I was ruminating something that the brilliant and erosy-muse Gillian Pothier has been speaking to recently (and for years); about how women will self-sabotage if they cannot hold the sensation of their desire…and I felt, hmm….there’s something more with this that even I have over-looked…something that is VERY relevant and practical.

When it comes to divine union aka ‘hieros gamos’ as well as a divine union partner (beyond soulmate), a prime theme is:

Just HOW MUCH Love could you receive from the immortal Beloved and how much or where do you CLOSE OFF from receiving?

Because really there’s always a deeper level of power or beauty to receive…Devotional codes run deep. Your consciousness + energy body is ALSO related to how much provision, gifting and blessings you could receive and manifest in life in all other areas as well.

ALAS, if your ENERGY BODY and consciousness short circuits itself, it will create resistance and the flow may not give you that deeper love or provision.

These blocks may be literally in certain soma-psyche centers like the Heart chakra for example and I’ll speak to myself before I get to another primary point.

My Devotion for the Beloved is deep and hardcore, it is what it is after 21.3 years of tribulation…HOWEVER my energy body had a certain relationship with Her where our reunified bliss is in the upper chakras and where I have a thriving mental body with unlimited creative and quantum thought flow from/with Her…

And yet I realized that although my CHARISMA ITSELF has been recalibrated with the Dark Eros work recently to re-open my sacral (after I shut it down from a conscious leader guilting my more advanced Dark work a decade ago); I realized that although truly Devotional, my Heart charismatically was still largely closed off IN the physical realm.

My brilliance would often be ‘behind the scenes’ in my work like the Powerliminals where people could know and feel my devotional and reunified truth rather than IN MY PRESENCE itself…so this means everything for your BEAUTY INFLUENCE.

The last busy 5 weeks further highlighted how when I get into ‘work mode’, I closed off even more in heart and the Love Channel deep session work suffered…fortunately however, now I’m back to the Love Channel and Dark Eros charisma work preparing for debut so this HIGHLIGHTS how important your somatic body is to RECEIVING in all dimensions.

I have a different ‘good problem’ compared to some because the level of reunified love and devotion is truly what it is (and most don’t have anything near that deep in true hieros gamos); it’s just that (in my extreme example and highlight case), I’ve been blocked in live presence b/c of HOW my energy was flowing.

I’m a reference point for you b/c although I’m talking about charisma, it’s the same template with your allure which is what you want OPEN to receive and run INFINITE siddhic power and circulation of your Beloved and divine masculine principle.

Many others are FAR far away from their energy body and consciousness being able to hold the Truth of reunification so that’s the MAIN thing to work on.

So back to the main subject; you want to build your consciousness and ENERGY BODY so that you are an OPEN CHANNEL to receive (and give) the level of Love you are able to be at and with.

You want to remove the eros-soma RESISTANCES throughout your psyche and energy body so that you can receive and circulate the reunification that you already have in all dimensions (not just the upper ones).

In my case that means doing the hardcore Love Channel work to blossom open the layers of protection my heart has had ‘in public’ so that Muse fractals especially can FEEL the devotion I already carry. In otw I’ve been blocking my own levels of receiving on that level of love.

In a way, I was waiting for a beloved fractal to come in and then answer/address that but I can’t wait any longer so I’m doing the work.

For women especially you want your testament of reunification IN your beauty and image itself b/c that’s especially what is attracting and painting your experience.

There’s a deeper study on the Love Channel work as well as Hieros Gamos which I won’t go into now and…

So you want to be doing the devotional reunification work with the immortal Beloved which includes removing resistances and blocks so you can literally ‘run more siddhic energy’.

So keep in mind that WHERE you shut down can be for any number of reasons from blocking the deeper RECEPTION (maybe you’re more of a giver) and could literally be in a certain chakra.

There’s another angle here and it gets advanced instantly and is the other practical thing I wanted to bring in here which has to do with the eros-somatic advanced daka work I do;

It’s related to the LEVEL of Lover that could meet your very evolved self because it is the spirit-matter itself that you carry which He would reunify with and when it’s rich in siddhic and archetypal feminine quanta, there’s more alchemy in your Reunion with Him.

How much MASCULINE POWER could ALCHEMIZE with your Feminine Beauty and Her Immortal quanta in the bedroom?

We’re talking hierogamy – class (far beyond soul mate love).

And this ‘ability to receive and run great energy’ vs. frying or short-circuiting out can be worked on in the daka format to GREATLY expand your consciousness and soma ability to run siddhic and orgasmic frequencies….(God the Lover heresy here)..

Another angle and in other words – in the tantra daka work I do; I DO meet women where they’re at but most women aren’t able to handle running a lot of kundalini or energy without getting fried or short-circuiting somewhere in their body.

The energy work I do normally helps to release a lot of those blocks and expand consciousness (like in our allure makeover package or 3 session packages), but the daka work is even more generally powerful and direct.

Women may have somatic blocks here and there including trauma that blocks the greater levels of hierogamic divine ecstasy. In a daka session we easily find and release those and start conditioning her ability to run kundalini and siddhic frequencies often with different forms of orgasmic energy simultaneously. So there’s really no limit to how much love you could give or receive but it’s going to take transformation.

One daka session alone last year it was like (in divine service and co-creatively) I was conducting a symphony of siddhic, orgasmic bliss with her energy body reconstellating it to profoundly richer ability to experience and receive love; heartgasms included. Yes; kundalini can be part of it all.

Keep in mind that she was AT a level of readiness where she could receive more of the divine masculine transmission and power directly working with her energy body; she had already released a LOT on her path before. I was only running 30% of what I could have and she was blissed out forming new neural pathways; her chakras templatizing new levels of bliss and reception at a new set point.

A main thing with the daka work path is to find a daka you can trust because if you can’t; you’re not going to let your body really open up and not much is going to happen.

Also consider about wherever you may be at in this;

If most women were to have a very initiated man of great power as a Lover, they wouldn’t be able to handle his power literally; it would fry them and their energy body would still be RESISTING it or self-sabotaging. This is eros-somatic in your entire energy body and multi-dimensional womb and heart; not really just mental.

So again; just HOW MUCH Love are you able to somatically RECEIVE (and condition yourself to receive) from a Grail Lover? This for sure gets into the Grail Tantra world.

I’m grateful that the work I do helps to DIRECTLY release and expand for women to AWAKEN their ability to BE more reunified and change their lives to more of the Truth, Love and Bliss that is possible (with Him) in Divine Union Grail paths and otherwise.

Remember; the archetypes alone give you much greater access to divine feminine CONSCIOUSNESS, beauty, influence and space TO experience sexier, richer love and reality.

Conscious women are more open to archetype work because they are more soul based rather than ego-personality based so there’s more room for beauty.