Stage Fright Story: The Horror! The Industry Leader Stopped Me LIVE On-Stage

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A true LIVE Stage speaking story with crippling anxiety. (This is a short form of the story which I’ve referenced before on the blog and just posted on IG).

 

 

(More details).

After doing a monthly interview with the industry leader in the online dating space (my business years ago), he invited me to speak at the premier LIVE EVENT in L.A. (David DeAngelo a.k.a. Eben Pagan who then went on to become a leading internet marketer and businessman multi-millionaire).

This was THE big event. It was too important so I just couldn’t cower back in total fear and compromise that I would end up hating and resenting myself for – even though I had debilitating public speaking anxiety.

So when I was there getting mic’ed up I was trying to look calm. But I HAD to get my codes out there b/c people weren’t speaking what I was.

HUNDREDS of people were there with professional video cameras rolling. I had no idea how I was going to get through it but KNEW that I had to TAKE THE RISK and opportunity to GET MY CODES OUT THERE at that time.

 

I couldn’t let myself be paralyzed…I HAD to face it directly…So…WhAt hApPenEd?!

 

(See images)

 

Yes…he actually (the industry leader) stepped UP ONTO STAGE to STOP ME. (Talk about irt humiliation?! The horror!)

 

It has to do with my concept of stand-up comedy vs. sit-down comedy…I was fine once we ‘sat down’.

 

Oh; I forgot to mention I ended up doing Beavis & Butt-head, Mr. Anderson impressions AND….1 man stood up at the end to give me a standing ovation…then others started standing to go on water break.

 

If I CAN FACE THE FEARS…I hope that will give my clients the ability. I’VE BEEN THERE (and have other stories).

 

I hope that gives some extra encouragement and strength as well as role modeling to MY AvaStar clients…I still did the right thing for getting visible.

 

B/c AFTER that appearance my business and brand thrived more AND had on-going new clients come in just from that one appearance…I was invited, KNEW it was the right thing to do to get more brand visibility exposure…I went through to FACE IT (through the fears instead of cowering into ‘safety’ or letting my shadows talk me out of it) and I did the right thing to get my codes (of that era) out there. 

 

Could YOU live with the regret of not getting out there with your brand and visibility?

 

THIS WAS BEFORE THE STAR CONSCIOUSNESS WORK so we can now accelerate resolution of anxiety too btw to LIVE as your Star self.

 

Discover the AvaStar makeover here for YOUR celebrity branding and BREAKTHROUGH with remaining performance anxiety, visibility wounding and getting ‘out there’.

 

You as a founder or influencer after all are your own social media brand (and full-timepublicist!)

The AvaStar Makeover: A Great Choice For Getting YOU Out There As 'The Confident Brand/Influencer' Exposure & Publicity Catalyzer

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You, Fame, TV And The Spotlight: Hell Yeah! Or Fear, Anxiety & Sabotage?

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I get it…you (or a lesser version of ‘you’) might be triggered by just the THOUGHT of you being on a big stage or on television being seen in YOUR gifts.

 

I’ve literally BEEN on stage and felt public humiliation and all kinds of anxiety – so imagine scaling that up; it feels very real.

 

The thought of YOU in the spotlight and getting attention…the performance anxiety of it may be instantly triggering and threatening; so let’s explore this a bit more b/c ironically you might be HOLDING BACK and sabotaging your on visibility and success when a portal that already exists could open up for you.

 

Your STARLET (doesn’t have these visibility and performance anxiety fears or anxieties btw).

 

First; I have a wild update to share in more detail that I may blog about (my PC was inaccessible and frozen so I couldn’t really do anything for 4 days), but AvaStar phase 2 spots are BOOKING and the Starlet portal is opening big.

 

If you’re reading this in the future, check the AvaStar Makeover page for latest updates, offer and availability.

 

Ok…so YOU, the spotlight, television, big podcast interviews and the STARLET-like visibility that you desire including with your online social media visibility, videos, marketing, publicity….(and having your signature brand).

 

How does it make you feel with where you’re at right now to have more ATTENTION as a public figure? To have ‘the spotlight’?

 

Have you been invited to speak before and have you taken on larger opportunities?

 

Could your body hold that worthiness and stability? How about at levels of scale BEYOND that but where you’re REALLY having massive influence in a faster timeframe with your ascension codes?

 

In fact, it might even seem preposterous…that even ‘fame’ could be for you.

 

So much so that you might even be coming to grips with facing that it’s possible; to have your own TV guest appearances in YOUR field of expertise and that level of recognition…or ever possible for you (let alone fame)…something on that scale…the same thing that happened where my latest 2 AvaStar clients (literally the last 2 in phase 1 to sign up) each got their own TV shows (either filmed or offered)?!

 

Also; Athina has just appeared on a LARGE view podcast with 70k viewers in less than a day or so and is starting to get a feel of what it’s like ‘actively’ with more of that visibility that she desired (the tv work will be released later).

 

Whether she becomes famous or not, she is on that path and highest timeline living as the starlet version of herself.

 

 

You might even be in uncomfortable DENIAL that it’s happened to any of my clients; how things could happen SO FAST (oh and WITHOUT them having to pay for a publicist or such).

 

It could seem so far ‘out there’.

 

Now; in all transparency, both of them already filmed and their work will be out later. Athina was cool with letting me share visuals, etc. and the other one is being more discreet until after her 2 different TV tapings come out (AND she was offered her own show legitimately in L.A. after doing some live tapings).

 

See the visibility PLATFORMS are out there; what if it was YOU who had to shift your energy field? Hmm…

 

After all; they didn’t end up having to pay $25,000 to speak on stage…they dropped into their STARLET codex embodiment and allure and were organically recognized and invited by gate-keepers or producers. They didn’t even ‘pay to play’ so to speak.

 

Let’s assume that it IS real (b/c it is)…that sure, not all of MY clients are going to end up with TV level ‘celebrity brand’ overnight success starlet breakthroughs…you know I cannot promise that…so let’s assume it IS real (and it is).

 

They were recognized BECAUSE of their Starlet Codex embodiment and allure; of their brand, identity and field coherence (vs. just keeping their codes more to themselves)…b/c we did the supportive transfiguration work itself when previously, their energy field wasn’t stable enough for something like that level to be as ‘on their radar’ or normal.

 

They shifted at an identity level into being able to handle more and more of the expanding spotlight and then normalizing THAT.

 

So there’s this ‘gap’ between the DREAM visibility and what YOU could also experience as normal…

 

Once you can get past any disbelief or denial, I want you to sit with how you really feel about it. Yes; TELEVISION. One of them with portal distro access to potentially 135 million households.

 

What comes up for you? What does it reflect within yourself about your own potential or possibility?

 

You might even be like “GOOD FOR THEM…but that’s not ME.” In a sense of disconnection like it’s not possible for you. (Could that be a sign that you are NOT actually embodied with your codex where it would be closer to like HELLS YES…THAT’S A GREATER WINDOW FOR MY EXPANDED INFLUENCE and exposure?!)

 

The emotion I really want to focus on is anxiety or fear. And why…especially when larger visibility DOES exist and you might keep dreaming of it and doing a lot of the social media work but SOMETHING is still blocking you from what you KNOW is your true rockstar levels of ATTENTION and influence.

 

Now…(assuming here that you ARE on a path that is calling greater social and professional visibility, expression and sharing of YOUR ascension codes and medicine to live out your fullest destiny, satisfaction, influence and wealth in all dimensions);

 

What if YOU had the opportunity to have your own show and you had to decide within 5 seconds? What comes up for you; if YOU KNEW it was otherwise the perfect visibility and expansion platform?

 

FEAR?

 

A mix of fear and anxiety? Fantasy? Disbelief?

 

How confident would you be in SAYING YES to that opportunity (or not)?

 

How about BEING famous or associating with famous people? Can you comfortably acknowledge your WORTHINESS without getting anxiety or physiologically triggered?

 

Do you contract within as a red alert siren goes off in your temple body to ‘keep you safe’? How do you act AROUND other people of power and influence who could support your path and are you worthy and embodied then? Or coming across as anxious or desperate?

 

Because right there – THAT may be the VERY THING that is holding you back: the contraction and unworthiness; these live IN THE SHADOWS within that come out to affect your behavior and reality of attraction, experience and manifestation.

 

It’s the shadow grid of fears, concerns, unworthiness, visibility trauma, self-hate, fear of judgment and criticism, exposure, fear of siphoning, fear of what others would think. But even more powerful than that; it could be a shadow IDENTITY (chk out the upcoming power post related with ‘hara kiri’).

 

And if THAT is how you FEEL; pandora’s BOX of resistances, concerns, anxiety and fear-based apprehension around POWERFUL VISIBILITY; visibility that WOULD and could catapult you INTO GOLD RUSH OVERNIGHT SUCCESS….what else are you holding back? Because the opportunity is/was right THERE (and when you shift within then the gates, doors and invitations open).

 

And how much of your own identity and field is PREVENTING your own breakthrough?

 

How much are YOU or something WITHIN YOU causing your own perpetual cycle of self-sabotage that also keeps you in an entropic, depressive, shadow-melancholic downward spiral in physical, professional, social reality with manifestation while remaining in FANTASY about being the Starlet instead of it being normal LIVING HER!?

 

Do you think the universe and others are going to even OFFER you those windows of opportunity if your identity itself doesn’t SUPPORT that ‘this is normal’ and COMFORTABLE for me to be in my power, voice and BEING SEEN?

 

Because your IDENTITY isn’t stable which affects your vibes, behavior, speech, communication and everything…

 

They’ll sense there’s RESISTANCE within you and the dream doors may never open in 3D reality other than fantasy b/c you are FRACTURED within; it’s this great spiritual BATTLE between the LIGHT of your Spirit and the SHADOW REALM that wants to block it (at an identity level).

 

Because you can DESIRE, dream and fantasize about it; your visibility, influence, impact and legacy from your codes…respecting how certain OTHER individuals have THEIR voice owned and transmitted with their visual beauty and brand, but the deep crippling anxiety and unworthiness within you is really holding you back for years and years so that basically:

 

YOUR SHADOW-GRID IS RUNNING THE SHOW. BTW I have a ‘power core’ that goes even deeper into all of this coming out soon possibly as its own lil’ power report pdf but I will definitely post it on the blog here so look for that.

 

You can ensure you’re on my mailing list here:

 

(I often send out hot codes in real time on different subjects but being on it you won’t miss a thing).

 

So if the thought of having your own tv show or big video podcast intervew triggers & scares you, what SMALLER things are you also holding back on ENERGETICALLY from being coherent and attracting not just MORE FOLLOWERS, clients, subscribers, etc. but other people of status, power and influence who are GATE-KEEPERS of invitation into the larger currents who COULD recognize you once you get in powerful embodiment and alignment with your OWN signature celebrity brand Starlet Codex.

 

Because that’s EXACTLY what I did with those and other AvaStar clients (and btw ANOTHER AvaStar client testimonial came in from Britney who has already gone viral by working with me).

 

We established a stable, embodied IDENTITY while bypassing most all of the SHADOW-ID that was preventing and sabotaging their own visibility success so they could live AS their divine Starlet embodied and circulating.

 

Your own FEAR-BASED SHADOW GRID (and believe you me; I had this CRIPPLING self-criticism and anxiety as well) ends up sabotaging and hijacking your own true breakthrough…it’s almost like a demon egregore inside of you with many faces.

 

This is IDENTITY and spiritual warfare level work that’s why it’s been so difficult to break your patterns…YOUR SHADOWS HAVE BEEN STRONG (I’ll speak to this more coming up).

 

So think about your great spiritual vision, desire, calling and legacy;

 

WILL YOU LET YOUR CODES DIE WITH YOU?

 

Keep living vicariously through others who DO NOT HAVE YOUR SIGNATURE MEDICINE but respect how THEY’RE ‘out there’ and living their influence?

 

What about the future people who could benefit and have miracles done from YOUR medicine that you’re allowing your subconscious fears to control you?

 

Is it really OK for you to remain on a smaller, diminished scale where SOME people are comfortable in your spiritual circle (a.k.a. bubble)? ‘Playing it safe’ while really your own shadows OWN you?

 

Or are you TRULY (and I use this word rarely and with veneration) meant to have massive influence in FULL ALIGNMENT, EMBODIMENT AND EXPRESSION for your spiritual dharma to the world with YOUR Truth? It’s a decision to make. But there’s a lot of ENERGY with it…it just has to be GUIDED.

 

Then there’s some deep work to do and a price to pay to transfigure into the embodied Starlet from who you are now.

 

See…this is where the archetypal STARLET comes in as PROXY for all Divine Feminine Goddess codes to FACE the world no matter your past image related trauma.

 

(I’m not referring to Hollywood starlet personal shadows, I’m referring to the Light and Dark Truth of the archetypal STARLET Herself as the Goddess of Visible Influence who LOVES being radiant, seen, exposed and experienced in Her fullest expression).

 

This is deep identity work if you have such devastating shadows…

 

(Which is also why as an IMAGO identity makeover the AvaStar will continue rising in price as a solution and doesn’t necessarily – per rate – compare to the rate of general allure cultivation sessions).

 

To be able to SHINE in sovereignty (live and in ALL of your social media branding, visibility, teachings and presence) without always having to worry about how much your field is taking on or the myriad of fears and concerns about being more ‘exposed’ and vulnerable out there. To live from a ‘stable-core’ of who you are COHERENTLY will accelerate all of your manifestation.

 

Starlet has your medicine.

 

As the Transfiguration of Divine Feminine radiance to the world (esp. visual influence) for all Goddess codes; STARLET DOESN’T HAVE ANY OF THOSE SHADOW VISIBILITY ISSUES.

 

HOLDING BOTH the disembodiment of your Soul + Spirit codes yet also being filled with shadow-based fears and anxieties are crippling your AVATAR SELF from ever having the real influence you’re meant to.

 

Your Starlet Codex itself (which we get perfect clarity on in AvaStar) is the KEY that unlocks access for your Light and Dark Divine Feminine codes to be embodied (instead of MOSTLY disembodied in the upper realms) and then HELD, stabilized and coherent living heaven on earth AS the spiritual movie starlet version of yourself with the SOVEREIGNTY to FACE THE WORLD no matter how crippling…

 

I mean just how much of Her power, wisdom, Beauty and codes could you potentially HOLD within your temple body and visual brand? I mean really; the potential goes beyond allure into the Darshan territory as a living Master of enlightenment with YOUR medicinal, alchemical codes.

 

Your Codex is also the key to take on the spiritual warfare of the inner DEMONESS that has been sabotaging you for years.

 

So if you have this frustration of YEARS…even bitterness of just NOT being at the level of response and visibility you desire…just take an honest self-assessment…and WHEN are things going to change unless you make a bolder decision?

 

One that’s going to require a sacrifice and price to pay in any case. The price to pay to transform at an identity level just might be even grander a year from now after MORE entropy has piled up.

 

So if anxiety and fear comes up for you whether it’s around the idea of a TV show, public speaking, stage speaking, filming, even fame itself or being recognized by industry leaders and you play it safe to PREVENT humiliation from happening and get deluded into thinking ‘someday’…this is the exact client my AvaStar Makeover is designed for as starlets in the making with ascension codes; those with RICH SPIRITUAL GIFTS AND EXPERIENCE yet crippled (like I was) with massive shadows blocking your celebrity like exposure.

 

Although; I do have to add that AvaStar is also perfect for ESTABLISHED ascension influencers who want to break through to even HIGHER levels of Light and INFLUENCE (by leveraging even MORE of their Codex essenced allure and how powerful their medicinal FIELD itself can become as the ultimate marketing and influence tool). In fact, just yesterday (9.26.26) a new AvaStar client who is ALREADY AN INDUSTRY LEADER with a large following signed up b/c she felt she should be having even larger influence beyond the plateau she’s hit and realized (INTELLIGENTLY) that is MUST be something in her energy field even though she was doing all the right ‘logical’ work of content creation, etc.

 

Athina herself already had a following but felt a desire for greater expansion and influence.

 

Other clients are starting on a smaller scale…so I’m offering codes here for you to just self-reflect and I’ll tell you once you KNOW your Star Codex…that is going to INSPIRE you and it has the POWER and leverage (with Starlet and our process) to do miracles of identity level transfiguration.

 

You can check the page to see if I’m still offering the complimentary 10 minute connection call or the longer 40 minute Starlet vision strategy session for you from here where we can get into YOUR codes and purpose:

 

I’m excited about the phase 2 successes coming up with those starlets as well as continued phase 1 client success.

 

AN OVERNIGHT SUCCESS dynamic is possible BECAUSE OF THE LIGHT of your codes…it’s just that spiritual warfare internally at an identity level as well as actually making the identity transfiguration itself.

 

Your codes could remain disembodied BECAUSE of how the Demoness within is living reign over your visibility and then your egoic intention to align with your desire doesn’t have any effect b/c Her dominion is too strong.

 

This is where Starlet and the AvaStar come in to do miraculous transformation and break the years or decades long pattern that have kept you stuck (incl. from owning, claiming and expressing your true voice).

 

You don’t have to suffer this one foot on the gas one foot on the brake battle between the scale, scope, power and size of your CODES vs. the heavy shadow grid.

 

AvaStar and the investment into it is a ‘faster’ route to ‘paying much of the price’ which you might otherwise pay in years of self-hate, torment, desperation, over-working, depression, etc. at the cost of your spirit’s desire itself.

 

Comparing it to what else is out there, it seems that my AvaStar Makeover is simply the fastest, most direct medicine and makeover portal possible, no matter how strong your shadow grid is towards ‘being seen’ and ‘exposed’.

 

I mean just reference the phase 1 client testimonials…this is why I can speak with more confidence and authority around the process itself…it’s already been PROVEN and I’m looking to solidify it as a source starlet making chrysalis.

 

This is NOT the same as general Goddess embodiment work; no…these visibility wounds are something else…STARLET is your medicine.

 

In AvaStar I/we work with YOUR codes, the scale of YOUR dharma and your shadows so that your dreams can start coming true as your fully embodied and SEEN self. After all this is IDENTITY and temple body work itself.

 

So…

 

Will you let your soul ultimately decide?

 

Will you allow the constellation of Goddesses and siddhic truth to work with and through your soul, voice and image to the world PUBLICLY or will allow your personal self, ego and really your Shadow nemesis within to control it all?

 

Isn’t it time for ASCENSION influencers to start having the ‘spotlight’ and more fame?

 

IF you’re called to your own form of expanded visibility as ‘some’ form of ascension influencer or spiritual celebrity where you are more LIBERATED and EXPRESSED publicly with your codes without shadows and fears, AvaStar Phase 2 has limited spots available (at time of writing before I close phase 2).

 

If you’re feeling a strong calling and resonance, you can take the next steps from there. I may still be offering a 10 minute quick connect or a longer spiritual starlet strategy session with the intake form filled out. 

 

Again;  just be mindful of the limited number of spaces as well as if you’re reading this on the blog just to check to see what the offer and availability is (ie. phase 4, etc.)

 

The Avatar Starlet Makeover

 

So…if you were presented with the opportunity to be a GUEST on someone else’s relevant TV show or visual podcast where you could THRIVE in-self and getting your codes out on a larger scale building your brand and influence, would you take it? Would you ‘recoil’ instead?

 

What if you weren’t meant to remain ‘behind the scenes’ but were actually meant to have more of the spotlight YOURSELF and that THIS was your great tribulation to overcome your wounding around it to BE that vessel of Light (including past siphoning, trauma, visibility wounding, fear of judgment, etc.)?

 

 

What will it take to actually normalize and LIVE your legacy? How big is the gap? Are you more self-aware now?

 

Because there are people who ARE wanting the medicine and are READY to receive your transmissions, maybe it’s actually you that has to shift and if years and years hasn’t been cutting it of the price you’ve been paying, maybe it’s time for a different strategy.

 

Your Starlet Codex and your spiritual mission HAS the Power and Light but you’re also going up against the Shadow-Grid Demoness within (I’ll speak more into all of this soon but why wait)?

 

Wouldn’t it be better to CONFIDENTLY KNOW that you are OPEN to wildly high leveraged opportunities including meeting the industry leaders and other celebrities in your field and having that greater impact?

 

Your Starlet Codex HAS the mission, the medicine, the Power and Light. However; She may remain stuck in the seat of your soul where you’re so comfortable after years of intense spiritual cultivation.

 

Why not finally unify, consecrate and become Her on earth as in heaven and start worthily LIVING that great northern exposure levels of success without fear while KNOWING you are in full alignment and service?

 

And when you reflect upon your pattern and envision into the future (whether it ends up in fame or not), what is the cost of NOT breaking the years of cycle that is preventing the living of your legacy actively on earth for what you are called to do?

 

Can you ‘afford’ years more of being held back on being in your fullest voice, beauty, purpose and expression with YOUR ascension codes and calling?

 

The chrysalis awaits those who are prepared and committed.

 


-Rion

 

p.s. And it might not be TV itself…it might however be guest appearances on different things or meeting very powerful people in the same or other industries who could further CATAPULT you into higher levels of reality, success, recognition, manifestation and exposure…

 

I’ve had the vision of doing live demos on Korean variety shows and things like that as well as my updated new power codex of APEX Lightworker to the Stars (yes; celebrities included).

 

My personal and shadow self doesn’t have that worthiness, but my STAR CODEX does and I’m further embodying and becoming him as well as helping the AvaStar clients through their own miracle makeover; more than just a skin-deep glow-up (ha!).

 

IDENTITY WORK. Your Starlet Codex with that special spiritual branded deep identity constellation of divine feminine truths is WORTHY.

 

What if you just had to incarnate Her into living and breathing as your soul and spirit codex?

 

What if SHE ‘as you’ – the expression of your spirit embodiment and soul could live it all?

 

Spirit will/should guide you IF you follow your intuitive authority and stay true to it; but remember you’re going up against VERY powerful shadows within that want to sabotage you BECAUSE you have such Light and a big vision (it’s your curse in a way). Chances are; the same shadows that have sabotaged you for years.

 

So why not be OPEN to TV guest appearances or speaking in the spotlight? There are avenues and ways to EASE INTO IT or DIVE IN MORE FULLY but it all requires you are more stable in your identity itself. It may look different than TV appearances or your own show.

 

There are many ways with social media in which to not only ‘make more content’ but to have the medicinal spiritual celebrity signature BRAND of you as coherent; that celebrity ALLURE but of YOUR codes that people are going to be drawn to.

 

THAT is the organic future of social media marketing anyways esp. as people are wary of corporations and advertising…that you can be your own ESSENCED AUTHENTIC brand to a very discerning audience; where they FEEL your codes and your past unworthiness, lower self and shadows no longer stop you from YOUR greater purpose and beauty.

 

So; is it time for you to CLAIM YOUR DESTINY with your voice and influence as the highest timeline version of yourself (whether you call it spiritual influencer, spiritual celebrity or not?).

 

For SHE is the one to also live the ASCENSION WEALTH dynamic (and in today’s media day and age having a personal celebrity level signature brand that is FEELABLE is invaluable). I’m here just helping you get more clarity on YOUR dynamics…in this online platform..it’s on YOU whether you’d move forward with me ever or not (even if it’s a fit for both of us).

 

I’m on the path of ‘star-maker’ in a sense and I don’t chase clients…you’d have to recognize and it has to be aligned.

 

The AvaStar (Avatar Starlet) makeover has already proven VERY powerful results for my ascension valuing influencers.

 

Think of the investment in publicity alone that a lot of people who want (and are secure with being seen) are PAYING FOR and investing like $25,000 to speak at events and other publicity or marketing costs when what’s happening with my clients is organic (and they could still do paid publicity and marketing as well) but they’re getting ORGANIC recognition and maximizing response b/c they are FEELABLE in the vibe and Light truth of their identity avatar codex itself as starlets. The universe will reflect back to you who you ARE, not who you ‘dream to be’.

 

If you’re feeling resonance; I am open to take short 10 minute connect calls for those who do have some inquiries. AvaStar is taking on qualified clients who are serious about their own breakthrough visibility and signature celebrity brand success. The portal awaits @

 

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If You’re enCODED But Have a Lifetime of Money AND Visibility Wounding

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Update: I’m planning on hosting a rare FB Live / Zoom transmission in a day or 2 (with ‘red’ hair?!)…Look for details!

 

You can join my eMail list here (new window; should be 1-click)

 

Now…If you KNOW that you have Divine Feminine ‘codes’ and you desire to be in greater ascension service and spirit-aligned wealth; yet you’re just NOT where you feel you should really be (while knowingly admitting that you still have money AND visibility wounding)…

 

Do you know what your BEST medicine might actually be (in spite of how POWERFUL your shadow-grid, anxieties, blocks, entropy and concerns have been)?

 

Now…This is going to be NEW, but I’m going to throw it out there now to see if these seeds land for further growth.

 

Your best resolution of money and visibility wounding (as well as becoming a spiritual starlet with YOUR codes) could very well be; the combination of integrating Light Sorceress AND Starlet into your codexed IDENTITY and (celebrity) branding.

 

I know…this is NEW…you’ve never heard it before. Me neither until the Gold Rush Ascension Code came in.

 

Although Sorceress is LARGELY misunderstood;

 

These archetypes do NOT have those issues of money and visibility wounding…it’s just about INTEGRATING them into your psyche and identity to amplify your own codex and identity level expression.

 

The Divine Feminine POWER combo of (accessing) especially these two SPECIFIC archetypes (Sorceress & Starlet) could be a swiftly moving transfiguration into your Divine Feminine worthiness, wealth, receiving, holding AND visibility to be SEEN on a larger scale serving your highest purpose like a spiritual celebrity.

 

If you desire to RESOLVE decades of money AND visibility wounding, make SURE that you read this powerful, encoded blog post here (and then stay tuned for joining the upcoming complimentary video transmission webinar which will be PACKED with codes):

 

>> Sorceress + Starlet: Becoming a Wealthy Iconic Global Celebrity Brand

 

This is all with YOUR codes; where all of this Divine Feminine confidence isn’t just ‘out there’ but actually empower, amplify and align YOUR magic and expression to serve on a larger scale shamelessly and confidently.

 

In the blog post, I also connect to how/why ‘Sorceress’ is so misunderstood and now is the time for a larger reclamation (oh SORCERESS GOT CODES….LOTS’O CODES including Ascension Wealth),

 

-Rion

 

p.s. There is the opportunity to get more clarity with me on a 20 minute (no obligation) quick discovery call to explore YOUR situation more embedded on that post :

 

>> Sorceress + Starlet: Becoming a Wealthy Iconic Global Celebrity Brand

 

Sorceress + Starlet: Becoming A Wealthy, Iconic Global Celebrity Brand

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If 1 Man May Be Suffocating Your Public Eros, Starlet Beauty + Expressive Liberty

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If you feel CONFINED towards a greater, liberated GODDESS level of expression and behavior possibly because of ONE man in your life (and how he wants to keep you visibly for himself) or b/c of the relationship ‘container’ and expectations…
 
 
 
This power post is for you and there’s a lot at stake. 
 
 
 
There may be archetypal aspects that you DESIRE to express but are in effect PROHIBITED from expressing esp. if it doesn’t fit your ‘role’ as a partner, wife or mother.
 
 
 
IF you have been suppressed esp. by the masculine from fuller expression, STARLET is actually your medicine b/c She knows how to relate with all aspects of the masculine publicly without being siphoned from.
 
 
 
This is dangerous information because for some other women reading this, if ‘he’ found out he would get triggered and fall into possibly toxic behavior about it. 
 
 
 
(A shortcode here is that your Starlet is missing Her equivalent Star).
 
 
 
Now;
 
 
 
I don’t know who ‘he’ is personally (if this applies to you), but I don’t have to know.
 
 
I know the bigger picture (this man has archetypal shadow qualities disguised as good intentions) and this may be by and large what’s holding back your entire unfulfilled DREAMS instead of living in stifled compromise (how uninitiated masculine cannot hold space for that level of Beauty and REALLY have all kinds of issues with it).
 
 
Of all the things that could sabotage you from claiming and stepping into your STARLET (unique Goddess-Avatar Codex) in public visibility – it could be many other self-sabotage reasons – but this may be the main one for you or at least MANY women; ONE MAN.
 
 
1 MAN WHO CANNOT HOLD SPACE FOR SUCH BEAUTY. (He may not even know THAT version of you if you fully unleashed it).
 
 
So in continuing with our Man vs. Starlet theme (YOUR Starlet)…
 
 
 
Might it be that ONE MAN or male figure (from your past or present) could actually be the APEX saboteur to your fullest embodiment, public beauty expression and divine feminine, EROSY radiant influence of being seen? 
 
 
 
Because you might NOT see the signs b/c of how tricky and gas-lighty this can be even though ‘he’ is actually the culprit that is GROSSLY out of attunement with your spiritual desires for greater spiritual allure beauty, boundless self-expression, satisfying recognition, ascension influence with YOUR Goddess codes and Beauty legacy.
 
 
 
Let me ask you this;
 
 
 
In lifelong valuing beauty and divine feminine consciousness;
 
 
 
Do you have a desire to be more fully expressed, radiant and seen? 
 
 
 
Do you have a long-ago in the past history of healthily enjoying dance, singing or the recognition and attention it brought that felt GOOD to your soul, but then it got smothered and suppressed to appease the comfort of one man (esp. by an important male figure in your life)?
 
 
 
Have past lovers been largely uncomfortable by your public beauty expression and it triggered them so you tamed yourself back down?
 
 
 
Have you been living in massive (masculine influenced) suppression for years (often to ‘fit a role’) while meanwhile your soul desires to be in your fullest visual quintessence, voice, beauty and influence (always knowing there is something more)?
 
 
..And yet you are prevented from doing that (even if he was gone YEARS AGO)?…and do you find that you keep living out the same pattern (whether he himself was aware of it or not – even if he ‘intended well’)?
 
 
In doing a recent Codex Clarity Consulting call (now available at a longer 45 minutes here), something became very, very clear and it was one of the angles that I already knew about but had missed in earlier blog writings about soul / spiritual starlet: it’s how a masculine figure can be the predominant SUPPRESSOR of her greater Beauty (and the consciousness that goes with it).
 
 
 
You may actually be spiritually imprisoned in a less than liberated relationship that your soul desires…you just have to figure out the costs and risks of changing it and how much integrity you have to have with your soul’s desire because yes; it may mean either liberating your Starlet from those shackles, having him grow into a Star-god to support your alluring Beauty expansion and recognition or continuing to live under the weight of his inability to hold presence with your Starlet.
 
This woman (and many others) had great desire to be more fully embodied, expressed and seen (including in archetypes of her Starlet Codex)….and yes, it often brings attention from OTHER MEN. That somehow didn’t sit right with her man.
 
 
Unfortunately; this is too common of a theme (the world is missing more Star-Kings who can let their woman SHINE and nourish the world without falling into shadow reaction).
 
 
 
Even though it was SOCIAL attention (really; Starlet’s domain writ large); this dynamic causes him to actively suppress her radiance because it threatens him personally ‘as if’ she was cheating.
 
 
 
Her potential Starlet (of divine feminine archetypes and siddhic essences with and through her transfigured for public social influence) is essentially shackled because Starlet THRIVES on Beauty expression, recognition, influence and attention (of ie. divine feminine radiance and not just physical prettiness). BUT THERE’S ONE MAN WHO IS ESSENTIALLY PREVENTING OR STOPPING IT ALL.
 
 
(Or is it that she’s allowing it?)
 
 
Is that woman you? Who have been dealing with a male figure who may be the SINGLE biggest saboteur of your soul’s fullest expression and desire (while years keep going by)?
 
 
 
In working with women for years; there are 3 common themes related to this masculine suppression of the divine feminine beauty that wants to be fully expressed:
 
 
 
1. Father dynamics that are still with you subconsciously where you don’t want to threaten his perfect view or expectations of you b/c of the fracture it would mean even though he was coming from limitation and 
 
 
 
2. A past or current partner whose security, ego and identity is threatened by your Starlet/Goddess’s fullest expression (codexed essences) so you remain shackled and can barely even associate with other men so as not to trigger him. 
 
 
 
(This may even be a husband who yes – has other good qualities in the mix which makes it more complicated; but the dynamic and his level of consciousness is admittedly INFLUENCING your suppression so that you’ll often self-censor ‘Her’)
 
 
 
3. The collective (shadow, hypocritical and often toxic) masculine often parading as virtuous morality. This supports the ‘engine’ of Beauty and ‘sex sells’ (including the divine aspects of Beauty influence except that when it gets INTER-personal, most men are incredibly weird, fearful or controlling and shadowy around such Beauty as it relates to them personally)
 
 
 
ALL three of these (or we could say the unity of the uninitiated-by-Goddess masculine) can be LIFE-LONG effective blockers to your Starlet from EVER really coming into embodiment. I’m going to speak mostly to #2 (continued) here.
 
 
If you have a desire for greater expression and being seen (to have divine feminine influence with and through you);
 
 
It may take nothing less than a severing of that psychic relationship and/or agreement with that man (or stunted archetypal male figure who cannot hold presence-space with EMBODIED divine feminine consciousness) in order to give yourself the freedom to embody your Starlet and your soul’s fuller desire for expression (and UNTIL YOU DO you will keep living out the same, meek pattern where your Goddess constellation cannot even really BREATHE let alone unfurl and be SEEN en masse with Her medicine and influence). 
 
 
UNWILLINGNESS TO MAKE THAT DECISION TO CHANGE THE MASCULINE OPPRESSIVE DYNAMIC COULD KEEP YOU STUCK FOR YOUR ENTIRE LIFE.
 
 
There. I said it. So it’s YOU who have to weigh the consequences of YOUR soul’s desire for growth, boundless beauty cultivation at an identity level of consciousness and reality (where your Starlet Codex holds the exact keys to ACCESS Starlet consciousness to transfigure and amplify the spirit qualities of your soul publicly without sabotage, without collapse, without guilt, shame, humiliation, fear, insecurity, doubts, self-censorship, etc.)
 
 
This can be challenging if you are in a current and entangled relationship where it feels your divine feminine is admittedly being SUFFOCATED spiritually and socially.
 
 
You got into the relationship and there are still good things – again WHICH COMPLICATES IT because you’ll justify staying and being with him UNDERSTANDABLY.
 
 
And this dynamic, your comfort with each other and the limitations of the relationship container, roles and expectations – it all keeps you stuck for years from that GREATER EXPRESSION AND BEAUTY. Honestly; you’re not sure he could handle it.
 
 
(I’m not saying to necessarily ‘break up’; however, this is about clarity and empowering your path either way – YOUR choice, your life).
 
 
In relationships that otherwise aren’t toxic, he may ‘lead’ under the guise of conservative values and ‘morality’ where a woman shouldn’t be seen or expressed in her beauty nor sexuality for other men…however, there’s a deeper issue going on here besides that your male figure doesn’t have Star consciousness that can allow BEAUTY to be expressed publicly and socially without it threatening him (and instead rely on the strength of your ‘actual’ agreement together rather than manic perceived fears of you being with other men). 
 
 
This ‘morality’ police angle of religion and the manosphere actually abdicates Goddess consciousness. They and the egregore simply doesn’t know how to handle it.
 
 
Human constructionist ‘morality’ and some evolutionary biology justification is often their model but doesn’t include the divine masculine power to meet Goddess in the equation (remember; we’re not talking about you actually ‘cheating’ with the world of men, it’s actually his insecurity and fears to let you be a Starlet where as a Star he is even MORE of a man).
 
 
And btw; this IS spiritual because we’re talking about essentially the divine masculine in men being able to HOLD PRESENCE AND SPACE without expectation, control, siphoning or micro-managing to that level of Beauty. Shiva level presence to the spirit of your Goddess/Starlet codex.
 
 
So…Mix in his authentic biological urge to know he is the father (there wasn’t DNA paternity testing until the 1980’s) so even though he has reason to ‘rein you in’ and thinks that ‘a mother shouldn’t be erotic esp. in public when she’s married’, more often this ends up becoming shadow behavior because he doesn’t know how to face and be present with GODDESS Herself (a.k.a. the level of Beauty you would have if you really allowed it).
 
 
This is because his mortal man isn’t worthy of Goddess (just like the village girl isn’t worthy of bedding the Emperor-King).
It’s worth mentioning that many women ‘re-wild’ in Goddess circles…this can be important medicine (for a phase) to SEVER from many ways of the constrictive masculine (shadow); however, what we’re referring to outside of an understandably safe reclamation bubble is facing THE WORLD AT LARGE and fully re-integrated;
 
 
Being seen (and being able to be sovereign and seen) including BY the shadow masculine public and the psychic weight of men that have held you back in the past (let alone possibly siphoned from you); this is where STARLET and Grail dynamics come into the equation…
 
 
Men and the masculine are implicated and part of all of this…you may find that you may have to graduate from the Goddess circle-bubble into public Starlet if you have a divine feminine mission that requires being seen and relating with the masculine in ascension or influence.
 
 
We’re talking about making it safe for you to shine TO THE WORLD (Starlet is your medicine).
 
 
Anyways, I regress;
 
 
Because he is UNINITIATED in the consciousness-truth of the Holy Grail itself of Divine Union (and men in general in the collective); it would THREATEN him to the very core so he finds ways to prevent you from ever truly shining.
 
 
He remains the governator to your Beauty-Truth. Or at least you got into relational agreement to where that IS the authority.
 
 
 
If you went forward with discovering your Starlet codex and (God forbid) joining AvaStar Starlet Makeover with monthly support and committing to such a makeover; yes – many men would find you far more attractive and getting attention and this could cause him to;
 
 
 
*Be threatened and triggered; over-react, get jealous or want to start fist-fights with other men
 
 
*Collapse into nervous fear with inability to hold presence in his nervous system
 
 
*Triggers into passive-aggressiveness
 
 
*Flare up in anger
 
 
*Obsessively micro-manage and control you
 
 
*Shame, guilt, berate and belittle you and your greater beauty expression (or Eros allure) when it starts peeking forward
 
 
*Love-bomb you because he doesn’t want to let you go ( as a toxic form of control and emotional abuse)
 
 
*Put you back in your spiritually meek place so as not to get such recognition from other men so he’s comfortable again being seen with you
 
 
 
I’ve got news sister; he doesn’t have STAR consciousness (or at least the divine gift of Detachment which then relies on AGREEMENT between each of you related to actual intimacy). He’s not able to healthily HOLD SPACE for that spirit-rich essenced version of you.
 
 
 
And the good sex complicates it but deep down you’re realizing that, oh crap – what if Rion is right and my man cannot hold space for my fuller Beauty without shutting it back down?
 
 
(All of this can cross-over with the conscious twin flame relational template for many women as well; but it’s still not Divine Union)
 
 
So no wonder you’ve held back. It would threaten the divinely (the aspects of) your sub-par relationship you currently have in your SPIRIT to the masculine – even though there are good qualities and attributes your mortal partner has (which stifles you more from changing the dynamic).
YOUR SPIRITUAL SOUL BEAUTY EXPRESSION & SOCIAL INFLUENCE WITH GODDESS CODES is by and large limited to HIS insecurities rather than being CONSTELLATED WITH YOUR IMMORTAL STAR BELOVED WHO HOLDS PRESENCE AND SPACE FOR ALL OF YOUR BEAUTY-GROWTH AND EXPRESSION.
 
 
It’s because you are in a past agreement with a mortal man who isn’t initiated into Divine Union consciousness to hold that level of Presence properly, safely and truly.
 
 
If you shine TOO MUCH past his threshold, you calibrate your behavior back into less than your desire.
 
 
And it’s important to realize the role you had in co-creating this ‘limiting to your spirit and soul relationship’. A past version of you, but still you.
 
 
(And how many more years is this going to continue?)
 
 
Like that chemical that stops the heart from beating at death sentences (isopropopyl or something), men or a man who is still influencing you (subconsciously) or otherwise can have the REAL effect of stopping your full soul, spirit, beauty, identity and consciousness from fully embodying and being SEEN.
 
 
THUS; SHE IS NEVER ABLE TO BE PROPERLY BIRTHED.
 
 
Yes; I’m speaking mostly to #2 of the 3 above here. Remember I go more into the collective (#3) in this recent blog post here (under the Starlet category):
 
 
 
 
And yes; your mortal FATHER (as compared to The Holy Father) may also be still living out HIS standards that is governing your own level of beauty consciousness and visibility in being seen publicly – the thermostat is still set to HIS comfort level (or you got shamed into being something else when it’s really the archetypal, divine feminine that is seeking expression with and through you).
 
 
It may be so extreme; this past masculine influence on you (esp. with trauma, abuse or siphoning OR even strong family control or expectations) that She is effectively paralyzed from ever being truly embodied b/c you’ll get activated into fear-body response.
 
 
HOW MUCH LONGER WILL YOU LET LESSER MORTAL MASCULINE CONSCIOUSNESS BE YOUR GOVERNATOR TO GREATER BEAUTY AND ALLURE EXPRESSION INFLUENCE?
 
 
This limited, NON-Shiva-esque masculine consciousness is important to understand more (ideally). MEN DO NOT KNOW HOW TO RELATE TO ANGELS, GODDESSES, APHRODITES…
 
 
There are SONGS AND POETRY about ALL of this….(Sacred Union dynamics)…men just cannot comprehend it within their ego…they’re just uninitiated in Divine Union.
 
 
 
All of this male-as-beauty-suppressor to your fullest expression;
 
 
 
This in large part has to do with his Holy Grail or Divine Union dynamics (er essentially lack thereof)…this level of masculine consciousness is common and in the bigger picture, unevolved.
 
 
UN-Godly even though moralistic constructionism will say it’s Godly. No; GODLY is HIEROGAMY ITSELF; reunification of God and Goddess consciousness through Holy Son & Daughter as LOVERS. But hey; pop religion mostly threw that out with the bath-water so there isn’t a model for men TO relate to the divine, meta-physical (also a direct reality with social media how it amplifies a single woman’s beauty 1,000,000:1 with social power) and archetypal.
 
 
This fractured-from-Communion personal, egoic male vs. 1 billion:1 ratio of a Goddess…the mortal man simply cannot hold space for Goddess Presence and consciousness (or the many fractals of Her).
 
 
In large part this is because he is not reunified within with his own Beloved and Her form of Goddess consciousness.
 
 
 
IF you were allowed to embody and cultivate your GODDESS or STARLET (and into full, liberated expression for the world to see), but it THREATENS HIM and his mortal ego….how much longer can you allow this to continue?
 
 
MAYBE IT’S OK to have your Starlet shackled b/c the chain isn’t ‘AS’ tight as it could be..? (But is that good enough for you soul; THAT level of compromise).
 
 
And I’ll say another thing; ALLURE is the evolution of Beauty influencer so if you have some form of Sophianic or Goddess codes related to social ascension, these are the influencers of tomorrow; spiritual starlets who are CHOOSING to live their fullest truth and beauty expression.
 
 
This is where MAINSTREAM is headed; ultimately towards Darshanic Beauty influencer (alchemical, temple-grade, transformational beauty).
 
 
So it’s not even just the current model of beauty influencer; SPIRITUAL STARLETS are going to rise in social power (and rightfully so) with their unique codes; but if you’re stopped from ever really beginning because you’re allowing a mortal man’s limited shadow relationship to Goddess truth to stop you?
 
 
Then yeah; it may never happen and your soul itself may never reach that fulfillment and you’ll never have that collective influence from your future tribe.
 
 
 
On a spiritual level (since we’re mostly talking about #2 of the 3 here); if you had that much beauty and he lost it, it would fracture his connection to the Grail (that which he doesn’t even know he desires the most); so he tries to control you to keep what he has…more beauty, more attention = more shadow, toxic, flare-up behavior and paranoia from him suffocating your Starlet even more.
If he was a father figure; you may still be limited to his thermostat of HOW much beauty or erotic expression being seen socially is ‘ok’.
 
 
And yes; a lot of women in my circle have done Goddess, Eros work and RECLAMATION but we’re speaking specifically to your STARLET and her SOCIAL influence…does it actually threaten a male figure in your life and are you still holding back because of it (whether subconsciously or actively in partnership)?
 
 
He may be comfortable with you being together because in a sense he ‘owns you’ in the right ways but still….take it public and where does your Eros-Goddess Dark Vixen go? She can’t.
 
 
Because of the relationship YOU’RE ALLOWING TO CONTINUE TO LIVE to his level of consciousness and his lack of resonance and Unity with Goddess.
 
 
Are you going to let one man or the collective uninitiated masculine (and their hypocrisy and projections towards such Beauty) determine your beauty path and soul’s fullest expression?
 
 
See…What’s missing is DETACHMENT. YOU’VE BEEN IN AGREEMENT WITH A MORTAL MAN (or amalgamation of them) who simply CANNOT hold space for Goddess or your fuller Beauty.
 
 
He’s attached to a version of yourself that isn’t your fullest either (and you know this b/c She is not fully embodied).
 
 
Remember; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED can actually hold space for your Goddess codex Beauty Presence & Truth.
 
 
Detachment to the uninitiated shadow or sophomoric mortal masculine consciousness just doesn’t compute. It basically means to HIM that you’re basically cheating on him and your intimacy by even by showing ANY skin on social media (an I’m speaking to like an upper arm).
 
 
You don’t have to live under that yoke anymore; I mean it’s still your choice and consequence.
 
 
So you may have had a pattern of past men who ended up being toxic and controlling around you if you had exceptional beauty and/or if you allowed your feminine allure to shine publicly. It may seem good from the surface; “Oh he’s protecting me…he wants me for himself” Well…yeah and the whole dynamic if you’re called to be greatly seen and expressed is also KEEPING YOUR STARLET IMPRISONED for a set of different values (and the shadow judgments and conditioning around it that just doesn’t hold space and presence for that level of Beauty to shine because it threatens his control and place in the spiritual realms).
 
 
 
See; this is actually quite common and literally a theme with MANY, MANY WOMEN.
 
 
You are actually not alone although your experience may feel SUBJECTIVE…that ‘he’ (name) is actually inhibiting your shine (well actually, SHE is under your authority, you just got stuck in an agreement with a man who simply cannot face Goddess so it’s that agreement that you’re afraid to break for whatever reasons including the entanglement of kids, mortgage, pets, shared history, not wanting to let go, what if no one else wants you, etc.).
 
 
But what if instead of keeping him personal and just affecting YOU with HIS name and good but also shadow traits and your past attachment or experience with ‘him’ and his imperfections; 
 
 
What if we took this externalized man of suppressive influence to your fullest Eros and Beauty; this individual man in your life or past and simply made him a cultural archetype (even a trope) instead?
 
 
This is because this consciousness IS common amongst 100’s of millions of men. It wasn’t just “Dan my semi-toxic twin flame x-lover”.
And let’s call this over-reactive to signs of attention trope of a man:
 
 
‘Un-Star Man’
 
 
He doesn’t want you to shine publicly.
 
 
He is uninitiated by Goddess, cannot hold space for Starlet Beauty, Her status, power and attention without collapsing either into a ball of fear OR micro-managing, suppressing and controlling her to constrict her Starlet beauty and Eros publicly. 
 
 
His ego and consciousness cannot relate with Goddess; it simply doesn’t know how to; thus he operates from forms of fear (including passive-aggressive love-bombing) to stay connected to the greatest form of beauty he’s known in his life b/c it would mean existential threat fracturing him from the holy grail.
 
 
UN-STAR MAN HAS SUFFOCATED YOUR SPIRITUAL BEAUTY AND FULLEST EXPRESSION.
 
 
(IN SPITE OF his redeeming personal qualities). He’s over-reacting b/c he knows which men are sexual threats even when NOTHING WOULD HAPPEN. Not cool. Not detached. Not allowing your Beauty to have INFLUENCE in the world. UN-Star Man.
 
 
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LIVE UNDER THAT YOKE ANYMORE.  AND I AM HERE TO SUPPORT YOUR STARLET EMBODIMENT AND TRANSFIGURATION (IMAGO) if and when you are ready (that is ;). AvaStar Makeover monthly starlet support.
 
 
Jay-Z gets it btw; he didn’t stifle Beyoncé all these years.
 
 
 
 
They had their own inter-personal agreement. He was a Star to let her Starlet shine (and a star in his own right too).
 
 
Sure; you could feel compassion for this 1 man in your life, but that isn’t the subject of this post.
 
 
The ultimate path for many men TO relate with such Beauty and Communion (the holy grail) is Divine Union and it MAY be possible for him to grow in relationship to YOUR Beauty growth but if he’s just too stuck and complacent it may be impossible for the scale you are called for in being seen.
 
 
There’s great energy with all of this dynamic (including in that one woman’s life) TO make a powerful change and fast…to ACCESS all of your current seat-of-the-soul essences, cultivate more, bring them into embodiment as we cultivate your Light body temple and transfigure into the butterfly-imago to the world of your most alluring self.
 
 
But are you going to let ‘him’ (different than a divine aspect counterpart of HIM) stop you (because YOU still have THE POWER to choose)?
 
 
This is serious identity work here implicated with RELATIONSHIPS and your relationship to even a partner with a lot of entanglement (even kids, mortgage, etc. like I said).
 
 
Hey; I’ve had women who literally got divorced after working with me but also some whose relationship grew into greater love and growth together.
 
 
THIS IS YOUR PATH. Can ‘he’ hold space for it? Could he grow into holding space for that level of Goddess consciousness and beauty PUBLICLY SEEN?
 
 
If not; hmm…
 
 
Maybe you might have to get into Divine Union alchemy where your Immortal Beloved ‘STAR’ aspect counter-part CAN hold space (although doing such work or being with me in AvaStar Makeover monthly starlet support is likely going to trigger your current masculine dynamic; which is also why this work is so powerful to change on an identity level).
 
 
Your current model of the unsupportive-to-your-fullest-expression masculine has to ideally be REPLACED with a model that is (this can be ME by proxy in temple space or work directly in Sacred Union alchemy with your Immortal Beloved).
 
 
Currently; I’m actively working with 6-7 starlets who have CHOSEN themselves and a different relationship to the masculine that can support their greater Beauty presence and influence in AvaStar Makeover monthly
 
 
And btw this isn’t even about being the ‘independent woman’ archetype either; this is about more nurturing, loving, Eros and beauty that would benefit the masculine collective AND YOUR MAN if he could handle it.
 
 
 
So assuming that you’ve been in this dynamic of a man or male figure (or cultural archetype/trope) holding you back (which may include father vs. Father dynamics);
(Btw; if you HAVE a partner who IS supportive of your Starlet…would he give space for far, far more Beauty embodiment and social attention for you then? Or where is that thresh-hold? Remember, I’m speaking to qualifying ladies on this subject otherwise but you may be reading for insights anyways). So back to the pre-qualifying woman who has dealt with this or IS dealing with it…
 
 
He’s been suppressing your fullest truth and society has with their hypocrisy in many ways but YOU have to choose your Avatar/Starlet codexed divine feminine truth of beauty expression for ascension – your spiritual starlet – OVER all that would inhibit it (because essentially on past agreements which may now have run their course ; you have been co-creating and ALLOWING IT). 
 
 
Men in your life and future are implicated.
 
 
These aren’t easy decisions, but they’re powerful decisions and they are YOUR highly leveraged decisions if you’ve been held back by a man who simply CANNOT hold space for that level of Beauty and consciousness that you know you have in your spirit.
 
 
There IS leverage for ridiculously fast transformation into embodying that which you’ve not been able to but you have to have the space and proper support with it (this is also where my Temple-Grade Star consciousness comes in with AvaStar and especially in IMAGO where we have live temple space presence together to ativate your Starlet into supreme safety and SPACE for such Beauty if you’ve not had that before in relation to the masculine).
 
 
 
 
And yes; there may be consequences based on past agreements…agreements that your soul is dying to break free from to fully be liberated. And/but even if you have kids, could you keep living a life that doesn’t let them see the model of your fullest truth and what is possible – or rather a lifetime of suppression to fit into his mortal limitations b/c he’s the ‘head of the household’. 
 
 
BIG DECISIONS. A lot to ruminate; however, know that we can MOVE FAST if you are ready to make big identity moves and deal with the consequences; this is just part of the sacrifice and price you have to pay to live as your spiritual starlet or signature alluring goddess (whatever you want to call Her but it’s THAT version of you and how the world respond to HER).
 
 
I would recommend IMAGO though if you’ve been under the yoke of a man or men in your life who CANNOT hold space for that level of Beauty…after YEARS AND YEARS of not being able to BREATHE….
 
 
Your somatic body should best get the EXPERIENCE of attunement and knowing that it’s profoundly ok to be that liberated without corruption, shadow, expectation or ANY shadow in relation to the masculine. To somatically experience and LAND what that liberty is really like after being shackled for years around the masculine.
 
 
That temple experience alone is worth the $5000 VIP day (but at current pricing subject to change/rise; you can get AvaStar along with that VIP day for half off essentially by booking one of the first 3 spots for AvaStar IMAGO with Immersive Temple Space for your Starlet LIVE with Rion details
 
 
Check page for details and availability b/c there are LTD. spots.
 
 
Ok, I hope there was a lot in here for you to get more clarity on what might be holding you back – related to this specific subject of being constrained BY a model of the masculine in your past (that you’re still carrying the psychic weight with you) or actively right now. You no longer have to be suffocated from your great Goddess cultivation and visibility; you just have to make some different decisions with consequences…
 
 
I am here for the professional support if and when you are ready (and yes; there is a price to pay to sacrifice WHO YOU WERE to CLAIM, embody and BECOME the transfigured butterfly out of the cocoon of suffocation and trepidation around your true Beauty and Her expression publicly).
 
 
Discover AvaStar Starlet Makeover as monthly support
 
 
 
 
Or…if you simply want more clarity on YOUR specific situation as a next step; you can book the 45 minute Codex Clarity Session with me (we may not focus on your codex as much based on what you want to uncover and where the consultation flows)
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Cocooned: Self-Sabotage vs. Your Potentially Liberated Starlet

Archetypes Beauty & Allure Beauty Essence Blog Charisma Darśan: Temple + Eye Beauty Soul Starlet

Not all will make it out of their own 'cocoon' towards Star/let levels of self-expression, being seen and influence...Fears will sabotage and stop them in their tracks so they never become the transfigured butterfly or 'imago'...

On Your Desire to Breakthrough As A Fully Expressed, Influential Starlet (and your form of Beauty Influencer)…

 

God forbid but maybe…

 

Are you your OWN greatest frenemy?

 

You may have experienced this where it’s 50% GO and 50% stop at the same time:

 

You DESIRE to be seen and energetically felt in your fullest truth, beauty and influence while simultaneously the other half of you wants to hide, play it safe and small (like to prevent judgments, humiliation and siphoning of and from others by ‘standing out’ so much); therefore, with such and inner push and pull, you start to realize that you haven’t got much of anywhere.

 

MAYBE you’ve been like frozen pond water or Canadian molasses on a wintry day towards becoming that alluring in your fully embodied Goddess and how much Beauty-Power She could hold and emanate.

 

Sure; you know how to make yourself look good; but you KNOW there is MUCH MORE (and that it has to do with unlocking your unique signature GODDESS CODES and celebrity branded allure).

 

So instead you’re living the spiritually alluring version of full-time pajamas and crocs.

 

This is secretly depressing to your soul’s desires for fullest expression and beauty influence and the unspoken poetry within…the sabotage may all SEEM extrinsic and from ‘others’ and THEIR judgments, but hmm…what if it was YOU who was still sabotaging in spite of it all?

 

Thus;

 

That highest version of yourself remains a fantasy while you live vicariously through others, cozy in your placent cocoon instead of allowing the codes you KNOW you have to be fully embodied and DARING to be that beautiful and radiant socially.

 

The analogy is SO SIMPLE really.

 

It’s like you have one foot on the gas pedal and one foot on the brake. You really want it (and how others would look up to you and at you in awe), but you won’t commit to yourself because of the many fears that end up sabotaging you.

 

By being here; you already know that it’s more than just superficial looks-maxxing glow-up too. This is about your DIVINE FEMININE CODES and signature allure that represents the CELEBRITY BRAND OF YOU in ascensionary influence.

 

Yet still..

 

“It’s easier to remain low profile”…

 

“These crocs are cozeeee before I turn Netflix back on”

 

 

Yeah and there’s a great price your SOUL and SPIRIT are paying for that convenience…and at some point, it may be too late.

 

“I want to choose her, BUT….(excuses, sabotage, etc.)” (And there can be DOZENS of powerful reasons including how MEN in your past have constricted your own STARLET liberated radiance and shine).

And you remain stuck in your cocoon so the world keeps responding to you AS such vs. being the fully expressed butterfly

“I want to choose her, BUT….(excuses, sabotage, etc.)” (And there can be DOZENS of powerful reasons including how MEN in your past have constricted your own STARLET liberated radiance and shine).

 

Your FOCUS and value consciously seems to be on moving forward so you will count the inches and you will somehow think you’re actually getting somewhere without realizing you’ve been your own saboteur for years while you sadly realize that you are nowhere NEAR the levels of Beauty embodiment and signature radiant influence, recognition, attention and success you desire (esp. to get YOUR codes out there which are sourced in the divine).

 

With half of you wanting to be seen and half of you wanting to NOT be seen;

 

You’re really cancelling out your own process and never getting anywhere thus you may never know what it’s like to EMBODY that version of yourself and shine HER BEAUTY (like the signature essences encoded within your own Avatar or Starlet codex).

 

You’ve been allowing your inner saboteur (subconscious fears and shadows) to essentially gaslight you and prevent you from ACTUALLY ever breaking through.

 

Your subconscious finds all kinds of tricky ways to keep you believing your foot is on the gas while gaslighting that it’s also STOPPING YOU;

 

“I’ll just keep researching…


I’ll keep fantasizing about that version of me which could happen ‘someday’…

 

I’ll follow this influencer for inspiration on this part of myself who I could be but not choose to become that version myself…


I’ll maybe get to the Starlet Codex workbook (2029?)…


Ok…Maybe I’ll finish the Codex workbook (but what would it mean if I found out my Truth?) so I’ll keep postponing it


I’m afraid of what it will say b/c I know how much my subconscious will hold me back


Yeah, but…the kids..


Yeah, but I’m ‘busy’…


Yeah, but what will they say about me?


I’m afraid to step into that version of myself (and who it’ll make uncomfortable)”…

 

(We can find out more exactly what’s stopping you on a Codex Clarity Consulting Call):

 

So your signature allure and spiritual celebrity Starlet or Goddess remains in the chrysalis…the divine spirit codes mostly remain in the seat of the soul and never reaches the IMAGO stage of transfiguration through embodiment and how your visual Light actually shifts and radiates very differently.

 

The world responding to THAT Starlet codexed version of you; much of this remains as fantasy or just the idea of being that kind of person without actually doing anything about her to initiate the transformation which is its own process.

And really there could be MANY MANY reasons; but ultimately you still get to CHOOSE if you are going to EMBODY HER and all of your BEAUTY CODES for your fullest expression and dharma in this lifetime OR SELL OUT to the saboteur, shadows, fears, insecurities, doubts and past experiences.

 

At some point when you notice this cycle you have to put an end to it and realize how much time you’ve been wasting by just ‘wanting it’ but not DOING anything that claims HER.

 

And yet still;

 

YOU are still accountable for YOUR highest timelines or not. No one else can choose for you. I had to choose and KEEP choosing to embody my own Avatar Star codex self INTO EMBODIMENT and on the path to transfigured Darshanic IMAGO temple-charisma.

 

This is where STRENGTHENING the vision and getting CLARITY on your Goddess or Starlet Codex and vision of your highest self is going to really help. (I’m currently offering a 45 minute clarity consulting session for a fee which you can book here if available(.

 


Will you CHOOSE HER? That highest version of yourself? MUST YOU?

 

Will you become HER against all odds?

 

Because there are doors in the future that will NEVER OPEN unless you go through the right doors now (and fast or for years).

 

What I’m doing is preparing for my embodied Sorcerer 20 years from now with the work I’m doing now but at least I’m actively ON THE PATH and hardcore while serving other soul starlets in THEIR transfiguration as well.

 

No matter what you’ve been through in the past and your ‘justifications’ for not being her;

 

What would stop you?

 

And are your desires stronger than the matrix of self-sabotage (unconscious or otherwise ‘justified’)?

 

Because for me; NOTHING CAN STOP ME from embodying my HIGHEST TRUTHS…along with my Divine Union with Beloved; it’s the most important thing. In fact; it’s with Her Divine Will that I embody and incarnate my Avatar Self. YOU have to choose for yourself…and yes; there is a price to pay.

 

 

The price that I have paid is a very, very grand one, but it’s also set the template for directly helping others to actively embody THEIR Star or Starlet.

 

How much longer can you go WITHOUT being that version of yourself (as some form of influencer)?

 

If you’re ‘in’ are you willing to ‘pay the price’?

 

Because it will require bold moves and sacrifice; to shift in IDENTITY CONSCIOUSNESS and how the world and universe relates to you…likely exchange of energy with mastery and INITIATIONS (activations) to accelerate your process and get caught up on years of time that you’ve been self-sabotaging.

 

PREPARING your LIGHT-BODY itself to hold your codes actively embodying them and leveraging STARLET to bypass your shadow-grid matrix of visibility insecurities (this is what your Codex can do in the AvaStar most directly).

 

THERE IS A PRICE TO BECOME HER (and to access Starlet). Shifts to make to allow SUCH impersonal Beauty quanta to be EMBODIED and to hold it with a stable nervous system without collapse internally or triggered extrinsically.

 

Many are just not willing to pay the price. esp; to become a spiritual starlet of an influencer.

 

If you CHOOSE HER and can face Her truth (the Truth of your Codex and Soul’s dharma);

Will you see YOUR butterfly through to transfiguration?

Then it’s about TAKING ACTION into what is the next step OR risk your subconscious saboteur sneakily finding justifications and perceived ‘legitimate’ excuses as to why NOT to move forward;

 

“It’s too expensive


It’ll take too much time…

 

It’s too late for me (to start)…”

 

And the SLEW of reasons (I’ve blogged about) that could be holding you back including fear of judgment from others and your circle for ‘standing out’, slut-shaming, harsh criticism from men, past experiences with men suppressing your Goddess liberated GLOW, family or religious conditioning, fear of siphoning, too much armoring, not wanting to deal with trolls, fear that you’re being superficial or vain, MANY reasons…(all doubling as SABOTAGE to the divine desire within you and preventing you for years)

 

Could These Reasons Be Preventing Your Starlet Manifestation-IMAGO?

 

Against All Odds: Will U B Seen?

 

Yeah there might be haters but so what?

 

Remember that you are also paying a price to live in the placid DISCONTENTMENT and soul frustration TAX and toll of NOT becoming the fullest version of who you are meant to be and have the influence that you feel you are meant to.

 

That may be the greatest price of all.

 

What if their ‘How Dare you (shine)’ that has been preventing you b/c of how it threatens some people you know….what if that was their own limitations projected ONTO you (and you’ve been living under the weight of those shackles)?

 

WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT; YOUR SOUL’S DESIRE (or can you make new friends)?…b/c you’re gonna have to sacrifice to change the MATTER of who you are like the butterfly emerging from the cocoon as imago; the transfigured, fully expressed.

 

YOUR SOUL TRIBE may never know or experience who you REALLY ARE because you unconsciously chose to keep living in the patterns of fear and letting the past control you.

 

Letting the LOWER MASCULINE SHADOW dictate what you can or can’t do. Letting religious or cultural programming or the perceived fears of the collective judgment or your so-called friends hold you back FROM YOUR DIVINE MISSION.

 

You. Have the POWER to still choose and then back it up with LIVING the path to transfiguration of your Avatar Starlet’s Beauty and influence. Allowing God/dess to shine and work with and through you (whether you’re physically the best looking in the room).

 

Remember; ALLURE is the future of Beauty influence…this is the TRUE glow-up work..not everyone knows it yet and your Starlet codex is the key to access your SIGNATURE celebrity branded influencer allure and erosphere for ORGANIC social media attraction response and influence.

 

So all of your saboteur’s ‘justifications’ that prevent you from YOUR DESIRES; these are all designed to KEEP YOU STUCK AND SAFE but that’s not where your STARLET lives and influences; nor your soul’s desire for fullest expression.

 

You have the power to choose consciously and then take the NEXT STEP if you’re serious about CLAIMING her in spite of your entire shadow grid.

 

By not choosing (or just letting your subconscious run the show by default), you are still choosing; the path of COMPROMISE…

 

STUCK FOR YEARS and wondering why nothing has changed meanwhile you see others living THEIR shine (secretly envious).

 

And this is all knowing that you have UNIQUE codes and Beauty to share too.

 

Will fear and your shadow-grid win? Will your soul’s beauty be limited visually to the equivalent of fugly crocs?

 

Will the world never even get to experience her and her beauty-magic and voice?!

 

If however; you say YES and CLAIM your avatar spirit codex into embodiment…if you choose to finally leave the YEARS LONG CHRYSALIS into the butterly IMAGO version of you;

 

Then you want the professional support.

 

That’s where I come in. I’m already working with 7 soul starlets on being THEIR highest version of self and resolved of scalable public image and expression issues…really emanating their beauty codes confidently (we have the leverage of STARLET here).

 

One client just sold out her entire new, branded offering FAST from the work we’ve been doing b/c she’s so aligned, facing her truth and getting the professional support. This is what we do in AvaStar monthly starlet support.

 

There’s no committed length so you can stay as long as you want ie. 1 to 27 months to ACTIVELY be on the fast-track to embodying YOUR unique divine feminine codex and starlet allure.

 

AvaStar Makeover with monthly starlet support: (limited spots available; see page for updates and availability..there’s a waiting list queue after an active 10 are live)

 

IMAGO is the VIP version of AvaStar where we do even more intensive transfiguration and breakthrough focus with LIVE TEMPLE EXPERIENCE WITH ME. Yes; it’s worth flying in internationally for.

 

If you desire more clarity on what your next move may be, why not book a 45 minute clarity consult with me (you don’t have to even have the workbook anymore if you just want more clarity about your situation and breakthrough into visibility).

 

Booking that is a next step – yes; however, it still doesn’t mean a full commitment to yourself; I simply respect where you are at in your process. It might be the next step for further clarity and exploration of your possibilities.

 

But you also might be tired of the years of (self and all) sabotage and are ready to commit to your rebirth DEBUT.

 

This is the place:

AvaStar monthly starlet support

 

The ladies in AvaStar undoubtedly have committed to themselves because that or IMAGO are the ultimate ‘next-steps’ on such a path as we prepare you for your rebirth debut.

 

This is more than just about superficial beauty influence; this is especially for ALLURING influencers and those with divine feminine Goddess codes on a path of ASCENSION influence.

 

Will you let your SOUL guide your decisions in spite of all past sabotage (warranted or not)?

 

So WILL you steer your own ship and follow Divine Will for you and your fuller expression, Beauty, influence, voice and legacy (and how others respond to that authentic Starlet version of you)?  Will you choose?

If you're still festering for additional years in the SAFETY or alleged 'process' of the cocoon...will you finally commit to follow your soul's desire to break out of it and complete the transfiguration itself?

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