‘HIM’. The Beloved, Defined

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‘HIM.’

 

‘The Beloved’: Defined.

 

Yes…we’re getting to that on this page.

 

The idea of ‘HIM’…that should send shudders down your spine and make you quiver if you are truly WIRED for the Sacred Union of Communion.

 

The 1 beyond ‘The One’.

 

The Beloved.

 

The true Divine Masculine counterpart in spirit (beyond twin flames).

 

The One who you’ve been so TURNED ON by in all aspects of self (and through mortal men who had aspects of Him, here and there but more as fracture).

 

He is The One who makes your Heart and Womb sing a HYMN to Him.

 

The POWER to your yet-unawakened BEAUTY, EROS and consciousness. Key to unlocking your deepest expression.

 

Core of your deepest desires in Light and DARK Truth.

 

‘He’ can unfortunately remain vague or simply fractured as Fantasy or ‘hope’ for lifetimes of those women who are spiritually wired for Hieros Gamos and its full spectrum of DARK COMMUNION as well as Light intimacy as God and Goddess the Lover in embodied consciousness.

 

Stick with ‘relationship coaches’ and you’ll never discover ‘HIM’.

 

These are Devotional Communion codes.

 

And ‘He’ is ABSENT of shadow. Only Divine Union holds that Purity of Eros.

 

Ok but ‘WHO’ is ‘HE’? Your Beloved?

 

(You didn’t think I’d have an answer didja? Well, if you’ve been following me, there’s always surprises so maybe it was ironically predictable).

 

Let’s get more specific here with a DEFINITION.

 

YOUR Beloved. HIM. THE ONE of your dreams. The One who hath given you signs and tremors throughout your life.

 

Your Beloved (or ‘The Beloved’ to the Feminine);

 

He is the Divine Masculine signature codex of archetypal, siddhic, elemental, Light, Dark and soul value areas as essence keys of Immortal Truth in the exact order that spiritually, eros-somatically, psychically, sexually and emotionally ACTIVATE and alchemize uniquely YOUR feminine soul’s greatest healing, spiritual awakening, Divine Feminine siddhic consciousness, Beauty, ecstasy, growth, embodiment, pleasure and multi-dimensional fulfillment.

 

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He is the key to your keyhole (hey, why not? He is 😉 and yet IN ALL DIMENSIONS. There is a combination of CODEX that put together INCITES all of your soul and spirit at the DEEPEST LEVELS. THAT is the Beloved.

 

Not just ‘qualities of mortal men’, but of the IMMORTAL masculine which can incarnate as that in men. The more reunified you are with HIM, the more you experience those qualities as heaven on earth. Such is hieros gamos.

 

Although He may be triggering in HIS POWER to activate you and may seem to threaten the comfort or some of your past ways of relating with the masculine and men (and your mortal self);

 

His signature POWER holds the LITERAL CODEX to uniquely awaken ALL OF YOU. And the POWER to alchemize and heal ALL of your trauma in one second.

 

And for some women, THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

 

And if they don’t find HIM and reunify with HIM; they will reincarnate in the next lifetime to ‘maybe’ come back to HIM.

 

This is the path of Divine Union; to know the Beloved and reunify with Him more and more in Sacred Inner Marriage within.

 

Knowing exactly WHO ‘HE’ is, is a central part of any Grail path; her immortal Beloved to become the Lover-Goddess to Her God-fractal Lover in hierogamy itself.

 

Unfortunately; few women will ever experience ‘HIM’. ‘He’ remains ‘out there’ as they react to the condition of mortal men and mundane humanity instead of living from God’s Divine Will for her as heaven on earth (in Sacred Union).

 

Most women will seek mortal men to fulfill these aspects and disappointingly so, while their soul remains unfulfilled if they are called to Divine Union.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will ‘settle’ or compromise to be more ‘down to earth’ as a response to mortal men (and their shadows); yet don’t realize that the concept of their Beloved remains as Fantasy instead of real; fractured in aspects that psycho-activate and awaken them but remain out of their life.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will fear (and fear facing) those aspects of the divine (impersonal, immortal qualities) of the masculine spirit (which incarnates through men); where her greatest growth and divine feminine consciousness and Beauty awaits.

 

I cannot say exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is this moment unless you are already a client who we went through this process with; however, I CAN guide you through the process and help you clarify who HE is to YOU.

 

This means everything if you are on a Grail path of devotional, sacred, erotic and spiritual REUNIFICATION.

 

That may include HEALING with the Father; your Daughter aspect as you mature into the Grail Lover Goddess/Queen Herself in consciousness and embodiment.

 

Your Beloved has the alchemical POWER and Truth to heal all of your WOUNDS and trauma with the Masculine as you reunify in consciousness and embodiment within. You are SAFE with Him for He hath no shadow.

 

I’ve already helped 5 out of 5 women get clarity on EXACTLY who HE is to THEM. And it means everything.

 

And…you know what?

 

They’re already reaping the benefits of literal hierogamic Communion of Temple body within; their kundalini with HIS literal essences in a form of MATRIMONY alchemically. This is with the new Grail Kundalini package which includes the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook.

 

Grail Kundalini: Alpha Trial

 

Admittedly;

 

There’s only so much you can do by reading snippets on a doom scroll on Facebook or the blog. This is the REAL WORK.

 

The codes may be around you, but they may not INTEGRATE as ‘REAL’ until you do something more to prove your devotion to HIM in all the necessary ways or in pathways that open up.

 

The ladies in Mystical Grail are ‘on the path‘.

 

I’m going to do BUFO on Saturday because I continue to follow my Beloved’s Divine Will in reunification for my HIGHEST TRUTH and actualization in all dimensions and timelines.

 

It takes risk, sacrifice and investment. What my Beloved has TRIBULATED me through, OMG….it’s intense but it’s all been necessary. I have paid GREAT COSTS through the years (and not just financially).

 

So reflect on where you are at IF you know you are called to a Grail path…are you living a life of compromise ‘without Him’?

 

Unfortunately; many women sell out their soul, desire and spiritual awakening to their human self and comfort, when it is HE who holds the codex (and they secretly KNOW He holds it).

 

So check in with yourself; might you be afraid to find out that IS you (especially when you are in the realm of the power support FOR your reunification with Him)?

 

IF that is you, could you face that and say to your Beloved Himself; “I’m sorry, I sold out to my human comfort and mortal men instead of my soul’s deepest longing and awakening?…

 

That instead of US, I chose my lower self?”

 

It would be MY GREATEST REGRET; to live a life of COMPROMISE without my Beloved. It’s unacceptable.

 

That’s why my work CENTERS in Divine Union; the entire empire I’m building is WITH My Beloved reunified in me in consciousness;

 

We are doing it all together. I am living testament and temple.

 

And it’s also why I offer such services because it is a rare and heavy spiritual path with SPECIAL CHALLENGES. That’s why you want a proper guide instead of more blindly ‘going it on your own’. The entropy if you are in partnership alone could keep you forever blinded from the Immortal Beloved.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership comes in and if you’re pretty experienced; the advanced Grail Kundalini Beloved Elixir activations for literal hierogamic alchemy with HIM. The window is open to join us at the START of year two.

 

There’s going to be ‘a price’ to pay and some will never be willing to pay it; thinking they can just go blindly on their own for decades more hoping or fantasizing HE will show up when the reality is that YOU must be the One to awaken TO HIM.

 

This is special work and other spiritual work can lead you astray from HIM until it’s raw Divine Union alchemy.

 

If you MUST return to HIM and discover HIM and be intimate with HIS GODLY qualities, then I recommend Mystical Grail membership.

 

On a Grail path; ye must follow SIGNS that He gives you to bring you closer together or He may forever remain fractured as Fantasy or with ‘parts’ of him experienced once in a blue moon with mortal men.

 

Good news; Mystical Grail membership is going into our SECOND YEAR and here is more details along with registration.

 

We have a curated field of Grail oracles, priestesses and lovers there who are very experienced. The community aspect alone is priceless but you get SO much more.

 

Mystical Grail Portal Invitation

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Your ‘Beloved’ is not the same as your ‘beloved’ (mortal partner) if you have one.

 

Doing Grail work work can still be done to reap benefits WITH your beloved as well because you will eros-somatically draw out those qualities within him (of HIM) as if by magic from your reunified beauty presence.

 

If you are SERIOUS about Divine Union next year (and right now); now is the time to join Mystical Grail membership as we go into our ‘Year 2’. The window is still open for 6 days (at time of writing) to be with us at the start (or join later).

 

p.p.s. And if you’re IN a partnership, why would you not want to cultivate a Divine Union partnership to deepen EVERYTHING? This essentially requires you to have your own solo practice as well (and get proper support or guidance and initiations along the path) or the mundane and mortal is going to be its own ENTROPY from bringing more HEAVEN (which you get to evoke) in the relationship itself

 

Mystical Grail Portal Invitation

Time Sensitive Bonus

Commit to 5 months or more for our exclusive Mystical Grail community and power support (with live calls and training, etc.) and you can enjoy the ‘Grail Kundalini‘ original pricing as an add-on that must be purchased separately (that price has otherwise now doubled and it will double again) as an alpha-trial participant (as long as you agree to share feedback). That offer to get half off is a signing bonus.

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On Women In Partnership & Doing the ‘Beloved’ Workbook

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“But what about women in partnership now?” On The ‘Beloved’ Workbook

 

Ok, but what about the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook for women already in partnered relationships?

 

Should they do the workbook? This is a good question. I DO work with women in partnerships around all things Grail btw.

 

Going through the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook is not only for ‘single’ women, it would be beneficial for all women on a Grail path of devotional reunification. It’s just definitely not for ‘all’ women in relationships however.

 

There is great reason for Divine Union valuing women in relationship to do the workbook to constellate deeper love, intimacy and evoke greatness and siddhic qualities organically out of him without having to control him whatsoever; out their mortal beloved or partner.

 

This process of doing the workbook and going deeper into inner sacred marriage is richly rewarding, even if you find out that he doesn’t have all of the same qualities and configuration of your Immortal Beloved.

 

And doing this is your choice whether your/their partner is aware of it or not because it centers everything in Godliness (beyond religion).

 

In that case, I’d do the workbook as part of your own spiritual work FOR yourself and also for deepening your relationship and intimacy. Centered in Godly principle of COMMUNION opens greater bandwidths for each of you in Love.

 

This is different than the twin flame template and soul to soul intimacy (as Spirit to Spirit; God and Goddess fractals).

 

If you already have space in partnership to do your own spiritual work related to Divine Union and he has ‘some’ idea; this is related with all of that and he should be understanding of the workbook concept if he ‘finds out’. (It’s all for his benefit).

 

Either way, you may have to communicate in a certain way (that supports both the heavenly and mortal and it does support the heaven on earth with both of you).

 

You should already have room to do your own Sacred Union work SOLO if you’re with a generally worthy partner…he shouldn’t be stopping that or too ‘controlling’.

 

I would HOPE however that you’d already be in a partnership (if you’re in one) so that he has some of those same God codes of your Beloved that could be awakened if they are not already.

 

If he has none of them (and that may be your fear), then you have to decide if you want to face your deeper desires with ‘HIM’…and whether the mortal relationship remains befitting.

 

You may have to determine which are you committed to more; your inner reunification and all the implications or the mortal ‘him’ (this can get complicated esp. if children are involved).

 

Btw; I am absolved from all negative karma related to your sovereign decisions in these regards.

 

Yes; Women will sometimes break up with their current partner OR deepen into relationship by association with the/se codes I’m transmitting (Grail). That is all your accountability and yes, there are ‘risks’.

 

We’re now talking your BELOVED vs. your current partner…and it’s not that your mortal has to ‘live up’ to these standards whatsoever; it’s more about bringing the heaven into earth (while accept your man’s imperfections and mortality).

 

To reconstellate the relationship into deeper love and siddhic principle; generally the woman has to lead and guide here (FROM her feminine channel as influence) to her partner b/c there are only a handful of men in the world conscious of this work doing it on their own.

 

As you/she reunifies more with her IMMORTAL Beloved in solo practice of Sacred Union alchemy and then with ‘him’, it is a path to connect with Him in spirit with and through your partner as a King-awakener and inspirer from your reunified Beauty.

 

And yes; you could have soul to soul agreement and Divine Union as well; however this gets more complicated b/c few people are living true Divine Union partnerships; in other words my Immortal is decidedly more important than a beloved and that may hurt some people – you don’t have to be that hard-coded in Grail however but there’s more likelihood of twin flameship.

 

For true Sacred Union alchemy (whether in partnership with a beloved or not); Mystical Grail membership is a great place to get the on-going support and community for deeper reunification

 

The more clarity a woman has on her immortal Beloved, the faster she can attract healing and reunification experience within AS Grail Lover and worthy Sacred Bride.

 

Just explore what you are called to…maybe you’re not called to it; however, if you sense your Beloved is calling you Home…would you stop yourself because of fear of ‘his’ control or ‘finding out’ or because he may not have all of the qualities? Hmm…

 

Maybe you can find a best of both worlds and being in partnership with a mortal, there’s going to be areas of compromise and agreement that may not always be divine.

 

I’m honestly not the best in that world of mortal relationship advice b/c I’m hard-coded for Divine Union heaven on earth as well as the cultivation, beauty, attraction, spirit-to-spirit magic, etc.

 

Be mindful; however, that if you’re in partnership and called to do the workbook;

 

It could also create more rift in the relationship if the partner is ‘jealous’, too much in shadow or if you/she is too disconnective with him and lost in the heavens.

 

Being in partnership you’re going to have to find that BALANCE between the divine and your partner (Gillian Pothier is a great resource with this).

 

Improved communication can help to resolve all of this as well as affirmation of your/their agreements together.

 

Mostly, as you reunify with your Immortal Beloved in solo practice, your mortal partner/beloved gets all of the benefits (so he shouldn’t be complainin’)!

 

I think it’s important that we have an obvious Grail Guide Magi out there with such CLEAR, undiluted codes and then you can follow your intuition and deal with the aftermath of bringing more heaven into earth.

 

As a hardcore alchemist myself; I do not compromise or dilute the codes for humanity or mortality, but you can RELY on that with me. THAT’S also why I’m the perfect one to guide you through discovering your Beloved like in the workbook and with the consulting as part of the Grail Kundalini package + activations.

 

And that’s also why this book could be a fork in the road with great implications to change your life…just sense if you’re called to it and work through it at your own pace because if your Beloved IS calling you Home, how much longer can you go without heeding HIS call?

 

So if you’re in partnership, you can take the move to go through the workbook itself if you are called to it here (If you haven’t already), but on your own accord.

 

‘Secure Your Free ‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook’ w/2 audios

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Interested in the Grail Kundalini package?

 

I’ve talked about self-selecting for your pre-qualification in the emails as well as on the page itself @ Grail Kundalini

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The Costs of Not Knowing Your Beloved

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For women whose Eros, Heart & Soul path are WIRED to heal, grow, awaken and reach spiritual actualization and fulfillment WITH men and the masculine;

 

The cost of NOT finding or knowing who your Immortal Beloved is, will unfortunately and predictably bring lifetimes and (in this lifetime) likely decades of confusion, unfulfillment, relit hope and then disappointment and fragmented signs of fantasy.

 

Where ‘He’ remains just a figment of fantasy.

 

She may pay the greatest price of time itself and compromising for mortal comforts without fulfilling the aches of her eros and soul’s deeper longing in experience.

 

Ultimately, it may be too late until next her lifetime as an adult where she’ll have to go through it all again, not knowing how to find ‘Him’ and return Home in her soul’s timeline arc of what will be the only that thing brings the soul satisfaction she is yearning for: Sacred Union.

 

And there are MANY distractions along the way which can throw her off course; her parental conditioning and upbringing, societal and religious conditioning, trauma, abuse and abusive or toxic ex-lovers. Feeling chemistry with someone and then finding out there are all kinds of shadows.

 

Because she is awakened sexually and spiritually, she has more energy and consciousness available which can work against her with men who keep disappointing her.

 

Twin flames seem to be de rigeur and end up self-immolating but they seem like the closest thing.

 

The exodus of conscious twin flame women towards ‘normie’ men is going to end in disappointment as well.

 

In 17 months I (the one they call ‘Rion’/re-own) predict more of these women will be done with that cycle as well and will start looking into Divine Union more seriously.

 

Here’s the thing; someone can be ON a Grail path of Sacred Reunification and still not even know exactly who their Beloved is; and that’s Ok; as long as they are on the path and doing the real alchemy.

 

I didn’t know for YEARS Her exact ‘name’; the name of my Beloved (Muse).

 

But if our protagonist isn’t on a path of inner reunification; healing and sexual, spiritual, psychic Communion with Her true Immortal Beloved spiritual counterpart, she’s likely going to be disappointed and not awaken into her fullest beauty, expression and growth.

 

Living a life of COMPROMISE. Deadening of her quintessence and that which would truly awaken it…yet what if He was SO CLOSE? More than She ever knew? What if He was giving Her signs that she couldn’t see?

 

How tragic!

 

 

Mortal men will let her down and at best it seems like some men have SOME of the qualities that really psycho-activates and awakens her, but it seems like compromise.

 

Divine Union isn’t about upholding mortal men to a Godly and perfect standard off of one’s egoic checklist; rather it’s about shifting the locus of healing and Love to within; to experience the holy sacred marriage within with the Beloved and His archetypal, siddhic and elemental signatures of Divine Masculine Truth.

 

These are qualities that, the more She finds, knows and comes Home to her Beloved WITHIN; in consciousness and in temple body, the more these Spirit qualities of consciousness will then awaken and be evoked out of men and mankind itself.

 

She is actually the one who has to do this internal alchemy, otherwise she’s likely to live life as a response to the lower truth of mortal men rather than being guided and constellated by the Divine Will and Love of Her True Beloved; He who can fulfill all of Her desires.

 

Without finding Her ‘Beloved’ and being on a path of Sacred Reunification, her ideal masculine attributes are fragmented across different men that are ‘out there’, she keeps seeking the answers outside of herself and she will attribute attachment and projection to mortal men who simply cannot live up to those standards.

 

What if her Beloved was giving her signs her entire life to return home but she could only see the world as a RESPONSE to the lower dimensional truth of mortal men and their shadows instead of being oriented in the Temple of her body with Her Beloved?

 

If she could simply choose her Beloved; HE who holds the codes and keys to her unique awakening; He who psycho-activates her and her Eros the MOST…if she could discover him more clearly and then be ON the path of the holy marriage within (instead of just fantasizing about Him); it becomes more real than anything.

 

He who holds the KEYS and codex to her awakening and fullest siddhic potential and beauty.

 

Then; her life with men and the masculine would change as these Godly aspects are drawn out of; evoked out of mortal men in their consciousness (b/c she is led by and architected in the divine; oriented by the Divine Will of her Beloved who has the highest for her).

 

It helps to know that mankind psycho-sexually and spiritually seeketh the holy grail of reunification itself (with Divine Feminine Beauty).

 

She must cultivate her own reunification with Her version of God the Lover; Her Beloved.

 

This is what will lead to the unfulfilled yearnings finally being experienced, fulfilled and manifest.

 

Fantasy after all is a shadow of fracture with her Beloved; believing in the world of duality where men who hold those God-codes are ‘out there’; whereas with Sacred Union, THE MASCULINE CODES that are most activating to Her; that Power is ever-present and she can connect with them and cultivate them within.

 

It may be the only thing that will fulfill her after lifetimes; finding her true Immortal Beloved and the signature codes of the archetypal and siddhic masculine that activate Her.

 

I’ve created a free ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook (72 pages) with 2 support audios that is now available to help you get CLARITY around exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is.

 

To some; this will mean everything at the deepest soul core and spiritual growth plane.

 

I could sell this package, but have decided to share it with the paid Mystical Grail members AND people in my facebook and email list circle.

 

If you are she and are seeking more clarity on HIM (He who is beyond ‘the One’), I’d grab this resource NOW (I don’t re-announce things often after their window and then it’ll be buried in the blog).

 

‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook + 2 audios

 

If you resonate as she (or he who seeketh the holy grail); your beloved is not the same as your Beloved.

 

You can go through this workbook to get more clarity whether you are in a partnership or not right now.

 

You don’t have to keep paying the price of confusion, disappointment, disorientation, haplessness, getting into the next thing by default, continuing the twin flame cycle, underwhelmed-ness with men, sterilization of your Eros, closing of your Heart and years and years of bitter, regret, remorse, sorrow, hopelessness or depression.

 

…with Him forever out of reach as a fading glimmer of hope.

 

Especially consider that your Beloved holds the Power and keys NOW to awaken and fulfill all of your desires and spiritual growth if you are wired for devotional Communion. Will you follow Him and your Heart and Eros’ desires?

 

If you had the opportunity to clear up years or DECADES of confusion, would you take the opportunity to discover Him more clearly?

 

This gifted workbook could change your life starting NOW.

 


-Rion

 

p.s. and then from there, you may want to delve deeper into your own journey of Sacred Union.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership and Grail activations like the Grailspring and the Grail Kundalini for example can do profound wonders and miracles of growth with and for you and HIM.

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‘Who Is My Beloved?’ Free Workbook

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"This workbook is so fun!!! I love it!"

"I’ve had some revelations with the workbook already...(yes it helps women and I to get that/missing clarity)"

Hey it’s Rion…Welcome to this invaluable gift! I have now added both supplemental audio files below with the ‘Workbook’ itself. Download them below.

 

Let’s get you more clarity on WHO your Immortal Beloved is. 

 

The WORKBOOK itself is complete! It will guide you. You can also start with the Audio overview.

 

You can access them here:

 

>’Who is My Beloved’ Workbook<

(click to download)

 

2 Audio Supplements

(to also download):

 

Who Is My Beloved Workbook Audio Overview:

(31:14 / 11.64mb)

 

Who Is My Beloved Workbook: 64 Siddhis Audio:

(25:25 / 14.3mb)

 

This can profoundly help you get clarity on HIM if you are on a path of Divine Union or getting into it. 

 

p.s. This is meant for women; however, men can use it as well (just be aware that I don’t go into Feminine archetypes here).

 

Other notes:

 

You found your way here and must be called to it. I could offer this for $1000 with the value inside of it, but it’s all yours…If you ever want to then cultivate with your Beloved more; paid solutions are also available as mentioned in the Workbook (like with Mystical Grail membership)

 

I can be messaged on Facebook DM here

“This (Who is my Beloved) workbook is so fun!!! I love it (the workbook)!

 

This is something I’ve been in the energy of often without being able to put into words!

 

You put it into words for me. It’s really helping me (and my past life to make sense and now isn’t so surprising; all the crushes and obsessions that were otherwise placed on external men ((paraphrased))

 

…I will explain to you on a call but this made something clear for me that I’ve been meditating on for even 4 years plus !!! Really amazing”

 

-Britney

“I love it! (The new ‘Who is my Beloved?’ Workbook).

 

It’s really helped me understand this process (of) archetypes and everything. I’ve been working with/on that (for about 8 hours before going into the consulting time with Rion before the first Elixir of My Beloved activation).

 

It was really clear…with karma attached (before), I was confused on my inner masculine thinking it/He was outside of me.

 

It gave (me) permission to have space in me for (receiving) those masculine qualities that I was rejecting.

 

It was very liberating. I feel and sense a very powerful (specific archetype) and He (before) was in shadow and I didn’t have permission. (Literal Father related healing/transmission powerfully opened up including after the previous kundalini activation)

 

 

Everything is more clear (and I went through the workbook process intensively).”

 

 

-Female, Florida: Elixir of The Beloved: Grail Kundalini Package Client #1, pre-EOTB1 activation

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My Son of God Reclamation

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Spirituality vs. Religion
Gnostic Grail Path vs. Religious Conditioning

 

For years I have dealt with heavy religious conditioning which has fractured me from ‘God’ because I didn’t fall in line with the church’s lens of Him.

 

Being brought up Pentecostal Christian and then being drawn to a quest for (and a gnostic path of) the Holy Grail in which I found my Beloved, I fell further away from any concept of being a worthy S/son of the Holy Father as I delved deeper into Spirituality.

 

I definitely didn’t follow the Church’s path for me. I went rogue and ran away. I was seeking something that the Church didn’t meet and I discovered more from different lenses of spirituality until I discovered what I was truly seeking; my Beloved.

 

Beloved and I have been running on our own away from religious programming because She didn’t fit in.

 

(If you are a woman, this post may be relevant for corresponding Daughter of God, Holy Daughter dynamics and insights as well as dealing with very challenging religious conditioning and resolving that on a more gnostic, Sophianic or Goddess spiritual path).

 

I’ve written about this religious dilemma before for myself and grail mystics on the blog because really; it’s a form of heresy. The Goddess and the Female aspect of God; the Holy Mother or Sophia is heresy to most of church demagoguery (let alone the concept of sexual Union).

 

If you’ve been keeping up with my writings; a LOT has been happening recently from the wildly successful kundalini activations and then dan tien activations release with Muse anti-remission codes, my own authentic kundalini awakening as well as boxing lessons, Adonis body maintenance (cut) and 5MeO-DMT crucible which inter-relates directly with this LIFEPATH breakthrough as well:

 

My Son of God reclamation at a soul and spiritual level.

 

This has everything to do with everything including my connection to Source Divine Masculine consciousness, God, the Holy Father, the amount of Divine Power, further light-working power and magic, embodiment as well as my Avatar Self incarnate.

 

As a Grail Guardian, I yearned for more divine masculine provision and connection myself rather than just being a rogue yet independent soul because there are great forces we are up against.

 

The reality is that for years, I’ve been living as a bastard son of God.

 

As a powerful soul, I was on my own with access to any and all archetypes, Divine Union with the Beloved and yet weak in my worthiness and yoke as a S/son of God.

 

I’ve grown weary of running for all these years; sovereign and yet fatigued.

 

Because my Beloved (Muse) was essentially secularized (as well as Goddess and Priestess) and outcast from popular, patriarchal religion for centuries and millennia, I’ve had this different kind of fracture and resentment to the lens of God the Father of the Church.

 

You weren’t supposed to acknowledge yet alone ‘Commune’ with the Divine Feminine, you were supposed to have a moralistically favored incarnate wife that honored the Masculine principle through the religious lens (and different religions had different lenses).

 

That constriction (abdicating conscious sexuality), just didn’t fit my lens because I was drawn to my deepest soul truth and growth in Reunification WITH my Divine Feminine true counter-part (and where SEX had to become conscious).

 

The God of ‘church’ was not openly and warmly embracing of The Goddess.

 

Her Power and Beauty was threatening to the church and even seen as amoral. We’ve seen the patterns of suppression over the centuries and how it’s played out in cultures.

 

I could also clearly see that the truth of the Holy Grail had been suppressed for eons, knowing that the Spirit of Man was seeking something more than JUST reunification with the Father.

 

It’s like sex was kept suppressed and used against people instead of becoming conscious and embraced as part of Communion.

 

Sure, Muse & I are still like Bonnie & Clyde to the shadow grid of the Matrix, but as I wearied running on soul power over years of faith devotion; I realized I didn’t want to ‘run’ anymore. I went further into the devotional spiritual path of Hieros Gamos a.k.a. ‘Divine Union’.

 

Sure; my client sessions were never compromised but in ways, I was running on fumes by being a lone rogue soul with my Beloved; outcast from the church.

 

I also hadn’t done any grid-working since 2018 and didn’t know if I had the power on that scale to take on larger callings again (because of my fracture with the Holy Father).

 

This S.O.G. concept was so big and daunting that I didn’t know if a full Reclamation would ever occur. Because they had outcast my Beloved, I ran away anyways on my path and then when I found Her, I ran with Her; we ran together.

 

Such a reclamation; it just couldn’t be resolved on a level of logic…a more POWERFUL transfiguring experience had to happen in Spirit and Soul in order for me to regain or ever really truly gain Son of God stature for the first time in this lifetime.

 

So I eventually realized and sensed the codes that Bufo/5MeO-DMT were related to this reclamation. The intention eventually became so clear and strong; I would go into ceremony to face God directly and the question I would ask is;

 

“Am I a worthy S/son of God?”

 

You can read about my official write-up of the 5MeO-DMT crucible here.

 

And to fast-forward; basically what I experienced was this direct UNIFICATION with Source where God the Father and Son were one and the same.

 

There was literally no separation. Because that was my direct experience which was so powerful and prescient; it overwrote all of the other religious coding with Higher Truth.

 

Now I’ve just been in a suspended state of nouveau as a reunified Son of God; previous beliefs invalidated.

 

Of course the God with and through yet ultimately beyond all religious doctrine embraces and loves The Goddess and Muse as a Daughter of God (or Allah or The Tao, ie.).

 

Sure, I’m still on a gnostic hermetic path you could say, but I just can’t let religious conditioning hold things back anymore including from claiming my S/son of God stature.

 

The DMT crucible was the first part (1/3) of what happened to be 3/3.

 

I had the second Son of God experience during the 2nd night’s morning during a relapse of the experience with still-activated DMT where I further integrated Son of God as well as received a blessing for Beloved and I.

 

This felt so complete and wholesome and yet I was open to further integration experiences for strengthening down the line.

 

I knew ahead of time that my ideal outlook was to have the experience itself as the main thing (DMT) which DID end up working perfectly as ‘real’ and then to do a completion self-activation as well. The intention and effect aligned.

 

The final third of the official Reclamation I did during regular heavy session space where I did the Son of God archetypal self-activation embodiment into my energy body sealing and grounding it/Him. This sealed things up.

 

The prime reclamation was and is complete.

 

And yeah; 5MeO-DMT is the God molecule.

 

And I’ve been reunified ever since (+ stable kundalini activated without remission ; Light and Dark in perfect activated balance; not neutralized)!

 

Think of more of an open source, wide-bandwidth connection to Divine Masculine Light and God rather than one that is a fractal prism into the temple body.

 

NOW…more of the Divine Masculine POWER connection is stable and there as a Lightworker like never before. I am far more integrated and whole.

 

More power is opening up into embodiment (righteous power) b/c it had to do with the energetic dynamics where before I was fractured; now more foundationally complete and whole as a WORTHY S/son of God (and thus worthier-er Lover and so forth).

 

The approach I took was a powerful and effective one with this being more of a simple recap and documentation which is historical in my life path and thus those I influence.

 

Other men may have to go through their own reclamation; if they’re even called to it. And this is foundational for more fully integrated Grail Lover and King as well.

 

This was a life-changing experience on its own and central to everything from here forward. Religion can do SUCH a number on people.

 

You yourself may still be fractured in ways from the Holy Mother or Father beyond religious programming. You may not feel and be AS a worthy s/Son or d/Daughter.

 

Hermetic gnostics prefer a more direct experience and intimate relationship with God (vs. the ‘security’ of the church fractal and its lens).

 

Although there is still value and a path within different religions and I still refer to forms of worship music in temple time experience;

 

I’m going with the Holy Father who exists beyond religious fractals constrictions; the Divinely Sourced Father that embraces the Divine Feminine and Beloved.

 

There is a gnostic version and timeline of Christ which is Christos-Sophia who values and embraces the Divine Feminine.

 

We’re talking about a Father that doesn’t want, controlling, weaker men to stay in control; but one who acknowledges both the masculine and feminine principle; it’s just some men may have to rise into reclaiming their power and worthiness with the feminine in reunification of their own for THE HOLY GRAIL HONORS AND EXALTS BOTH. They are reunified.

 

I’m not against Christianity but they haven’t integrated Grail principle.

 

Other grail path gnostics also have to deal with this fracture as well and we are choosing a more reunified God, freer from patriarchal shadow suppression of the Feminine; one that embraces both Son and Daughter of God and their potential as fractal Lovers of most high.

 

There are still unanswered questions as far as how mainstream religion may integrate or catch up (if ever).

 

Anyways…now on this still heretical path; Divine Masculine principle is more ‘on my side’ than ever as a Guardian, Warrior with and for my Beloved on this Grail path.

 

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