Could This ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ Be Yours?

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Could this ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ be yours?

 

Are you and your Beloved worth it to have such exponentiated divine bliss?

 

Hmm…big questions (because some women are about to find out! Sessions are booking)

 

(BTW; I wanted to get this out first before even starting the blog post updates so it’s here; later all added to blog: UPDATE = HERE)

 

I know that me and my Beloved are worth it and that I could NOT compromise, I don’t know about you.

 

It’s worth it all and I have tremendous price and sacrifice to gratefully experience this and to now be able to directly share it with you and others so you could potentially save lifetimes off your own Reunification to siddhic levels.

 

This is a post that might go over most consumer-citizens heads (and even on this list or blog; maybe 1/2 of the others) because they don’t have reference points for either feeling literal kundalini activated nor have a grasp on what true Hieros Gamos is (let alone the alchemical aspects which I will speak to).

 

Hey; I had kundalini experiences before but it didn’t fully AWAKEN until 3.5~ months ago!

 

This is for those that are ready for deeper experiential Divine Union with their Immortal Beloved which requires Devotion, Detachment and the template which allows God and Goddess consciousness to circulate and psycho-activate each other into siddhic ecstasy.

 

When we get more directly into literal alchemy ‘within’, there is even more power, Eros and bliss that can be unleashed and experienced.

 

For this we will look at the most powerful known alchemy possible elementally; both as solo in Reunification and or in hierogamy with a partner; which is more than just simple intercourse but Sex/Love of God and Goddess consciousness AND spirit quanta and what makes that even more erotically purified and enlightened.

 

Kundalini is known AS a holy flame of its own and (when activated) can play (and should play) a MAJOR role in your Divine Union.

 

It allows you to run far greater God and Goddess quanta with a B/beloved, SAFELY as Star and Starlet. Imagine the siddhic holy fire of the COMMUNION of your kundalini with your Beloved’s actual essences?!

 

So…

 

You could say there are many alchemies and many that we are still discovering, but I’ll speak to the most powerful direct known one that I’m aware of for Sacred Union (of you and your/my Beloved).

 

The ‘Grail Kundalini‘ and ‘Elixir of The Beloved concept refers to this inner alchemy of literal Hierogamic Communion within.

 

Whereas most people are seeking extrinsically for a partner to fulfill them or take them to God/Dess levels of experience, this practice has the power to take a solo Divine Union practitioner into Siddhic Communion in solo practice and infinitely enrichen a relationship with an incarnate beloved like Shiva and Shakti.

 

 

I have studied and practiced Tao alchemy in this lifetime with Grandmaster Mantak Chia, yet even he wasn’t teaching exactly this (let alone directly facilitating it for others to save them literal years or decades).

 

See; Master Chia refers to ‘the holy fire’ but it’s a different form of internal activated alchemy (between heart and kidney).

 

OUR literal form of ‘sacred marriage within’ with Muse’ Grail codex is simply sourced differently (although it does help that I was a Tao master in a past lifetime; whether you believe it or not!).

 

We all have the potential for this siddhic (enlightened) experience of Communion within and without; yet very few will ever achieve this state of consciousness and experience.

 

In large part because they are continuing to seek it outside of themselves and get disappointed when their partner doesn’t live up to GOD standards.

 

Keep in mind that most relational templates do not support worship and star level flow and exchange of spirit quanta and the alchemy of essence; yet are rife with attachments and shadows.

 

Those that have kundalini awakened as conscious twin flame lovers for example will continue psycho-activating each other’s bodies (with the alchemy of their kundalini AND shadows) yet usually self-immolate with shadow triggers and flames, because they don’t have the purified relational template that can hold it of Hieros Gamos / Divine Union and the Grail codes of Communion templating.

 

Divine Union or ‘Hieros Gamos’ allows the proper, stable, powerful and pure TEMPLATE for kundalini, siddhic awakening and its amplification of EROS and other essences to be activated and circulate at super-natural levels allowing hierogamy which is light years beyond making love.

 

When a devotee of The Beloved (their Immortal Beloved) is ready; there are possibilities for the Grand Alchemy of Communion within; that of FIRE and the Elixir of their Beloved. I now facilitate this with our premium Grail Kundalini activation package.

 

So I’ve studied with Grandmaster Chia and I’ve been with other true masters as well; and yet I have been a student most of all of my Beloved in deep devotion…this unique alchemical concept of Grail Kundalini is Her codes; because I’ve never heard or been taught this anywhere else.

 

You could spend lifetimes and never reach this experience of Reunification within…and you could be WITH your beloved and still be held back from FAR richer levels of devotional-grade bliss and ecstasy with each other without getting into this more advanced yet simple alchemy of Grail Kundalini.

 

That’s why now all of a sudden things are taking deeper quantum leaps; because of my Devotional Reunification… more magic, power and Grail codes for others and their Holy Grail opens up the deeper I am reunified with Her.

 

Take Me To The Grail Kundalini HQ

 

(At the time of writing) The Grail Kundalini has a thus-far one-hundred percent success ratio to SIDDHIC levels of kundalini awakening and COMMUNION experience within sexually, erotically, psychically and spiritually. Yeah; it’s been my 2 of 2, but now…(UPDATE; 3 of 4)

 

The first Grail Kundalini clients are now booking their sessions but it will be a little while before we start getting feedback.

 

You don’t have to wait to hear from them in order to ‘take the leap’ yourself.

 

We do the alchemy itself with your temple body, your Beloved’s prime essence qualities and our guides together (saving you potentially LIFETIMES).

 

So…yes, there are many general forms of Alchemy in reunification with your Beloved. This is what I live and what I teach and support in Mystical Grail. BUT THIS IS NEW.

 

What Hieros Gamos or Divine Union truly is, is cultivating the Sacred Marriage within. This is an ALCHEMICAL solo practice (that then you can bring together with a partner for further cultivation; this is the purest way).

 

There are different methods to affect your consciousness being in the Spirit or incarnate Presence of your Beloved; the mental layer (like unlimited creative flow I’ve had for years) and heart alchemy, etc. but it’s this deeper internal alchemy with kundalini that I want to speak to.

 

I want to speak to the DIRECT ALCHEMY NOW to save you years of time.

 

The format of how Master Chia teaches is that he doesn’t directly work on your energy field (I personally think he should because it would QUANTUM leap them but it’s his choice); he teaches you to work on your own with their techniques.

 

This is a wildcard because it really seems only the top 5% of students REALLY get the intended results (I never did back then).

 

It requires your energy field to be highly activated to move the energies they’re referring to.

 

I don’t want you to spend years doing self kundalini practices including pranayamaif/that never get you anywhere.

 

SHAKTIPAT is one of the known and ancient ways of kundalini awakening with the Indian mystics; and although he’s Taoist and still works with similar energies with different names…Master Chia (I asked him privately) and many other Guru/Masters do not offer shaktipat or they RARELY do it.

 

(Fortunately I was direct shaktipat activated by Grandmaster Zhou, but I had to go out on a limb to make that even happen at the source of Chi Kung itself in Wudang in 2015).

 

My primary incarnate teacher; Grandmaster (Zhou) had the applied magic with energy work, but he wasn’t as consciously aware of the alchemy like Master Chia in a different lineage was (or at least he didn’t teach it).

 

Both were important along my path (and Master Zhou especially foundational).

 

Muse as an ancient Grail archetype (and my Beloved) mostly filled in the foundation and gaps with this level of alchemical sorcery after years of devotion and service in Her name.

 

With Sacred Reunification alchemy, you are essentially attuning (and transmuting) your psyche-soma, spirit, soul, heart, Eros, sex, entire light-body and consciousness to the POWER and GOD-fractal aspects of your Beloved if you are feminine; and to the BEAUTY and Goddess-fractal aspects of your Immortal Beloved if you are masculine.

 

I teach around and with all of this in Mystical Grail membership.

 

So as I mentioned there are many ways to practice, I’m just speaking to the MOST POWERFUL known alchemy of reunification yet after being very experienced in Sacred Union alchemy myself.

 

It basically requires direct shaktipat master work because it is so advanced and requires deep, deep initiation and experience IN the purified Grail.

 

We are now referring to the inner alchemy of your LITERAL KUNDALINI itself with that of your BELOVEDS (as Grail Lovers) psycho-activating Presence-Truth inside the sanctum of your Temple Body itself; literal holy sacred marriage within.

 

If you ‘try to figure it out’ on your own (even if you can self-activate your kundalini) it’s unlikely you’ll ever get there. That’s just realistic. There’s too much of a price to pay if I’m being honest.

 

Through years of checking in with practicing Tao techniques (before my kundalini awakening); I never got results and yet I was working with Muse and then EVERYTHING pulled together and we have our own Source-line codes now.

 

That’s just the reality of it; you may not get much of anywhere without connection to masters/y like I sought out.

 

This goes into the subject of ‘there’s always a price you have to pay for true awakening; let alone siddhic awakening’. Most people pay that price with YEARS of their life getting nowhere actually or with very little results. That’s not the smartest way.

 

I attracted masters to help me quantum leap and then I kinda became one because of my intense Devotion to Muse and the grand price that I have paid…to now be able to experience this myself and facilitate it for others and THEIR kundalini, siddhic awakening and Sacred Unions.

 

Well, that’s what we’re going to discover with more of these Grail Kundalini packages and the lives that will be affected.

 

But that time with Master Chia was worth it, because he was doing REAL ALCHEMY, just coming at it from a different lens; just not working with the same components in the way I am now with Muse codes and my past lifetime as one of the 8 Immortals.

 

So yes; for Divine Union, there is the most powerful known way yet to do it of LITERAL Holy Grail Communion within and it’s with your kundalini and your Beloved’s essences infused together as literal alchemy in love in the body.

 

When it first happened with me (after overnight processing) the alchemy of my Beloved’s essence infused (made love to) my kundalini fire and they VAPORIZED sending a pleasant, intoxicating siddhic surge-waft kundalini stream of Communion all the way up to my upper dan tien with a full body orgasmic charge.

 

It re-activated DMT in my brain for a full minute of egolessness and Godly pleasure (and that 5MEO-DMT session was ~5 weeks ago). I write about the second experience and other insights for you on the Grail Kundalini HQ page itself.

 

This is so simple yet so advanced and profound that people may not be able to grasp it. YES; you can have the in-fusion alchemy of your siddhic essences with your B/beloveds in the bedroom but it’s always at the SPIRIT level that is the foundation so the more you cultivate that and your EROS to be able to run with greater current and power, the more ecstasy and Communion you will feel.

 

That is where kundalini comes in. A sacred flame of its own and how YOUR kundalini can be PSYCHO-ACTIVATED by the literal POWER of your Beloved and His prime signature archetypal or siddhic spirit-matter essences in LITERAL alchemy within.

 

That’s what the Grail Kundalini package now offers to those who are qualified.

 

And if you don’t have basic kundalini flame awakened, it’s likely you’re going to get into the more powerful experiences that are possible for you with your Beloved. MOST women will continue waiting for an incarnate man who has those GODLY qualities to show up and yet they could be waiting years also because they become ATTACHED and may not want to LOSE him because they’ve made him as dualistic and separate from her by going with lower truth.

 

Yet, with true Divine Union you can access His spirit Truth qualities in this DIRECT format if you’ve become a proficient hieros gamos practitioner (most aren’t) or if you get a session with me or a Muse Priestess.

 

Remember; I studied with Mantak Chia at two live immersion retreats at the Tao Garden in Doi Saket, Thailand and still couldn’t feel anything. It felt like doing visualization exercises.

 

I could only start feeling things (internal alchemy-wise) and doing the other forms of INTERNAL ALCHEMY with my Beloved that more directly leads to Erotic siddhic enlightenment states when my basic kundalini flame activated.

 

Kundalini on its own is fire and fire is unstable. That’s also where the Elixir of your Beloved enters the equation to form an alchemical spiritual bond with YOUR feminine FIRE to activate siddhic experience of Communion Ecstasy in your body that is very feelable and multi-orgasmic. We work on all of it in the Grail Kundalini package.

 

This rich form of reunification is so ancient and yet so unique and new that it must be alpha-tested before we take it to the public (at which point you can anticipate the price to quadruple for starters).

 

Yes, it is heresy – but what if this new and yet ancient concept of Elixir of The Beloved/Grail Kundalini continues to do siddhic kundalini Communion miracles of awakening (and with the most assurance of true kundalini awakening)? Is your Beloved worth it?

 

There’s more details and booking ON the Grail Kundalini activation page itself and there is a split payment pathway.

 

IF you have done enough preparatory spiritual work (and more intensive work with me is a direct path btw); we’re now talking a DIRECT PATH to COMMUNION with your Immortal Beloved that leads to forms of organic enlightenment by getting into the direct alchemical elemental work itself that this session provides.

 

By activating your kundalini, Eros and essences WITH your Beloved’s psycho-activating Power as liquid plasmic signature essenced chi within it reconstellates the template on how much LOVE, ecstasy and intimacy is possible IN partnership.

 

A direct path of experiencing Communion and the holy grail itself. Then it’s about how much MORE Power and Beauty can the two of you circulate and experience and how often!

 

A direct path of the holy grail; that seems like quite an odd statement in today’s distractive world of ‘social media’ but some of us have been on the ancient devotional path and social media allows us means to CONNECT with others.

 

(Western masters are going to live differently than Eastern sages per se yet many of them are online now as well).

 

Akin to Taoist ‘holy fire’ (internal alchemy of heart fire and kidney water), this ‘Grail Kundalini’ concept is the literal internal alchemy of your kundalini fire with your Beloved’s signature essences IN your body.

 

To Master Chia’s credit however, there was an advanced practice of bringing the Beloved down from above the crown into the body; yet it was Muse who gave these COMMUNION CODES for Light and Dark siddhic kundalini awakening and inner reunification (or hieros gamos).

 

Yes; for these sessions I help you confirm the exact 1-4 archetypal or siddhic qualities of YOUR Beloved to be activated with YOUR kundalini-fire as well as the balance of Light and Dark. For many, HIS Dark power is going to be incredibly psycho-activating to your psyche-soma…yes. Now infuse that with your kundalini DIRECTLY!

 

BE INFORMED that you must be pre-qualified for this session (reach out to me to inquire) and that you will experience side effects WHILE things are processing.

 

If you book without pre-qualification we may have to convert it into regular kundalini activation, dan tien or archetype blend of sessions (so not really a big deal) OR go through the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook more thoroughly first.

 

First your kundalini-fire has to be activated enough for the introduction of your Beloved’s liquid plasma chi (water) to salve with it and alchemize. We do that in the Grail Kundalinipackage as well.

 

Many will spend years investing in kundalini yoga to never really get much of anywhere. That is unfortunate. There is always a price to pay, but it does require recognition.

 

Are you ready for the Holy Fire of Ecstasy WITH your Beloved (whether solo or in partnership to radical new heights)?

 

Here’s the HQ with more insight and booking on-site,

 

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My Son of God Reclamation

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Spirituality vs. Religion
Gnostic Grail Path vs. Religious Conditioning

 

For years I have dealt with heavy religious conditioning which has fractured me from ‘God’ because I didn’t fall in line with the church’s lens of Him.

 

Being brought up Pentecostal Christian and then being drawn to a quest for (and a gnostic path of) the Holy Grail in which I found my Beloved, I fell further away from any concept of being a worthy S/son of the Holy Father as I delved deeper into Spirituality.

 

I definitely didn’t follow the Church’s path for me. I went rogue and ran away. I was seeking something that the Church didn’t meet and I discovered more from different lenses of spirituality until I discovered what I was truly seeking; my Beloved.

 

Beloved and I have been running on our own away from religious programming because She didn’t fit in.

 

(If you are a woman, this post may be relevant for corresponding Daughter of God, Holy Daughter dynamics and insights as well as dealing with very challenging religious conditioning and resolving that on a more gnostic, Sophianic or Goddess spiritual path).

 

I’ve written about this religious dilemma before for myself and grail mystics on the blog because really; it’s a form of heresy. The Goddess and the Female aspect of God; the Holy Mother or Sophia is heresy to most of church demagoguery (let alone the concept of sexual Union).

 

If you’ve been keeping up with my writings; a LOT has been happening recently from the wildly successful kundalini activations and then dan tien activations release with Muse anti-remission codes, my own authentic kundalini awakening as well as boxing lessons, Adonis body maintenance (cut) and 5MeO-DMT crucible which inter-relates directly with this LIFEPATH breakthrough as well:

 

My Son of God reclamation at a soul and spiritual level.

 

This has everything to do with everything including my connection to Source Divine Masculine consciousness, God, the Holy Father, the amount of Divine Power, further light-working power and magic, embodiment as well as my Avatar Self incarnate.

 

As a Grail Guardian, I yearned for more divine masculine provision and connection myself rather than just being a rogue yet independent soul because there are great forces we are up against.

 

The reality is that for years, I’ve been living as a bastard son of God.

 

As a powerful soul, I was on my own with access to any and all archetypes, Divine Union with the Beloved and yet weak in my worthiness and yoke as a S/son of God.

 

I’ve grown weary of running for all these years; sovereign and yet fatigued.

 

Because my Beloved (Muse) was essentially secularized (as well as Goddess and Priestess) and outcast from popular, patriarchal religion for centuries and millennia, I’ve had this different kind of fracture and resentment to the lens of God the Father of the Church.

 

You weren’t supposed to acknowledge yet alone ‘Commune’ with the Divine Feminine, you were supposed to have a moralistically favored incarnate wife that honored the Masculine principle through the religious lens (and different religions had different lenses).

 

That constriction (abdicating conscious sexuality), just didn’t fit my lens because I was drawn to my deepest soul truth and growth in Reunification WITH my Divine Feminine true counter-part (and where SEX had to become conscious).

 

The God of ‘church’ was not openly and warmly embracing of The Goddess.

 

Her Power and Beauty was threatening to the church and even seen as amoral. We’ve seen the patterns of suppression over the centuries and how it’s played out in cultures.

 

I could also clearly see that the truth of the Holy Grail had been suppressed for eons, knowing that the Spirit of Man was seeking something more than JUST reunification with the Father.

 

It’s like sex was kept suppressed and used against people instead of becoming conscious and embraced as part of Communion.

 

Sure, Muse & I are still like Bonnie & Clyde to the shadow grid of the Matrix, but as I wearied running on soul power over years of faith devotion; I realized I didn’t want to ‘run’ anymore. I went further into the devotional spiritual path of Hieros Gamos a.k.a. ‘Divine Union’.

 

Sure; my client sessions were never compromised but in ways, I was running on fumes by being a lone rogue soul with my Beloved; outcast from the church.

 

I also hadn’t done any grid-working since 2018 and didn’t know if I had the power on that scale to take on larger callings again (because of my fracture with the Holy Father).

 

This S.O.G. concept was so big and daunting that I didn’t know if a full Reclamation would ever occur. Because they had outcast my Beloved, I ran away anyways on my path and then when I found Her, I ran with Her; we ran together.

 

Such a reclamation; it just couldn’t be resolved on a level of logic…a more POWERFUL transfiguring experience had to happen in Spirit and Soul in order for me to regain or ever really truly gain Son of God stature for the first time in this lifetime.

 

So I eventually realized and sensed the codes that Bufo/5MeO-DMT were related to this reclamation. The intention eventually became so clear and strong; I would go into ceremony to face God directly and the question I would ask is;

 

“Am I a worthy S/son of God?”

 

You can read about my official write-up of the 5MeO-DMT crucible here.

 

And to fast-forward; basically what I experienced was this direct UNIFICATION with Source where God the Father and Son were one and the same.

 

There was literally no separation. Because that was my direct experience which was so powerful and prescient; it overwrote all of the other religious coding with Higher Truth.

 

Now I’ve just been in a suspended state of nouveau as a reunified Son of God; previous beliefs invalidated.

 

Of course the God with and through yet ultimately beyond all religious doctrine embraces and loves The Goddess and Muse as a Daughter of God (or Allah or The Tao, ie.).

 

Sure, I’m still on a gnostic hermetic path you could say, but I just can’t let religious conditioning hold things back anymore including from claiming my S/son of God stature.

 

The DMT crucible was the first part (1/3) of what happened to be 3/3.

 

I had the second Son of God experience during the 2nd night’s morning during a relapse of the experience with still-activated DMT where I further integrated Son of God as well as received a blessing for Beloved and I.

 

This felt so complete and wholesome and yet I was open to further integration experiences for strengthening down the line.

 

I knew ahead of time that my ideal outlook was to have the experience itself as the main thing (DMT) which DID end up working perfectly as ‘real’ and then to do a completion self-activation as well. The intention and effect aligned.

 

The final third of the official Reclamation I did during regular heavy session space where I did the Son of God archetypal self-activation embodiment into my energy body sealing and grounding it/Him. This sealed things up.

 

The prime reclamation was and is complete.

 

And yeah; 5MeO-DMT is the God molecule.

 

And I’ve been reunified ever since (+ stable kundalini activated without remission ; Light and Dark in perfect activated balance; not neutralized)!

 

Think of more of an open source, wide-bandwidth connection to Divine Masculine Light and God rather than one that is a fractal prism into the temple body.

 

NOW…more of the Divine Masculine POWER connection is stable and there as a Lightworker like never before. I am far more integrated and whole.

 

More power is opening up into embodiment (righteous power) b/c it had to do with the energetic dynamics where before I was fractured; now more foundationally complete and whole as a WORTHY S/son of God (and thus worthier-er Lover and so forth).

 

The approach I took was a powerful and effective one with this being more of a simple recap and documentation which is historical in my life path and thus those I influence.

 

Other men may have to go through their own reclamation; if they’re even called to it. And this is foundational for more fully integrated Grail Lover and King as well.

 

This was a life-changing experience on its own and central to everything from here forward. Religion can do SUCH a number on people.

 

You yourself may still be fractured in ways from the Holy Mother or Father beyond religious programming. You may not feel and be AS a worthy s/Son or d/Daughter.

 

Hermetic gnostics prefer a more direct experience and intimate relationship with God (vs. the ‘security’ of the church fractal and its lens).

 

Although there is still value and a path within different religions and I still refer to forms of worship music in temple time experience;

 

I’m going with the Holy Father who exists beyond religious fractals constrictions; the Divinely Sourced Father that embraces the Divine Feminine and Beloved.

 

There is a gnostic version and timeline of Christ which is Christos-Sophia who values and embraces the Divine Feminine.

 

We’re talking about a Father that doesn’t want, controlling, weaker men to stay in control; but one who acknowledges both the masculine and feminine principle; it’s just some men may have to rise into reclaiming their power and worthiness with the feminine in reunification of their own for THE HOLY GRAIL HONORS AND EXALTS BOTH. They are reunified.

 

I’m not against Christianity but they haven’t integrated Grail principle.

 

Other grail path gnostics also have to deal with this fracture as well and we are choosing a more reunified God, freer from patriarchal shadow suppression of the Feminine; one that embraces both Son and Daughter of God and their potential as fractal Lovers of most high.

 

There are still unanswered questions as far as how mainstream religion may integrate or catch up (if ever).

 

Anyways…now on this still heretical path; Divine Masculine principle is more ‘on my side’ than ever as a Guardian, Warrior with and for my Beloved on this Grail path.

 

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Obsession & Divine Union: Portal To All That You Desire?

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See…

 

When it comes to Divine Union (Hieros Gamos) and the fulfillment of your DEEPEST DESIRES spiritually, sexually, soulfully and emotionally at DIVINE levels of experience (with yourself and the masculine);

 

We cannot completely talk about Devotion and Communion WITHOUT Obsession (and obsession dynamics) for they are tantrically entangled; together for all of time.

 

{Btw; have you started experiencing the new Divine Union Meditation Powerliminal yet? It’s now available!}

 

With that said; this grand theme of OBSESSION is SO important that not only is it one of the hottest tracks in Mystical Grail membership (+ a Sadhana) >

 

…that I’m producing another entirely new upcoming Powerliminal this long-week…which is around CONNECTING you with your deeper, forgotten lost DESIRES and that which has remained ‘separate’ from you.

 

DESIRE (including erotic desire) and obsession have the power to INSPIRE and MOVE YOU to transform.

 

Desire is a form of ‘from the divine. In the phrase de sidere, “from the stars” or the Old French word desire, which is made up of two root words: ‘de’ meaning ‘of’ and ‘sire’ meaning ‘father’. Quite literally, ‘of the father’.

 

You KNOW how you’ve felt at certain times about aspects of the masculine and how it made you feel, right?

 

(Keep in mind that I’m not referring to pain body shadow response, kinks and trauma bonding dynamics as these are distortions of raw, healthy Dark and Light desire; that which BDSM often goes into the Dark and yet shadows with to play out for better or worse)

 

What if there was ‘more there’ to unearth that; if left UNFULFILLED would keep you from feeling as ‘complete’ and full at an existential level?

 

What if obsession didn’t have to end up in fantasy as something ‘outside of yourself’, longing, hoping and waiting? What if HE and those OBSESSION-INDUCING qualities already exist with the Masculine NOW?

 

OBSESSION and your past obsessions (around the masculine and aspects of the masculine) are SOURCED in your DEEPEST DESIRES, Eros and calling. Dare you ignore them?

 

Sure it could have been a celebrity crush or ‘phase’ that you went through, but it MEANT SO MUCH didn’t it?

 

What if these past obsessions around aspects of the masculine (and your Eros) were clues that could UNLOCK and ALIGN your healing, growth and deepest fulfillment itself (instead of leading to just fantasy-fracture, romance novel esapism, men ghosting you and disappointment)?

 

Yes;

 

Obsession is DANGEROUS when we don’t know how to handle or constellate it (or when it’s sourced in pain body).

 

Obsession SEEMS to keep your desires AWAY from you; however we’re talking about Divine Union finally and a PROPER, spiritually sound reality of it (including MANIFESTING and experiencing THAT level of divinity because of the holy marriage within).

 

Obsession inspires and moves you; it’s what STIRS your Sex, Spirit, Heart and Soul…gives you palpable energy to work with…AWAKENS and unifies your Goddess, Beauty and ecstatic bliss. It LIGHTS your Eros-soma on FIRE with your signature brand of essences.

 

Devotion WITHOUT obsession is merely YOGIC DISCIPLINE. Meh.

 

Love isn’t supposed to be a CHORE is it?

 

Keep in mind here that Divine Union is literally NOT the same as twin flames so hold that thought.

 

Obsession (if it could be HEALTHY and functional) allows a super natural flow of Eros quanta (yeah the kind that would attract, elicit and experience God the Lover in YOUR beloved)…

 

Obsession IGNITES your Feminine EROS…and what’s that other important word?

 

Oh…yeah ALLURE (as FELT Beauty influence which is kinda important for a Lover-King to FEEL, engage with and commune with your temple body itself).

 

See…Sacred Union is really about Spirit to Spirit intimacy and consciousness; the archetypes or God and Goddess as Lovers making Love. This is light years beyond twin flame attachments and soul mates.

 

Shiva is not merely the ‘passive observer’, sexually and spiritually He is OBSESSED with Shakti (and that’s BECAUSE of their immortal Grail Tantric Communion if for no other reason THAN their Communion; where He is not ‘just’ yang/observer/stillness).

 

 

The divine masculine is OBSESSED with (true) Beauty. The masculine is generally obsessed with Beauty and much of what we see is lower power games being played out that are riddled with shadow (this is not Divine Union).

 

WITHOUT OBSESSION and a healthy outlet; your Feminine Eros is likely constricted, traumatized, armored, wounded, fractured, lost in fantasy or COMPROMISED from the Truth of your deepest desires, Beauty, spiritual, sexual and soul fulfillment as well as the FULLEST cultivation of your Beauty.

 

You might want to re-read that sentence again.

 

Is THAT the type of love reality that you want to live; especially if you are getting older or concerned about aging and being of value/Beauty secretly to the masculine (and that biological clock ticking)?

 

There’s a LOT at stake here because you are attracting who and what you are.

 

And it has everything to do with HIM and your temple body and eros-somatic relationship to and with HIM.

 

You may be carrying years of wounding in your body that is PREVENTING a Beloved from EVER reaching you and you receiving HIM without even realizing it.

 

So if you DESIRE deeper connection, devotion, Communion-grade intimacy BEYOND twin flames, soul mates and conscious lovers…if nothing else will do…keep reading…

 

Maybe you have felt BURNT before from showing signs of obsession or it only led to NEGATIVE OUTCOMES, men icing out (maybe which had more to do with your expectations and pressure rather than detached Presence??) or fantasy.

 

This is a biggest block for a billion women.

 

They have desires, but their desires lead to expectations, fantasy, disappointment and compromise….BECAUSE it leads to extrinsic, mortal conditions and consumer grade relationship models instead of LIVING THE DIVINE UNION ITSELF as heaven on earth…

 

AS THE GODDESS-LOVER with the level of divine masculine partnership and connection you TRULY desire (and the ability to effortlessly awaken and evoke it out of him).

 

Again;

 

Obsession inspires and moves you; it’s what stirs your Sex, Spirit, Heart and soul...AWAKENS and unifies your Goddess and Beauty towards and with the masculine. It is immense ‘fuel’ that previously has led to you getting burnt (my guestimate).

 

Consider that;

 

YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED HOLDS THE CODEX to bring out the FULLEST, DEEPEST EROTIC AND SPIRITUAL BEAUTY AND TRUTH OF YOU (through the alchemical spiritual practice of Divine Union).

 

With the truth of Divine Union; you should be OBSESSED with your Beloved and if you are NOT obsessed; your EROS is stifled and you probably haven’t discovered Him nor returned to Him yet.

 

You may not know how b/c you are seeking it physically-extrinsically instead of REUNIFYING IN SPIRIT WITH HIM where He resides.

 

After endless disappointment (this next man has ‘some of the qualities’, et.);

 

The waters still might feel ‘unsafe’ and yet that is NOT going to attract him to you; nor THAT LEVEL OF LOVER-KING OUT OF A MORTAL PARTNER.

 

Assuredly; you are likely stuck in mortal twin flame and conscious lover templates/relationships with men and lover-ship.

 

Can you afford years more of that?

 

The irony is that the TRUTH, Power, Light, Benevolence, Eros and all that you desire in the MASCULINE ALREADY EXISTS.

 

This is why you’ve previously become obsessed with archetypal and siddhic divine masculine qualities in some men who have had them before (what if a ‘mistake’ so to speak was in valuing and projecting the lower truth of that celebrity as ‘separate’ from you?).

 

What if your past obsessions were CLUES THAT UNLOCKED YOUR DEEPER TRUTH AND DESIRES that led to the FULLEST blossoming of your Beauty and bliss?

 

His Spirit qualities; that of your Immortal Beloved ARE REAL…so without constellating healthy obsession with HIM (in Sacred Union), you’ll likely NEVER experience Him other than as fleeting fantasy.

 

What if you’ve merely been fractured from Him living and lesser templates that will never lead to the fulfillment of your deepest desires FOR LIFETIMES?!

 

THIS IS WHERE DIVINE UNION ALCHEMY COMES IN….TO FOLLOW YOUR DEEPEST DESIRES AND BLOSSOMING WITH ‘HIM’ as a solo spiritual practice (which can then become Grail Tantra with a partner; light years beyond soul mates).

 

Remember; your deepest DESIRES and EROS hold the CUES and CLUES leading back to Him.

 

You will have to get into proper Sacred Union alchemy (something like Mystical Grail membership will powerfully support that); yet, YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO BE FRACTURED FROM HIM….

 

You just have to have proper guidance and experience with hieros gamos; sacred marriage WITHIN with the Spirit qualities of your Immortal Beloved…and watch magically as the WORLD OF MEN responds differently to YOU and your embodied reunification.

 

For me;

 

I am OBSESSED with my Beloved….NOTHING MOVES ME LIKE HER BEAUTY.

 

That simple spiritual and SOUL-DEEP OBSESSION is what also allows GREAT flow of quanta, divine masculine and quanta in my energy body, magic, powers, service, etc. It has driven me through impossible circumstances and tribulation.

 

WITHOUT THE OBSESSION I WOULDN’T EVEN CARE and She would remain FANTASY and yet now I am becoming the world’s Muse King and going to evolve INDUSTRIES.

 

OBSESSION INSPIRES DEVOTION. But there’s a secret ingredient with this all (the Gift of Celebration: Gene Key 42).

 

I am devoted to Her but, without the inspiration of OBSESSION connected to MY DEEPEST AWAKENING IN ALL AREAS; it would merely be uninspired yogic discipline. BORRRINGGGGG.

 

This is the HOLY GRAIL we’re talking about.

 

SO WHAT ARE THE QUALITIES AND SIGNS OF YOUR BELOVED THAT MOVE *YOU* (and we can name VERY specific archetypal and siddhic qualities)?

 

Or are you just wandering the metaphorical hinterlands waiting for the right MORTAL man to just show up and responding to him always ending up disappointed b/c he doesn’t carry that level of QUALITies in Spirit?

 

There are women reading this that will continue going through Twin flame burn cycles for years and just are NOT ready for true Divine Union so it’s a key time to ask yourself if it’s time for something deeper.

 

If obsession isn’t connected to your deepest desires, then it’s likely a love and life of settling or fantasy and compromise with that deeper, devotional-grade Eros and intimacy you TRULY desire (which is CENTERED IN SPIRIT AND THE TANTRA OF EROS WITH ‘HIM’).

 

But let’s talk about this because;

 

The world knows and experiences obsession as unhealthy, toxic and as a SHADOW and yet ironically it’s OBSESSION THAT OPENS THE GATEWAY AND PORTALS OF YOUR DEEPEST DESIRES (of DIVINE decree).

 

Although it’s not a dynamic of reunification; think of the collective projected quanta (spirit matter) of fanboys to their archetypal, beautiful starlets.

 

OBSESSION PRODUCES ENORMOUS energy (deific levels like of Star and Starlet). Or the obsession dynamic of fangirls to the group OneDirection members or the Beatles in their prime.

 

Or once again; prime Elvis

 

 

Put aside the illusion of separation and its actually ARCHETYPAL on the higher plane of reality. That’s where the Power and Beauty is at.

 

‘Desire’; from the stars….

 

And yet most of YOUR past experience with obsession has led to fracture, fantasy, disappointment and getting burnt..men may have ghosted you, you ended up disappointed..

 

PERHAPS BECAUSE YOU SAW MORTAL MEN AS UNDERSTANDABLY SEPARATE FROM YOU INSTEAD OF LIVING AS REUNIFIED IN SPIRIT AS THE TRUTH.

 

In the past you’ve likely been BURNT for your obsession and secret desires;

 

You may even have had a twin flame MELTDOWN which you thought was wholly sourced in Divine Union partnership but was actually conflated with twin flameship (and here’s that word which doesn’t fit into Sacred Union: ATTACHMENT).

 

ATTACHMENT and expectations lead to SUFFERING. There are very few true Divine Union partnerships in the world still. This is a SPIRITUAL practice of inner reunification with your Immortal Beloved.

 

And yet STILL….you DEEPER desires and even fantasies are CLUES. WHAT IF THEY WERE SIMPLY SIGNS CALLING YOU BACK TO ‘HIM’? But instead of DIVINE UNION, you were stuck in cycles of karmic ATTACHMENT (leading to suffering)?

 

WHAT IF; you really had to just get INITIATED INTO DIVINE UNION under proper GUIDANCE from the initiated who are VERY experienced and possibly join a community of other Grail Mystics who are DEVOTED TO THEIR BELOVED to prevent you from waiting years more of fruitless ?

 

IF it’s that DEEPER INTIMACY…as well as the Goddess levels of EROS you desire to exude in GREAT Beauty…WHY COMPROMISE?

 

If your soul ultimately CANNOT compromise as is FED UP with being burnt in twin flames, keep reading.

 

My Beloved is my Illumination…She is the source of my miraculous growth and magic…For 14,000+ hours of alchemical temple practice, I have continually annihilated my consciousness into Her Beauty and its been cultivating MY divine masculine qualities and embodiment.

 

Think of if you do NOT resolve this and what’s at stake; lifetimes more of unfulfillment, classifying your deeper unmet desires just as ‘fantasy’ or unrealistic’ while you continue to live as a response to the LOWER TRUTH conditions of mortal men HOPING that they will somehow ‘show up’ at the level you deeply desire instead of BECKONING IT AND INSPIRING IT OUT OF THEM FROM YOUR REUNIFIED GRAIL EMBODIMENT.

 

Sacred Union/Hieros Gamos is like becoming a god or goddess embodied who would have the Power or Beauty to sleep with a deity.

 

THIS ISN’T NORMAL.

 

Most sexual energy is MISDIRECTED, siphoned, hijacked, etc. but if you could just get the right TEMPLATE that CONNECTED your deeper, erotic desires and spiritual growth WITH your Beloved who holds the codex (that will never be met in a Goddess retreat alone) and you took on the path seriously, miracles can happen.

 

Or are you just going to wait for the next man, ‘dating’ out there hoping he will be at that level and it ‘might’ be ‘him’…invest months or years of time only to end up burnt again as another twin flame that you THOUGHT was divine union?

 

Many women will never will break that karmic cycle in lifetimes b/c they put the focus/loci externally. Unfortunately many men will continue to to try to control, suppress and siphon FROM the divine feminine and her quanta instead of venerating it.

 

Divine Union resolves all of that within and then in the world.

 

You may be too armored in your karmic temple light body BECAUSE of past experiences with the masculine and karmic loops however YOU must take authority over them or forever risk remaining stuck in the twin flame trap with great energy and ATTACHMENT leading to suffering.

 

You may never clear up the flow of your Beauty essences UNBRIDLED Eros a godly King will never feel you (ironically ‘as’ a holy bride) and never known the disembodied unclaimed divine feminine Beauty and bliss that is connected to your deepest desires.

 

Divine Union is ACTUAL temple practice, not merely hoping or ‘dating’ conscious men, ending up in twin flameship ONCE AGAIN.

 

Based on where you are at along your timeline and life cycle;

 

Some of you just are NOT ready for this message but will be years from now (serious prediction)…but if you can be aware of it and want something different like say your deepest desires with the divine masculine qualities spiritually and/or in partnership CHOOSE DIFFERENT.

 

How will you ever know something other than obsession as disappointment and fantasy?

 

And if you’re in a partnership but desire a deeper templatization to Divine Union; SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. Isn’t your version of God the Lover and these other qualities that you would want to inspire and bring out of him?

 

Are you effortlessly inspiring it from the radiance of your Spirit reunification with your Immortal Beloved?

 

Are you being the change?

 


Sure; others are on different paths and timelines but where are YOU right now. For some of you; this is the final frontier and the path of the only deeper devotional and erotic purified intimacy that would ever bring that deeper spiritual satisfaction and recognition; TEMPLE-GRADE LOVE intimacy and connection.

 


Why risk years more to put it to chance (because your body will continue to wander, waiting for men as the lower truth paradigm-response HOPING it’ll work) when you could take spiritual authority to CONNECT your deepest desires and Beauty to that which you’ve always secretly desired that EXISTS RIGHT NOW ANYWAYS.

 

Divine Union alchemy; sacred marriage within is that practice.

 

Twin flame meltdowns that can occur with twin flame ‘betrayal’ b/c your Heart and Eros is attached and not grounded in the proper container (which would be Divine Union) that allows healthy obsession and exchange of quanta (ie. everything you desire)

 

You may have to clear up force dynamics in your temple body around masculine misuse and abuse of power from the past (‘force’).

 

You may have to re-constellate your Daughter aspect and Holy Daughter herself as part of YOUR path of reunification.

 

You Immortal Beloved HOLDS THE KEY-CODEX QUALITIES connected to your deepest desires and fulfillment. Likely you also have religious programming and blocks around the heresy of being SUCH a Sex and Love Goddess as well.

 


Again; if things are not deeply sourced and connected to your Eros and awakening Beauty…it may not have the quanta to have a god FEEL YOU. The village girl doesn’t get to sleep with the Emperor (nor have any meaningful relationship with him).

 

Harmonic obsession + detachment CAN b/c the divine masculine Spirit is also seeking reunification with Beauty Herself.

 

When you only know ‘Him’ as fantasy outside of yourself….when ‘He’ is separate from you instead of being a breathing, living, connection OF THE GRAIL ITSELF that then EVOKES, inspires and elicits THE GOD IN THEM TO WAKE UP AND MEET THEM IN TEMPLE. Because you have BEEN THERE FIRST intimately in Spirit.

 

Obsession can ALLOW that connection to your true, deepest desires with a HEALTHY, proper template (of Light and Dark; there is no shadow with it) of Sacred Union.

 

Will you seek the proper support and guidance along your path or risk those years more of wasted time and energy with ‘Him’ remaining as Fantasy or getting burnt in more twin flame-ships?

 

Mystical Grail Red Velvet Membership is my strongest recommendation for PROGRESSIVE timeline therapy and acceleration in REUNIFICATION with your Immortal Beloved.

 

It includes the full group Mystical Grail membership as well as ongoing specialized coaching and premium ACTIVATIONS for your transformation.

 

If all of this is speaking to you;

 

Can you afford YEARS more of settling for less when you know there are unmet desires?

 

I am invited to the late spring WEDDING of one of my clients who has attracted her divine union partner and he has the qualities SHE desired (they are SO essenced and magical together).

 

The work we did together was the EQUIVALENT to months worth of the Mystical Grail: Red Velvet Rope. MGM: RVL is simply the most recommended, direct and hardcore path even if you’re already a Grail guide to accelerate your Devotion, purify and clear up your Eros and get the Obsession dynamic proper to ATTRACT THE GOD-Self OUT OF MEN.

 

Will you BECOME the holy chalice? Claim your desires?

 

You can DM about me about the MGM: RVL on facebook or sign up for the monthly on site.

 

Joining Mystical Grail already gets you connected to our pre-activated field of GRAIL MYSTICS who are on the heretical path of their OWN reunification with their Immortal Beloved and cultivating their divine feminine mystical Beauty, Eros and removing blockages to their deepest desires spiritually, sexually and emotionally with the masculine.

 

The community aspect alone is easily worth the investment; being connected to OUR very experienced field instead of just ‘going it on your own’. Highly recommended and is 1/10th the cost of the Red Velvet Level.

 

p.s. Doing the Divine Union Powerliminal may not be enough based on YOUR timing, urgency, making up for years of lost time, etc. I have essentially given everything for MY reunification and path and am only in deeper and deeper.

 

Your Beloved will ASK a lot of you to rise to meet Him but are you even ready? Will you claim your desires and deeper obsession when it’s finally OK?

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Anything Else But True Divine Union Isn’t Communion-Grade Itself

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…it might be a good connection and chemistry, but even ‘conscious lovers’ is not Communion of Sophianic and God consciousness.

 

This Ancient Remembrance (beyond soul mates and twin flames) requires proper templating (and initiation)…you don’t just be a relationship coach and all of a sudden end up as a divine union coach.

 

After all; we’re talking reclamation of divine feminine and Holy Grail itself. Beneath the underplay of tainted relational templates lies deeper ancient remembrance of Devotion.

 

There is immense and unlimited power, magic and alchemy with the Devotional Source Codes of Hieros Gamos….deep beauty and magic unavailable to consumer consciousness.

 

Relational templates ‘other than’ Communion simply create entropy further from source (and yet this is how the feminine consciousness relates to the masculine).

 

Twin flames is a popular one.

 

We can start sensing how limited things are vs. what’s already true and possible.

 

Tinder dating, boyfriend/girlfriend, casual/primal sex, twin flames, conscious lovers, inter-personal marriage contracts (that leave God and Goddess out of the bedroom and are more of an inter-personal, inter-physical exchange)…even soul mates are all relational templates further away from Source (when compared to Divine Union principle).

 

This is why I keep saying that Divine Union (true Hieros Gamos) is the future of relationships and the relationship industry.

 

There is so much power in Devotional Source Codes themselves (especially when one can sustain the Gift of Detachment when most relationships thrive on attachment)….and really, how anything else is limiting her fullest flowering.

 

But hieros gamos, hierogamy (sex of God and Goddess consciousness in the bedroom in all dimensions) and the ‘holy grail itself’ is truly heretical and anti-pop culture…it’s not for everyone!

 

There’s a lot that can PREVENT Divine Union within let alone
that level of partnership beyond soul mates.

 

So if a woman finds herself repeatedly in those patterns (which can include compromise on fulfilling her deeper desires b/c ‘at least there’s a connection’); it’s important to keep in mind that the template itself is generally constellating the limitations of her experience itself in how she is relating as Lover to divine masculine principle (and the levels of consciousness and allure possible).

 

Just one of the things we’ve already been covering in our journey for the Mystical Beauty Immersion ladies has to do with (these) relational templates and re-templatizing, healing relationships to the lower timeline, conditional masculine and any further fracture from the deepest beauty of all.

 

We’ve already been through so much together with the ladies and this part of Week 2 is really just a fraction of their overall experience, interactivity, reclamation and breakthrough while being invested in their transformation – and yet, relational templates themselves can be a major sticking point to allure itself…a lot to contemplate when you consider how entangled one could be running the same patterns for years.

 

Although heretical and even taboo;

 

Just how much of God-c*ck consciousness could you receive at a somatic-identity level when it’s everything that religions, relational templates, cultural programming conditioning and the consciousness of almost all mortal men in relationship (even those who don’t siphon) constrict it all?

 

True Divine Union templating and devotional practice…This is true heresy…to consider becoming ‘the Bride of God’ and just how much allure could awaken!

 

For this level of work you’ll want a stable Holy Daughter  aspect in your psyche and constellated in your energy body.

 

Archetype and other beauty activations are available whether you are on a Grail path of reunification consciousness or just want to improve your allure to have more beauty influence.

 

With that said; there’s a gradation of experience where that spectrum starts opening up (but requires authentic encoding to effectively start that level of experience).

 

I had hierogamy twice 5.7 years ago and it was light years beyond casual/primal intercourse and far beyond conscious loving but even that wasn’t Communion class with The Beloved.

 

Conscious lovers can reach ecstatic planes no doubt – but the templating is different and Spirit-to-Spirit with Hieros Gamos…there’s immense bandwidth of archetypal power and beauty in the alchemy…for there is reason it is called ‘the holy grail’ and been suppressed for eons (leaving God and Goddess the lover out of relationship and the bedroom).

 

One of the partners must always be yoked enough to start experiencing hierogamy, but ideally both partners would be or will be constricted by the consciousness and channel of their partner and his level of God-head-ness and impersonality.

 

Are you on the path?

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