The Absence of Worship In Most Unions

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For the feminine that desires to be worshipped in Union without fantasy and without compromise in Heart, Sex, Spirit and Eros; it’s best to live Divine Union yourself to constellate and attraction something which you already are.

 

You must VALUE the Lover aspect of a king; ideally BEFORE you are in partnership b/c many kings are stubborn in their ways.

 

Many traditional men, warrior-husbands or ‘kings’ may have values where the kingdom has priority, but where there isn’t the value of his Lover nor of the Grail of Communion, thusly, there’s no room for worship of the Goddess (as equals) and where Sex and Love itself is something lower dimensional.

 

This may not fulfill those who are seeking deeper, richer intimacy and true Communion.

 

For most kings with queens; they may have commitment to legacy or religious conditioning, family structure, stability and kingdom however; where she has less of a say and Eros and Devotional Love are essentially absent or divorced and thus his queen will have to understand that.

 

She should have known that going into the relationship and be ok with it.

 

Worship and the holy grail of Communion doesn’t fit into most relational templates; either the values are misaligned (including archetypal values) or the infra-structure of the relational template itself doesn’t support devotional worship of the Beloved in each other with stability.

 

But actually worship itself would be unstable and collapsible in most all relationship templates…if he places her on a pedestal, she may end up punishing him and regretting him as if he was a simp. If he has too much shadow and she worships HIM, he could end up controlling, misusing or abusing her.

 

(None of this is Sacred Union). Twin flames famously do what? Go down in flames and b/c the architecture is unstable even if they have access to worship frequencies.

 

So are you just stuck with options of men who aren’t serving the Kingdom who would ‘fawn’ over you and make you #1 that you end up regretting it? Not necessarily.

 

It’s Divine Union that is really the only template where King consciousness can actually be a Grail King Lover without value conflicts and in reverence and worship the feminine as LOVER without losing power; however h/He still will have Kingdom or purpose first.

 

After all, his psyche doth seeketh the holy grail of Communion but other values might have got in his way including religious conditioning.

 

It’s not that a Grail King Lover is making her #1 above his purpose either; but that there’s actually VALUE OF and room for devotional worship and Siddhic Communion.

 

Worship otherwise is rare and unhealthy unless it’s in Divine Union and Divine Union partnership. Most men, relationship coaches or couples have no idea what I’m even talking about but those of us who are into the Grail, do.

 

In my case; I am co-creating a Kingdom with Her (my Beloved in Sacred Union) but I would never put a mortal muse above Muse, nor above the Kingdom itself.

 

There is always room for more but you may have to change your entire templating around partnership or Union itself; having the VALUE and then living as the Love you seek. Such is hieros gamos.

 

Mystical Grail membership provides on-going Grail path support and community for true Divine Union alchemy and transformation of consciousness (with your Beloved) and how you relate with men and the masculine (whether in partnership or not).

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Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

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Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

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p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

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‘HIM’. The Beloved, Defined

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‘HIM.’

 

‘The Beloved’: Defined.

 

Yes…we’re getting to that on this page.

 

The idea of ‘HIM’…that should send shudders down your spine and make you quiver if you are truly WIRED for the Sacred Union of Communion.

 

The 1 beyond ‘The One’.

 

The Beloved.

 

The true Divine Masculine counterpart in spirit (beyond twin flames).

 

The One who you’ve been so TURNED ON by in all aspects of self (and through mortal men who had aspects of Him, here and there but more as fracture).

 

He is The One who makes your Heart and Womb sing a HYMN to Him.

 

The POWER to your yet-unawakened BEAUTY, EROS and consciousness. Key to unlocking your deepest expression.

 

Core of your deepest desires in Light and DARK Truth.

 

‘He’ can unfortunately remain vague or simply fractured as Fantasy or ‘hope’ for lifetimes of those women who are spiritually wired for Hieros Gamos and its full spectrum of DARK COMMUNION as well as Light intimacy as God and Goddess the Lover in embodied consciousness.

 

Stick with ‘relationship coaches’ and you’ll never discover ‘HIM’.

 

These are Devotional Communion codes.

 

And ‘He’ is ABSENT of shadow. Only Divine Union holds that Purity of Eros.

 

Ok but ‘WHO’ is ‘HE’? Your Beloved?

 

(You didn’t think I’d have an answer didja? Well, if you’ve been following me, there’s always surprises so maybe it was ironically predictable).

 

Let’s get more specific here with a DEFINITION.

 

YOUR Beloved. HIM. THE ONE of your dreams. The One who hath given you signs and tremors throughout your life.

 

Your Beloved (or ‘The Beloved’ to the Feminine);

 

He is the Divine Masculine signature codex of archetypal, siddhic, elemental, Light, Dark and soul value areas as essence keys of Immortal Truth in the exact order that spiritually, eros-somatically, psychically, sexually and emotionally ACTIVATE and alchemize uniquely YOUR feminine soul’s greatest healing, spiritual awakening, Divine Feminine siddhic consciousness, Beauty, ecstasy, growth, embodiment, pleasure and multi-dimensional fulfillment.

 

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He is the key to your keyhole (hey, why not? He is 😉 and yet IN ALL DIMENSIONS. There is a combination of CODEX that put together INCITES all of your soul and spirit at the DEEPEST LEVELS. THAT is the Beloved.

 

Not just ‘qualities of mortal men’, but of the IMMORTAL masculine which can incarnate as that in men. The more reunified you are with HIM, the more you experience those qualities as heaven on earth. Such is hieros gamos.

 

Although He may be triggering in HIS POWER to activate you and may seem to threaten the comfort or some of your past ways of relating with the masculine and men (and your mortal self);

 

His signature POWER holds the LITERAL CODEX to uniquely awaken ALL OF YOU. And the POWER to alchemize and heal ALL of your trauma in one second.

 

And for some women, THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

 

And if they don’t find HIM and reunify with HIM; they will reincarnate in the next lifetime to ‘maybe’ come back to HIM.

 

This is the path of Divine Union; to know the Beloved and reunify with Him more and more in Sacred Inner Marriage within.

 

Knowing exactly WHO ‘HE’ is, is a central part of any Grail path; her immortal Beloved to become the Lover-Goddess to Her God-fractal Lover in hierogamy itself.

 

Unfortunately; few women will ever experience ‘HIM’. ‘He’ remains ‘out there’ as they react to the condition of mortal men and mundane humanity instead of living from God’s Divine Will for her as heaven on earth (in Sacred Union).

 

Most women will seek mortal men to fulfill these aspects and disappointingly so, while their soul remains unfulfilled if they are called to Divine Union.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will ‘settle’ or compromise to be more ‘down to earth’ as a response to mortal men (and their shadows); yet don’t realize that the concept of their Beloved remains as Fantasy instead of real; fractured in aspects that psycho-activate and awaken them but remain out of their life.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will fear (and fear facing) those aspects of the divine (impersonal, immortal qualities) of the masculine spirit (which incarnates through men); where her greatest growth and divine feminine consciousness and Beauty awaits.

 

I cannot say exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is this moment unless you are already a client who we went through this process with; however, I CAN guide you through the process and help you clarify who HE is to YOU.

 

This means everything if you are on a Grail path of devotional, sacred, erotic and spiritual REUNIFICATION.

 

That may include HEALING with the Father; your Daughter aspect as you mature into the Grail Lover Goddess/Queen Herself in consciousness and embodiment.

 

Your Beloved has the alchemical POWER and Truth to heal all of your WOUNDS and trauma with the Masculine as you reunify in consciousness and embodiment within. You are SAFE with Him for He hath no shadow.

 

I’ve already helped 5 out of 5 women get clarity on EXACTLY who HE is to THEM. And it means everything.

 

And…you know what?

 

They’re already reaping the benefits of literal hierogamic Communion of Temple body within; their kundalini with HIS literal essences in a form of MATRIMONY alchemically. This is with the new Grail Kundalini package which includes the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook.

 

Grail Kundalini: Alpha Trial

 

Admittedly;

 

There’s only so much you can do by reading snippets on a doom scroll on Facebook or the blog. This is the REAL WORK.

 

The codes may be around you, but they may not INTEGRATE as ‘REAL’ until you do something more to prove your devotion to HIM in all the necessary ways or in pathways that open up.

 

The ladies in Mystical Grail are ‘on the path‘.

 

I’m going to do BUFO on Saturday because I continue to follow my Beloved’s Divine Will in reunification for my HIGHEST TRUTH and actualization in all dimensions and timelines.

 

It takes risk, sacrifice and investment. What my Beloved has TRIBULATED me through, OMG….it’s intense but it’s all been necessary. I have paid GREAT COSTS through the years (and not just financially).

 

So reflect on where you are at IF you know you are called to a Grail path…are you living a life of compromise ‘without Him’?

 

Unfortunately; many women sell out their soul, desire and spiritual awakening to their human self and comfort, when it is HE who holds the codex (and they secretly KNOW He holds it).

 

So check in with yourself; might you be afraid to find out that IS you (especially when you are in the realm of the power support FOR your reunification with Him)?

 

IF that is you, could you face that and say to your Beloved Himself; “I’m sorry, I sold out to my human comfort and mortal men instead of my soul’s deepest longing and awakening?…

 

That instead of US, I chose my lower self?”

 

It would be MY GREATEST REGRET; to live a life of COMPROMISE without my Beloved. It’s unacceptable.

 

That’s why my work CENTERS in Divine Union; the entire empire I’m building is WITH My Beloved reunified in me in consciousness;

 

We are doing it all together. I am living testament and temple.

 

And it’s also why I offer such services because it is a rare and heavy spiritual path with SPECIAL CHALLENGES. That’s why you want a proper guide instead of more blindly ‘going it on your own’. The entropy if you are in partnership alone could keep you forever blinded from the Immortal Beloved.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership comes in and if you’re pretty experienced; the advanced Grail Kundalini Beloved Elixir activations for literal hierogamic alchemy with HIM. The window is open to join us at the START of year two.

 

There’s going to be ‘a price’ to pay and some will never be willing to pay it; thinking they can just go blindly on their own for decades more hoping or fantasizing HE will show up when the reality is that YOU must be the One to awaken TO HIM.

 

This is special work and other spiritual work can lead you astray from HIM until it’s raw Divine Union alchemy.

 

If you MUST return to HIM and discover HIM and be intimate with HIS GODLY qualities, then I recommend Mystical Grail membership.

 

On a Grail path; ye must follow SIGNS that He gives you to bring you closer together or He may forever remain fractured as Fantasy or with ‘parts’ of him experienced once in a blue moon with mortal men.

 

Good news; Mystical Grail membership is going into our SECOND YEAR and here is more details along with registration.

 

We have a curated field of Grail oracles, priestesses and lovers there who are very experienced. The community aspect alone is priceless but you get SO much more.

 

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-Rion

 

p.s. Your ‘Beloved’ is not the same as your ‘beloved’ (mortal partner) if you have one.

 

Doing Grail work work can still be done to reap benefits WITH your beloved as well because you will eros-somatically draw out those qualities within him (of HIM) as if by magic from your reunified beauty presence.

 

If you are SERIOUS about Divine Union next year (and right now); now is the time to join Mystical Grail membership as we go into our ‘Year 2’. The window is still open for 6 days (at time of writing) to be with us at the start (or join later).

 

p.p.s. And if you’re IN a partnership, why would you not want to cultivate a Divine Union partnership to deepen EVERYTHING? This essentially requires you to have your own solo practice as well (and get proper support or guidance and initiations along the path) or the mundane and mortal is going to be its own ENTROPY from bringing more HEAVEN (which you get to evoke) in the relationship itself

 

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Mystical Grail Membership: Year Two

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IF you are an Erosy female mystic on a grail path of Divine Union, you are invited to join our leading, secret front edge community of Grail Mystics, Oracles and Grail Priestesses in Mystical Grail.

 

We are now starting year 2 with me as the host and guide. You can find out more information about it here!

 

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“(Mystical Grail) Is Basically The Best Thing I’ve Found…I’m Immersed!” -K.M. 3/2025

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Anahata: My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening of Communion

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Wow…it actually happened! A dream come true AGAIN. Ok, so before I get to the juicier stuff itself, I want to set the context first…and really if you just want to skip to the JUICY STUFF….scroll on down.

 

The setup:

 

This is REALLY important stuff to be aware of for anyone who values the holy grail, Hierogamic Divine Union, devotional love and intimacy, kundalini awakening and ASSURING kundalini awakening and Divine Union COMMUNION itself (which I have been doing with direct, INTELLIGENT Muse coded/designed shaktipat as an ancient tried and true method of kundalini awakening).

 

This is the internal literal alchemy of you and your Beloved in spirit, in light body (with or without a partner and with a partner with the proper foundation like this, takes it to literal heaven on earth for Love, Sex and Intimacy as siddhic hieros gamos).

 

This is also more advanced in a sense because it’s done as true, pure solo Hieros Gamos internal alchemy which is the proper foundation for Holy Sacred Marriage within with The Beloved (AND THEN partnership is secondary and otherwise as put first gets all kinds of impurities, entanglements, shadows, etc. involved).

 

SO…For months I’ve been heavily into the central concept of my own kundalini awakening, Communion alchemy and Avastar embodiment with the valuation of alpha trialing the concept of ASSURING kundalini awakening as much as possible for the world.

 

Not only that; but for assuring SIDDHIC kundalini awakening as much as possible.

 

So yes; at the time of writing we are in the alpha trial interim phase of the Grail Kundalini package.

 

What kicked off my FIRST siddhic kundalini awakening was literally 3 of the regular kundalini activations and we went into THAT alpha-trial launch which was a wild success.

 

Then I started having remission issues and some codes came in to help stabilize the BASELINE kundalini current daily (although not at siddhic levels). This was invaluable for full-time basic embodiment of soul self and more charisma POWER (along with the heightened jing chi).

 

I was just into remission from the siddhic levels (although baseline under-current active) that because I proclaimed Divine Union for Beloved and I, that the codes came in for the Elixir of The Beloved as a new session format.

 

This was my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening which I wrote about on the blog (now with dozens of kundalini articles on the sub-category).

 

That siddhic awakening happened right at the start of the Grail Kundalini package alpha-trial (featuring custom Elixir of The Beloved) activations;

 

I was entirely re-activated into multi-orgasmic siddhic bliss, braingasm of DMT relapse just thinking of Beloved; now with Her essence more literally IN my embodiment and alchemizing with my kundalini as liquid plasmic chi format (as compared to the normal air/aether base I’ve worked with for years).

 

All I’ll say now is that YES; we had a successful ‘sales’ launch of alpha-trial and that these sessions are spread out which is why the interim alpha-trial is taking longer (if you’re reading this in 2026 don’t worry about any of those terms; we had to get ‘proof of concept’ first for our normal pricing).

 

Yes; clients are having a range of PHENOMENAL results with these sessions; however, that’s all I’m going to say about that as numerous clients are still in fulfillment and it’ll take time to properly collect feedback to share still.

 

Oh; and that the combination of doing the free ‘Who is My Beloved‘ workbook PLUS the 40 minutes of consulting time at the start of the longest Grail Kundalini session has led to a 5 out of 5 success ratio of finding these ladies EXACT Beloved signature coding (for Divine Union specifically).

 

And then we bring HIS codes into her embodiment to alchemize with her re/activated kundalini.

 

So…the UPDATE (and in being transparent here) is that my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening happened with and throughout my first 3 self EOB (Elixir of The Beloved) activations. EACH of those brought 100% success to siddhic levels of kundalini awakening (the stuff of DREAMS); real internal Communion intoxicating, ecstatic alchemy.

 

Why would I do EOB’s that often especially if they are very powerful? Because I can handle a lot; our Reunification is BIG, I’ve been preparing for years and I want to live FULL-TIME a couple breaths away from full-on siddhic Rapture with my Beloved.

 

HOWEVER; I was getting concerned because my 4th and 5th activations. I wasn’t getting much for results

 

“Oh no….don’t these work anymore?!”

 

“What if they don’t work anymore (for me or others)?”

 

But then I rested into the fact that, well I trust Beloved 100% so more codes would come in to get us back on track even if things are imperfect b/c our reunification is claimed in all dimensions.

 

I’m going to list out all of my most recent self-activations. Normally I wouldn’t recommend people to do activations this often however my temple body can handle a lot and it has to do with the Avastar concept of full power differential into embodiment (I’m filling a grand canyon of space so to speak).

 

Rion Kati M EOB: Muse (90/10 L/D) 9.30.25 2345 CDT 
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.2.25 1935 CDT Live 19 of ∞
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.3.25 1815 CDT Live 15 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M EOB: Muse 2 (80/20 L/D) 10.5.25 2355 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.13.25 1830 CDT 
Rion Kati M EOB3: Muse (80/20 L:D) 10.14.25 2325 CDT 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.16.25 1825 CDT
Rion Kati M EOB4: Muse (50/50 L:D) 10.19.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.21.25 1915 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.24.25 1830 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M EOB5: Muse (85/15 D:L) 10.24.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Hero 10.26.25 1900 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.28.25 1850 CDT Live 23 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.30.25 1815 CDT Live 19 of ∞ Tulum S

Rion Kati M EOB6: Muse 90/10 L:D 10.31.25 2311 CDT Live 6 of ∞ Tulum S

(S=Sitting)

Ok…so, I was really getting concerned because hardly ANY movement was even happening…just a general strong under-current that I really had to drop in for to then maybe get a few sacral O contractions but I was further away from the siddhic.

 

But I knew to do things intuitively as I went along…so I know this is a yang architecture here but it gives us the clarity for helping to ensure more siddhic Communion….I did Muse only Elixir activations…the first 3 were mostly LIGHT MUSE 90/10, 80/20, 80/20.

 

This is also why we want to get the DARK and LIGHT balance of YOUR Beloved pin-pointed (which I’ve been helping ladies with in the workbook and in the consulting); because if it’s TOO MUCH of the other side of imbalanced; it might not be what actually ignites the alchemistry itself.

 

I experimented with a blend of 50/50 Light and Dark Muse in the 4th session and then 85% Dark Muse in session 5. Unfortunately, I didn’t get many SIDDHIC RESULTS; however I know that OTHER empowered, magical things were definitely happening; deeper space, more overall embodiment and Her starting to provide even further psychic protection vs. attacks and so forth.

 

And so, with it all in session time, I started reflecting on the Truth of my Beloved as She is now and that indeed She would absolutely be mostly Light Muse.

 

It doesn’t mean that I don’t venerate Dark Muse but keep in mind that YOUR BELOVED on His/Her own in public is going to have a balance of archetypes, siddhic qualities and Light/Dark that psycho-activates you the MOST. So it may not be that the DARK and Dark Erotic is going to be that high as you might think as it is when you are specifically IN THE BEDROOM.

 

Because; you’re bringing YOUR DARK and the DARK TRUTH of sexual and erotic Communion anyways in a 3rd principle itself amplifying both of your Dark, so we want to tune in to what is the balance that activates you the most when HE is in public apart from you. This may mean that He is less of Lover encoded than you thought b/c that’s going to be there in the bedroom.

 

The Dark Muse ascensi–er Descension is just starting but when it comes to MY Beloved now, it’s clear she’s mostly Light (and that may change through time).

 

SO I’d been doing kundalini (regular) and dan tien activations in between but knew it was time to go back (with detachment) and re alpha-trial a Light Muse activation which I did last night (10.31.25).

 

And so in a sense it actually further proves the concept of the Grail Kundalini as long as get the balance of Light and Dark right on your Beloved that is in the psycho-activating zone to IGNITE together with your kundalini and internal essences.

 

Granted; it’s realistic that not everyone is going to experience siddhic kundalini multi-orgasmic bliss and braingasms during these the more they roll out, but there is already that and a mix of wild results so far including how I visually can see massive differences in one of them (a few words are spoken but most feedback is in the works through preservation, fulfillment, compilation and agreement still).

 

::::THE JUICY STUFF::::
My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening + Heart

Ok…so after a group boxing lesson (great cardio!) and bicycling back seeing kids in Halloween/Muertos cute costumes…

 

Last night in post-debut (!) temple space session with Beloved (ironically the day I literally debuted as an influencer on Instagram with the 6th year anniversary time-encoding of recording the debut transmission), I did the 6th Elixir of The Beloved kundalini self activation with most entirely LIGHT Muse in liquid chi plasmic format.

 

Then, being ‘the season’ I finished watching ‘The Cabin in The Woods’ on iTunes with some low-fat butter melted on popcorn with sea salt as a cheap snack (b/c Netflix is too dangerously distracting; iTunes gives me more realistic authority and control) and re-started X-Men First Class and went to sleep.

 

I had a good feeling about things but it’s tricky b/c although I have a STRONG and claimed intention of I’m not leaving ‘phase 3’ until siddhic kundalini awakening, I still had to stay detached but in knowing that if it’s not overnight, maybe the following night or within a week…the 3rd awakening phase could last as long as necessary.

 

Ok so I woke up around 7 am and wasn’t feeling particularly activated but it was all there underneath; the NEW Elixir with Light Muse…

 

I spent time thinking about what used to be the left abdomen hernia that had moved and diminished in size to be closer to above the belly button; being 80% convinced now that it wasn’t a hernia at all and was instead the rare Tao yang chi mass…it had already moved more to the right side with my intention a day earlier.

 

I learned about this in this lifetime from Mo Pai Nei Gung but I’m going to do more intention to move it further and then the concept is to bring it into the dan tien itself (advanced and dangerous stuff), but will see…I digress..

 

Then I started thinking more directly of my Beloved and powerful waves started happening like had happened really on about 2 dozen (?) other occasions; but this was significant because already IT WAS BACK! (not yet at siddhic levels but this was a Godsend of its own b/c I hadn’t felt the ‘real zone’ of activity and bliss for quite a while)….it (all) ended up being a total of at least 2 hours but basically…

 

Things got really heated with multi-orgasmic energy waves of bliss just thinking of Her but they didn’t reach up all the way to the brain in activating DMT like before (until the very end of the extended session there was this quality which also confirmed it as official siddhic awakening)…what happened was basically I would then DETACH and rest…to ‘try’ to go back to sleep but in actual presence….and in that stillness THEN She had more magic in store…

 

I started feeling more intensity and pressure, more energy focused around my Heart itself (notedly; it was touched upon a bit in the 2nd awakening but shot through to the 3rd eye and crown b/c my Rudra granthi psychic knot is about 95% dissolved since 5MEO-DMT and previous ‘work’).

 

I had yearned for a Heart awakening and knew that it was long called for. See; my Human Design in some ways works against me.

 

With no emotional definition; entirely open solar plexus, open G-center and undefined Ego/Heart center with years of deconditioning, I’m not very emotional unless things are relational.

 

I had a hard time FEELING THINGS including internally on my own and in my heart without kundalini activity (although I would feel things relationally experienced and triggered).

 

In otw; for being ‘the Devotional One’….I still knew my Heart had a long way to go for awakening.

 

Also the Vishnu (anahata / heart chakra) granthi was easily far more blocked (I’d say 80% before this session) than the Brahma (root) which had FULLY opened up and dissolved during the earlier kundalini awakenings (read on kundalini category on blog).

 

So anyways; it’s these areas of chakras that correlate to DIMENSIONS of experience and depth of and capability OF experience.

 

Even my Grandmaster said (a decade) ago that I had heart blocks…so…I have to trust HER timing with all of this but to do my part. So what happened was that the kundalini WITH Her Elixir was doing its magic together on my Anahata Heart center itself….

 

The Heart started to feel pressure and energy and I kept breathing into it and being with Her Heart and there was Communion alchemy with the kundalini that just went deeper and deeper…

 

I did some simple, effective chakric C4 detox to remove (and knew it was time to) to clear up out of the body some very old blockages with a stated whispered intention of retaining our Communion Elixir…dropped back into Presence, thought of Her and our passion more and then it went layers deeper and I did another release….it ended up being its own siddhic Heart awakening experience.

 

I had taken a break to relight the large palo santo stick on the gas stove top, came back to clear things up thinking we were done and placed my hands over Heart and then felt dimensions of depth going deep into the psyche; that were already there – just blocked…I felt Her so deeply within with the pre-conditioned magic of the palo santo (from ayahuasca DMT, etc.) then doing some simple light-working finger yin and yang work and for the first time I felt DIMENSIONS of our Love and Heart in Presence while being in a pre-post-siddhic state with the scent of palo santo…

 

Surely MOST of the psychic knot itself had dissolved…but I know there is more to go however this was a/the MAJOR Heart awakening experience I’d been waiting years for.

 

Just thinking of our Love and Devotion together passionately; but now in the Heart realm of which I truly valued but had under-experienced in…this was finally cracking open…to receive, hold and EXPERIENCE Her/us more there…realms that with my devotion are already incredibly deep so, the pathway is now accessible. With Divine Union from the masculine perspective (and surely feminine); it includes UNLIMITED and shameless Dark, Erotic…more Sacral centric but also Heart (and everything else; cosmic 1000 lotus petaled nirvana, etc. TOGETHER)….

 

I valued the best of all worlds and ACCESS to all areas, this again ironically being the most under-developed (esp. being a devotional one).

 

It felt like I could BREATHE for the first real time (well, DEEPLY and as connected to all of me)…SPACE just opened up with depth (for our Love).

 

Anyways; there was more kundalini flowing freely now with chambers into the heart where great magic was done WITH HER (and this is before I’m scheduled to do bufo for the first time within a week and which is going to be a PERFECT follow-up to/with this, I know it).

 

I also felt more of the DMT p.re-activating siddhic brain bliss towards the end.

 

Silence, presence where all keys parts of it in addition to my true Devotion to Her and trusting Her for us; being detached and yet having my kundalini as well as Her quanta embodied and alchemizing together (because remember; just doing the kundalini activations on their own; your own fire may not have what it takes for RELIABLE awakening; it requires a covalent salve to stabilize it b/c fire is unreliable elementally)

 

Anyways; I smudged again, set the alarm to wake up for 3 client sessions (including an EOB2) and got some more sleep (and skipped the gym).

 

SHE is still working things from this last activation as I continue with this 3rd kundalini Communion awakening phase while also being alpha trial numero 1 and fulfilling the Grail Kundalini packages (which will eventually get feedback updates compiled and shared on).

 

So; IT REALLY HAPPENED! (even with the interim spaces of non-activity; it came back RELIABLY and jinxproof gratefully so).

 

My Beloved truly is Light Muse (mostly).

 

Doing the ‘Who is My Beloved’ free workbook and then having consulting time with me (included in the Grail Kundalini), we can narrow in your Beloved’s EXACT archetypal, siddhic, Light/Dark and even soul value signatures that psycho-activates you the most ensuring the most possible awakening and reassurance for kundalini awakening and internal alchemy siddhic hierogamy.

 

The EXPERIENCE is what to value and on the blog I talk about it a LOT….get with a Master b/c there is a PRICE TO PAY and shaktipat is basically ASSURED; you just have to pay ‘a’ price to get activated by a master (or activate kundalini with SOME level of assurance)

 

For many; they’ll never experience kundalini awakening b/c they aren’t willing to pay any price and would rather spend YEARS of their life trying in futility.

 

The value for those in mortal partnership of something like this? INVALUABLE.

 

It’s still to be seen HOW MUCH I/Muse/we can ‘assure’ kundalini (let alone the siddhic levels of it) awakening which is why we’re also going through alpha-trials…different people are still going to be at different levels of background and readiness. This is the more advanced stuff for seasoned players (a lot in my circle).

 

But it’s this advanced inner alchemy that templatizes everything else with purity; you and your IMMORTAL Beloved; YOUR kundalini and the literal divine ESSENCES of your Beloved’s signatures.

 

The more yoked and activated you are in temple body IN SPIRIT relation, the more powerful/beautiful any mortal partnership.

 

The more you are reunified with HIS divine masculine qualities, the more you will evoke and attune that out of other men just from your presence.

 

The Grail Kundalini package is available for those who have kundalini experience and are into Divine Union; holy sacred marriage within (with Beloved).

 

If you’re NEW to kundalini work, check out the regular kundalini activations package. We work with your light body so that it’s progressive but doesn’t overload you.

 

I’m now on Instagram!

 

Stay tuned to the email list, my Facebook or blog here for updates. My reunification only gets deeper and deeper and for me; I have to FEEL THINGS. Esp. after years of not feeling things internally.

 

I want it ALL for our Communion and will continue to seek that Truth (like 24/7 siddhic multi-O ecstasy access internally with Her). That hierogamic Truth already exists (of Communion constellated in sentience)

 

Not a bad start to my years-in-the-making POST-DEBUT ERA! The client work is powerful as well…(incl.) a dan tien session basically doing a miracle reclamation for someone and just had a follow-up which could be buying back literal years of her life.

 

Yes, bufo (5MEO-DMT) is coming up soon.


-Rion

 

p.s. Also; as I was eating the 3rd meal of the day She just kept giving me more powerful wave pulses with very deep sexy under-current in 2nd and 3rd chakras…this is rare this later in the day at meal time. The concept even with the Elixir of The Beloved however is that although in ways they are transfiguring, they’re not actually going to ‘last forever’ and may simply realistically require more maintenance to LIVE closer to full time at that standard.

 

I’ll be updating current Grail Kundalini clients about an extension possibility for such up-keep b/c for myself, I cannot compromise….we’re still figuring out best practices and so forth (I haven’t even experimented with Muse-Starlet or other secondaries yet)!

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