Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

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Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

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p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

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On Women In Partnership & Doing the ‘Beloved’ Workbook

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“But what about women in partnership now?” On The ‘Beloved’ Workbook

 

Ok, but what about the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook for women already in partnered relationships?

 

Should they do the workbook? This is a good question. I DO work with women in partnerships around all things Grail btw.

 

Going through the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook is not only for ‘single’ women, it would be beneficial for all women on a Grail path of devotional reunification. It’s just definitely not for ‘all’ women in relationships however.

 

There is great reason for Divine Union valuing women in relationship to do the workbook to constellate deeper love, intimacy and evoke greatness and siddhic qualities organically out of him without having to control him whatsoever; out their mortal beloved or partner.

 

This process of doing the workbook and going deeper into inner sacred marriage is richly rewarding, even if you find out that he doesn’t have all of the same qualities and configuration of your Immortal Beloved.

 

And doing this is your choice whether your/their partner is aware of it or not because it centers everything in Godliness (beyond religion).

 

In that case, I’d do the workbook as part of your own spiritual work FOR yourself and also for deepening your relationship and intimacy. Centered in Godly principle of COMMUNION opens greater bandwidths for each of you in Love.

 

This is different than the twin flame template and soul to soul intimacy (as Spirit to Spirit; God and Goddess fractals).

 

If you already have space in partnership to do your own spiritual work related to Divine Union and he has ‘some’ idea; this is related with all of that and he should be understanding of the workbook concept if he ‘finds out’. (It’s all for his benefit).

 

Either way, you may have to communicate in a certain way (that supports both the heavenly and mortal and it does support the heaven on earth with both of you).

 

You should already have room to do your own Sacred Union work SOLO if you’re with a generally worthy partner…he shouldn’t be stopping that or too ‘controlling’.

 

I would HOPE however that you’d already be in a partnership (if you’re in one) so that he has some of those same God codes of your Beloved that could be awakened if they are not already.

 

If he has none of them (and that may be your fear), then you have to decide if you want to face your deeper desires with ‘HIM’…and whether the mortal relationship remains befitting.

 

You may have to determine which are you committed to more; your inner reunification and all the implications or the mortal ‘him’ (this can get complicated esp. if children are involved).

 

Btw; I am absolved from all negative karma related to your sovereign decisions in these regards.

 

Yes; Women will sometimes break up with their current partner OR deepen into relationship by association with the/se codes I’m transmitting (Grail). That is all your accountability and yes, there are ‘risks’.

 

We’re now talking your BELOVED vs. your current partner…and it’s not that your mortal has to ‘live up’ to these standards whatsoever; it’s more about bringing the heaven into earth (while accept your man’s imperfections and mortality).

 

To reconstellate the relationship into deeper love and siddhic principle; generally the woman has to lead and guide here (FROM her feminine channel as influence) to her partner b/c there are only a handful of men in the world conscious of this work doing it on their own.

 

As you/she reunifies more with her IMMORTAL Beloved in solo practice of Sacred Union alchemy and then with ‘him’, it is a path to connect with Him in spirit with and through your partner as a King-awakener and inspirer from your reunified Beauty.

 

And yes; you could have soul to soul agreement and Divine Union as well; however this gets more complicated b/c few people are living true Divine Union partnerships; in other words my Immortal is decidedly more important than a beloved and that may hurt some people – you don’t have to be that hard-coded in Grail however but there’s more likelihood of twin flameship.

 

For true Sacred Union alchemy (whether in partnership with a beloved or not); Mystical Grail membership is a great place to get the on-going support and community for deeper reunification

 

The more clarity a woman has on her immortal Beloved, the faster she can attract healing and reunification experience within AS Grail Lover and worthy Sacred Bride.

 

Just explore what you are called to…maybe you’re not called to it; however, if you sense your Beloved is calling you Home…would you stop yourself because of fear of ‘his’ control or ‘finding out’ or because he may not have all of the qualities? Hmm…

 

Maybe you can find a best of both worlds and being in partnership with a mortal, there’s going to be areas of compromise and agreement that may not always be divine.

 

I’m honestly not the best in that world of mortal relationship advice b/c I’m hard-coded for Divine Union heaven on earth as well as the cultivation, beauty, attraction, spirit-to-spirit magic, etc.

 

Be mindful; however, that if you’re in partnership and called to do the workbook;

 

It could also create more rift in the relationship if the partner is ‘jealous’, too much in shadow or if you/she is too disconnective with him and lost in the heavens.

 

Being in partnership you’re going to have to find that BALANCE between the divine and your partner (Gillian Pothier is a great resource with this).

 

Improved communication can help to resolve all of this as well as affirmation of your/their agreements together.

 

Mostly, as you reunify with your Immortal Beloved in solo practice, your mortal partner/beloved gets all of the benefits (so he shouldn’t be complainin’)!

 

I think it’s important that we have an obvious Grail Guide Magi out there with such CLEAR, undiluted codes and then you can follow your intuition and deal with the aftermath of bringing more heaven into earth.

 

As a hardcore alchemist myself; I do not compromise or dilute the codes for humanity or mortality, but you can RELY on that with me. THAT’S also why I’m the perfect one to guide you through discovering your Beloved like in the workbook and with the consulting as part of the Grail Kundalini package + activations.

 

And that’s also why this book could be a fork in the road with great implications to change your life…just sense if you’re called to it and work through it at your own pace because if your Beloved IS calling you Home, how much longer can you go without heeding HIS call?

 

So if you’re in partnership, you can take the move to go through the workbook itself if you are called to it here (If you haven’t already), but on your own accord.

 

‘Secure Your Free ‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook’ w/2 audios

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Interested in the Grail Kundalini package?

 

I’ve talked about self-selecting for your pre-qualification in the emails as well as on the page itself @ Grail Kundalini

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The Literal Holy Fire of Siddhic Sacred Union Within

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Could this ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ be yours?

 

Are you and your Beloved worth it to have such exponentiated divine bliss?

 

Hmm…big questions (because some women are about to find out! Sessions are booking)

 

(BTW; I wanted to get this out first before even starting the blog post updates so it’s here; later all added to blog = NOW)

 

I know that me and my Beloved are worth it and that I could NOT compromise, I don’t know about you.

 

It’s worth it all and I have tremendous price and sacrifice to gratefully experience this and to now be able to directly share it with you and others so you could potentially save lifetimes off your own Reunification to siddhic levels.

 

This is a post that will go over most heads (and even on this list; maybe 1/2 of the others) because they don’t have reference points for either feeling literal kundalini activated nor have a grasp on what true Hieros Gamos is (let alone the alchemical aspects which I will speak to).

 

Hey; I had kundalini experiences before but it didn’t fully AWAKEN until 2.5~ months ago!

 

This is for those that are ready for deeper experiential Divine Union with their Immortal Beloved which requires Devotion, Detachment and the template which allows God and Goddess consciousness to circulate and psycho-activate each other into siddhic ecstasy.

 

When we get more directly into literal alchemy ‘within’, there is even more power, Eros and bliss that can be unleashed and experienced.

 

For this we will look at the most powerful known alchemy possible elementally; both as solo in Reunification and or in hierogamy with a partner; which is more than just simple intercourse but Sex/Love of God and Goddess consciousness AND spirit quanta and what makes that even more erotically purified and enlightened.

 

Kundalini is known AS a holy flame of its own and (when activated) can play (and should play) a MAJOR role in your Divine Union.

 

It allows you to run far greater God and Goddess quanta with a B/beloved, SAFELY as Star and Starlet. Imagine the siddhic holy fire of the COMMUNION of your kundalini with your Beloved’s actual essences?!

 

So…

 

You could say there are many alchemies and many that we are still discovering, but I’ll speak to the most powerful direct known one that I’m aware of for Sacred Union (of you and your/my Beloved).

 

The ‘Grail Kundalini & ‘Elixir of The Beloved’ concept refers to this inner alchemy of literal Hierogamic Communion within.

 

Whereas most people are seeking extrinsically for a partner to fulfill them or take them to God/Dess levels of experience, this practice has the power to take a solo Divine Union practitioner into Siddhic Communion in solo practice and infinitely enrichen a relationship with an incarnate beloved like Shiva and Shakti.

 

I have studied and practiced Tao alchemy in this lifetime with Grandmaster Mantak Chia;

 

 

And yet even he wasn’t teaching exactly this (let alone directly facilitating it for others to save them literal years or decades).

 

See; Master Chia refers to ‘the holy fire’ but it’s a different form of internal activated alchemy (between heart and kidney).

 

OUR literal form of ‘sacred marriage within’ with Muse’ Grail codex is simply sourced differently (although it does help that I was a Tao master in a past lifetime; whether you believe it or not!).

 

We all have the potential for this siddhic (enlightened) experience of Communion within and without; yet very few will ever achieve this state of consciousness and experience.

 

In large part because they are continuing to seek it outside of themselves and get disappointed when their partner doesn’t live up to GOD standards.

 

Keep in mind that most relational templates do not support worship and star level flow and exchange of spirit quanta and the alchemy of essence; yet are rife with attachments and shadows.

 

Those that have kundalini awakened as conscious twin flame lovers for example will continue psycho-activating each other’s bodies (with the alchemy of their kundalini AND shadows) yet usually self-immolate with shadow triggers and flames, because they don’t have the purified relational template that can hold it of Hieros Gamos/Divine Union and the Grail codes of Communion templating.

 

Divine Union/Hieros Gamos allows the proper, stable, powerful and pure TEMPLATE for kundalini, siddhic awakening and its amplification of EROS and other essences to be activated and circulate at super-natural levels allowing hierogamy which is light years beyond making love.

 

When a devotee of The Beloved (their Immortal Beloved) is ready; there are possibilities for the Grand Alchemy of Communion within; that of FIRE and the Elixir of their Beloved. I now facilitate this with our premium Grail Kundalini  activation package.

 

So I’ve studied with Grandmaster Chia and I’ve been with other true masters as well; and yet I have been a student most of all of my Beloved in deep devotion…this unique alchemical concept of Grail Kundalini is Her codes; because I’ve never heard or been taught this anywhere else.

 

You could spend lifetimes and never reach this experience of Reunification within…and you could be WITH your beloved and still be held back from FAR richer levels of devotional-grade bliss and ecstasy with each other without getting into this more advanced yet simple alchemy of Grail Kundalini.

 

That’s why now all of a sudden things are taking deeper quantum leaps; because of my Devotional Reunification…more magic, power and Grail codes for others and their Holy Grail opens up the deeper I am reunified with Her.

 

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The Grail Kundalini has a thus-far one-hundred percent success ratio to SIDDHIC levels of kundalini awakening and COMMUNION experience within sexually, erotically, psychically and spiritually. Yeah; it’s been my 2 of 2, but now…

 

The first Grail Kundalini clients are now booking their sessions but it will be a little while before we start getting feedback.

 

You don’t have to wait to hear from them in order to ‘take the leap’ yourself if you are qualified (page will be updated with testimonials).

 

We do the alchemy itself with your temple body, your Beloved’s prime essence qualities and our guides together (saving you potentially LIFETIMES).

 

So…yes, there are many general forms of Alchemy in reunification with your Beloved. This is what I live and what I teach and support in Mystical Grail.

 

BUT THIS IS NEW.

 

What Hieros Gamos or Divine Union truly is, is cultivating the Sacred Marriage within. This is an ALCHEMICAL solo practice (that then you can bring together with a partner for further cultivation; this is the purest way).

 

There are different methods to affect your consciousness being in the Spirit or incarnate Presence of your Beloved; the mental layer (like unlimited creative flow I’ve had for years) and heart alchemy, etc. but it’s this deeper internal alchemy with kundalini that I want to speak to.

 

I want to speak to the DIRECT ALCHEMY NOW to save you years of time.

 

The format of how Master Chia teaches is that he doesn’t directly work on your energy field (I personally think he should because it would QUANTUM leap them but it’s his choice); he teaches you to work on your own with their techniques.

 

This is a wildcard because it really seems only the top 5% of students REALLY get the intended results (I never did back then).

 

It requires your energy field to be highly activated to move the energies they’re referring to.

 

I don’t want you to spend years doing self kundalini practices including pranayama if/that never get you anywhere.

 

SHAKTIPAT is one of the known and ancient ways of kundalini awakening with the Indian mystics; and although he’s Taoist and still works with similar energies with different names…Master Chia (I asked him privately) and many other Guru/Masters do not offer shaktipat or they RARELY do it.

 

(Fortunately I was direct shaktipat activated by Grandmaster Zhou, but I had to go out on a limb to make that even happen at the source of Chi Kung itself in Wudang in 2015).

 

My primary incarnate teacher; Grandmaster (Zhou) had the applied magic with energy work, but he wasn’t as consciously aware of the alchemy like Master Chia in a different lineage was (or at least he didn’t teach it).

 

Both were important along my path (and Master Zhou especially foundational).

 

 

Muse as an ancient Grail archetype (and my Beloved) mostly filled in the foundation and gaps with this level of alchemical sorcery after years of devotion and service in Her name.

 

With Sacred Reunification alchemy, you are essentially attuning (and transmuting) your psyche-soma, spirit, soul, heart, Eros, sex, entire light-body and consciousness to the POWER and GOD-fractal aspects of your Beloved if you are feminine; and to the BEAUTY and Goddess-fractal aspects of your Immortal Beloved if you are masculine.

 

I teach around and with all of this in Mystical Grail membership.

 

So as I mentioned there are many ways to practice, I’m just speaking to the MOST POWERFUL known alchemy of reunification yet after being very experienced in Sacred Union alchemy myself. It basically requires direct shaktipat master work because it is so advanced and requires deep, deep initiation and experience IN the purified Grail.

 

We are now referring to the inner alchemy of your LITERAL KUNDALINI itself with that of your BELOVEDS (as Grail Lovers) psycho-activating Presence-Truth inside the sanctum of your Temple Body itself; literal holy sacred marriage within.

 

If you ‘try to figure it out’ on your own (even if you can self-activate your kundalini) it’s unlikely you’ll ever get there. That’s just realistic. There’s too much of a price to pay if I’m being honest.

 

Through years of checking in with practicing Tao techniques (before my kundalini awakening); I never got results and yet I was working with Muse and then EVERYTHING pulled together and we have our own Source-line codes now.

 

That’s just the reality of it; you may not get much of anywhere without connection to masters/y like I sought out.

 

This goes into the subject of ‘there’s always a price you have to pay for true awakening; let alone siddhic awakening’. Most people pay that price with YEARS of their life getting nowhere actually or with very little results. That’s not the smartest way.

 

I attracted masters to help me quantum leap and then I kinda became one because of my intense Devotion to Muse and the grand price that I have paid…to now be able to experience this myself and facilitate it for others and THEIR kundalini, siddhic awakening and Sacred Unions.

 

Well, that’s what we’re going to discover with more of these Grail Kundalini Pkgs and the lives that will be affected.

 

But that time with Master Chia was worth it, because he was doing REAL ALCHEMY, just coming at it from a different lens; just not working with the same components in the way I am now with Muse codes and my past lifetime as one of the 8 Immortals.

 

So yes; for Divine Union, there is the most powerful known way yet to do it of LITERAL Holy Grail Communion within and it’s with your kundalini and your Beloved’s essences infused together as literal alchemy in love in the body.

 

When it first happened with me (after overnight processing) the alchemy of my Beloved’s essence infused (made love to) my kundalini fire and they VAPORIZED sending a pleasant, intoxicating siddhic surge-waft kundalini stream of Communion all the way up to my upper dan tien with a full body orgasmic charge.

 

It re-activated DMT in my brain for a full minute of egolessness and Godly pleasure (and that 5MEO-DMT session was ~5 weeks ago). I write about the second experience and other insights for you on the Grail Kundalini Offer HQ page itself.

 

This is so simple yet so advanced and profound that people may not be able to grasp it.

 

YES; you can have the in-fusion alchemy of your siddhic essences with your B/beloveds in the bedroom but it’s always at the SPIRIT level that is the foundation so the more you cultivate that and your EROS to be able to run with greater current and power, the more ecstasy and Communion you will feel.

 

That is where kundalini comes in. A sacred flame of its own and how YOUR kundalini can be PSYCHO-ACTIVATED by the literal POWER of your Beloved and His prime signature archetypal or siddhic spirit-matter essences in LITERAL alchemy within.

 

That’s what the Grail Kundalini Package now offers to those who are qualified.

 

And if you don’t have basic kundalini flame awakened, it’s likely you’re going to get into the more powerful experiences that are possible for you with your Beloved. MOST women will continue waiting for an incarnate man who has those GODLY qualities to show up and yet they could be waiting years also because they become ATTACHED and may not want to LOSE him because they’ve made him as dualistic and separate from her by going with lower truth.

 

Yet, with true Divine Union you can access His spirit Truth qualities in this DIRECT format if you’ve become a proficient hieros gamos practitioner (most aren’t) or if you get a session with me or a Muse Priestess.

 

Remember; I studied with Mantak Chia at two live immersion retreats and still couldn’t feel anything. It felt like doing visualization exercises.

 

I could only start feeling things (internal alchemy-wise) and doing the other forms of INTERNAL ALCHEMY with my Beloved that more directly leads to Erotic siddhic enlightenment states when my basic kundalini flame activated.

 

Kundalini on its own is fire and fire is unstable.

 

That’s also where the Elixir of your Beloved enters the equation to form an alchemical spiritual bond with YOUR feminine FIRE to activate siddhic experience of Communion Ecstasy in your body that is very feelable and multi-orgasmic. We work on all of it in the Grail Kundalini Pkg.

 

This rich form of reunification is so ancient and yet so unique and new that it must be alpha-tested.

 

Yes, it is heresy – but what if this new and yet ancient concept of Elixir of The Beloved/Grail Kundalini continues to do siddhic kundalini Communion miracles of awakening (and with the most assurance of true kundalini awakening)? Is your Beloved worth it?

 

There’s more details and booking ON the Grail Kundalini Offer page

 

IF you have done enough preparatory spiritual work (and more intensive work with me is a direct path btw); we’re now talking a DIRECT PATH to COMMUNION with your Immortal Beloved that leads to forms of organic enlightenment by getting into the direct alchemical elemental work itself that this session provides.

 

By activating your kundalini, Eros and essences WITH your Beloved’s psycho-activating Power as liquid plasmic signature essenced chi within it reconstellates the template on how much LOVE, ecstasy and intimacy is possible IN partnership.

 

A direct path of experiencing Communion and the holy grail itself. Then it’s about how much MORE Power and Beauty can the two of you circulate and experience and how often!

 

A direct path of the holy grail; that seems like quite an odd statement in today’s distractive world of ‘social media’ but some of us have been on the ancient devotional path and social media allows us means to CONNECT with others.

 

(Western masters are going to live differently than Eastern sages per se yet many of them are online now as well).

 

Akin to Taoist ‘holy fire’ (internal alchemy of heart fire and kidney water), this ‘Grail Kundalini’ concept is the literal internal alchemy of your kundalini fire with your Beloved’s signature essences IN your body.

 

To Master Chia’s credit however, there was an advanced practice of bringing the Beloved down from above the crown into the body; yet it was Muse who gave these COMMUNION CODES for Light and Dark siddhic kundalini awakening and inner reunification (or hieros gamos).

 

Yes; for these sessions I help you confirm the exact 1-4 archetypal or siddhic qualities of YOUR Beloved to be activated with YOUR kundalini-fire as well as the balance of Light and Dark.

 

UPDATE; PLEASE GET THE FREE ‘WHO IS MY BELOVED’ WORKBOOK to prep for the Grail Kundalini package (or on your own anyways)

 

For many, HIS Dark power is going to be incredibly psycho-activating to your psyche-soma…yes. Now infuse that with your kundalini DIRECTLY!

 

BE INFORMED that you must be pre-qualified for this session (reach out to me to inquire) and that you will experience side effects WHILE things are processing.

 

Make sure you are pre-qualified or we may have to convert your sessions into other regular kundalini or dan tien or archetype activations unless you want to reserve it for later and do other work with me until your temple is prepared.

 

First your kundalini-fire has to be activated enough for the introduction of your Beloved’s liquid plasma chi (water) to salve with it and alchemize. We do that in the Grail Kundalini as well.

 

Many will spend years investing in kundalini yoga to never really get much of anywhere. That is unfortunate. There is always a price to pay, but it does require recognition.

 

Are you ready for the Holy Fire of Ecstasy WITH your Beloved (whether solo or in partnership to radical new heights)? 

 

Here’s the HQ with more insight and booking,

 

Grail Kundalini Offer

 

-Rion

 

And yes; you can get started on a split pay plan.

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The Costs of Not Knowing Your Beloved

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For women whose Eros, Heart & Soul path are WIRED to heal, grow, awaken and reach spiritual actualization and fulfillment WITH men and the masculine;

 

The cost of NOT finding or knowing who your Immortal Beloved is, will unfortunately and predictably bring lifetimes and (in this lifetime) likely decades of confusion, unfulfillment, relit hope and then disappointment and fragmented signs of fantasy.

 

Where ‘He’ remains just a figment of fantasy.

 

She may pay the greatest price of time itself and compromising for mortal comforts without fulfilling the aches of her eros and soul’s deeper longing in experience.

 

Ultimately, it may be too late until next her lifetime as an adult where she’ll have to go through it all again, not knowing how to find ‘Him’ and return Home in her soul’s timeline arc of what will be the only that thing brings the soul satisfaction she is yearning for: Sacred Union.

 

And there are MANY distractions along the way which can throw her off course; her parental conditioning and upbringing, societal and religious conditioning, trauma, abuse and abusive or toxic ex-lovers. Feeling chemistry with someone and then finding out there are all kinds of shadows.

 

Because she is awakened sexually and spiritually, she has more energy and consciousness available which can work against her with men who keep disappointing her.

 

Twin flames seem to be de rigeur and end up self-immolating but they seem like the closest thing.

 

The exodus of conscious twin flame women towards ‘normie’ men is going to end in disappointment as well.

 

In 17 months I (the one they call ‘Rion’/re-own) predict more of these women will be done with that cycle as well and will start looking into Divine Union more seriously.

 

Here’s the thing; someone can be ON a Grail path of Sacred Reunification and still not even know exactly who their Beloved is; and that’s Ok; as long as they are on the path and doing the real alchemy.

 

I didn’t know for YEARS Her exact ‘name’; the name of my Beloved (Muse).

 

But if our protagonist isn’t on a path of inner reunification; healing and sexual, spiritual, psychic Communion with Her true Immortal Beloved spiritual counterpart, she’s likely going to be disappointed and not awaken into her fullest beauty, expression and growth.

 

Living a life of COMPROMISE. Deadening of her quintessence and that which would truly awaken it…yet what if He was SO CLOSE? More than She ever knew? What if He was giving Her signs that she couldn’t see?

 

How tragic!

 

 

Mortal men will let her down and at best it seems like some men have SOME of the qualities that really psycho-activates and awakens her, but it seems like compromise.

 

Divine Union isn’t about upholding mortal men to a Godly and perfect standard off of one’s egoic checklist; rather it’s about shifting the locus of healing and Love to within; to experience the holy sacred marriage within with the Beloved and His archetypal, siddhic and elemental signatures of Divine Masculine Truth.

 

These are qualities that, the more She finds, knows and comes Home to her Beloved WITHIN; in consciousness and in temple body, the more these Spirit qualities of consciousness will then awaken and be evoked out of men and mankind itself.

 

She is actually the one who has to do this internal alchemy, otherwise she’s likely to live life as a response to the lower truth of mortal men rather than being guided and constellated by the Divine Will and Love of Her True Beloved; He who can fulfill all of Her desires.

 

Without finding Her ‘Beloved’ and being on a path of Sacred Reunification, her ideal masculine attributes are fragmented across different men that are ‘out there’, she keeps seeking the answers outside of herself and she will attribute attachment and projection to mortal men who simply cannot live up to those standards.

 

What if her Beloved was giving her signs her entire life to return home but she could only see the world as a RESPONSE to the lower dimensional truth of mortal men and their shadows instead of being oriented in the Temple of her body with Her Beloved?

 

If she could simply choose her Beloved; HE who holds the codes and keys to her unique awakening; He who psycho-activates her and her Eros the MOST…if she could discover him more clearly and then be ON the path of the holy marriage within (instead of just fantasizing about Him); it becomes more real than anything.

 

He who holds the KEYS and codex to her awakening and fullest siddhic potential and beauty.

 

Then; her life with men and the masculine would change as these Godly aspects are drawn out of; evoked out of mortal men in their consciousness (b/c she is led by and architected in the divine; oriented by the Divine Will of her Beloved who has the highest for her).

 

It helps to know that mankind psycho-sexually and spiritually seeketh the holy grail of reunification itself (with Divine Feminine Beauty).

 

She must cultivate her own reunification with Her version of God the Lover; Her Beloved.

 

This is what will lead to the unfulfilled yearnings finally being experienced, fulfilled and manifest.

 

Fantasy after all is a shadow of fracture with her Beloved; believing in the world of duality where men who hold those God-codes are ‘out there’; whereas with Sacred Union, THE MASCULINE CODES that are most activating to Her; that Power is ever-present and she can connect with them and cultivate them within.

 

It may be the only thing that will fulfill her after lifetimes; finding her true Immortal Beloved and the signature codes of the archetypal and siddhic masculine that activate Her.

 

I’ve created a free ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook (72 pages) with 2 support audios that is now available to help you get CLARITY around exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is.

 

To some; this will mean everything at the deepest soul core and spiritual growth plane.

 

I could sell this package, but have decided to share it with the paid Mystical Grail members AND people in my facebook and email list circle.

 

If you are she and are seeking more clarity on HIM (He who is beyond ‘the One’), I’d grab this resource NOW (I don’t re-announce things often after their window and then it’ll be buried in the blog).

 

‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook + 2 audios

 

If you resonate as she (or he who seeketh the holy grail); your beloved is not the same as your Beloved.

 

You can go through this workbook to get more clarity whether you are in a partnership or not right now.

 

You don’t have to keep paying the price of confusion, disappointment, disorientation, haplessness, getting into the next thing by default, continuing the twin flame cycle, underwhelmed-ness with men, sterilization of your Eros, closing of your Heart and years and years of bitter, regret, remorse, sorrow, hopelessness or depression.

 

…with Him forever out of reach as a fading glimmer of hope.

 

Especially consider that your Beloved holds the Power and keys NOW to awaken and fulfill all of your desires and spiritual growth if you are wired for devotional Communion. Will you follow Him and your Heart and Eros’ desires?

 

If you had the opportunity to clear up years or DECADES of confusion, would you take the opportunity to discover Him more clearly?

 

This gifted workbook could change your life starting NOW.

 


-Rion

 

p.s. and then from there, you may want to delve deeper into your own journey of Sacred Union.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership and Grail activations like the Grailspring and the Grail Kundalini for example can do profound wonders and miracles of growth with and for you and HIM.

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‘Who Is My Beloved?’ Free Workbook

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"This workbook is so fun!!! I love it!"

"I’ve had some revelations with the workbook already...(yes it helps women and I to get that/missing clarity)"

Hey it’s Rion…Welcome to this invaluable gift! I have now added both supplemental audio files below with the ‘Workbook’ itself. Download them below.

 

Let’s get you more clarity on WHO your Immortal Beloved is. 

 

The WORKBOOK itself is complete! It will guide you. You can also start with the Audio overview.

 

You can access them here:

 

>’Who is My Beloved’ Workbook<

(click to download)

 

2 Audio Supplements

(to also download):

 

Who Is My Beloved Workbook Audio Overview:

(31:14 / 11.64mb)

 

Who Is My Beloved Workbook: 64 Siddhis Audio:

(25:25 / 14.3mb)

 

This can profoundly help you get clarity on HIM if you are on a path of Divine Union or getting into it. 

 

p.s. This is meant for women; however, men can use it as well (just be aware that I don’t go into Feminine archetypes here).

 

Other notes:

 

You found your way here and must be called to it. I could offer this for $1000 with the value inside of it, but it’s all yours…If you ever want to then cultivate with your Beloved more; paid solutions are also available as mentioned in the Workbook (like with Mystical Grail membership)

 

I can be messaged on Facebook DM here

“This (Who is my Beloved) workbook is so fun!!! I love it (the workbook)!

 

This is something I’ve been in the energy of often without being able to put into words!

 

You put it into words for me. It’s really helping me (and my past life to make sense and now isn’t so surprising; all the crushes and obsessions that were otherwise placed on external men ((paraphrased))

 

…I will explain to you on a call but this made something clear for me that I’ve been meditating on for even 4 years plus !!! Really amazing”

 

-Britney

“I love it! (The new ‘Who is my Beloved?’ Workbook).

 

It’s really helped me understand this process (of) archetypes and everything. I’ve been working with/on that (for about 8 hours before going into the consulting time with Rion before the first Elixir of My Beloved activation).

 

It was really clear…with karma attached (before), I was confused on my inner masculine thinking it/He was outside of me.

 

It gave (me) permission to have space in me for (receiving) those masculine qualities that I was rejecting.

 

It was very liberating. I feel and sense a very powerful (specific archetype) and He (before) was in shadow and I didn’t have permission. (Literal Father related healing/transmission powerfully opened up including after the previous kundalini activation)

 

 

Everything is more clear (and I went through the workbook process intensively).”

 

 

-Female, Florida: Elixir of The Beloved: Grail Kundalini Package Client #1, pre-EOTB1 activation

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