My Son of God Reclamation

Spirituality vs. Religion
Gnostic Grail Path vs. Religious Conditioning

 

For years I have dealt with heavy religious conditioning which has fractured me from ‘God’ because I didn’t fall in line with the church’s lens of Him.

 

Being brought up Pentecostal Christian and then being drawn to a quest for (and a gnostic path of) the Holy Grail in which I found my Beloved, I fell further away from any concept of being a worthy S/son of the Holy Father as I delved deeper into Spirituality.

 

I definitely didn’t follow the Church’s path for me. I went rogue and ran away. I was seeking something that the Church didn’t meet and I discovered more from different lenses of spirituality until I discovered what I was truly seeking; my Beloved.

 

Beloved and I have been running on our own away from religious programming because She didn’t fit in.

 

(If you are a woman, this post may be relevant for corresponding Daughter of God, Holy Daughter dynamics and insights as well as dealing with very challenging religious conditioning and resolving that on a more gnostic, Sophianic or Goddess spiritual path).

 

I’ve written about this religious dilemma before for myself and grail mystics on the blog because really; it’s a form of heresy. The Goddess and the Female aspect of God; the Holy Mother or Sophia is heresy to most of church demagoguery (let alone the concept of sexual Union).

 

If you’ve been keeping up with my writings; a LOT has been happening recently from the wildly successful kundalini activations and then dan tien activations release with Muse anti-remission codes, my own authentic kundalini awakening as well as boxing lessons, Adonis body maintenance (cut) and 5MeO-DMT crucible which inter-relates directly with this LIFEPATH breakthrough as well:

 

My Son of God reclamation at a soul and spiritual level.

 

This has everything to do with everything including my connection to Source Divine Masculine consciousness, God, the Holy Father, the amount of Divine Power, further light-working power and magic, embodiment as well as my Avatar Self incarnate.

 

As a Grail Guardian, I yearned for more divine masculine provision and connection myself rather than just being a rogue yet independent soul because there are great forces we are up against.

 

The reality is that for years, I’ve been living as a bastard son of God.

 

As a powerful soul, I was on my own with access to any and all archetypes, Divine Union with the Beloved and yet weak in my worthiness and yoke as a S/son of God.

 

I’ve grown weary of running for all these years; sovereign and yet fatigued.

 

Because my Beloved (Muse) was essentially secularized (as well as Goddess and Priestess) and outcast from popular, patriarchal religion for centuries and millennia, I’ve had this different kind of fracture and resentment to the lens of God the Father of the Church.

 

You weren’t supposed to acknowledge yet alone ‘Commune’ with the Divine Feminine, you were supposed to have a moralistically favored incarnate wife that honored the Masculine principle through the religious lens (and different religions had different lenses).

 

That constriction (abdicating conscious sexuality), just didn’t fit my lens because I was drawn to my deepest soul truth and growth in Reunification WITH my Divine Feminine true counter-part (and where SEX had to become conscious).

 

The God of ‘church’ was not openly and warmly embracing of The Goddess.

 

Her Power and Beauty was threatening to the church and even seen as amoral. We’ve seen the patterns of suppression over the centuries and how it’s played out in cultures.

 

I could also clearly see that the truth of the Holy Grail had been suppressed for eons, knowing that the Spirit of Man was seeking something more than JUST reunification with the Father.

 

It’s like sex was kept suppressed and used against people instead of becoming conscious and embraced as part of Communion.

 

Sure, Muse & I are still like Bonnie & Clyde to the shadow grid of the Matrix, but as I wearied running on soul power over years of faith devotion; I realized I didn’t want to ‘run’ anymore. I went further into the devotional spiritual path of Hieros Gamos a.k.a. ‘Divine Union’.

 

Sure; my client sessions were never compromised but in ways, I was running on fumes by being a lone rogue soul with my Beloved; outcast from the church.

 

I also hadn’t done any grid-working since 2018 and didn’t know if I had the power on that scale to take on larger callings again (because of my fracture with the Holy Father).

 

This S.O.G. concept was so big and daunting that I didn’t know if a full Reclamation would ever occur. Because they had outcast my Beloved, I ran away anyways on my path and then when I found Her, I ran with Her; we ran together.

 

Such a reclamation; it just couldn’t be resolved on a level of logic…a more POWERFUL transfiguring experience had to happen in Spirit and Soul in order for me to regain or ever really truly gain Son of God stature for the first time in this lifetime.

 

So I eventually realized and sensed the codes that Bufo/5MeO-DMT were related to this reclamation. The intention eventually became so clear and strong; I would go into ceremony to face God directly and the question I would ask is;

 

“Am I a worthy S/son of God?”

 

You can read about my official write-up of the 5MeO-DMT crucible here.

 

And to fast-forward; basically what I experienced was this direct UNIFICATION with Source where God the Father and Son were one and the same.

 

There was literally no separation. Because that was my direct experience which was so powerful and prescient; it overwrote all of the other religious coding with Higher Truth.

 

Now I’ve just been in a suspended state of nouveau as a reunified Son of God; previous beliefs invalidated.

 

Of course the God with and through yet ultimately beyond all religious doctrine embraces and loves The Goddess and Muse as a Daughter of God (or Allah or The Tao, ie.).

 

Sure, I’m still on a gnostic hermetic path you could say, but I just can’t let religious conditioning hold things back anymore including from claiming my S/son of God stature.

 

The DMT crucible was the first part (1/3) of what happened to be 3/3.

 

I had the second Son of God experience during the 2nd night’s morning during a relapse of the experience with still-activated DMT where I further integrated Son of God as well as received a blessing for Beloved and I.

 

This felt so complete and wholesome and yet I was open to further integration experiences for strengthening down the line.

 

I knew ahead of time that my ideal outlook was to have the experience itself as the main thing (DMT) which DID end up working perfectly as ‘real’ and then to do a completion self-activation as well. The intention and effect aligned.

 

The final third of the official Reclamation I did during regular heavy session space where I did the Son of God archetypal self-activation embodiment into my energy body sealing and grounding it/Him. This sealed things up.

 

The prime reclamation was and is complete.

 

And yeah; 5MeO-DMT is the God molecule.

 

And I’ve been reunified ever since (+ stable kundalini activated without remission ; Light and Dark in perfect activated balance; not neutralized)!

 

Think of more of an open source, wide-bandwidth connection to Divine Masculine Light and God rather than one that is a fractal prism into the temple body.

 

NOW…more of the Divine Masculine POWER connection is stable and there as a Lightworker like never before. I am far more integrated and whole.

 

More power is opening up into embodiment (righteous power) b/c it had to do with the energetic dynamics where before I was fractured; now more foundationally complete and whole as a WORTHY S/son of God (and thus worthier-er Lover and so forth).

 

The approach I took was a powerful and effective one with this being more of a simple recap and documentation which is historical in my life path and thus those I influence.

 

Other men may have to go through their own reclamation; if they’re even called to it. And this is foundational for more fully integrated Grail Lover and King as well.

 

This was a life-changing experience on its own and central to everything from here forward. Religion can do SUCH a number on people.

 

You yourself may still be fractured in ways from the Holy Mother or Father beyond religious programming. You may not feel and be AS a worthy s/Son or d/Daughter.

 

Hermetic gnostics prefer a more direct experience and intimate relationship with God (vs. the ‘security’ of the church fractal and its lens).

 

Although there is still value and a path within different religions and I still refer to forms of worship music in temple time experience;

 

I’m going with the Holy Father who exists beyond religious fractals constrictions; the Divinely Sourced Father that embraces the Divine Feminine and Beloved.

 

There is a gnostic version and timeline of Christ which is Christos-Sophia who values and embraces the Divine Feminine.

 

We’re talking about a Father that doesn’t want, controlling, weaker men to stay in control; but one who acknowledges both the masculine and feminine principle; it’s just some men may have to rise into reclaiming their power and worthiness with the feminine in reunification of their own for THE HOLY GRAIL HONORS AND EXALTS BOTH. They are reunified.

 

I’m not against Christianity but they haven’t integrated Grail principle.

 

Other grail path gnostics also have to deal with this fracture as well and we are choosing a more reunified God, freer from patriarchal shadow suppression of the Feminine; one that embraces both Son and Daughter of God and their potential as fractal Lovers of most high.

 

There are still unanswered questions as far as how mainstream religion may integrate or catch up (if ever).

 

Anyways…now on this still heretical path; Divine Masculine principle is more ‘on my side’ than ever as a Guardian, Warrior with and for my Beloved on this Grail path.

 

The Costs of Assured Kundalini Awakening: Ashrams vs. Capitalism

Is there a ‘faster’ route to awakening and siddhic kundalini that is authentic? Yes. It is an ASSURED and ancient route including for us ‘Westerners’.

 

So let’s talk East vs. West: Are ‘masters’, ‘ashrams’, ‘gurus’, ‘money and spirituality’ and ‘charlatans’ really what we think?

 

Is ‘Capitalism’ with spiritual services actually a bad thing or is it actually an AMAZING and miracle breakthrough path to facilitating YOUR awakening?

 

Let’s go deep enough into this subject which can also help clear up money conflicts around those who charge for spiritual services.

 

It may seem I’m taking a harsh or critical view towards Indian/Hindi schools of kundalini, yoga and tantra but am only doing so in the way that I am to HIGHLIGHT differences between the East and West which are preventing a lot of people from awakening faster, with less confusion.

 

I wouldn’t just go with the ‘awakening is slow’ process when you consider that ALL TRUTH is currently available in the moment.

 

There is great value in whatever path you choose if it is ‘the real thing’ but there are different paths, means and ways.

 

I want to focus on kundalini here and the ‘costs’ associated with it but you can apply it to other areas of spiritual service or ‘marketplace’.

 

(Btw I paid for the spiritual service exchange of 5MeO-DMT at the Sanctuary not in hours of floor swept with more hours of one position prayer, but in PESOS aka ‘money’ or dollars exchanged as pesos 😉

 

If you REALLY value kundalini awakening and truly desire it and as FAST as authentically possible…one of the best and most assurable ways is to simply get activated from a master or guru (of whom can be male or female btw; I’ll address this later).

 

You may have MONEY BLOCKS around your OWN awakening or offering your own services at the rates they deserve.

 

Some people may tend to overlook the concept of getting with an actual master b/c the closest kundalini yoga class seems to be the thing to do yet could prevent you unknowingly from breakthrough and actual kundalini experience for years.

 

Practically speaking;

 

Just getting with an awakened master or guru (and receiving shaktipat) will literally save you YEARS or decades of time.

 

Not everyone realizes that because they are used to being caught up in the other hidden costs or denying/avoiding money all together.

 

BE mindful for something of this much value; that there will be A COST.

 

You are not ‘entitled’ to such high level experience of shaktipat FROM a guru/master to accelerate your experience for free.

 

When I did attend an ashram in SEAsia for a week and a half; I still had to pay an admission fee for the experience and time (however not all ashrams would charge nearly that much).

 

By NOT connecting with a master or guru so could PRACTICALLY leave you struggling for years even if you’re practicing kundalini yoga because kundalini likes to remain DORMANT by default.

 

And I don’t mean any kundalini yoga instructor like Chad Tantra from Redondo Beach who is going through the proper motions with great form; but someone who actually has the power to ACTIVATE kundalini with and through you as shaktipat (have proven it to others and have kundalini awakened themselves): a true Master or Guru with real power; ACTIVATING POWER.

 

(That doesn’t mean your local neighborhood reiki healer can directly activate your kundalini either btw)

 

This is actually a real thing that has been known for 100s if not 1000s of years and it’s called ‘shaktipat’. It’s literally one of the main methods of kundalini awakening and is mentioned in the book ‘Kundalini Tantra’ by Swami Satyananda Saraswati.

 

Not only can receiving shaktipat from a Master/Priest or Guru on your energy body can save you YEARS of time as the primary ‘cost’, there is a price you’re paying for years WITHOUT awakened kundalini like in having a stable avatar self light body foundation and all the other benefits like being multi-org@smic, shakti level allure, heaven on earth intimacy, spiritual growth and hierogamic siddhic bliss.

 

Shaktipat WORKS. Being around embodied masters WORKS.

 

This is also why I SOUGHT OUT MASTERS (and Master Shamans) along my path who were light years ahead of me in areas.

 

(Eventually the student became a master via the Law of Resonance and yet is always a student).

 

In other words;

 

FIND A GURU OR MASTER is the shortcode to awakening (and not just for kundalini although that’s our theme here). This is an ancient general truth as well.

 

But here’s the thing…there’s going to be COST…a PRICE TO PAY for admission and you’d better get USED to that idea b/c kundalini is a HIGH VALUE, in demand thing worldwide.

 

Even a Master or Guru cannot ultimately 100% ‘guarantee’ it can happen for you, but if they have enough time with you (and there’s ‘a’ cost) it’s basically 99%.

 

That should feel like a relief to you actually just knowing that!

 

When I was called to chi kung, I wanted to immerse with THE BEST. He could turn mud into dust in less than a minute with his bare hands. I had to pay a price and it wasn’t 130 years of my own time in the sandbox. (Granted, I specialize in other areas of chi 😉

 

Now…with kundalini there ARE different techniques or modalities to support kundalini awakening, each of them have their general costs; most of which include dedication, patience and YEARS of TIME…especially if you’re just going through the motions without someone at master or guru level.

 

ARE YOU OK WITH THAT COST?

 

Because many people are thrown off by how much it would cost to invest with them and yet instead spend literal years of their lives without actually getting where they want to when the master would have helped them get there in a SHORT amount of time (in many cases).

 

You may not have years of time to invest like that so let’s focus on something FASTER for a path to assured kundalini awakening and an Eastern and Western perspective on it, shall we?

 

(I immersed with Eastern masters btw)

 

That’s why I want to re-focus on shaktipat, because it is the most assurable way of kundalini awakening or kundalini experience.

 

I’m not talking about kundalini yoga classes, I’m talking about receiving direct activations from true masters or gurus who can ACTIVATE YOUR KUNDALINI itself DIRECTLY. And they can do it CONSISTENTLY with several people.

 

There’s a difference.

 

Thing is that there are Eastern and Western gurus and masters so we want to get clearer here on the hidden costs as well as YOUR FASTEST PATH TO REAL KUNDALINI AWAKENING; not maybe YEARS from now or never but actually fast, soon and as quick as possible (but the REAL deal).

 

YOU with actual siddhic kundalini electrifying and alchemizing with your divine masculine or feminine essences into shakti levels of allure and feeling like heaven on earth.

 

Realize that there are millions of NEW people that are eventually going to experience kundalini awakening in the West and you know what? They’re going to be ANTI-ascetic and living with their/our Western values.

 

The ‘cost’ to get with a Hindi guru for example may NOT be what you’re willing to pay. Getting clarity now can shorten the entire curve and CLEAR UP MONEY CONFLICTS including around paying what it takes for premium experience.

 

“The price you pay is full price and it’s always paid upfront” -Eiji Morishita

 

This subject is really important because let me reiterate; you are GOING TO PAY A PRICE TO AWAKEN KUNDALINI SOMEHOW (esp. if you’re in a temple body state where it is dormant).

 

Often that includes sacrifice and deconditioning who you were (that which true masters can also help ACCELERATE your transformation of consciousness and presence); yet many can do heavy spiritual work for years and still not have awakened kundalini.

 

So let’s talk about kundalini and the HIDDEN, overlooked dynamics around kundalini awakening on the fastest, assured path of shaktipat.

 

Getting around and with a master has been an ancient secret in all lineages of spiritual order; however, it’s not always easy just to be with a guru if he has 1000s of followers.

 

What makes YOU that special to soak up all of his time? You’re extra pretty? Well that could be used against you.

 

(Not all gurus fall to shadow btw; I’m only highlighting that it’s out there)

 

So for simplicity sake; let’s focus on SHAKTIPAT as an assumed and ASSURED way of activating kundalini. Most gurus don’t rely on it because they want you to also do practices to awaken and discover it on your own; however, that’s where our Western values come in to play (keep reading).

 

That’s also why my dan tien activations are a QUICK yet heretical and authentic ‘results now’ solution to busy Westerners who just don’t have years to invest into tai chi to have slower cultivation to repair their baseline energetic vitality, no matter how anciently steeped it is in rich history.

 

Let me say this here now that my heresy is that offering shaktipat MORE OFTEN leads to stable kundalini awakening. There’s just going to be a cost for that however you go about it.

 

Let’s talk about aspects that people can spend or invest years and decades of their life with without being conscious of.

 

You may have had a bad taste in your mouth of how something spiritual could be apparently ‘monetized’ or of how ‘capitalistic’ the West is and how that gets shamed because you’re conflating it with ascetic spiritual practices.

 

What if their was actually distortion IN that spiritual perspective itself (at least in what we’re referring to of activation from a master or guru).

 

That ascetic picture you’ve idealized; what if was the Western perspective that was actually PRISTINE and the guru framework had other ‘hidden costs’ or risks (especially if you are female) that you may NOT be willing to pay to assure kundalini awakening?

 

Ashrams are known to shun the material world to get you closer to the spiritual but is that practical for our modern Western lives? Isn’t kundalini universally accessible (at least in potential)?

 

There’s another understated angle here that must finally be addressed and it would be good for more of the spiritual community to somehow grasp it because they are purveyors of a lot of mixed signals.

 

We associate gurus and masters with India and ‘The East’. Because of ascension (and this is going to ruffle some feathers or create metaphorical wedgie);

 

There are going to be more legitimate WESTERN MASTERS including those who have authentically awakened kundalini and shaktipat levels of power to activate others.

 

They will be as powerful as many Eastern masters or gurus. They will be living AMONGST us and NOT as ascetics with vows of zen poverty.

 

Oh my God; I daresay some of them ight actually be…get ready for your cringe…INFLUENCERS.

 

Might even be on Instagram.

 

OH shit…I bet that was triggering. But why couldn’t there be masters who have INFLUENCE in the West? Why does ascetism have to be the same applied principle?

 

I’m in the Muse lineage and we are divinely connected yet also value the material world.

 

There are going to be more WESTERN MASTERS.

 

Again; but all you really have to do is have clarity and DISCERN who are the TRUE masters because for sure there are hucksters. I’m referring to true masters and ACTIVATORS (not just k-yoga instructors).

 

There will be more of us who live and serve amongst us IN THE AWAKENING.

 

We don’t all ‘look the part’ of a Hindi yogi either obviously. Heck; I still have to perfect my lotus position and how long I can sit in it.

 

This will cause a mental panty twist in the mind of people including spiritual people who have Eastern conditioning; many of whom will often view them as charlatans, messiahs, con artists or hucksters b/c they are (‘gasp’) charging money for their services (oh no, NOT MONEY…I’d actually rather sweep the floor of the ashram for hours a day because I’m confused about things).

 

So if you value kundalini awakening via SHAKTIPAT; (getting connected with a master/guru is) the fastest more assured way of MAKING THINGS HAPPEN.

 

If they are a true master and their RESULTS and clients or disciple students will prove it, ALL of the projected crap about money confusion goes right out the door where it belongs because THEY might be the practical path to YOUR DIRECT KUNDALINI AWAKENING and very fast and soon.

 

They/we just get PAID differently than Eastern gurus.

 

Many will overlook Western masters (which is absolutely not every other certified kundalini yoga instructor) because of their own conditioning and shadows.

 

“They’re materialistic, so they must not be spiritual or the real thing”

“They’re not ascetic so I don’t trust them”

“They’re in it for the money”

“They want money for their spiritual services so they are greedy b/c that Eastern Guru doesn’t get paid in direct dollars”

 

He gets paid in other ways.

 

See? ALL KINDS OF SHIT conditioning around money without respecting the price a master had to pay in spirit, heart, sex, mind, body, soul and financial to reach the level of consciousness they are at.

 

It’s not even that ‘we have to pay bills’ or ‘cover event logistics’, there’s a deeper RESPECT that is to be had for masters. Eastern gurus GET THAT RESPECT. Western ones? MONEY. Money shows the respect in place of personal devotion, time and so forth.

 

SHOW ME THE MONEY. MONEY TALKS. That’s the hardline with a Western perspective. As those in divine service at mastery level; we’re worth it.

 

It’s the conditioning around Eastern ascetism that has confused so many Westerners to instantly shun anyone who might be a Western master and then shoot their own foot from getting direct awakening assistance ‘because there’s a price’ (not all are like this but it’s very prevalent).

 

Choose YOUR teacher, sensei, sage, guru, sifu, master shaman, grandmaster, laoshi or shihan (other words for master). You might study from a few different ones like I did.

 

Does the teacher, master or guru GET PEOPLE RESULTS (like with kundalini awakening or healing)?

 

I immersed with Grandmaster Mantak Chia at two live retreats in the Tao Garden. Being in his field was invaluable b/c of his transmission shaktipat level presence and embodiment. My tantra master has this as well.

 

PAY THEM. Do they get people miracle results? PAY THE PRICE.

 

BUT DO YOU REALIZE THE OFT HIDDEN PRICE TO RECEIVE SHAKTIPAT in the Eastern model? Not even counting travel expenses, logistics…

 

How much price would you put on 2-6 years of devotional temple time with a guru in an ashram in India when you can get activated this weekend with a simpler exchange of money for time and attention for even similar net results?

 

The cost is just different. And yeah; it’s likely to START at $1000 in the clean Western model and may reach into the $10 grands easily. Kundalini itself is invaluable; we’re just talking about how to most ASSUREDLY activate it.

 

Sure; some people have the ascetic calling (and believe me; I’ve had my own VERSION of doing YEARS of devotional service including being at an ashram but it was more like a retreat)….but are you willing to pay the hidden costs which in many ways are far more expensive?

 

Did I mention TIME-CONSUMING?!

 

MONEY gets you access to MASTERY in the West. And if you value your TIME, that’s smart. That’s what WEALTHY people do.

 

A master may still choose not to work with you or not (I’ve rejected clients); but to each their own.

 

See; it’s important to be clear that what you are paying for is NOT kundalini awakening itself. It’s spiritual integrity itself is PRISTINE.

 

You’re paying for the master or guru’s TIME, ATTENTION AND MASTERY; he or she who transmits the shaktipat for your individual kundalini awakening. It’s an exchange.

 

Just because there’s a LACK of money exchange (although sometimes more public donations) in much of the Eastern model (which can be associated with ‘greed’ from an ascetic lens); there is still a COST.

 

There is immense value and nothing wrong if/when things remain in integrity like many to most practitioners have experienced; it’s a path. I have friends who have been to ashrams in India.

 

But there’s always SOME kind of price.

 

If you must have kundalini awakening there will be a price; it doesn’t have to be financial but it will show up in other ways with LESSER assurance too. You may have to sacrifice more.

 

Do you want sacrifice years of your life ascetically or….in our Western model respect the master’s time to save you years of time by going with our preferred model of MONEY exchange?

 

There is what some would say a GREATER price to pay for living around a guru at an ashram (not to mention the increased sexual risk dynamic where you may not be on the same page as with how your guru is interpreting or misinterpreting things when he’s receiving non-stop affection and submission energetically year round).

 

You may not want to pay that kind of ‘price’ to receive shaktipat kundalini awakening from a guru.

 

They usually don’t demand money unless it’s a small base fee.

 

They demand DISCIPLESHIP. They demand devotion. And many of them most of all, they demand TIME. Usually years. Oh; AND you’re essentially competing with others in the real power dynamic for the guru’s time and attention ideally for activation (whether that’s stated or not).

 

Look; SHAKTIPAT works. Authentic gurus or masters can ACTIVATE YOU. That’s the GOOD NEWS. An authentic and ancient fast-track to awakening.

 

It is a lot of power. (And sometimes that power is misused or abused in the Eastern model tbh).

 

And all of this is at a ‘COST’.

 

The cost of NOT being with a sifu will likely take you additional decades of your own time.

 

Are there authentic Hindi gurus? ABSOLUTELY. I’m not knocking them whatsoever, I just want US to have clarity around the actual dynamics going on so you can have a path to a Western valuation of FASTER kundalini awakening.

 

I’m reiterating b/c I want the power points to soak in because we have a lot of distorted conditioning around all of this and MONEY which is preventing many people from miraculous breakthrough.

 

Getting with a master is the ANCIENT shortcode to awakening much faster. It’s what I did (and Muse is my ultimate Master/Guru).

 

To them; the price you pay is literally to the guru…NOT in a clean simple exchange of MONEY for their time, mastery and attention to ASSURE kundalini awakening; but in TIME, discipleship, devotion, discipline to THEIR techniques and practices and OFTEN (although not nearly always) grey lines with sexpectations of you are a woman.

 

I’m in DEVOTION to Muse which is powerfully activating and the source of most of my magic; however I’ve paid an immense price for it that others are not willing to pay.

 

IN TIME, IN DEVOTION, IN TRIBULATION and duress.

 

I paid a price.

 

Now….Oh ye who loves Netflix, youtube and Starbucks; do you REALLY want to take on an ascetic lifestyle? How much of that could you STAND?

 

Again; you may not actually have YEARS to spend in an ashram shunning Western comforts, competing with dozens to hundreds of other ‘followers’ to get more time with ‘him’ in order to assure kundalini awakening and spiritual growth.

 

Again; sometimes more time with a guru tends towards sexual favors or sexual expectations. (The John of God in Brazil was NOTORIOUS b/c he couldn’t manage the shadow to all his Light).

 

The guru has all of this power and could even be seen as siphoning from their people IN THAT DYNAMIC inherently; so they have to keep recalibrating back to their connection from source…and they can FALL upon the path wreaking havoc (there are many fallen gurus).

 

It is PRIMED for a shadow dynamic and we’ve all heard stories. The Light is real, the power is real and yet with that dynamic; shadow can fester.

 

But it gets even stranger and this is important for self and collective reflection.

 

Do you realize how bizarre it would be to apply the ashram guru dynamic in India to the West?

 

If the exact same dynamics were applied it would instantly be seen and perceived as a dangerous cult or even ‘sex cult’.

 

Generally speaking; there is a PRICE for kundalini awakening so I want to be VERY VERY CLEAR about this.

 

OUR WESTERN MODEL WITH MONEY IS CLEAN.

 

IT HONORS THE EXCHANGE OF THE MASTER’S TIME AND EXPERIENCE WITHOUT HIDDEN COSTS, EXPECTATIONS OR ENTANGLEMENTS.

 

Hmm…doesn’t Capitalism FEEL GOOD NOW? Isn’t it founded upon respect?

 

It’s peace of mind and DIRECT CONNECTION with a master FAST. You just have to find one and pay the ‘price’ for the exchange.

 

THERE IS ALWAYS A COST though. With us (Western masters); it’s just money and THAT is your portal and gateway…

 

So if you desire kundalini awakening, I’d just find a master who can activate your kundalini and the sessions will work, you just might have to do more of them to have it stabilized in your system and then get maintenance.

 

That may take more than 3 sessions in most cases by the way; so it’s more an investment for something of PREMIUM value.

 

And then yeah; it’s recommended you’re doing pranayama and other practices but this is an ENERGETIC THING.

 

Pranayama without kundalini actually activating internally can be years of breath-work and still leave you stuck whereas an awakened master with shaktipat powers can get you there much much faster and assuredly; LITERALLY IN MINUTES.

 

That’s how far and close things are.

 

My inaugural kundalini activation clients who each had 3 sessions; that was the PORTAL and gateway…but why stop before you hit base camp?

 

For many of them it is ASSURED; they just have to receive several more sessions of shaktipat activation (which is why I’m ow STABLE in awakened kundalini myself; I just had more shaktipat and COUNTER-ACTED REMISSION with Muse kundalini codes and I can do it for others).

 

And yes; this likely equates to literal thousands of U.S. dollars. Or years of your life otherwise and that may be too large of a cost to never have it and know the bliss of kundalini. The VALUE of ‘the real thing’.

 

Are you willing to pay the cost, a cost for your own kundalini awakening (if what you’re doing isn’t working)?

 

Are you into kundalini yoga because it SOUNDS cool and fits your lifestyle more or do you want the REAL THING?

 

Or how about spending years in the no-man’s land of meh?

 

Some of us just don’t have years to waste…we’re on BIG missions and making up for years of time earlier in our life as admittedly less awakened.

 

Again; you’re not paying for the divinity of kundalini; that is PRICELESS and in a sense; ‘free’ but to actually GET there…there’s a cost. For some that will be greater than others.

 

There are authentic shortcuts; getting with MASTERS for years in all lineages has been tried and true. You just have to be willing to pay the price.

 

You’re paying for the master’s time and attention to get shaktipat transmission and activation SOMEHOW. THAT SHIT DON’T COME FREE.

 

(When I apprenticed with Grandmaster Zhou I didn’t have the money but it WAS about money exchange b/c he was operating in the West ; and the money came in last minute).

 

Again; with MONEY and capitalism; our Western model of EXCHANGE (exchange for transmission which is an OFFERING); you get to CLEANLY exchange for the master’s TIME AND ATTENTION.

 

Direct connect.

 

And we do this in different fields as well. Why should it be any different for spiritual services? I loved paying Grandmaster Zhou and Grandmaster Charles for their time and mastery. It quantum leaped me in so many enriching ways.

 

I didn’t compromise. I paid the price.

 

MONEY.

 

Money and ‘some’ time with them. That’s different than being a live-in student/apprentice where you’re paying a different price.

 

No entanglements. No hidden costs or expectations and perhaps most important of all for many women (if you have a master of true integrity with the exchange) is ZERO SEXPECTATIONS.

 

Western Masters (you DO have to discern and suss them out); as I mentioned before, they do not have to be men. Sasha Cobra and Ilze Skestere for example are female kundalini activators and transmitters of ‘shaktipat’ which fits the placement of ‘masters’.

 

The world’s first 2 Muse priestesses also have these powers to CONSISTENTLY activate kundalini.

 

Then, it’s just about getting MORE SHAKTIPAT sessions from them or me to assure your kundalini awakening.

 

That same concept COULD get risky if you want to remain 100% virginal during your time with a guru (who doesn’t get ‘paid’ in normal money) in the ashram format to receive more activation (hey; there are STORIES out there that are very real and you may even know some like I’ve heard of where lines were crossed).

 

With Capitalism however; it’s a CLEAN, swift and simple transaction.

 

And that’s why my AvaStar Makeover is shamelessly $5000 to have you embody your avatar star/let self in BODY and that rate is going to rise.

 

We simply do MORE of the shaktipat activating transmissions (as well as archetype embodiment, etc.).

 

I don’t have issues, value conflicts or any resistance around receiving multi-grands of investments from clients.

 

These are AMAZING CLIENTS who like me are committed to their growth.

 

Heck the 5 figure Allure and Muse Priestess mentorship initiates and trains others to DO these kundalini activations as well and make a living from them (and other activations and services).

 

So let’s wind it up here;

 

The projected shadow of the West with spiritual services is that ‘it’s just about the money’ (therefore it can’t be real because it doesn’t look like the East which has practiced it longer for ‘free’ when actually it was NEVER ‘free’).

 

Whether you’re paying for or offering spiritual services; this should be cleared up by now…..you DO have to offer VALUE by the way however.

 

And yet look at the prime shadow of the guru-ashram model and there ‘can’ be (I’m not painting it with one brush) a lot of stories of ‘blurred lines’ and sexual misuse of power as well as other hidden (and previously stated) costs for the exchange.

 

The RISK of potential sexual scandal alone might be a high price for some to pay (including time ‘alone’ with a guru) that may not end up fitting your idea of teacher etiquette agreement/consent (it could be a wildcard).

 

Remember; kundalini is universal….the Hindi practitioners knew about it the longest, but let’s take a modern lens on shaktipat and view ‘the costs’ again; if a Western master can ACTIVATE it while saving you years of disciplineship, maybe THAT is your best, cleanest and FASTEST ROUTE.

 

Besides;

 

I don’t want to personally start an ashram and have everyone eat mediocre bland food daily while essentially worshipping me.

 

It would be a form of getting paid and receiving energy; I don’t want the devotion of followers to ME and my magical powers (ok on Instagram but in a serious spiritual sense? Honestly that DOES seem like a dangerous dynamic).

 

Us Western masters, we have our own shit going on.

 

I want to be in temple space with my Beloved, go to the gym, watch movies, try a slot machine in Vegas, etc.

 

I don’t want to be surrounded by 100’s of people daily where the price they are paying is discipline and devotion to my every word. The guru is getting ‘paid’ in a different way. It’s clear to see now isn’t it?

 

I’m not disrespecting millennia of their tradition and the LIFE-CHANGING Light aspects of it because it is very real and powerful at least when with true gurus (likely I literally WAS a guru in a past lifetime anyway);

 

I’m highlighting that there are alternatives and they are more ‘modern’. I’m in the Muse lineage and She has Her own kundalini codes.

 

NOW how does money exchange and the Capitalism format look to you?

 

You pay for time, attention and mastery…and for results.

 

CLEAN. HEALTHY. SIMPLE. NO ENTANGLEMENTS.

 

Yeah. This article was probably a skoshe to MUCH longer than it could have been but because there are high value dynamics we’re referring to that relate to CHANGING LIVES and saving YEARS of time with clarity, I hope it was worth the long read 4u.

 

And yet people will still shame the Western style of ‘exchange’ without realizing the actual high cost to get time and attention from a guru otherwise (while competing with his other disciples for time and attention).

 

Sure; some people awaken all of a sudden out of nowhere…I would submit that their soul has paid the karmic price in earlier lifetimes, but they still paid a price.

 

Are you willing to just WAIT for your ow awakening like that and ‘be your own guru’ or are you going to venerate the masters enough to respect what they have to offer you to save YOU from the other costs and hidden costs?

 

You want the best? Go to the best and make sure they’re well paid, just don’t expect their time and mastery for free. It was never free in the Eastern model.

 

I’ve done both; devotional service and continue paying that price as well as direct money exchange for access to incarnate masters.

 

-Rion

 

p.s. If you know that you VALUE kundalini awakening and ideally full-time, strong access and stability and what you’re doing right now isn’t reaching that level, why not ENSURE your breakthrough with a starter 3-pack of kundalini activations (you can pay one at a time) or the $5k AvaStar Makeover?

 

It may take more than 3 sessions but we DO get results…then you can see about extending from there.

 

Although some may beg to differ; shaktipat is the most assurable path to kundalini awakening because you are getting direct transmission from a MASTER.

 

That’s what I’m doing in these powerful sessions (with DOZENS of case study testimonials) along with direct energy work that doesn’t fit in the Hindi model (we’re Muse lineage baby)..just know that there’s just always going to be a price to pay but you CAN get there FASTER

 

p.p.s. Kundalini anti-remission codes are now available once we’ve got your kundalini activated enough to then stabilize it in your temple body

 

Someone commented on my FB version that going ‘fast’ didn’t sound good to her and can be de-stabilizing. I kindly responded with this:

 

Masters and Gurus can generally offer ‘fast’ but doesn’t mean that’s the answer for every disciple or client.

 

I didn’t go into all of the nuances here and have elsewhere (with dozens of kundalini posts on the blog) because of highlighting other aspects.

 

With clients I work with them where they are at…most of ‘my’ clients have able and ready temple bodies that can handle ‘fast’ safely meaning actual results.

 

I have a safety built in so that I’m not forcing energy, taking on clients who would have blowout (usually with blocked meridians and lots of shadow), and that we are meeting them where they are at and what their energy body can handle. Fast = results, NOT necessarily blowout.

 

Most of my clients are women and usually very feminine. If they are ultra-sensitive I am aware of it and adapt accordingly; less work has to be done for amazing, stable and yet progressive results but I understand what you’re saying.

 

The refinement is also important for those transmitting shaktipat. A powerful Master can do remote work effectively like the Muse priestesses and I.

 

(Not all energy workers have the same ‘net’ power; an understated factual reality).

 

Goddess Grail Timeline Path Splits

(Muse vs. Rose vs. Sophia?)

 

Related to the advent and upcoming inception of Muse’ historical ‘Allure Priestess‘ source lineage and the legitimization and founding of the future billion dollar Allure Consulting industry (including evolution of the multi-billion dollar Beauty industry);

 

There’s some corollary things I want to speak to; for Muse is differentiating more from other Goddess Grail lines in how She will be experienced vs. Rose and Sophia.

 

Her historical Grail line is taking its own fork in the road in defining, cutting and updating an ancient trail path of Beauty itself (into a super-highway).

 

For years, Her top Muse-Starlets have helped define and transmit the codes which are now being translated into LITERAL Light-working for Beauty ascension with Allure work.

 

Muse-inherent differences from Sophia and Rose are going to be more highlighted and pronounced (although all Grail lines are about reunification consciousness between Masculine and Feminine).

 

Whereas devotees a many may shun social popular influence, Muse basks and evolves it as a Supreme Status Queen in the Matrix while holding the stable transfiguration codes Herself.

 

It’s not that the other Grail lines are not about Beauty, but Muse is SPECIFICALLY about Beauty and other prime values (like social and CULTURAL ascension), Siddhic experience, celebrity consciousness, etc. explicitly and directly.

 

Whereas most devotees may shy away from ‘party’;

 

Muse IS the Queen of Music, Celebration and Fun. Muse IS the party.

 

Each Grail line has critical and vast roles to play in healing, ascension and reunification globally, so although it may seem like I’m going further away from Rose and Sophia lens of the Grail per se, it’s not necessarily so; it’s simply more down Muse’ path and Codes of Ascension.

 

And this includes Light and Dark Communion codes meaning EROS is of prime conscious value. This is a line of sexual and siddhic enlightenment that purifies and embraces Light and Dark codes (as well as purifying Celebrity).

 

Part of this timeline shift and ‘fork in the road’ is the reclamation, integration, embodiment and expression of my/Rion’s FULL Dark Eros.

 

Muse not only requests it, but in the last year and a half; I realize that She very clearly REQUIRES it of me and the stability to counter-balance the enormous amounts of Light I carry and keep shadow at bay.

 

The kundalini work is to help stabilize that avatar embodied Star-core.

 

Whereas; I’ve been more of the ‘safe’ do-gooder role and ‘Light side’ in the eyes of the Rose-Magdalene and Sophianics; as I start hosting Allure workshops and get my instagram influencer-ship finally going (after years of preparation); things are going to shift and it may trigger many of them b/c I have so much Dark that it may seem unfamiliar or unsafe (granted; pure Dark and that which would never interfere with sacred temple space itself of Light-work however).

 

Not all will warmly embrace the more highly charged (Light and) Dark Rion with super-natural Eros. Some may be uncomfortable with what may amount to social fame even or think I’ve lost my way but I’m far too founded and transfigured for that.

 

I know however; that with Muse, ALL of me is welcome whereas Light focused Sophia’s and rose’s might start feeling what appears to be a value conflict b/c I’m too much into (divinated) social power, fashion, style, magic, showmanship, Dark Eros swag, sexiness and influence (Muse ascension values).

 

Muse simply has shared yet differing VALUES. Not that other lines cannot party but Muse is where the Party is AT.

 

I am on a PATH of Beauty immersion where goddesses in THEIR discernment (if the trend continues); should always be able to trust me because I have mastered Detachment to a high level and b/c I cannot jeopardize my pristine reputation of temple work.

 

As I debut and starting hosting workshops this ‘Dark side’ is all going to become clearer….and rose’s and sophia’s may further detract from me while legions of muses possibly gravitate; but that’s ok.

 

It’s the SHADOWS that you/we don’t want corrupting things.

 

Yes; there is AUTHENTIC cross-over affinity with the other Grail lines.

 

Yes; that is AUTHENTIC and hosting Mystical Grail as a central watering hole for other Grail line mystics lives it; we share MUCH in common and always will and yet I am MOST myself around Muse and muses. Few have actually seen that truth yet (and it’s always around muses that I am free to dance).

 

Playing the role of Grail mystic is authentic; however, it’s not the fullest embodied and expressed version of my Truth.

 

I realize that I am a rare masculine Grail Knight, Guardian and Grail Guardian-by-proxy for the other Grail lines but truth be told; my Heart, Spirit, Sex, Mind, Body and Soul will ALWAYS be with my Beloved, Muse and the Muse lineage.

 

She is Home for me. I’ll never feel the same for Mary Magdalene as I will for Muse, but I know that level of devotion others have to their prime archetype.

 

Yes, I venerate the Holy Father and Mother but my Beloved is truly my core. She is in my spiritual DNA for millennia.

 

Other than rose’s and sophia’s that join Allure Priestess;

 

The distance might seem to bifurcate between many sophia’s rose’s and I as the Allure/Muse priestesses grow in social power and influence.

 

Other women on a path of Divine Union are always welcome to come in for transformational sessions of course and Beauty cultivation. They’ve also been loving the kundalini activations.

 

They are also welcome to join Allure Priestess mentorship if they are called to Beauty ascension.

 

The other thing I really wanted to speak to is that the work these hardcore women as Rose and Sophia priestesses (of which many are authentic) are doing is understated, under-praised and critical for the GLOBAL shift in consciousness (for ALL of us).

 

They are doing a lot of the grid-work (The Grid-work that Muse and I have done in the past had different, cross-over values associated with things but WE haven’t done grid-work since 2018. Their grid-work is so important.

 

Many of them are doing it alone WITHOUT male partners.

 

Yes, it’s entirely women that we know of and I’m not sure if ANY man will EVER be into devotion to the Holy Mother like these Grail sisters are.

 

It’s important that they have each other (and to some extent me as a resource in the ways that I support).

 

But men at all are honestly still rare in the Grail lines..I’m that unicorn.

 

It is in a true sense; bittersweet for many of them doing such hard work (of whom are in devotional celibacy); that The Mother is asking that of many of them to be celibate and that few men are relevant enough to be in full on partnership without compromise.

 

I honor their work and it is important for all of us globally.

 

But there’s another bittersweet note with this as well that may disappoint some of them.

 

As much as THEY are in reverent devotion;

 

The Holy Mother is not necessarily ‘the’ wiring for mankind’s grail quest and seeking. Reunification with the Holy Mother is part of a process but in his maturity, he and the god-spark within is actually seeking Reunification or Communion with The Beloved (as LOVERS).

 

The Mother in most cases is NOT going to be His Beloved; unless he is HIGHLY and predominantly wired in the Father archetype.

 

Yet that only highlights the importance of this work because many of them are going it alone OR at least have other Grail sisters.

 

Their work is central FOR the awakening divine masculine as well and they have different roles to play; some being more directly as Grail priestesses. 

 

Which line are you in? Find out more in the ‘Calling of the Kingmaker‘ PDF book on-site.

 

Speaking from the Muse Grail lineage, we all have an important role to play.

 

Let’s keep doing the work for reunification consciousness collectively in our own ways. And when it’s time to party, come to an Allure Oasis 😉

If You Desire Divine Union Partnership…A Bittersweet Wake-Up Call

A Bittersweet Divine Union ‘Reality’ Check-in:

 

If you’re a woman valuing of a Divine Union partner…

 

Some of you are actually just chasing the FANTASY of Him. He isn’t ‘REAL’ b/c you’re seeking Him outside of yourself (and centered in mortality).

 

This ISN’T what some of you WANT to hear but it could prevent YEARS of disappointment, heart-ache and fruitless searching.

 

Some of you just do not have years to spend/waste and leave to chance with Divine Union (especially if it’s Divine Union partnership you are seeking).

 

If you spend years seeking HIM outside of yourself or on dates…even just HOPING the MEN/man in your life shows up at that level, HE may never show up.

 

This ISN’T what some of you WANT to hear but it could prevent YEARS of heart-ache and fruitless searching.

 

Do YOU have years more to spend being lost or meandering on the journey?

 

See….Many are drawn to the IDEA and fantasy of Divine Union yet unfortunately will spend (or waste) years of their lives chasing down that new ideal in a partner (where he remains fantasy and DISCONNECTED FROM YOUR EMBODIMENT) rather than actively becoming the grail chalice and doing the proper templar spiritual alchemy that shifts EVERYTHING.

 

And yes; this is like a market update again of sorts.

 

God forbid that people are teaching and referring to Divine Union as I literally predicted on Facebook years ago without knowing what it truly is…THAT will keep other people LOST in confusion, conscious loving, soul mates and twin flameship…some best-yet partnerships but NOT Divine Union; whether their advice is well intended or not.

 

That’s a recipe for years more of ending up in failure, disappointment and confusion with men and the masculine…ALL THE WHILE YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED is still calling you Home (if you are called by Him that is).

 

You’re going to KEEP SEEKING HIM IN OTHER MEN AS A REACTIVE RESPONSE INSTEAD OF ATTUNING TO HIS TRUTH and then having men respond to YOUR level of intimacy with Him and be activated off of your reunified Beauty essence.

 

This is a DIVINE spiritual template, not one that gets DISTORTED by Humanity. TOO MANY SEEKING DIVINE UNION ARE CHASING IT THROUGH HUMANITY. THIS WILL WASTE YEARS.

 

You must hold the Divine TEMPLATING ON EARTH and this is SPECIALIZED ALCHEMY…not just responding to more dates to feel out their qualities being more feminine calibrated and receptive.

 

Since ‘Divine Union’ is growing in the ‘market-place’;

 

Many women will keep seeking the FANTASY ILLUSION OF THE DIVINE MASCULINE IN MEN HOPING THE NEXT ONE IS IT only to end up compromising or having it be another twin flame. Better discernment and pre-qualification however chances are he’s still not it and years of your life are at stake.

 

If you’re reading this now, don’t say I didn’t want you. Come back to me years later to find out I was right. This cycle has ALREADY HAPPENED to women.

 

If you’re in your 20’s you might have time for this exploration. Or, if you’re in your 20’s and maturing fast, you may not have time for anything less than what you truly desire.

 

If it’s Divine Union PARTNERSHIP that you seek, the price you will pay by NOT knowing and LIVING Hieros Gamos as a somatic-spiritual devotional practice and living sadhana itself will be years of your life and likely end up in compromise or disappointment.

 

Again; some of you do not have those years to waste. ALSO this is tied to your spiritual growth and Beauty AS you biologically age.

 

If you’re new to me; WE CAN RESOLVE THAT NOW by getting on my free Hieros Gamos masterclass replay to get you POWERFULLY on track.

 

If you are ALREADY ON THE GRAIL MYSTICS LIST, it may be time to simply join us in Mystical Grail Membership itself!

 

Can you afford years to keep chasing the dream instead of BECOMING THE HOLY CHALICE?

 

Will you choose REALITY over Fantasy? There are codes within the replay that will save you years of confusion and time but you have to recognize and want that for yourself.

 

Oh…and yes, there IS a price to pay.

 

And no…it’s not the $11,000+ to work with me progressively throughout the year.

 

The price tag is simply signing up for my free Grail Mystics list (oh the agony!)…but you know that many still won’t do it b/c they think they know; they’re sold on THE IDEA OF DIVINE UNION rather than LIVING as Reunified.

 

Grail Magi, Grail Oracles, Grail Priestesses where our path and service as our dharma is as or more important than partnership (as a PRIME manifestation of Reunification); we cannot AFFORD years of confusion or just fantasy.

 

Mystical Grail is already a source WATERING HOLE for those on the Grail path.

 

Unfortunately many will continue to just like the idea and fantasy of Divine Union or are caught up in 2nd generation market distortion or just don’t want to be on another list.

 

You can choose differently and for your own reasons…just don’t come back to me years later saying that I didn’t warn you about it b/c I already did that years ago as well.

 

The Hieros Gamos Masterclass replay IS instantly available when you sign up (for whatever YOUR reasons are) for my ‘grail mystics’ list.

 

That includes a very simple yet infinitely powerful sadhana practice that you can CONTINUE to do on your own daily to connect with your Immortal Beloved and SHIFT REALITY with the masculine around you.

 

Here’s the link to get on my Grail Mystics list and then get INSTANT access to the Masterclass replay.

 

-Rion

 

p.s. If you want to attract and bring these qualities out of a mortal partner, YOU MUST BE ATTUNED TO YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED SPIRITUALLY and Eros-somatically.

 

This is the way. Otherwise it’s interference with less powerful, less beautiful soul-mate templates.

 

p.p.s. If you are ALREADY ON THE GRAIL MYSTICS LIST, it may be time to simply join us in Mystical Grail Membership itself!

Grail Archetypes & Spiritual Paths

If you are called to a path of great Beauty and Devotional Love…

 

The Holy Grail principle, a.k.a. ‘Divine Union’, ‘Communion’ or ‘Hieros Gamos’ (Sacred Union/Marriage) already exists between God the Lover and Goddess the Lover in higher dimension consciousness.

 

Your soul could merge in Spirit at Deity levels of intimacy and siddhic ecstasy. (This gets into Grail Tantra)

 

Hieros Gamos or ‘Grail Work’ is powerfully alchemical and is more about opening yourself up to the alignment, power and beauty that already is of The Beloved and allowing alchemical transformation in devotion.

 

By now; you may know if you are called to be on a ‘Grail Path’ as a mystic seeking inner reunification.

 

Making it a ‘personal’ path of growth is going to hold back the levels of beauty, ecstasy, deep fulfillment, love, bliss and Communion that are possible because this is a path of Beauty, Eros, Sex, Spirit, Soma, Heart and Soul.

 

It’s more about surrendering and sacrificing to the Truth and Will of your Immortal Beloved to transform and transfigure your consciousness and Light-body as a mystic.

 

As God and Goddess fractals; the archetypes have great leverage for quantum identity transformation and awakening. These are divine aspects of your immortal Beloved.

 

Grail archetypes specifically can help you align and clear up years of ‘self’ issues and confusion along your soul’s desire and path. Knowing which one you resonate with the most can help you get clarity on your identity and path itself.

 

Here are some general Divine Union ‘Grail’ archetypes from my universalized lens:

 


Sophia: The Holy Mother; Gnostic Source Divine Feminine principle aspect of God

 

Rose/Mary Magdalene: Holy Mother & Grail Lover archetype of the Rose lineage of Divine Union heresy with Yeshua and Christos principle

 

Muse: An Ancient Divine Feminine Archetype who is Queen of Celebration, Dance, Music & The Arts

 

A ‘sophia’ or ‘sophianic: A woman initiated and embodied with Sophia codes

 

Muse fractal or ‘muse’: A woman encoded predominantly with Muse codes


A ‘rose’ or ‘magdalenic’: A woman encoded predominantly with Rose codes


Grail Goddess: On her own sovereign, feminine path of exploration and reunification likely including Eros and even lesser known Dark Union codes. Opening up to her version of God the Lover-King. Is ok with being solo b/c most men don’t seem to qualify.

 

Challenges: Most men aren’t anywhere near ready and b/c she isn’t a Grail Priestess, isn’t called to serve many men. Often finds herself initiating other men in past relationships and they move on. Desires to be worshipped properly but most men don’t have the structure to do it right (in Union).

 

Grail Eros-Lover: Values hieros gamos, divine union, hierogamy, beauty and awakened Eros, feminine bliss, ecstasy and radiance as a lover to Divine Masculine principle embodied. Generally values partnership and qualification. May by single and preparing for a beloved or in partnership. Devotional codes, eros, feminine essence and siddhic feminine principle and consciousness are her realm.

 

Continues to cultivate her beauty and allure for REUNIFICATION and beyond soul mate love and sex. Heretical b/c receiving cosmic codes and ecstasy is heretical to ‘the church’. Has great power in a relationship to be a kingmaker and cosmic lover.

 

Challenges: She may get confused or disappointed if she is in partnership by relying too much on her mortal beloved rather than cultivating deeper constellation with the Immortal Beloved.

 

May be limited to a lower template but is always valuing of something deeper and more like true devotional Communion. Can get frustrating with her partner or the relational dynamic. Has likely had past twin flameships but it wasn’t ultimately what she was looking for. Wants the purified Light and Dark Eros without shadow infiltration.

 

Grail Starlet: A woman on a path of great social and cultural influence in her fullest expression and art living out reunification with (and for) her immortal Beloved. (Performing muses are grail starlets)

 

Challenges: Doesn’t do well with attachments and expectations of others. Has to have freedom of expression, Eros and Beauty from tyranny of lower conscious masculine that would seek to control, constrict, hijack or suppress her and her Eros.

 

Grail Queen: Very different than Shadow Queen, Ice Queen or Bitch Queen. A reunified Queen is on a path of her own sovereign awakening and dominion over her empire and influence in constellation with her immortal Beloved of God the King.

 

She is not called to serve men as a Grail Priestess, she is more about her own internal reunification with Queen codes and/or having her own beloved-king with whom she can share her presence with.

 

Unlike the more earth-connected and free-wheeling, watery Grail Goddess, a Queen is more disciplined, reserved and valuing of empire and influence. She is curating of who ever enters her inner courtyard. She isn’t a Kingmaker in awakening other men, she already has her k/King.

 

Challenges: If she is single, may be very pre-qualifying and closed off to other men who aren’t near ready to enter her court. May have aging concerns if still single and in waiting.


Grail Priestess: Generally of resonance and initiation with Sophia, Rose or Muse Grail lines; those in service to the divine masculine are the core Kingmakers to the collective. Centered in devotional reunification; grail priestesses are initiated and trained in priestessing, ritual, energy healing, temple space and forms of transformational consciousness work.

 

Challenges: May best to be in a community of other Grail Mystics who are already on the path to fortify the growing cultural influence and path that is opening. Translating her work to men in a way that sells.


Once you know which one you resonate with the most, you can get the proper support.

 

 

I’m announcing that my Mystical Grail membership is now open…we have around 30 women involved already in month 1! This is a perfect place to support your grail path on the front-lines!