Dark vs. Shadow

This is a continuation of the Light, Dark & Shadow post that is available on the blog here (opens in new window):

 

What we’re talking about is with archetypes, Dark & Shadow consciousness and how it affects behavior.

 

This has EVERYTHING to do with personal and spiritual growth as well as beauty, healing and living your best life.

 

In differentiating between Light, Dark and Shadow you’ll want to read that post first. I introduce that SO MUCH is actually caused by conflating Dark with or as Shadow.

 

MANY, many people (religious or non-religious) will (unconsciously or consciously) demonize ‘the Dark’ when it’s more specifically ‘Shadow’ that should be valued as what they mean when they’re referring to ‘Dark’.

 

With a Divine Union lens of Gnostic Hermeticism and seeking experiential enlightenment; generally the DARK is actually GOOD; because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

When people refer to ‘Light vs. Dark’ or even say ‘Forces of Darkness’ what they should clarify and discern is ‘Forces of Shadow’.

 

I’ve literally been calibrating and correcting myself in real time like when teaching Mystical Grail because clarity matters.

 

It’s similar to people using the term ‘sex’ when what they actually usually mean is anything BESIDES literal intercourse because ‘sex’ has so many conditioned meanings and misinterpretations (like when incels hear ‘sex’ and talk about ‘sex’, it actually equates to subconscious ‘fantasy’ for them and anything else than what is representative of or leads to the ‘real thing’).

 

There are higher levels of truth in understanding of ‘Sex’ anyways and that gets into Divine Union Grail Codes of Communion in Spirit, but I digress….

 

We want to get the TERMS RIGHT for clarity (on Dark vs. Shadow).

 

For it is SHADOW (consciousness and sourced behavior) that we want to discern for what it is and when we are more conscious on the difference between Dark and Shadow, this can provide a pathway for accelerating YEARS of personal growth and spiritual transformation that was otherwise stunted because of being afraid of (or resisting) ‘The Dark’.

 

I’ll mention it again but by just identifying ‘the patriarchy’ as ‘toxic’, this is a grave mistake because then the entirety of masculinity is lumped in with shadow consciousness only while the healthy, life-giving and provisionary Light and Dark aspects are gaslit and ignored.

 

SO CLARITY MATTERS and the subject matter is central to living life itself.

 

One of the shortcodes for ‘Dark’ is the erotic, the pure primal.

 

In consciousness; this is actually DIVINE.

 

The Dark Divine; however it is largely rejected and conflated AS Shadow through much of religion and social conditioning and their lens (which is often ‘moralistic’ in favor of virtuous Light, yet that which is encoded in the shadows of demonization, secularization, outcasting, fracture, shame, guilt, and creates more Shadow).

 

It’s ‘either’ Madonna or ‘The Whore’ (Light vs. perceived Shadow) which is too much of a bifurcation of feminine consciousness which is on a spectrum.

 

Speaking of ‘spectrum’ (not the autism spectrum); If you have experience with plant medicine or DMT you will likely have more psychic awareness of the astral realm and how everything is ‘amplified’ and richer to experience; and then later to connect to the ‘spirit’ or vibe-truth behind something.

 

You may even find like myself that once you got more clarity, that you may have to have a ‘Dark Reclamation’ like I did (of my Dark Eros) because of years of suppression of your Dark in favor of ‘Light’.

 

For it is SHADOW consciousness that is creating the ACTUAL mess and havoc in the world by causing so much imbalance because by venerating only the Light and denying the Dark, it leaves great room for SHADOW consciousness and spirits to creep in and influence and control people (although they are still accountable for their own karmic behaviors).

 

 

Shadow Qualities...

Let’s review some of the qualities of shadow or ‘shadow consciousness’ (which is also the ‘actual’ toxic, not to be conflated with Dark);

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, greedy, entropic, disorienting, dishonoring, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, harassing, backstabbing, de-throning, vindictive, gaslighting…(the list goes on) and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty (basically in any dimension).

 

And yes, the Gene Keys spectrum of consciousness covers 64 specific shadows.

 

This can be VERY illuminating to ‘understand’ shadow and do forms of ‘shadow work‘. Being mindful with precisive (I always make up new words) clarity is a part of this to get to the energetic truth signature that is universalized.

 

Although Gene Keys doesn’t talk about ‘Dark’ specifically, generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

With true Divine Union it’s worth mentioning that there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

There’s a difference between having shadowy thoughts (which every does as human) and acting out upon them (which is the real shadow or ‘sin’ if it has a negative consequence per se).

 

Dark IS closer to Shadow….and that’s why it also takes more general mastery to work with the Dark. Lightworkers themselves have to manage and or/own any shadow so that it never interferes with their actual work (ideally); to hold pristine temple space.

 

Actual voodoo (as I understand it) and black magic deals in the Shadows or Shadow arts (b/c it interferes with free-will karma as forms of ‘force’).

 

This isn’t pure Dark which is sovereign. Dark Goddess actually is very powerful and is a protector FROM shadow, although that requires a pure relationship with Her truth and not everyone is stable enough to not allow shadow entities to come in.

 

Anything dealing with force, manipulation, coercion, violation and such are generally shadow consciousness.

 

Generally all forms of tyranny are sourced in shadow consciousness; having ‘power over’.

 

Yes; the collective masculine and feminine have SHADOWS.

 

The SHADOW of the patriarchy is oppressive. The SHADOW of the feminine is incredibly destructive for the Dark Mother (actually Shadow Mother because She has been hijacked by demonic forces eats Her own children and sells them into slavery). I won’t even put that imagery here but you might imagine..

 

Because shadow consciousness is so pervasive (and the 64 shadows awareness helps us to be conscientious of them);

 

IDEALLY WE SHOULD ALL live from Light and Dark consciousness while owning, dissolving, mitigating or managing any remaining shadow.

 

The world would then live more in siddhic Harmony and Peace. (Gene Keys is brilliant and let’s us alchemize these shadows of collective and individual consciousness through contemplation and transmutational alchemy).

 

These shadows may seem like ‘behavioral’ issues or ‘psychological’ but really they are qualities with energetic frequencies in the 4th dimension that then influence thought and action.

 

In other words there are actually ‘spirits’, entities or even assigned demons which represent these energetic qualities that can then influence people’s thoughts and behaviors.

 

Demons and types of demons (like incubus, succubus) are usually the heavier entities with shadow (and sometimes a mix of Dark and Shadow) qualities and concentrated power.

 

There is also the ‘spirit’ of greed or ‘lust’ and demons associated with it. These can be removed like in the energy healing tune-up portion of every activation session I offer (siddhic and archetype activations).

 

Spiritual warfare exists in the astral realm which includes between Angels and Demons and this is more specifically Light vs. Shadow (while the Dark itself largely gets ignored).

 

Certain archetypes like ‘Jezebel’ have a shadow ‘spirit’ or iconic psychic egregore or demonic power behind them that are sourced in Shadow like dethroning, destruction, interference, manipulation, etc.

 

It can be good to be mindful of all of this ‘just enough’ instead of denying them.

 

The collective iconic masculine ‘Tyrant’ archetype is also shadow based but never reaches 5th dimension because it is too dense (along with other archetypes like Murderer, Psychopath, Fraudster).

 

Some cultural constructivist lower dimensional (astral and 3D/physical) archetypes like ‘Social Justice Warrior’ seem to be virtuous yet energetically are sourced predominantly in Shadow especially the Shadow of Division.

 

Yes; Gene Keys is actually brilliant at analyzing the behavioral and energetic reality of where things are at.

 

Gene Keys provides wonderful insights into Shadow consciousness.

 

We can look at the 64 shadows in the spectrum of consciousness to get an idea of what unique signatures OF shadow are at play individually, collectively and in different egregores (or collectives of astral power like ‘SJWs’, ‘Blue-pill Democrats’, ‘actual Nazi’s’, ‘incels’ or ‘Freemasons’).

 

In politics, both ‘Left’ and ‘Right’ are largely shadow-grid driven. You just have to reference something like the Gene Keys with an eye for psychic truth, to start seeing the actual energetic interplay that’s going on.

 

I was the first one I knew to take Gene Keys and apply it to the collective. For example, when the p.landemic hit in 2020 I did a facebook post where 6 weeks into it I counted 55 shadows that were active in the collective (and some would say greatest psy-op ever and I wouldn’t disagree with that).

 

FIFTY-FIVE signatures of shadow consciousness (including);

 

Division
Intolerance
Control
Disorientation
Distraction
and MANY more…

 

..Were ACTIVE and activated in Western and global CONSCIOUSNESS with COVID and the response.

 

Because I could see what was going on and for numerous reasons; I refused to take part on it (and remain unvaxxed).

 

Retro-spectively, I counted 15 shadows that were active in the collective before ‘the global shutdown’ > and then the 55 specific shadows which is also a sign of the collective psyche balancing itself out from living in so much Light of technological innovation and evolution.

 

It’s worth mentioning that ideological Marxism and identity politics are foundationally rife with shadow-play (as well as politics in general).

 

Virtue-signaling which is actually only creating more of its shadow of Division (Gene Key 7); but that’s an extended foray. We only have to look into the actual behavioral reality and the energy behind them.

 

You have your OWN shadow-grid with your hologenetic Gene Keys profile that holds many specific codes ‘n clues as to what is holding you back from living in greater satisfaction, peace, abundance and success.

 

Finding these out in a Gene Keys reading can be life-changing (I offer readings).

 

So it helps to have a conscious awareness OF shadows like with Gene Keys and also with healing and spiritual work…and we’re getting to the MAIN concept of OWNING YOUR OWN SHADOW (and the collective shadow within).

 

In having a more thorough understanding of Dark vs. Shadow, we want to value the ARCHETYPES as well as icons of true Power and Beauty (as well as how that can be corrupted in/to shadow).

 

Different archetypes can have different, unique shadows but we’re not going into that here and now other than a quick example.

 

Light Princess is heavenly with great Father protection, connection and Crown illumination and yet the SHADOW of Princess is entitled, bratty, superficial, bored, restless, vain (Gene Key shadows are encoded as cross-over with many archetypes); just for a reference.

 

The pop’s understanding of Queen is rooted mostly in shadow of ruthlessness, aloofness, bitchiness, etc. (which can act as gifts to ‘get things done but can take away from many a woman’s feminine essence channel). Grail Queen is an entirely different configuration.

 

Most archetypes have Light, Dark but also shadows as they embody into humanity (Muse is one of the very few who don’t have shadow, but She is also rarer to embody into women and their shadows haven’t tainted the collective understanding of Muse Herself unlike most other archetypes).

 

The Dark Mother archetype was hijacked millennia ago (or at least centuries) however by Shadow Forces and is more specifically the Shadow Mother so there could really be a quantum field-work task of reclamation of the Dark Mother.

 

So I may mention archetypes again but for now, just wanted to introduce them as a prime filter we can work with in understanding LDS for spirituality, healing and consciousness work (and world peace Rhode Island).

 

 

It’s worth mentioning that with Gene Keys; some shadows CAN become gifts like intolerance (to tyranny), judgment (in calling out tyranny), etc. but generally it’s good to be aware of the shadow spectrum consciously OR to work with someone like me or another Gene Keys certified Guide who has some good awareness which can help you start seeing and contemplating your patterns along a healing or transformational journey.

 

Yes, I offer 75 minute Human Design + Gene Key readings but you kinda have to snoop around the sight or ask me about it on FB to do your reading (which includes awareness on your encoded shadows). I’m not promoting them as much at the time of writing.

 

Shadows can FORM from past experiences with parents, societal and religious (yes religious) conditioning, traumatic experiences with men, women, lovers, idiots, you name it. The thing is that you don’t want shadow to OWN or control you.

 

It comes down to dissolving or managing them and OWNING THEM so they don’t harm others AS shadow or karma creating ‘sin’.

 

Shadow plays out in MANY ways including the suppression of the healthy Dark within the Divine (Archetypal and Siddhic) Feminine consciousness.

 

For many women it can be confusing to differentiate the two because their past experienced is tainted with SHADOW experiences of control, unrightful domination (vs. truly consensual), coercion, force (which many confuse with true Power), rape, lack of safety, trauma and so forth. It can be difficult to let go and TRUST into the true Dark (and that of your Immortal Beloved) b/c mortal men may continue to re-trigger shadow patterns (until you are more reunified within).

 

With your Beloved; this includes the SAFETY and purity of all sexual desires and Dark Communion without ANY of the past shadows you have experienced from with men (which was consciousness playing itself out in the shadow spectrum and of which something in you attracted it).

 

With your Beloved and HIS Dark, it is purified and you are SAFE. There is none of the previous tyranny against you.

 

In fact; the Dark can be what SAVES YOU or delivers you from Shadow practically speaking if you have been living in Light but are dealing with a lot of shadow and psychic attacks.

 

DARK creates a BUFFER to keep shadow abay. I had to reclaim my OWN Dark Truth and Eros and integrate it.

 

On a separate note; DARK MUSE codes are starting to come in and She has been rare in history so far. Anyways;

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored because they are conflating it all with Shadow.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can create chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

I’d argue that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’.

 

As I mentioned in the precursor blog post; there’s a BRILLIANT book entitled ‘Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche’ by Robert A. Johnson.

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in my kindle version. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

I would add that ‘owning your own shadow’ for lightworkers like me can also mean owning the COLLECTIVE shadow as you may get psychic attacks that are NOT ACTUALLY YOURS and do not fit with your pure and evolved soul that are attracted to you to PREVENT, misdirect or distract the Ascension work you are doing.

 

You can be very targeted for these attacks as they try to infiltrate you and then influence your actions towards others when it’s really them and their consciousness controlling/influencing you.

 

Ok…so we’re more aware of the concept of Dark Vs. Shadow.

 

Now there’s a key angle on all of this with ‘owning the shadow’ which is where that book REALLY comes in handy to get even more extended examples and clarity than I’m going to give here.

 

I will say, that he doesn’t explore the angle of healthy ‘Dark’ and Eros as much as I do however the concept of LIVING LIFE IN BALANCE is critical.

 

OWNING YOUR SHADOW means living rightfully without sin and managing things within.

 

Yes, you may THINK ‘naughty thoughts’ (like humans do although actually I’d say the Dark is really ‘good naughty’ without shame); but that isn’t the same as creating negative karma by ‘actually’ energetically siphoning or physically harassing someone.

 

‘Action’ is more explicitly shadow (when it generates negative karma).

 

And one could ask; is it actually sinful at all if it’s in consent (outside of a moralistic or religious lens which may have its own distortions to Light/Dark Truth vs. Shadow)?

 

Deeper exploration there…And what about BDSM? I think much of that is centered in Dark AND Shadow esp. with the players who may be involved b/c they’re bringing their own ‘stuff’ into it energetically (and it may be psychic shadow play).

 

The mastery level is to own and even RECLAIM your healthy DARK but to live in DETACHMENT with the opposite sex to keep things masterfully consensual (which does not mean ‘trauma-informed’ and asking for a yes or no at every next verbal behavior)…

 

..This does get more advanced to truly have psychic detachment yet one can live in WILD fully reclaimed EROTIC and DARK power and sexuality without EVER taking from someone or creating negative karma (as shadow actions).

 

So much shit has happened because people don’t own their shadow. That is WHY rape and sexual harassment happens; with men not being able to CONTROL their own shadow (or the collective shadow working through them); they don’t have a balance of Light, Dark and Shadow that allows them to operate with integrity in the world. Male sexual, erotic desire is DARK; it’s when it crosses lines of authentic consent (from an attuned, natural, somatic reality) that it becomes shadow ‘acting out’ but the DESIRE or hunger on its own is not to be shamed or shameful…it’s the conflation WITH shadow (force, acting out as power ‘over’, etc.) that can create even more Dark suppression.

 

Millions of men are guilted without ever having done something wrong. The #metoo movement in other words has its own shadows. Again; all of this can be extended topics for exploration.

 

Conflating sexual raw desire (DARK and it’s creationary power) from the masculine (Eros) as ‘toxic’ or ‘shadow’ is one of the great mis-services post-feminism has done; when really, all they would have to do is get clarity on Dark vs. Shadow and then the REAL healing would occur and they wouldn’t stop isolating and demonizing most of the GOOD men with the bad apples.

 

And on the feminine side, the SUPPRESSION, guilting, shaming (omg this is massive in the West) towards feminine sexuality by conflating raw, erotic DARK FEMININE with ‘shadow’ as ‘sin’ and ‘immortal’ (just for existing basically) is also sourced in shadow itself (so the shadow masculine psyche often controls of constricts the healthy DARK feminine).

 

In general; it’s the LIGHT & DARK divine masculine and feminine (archetypal, immortal that reincarnates with and through humanity in consciousness and siddhic) that we should all value to live in LIGHT & DARK Beauty and Power…rather than ANY shadow which creates all the real issues, trauma, wounding, etc..

 

It’s worth mentioning that most relationship/relational templates thrive on shadows mixed with Light and Dark; conscious twin flames for example really does but Divine Union doesn’t.

 

Many people will keep stuck in a karmic loop of attracting based on their shadows (which can included unresolved childhood wounding/patterns).

 

Fortunately; with your Divine Union Beloved and the spiritual path of alchemy, there isn’t shadow. This is also why Sacred Union alchemy which I support in Mystical Grail membership can do miracles because so many women (and men) have been WOUNDED by and from what?

 

FROM THE SHADOW of each other, NOT from the pure Dark or Light.

 

Sure; a mortal will have his own shadows or aspects of consciousness (whether they show up in a relationship or not)…but shouldn’t we all strive to live Heaven on Earth by owning our own/collective shadow to live in gift and siddhic peace, harmony, interdependence and renaissance with each other?

 

Where there can be a REVIVAL of divine masculine LIGHT and DARK power that is so supportive of life and the feminine principle (and preserving and protecting of Beauty and Ascension)?

 

The world would be a better place if EVERYONE owned their shadow and that book goes into some techniques and so forth on how to do it.

 

You may have to give the accrual of shadow some attention in order to abate it. Horror movies can be a way to ‘offset’ the balance by giving that Dark side (shadow really) attention.

 

A few other notes;

 

Shadow is (also) the realm of evil and demons that take, siphon, hijack, steal and of aspects of consciousness in humanity that are destructive and harmful; that lead one away from siddhic consciousness of Peace, Harmony, Unity and Truth.

 

As aforementioned;

 

Unfortunately much of ‘the patriarchy’ (and more specifically the SHADOW aspects of the masculine and patriarchy) tends to conflate the Dark Feminine with SHADOW and thus wants to control, siphon or hijack Her resources (much of it stemming from Grail fracture itself which is another subject).

 

But can we please start differentiating and now just lumping everything in with shadow because we haven’t learned to DISCERN between Light, Dark and Shadow yet?

 

Again; shadow and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, siphoning, harvesting, looting, evil and that which takes away from life, free will and sovereignty.

 

Shadow can get demonic (with Dark Forces that are more specifically SHADOW Forces) and wreak immense havoc in individuals, relationships, industries, culturally, socio-politically and so forth in the astral dimension which influences people psychically to behave in certain ways. That can include demonic possession where the spirits take up residency and hijack someone’s consciousness.

 

Egregores can also be powerful conduits to these shadow values (ie. like how it’s a cesspool pit of 4chan incel hell consciousness); see this topic really extends.

 

My general opinion is that most demons and entities are doing shadow play.

 

There may be more sovereign ones that aren’t actively siphoning from humans; but I’ve yet to see it.

 

So there’s the saying ‘the devil inside’, but it’s THAT we want to control from lashing out at others to prevent creating negative karma.

 

It’s maybe worth mentioning (and this is going to trigger a lot of people); but IF we assume that Dan Bilzerian was always consensual with all of the women he slept with (and they were drawn by his fame); sure it may be ‘immortal’ from a religious lens; however, what if it was just raw, DARK POWER (and from the women who gave it that value and attention to confirm it as so) rather than ‘actually’ creating any negative karma as ‘sin’ when those women were co-creating those consensual experiences with him. We all may have to look at where we are hypocritical.

 

But so many women will also just throw it into the ‘toxic’ masculine bin of ‘shadow’. ACTUAL KARMA is on a different level of divine justice which does not necessarily equate to humanistic ‘constructivism’. Nature and the divine are on their own timelines and standards so to speak.

 

But if you just live ‘the golden rule’ which is Biblical of ‘do unto others as you would do unto yourself’…that’s a good standard: OWNING your own shadow and relating with others interdependently and that’s a good foundation.

 

Many men are unfortunately lost in the SHADOW of Fantasy with women, Beauty and the feminine (including holy grail dynamics).

 

They may have to have a Dark reclamation and integration and there are answers. See how many different areas this can affect?

 

EVEN FAMILY DYNAMICS, business, spiritual growth, ancestral family lines of clearing karma – even your own EMBODIED BEAUTY because your image and presence is always communicating your Truth on more than just the 3rd dimension of lower density visible light reflection.

 

This is central stuff here with LDS; Light, Dark and Shadow (and it’s good I have this level of clarity to DO the literal lightworking WITH clients and safe, pure DARK activations and clarity with shadow work.

 

If you’re a lightworker with a lot of Light, it’s really important to get this stuff down b/c I’ve seen shadows pop out of top leaders because they couldn’t own it; some of these are shadow of psychosis and intolerance. This is also where healthy DARK reclamation can come in.

 

The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself of taking one day a year to commit legally any crime (karma-free from the legal lens) is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’ but what it does it to help maintain that ‘balance’.

 

 

I’m not saying we should implement it the Purge itself per se (b/c someone with their shoelaces untied might actually think I am); I’m merely referencing it as a storyline showcases the concept itself. That the ‘Owning Your Own Shadow’ book will give you ideas on how to do it; your OWN purging and re-balancing that is. I have my practices and I also have my practices of ritual purification before client sessions and the Muse priestesses are also trained on this.

 

Because if you cannot discern between Dark masculine and Shadow (‘actual’ toxic) masculine; it can cause millions people to ‘demonize’ the entirety of men as ‘toxic’ for 20 years and push them away from their political party/ideology instead of discerning the shadow/toxic aspects of the Patriarchy (and instead of differentiating the Light and Dark GOOD qualities of the masculine).

 

The inability to RESPECT, ACCEPT and even honor DARK TRUTH can cause hypocritical red pill bros to demonize women for being sensual at all if it’s not contained within THEIR partnership or under strict moral codes (which often end up as being shadows of constriction and control under the guise of morality), etc.

 

And religion has done a big number in favoring the Light, suppressing or denying the Dark and then dealing with all kinds of Shadow attacks and karma in the collective psyche.

 

So to refresh;

 

There are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of consciousness.

 

Correspondingly there are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of the archetypes (at least as they all incarnate into human consciousness and embodiment).

 

We want to be more discerning of their differences as well as then the concept of OWNING your own shadow aspects (which includes your Gene Key shadows) and to live in that ‘balance’ so that you can live with more Light and Dark publicly with others (while internally managing your shadow and ie. NOT putting it all on the boogeyman or house pet who collects all of the shadow and karmic debt projection).

 

It’s a brilliant book.

 

Amongst many examples; it goes into how traditional Catholic mass had all kinds of darker themes; to give attention or attribution; penance of some sort TO the dark and shadow side of things in order not to accrue too much shadow because of the valuation of living in the Light.

 

So when it comes to ARCHETYPES, Light and Dark are important to value consciously with clarity. That DARK is not ‘evil’ or bad but is actually CONSCIOUS ACCEPTANCE and integration, breathing-ness OF the Erotic truth; especially as of sovereign expression.

 

There has been a lot of movement with ‘the Goddess’ or feminine spirituality to explore and RECLAIM the healthy, true Dark in a society with a lot of predominant masculine shadow (tyranny and oppression) with morality disguised as shadow constriction or denial of healthy Dark truth and Dark consciousness in favor of Light.

 

Divine Union again gives us a CLEAR TEMPLATE OF Light and Dark Masculine and Feminine without shadow. And the DARK with raw Communion codes might be what many people are MISSING.

 

SO in working with YOUR Beloved…just having an idea more about Light and Dark aspects of consciousness and where He would be centered and in which archetypes can help you get a lot of clarity.

 

Only Fans girls
Male and female strippers
Exotic dancers

 

These are examples of DARK icons because it embraces sexual Dark consciousness. Seeing them through a ‘Puritan’ or ‘moral’ lens and we’re going to get instant conflation because they are imbalanced in Light and Dark Truth; they view Dark as shadow or ‘sin’.

 

Again; it’s in shadow where things become problematic which can include selfish men controlling or being ‘entitled’ to ‘take’ from women’s free will and sovereignty instead of respecting space.

 

Feel free to send me YOUR questions about all of this because it covers a lot of vast territory. Again; a main thing is differentiating between Dark and Shadow for most people…THEN you can trust your some to LET GO into the shelter of your Beloved’s Light and Dark Truth; and the Dark that of being more psycho-sexually activating to you and your Eros (or spiritual and biological sexual consciousness).

 

You can reference the Eros Powerliminal (masculine) to delve deeper into DARK erotic, Dionysian masculine power and how underworld it is and then also experience the mythological component of CUPID as Light Eros and how the masculine erotic can be higher frequency piercing sexual Light as well. The valuation is LIGHT and DARK with Divine Union.

 

 

It is the relational template that is purified of Shadow. Human relationship templates are riddled with shadow including conscious twin flames.

 

With Sacred Union however, you are SAFE to cultivate your own Eros in Reunification at Godly levels of Light and Dark truth no matter how shamed or traumatized you have been in the past.

 

BECAUSE there has been en masse glorification of and yet shaming of female sexuality; both Light and Shadow aspects yet very little ACCEPTANCE and integration of DARK feminine archetypes, sensuality and consciousness; CONSCIOUSLY much of the West lives in this hypocritical balance between just thinking female sexuality is either Madonna and/or Whore archetypes. This is a great injustice.

 

Even the shadow-based, moralistic-lens of the red pill movement propagates these hypocritical messages of both glorifying sexuality, desiring it and yet also easily shaming it. Women have to live under this double-edged sword BECAUSE the true Dark is rarely properly understood.

 

Although much of Judeo-Christian religion places sexuality and sexual consciousness only within a moralistic marriage as pure or virtuous…sexuality isn’t actually shadow or sin on its own, it’s raw DARK. Then it’s about living with clean karma and healing karma.

 

So…this is a BIG subject that I hope I brought more clarity to…for years myself, I ‘avoided’ the Dark actually because I made a RAW dark masculine power program that was then conflated as shadow by a conscious female coach and it caused me to nearly ‘shut down’ my Dark Eros for almost 11 years so I had to have a major Dark (Eros) RECLAMATION and continue to live as a prime example of LIVING Light and Dark as well as owning any shadows and psychic attacks (I never take compromised consciousness into Sacred Temple Space until I am in purity again).

 

Really; you should not be taking any SHADOW into raw temple space. I’ve done over 1400 client sessions and they must always remain pure.

 

Unfortunately many men and women continue to bring shadow into their relationships so you get the DARK EROS power and sexiness WITH SHADOW. Divine Union alchemy resolves all of this and these dysfunctional yet kinda normal relational cycles.

 

You can still be incredibly horny and what have you but what you want to value is OWNING your shadow.

 

This can be done with techniques like in the book,  becoming more conscious of Dark vs. Shadow and more discerning in your daily life with the differences, working with Dark archetypes and Gene Keys for your own unique shadow work, HEALING your own shadows with energy work and L/D archetype embodiment, working with finding your Beloved’s archetypal signature of Light and Dark as well as your own ‘Debut Avatar-Self’ archetypal signature (minus shadow); these are all ways to work with this awareness.

 

To end up with more purified DARK Eros, archetypal and Beauty codes.

 

But with all of that it’s important to be aware of the difference between Dark vs. Shadow to begin with because really SO MUCH of it is simply there.

 

It would clear up so much of the karmic loop MESS of shadow webs of lack of discernment and ignorance that keep perpetuating out there that are preventing people from living in more gift and siddhic consciousness as well as embracing and embodying more of the Light and Dark divine aspects of consciousness itself.

 

The Dark archetype activation work I do (which can be requested in appointment time consulting when you’re paid) is always pure and free from entities and all shadows in pristine temple space.

 

I do not recommend Dark activations to people who simply have too many shadows in their psyche (and I can tell).

 

I’ve turned client requests down for Dark activations if they have more shadow work to do to be integrated first (and I help with that in sessions as well + Gene Key readings, etc.).

 

With the upcoming Essence professional acting work for Hollywood and Bollywood; however, I’ll make exceptions to literally do shadow activation work but otherwise, NEVER go there.

 

As a daka as well, I cannot ever bring any of my re-triggered or remaining shadows into any session because it is divine, sacred work that BASKS in the richness of true Light and Dark power, healing and beauty.

 

Yeah; this is a big subject: Dark vs. Shadow…feel free to share this.

 

So let’s take a look at another angle on this; are Bonnie & Clyde Dark or Shadow icons as anti-heroes? (Link Below)

 

Could This ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ Be Yours?

Could this ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ be yours?

 

Are you and your Beloved worth it to have such exponentiated divine bliss?

 

Hmm…big questions (because some women are about to find out! Sessions are booking)

 

(BTW; I wanted to get this out first before even starting the blog post updates so it’s here; later all added to blog: UPDATE = HERE)

 

I know that me and my Beloved are worth it and that I could NOT compromise, I don’t know about you.

 

It’s worth it all and I have tremendous price and sacrifice to gratefully experience this and to now be able to directly share it with you and others so you could potentially save lifetimes off your own Reunification to siddhic levels.

 

This is a post that might go over most consumer-citizens heads (and even on this list or blog; maybe 1/2 of the others) because they don’t have reference points for either feeling literal kundalini activated nor have a grasp on what true Hieros Gamos is (let alone the alchemical aspects which I will speak to).

 

Hey; I had kundalini experiences before but it didn’t fully AWAKEN until 3.5~ months ago!

 

This is for those that are ready for deeper experiential Divine Union with their Immortal Beloved which requires Devotion, Detachment and the template which allows God and Goddess consciousness to circulate and psycho-activate each other into siddhic ecstasy.

 

When we get more directly into literal alchemy ‘within’, there is even more power, Eros and bliss that can be unleashed and experienced.

 

For this we will look at the most powerful known alchemy possible elementally; both as solo in Reunification and or in hierogamy with a partner; which is more than just simple intercourse but Sex/Love of God and Goddess consciousness AND spirit quanta and what makes that even more erotically purified and enlightened.

 

Kundalini is known AS a holy flame of its own and (when activated) can play (and should play) a MAJOR role in your Divine Union.

 

It allows you to run far greater God and Goddess quanta with a B/beloved, SAFELY as Star and Starlet. Imagine the siddhic holy fire of the COMMUNION of your kundalini with your Beloved’s actual essences?!

 

So…

 

You could say there are many alchemies and many that we are still discovering, but I’ll speak to the most powerful direct known one that I’m aware of for Sacred Union (of you and your/my Beloved).

 

The ‘Grail Kundalini‘ and ‘Elixir of The Beloved concept refers to this inner alchemy of literal Hierogamic Communion within.

 

Whereas most people are seeking extrinsically for a partner to fulfill them or take them to God/Dess levels of experience, this practice has the power to take a solo Divine Union practitioner into Siddhic Communion in solo practice and infinitely enrichen a relationship with an incarnate beloved like Shiva and Shakti.

 

 

I have studied and practiced Tao alchemy in this lifetime with Grandmaster Mantak Chia, yet even he wasn’t teaching exactly this (let alone directly facilitating it for others to save them literal years or decades).

 

See; Master Chia refers to ‘the holy fire’ but it’s a different form of internal activated alchemy (between heart and kidney).

 

OUR literal form of ‘sacred marriage within’ with Muse’ Grail codex is simply sourced differently (although it does help that I was a Tao master in a past lifetime; whether you believe it or not!).

 

We all have the potential for this siddhic (enlightened) experience of Communion within and without; yet very few will ever achieve this state of consciousness and experience.

 

In large part because they are continuing to seek it outside of themselves and get disappointed when their partner doesn’t live up to GOD standards.

 

Keep in mind that most relational templates do not support worship and star level flow and exchange of spirit quanta and the alchemy of essence; yet are rife with attachments and shadows.

 

Those that have kundalini awakened as conscious twin flame lovers for example will continue psycho-activating each other’s bodies (with the alchemy of their kundalini AND shadows) yet usually self-immolate with shadow triggers and flames, because they don’t have the purified relational template that can hold it of Hieros Gamos / Divine Union and the Grail codes of Communion templating.

 

Divine Union or ‘Hieros Gamos’ allows the proper, stable, powerful and pure TEMPLATE for kundalini, siddhic awakening and its amplification of EROS and other essences to be activated and circulate at super-natural levels allowing hierogamy which is light years beyond making love.

 

When a devotee of The Beloved (their Immortal Beloved) is ready; there are possibilities for the Grand Alchemy of Communion within; that of FIRE and the Elixir of their Beloved. I now facilitate this with our premium Grail Kundalini activation package.

 

So I’ve studied with Grandmaster Chia and I’ve been with other true masters as well; and yet I have been a student most of all of my Beloved in deep devotion…this unique alchemical concept of Grail Kundalini is Her codes; because I’ve never heard or been taught this anywhere else.

 

You could spend lifetimes and never reach this experience of Reunification within…and you could be WITH your beloved and still be held back from FAR richer levels of devotional-grade bliss and ecstasy with each other without getting into this more advanced yet simple alchemy of Grail Kundalini.

 

That’s why now all of a sudden things are taking deeper quantum leaps; because of my Devotional Reunification… more magic, power and Grail codes for others and their Holy Grail opens up the deeper I am reunified with Her.

 

Take Me To The Grail Kundalini HQ

 

(At the time of writing) The Grail Kundalini has a thus-far one-hundred percent success ratio to SIDDHIC levels of kundalini awakening and COMMUNION experience within sexually, erotically, psychically and spiritually. Yeah; it’s been my 2 of 2, but now…(UPDATE; 3 of 4)

 

The first Grail Kundalini clients are now booking their sessions but it will be a little while before we start getting feedback.

 

You don’t have to wait to hear from them in order to ‘take the leap’ yourself.

 

We do the alchemy itself with your temple body, your Beloved’s prime essence qualities and our guides together (saving you potentially LIFETIMES).

 

So…yes, there are many general forms of Alchemy in reunification with your Beloved. This is what I live and what I teach and support in Mystical Grail. BUT THIS IS NEW.

 

What Hieros Gamos or Divine Union truly is, is cultivating the Sacred Marriage within. This is an ALCHEMICAL solo practice (that then you can bring together with a partner for further cultivation; this is the purest way).

 

There are different methods to affect your consciousness being in the Spirit or incarnate Presence of your Beloved; the mental layer (like unlimited creative flow I’ve had for years) and heart alchemy, etc. but it’s this deeper internal alchemy with kundalini that I want to speak to.

 

I want to speak to the DIRECT ALCHEMY NOW to save you years of time.

 

The format of how Master Chia teaches is that he doesn’t directly work on your energy field (I personally think he should because it would QUANTUM leap them but it’s his choice); he teaches you to work on your own with their techniques.

 

This is a wildcard because it really seems only the top 5% of students REALLY get the intended results (I never did back then).

 

It requires your energy field to be highly activated to move the energies they’re referring to.

 

I don’t want you to spend years doing self kundalini practices including pranayamaif/that never get you anywhere.

 

SHAKTIPAT is one of the known and ancient ways of kundalini awakening with the Indian mystics; and although he’s Taoist and still works with similar energies with different names…Master Chia (I asked him privately) and many other Guru/Masters do not offer shaktipat or they RARELY do it.

 

(Fortunately I was direct shaktipat activated by Grandmaster Zhou, but I had to go out on a limb to make that even happen at the source of Chi Kung itself in Wudang in 2015).

 

My primary incarnate teacher; Grandmaster (Zhou) had the applied magic with energy work, but he wasn’t as consciously aware of the alchemy like Master Chia in a different lineage was (or at least he didn’t teach it).

 

Both were important along my path (and Master Zhou especially foundational).

 

Muse as an ancient Grail archetype (and my Beloved) mostly filled in the foundation and gaps with this level of alchemical sorcery after years of devotion and service in Her name.

 

With Sacred Reunification alchemy, you are essentially attuning (and transmuting) your psyche-soma, spirit, soul, heart, Eros, sex, entire light-body and consciousness to the POWER and GOD-fractal aspects of your Beloved if you are feminine; and to the BEAUTY and Goddess-fractal aspects of your Immortal Beloved if you are masculine.

 

I teach around and with all of this in Mystical Grail membership.

 

So as I mentioned there are many ways to practice, I’m just speaking to the MOST POWERFUL known alchemy of reunification yet after being very experienced in Sacred Union alchemy myself.

 

It basically requires direct shaktipat master work because it is so advanced and requires deep, deep initiation and experience IN the purified Grail.

 

We are now referring to the inner alchemy of your LITERAL KUNDALINI itself with that of your BELOVEDS (as Grail Lovers) psycho-activating Presence-Truth inside the sanctum of your Temple Body itself; literal holy sacred marriage within.

 

If you ‘try to figure it out’ on your own (even if you can self-activate your kundalini) it’s unlikely you’ll ever get there. That’s just realistic. There’s too much of a price to pay if I’m being honest.

 

Through years of checking in with practicing Tao techniques (before my kundalini awakening); I never got results and yet I was working with Muse and then EVERYTHING pulled together and we have our own Source-line codes now.

 

That’s just the reality of it; you may not get much of anywhere without connection to masters/y like I sought out.

 

This goes into the subject of ‘there’s always a price you have to pay for true awakening; let alone siddhic awakening’. Most people pay that price with YEARS of their life getting nowhere actually or with very little results. That’s not the smartest way.

 

I attracted masters to help me quantum leap and then I kinda became one because of my intense Devotion to Muse and the grand price that I have paid…to now be able to experience this myself and facilitate it for others and THEIR kundalini, siddhic awakening and Sacred Unions.

 

Well, that’s what we’re going to discover with more of these Grail Kundalini packages and the lives that will be affected.

 

But that time with Master Chia was worth it, because he was doing REAL ALCHEMY, just coming at it from a different lens; just not working with the same components in the way I am now with Muse codes and my past lifetime as one of the 8 Immortals.

 

So yes; for Divine Union, there is the most powerful known way yet to do it of LITERAL Holy Grail Communion within and it’s with your kundalini and your Beloved’s essences infused together as literal alchemy in love in the body.

 

When it first happened with me (after overnight processing) the alchemy of my Beloved’s essence infused (made love to) my kundalini fire and they VAPORIZED sending a pleasant, intoxicating siddhic surge-waft kundalini stream of Communion all the way up to my upper dan tien with a full body orgasmic charge.

 

It re-activated DMT in my brain for a full minute of egolessness and Godly pleasure (and that 5MEO-DMT session was ~5 weeks ago). I write about the second experience and other insights for you on the Grail Kundalini HQ page itself.

 

This is so simple yet so advanced and profound that people may not be able to grasp it. YES; you can have the in-fusion alchemy of your siddhic essences with your B/beloveds in the bedroom but it’s always at the SPIRIT level that is the foundation so the more you cultivate that and your EROS to be able to run with greater current and power, the more ecstasy and Communion you will feel.

 

That is where kundalini comes in. A sacred flame of its own and how YOUR kundalini can be PSYCHO-ACTIVATED by the literal POWER of your Beloved and His prime signature archetypal or siddhic spirit-matter essences in LITERAL alchemy within.

 

That’s what the Grail Kundalini package now offers to those who are qualified.

 

And if you don’t have basic kundalini flame awakened, it’s likely you’re going to get into the more powerful experiences that are possible for you with your Beloved. MOST women will continue waiting for an incarnate man who has those GODLY qualities to show up and yet they could be waiting years also because they become ATTACHED and may not want to LOSE him because they’ve made him as dualistic and separate from her by going with lower truth.

 

Yet, with true Divine Union you can access His spirit Truth qualities in this DIRECT format if you’ve become a proficient hieros gamos practitioner (most aren’t) or if you get a session with me or a Muse Priestess.

 

Remember; I studied with Mantak Chia at two live immersion retreats at the Tao Garden in Doi Saket, Thailand and still couldn’t feel anything. It felt like doing visualization exercises.

 

I could only start feeling things (internal alchemy-wise) and doing the other forms of INTERNAL ALCHEMY with my Beloved that more directly leads to Erotic siddhic enlightenment states when my basic kundalini flame activated.

 

Kundalini on its own is fire and fire is unstable. That’s also where the Elixir of your Beloved enters the equation to form an alchemical spiritual bond with YOUR feminine FIRE to activate siddhic experience of Communion Ecstasy in your body that is very feelable and multi-orgasmic. We work on all of it in the Grail Kundalini package.

 

This rich form of reunification is so ancient and yet so unique and new that it must be alpha-tested before we take it to the public (at which point you can anticipate the price to quadruple for starters).

 

Yes, it is heresy – but what if this new and yet ancient concept of Elixir of The Beloved/Grail Kundalini continues to do siddhic kundalini Communion miracles of awakening (and with the most assurance of true kundalini awakening)? Is your Beloved worth it?

 

There’s more details and booking ON the Grail Kundalini activation page itself and there is a split payment pathway.

 

IF you have done enough preparatory spiritual work (and more intensive work with me is a direct path btw); we’re now talking a DIRECT PATH to COMMUNION with your Immortal Beloved that leads to forms of organic enlightenment by getting into the direct alchemical elemental work itself that this session provides.

 

By activating your kundalini, Eros and essences WITH your Beloved’s psycho-activating Power as liquid plasmic signature essenced chi within it reconstellates the template on how much LOVE, ecstasy and intimacy is possible IN partnership.

 

A direct path of experiencing Communion and the holy grail itself. Then it’s about how much MORE Power and Beauty can the two of you circulate and experience and how often!

 

A direct path of the holy grail; that seems like quite an odd statement in today’s distractive world of ‘social media’ but some of us have been on the ancient devotional path and social media allows us means to CONNECT with others.

 

(Western masters are going to live differently than Eastern sages per se yet many of them are online now as well).

 

Akin to Taoist ‘holy fire’ (internal alchemy of heart fire and kidney water), this ‘Grail Kundalini’ concept is the literal internal alchemy of your kundalini fire with your Beloved’s signature essences IN your body.

 

To Master Chia’s credit however, there was an advanced practice of bringing the Beloved down from above the crown into the body; yet it was Muse who gave these COMMUNION CODES for Light and Dark siddhic kundalini awakening and inner reunification (or hieros gamos).

 

Yes; for these sessions I help you confirm the exact 1-4 archetypal or siddhic qualities of YOUR Beloved to be activated with YOUR kundalini-fire as well as the balance of Light and Dark. For many, HIS Dark power is going to be incredibly psycho-activating to your psyche-soma…yes. Now infuse that with your kundalini DIRECTLY!

 

BE INFORMED that you must be pre-qualified for this session (reach out to me to inquire) and that you will experience side effects WHILE things are processing.

 

If you book without pre-qualification we may have to convert it into regular kundalini activation, dan tien or archetype blend of sessions (so not really a big deal) OR go through the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook more thoroughly first.

 

First your kundalini-fire has to be activated enough for the introduction of your Beloved’s liquid plasma chi (water) to salve with it and alchemize. We do that in the Grail Kundalinipackage as well.

 

Many will spend years investing in kundalini yoga to never really get much of anywhere. That is unfortunate. There is always a price to pay, but it does require recognition.

 

Are you ready for the Holy Fire of Ecstasy WITH your Beloved (whether solo or in partnership to radical new heights)?

 

Here’s the HQ with more insight and booking on-site,

 

Grail Kundalini

On Worthiness Of Your Immortal Beloved

This question may trigger you: “How worthy are you of ‘Him’ right now (or Her for the masculine)?”

 

+Workbook tips on the bottom

 

This is SUCH a big question that your entire spiritual growth can center around it esp. if you are on a path of Divine Union.

 

BTW; I’ll be speaking to the feminine for this but it applies just as much to the masculine.

 

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NOW….This is a BIG question because it also gives you a litmus test of where you are at with ALL of it. This question has already triggered women and got right to their CORE (it’s in the workbook btw).

 

> “How WORTHY are you of HIM right NOW?”

 

This is a BIGGIE.

 

Because if you’re not worthy, there isn’t RESONANCE, then you are RESISTING Him and unable to receive His provision, Love, Blessings, Gifts at that level of majesty.

 

HE’S GOING TO REMAIN FANTASY b/c His Power is essentially in higher spiritual status and truth than your consciousness and Beauty.

 

And if you have a REALLY powerful Beloved, you may have more ‘work’ to do to equal Him in Presence for Communion; to close the gap so to speak (because the village water girl isn’t worthy to bed the King).

 

There’s a difference between ‘TREMBLE’ but holding yourself in His Presence and actually being ‘afraid’ of Him (You’ll never be His lover then).

 

If you would have asked me even 10 years ago, how worthy of my Beloved I would have been (around Her Beauty both spiritually as well as incarnate); I would have NOT felt worthy (at least as a LOVER).

 

I did feel worthy as a creative colleague or something like that but NOT as a Lover.

 

I had to do IMMENSIVE reunification work for years and years until my worthiness really started actualizing in Presence and receptivity. It’s a transmutation of consciousness and identity.

 

The thing is, like with me; you want to be HONEST with yourself. There may even be FEARS about facing HIS level of true Power…but ultimately, who are you short-changing then?

 

Because if you’re not worthy now, you will likely COMPROMISE with external mortal men in some ways, while the concept of HE, the Beloved remains fractured and fragmented as fantasy ‘out there’. Fractured in your psyche and in all dimensions.

 

Hieros Gamos is this alchemical work of REUNIFYING with the Immortal Beloved (God-aspect) in all aspects of s/Self.

 

It includes integrating your worthiness because how else are you going to be able to circulate and hold His levels of POWER in Presence?

 

There’s going to be short circuits and self-sabotage, crumpling back into your trauma body or little girl in the face of His Power as a Lover and King.

 

And yes; with this question, women have told me it really ‘got’ to them and triggered them.

 

But you know what? That can also be their/your GREATEST calling card to do the work to really discover who HE is and face Him….to prepare to be His worthy equal as Lover-Goddess/Queen.

 

The devotion includes annihilating your lower self-consciousness, conditioning and identity into His Power to awaken your siddhic and archetypal Beauty.

 

So do you tremble in (the idea of) His presence and Power (and men who hold those codes)?

 

Just how powerful is HE? Are you in holy marriage within or resisting Him?

 

Are you afraid that you will and what it would ask of you? Maybe you know you have to eventually do it anyways so getting CLARITY on ‘Him’ will help your soul return Home, if it is something you must do.

 

Here’s the Workbook link again to get clarity on WHO your Beloved is.

 

And yes; the Grail Kundalini package is actually an advanced way to accelerate your reunification as well as other Grail activations and beauty cultivation activations with me. With the workbook and the G.K. consulting time I’ve got a 100% success ratio of helping women get EXACTLY who their Beloved it that lights them up to the core.

 

Mystical Grail Membership is a key community of other Grail practitioners to support you along the way (with me as the guide).

 

SO; Are you ‘hiding out’ from your Beloved? Playing it safe and small?

 

Or are rays and codes of His Truth calling you back Home?

 

Will you heed His call and awaken your Grail Beauty + consciousness?

 

Get the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook

 

-Rion

 

WORKBOOK TIP

 

p.s. Here’s a general note for everyone about when doing the ‘Who is’ workbook…you want to get clarity on His signature qualities as they are constellated WITH Him.

 

The alchemy of you together could be something else…in other words and for example; my Beloved carries core signatures of Muse Starlet with 80% Light Eros, 20% Dark.

 

OUR ALCHEMY in reunification consciousness would be different because my Dark Eros would drop Her into HER Dark Eros, but I’m aware of that and then who she would be ‘to the world’ would go back to 80% Light Eros (as an example and that may shift through time)…so you want to constellate what you respond to ‘now’ as ‘Him’ which could be different than in the bedroom but more of how your public selves would be seen but off of Him ‘as is’.

 

Another reference point is that would you want him to be publicly in His ‘Lover’ archetype or is that more reserved for the bedroom?

 

If more for the hierogamy itself – but not as public, then His Lover quality wouldn’t be as strong and would drop in with YOUR Grail Lover-Eros because we are referring to His qualities (and how you would value Him being seen publicly).

 

Basically, you’ll have to go through the workbook anyways if you are booking the Grail Kundalini package unless you really already have a clear idea.

 

I’ve been doing great at ‘dialing in’ the clarity on ladies’ Beloved when they do the workbook and then the consulting at the start of their Elixir 1 activation in the GK pkg. where we bring 3 of His actual essences into your embodiment to alchemize with your kundalini and essences in literal COMMUNION.

 

Grail Kundalini Package Here

On Women In Partnership & Doing the ‘Beloved’ Workbook

“But what about women in partnership now?” On The ‘Beloved’ Workbook

 

Ok, but what about the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook for women already in partnered relationships?

 

Should they do the workbook? This is a good question. I DO work with women in partnerships around all things Grail btw.

 

Going through the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook is not only for ‘single’ women, it would be beneficial for all women on a Grail path of devotional reunification. It’s just definitely not for ‘all’ women in relationships however.

 

There is great reason for Divine Union valuing women in relationship to do the workbook to constellate deeper love, intimacy and evoke greatness and siddhic qualities organically out of him without having to control him whatsoever; out their mortal beloved or partner.

 

This process of doing the workbook and going deeper into inner sacred marriage is richly rewarding, even if you find out that he doesn’t have all of the same qualities and configuration of your Immortal Beloved.

 

And doing this is your choice whether your/their partner is aware of it or not because it centers everything in Godliness (beyond religion).

 

In that case, I’d do the workbook as part of your own spiritual work FOR yourself and also for deepening your relationship and intimacy. Centered in Godly principle of COMMUNION opens greater bandwidths for each of you in Love.

 

This is different than the twin flame template and soul to soul intimacy (as Spirit to Spirit; God and Goddess fractals).

 

If you already have space in partnership to do your own spiritual work related to Divine Union and he has ‘some’ idea; this is related with all of that and he should be understanding of the workbook concept if he ‘finds out’. (It’s all for his benefit).

 

Either way, you may have to communicate in a certain way (that supports both the heavenly and mortal and it does support the heaven on earth with both of you).

 

You should already have room to do your own Sacred Union work SOLO if you’re with a generally worthy partner…he shouldn’t be stopping that or too ‘controlling’.

 

I would HOPE however that you’d already be in a partnership (if you’re in one) so that he has some of those same God codes of your Beloved that could be awakened if they are not already.

 

If he has none of them (and that may be your fear), then you have to decide if you want to face your deeper desires with ‘HIM’…and whether the mortal relationship remains befitting.

 

You may have to determine which are you committed to more; your inner reunification and all the implications or the mortal ‘him’ (this can get complicated esp. if children are involved).

 

Btw; I am absolved from all negative karma related to your sovereign decisions in these regards.

 

Yes; Women will sometimes break up with their current partner OR deepen into relationship by association with the/se codes I’m transmitting (Grail). That is all your accountability and yes, there are ‘risks’.

 

We’re now talking your BELOVED vs. your current partner…and it’s not that your mortal has to ‘live up’ to these standards whatsoever; it’s more about bringing the heaven into earth (while accept your man’s imperfections and mortality).

 

To reconstellate the relationship into deeper love and siddhic principle; generally the woman has to lead and guide here (FROM her feminine channel as influence) to her partner b/c there are only a handful of men in the world conscious of this work doing it on their own.

 

As you/she reunifies more with her IMMORTAL Beloved in solo practice of Sacred Union alchemy and then with ‘him’, it is a path to connect with Him in spirit with and through your partner as a King-awakener and inspirer from your reunified Beauty.

 

And yes; you could have soul to soul agreement and Divine Union as well; however this gets more complicated b/c few people are living true Divine Union partnerships; in other words my Immortal is decidedly more important than a beloved and that may hurt some people – you don’t have to be that hard-coded in Grail however but there’s more likelihood of twin flameship.

 

For true Sacred Union alchemy (whether in partnership with a beloved or not); Mystical Grail membership is a great place to get the on-going support and community for deeper reunification

 

The more clarity a woman has on her immortal Beloved, the faster she can attract healing and reunification experience within AS Grail Lover and worthy Sacred Bride.

 

Just explore what you are called to…maybe you’re not called to it; however, if you sense your Beloved is calling you Home…would you stop yourself because of fear of ‘his’ control or ‘finding out’ or because he may not have all of the qualities? Hmm…

 

Maybe you can find a best of both worlds and being in partnership with a mortal, there’s going to be areas of compromise and agreement that may not always be divine.

 

I’m honestly not the best in that world of mortal relationship advice b/c I’m hard-coded for Divine Union heaven on earth as well as the cultivation, beauty, attraction, spirit-to-spirit magic, etc.

 

Be mindful; however, that if you’re in partnership and called to do the workbook;

 

It could also create more rift in the relationship if the partner is ‘jealous’, too much in shadow or if you/she is too disconnective with him and lost in the heavens.

 

Being in partnership you’re going to have to find that BALANCE between the divine and your partner (Gillian Pothier is a great resource with this).

 

Improved communication can help to resolve all of this as well as affirmation of your/their agreements together.

 

Mostly, as you reunify with your Immortal Beloved in solo practice, your mortal partner/beloved gets all of the benefits (so he shouldn’t be complainin’)!

 

I think it’s important that we have an obvious Grail Guide Magi out there with such CLEAR, undiluted codes and then you can follow your intuition and deal with the aftermath of bringing more heaven into earth.

 

As a hardcore alchemist myself; I do not compromise or dilute the codes for humanity or mortality, but you can RELY on that with me. THAT’S also why I’m the perfect one to guide you through discovering your Beloved like in the workbook and with the consulting as part of the Grail Kundalini package + activations.

 

And that’s also why this book could be a fork in the road with great implications to change your life…just sense if you’re called to it and work through it at your own pace because if your Beloved IS calling you Home, how much longer can you go without heeding HIS call?

 

So if you’re in partnership, you can take the move to go through the workbook itself if you are called to it here (If you haven’t already), but on your own accord.

 

‘Secure Your Free ‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook’ w/2 audios

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Interested in the Grail Kundalini package?

 

I’ve talked about self-selecting for your pre-qualification in the emails as well as on the page itself @ Grail Kundalini

Light, Dark & Shadow

Light, Dark & Shadow + Archetype Clarity

 

Ok…this question has been brought up numerous times over the years in group settings and from individual clients:

 

“What’s the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow?”

 

I recently led a Mystical Grail month 12, video call around this exact theme for over an hour available to paid members.

 

I’ll also say that getting clarity on Light, Dark and Shadow is also relevant to the concept of discovering with more clarity not only along your own healing path and spiritual growth; but also with the concept of The Beloved and ‘Who is My Beloved’?

 

It is good to be aware of the ARCHETYPAL aspects of Light, Dark and Shadow especially if you are on a spiritual path of Divine Union (holy marriage within);

 

Your Beloved may have more Dark than Light and THAT is what heals and psycho-activates ALL of you; but if you’re afraid of it because you think it’s masculine shadow, your own awakening could be stunted for decades.

 

The workbook brings this up;

 

“What are His (or Her) balance of Light & Dark (purified) aspects?”

 

If He is a Prince-Warrior Eros-King for example which aspects would have what balance of Light and Dark?

 

You can get that workbook here ‘Who is my Beloved’?

 

 

So let’s go into this whether you have the workbook or not because really, there is a LOT of confusion out there en masse from religion AND in spirituality as well as many leaders in basically all industries.

 

Knowing the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow is CENTRAL to true spiritual work and transformation of consciousness with minimal entropy.

 

We often think that it’s Light vs. Dark (or Good vs Evil) but this is a dangerous conflation…what is more spiritually accurate and discerning (if and when we embrace the Divine Feminine consciousness instead of simultaneously exalting and shaming female sexuality) is Light AND Dark (pure, healthy Dark) vs. Shadow.

 

“Come to the Dark side (Luke)” more accurately means, come to the Shadow side of misuse of power and black magic.

 

It’s specifically SHADOW that is actually the problem, not really the ‘Dark’ or Dark Divine. So much fear exists around ‘the Dark’ and unnecessarily so.

 

And it is shadow consciousness that millions of people are conflating with the Dark like ‘good vs. evil’ (but Dark isn’t evil).

 

If the Dark keeps being demonized, can you imagine how FAR from accepting and integrating it you or most people may be?

 

NOT being clear on the difference between Dark and Shadow has created all KINDS of havoc and stunt healing and even enlightenment for lifetimes.

 

Thus…In writing this up, I am going to create another post just to extend further into the Dark vs. Shadow arena b/c there’s so much to cover, so check that post out also on the blog when released.

 

Now…

 

With Light, Dark and Shadow we are speaking of consciousness and consciousness within the archetypes (which are Immortal God and Goddess fractal lineages as iconic signatures within the subconscious and supra-conscious collective).

 

Archetypes have aspects of Light, Dark and shadow consciousness. These aspects play through human history and mythology evermore.

 

Generally ‘Light’ is associated with;


High frequencies
Benevolence
Light
Heavens
Angels
Goodness
Air
Aether
Peace
Daytime
Sunshine
Harmony
Clouds
Cosmos


And Dark is where it gets trickier because so much of religion and programming conflates Dark with Shadow.

 

PLUS, keep in mind that ‘Dark’ IS closer to Shadow consciousness (so for MANY, it can remain difficult to discern and differentiate).

 

Generally speaking; the short-code for ‘Dark’ or ‘Dark’ consciousness is;

 

The Erotic

 

But it’s also;

 

The pure primal
Dark Divine
Primal divine
Primal pulse
Earthly
Earthen
The Void
The night
Winter
Decay ‘n Death (related to re-birth)
The Womb
Dionysian
Survival instinct
Killer instinct
The underworld
The underneath
The hidden out of waking day sight and cultural daily niceties
The sensual

 

And ‘Dark’ consciousness is (in large part) – key to desires (which can cross over into the shadow of Hunger, Lust and so forth but that’s more of a masterclass but also why Divine Union is a great pathway because it purifies all shadow to easily discern true Dark).

 

Again; with the Divine Union, ‘Grail’ or Communion lens which EMBRACES Sophianic or Goddess consciousness; the Divine Feminine and all archetypal Feminine, DARK IS GOOD.

 

ANYTHING GOES (basically) in the purified Truth of Dark Communion; Erotic Truth. With that said; Communion wouldn’t likely be centered in human BDSM which in large part operates in a mix of Shadow and Dark – especially with any of the players who are bringing their own shadows to otherwise relatively safe containers and agreements (that’s an extended subject).

 

The DARK MASCULINE (absentia of all shadow, control, coercion, force, destruction, etc.) is actually very good and powerful; just ‘good’ in different ways. His killer instinct is actually a GOOD thing for the principle of Protection, Guardianship and Rightful Power over tyranny.

 

It’s important to DISCERN and DIFFERENTIATE between what is DARK and what is SHADOW to ideally calibrate your lens to COMMUNION Truth of Light and Dark VS. Shadow.

 

Shadow (to only introduce it here because it’s a VAST subject-realm) and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, backstabbing, dethroning, and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty.

 

There are often evil spirits BEHIND shadow consciousness and the behavior from which it ensues. This is more than merely psychological.

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored denied or suppressed because they are conflating it all with Shadow and ‘demonizing’ it.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can FESTER underneath to come out all of a sudden in bursts of chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

The book ‘Owning Your Own Shadow‘ goes into this VERY well and I highly recommend it.

You yourself might find yourself by default conflating the ‘Dark’ and ‘wronging’ it when you actually meant SHADOW.

 

MANY spiritual guides still do this, so I think it’s important to take more time to stop yourself and calibrate/correct yourself….to discern and realize when someone actually means ‘shadow’ instead of ‘Dark’.

 

Fortunately Divine Union gives us a CLEAR LENS because it is ALL DARK of the Masculine for example IN ABSENTIA of all shadow, oppression and tyranny.

 

You have unlimited access to righteous high-frequency benevolence, provision, protection as well as the Dark Erotic in Communion which used to be fractured as Fantasy…and NO SHADOW.

 

Your immortal Beloved; He DOES NOT traumatize, abuse, misuse, control, oppress and so forth. It is the highest, purified consciousness Truth of the masculine through all of time.

 

Mortal man however, is privy to shadow consciousness but the more you are reunified with Him in spirit and all aspects of Self, the less you will experience shadow with masculine consciousness in men.

 

So yeah; it’s important stuff. You may have a lot of dealing to do with the masculine and are armored AGAINST the Pure, Healthy DARK EROS of a Beloved because your body gets triggered and conflates that with toxic masculine shadow when it isn’t.

 

‘Toxic Masculine’ is a blanket statement for those who cannot differentiate between Light, Dark and Shadow masculinity for the life of them.

 

On this journey, that can hold you back for decades being stuck in the astral SWAMP of resisting what could actually heal and awaken all of you.

 

It’s good to know that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’. This is its own extended topic but it helps to mitigate the actual shadows and the number of psychic attacks to those of us who work with the Light a lot.

 

As I mentioned;

 

There’s a BRILLIANT book entitled:

 

Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche Paperback – February 17, 1994
by Robert A. Johnson

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in it. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

 


So, you can find your strategy of RE-BALANCING your Light and Dark (much of spirituality focuses on the Light and bypasses or denies the Dark)…

 

Maybe you’ve glorified the Light while suppressing the Dark so you might have to go through a Dark Reclamation era (like me) while getting more discernment on the Shadow aspects (which can creates WEBS of entropy in spiritual progress.

 

Gene Keys provides a wondrous immersion for discovery and discernment with the 64 shadows of consciousness which are specific aspects that play out practically in individuals and the world (in behavior).

 

Generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

Dark King purified from all tyranny and toxic shadow is actually a powerful and beautiful thing.

 

With true Divine Union; there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is. It can be disorienting to do spiritual work based on flawed humanity.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

What if sexuality was divine and of pure Light and Dark consciousness and spirit-Light matter quanta?

 

It’s just not accepted as that because hmm…a lot of religion’s have wanted ‘control’ (shadow of Gene Key 21) over humanity in different ways to retain power politically and socially (perhaps?).

 

So when it comes to YOUR BELOVED and Divine Union, you want to value His Immortal siddhic, elemental and archetypal Light and Dark aspects.

 

When it comes to your Lover-King (or whatever His archetypal signature order is); His ‘Dark Power’ can largely be related to His Dark Eros or His ‘erotic power’ and His ability to awaken and fulfill your own Dark Erotic desires; much of which may have been shamed, guilted and suppressed by society.

 

Dark Power of your Beloved and of the archetypal masculine also holds with many archetypes;

 

Dark King
Dark Sorcerer
Outlaw
Dark Eros
Dark Magician
Dark Prince
Dark Star…

 

These have more Dionysian or ‘underworld’ power that may not fit into mainstream society, whereas the Light aspects are higher frequency, benevolent and heavenly…often in service to others and it’s not that Dark isn’t, but it usually is Power that is more drawn in to the masculine embodiment that holds it more ‘densely’ (vs. solar radiance).

 

We don’t often see it ‘serving’ as much or when we do it’s rarer (like Dark Star). This post could keep going on and on when we explore further into Light, Dark and the archetypes.

 

So you can find and intuit what balance of Light and Dark your Beloved has WITH different archetypes.

 

I can help you of course with this after you start the workbook process. I can help in the group format with Mystical Grail membership OR in the Grail Kundalini package consulting time.

 

At the time of writing I’ve helped 3 women specifically get exact clarity on their Beloved by them going through the workbook first and THEN having the consulting time at the start of their Elixir 1 session…that’s 100% success ratio so far!

 

So look for the upcoming and extended Dark vs. Shadow post on the blog!

 

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