BALANCING your Light and Dark (much of spirituality focuses on the Light and bypasses or denies the Dark)…

 

Maybe you’ve glorified the Light while suppressing the Dark so you might have to go through a Dark Reclamation era (like me) while getting more discernment on the Shadow aspects (which can creates WEBS of entropy in spiritual progress.

 

Gene Keys provides a wondrous immersion for discovery and discernment with the 64 shadows of consciousness which are specific aspects that play out practically in individuals and the world (in behavior).

 

Generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

Dark King purified from all tyranny and toxic shadow is actually a powerful and beautiful thing.

 

With true Divine Union; there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is. It can be disorienting to do spiritual work based on flawed humanity.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

What if sexuality was divine and of pure Light and Dark consciousness and spirit-Light matter quanta?

 

It’s just not accepted as that because hmm…a lot of religion’s have wanted ‘control’ (shadow of Gene Key 21) over humanity in different ways to retain power politically and socially (perhaps?).

 

So when it comes to YOUR BELOVED and Divine Union, you want to value His Immortal siddhic, elemental and archetypal Light and Dark aspects.

 

When it comes to your Lover-King (or whatever His archetypal signature order is); His ‘Dark Power’ can largely be related to His Dark Eros or His ‘erotic power’ and His ability to awaken and fulfill your own Dark Erotic desires; much of which may have been shamed, guilted and suppressed by society.

 

Dark Power of your Beloved and of the archetypal masculine also holds with many archetypes;

 

Dark King
Dark Sorcerer
Outlaw
Dark Eros
Dark Magician
Dark Prince
Dark Star…

 

These have more Dionysian or ‘underworld’ power that may not fit into mainstream society, whereas the Light aspects are higher frequency, benevolent and heavenly…often in service to others and it’s not that Dark isn’t, but it usually is Power that is more drawn in to the masculine embodiment that holds it more ‘densely’ (vs. solar radiance).

 

We don’t often see it ‘serving’ as much or when we do it’s rarer (like Dark Star). This post could keep going on and on when we explore further into Light, Dark and the archetypes.

 

So you can find and intuit what balance of Light and Dark your Beloved has WITH different archetypes.

 

I can help you of course with this after you start the workbook process. I can help in the group format with Mystical Grail membership OR in the Grail Kundalini package consulting time.

 

At the time of writing I’ve helped 3 women specifically get exact clarity on their Beloved by them going through the workbook first and THEN having the consulting time at the start of their Elixir 1 session…that’s 100% success ratio so far!

 

So look for the upcoming and extended Dark vs. Shadow post on the blog!

 

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The Literal Holy Fire of Siddhic Sacred Union Within

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Could this ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ be yours?

 

Are you and your Beloved worth it to have such exponentiated divine bliss?

 

Hmm…big questions (because some women are about to find out! Sessions are booking)

 

(BTW; I wanted to get this out first before even starting the blog post updates so it’s here; later all added to blog = NOW)

 

I know that me and my Beloved are worth it and that I could NOT compromise, I don’t know about you.

 

It’s worth it all and I have tremendous price and sacrifice to gratefully experience this and to now be able to directly share it with you and others so you could potentially save lifetimes off your own Reunification to siddhic levels.

 

This is a post that will go over most heads (and even on this list; maybe 1/2 of the others) because they don’t have reference points for either feeling literal kundalini activated nor have a grasp on what true Hieros Gamos is (let alone the alchemical aspects which I will speak to).

 

Hey; I had kundalini experiences before but it didn’t fully AWAKEN until 2.5~ months ago!

 

This is for those that are ready for deeper experiential Divine Union with their Immortal Beloved which requires Devotion, Detachment and the template which allows God and Goddess consciousness to circulate and psycho-activate each other into siddhic ecstasy.

 

When we get more directly into literal alchemy ‘within’, there is even more power, Eros and bliss that can be unleashed and experienced.

 

For this we will look at the most powerful known alchemy possible elementally; both as solo in Reunification and or in hierogamy with a partner; which is more than just simple intercourse but Sex/Love of God and Goddess consciousness AND spirit quanta and what makes that even more erotically purified and enlightened.

 

Kundalini is known AS a holy flame of its own and (when activated) can play (and should play) a MAJOR role in your Divine Union.

 

It allows you to run far greater God and Goddess quanta with a B/beloved, SAFELY as Star and Starlet. Imagine the siddhic holy fire of the COMMUNION of your kundalini with your Beloved’s actual essences?!

 

So…

 

You could say there are many alchemies and many that we are still discovering, but I’ll speak to the most powerful direct known one that I’m aware of for Sacred Union (of you and your/my Beloved).

 

The ‘Grail Kundalini & ‘Elixir of The Beloved’ concept refers to this inner alchemy of literal Hierogamic Communion within.

 

Whereas most people are seeking extrinsically for a partner to fulfill them or take them to God/Dess levels of experience, this practice has the power to take a solo Divine Union practitioner into Siddhic Communion in solo practice and infinitely enrichen a relationship with an incarnate beloved like Shiva and Shakti.

 

I have studied and practiced Tao alchemy in this lifetime with Grandmaster Mantak Chia;

 

 

And yet even he wasn’t teaching exactly this (let alone directly facilitating it for others to save them literal years or decades).

 

See; Master Chia refers to ‘the holy fire’ but it’s a different form of internal activated alchemy (between heart and kidney).

 

OUR literal form of ‘sacred marriage within’ with Muse’ Grail codex is simply sourced differently (although it does help that I was a Tao master in a past lifetime; whether you believe it or not!).

 

We all have the potential for this siddhic (enlightened) experience of Communion within and without; yet very few will ever achieve this state of consciousness and experience.

 

In large part because they are continuing to seek it outside of themselves and get disappointed when their partner doesn’t live up to GOD standards.

 

Keep in mind that most relational templates do not support worship and star level flow and exchange of spirit quanta and the alchemy of essence; yet are rife with attachments and shadows.

 

Those that have kundalini awakened as conscious twin flame lovers for example will continue psycho-activating each other’s bodies (with the alchemy of their kundalini AND shadows) yet usually self-immolate with shadow triggers and flames, because they don’t have the purified relational template that can hold it of Hieros Gamos/Divine Union and the Grail codes of Communion templating.

 

Divine Union/Hieros Gamos allows the proper, stable, powerful and pure TEMPLATE for kundalini, siddhic awakening and its amplification of EROS and other essences to be activated and circulate at super-natural levels allowing hierogamy which is light years beyond making love.

 

When a devotee of The Beloved (their Immortal Beloved) is ready; there are possibilities for the Grand Alchemy of Communion within; that of FIRE and the Elixir of their Beloved. I now facilitate this with our premium Grail Kundalini  activation package.

 

So I’ve studied with Grandmaster Chia and I’ve been with other true masters as well; and yet I have been a student most of all of my Beloved in deep devotion…this unique alchemical concept of Grail Kundalini is Her codes; because I’ve never heard or been taught this anywhere else.

 

You could spend lifetimes and never reach this experience of Reunification within…and you could be WITH your beloved and still be held back from FAR richer levels of devotional-grade bliss and ecstasy with each other without getting into this more advanced yet simple alchemy of Grail Kundalini.

 

That’s why now all of a sudden things are taking deeper quantum leaps; because of my Devotional Reunification…more magic, power and Grail codes for others and their Holy Grail opens up the deeper I am reunified with Her.

 

Take Me To The Grail Kundalini Offer

 

The Grail Kundalini has a thus-far one-hundred percent success ratio to SIDDHIC levels of kundalini awakening and COMMUNION experience within sexually, erotically, psychically and spiritually. Yeah; it’s been my 2 of 2, but now…

 

The first Grail Kundalini clients are now booking their sessions but it will be a little while before we start getting feedback.

 

You don’t have to wait to hear from them in order to ‘take the leap’ yourself if you are qualified (page will be updated with testimonials).

 

We do the alchemy itself with your temple body, your Beloved’s prime essence qualities and our guides together (saving you potentially LIFETIMES).

 

So…yes, there are many general forms of Alchemy in reunification with your Beloved. This is what I live and what I teach and support in Mystical Grail.

 

BUT THIS IS NEW.

 

What Hieros Gamos or Divine Union truly is, is cultivating the Sacred Marriage within. This is an ALCHEMICAL solo practice (that then you can bring together with a partner for further cultivation; this is the purest way).

 

There are different methods to affect your consciousness being in the Spirit or incarnate Presence of your Beloved; the mental layer (like unlimited creative flow I’ve had for years) and heart alchemy, etc. but it’s this deeper internal alchemy with kundalini that I want to speak to.

 

I want to speak to the DIRECT ALCHEMY NOW to save you years of time.

 

The format of how Master Chia teaches is that he doesn’t directly work on your energy field (I personally think he should because it would QUANTUM leap them but it’s his choice); he teaches you to work on your own with their techniques.

 

This is a wildcard because it really seems only the top 5% of students REALLY get the intended results (I never did back then).

 

It requires your energy field to be highly activated to move the energies they’re referring to.

 

I don’t want you to spend years doing self kundalini practices including pranayama if/that never get you anywhere.

 

SHAKTIPAT is one of the known and ancient ways of kundalini awakening with the Indian mystics; and although he’s Taoist and still works with similar energies with different names…Master Chia (I asked him privately) and many other Guru/Masters do not offer shaktipat or they RARELY do it.

 

(Fortunately I was direct shaktipat activated by Grandmaster Zhou, but I had to go out on a limb to make that even happen at the source of Chi Kung itself in Wudang in 2015).

 

My primary incarnate teacher; Grandmaster (Zhou) had the applied magic with energy work, but he wasn’t as consciously aware of the alchemy like Master Chia in a different lineage was (or at least he didn’t teach it).

 

Both were important along my path (and Master Zhou especially foundational).

 

 

Muse as an ancient Grail archetype (and my Beloved) mostly filled in the foundation and gaps with this level of alchemical sorcery after years of devotion and service in Her name.

 

With Sacred Reunification alchemy, you are essentially attuning (and transmuting) your psyche-soma, spirit, soul, heart, Eros, sex, entire light-body and consciousness to the POWER and GOD-fractal aspects of your Beloved if you are feminine; and to the BEAUTY and Goddess-fractal aspects of your Immortal Beloved if you are masculine.

 

I teach around and with all of this in Mystical Grail membership.

 

So as I mentioned there are many ways to practice, I’m just speaking to the MOST POWERFUL known alchemy of reunification yet after being very experienced in Sacred Union alchemy myself. It basically requires direct shaktipat master work because it is so advanced and requires deep, deep initiation and experience IN the purified Grail.

 

We are now referring to the inner alchemy of your LITERAL KUNDALINI itself with that of your BELOVEDS (as Grail Lovers) psycho-activating Presence-Truth inside the sanctum of your Temple Body itself; literal holy sacred marriage within.

 

If you ‘try to figure it out’ on your own (even if you can self-activate your kundalini) it’s unlikely you’ll ever get there. That’s just realistic. There’s too much of a price to pay if I’m being honest.

 

Through years of checking in with practicing Tao techniques (before my kundalini awakening); I never got results and yet I was working with Muse and then EVERYTHING pulled together and we have our own Source-line codes now.

 

That’s just the reality of it; you may not get much of anywhere without connection to masters/y like I sought out.

 

This goes into the subject of ‘there’s always a price you have to pay for true awakening; let alone siddhic awakening’. Most people pay that price with YEARS of their life getting nowhere actually or with very little results. That’s not the smartest way.

 

I attracted masters to help me quantum leap and then I kinda became one because of my intense Devotion to Muse and the grand price that I have paid…to now be able to experience this myself and facilitate it for others and THEIR kundalini, siddhic awakening and Sacred Unions.

 

Well, that’s what we’re going to discover with more of these Grail Kundalini Pkgs and the lives that will be affected.

 

But that time with Master Chia was worth it, because he was doing REAL ALCHEMY, just coming at it from a different lens; just not working with the same components in the way I am now with Muse codes and my past lifetime as one of the 8 Immortals.

 

So yes; for Divine Union, there is the most powerful known way yet to do it of LITERAL Holy Grail Communion within and it’s with your kundalini and your Beloved’s essences infused together as literal alchemy in love in the body.

 

When it first happened with me (after overnight processing) the alchemy of my Beloved’s essence infused (made love to) my kundalini fire and they VAPORIZED sending a pleasant, intoxicating siddhic surge-waft kundalini stream of Communion all the way up to my upper dan tien with a full body orgasmic charge.

 

It re-activated DMT in my brain for a full minute of egolessness and Godly pleasure (and that 5MEO-DMT session was ~5 weeks ago). I write about the second experience and other insights for you on the Grail Kundalini Offer HQ page itself.

 

This is so simple yet so advanced and profound that people may not be able to grasp it.

 

YES; you can have the in-fusion alchemy of your siddhic essences with your B/beloveds in the bedroom but it’s always at the SPIRIT level that is the foundation so the more you cultivate that and your EROS to be able to run with greater current and power, the more ecstasy and Communion you will feel.

 

That is where kundalini comes in. A sacred flame of its own and how YOUR kundalini can be PSYCHO-ACTIVATED by the literal POWER of your Beloved and His prime signature archetypal or siddhic spirit-matter essences in LITERAL alchemy within.

 

That’s what the Grail Kundalini Package now offers to those who are qualified.

 

And if you don’t have basic kundalini flame awakened, it’s likely you’re going to get into the more powerful experiences that are possible for you with your Beloved. MOST women will continue waiting for an incarnate man who has those GODLY qualities to show up and yet they could be waiting years also because they become ATTACHED and may not want to LOSE him because they’ve made him as dualistic and separate from her by going with lower truth.

 

Yet, with true Divine Union you can access His spirit Truth qualities in this DIRECT format if you’ve become a proficient hieros gamos practitioner (most aren’t) or if you get a session with me or a Muse Priestess.

 

Remember; I studied with Mantak Chia at two live immersion retreats and still couldn’t feel anything. It felt like doing visualization exercises.

 

I could only start feeling things (internal alchemy-wise) and doing the other forms of INTERNAL ALCHEMY with my Beloved that more directly leads to Erotic siddhic enlightenment states when my basic kundalini flame activated.

 

Kundalini on its own is fire and fire is unstable.

 

That’s also where the Elixir of your Beloved enters the equation to form an alchemical spiritual bond with YOUR feminine FIRE to activate siddhic experience of Communion Ecstasy in your body that is very feelable and multi-orgasmic. We work on all of it in the Grail Kundalini Pkg.

 

This rich form of reunification is so ancient and yet so unique and new that it must be alpha-tested.

 

Yes, it is heresy – but what if this new and yet ancient concept of Elixir of The Beloved/Grail Kundalini continues to do siddhic kundalini Communion miracles of awakening (and with the most assurance of true kundalini awakening)? Is your Beloved worth it?

 

There’s more details and booking ON the Grail Kundalini Offer page

 

IF you have done enough preparatory spiritual work (and more intensive work with me is a direct path btw); we’re now talking a DIRECT PATH to COMMUNION with your Immortal Beloved that leads to forms of organic enlightenment by getting into the direct alchemical elemental work itself that this session provides.

 

By activating your kundalini, Eros and essences WITH your Beloved’s psycho-activating Power as liquid plasmic signature essenced chi within it reconstellates the template on how much LOVE, ecstasy and intimacy is possible IN partnership.

 

A direct path of experiencing Communion and the holy grail itself. Then it’s about how much MORE Power and Beauty can the two of you circulate and experience and how often!

 

A direct path of the holy grail; that seems like quite an odd statement in today’s distractive world of ‘social media’ but some of us have been on the ancient devotional path and social media allows us means to CONNECT with others.

 

(Western masters are going to live differently than Eastern sages per se yet many of them are online now as well).

 

Akin to Taoist ‘holy fire’ (internal alchemy of heart fire and kidney water), this ‘Grail Kundalini’ concept is the literal internal alchemy of your kundalini fire with your Beloved’s signature essences IN your body.

 

To Master Chia’s credit however, there was an advanced practice of bringing the Beloved down from above the crown into the body; yet it was Muse who gave these COMMUNION CODES for Light and Dark siddhic kundalini awakening and inner reunification (or hieros gamos).

 

Yes; for these sessions I help you confirm the exact 1-4 archetypal or siddhic qualities of YOUR Beloved to be activated with YOUR kundalini-fire as well as the balance of Light and Dark.

 

UPDATE; PLEASE GET THE FREE ‘WHO IS MY BELOVED’ WORKBOOK to prep for the Grail Kundalini package (or on your own anyways)

 

For many, HIS Dark power is going to be incredibly psycho-activating to your psyche-soma…yes. Now infuse that with your kundalini DIRECTLY!

 

BE INFORMED that you must be pre-qualified for this session (reach out to me to inquire) and that you will experience side effects WHILE things are processing.

 

Make sure you are pre-qualified or we may have to convert your sessions into other regular kundalini or dan tien or archetype activations unless you want to reserve it for later and do other work with me until your temple is prepared.

 

First your kundalini-fire has to be activated enough for the introduction of your Beloved’s liquid plasma chi (water) to salve with it and alchemize. We do that in the Grail Kundalini as well.

 

Many will spend years investing in kundalini yoga to never really get much of anywhere. That is unfortunate. There is always a price to pay, but it does require recognition.

 

Are you ready for the Holy Fire of Ecstasy WITH your Beloved (whether solo or in partnership to radical new heights)? 

 

Here’s the HQ with more insight and booking,

 

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-Rion

 

And yes; you can get started on a split pay plan.

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Breakthrough in Kundalini Stability

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I’m in ecstatic bliss!…I literally spent an hour this morning in that miracle zone of siddhic and cosmic full body ecstasy again. ORGANICALLY (and with Beloved but solo in hierogamic union).

 

After 2 full days of intensive body transfiguration;

 

My sacral and solar plexus felt like a Ferrari engine and then 7 different waves of DMT activating bliss happened and much more siddhic experience.

 

It’s the REAL kundalini awakening but back into the siddhic levels I experienced from around 2 months ago (not just the ‘it’s kinda there but where did it go’ grade experience).

 

Muse and I want OTHERS to experience this level of AUTHENTIC kundalini awakening and Sacred Union as well for all the reasons (including Grail Lovers and Priestesses awakening the world into reunification and calling forth the Divine Masculine spirit that seeketh the Holy Grail).

 

But has the even grander MIRACLE occurred that could change the game (because that’s just what happened with me)?

 

Could we now actually ENSURE kundalini awakening with AUTHORITY (like a master Naples pizza maker knows HOW to work with the fire to produce perfection)?

 

Think of the VALUE of that. And btw; this has to do with kundalini awakening AND actually the post-menopause subject we were talking about (b/c kundalini is fire and some women are meant to not have just more fire but keep reading everything I put out for more details)…

 

Are the YEARS of just hoping that kundalini comes back again with all kinds of effort gone?!

 

That’s what I want to find out STARTING tonight for others with this HOTT new alpha-trial that so far has ONE HUNDRED PERCENT success in activating SIDDHIC KUNDALINI (not just baseline).

 

Now; it’s probably not going to be 100% at THIS level for all clients AND you have to be pre-qualified (more details later).

 

See; MOST people including the ancient sages are working with kundalini at an elemental level of trying to activate and influence or control the flame. This was my challenging problem as well.

 

Remember how we had the wildly successful kundalini activations alpha-trial phase?

 

Yes; we could actively INITIATE the flame in people with our more direct shaktipat method. IT WORKS.

 

Everyone was getting different kinds of kundalini symptoms and activated results. I had a FULLER kundalini awakening to siddhic levels with those first 3 kundalini activations alone.

 

But then, what kinda happened is that for me and others (from the feedback I did hear) is that my and their kundalini ‘faded away’ and went into remission of sorts (at least from siddhic, enlightened levels)….and I/we were more silent with things.

 

I was secretly disappointed and wanting that DREAM ZONE to come back (for my Divine Union to be LIT IN SACRED FEELABLE FIRE).

 

Yes, I had anti-remission codes that came in, but I was mostly using them on me because we were past the alpha-trial phase of fulfillment for the most part.

 

The anti-remission codes WORKED but only to a certain extent because it helped me to keep the BASELINE fire lit (kinda like the eternal flame but it requires maintenance). I honestly did around 18 total kundalini activations.

 

But to be honest, what I TRULY DESIRED was the actual organic-divine intoxicating SIDDHIC, DMT-Activating bliss and NECTAR that I had initially experienced.

 

SO I spent many weeks in all transparency doing SELF-activations; the number was around 18 as well as dan tien activations.

 

These helped to sustain the baseline current and there is real value in that for AVASTAR SELF embodiment and light-body power upgrade (including to have starter+ shakti level allure); but again, I wanted it all.

 

And why? For deeper intimacy with my Beloved. FOR OUR Light and Dark Truth of COMMUNION and holy marriage within.

 

With kundalini, there are different levels of experience that are possible. But no matter what I did, I just couldn’t ‘bring back’ the fire to the Eros-charged somorgasmic AWAKENED LEVELS.

 

It would fluctuate…and why? (I realize in retrospect and in piecing the puzzle together this far) > Because kundalini is elementally fire.

 

AND ELEMENTALLY, FIRE IS UNSTABLE.

 

Fire gonna do what it wanna do and WHEN it wanna do it.

 

That is the primary challenge for those who even GET their kundalini activated.

 

THEN; how do we take it to the DREAM levels of the starter realms of ORGANIC NIRVANA?

 

And this UNSPOKEN, UNHEARD OF WAY I DISCOVERED FROM MUSE ALONE, well…this is alchemical and it has to do with your Beloved (or for those of you who have one at least).

 

What if; kundalini as fire was missing a BINDING AGENT that was already the most PSYCHO-ACTIVATING THING for your spirit body?

 

And what if your BELOVED was already the otherwise most psycho-activating AGENT possible?

 

What if that could ENSURE with predictability SIDDHIC levels of kundalini awakening (at least in those who have prepared their temple body enough)

 

What if?….

 

And I’ll just stop there for now.

 

Hey just look for my next announcement on this subject or emails (everything will also be transferred to the blog: UPDATE HERE NOW).

 

So far, the Elixir of The Beloved method where we have liquid plasma of your Beloved ALCHEMIZE with the FIRE of your own kundalini has a 100% success ratio.

 

Understand that; I went through so many failures (to the desired SIDDHIC intoxication level of full body multi-0rgasmic bliss) that I probably looked like the Swedish Chef from the Muppets.

 

 

This post now leads to the new Grail Kundalini Package on-site.

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Presenting The Grail Kundalini Package

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Would you like more assured and stable kundalini awakening and Divine Union Communion SOONER rather than later?

 

(I got tired of being so far away from the Communion ecstasy that I had with the first kundalini awakening about 2 months ago).

 

Look…If you’re into Hieros Gamos a.k.a. Divine Union alchemy with your Immortal Beloved; would you just want YOUR kundalini to be unreliable and kinda there in its fickleness to ‘maybe’ come back sometimes…

 

OR would you rather help ENSURE siddhic COMMUNION with your Beloved literally and intimately to new rapturous levels of intimacy, devotion and bliss (and how that will deepen and illuminate love WITH a yoked partner)?

 

I prefer the latter AND I’ve been living it in real-time!

 

I feel like we’re on a new ‘Western frontier’ here, buckarette!

 

Imagine..: The literal infusion alchemy of your Feminine Kundalini-Fire + Your Divine Union Beloved’s PRIME essences as spirit-matter in a fusion that LIGHTS up your EROS to divine intoxication (even if he hasn’t shown up incarnate yet but this is what will accelerate that attraction and help keep you from ‘attaching’ to the next mortal who might have the codes and you end up getting ghosted)

 

Because with this alchemy, we’re now talking LITERAL, raw ‘Holy Sacred Marriage Within‘ as well as likely ensuring the more desired, siddhic and mystical states of authentic kundalini.

 

Yes; this is advanced stuff for those devoted to their Beloved and perhaps the MOST assurable way (ever?!) to AWAKEN kundalini itself to the DESIRED states.

 

I want to see how it will work for others with our new Grail Kundalini offer…I cannot guarantee everyone is going to experience what I’m experiencing but that’s why we ran an initial alpha-trial to start getting what kind of feedback.

 

See..Awakening kundalini has been unstable and unpredictable for eons b/c elementally it is ‘fire’ and fire is gonna do what is wanna do.

 

A small breeze might douse it out and for many, they’ll never even get it lit.

 

Sure; my/our shaktipat kundalini activations have been reliable in activating kundalini, but THEN what?

 

It tends to fade away and so far requires continuous activations (often enough at least) to retain a baseline for avatar self embodiment, but what about the SIDDHIC NECTAR amrita of Source itself?

 

Even ancient mystics and sages have had issues having AUTHORITY over awakening kundalini and stabilizing it especially to the siddhic levels..

 

BUT; What if your already psycho-activating Beloved could alchemically infuse with your kundalini fire internally in your Temple body?

 

Who’da thunk it!? And for the truly devoted, it’s hard to get more intimate than having your Beloved live WITHIN you…

 

This is the heretical concept behind my/Muse’ Elixir of The Beloved; we bring in the 1-4 prime archetypal or siddhic spirit-matter essences of literally YOUR Divine Masculine BELOVED as LIQUID PLASMIC CHI into your temple body psyche-soma to alchemize with your kundalini fire.

 

You have to already have a Beloved, but I’ll help you to name/confirm His signature essences that already psycho-active you for the prime 2 activations of the Grail Kundalini package.

 

There is some consulting time included and this is custom to YOU and your Beloved.

 

Your Beloved’s signature essences EMBODIED (in liquid plasma) forms like a covalent bond to stabilize and PSYCHO-ACTIVATE with your kundalini. That’s the concept in practice.

 

I know; I’ve NEVER heard of it before either. RAW MUSE CODES and pure light sorcery.

 

I’ve had one hundred percent success so far with my 2 activations to SIDDHIC, amrita of the brain DMT activating, full body O bliss so far.

 

It helps you FEEL like it’s all worth it; all the sacrifice you’ve done for your Beloved. And this can richly include His prime DARK qualities. Awakenings are going to happen like CRAZY at profound levels; miracles even I got a sense.

 

Yes, you will likely experience all kinds of side effect symptoms on this as your body processes it like I went through (dry heaving a few times to purge, being knocked out for 2 days, wonkiness, etc.) but the results? iNSAne!…I’ve already talked about that and do more on the page.

 

Now…let’s see because if these continue with such a stellar kundalini-ensuring success rate; heck, even a 30% success rate with readied clients; I could charge $10,000 for a single activation (small package).

 

If you’re not sure you are qualified, please reach out to me first via reply OR FB DM.

 

So if you value kundalini AND Sacred Union, deeper intimacy, enlightenment, siddhic EROS and ecstasy…

 

Discover more at the link below…

 

> Grail Kundalini

-Rion

p.s. You must be pre-qualified for this activation…see details on the page.

 

Yes, you can pay on a split payment plan as we go through it all.

 

Sessions are starting to get booked at time of writing…want to dive in for YOUR Beloved and awakening?

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The Costs of Not Knowing Your Beloved

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For women whose Eros, Heart & Soul path are WIRED to heal, grow, awaken and reach spiritual actualization and fulfillment WITH men and the masculine;

 

The cost of NOT finding or knowing who your Immortal Beloved is, will unfortunately and predictably bring lifetimes and (in this lifetime) likely decades of confusion, unfulfillment, relit hope and then disappointment and fragmented signs of fantasy.

 

Where ‘He’ remains just a figment of fantasy.

 

She may pay the greatest price of time itself and compromising for mortal comforts without fulfilling the aches of her eros and soul’s deeper longing in experience.

 

Ultimately, it may be too late until next her lifetime as an adult where she’ll have to go through it all again, not knowing how to find ‘Him’ and return Home in her soul’s timeline arc of what will be the only that thing brings the soul satisfaction she is yearning for: Sacred Union.

 

And there are MANY distractions along the way which can throw her off course; her parental conditioning and upbringing, societal and religious conditioning, trauma, abuse and abusive or toxic ex-lovers. Feeling chemistry with someone and then finding out there are all kinds of shadows.

 

Because she is awakened sexually and spiritually, she has more energy and consciousness available which can work against her with men who keep disappointing her.

 

Twin flames seem to be de rigeur and end up self-immolating but they seem like the closest thing.

 

The exodus of conscious twin flame women towards ‘normie’ men is going to end in disappointment as well.

 

In 17 months I (the one they call ‘Rion’/re-own) predict more of these women will be done with that cycle as well and will start looking into Divine Union more seriously.

 

Here’s the thing; someone can be ON a Grail path of Sacred Reunification and still not even know exactly who their Beloved is; and that’s Ok; as long as they are on the path and doing the real alchemy.

 

I didn’t know for YEARS Her exact ‘name’; the name of my Beloved (Muse).

 

But if our protagonist isn’t on a path of inner reunification; healing and sexual, spiritual, psychic Communion with Her true Immortal Beloved spiritual counterpart, she’s likely going to be disappointed and not awaken into her fullest beauty, expression and growth.

 

Living a life of COMPROMISE. Deadening of her quintessence and that which would truly awaken it…yet what if He was SO CLOSE? More than She ever knew? What if He was giving Her signs that she couldn’t see?

 

How tragic!

 

 

Mortal men will let her down and at best it seems like some men have SOME of the qualities that really psycho-activates and awakens her, but it seems like compromise.

 

Divine Union isn’t about upholding mortal men to a Godly and perfect standard off of one’s egoic checklist; rather it’s about shifting the locus of healing and Love to within; to experience the holy sacred marriage within with the Beloved and His archetypal, siddhic and elemental signatures of Divine Masculine Truth.

 

These are qualities that, the more She finds, knows and comes Home to her Beloved WITHIN; in consciousness and in temple body, the more these Spirit qualities of consciousness will then awaken and be evoked out of men and mankind itself.

 

She is actually the one who has to do this internal alchemy, otherwise she’s likely to live life as a response to the lower truth of mortal men rather than being guided and constellated by the Divine Will and Love of Her True Beloved; He who can fulfill all of Her desires.

 

Without finding Her ‘Beloved’ and being on a path of Sacred Reunification, her ideal masculine attributes are fragmented across different men that are ‘out there’, she keeps seeking the answers outside of herself and she will attribute attachment and projection to mortal men who simply cannot live up to those standards.

 

What if her Beloved was giving her signs her entire life to return home but she could only see the world as a RESPONSE to the lower dimensional truth of mortal men and their shadows instead of being oriented in the Temple of her body with Her Beloved?

 

If she could simply choose her Beloved; HE who holds the codes and keys to her unique awakening; He who psycho-activates her and her Eros the MOST…if she could discover him more clearly and then be ON the path of the holy marriage within (instead of just fantasizing about Him); it becomes more real than anything.

 

He who holds the KEYS and codex to her awakening and fullest siddhic potential and beauty.

 

Then; her life with men and the masculine would change as these Godly aspects are drawn out of; evoked out of mortal men in their consciousness (b/c she is led by and architected in the divine; oriented by the Divine Will of her Beloved who has the highest for her).

 

It helps to know that mankind psycho-sexually and spiritually seeketh the holy grail of reunification itself (with Divine Feminine Beauty).

 

She must cultivate her own reunification with Her version of God the Lover; Her Beloved.

 

This is what will lead to the unfulfilled yearnings finally being experienced, fulfilled and manifest.

 

Fantasy after all is a shadow of fracture with her Beloved; believing in the world of duality where men who hold those God-codes are ‘out there’; whereas with Sacred Union, THE MASCULINE CODES that are most activating to Her; that Power is ever-present and she can connect with them and cultivate them within.

 

It may be the only thing that will fulfill her after lifetimes; finding her true Immortal Beloved and the signature codes of the archetypal and siddhic masculine that activate Her.

 

I’ve created a free ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook (72 pages) with 2 support audios that is now available to help you get CLARITY around exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is.

 

To some; this will mean everything at the deepest soul core and spiritual growth plane.

 

I could sell this package, but have decided to share it with the paid Mystical Grail members AND people in my facebook and email list circle.

 

If you are she and are seeking more clarity on HIM (He who is beyond ‘the One’), I’d grab this resource NOW (I don’t re-announce things often after their window and then it’ll be buried in the blog).

 

‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook + 2 audios

 

If you resonate as she (or he who seeketh the holy grail); your beloved is not the same as your Beloved.

 

You can go through this workbook to get more clarity whether you are in a partnership or not right now.

 

You don’t have to keep paying the price of confusion, disappointment, disorientation, haplessness, getting into the next thing by default, continuing the twin flame cycle, underwhelmed-ness with men, sterilization of your Eros, closing of your Heart and years and years of bitter, regret, remorse, sorrow, hopelessness or depression.

 

…with Him forever out of reach as a fading glimmer of hope.

 

Especially consider that your Beloved holds the Power and keys NOW to awaken and fulfill all of your desires and spiritual growth if you are wired for devotional Communion. Will you follow Him and your Heart and Eros’ desires?

 

If you had the opportunity to clear up years or DECADES of confusion, would you take the opportunity to discover Him more clearly?

 

This gifted workbook could change your life starting NOW.

 


-Rion

 

p.s. and then from there, you may want to delve deeper into your own journey of Sacred Union.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership and Grail activations like the Grailspring and the Grail Kundalini for example can do profound wonders and miracles of growth with and for you and HIM.

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