Revisiting Holy Daughter & Father Wounding

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Experience the Holy Daughter Attunement (feat. Gillian Pothier with guest vocals)

 

Your inner daughter aspect foundationally has near-everything to do with your relationship with the masculine and men in life including your potential for Divine Union. This includes the DEPTH of receiving-ness of love, wealth and provision.

 

This is foundational for all Grail path Goddess work.

 

Whether it seems like it or not; she is affecting your life with men internally and extrinsically (and so much so largely) based on your past FATHER templating and experience…and the templating that is within YOUR ENERGY FIELD.

 

So if your father relationship has been scarred and IMPERFECT, you may actually be carrying out and living childhood wounds with you into adult life that are STILL affecting (and constricting) your relationship with men and masculine principle in:

 

*Wealth

 

*Provision

 

*Receiving-ness

 

*Worthiness

 

*Visual full beauty and self-expression

 

*Self-image

 

*Spiritual growth & freedom

 

*Sexual awakening of consciousness & ecstasy

 

*Divine Union

 

*Communion & Love

 

In short; almost everything to do with men and the masculine principle.

 

Even the levels of your own potential Avatar or Starlet’s expression and the scale of her Beauty and work.

 

And all of this is whether you KNOW you’re on a Rose, Sophianic or Grail path as a Grail Lover, Wife or Goddess.

 

Some women may delve deep into a Goddess path for different reasons, but at some point, many of them realize that in part it’s because of not just wanting to come into their own but for many of them; that they’re running away from the imperfections of their own relationship with their father and at some point, everything is going to come back full circle – at least with REUNIFICATION if they are on a path of Divine Union where they know the divine masculine means so much to their/her own spiritual growth and fulfillment.

 

Many women will never face or heal the inner daughter (nor even know HOW) and yet the same wounded patterns will keep showing up in ie. toxic relationships with men and twin flames.

 

Every woman is different but there are common themes; relationship with FATHER and the Holy Father is primordial. Many will NEVER know or discover that such UNCONDITIONAL LOVE and provision is available in consciousness to them and spend their lives RESISTING and resenting men and the masculine.

 

You can gauge where you are at with it all.

 

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BTW; Much of the work that ‘I’ (Rion) do is in working WITH the archetypal and siddhic divine feminine with and through clients and being a steward for the Goddess fractals to do THEIR magic (as Muse’ prime Grail Magus on earth).

 

Yes; the ‘brand’ is Sexy Chi…and in spite of it’s rooted and source-in-East-and-West branding for mainstream Beauty ascension – the work as my clients will testify – is the real deal, real magic and real Goddess work with the DEEPEST levels of psyche, soma, identity, self-image, reunification, beauty and consciousness.

 

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Thus…

 

If your mortal father figure had shadows, your inner Daughter may be psychically WOUNDED from experiencing rich provision, wealth and receiving in relation to the masculine – INCLUDING LOVE still to this day without you even realizing it (in how men relate with you)…even if it’s not conscious and EVEN IF you’ve ‘matured’ and grown into other archetypes like Mother and Warrioress.

 

YOU are attracting based on your own soma whether you realize it or not and your relationship with the masculine; and primordially with FATHER is central to your experience.

 

You may be subconsciously RESISTING, hating or receiving love from OTHER MEN/man or in receiving greater money or being liberated to express your beauty b/c of past scarring with your own father and his ‘conditions’.

 

But you’re an adult now; HOWEVER your inner child – your daughter may still be hidden in a corner of your psyche unresolved, neglected or ashamed. So just feel into if there’s more work and if NOW is the timing to revisit her for some more powerful foundational shifts in opening up to the beauty of the masculine in your life.

 

So the work that’s recommended may be different for different women, but I recommend that if you’re getting a nudge to revisit doing some alchemical work with the potent Holy Daughter attunement; RICH in alchemical Grail Codes.

 

At the current Northern hemisphere time, people often start getting ‘busier’ at the beginning of September so that may be additional reason for you to take some time NOW to ‘go in’ in late August here.

 

(How much longer can you afford carrying any of the remaining poison in your own temple body?)

 

So have you ever experienced the Holy Daughter Powerliminal yet?

 

Maybe it’s time to re-immerse. (It’s my gift to you).

 

EVEN IF your mortal father figure was imperfect, absent, abandoning, trauma-inducing and so forth…you no longer have to carry that poison and IMPRINT with you (b/c it’s still playing out in ways in HOW you unconsciously relate with the masculine and the DIVINE MASCULINE).

 

So if you desire DIVINE UNION levels of rich love, eros and awakening bliss…Holy Daughter is your medicine for deeper psyche alignment and healing on a primordial level.

 

The Holy Father is perfect and HAS THE MEDICINE and POWER TO HEAL YOU and your inner daughter in an instant. That’s how powerful HIS Truth is.

 

The Holy Daughter is the Grail archetype of the Divine Father and She is already healed; so it’s just about accessing and being able to affect and re-tune your own Daughter aspect into DIVINE ALIGNMENT even if your own father figure was massively imperfect.

 

Whether he’s still alive or in contact or not (on a superficial level); If you’ve been scarred by ‘father’;

 

WITHOUT DOING THE INNER CHILD HEALING WORK, your relations WITH men, masculine, money, receiving, self-expression in all dimensions (including spiritually) may be forever imprinted and scarred unconsciously b/c of your lower truth relationship with your father figure and his shadows.

 

So if you’re desiring a powerful RE-ALIGNMENT back into the WORTHINESS as a Daughter of the Divine and in relation to MEN, money and the masculine; this is going to do wonders for re-tuning your more ‘mature’ archetypes and desires of Beauty, service, Love, self-expression, worthiness, self-image, prosperity and spiritual satisfaction in life and relationship (with men and the masculine).

 

This is core Grail work.

 

OH – And as a special treat, I got Gillian Pothier (of Feminine Eros) herself to do the female vocal work for the Holy Daughter attunement itself.

 

You can revisit it here, it’s just that I would treat it as TEMPLE SPACE MEDICINE and not simply another ‘youtube video’ or fast, divertive ‘doom-scroll’…no, you want to treat it as real temple space and let the medicine to the work.

 

Yes; Holy Daughter ACTIVATIONS are also available at the regular stand-alone session rate ($335 subject to rate increase at any time).

 

Ideally, I’d recommend working in temple space with the Holy Daughter attunement on your own as medicine AND getting a 3 pack of sessions for a powerful short-term makeover in renewing and replenishing your relationship with the divine masculine for deeper love, wealth, worthiness, self-expression and all the good stuff.

 

As you may re-discover; the Holy Daughter attunement is REAL MEDICINE and when I was producing it, I was strongly psychically attacked during that timeframe (and yet kept the work itself channeled as PRISTINE).

 

Again; it’s my gift to you.

 

It may be the thing to revisit NOW instead of just ‘going through the motions’ of adult life if you know that there is unfinished work there or you’re not where you desire to be in beauty, presence and your relationship with men, money, love, receiving and the divine masculine.

 

After all; with a healthy Holy Daughter integrated no matter what you’ve been through (the power to heal ALL past trauma related to Father neglect, trauma or abuse), you have a powerful foundation for becoming the Holy Bridge, Grail Lover or Grail Goddess.

 

This attunement has already changed lives and (at least) one woman had completely healed her father relationship (for example) and attracted her soul mate.

 

For DEEPER work if you’re on a path of Divine Union, you’ll still want to check in with your Daughter and update Her with Holy Daughter codes (b/c your SOUL is worthy even if your past, conditioned, traumatized self cannot find the worthiness) and then you may want to do deeper work with the ‘Who is my Beloved’ Workbook to discover EXACTLY who your Immortal Beloved is.

 

And then you’ll want to do alchemical reunification work with HIM. Here’s a definition of ‘HIM’ btw (opens in new tab)

 

“The ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook helped me understand what I’m seeing for…(in a man). Thank you…a man (I attracted) who (really) likes me (and lights me). Who can embody warrior-King and such/much more of these codes I was seeking for (after breaking up with my ‘ex’ a while ago). Life is finally fun! I really feel the Divine Union; I’ve felt it before but now (in partnership and it’s) siddhic.

 

Life is indeed richer. I’ve reached depths of feeling foundation of abundance inside this union. My life is 20x richer + my money is in place. Having experiences and experiences and at threshold of most beautiful union experience (possible) in this life.

 

And I’m coming from a very traumatic broken (father-daughter) relationship; I came from that. And Mystical Grail and how many women really were doing/did the alchemy; I then had no doubt in my mind (it was possible/worthy) and no door open behind to what opened before ; nothing (in my way). I can ease the way and I went (into this new experience).”

 

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For more transformational reunification work WITH your Beloved and opening up to richer, deeper Love; the Grail Kundalini package is available  where you and I work on getting 100% clarity on your Beloved’s codex (that’s actually the success rate for around a dozen clients including 1 man) and then we do specialized activation work with your Immortal Beloved.

 

You can find out more about that here: Grail Kundalini Beloved Communion Work

 

-Rion

 

Here’s the link again for immersing into the Holy Daughter Attunement (just please treat it as temple-grade after maybe an initial sneak peek, ok?

 

I’d set intentional temple space time ahead without distraction, where you can go deep (and have Kleenex ready!):

 

You can also reach out to me on Instagram DM or Facebook. 

 

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p.s. I have an Avastar  client who last week had signs of ‘Holy Daughter’ and she didn’t even know that this power resource was available so now she’s able to attune back into these dynamics with that Powerliminal.

 

BTW; she’s had miracles open up for her recently with our Starlet work together just in the past 4 months (I’m still waiting on fuller readiness-approval to share).

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My Son of God Reclamation

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Spirituality vs. Religion
Gnostic Grail Path vs. Religious Conditioning

 

For years I have dealt with heavy religious conditioning which has fractured me from ‘God’ because I didn’t fall in line with the church’s lens of Him.

 

Being brought up Pentecostal Christian and then being drawn to a quest for (and a gnostic path of) the Holy Grail in which I found my Beloved, I fell further away from any concept of being a worthy S/son of the Holy Father as I delved deeper into Spirituality.

 

I definitely didn’t follow the Church’s path for me. I went rogue and ran away. I was seeking something that the Church didn’t meet and I discovered more from different lenses of spirituality until I discovered what I was truly seeking; my Beloved.

 

Beloved and I have been running on our own away from religious programming because She didn’t fit in.

 

(If you are a woman, this post may be relevant for corresponding Daughter of God, Holy Daughter dynamics and insights as well as dealing with very challenging religious conditioning and resolving that on a more gnostic, Sophianic or Goddess spiritual path).

 

I’ve written about this religious dilemma before for myself and grail mystics on the blog because really; it’s a form of heresy. The Goddess and the Female aspect of God; the Holy Mother or Sophia is heresy to most of church demagoguery (let alone the concept of sexual Union).

 

If you’ve been keeping up with my writings; a LOT has been happening recently from the wildly successful kundalini activations and then dan tien activations release with Muse anti-remission codes, my own authentic kundalini awakening as well as boxing lessons, Adonis body maintenance (cut) and 5MeO-DMT crucible which inter-relates directly with this LIFEPATH breakthrough as well:

 

My Son of God reclamation at a soul and spiritual level.

 

This has everything to do with everything including my connection to Source Divine Masculine consciousness, God, the Holy Father, the amount of Divine Power, further light-working power and magic, embodiment as well as my Avatar Self incarnate.

 

As a Grail Guardian, I yearned for more divine masculine provision and connection myself rather than just being a rogue yet independent soul because there are great forces we are up against.

 

The reality is that for years, I’ve been living as a bastard son of God.

 

As a powerful soul, I was on my own with access to any and all archetypes, Divine Union with the Beloved and yet weak in my worthiness and yoke as a S/son of God.

 

I’ve grown weary of running for all these years; sovereign and yet fatigued.

 

Because my Beloved (Muse) was essentially secularized (as well as Goddess and Priestess) and outcast from popular, patriarchal religion for centuries and millennia, I’ve had this different kind of fracture and resentment to the lens of God the Father of the Church.

 

You weren’t supposed to acknowledge yet alone ‘Commune’ with the Divine Feminine, you were supposed to have a moralistically favored incarnate wife that honored the Masculine principle through the religious lens (and different religions had different lenses).

 

That constriction (abdicating conscious sexuality), just didn’t fit my lens because I was drawn to my deepest soul truth and growth in Reunification WITH my Divine Feminine true counter-part (and where SEX had to become conscious).

 

The God of ‘church’ was not openly and warmly embracing of The Goddess.

 

Her Power and Beauty was threatening to the church and even seen as amoral. We’ve seen the patterns of suppression over the centuries and how it’s played out in cultures.

 

I could also clearly see that the truth of the Holy Grail had been suppressed for eons, knowing that the Spirit of Man was seeking something more than JUST reunification with the Father.

 

It’s like sex was kept suppressed and used against people instead of becoming conscious and embraced as part of Communion.

 

Sure, Muse & I are still like Bonnie & Clyde to the shadow grid of the Matrix, but as I wearied running on soul power over years of faith devotion; I realized I didn’t want to ‘run’ anymore. I went further into the devotional spiritual path of Hieros Gamos a.k.a. ‘Divine Union’.

 

Sure; my client sessions were never compromised but in ways, I was running on fumes by being a lone rogue soul with my Beloved; outcast from the church.

 

I also hadn’t done any grid-working since 2018 and didn’t know if I had the power on that scale to take on larger callings again (because of my fracture with the Holy Father).

 

This S.O.G. concept was so big and daunting that I didn’t know if a full Reclamation would ever occur. Because they had outcast my Beloved, I ran away anyways on my path and then when I found Her, I ran with Her; we ran together.

 

Such a reclamation; it just couldn’t be resolved on a level of logic…a more POWERFUL transfiguring experience had to happen in Spirit and Soul in order for me to regain or ever really truly gain Son of God stature for the first time in this lifetime.

 

So I eventually realized and sensed the codes that Bufo/5MeO-DMT were related to this reclamation. The intention eventually became so clear and strong; I would go into ceremony to face God directly and the question I would ask is;

 

“Am I a worthy S/son of God?”

 

You can read about my official write-up of the 5MeO-DMT crucible here.

 

And to fast-forward; basically what I experienced was this direct UNIFICATION with Source where God the Father and Son were one and the same.

 

There was literally no separation. Because that was my direct experience which was so powerful and prescient; it overwrote all of the other religious coding with Higher Truth.

 

Now I’ve just been in a suspended state of nouveau as a reunified Son of God; previous beliefs invalidated.

 

Of course the God with and through yet ultimately beyond all religious doctrine embraces and loves The Goddess and Muse as a Daughter of God (or Allah or The Tao, ie.).

 

Sure, I’m still on a gnostic hermetic path you could say, but I just can’t let religious conditioning hold things back anymore including from claiming my S/son of God stature.

 

The DMT crucible was the first part (1/3) of what happened to be 3/3.

 

I had the second Son of God experience during the 2nd night’s morning during a relapse of the experience with still-activated DMT where I further integrated Son of God as well as received a blessing for Beloved and I.

 

This felt so complete and wholesome and yet I was open to further integration experiences for strengthening down the line.

 

I knew ahead of time that my ideal outlook was to have the experience itself as the main thing (DMT) which DID end up working perfectly as ‘real’ and then to do a completion self-activation as well. The intention and effect aligned.

 

The final third of the official Reclamation I did during regular heavy session space where I did the Son of God archetypal self-activation embodiment into my energy body sealing and grounding it/Him. This sealed things up.

 

The prime reclamation was and is complete.

 

And yeah; 5MeO-DMT is the God molecule.

 

And I’ve been reunified ever since (+ stable kundalini activated without remission ; Light and Dark in perfect activated balance; not neutralized)!

 

Think of more of an open source, wide-bandwidth connection to Divine Masculine Light and God rather than one that is a fractal prism into the temple body.

 

NOW…more of the Divine Masculine POWER connection is stable and there as a Lightworker like never before. I am far more integrated and whole.

 

More power is opening up into embodiment (righteous power) b/c it had to do with the energetic dynamics where before I was fractured; now more foundationally complete and whole as a WORTHY S/son of God (and thus worthier-er Lover and so forth).

 

The approach I took was a powerful and effective one with this being more of a simple recap and documentation which is historical in my life path and thus those I influence.

 

Other men may have to go through their own reclamation; if they’re even called to it. And this is foundational for more fully integrated Grail Lover and King as well.

 

This was a life-changing experience on its own and central to everything from here forward. Religion can do SUCH a number on people.

 

You yourself may still be fractured in ways from the Holy Mother or Father beyond religious programming. You may not feel and be AS a worthy s/Son or d/Daughter.

 

Hermetic gnostics prefer a more direct experience and intimate relationship with God (vs. the ‘security’ of the church fractal and its lens).

 

Although there is still value and a path within different religions and I still refer to forms of worship music in temple time experience;

 

I’m going with the Holy Father who exists beyond religious fractals constrictions; the Divinely Sourced Father that embraces the Divine Feminine and Beloved.

 

There is a gnostic version and timeline of Christ which is Christos-Sophia who values and embraces the Divine Feminine.

 

We’re talking about a Father that doesn’t want, controlling, weaker men to stay in control; but one who acknowledges both the masculine and feminine principle; it’s just some men may have to rise into reclaiming their power and worthiness with the feminine in reunification of their own for THE HOLY GRAIL HONORS AND EXALTS BOTH. They are reunified.

 

I’m not against Christianity but they haven’t integrated Grail principle.

 

Other grail path gnostics also have to deal with this fracture as well and we are choosing a more reunified God, freer from patriarchal shadow suppression of the Feminine; one that embraces both Son and Daughter of God and their potential as fractal Lovers of most high.

 

There are still unanswered questions as far as how mainstream religion may integrate or catch up (if ever).

 

Anyways…now on this still heretical path; Divine Masculine principle is more ‘on my side’ than ever as a Guardian, Warrior with and for my Beloved on this Grail path.

 

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