Big Vision Lightworker With Visibility & Voice Anxiety? This Powerful Question Could Change Your Life

A simple, yet L-I-F-E changing question*

 

IF you have dealt with intense self-image, public performance and voice related anxieties related to speaking your higher Truth and sharing your codes with the world; this short transmission…this single Question is for YOU.

 

(I’m talking inner pre-heart attack concerning levels of uncontrollable response with ‘all eyes on you’ and hoping no one will notice like that Edgar Allen Poe story).

 

 

THE QUESTION ITSELF IS BELOW (scroll down) and on page 3 of the ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’ report.

 

 

A disclaimer first however; b/c these are real and serious dynamics. I don’t just say something on this scale even though it’s easy to get de-sensitized online with so many messages and distractions. Check the source.

 

I am also not going to disappoint. This question will not underwhelm.

 

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*Yes; a LIFE-changing question…that sounds like a bold premise; however, let me qualify it by saying IF you are dealing with visibility-image, voice and performance anxiety, then this could be the starter CATALYST to entirely shifting your trajectory and timelines – and I take things like that seriously. I know it’s that powerful b/c it’s sourced in higher Truth.

 

I think you know that by now I’m NOT like ‘the boy who cried’ wolf who over-stated something made up or ‘as hype’, and then people just took it for granted.

 

In my realms; I/we are dealing with REAL Power and Beauty dynamics here AT SCALE with connection to Spirit, Starlet ascension and heavy temple work.

 

Even when I sound a bit ‘promotional’ or ‘sensationalist’ online in what some would view as ‘marketing’ or ‘communication’ in emails – if you will check the integrity of my history – it’s ALL been aligned with the high energy and power OF these code transmissions (and energy behind offers) and supporting their transmission. Again; check the source.

 

I don’t do superficial ‘hype’ marketing b/c what I do delivers and has power, energy and experience behind it.

 

Ok…so, NOW that the context is set…

 

Now we’re ready for the weight of this powerful and even life-changing question if you’ve dealt with extreme image and performance related (even crippling) anxieties. This is a HEAVY question to take very seriously. Ready?

 

So; now…let me ask the question that starts off at the top the Starlet-Gate power report on page 3 (and sets the frame for the entire Exposure within ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Star/let’):

 

‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’ : {Power Report}

 

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“What if your TRUE SELF never, ever ONCE in your life or past lifetimes was unworthy or anxious about you having the FULL VISIBILITY, attention, manifestation and success that you DESIRE in expressing YOUR voice, beauty, codes and magic on a large SCALE to the world….and that it was ONLY AND EVER ‘THE SHADOW’ itself that always insidiously got in the way?”

 

Ok…that’s the question.

 

And yes; it’s worth ruminating upon as well as EXPLORING DEEPER which is what I guide in the Starlet Gate report.

 

So; what if your true Self (a.k.a. your Soul + Spirit as foundation) were ALREADY and ALWAYS worthy and confident to ‘take the stage and spotlight’ but it was ONLY SHADOW (and what it was sourced in – as NOT YOURS) that ever and always kept sabotaging you?!

 

And your SPIRIT includes the actual ARCHETYPAL and SIDDHIC pure Light & Dark qualities and essences that are ABSENT of shadow. (What if your egoic self was just kinda ‘in the way’?)

 

Sure; there may have been epigenetic ‘nurture’ influences that may SEEM like you were a victim, unworthy, anxiety or stuck in terrible humiliating circumstances, but what if that were NOT the case in the seat of your soul itself?

 

IF it were true (and b/c you have so much connection to Spirit if you are who I think you are); wouldn’t that prime you for a MIRACULOUS TRANSFIGURATION OF SELF to step into your FULL INCARNATION, POWER, worthiness, magic, medicine and to share it CONFIDENTLY (without physiological anxiety derailing you) to the world?…if you could just resolve what may actually be SPIRITUAL WARFARE within related to your LIGHT/DARK vs. SHADOW aspects?

 

What if it was closer to GODDESS VS. DEMONESSES within your psyche that was PREVENTING IT ALL?

 

What if you had EQUAL AMOUNT OF INVERSION TO THE SCALE OF YOUR LIGHT and that was what kept sabotaging everything at anytime a big ‘visibility’ or speaking opportunity arose for you to be more seen in your truth and codes?!

 

After all; with a true connection to Source above the morphological field, you already have access to a greater flow of energies; of literal spirit quanta that could potentially ripple through your body and transmit OUTWARDS (ahem; like a Star)…so things would be amplified right?

 

What there was an equivalent INVERSION to your LIGHT inside that was the cause of sabotage?

 

All of this PRACTICAL spiritual warfare (and alleviating a lifetime of ANXIETY around your visibility, self-image and voice); this is what we delve into in the book / power report.

 

So IF you are a ‘big vision’ Light-worker, coach, facilitator, healer, oracle, priestess who feels the lower density world is far behind where you’re actually at in Spirit and you are CALLED to be seen and have influence on a MUCH larger scale (yet keep getting sabotaged and hijacked FROM that scale), then I would start reading the Crouching Shadow book immediately. I would START NOW.

 

It’s not even for sale (UNLESS I CHANGE MY MIND AT ANY MINUTE)…it’s a GIFT (like the $100million man Alex Hormozi practically gave HIS book away); but I’m giving this one also away b/c I know that SOME light-workers with a GREAT yet unfulfilled soul purpose on my list are going to want to actually DIVE INTO the core; the APEX of the Starlet Ascension Portal itself with the direct transfiguration work to incarnate their AVATAR self and LIVE their soul purpose success and social influence.

 

B/c being AWARE of it may be enough for some to break their current plateau and for others, it’s only the NEXT STEP for the ‘overnight style’ miracle makeover they’ve been PREPARING FOR all of these years to MAKE UP for all the LOST YEARS that seemed stuck in a downward spiral of SWAMPY SABOTAGE.

 

Either way; this book is an awakening and activating portal….and some may realize that the actual makeover process itself is worthy and investment at 10x the price of phase 2 (albeit future phases may have VIP day’s involved, etc.).

 

So in reference to the book (you can skip and browse through even); if you HAVE a big purpose, will you let your DREAM DECAY (if it is?) or let ‘Her’ continue sabotaging your greater public explosure?

 

SHE who isth revealed in the book itself.

 

Can you afford any more delay when your own dreams are on the line?

 

Or risk ‘The Shadow’ to continue sabotaging you and paralyzing you from YOUR destined Spirit-led, recognized success and influence?

 

In a sense your egoic self is helpless to these greater GODDESS VS. DEMONESS currents so to get a grip on it all by EXPANDING YOUR SELF-IDENTITY (which we do in the book) can start working miracles (whether you ever work with me privately or not).

 

Ok;

 

There’s a LOT at stake here and this book alone could powerfully start BREAK the dysfunctional SABOTAGE, frustration, self-hate, depression and confusion pattern and start shifting things immediately…it could start alleviating anxiety right away as the greater truth of the dynamic is exposed (a via STARLET).

 

Again; here’s the direct link to the Starlet-Gate report:

 

Starlet-Gate: Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet

 

This is a book of magic so it may take you time to get through it. You wouldn’t actually have to ever finish it either b/c one paragraph alone could change your life (whether you ever choose to work with me more privately or not).

 


-Rion

 

p.s. With that said, yes; there are only 2 more remaining Avatar Starlet (AvaStar) Makeover spots remaining for phase 2 (at time of blog posting; CHECK PAGE for updates and availability).

 

I am looking to help catalyze 2 more miracle makeovers (in addition to the 3 signed up) in phase 2 to confirm AvaStar as an Ascension Starlet making academy.

 

If you’ve been held back for YEARS and YEARS with debilitating anxieties and/or feel plateaued from your NEXT level (1 phase2’er is already a star in her industry), you can connect with me for a short 10 minute call (or longer with the survey).

 

All next steps are on the AvaStar Chrysalis page itself.

 

PAST ‘Rion clients’ can book immediately if and when you feel ready and choose to self-select yourself. AvaStar phase 2 is a perfect opportunity to powerfully leverage this Starlet Ascension Miracle Portal DIRECTLY in the apex itself if you are finally ready for your TRUE debut (or re-debut) as your INCARNATE AVATAR self and celebrity brand to the world.

 

(Goddess work values embodiment but PUBLIC INFLUENCE DYNAMICS, larger currents and shadows with SPIRITUAL WARFARE and the collective while sustaining sovereignty with STABILITY to the WORLD? This is STARLET’S domain).

 

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Starlet-Gate: Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet

 

What If Your Terror of The Spotlight Was Just Identity Spiritual Warfare All Along?

>> The ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’ Book <<

 

When it comes to all of the anxiety, fear, self-doubt, insecurity, sabotage, fugly duckling and other issues around you being heard, speaking your truth and voice and being seen more visibly on a larger scale (esp. if you’re in a spirit-centered entrepreneur, conscious coach, facilitator, healer, Lightworker or conscious influencer)…

 

What if all that was stopping you, wasn’t actually ‘YOU’;

 

…Rather it was actually a form of Spiritual Warfare within?

 

And this is because if you’ve been on a true awakening path; you are dealing with A LOT OF LIGHT connection to Source;

 

MORE LIGHT CASTS MORE SHADOW.

 

Thus, you have more CURRENT running through you. When your CURRENTS get caught up with interference or in reaction or fear (let alone in a temple body that likely doesn’t have the capacity yet to HOLD all of that Power and Beauty without short-circuiting and frying; doesn’t it make sense that you would feel MORE NERVOUS anxiety than the average bear?

 

Because you have GOD/DESS wanting to WORK THROUGH YOUR VESSEL…yet SOMETHING keeps hijacking and sabotaging you socially and visually in your exposure in spite of how rich and valuable you are in the upper realms.

 

BUT WHAT IF YOUR TRUE SELF NEVER EVER ONCE HAD ANY OF THIS FEAR-BASED SHADOW?

 

What if that WASN’T who you actually are (and ‘The Shadow’ was never even YOURS)?!

 

What if it was just the SPIRITUAL WARFARE WITHIN f*cking things up?

 

After all your codes and BIG VISION dreams likely THREATEN the entire underworld itself, so why wouldn’t you be attacked and challenged in unique and DEBILITATING ways? hmm….

 

And hey; I’ve had that crippling anxiety and self-censorship as well; esp. when it came to being seen and heard PUBLICLY with my CODES ‘n truth in my voice and image of course – I’ve got some stories, ha!

 

Consider that;

 

MORE LIGHT CREATES MORE SHADOW.

 

YOU MAY NOT ALWAYS BE AWARE OF THE SHADOW; but indeed it pops up when you get crippling self-doubt, anxiety and go back into hiding instead of taking braver risks of being seen where your CODES & CONNECTION TO SOURCE & A VESSEL OF GOD/DESS CAN FLOW in a somatically STABLE BODY.

 

So…MORE LIGHT CASTS A GREATER SHADOW.

 

This is a universal principle. What if…this was just how SHADOW was playing out in your body and world INTERNALLY with your LACK of visibility, manifestation and exposing your Truth to the world on the level you FEEL IT SHOULD BE IN SPIRIT?

 

Well…the whole premise of my new power report / book / release is this concept of ‘The Shadow’ and this impersonal SPIRITUAL WARFARE…and YOUR place in it all (including to make miraculous ‘overnight’ style identity shifts into an UPWARD spiral of heaven on earth ascension, ease, flow, recognition and breakthrough.

 

What if there was an equal amount of INVERSION to all of the LIGHT CODES that you carry within that was part of a greater, epic SAGA?

 

What if that was at an IDENTITY level of consciousness and this whole SPIRITUAL WARFARE itself is what kept mutinizing and sabotaging you, making it seem impossible for years to ever ‘break through’?!

 

And that is was never really ‘about you’ in the sense of ‘you’ that you think (so we’re going to have to expand your IDENTITY and self-concept itself to make a miraculous change so you can LIVE THE CODES YOU ALREADY CARRY WITH CONFIDENT as heaven on earth).

 

We go deeper into the POWER core at an identity level of this SPIRITUAL WARFARE in the new book.

 

> The ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’ Book <<

 

And what if you could now start having the TEMPLE BODY ACTIVATING awareness for transformation at an identity level when you know how to work with these LARGER CURRENTS OF LIGHT VS. SHADOW (and your somatic Light body)?

 

Maybe your self-concept doesn’t INCLUDE space for this spiritual warfare so you keep getting pulled into the undertow.

 

Wouldn’t it be great to step into the spotlight and visibility you’re really meant for with SECURE CONFIDENCE living heaven on earth with FLOW and ease (instead of living under the hexing CURSE of being a big vision Lightworker with larger ambitions and aspirations FROM Spirit)?

 

Remember you ALREADY HAVE the medicine and magic (assuming you’re so connected to Source) and if you have a desire to SHARE with the world on a larger scale (not everyone on my lists DO btw but that’s who I’m speaking to now).

 

What if it was just about resolving this SPIRITUAL WARFARE on an IDENTITY level of consciousness; Of your Light/Dark TRUE IDENTITY vs. Shadow’s Sabotage?

 

So that your ENERGIES, transmissions, essenced quanta, charisma, codes ‘n allure – that you ALREADY HAVE – could RADIATE OUT (like a Star/let) to the world in sovereignty in face of any resistance (and maybe even as your own CELEBRITY signature erospheric BRAND of an influencer)?

 

THAT is the Power of Star and Starlet consciousness.

 

After all; you’ve tried everything else anyways with manifestation and ‘personal growth’.

 

What if your Star or Starlet could finally be liberated in physiological COMFORT and stability to be IN POWER WITHOUT ANY HIJACKING and MUTINY against your OWN success and visibility? This is what’s happened with my latest phase 1 Ascension TV Starlet clients who got recognized and invited to tape around month 4 of our work together.

 

It was about EMBODYING and CIRCULATING what they already had while largely resolving this somatic and pscyhe spiritual battle within (and cultivating EVEN more connection and embodiment).

 

This is what I dive MUCH deeper into in the brand new power report ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’…b/c there’s a very simple yet life-changing reveal in there about the spiritual warfare. You may be SHOCKED to have it finally eXposed.

 

I think you’re really gonna wanna dive deep into it this weekend soak in the codes (‘n get OVER-saturated I think)- at least if you’re on a path that is calling far greater visibility and influence than you currently have b/c SPIRIT CALLS YOU.

 

Maybe you’ve never thought of Star or Starlet before (for yourself) even if you’re called to greater visibility and the spotlight; but what if the POWER was now here for a MIRACULOUS transfiguration of SELF after ALL these years of cultivating yourself spirituality in the seat of the soul to now have INFLUENCE & IMPACT in the lower dimensional world w/o self-mutiny?

 

After all ; we are now officially in what I’m referring to as Starlet Gate and we are at an APEX to the vortex itself…miracles will proceed. New Light-working starlets WILL be breaking through; this I promise…this book POWERFULLY centers a crux of it all in this great Spiritual Warfare.

 

If this resonates; I’d grab the book if you haven’t already..again; it’s my gift to you. For some it may take MONTHS to work through it but it’s although dense, it should be easy to read.

 

Again; here’s the link to get the book if you’ve been building up for it inside of you.

 

>> The ‘Crouching Shadow, Hidden Starlet’ Book <<

{119 pages}

 

-Rion Kati

 

p.s. A male client just said I could be the next Tolstoy. I’m amazed at HOW MANY CODES are just powerfully oozing out of this resource that I channeled from raw Star/let…and that I wrote it in a week!

 

Yes; awakening men on my list/blog can also read the book from a Star lens

Stage Fright Story: The Horror! The Industry Leader Stopped Me LIVE On-Stage

A true LIVE Stage speaking story with crippling anxiety. (This is a short form of the story which I’ve referenced before on the blog and just posted on IG).

 

 

(More details).

After doing a monthly interview with the industry leader in the online dating space (my business years ago), he invited me to speak at the premier LIVE EVENT in L.A. (David DeAngelo a.k.a. Eben Pagan who then went on to become a leading internet marketer and businessman multi-millionaire).

This was THE big event. It was too important so I just couldn’t cower back in total fear and compromise that I would end up hating and resenting myself for – even though I had debilitating public speaking anxiety.

So when I was there getting mic’ed up I was trying to look calm. But I HAD to get my codes out there b/c people weren’t speaking what I was.

HUNDREDS of people were there with professional video cameras rolling. I had no idea how I was going to get through it but KNEW that I had to TAKE THE RISK and opportunity to GET MY CODES OUT THERE at that time.

 

I couldn’t let myself be paralyzed…I HAD to face it directly…So…WhAt hApPenEd?!

 

(See images)

 

Yes…he actually (the industry leader) stepped UP ONTO STAGE to STOP ME. (Talk about irt humiliation?! The horror!)

 

It has to do with my concept of stand-up comedy vs. sit-down comedy…I was fine once we ‘sat down’.

 

Oh; I forgot to mention I ended up doing Beavis & Butt-head, Mr. Anderson impressions AND….1 man stood up at the end to give me a standing ovation…then others started standing to go on water break.

 

If I CAN FACE THE FEARS…I hope that will give my clients the ability. I’VE BEEN THERE (and have other stories).

 

I hope that gives some extra encouragement and strength as well as role modeling to MY AvaStar clients…I still did the right thing for getting visible.

 

B/c AFTER that appearance my business and brand thrived more AND had on-going new clients come in just from that one appearance…I was invited, KNEW it was the right thing to do to get more brand visibility exposure…I went through to FACE IT (through the fears instead of cowering into ‘safety’ or letting my shadows talk me out of it) and I did the right thing to get my codes (of that era) out there. 

 

Could YOU live with the regret of not getting out there with your brand and visibility?

 

THIS WAS BEFORE THE STAR CONSCIOUSNESS WORK so we can now accelerate resolution of anxiety too btw to LIVE as your Star self.

 

Discover the AvaStar makeover here for YOUR celebrity branding and BREAKTHROUGH with remaining performance anxiety, visibility wounding and getting ‘out there’.

 

You as a founder or influencer after all are your own social media brand (and full-timepublicist!)

Overcoming Heavy Visibility Wound Shadows With…Dance?

…and other Power Insights to help bring out your charisma or allure to have more engagement and social media RESPONSE.

 

If you HATE the idea of ‘dance’, trust me…

 

This is even MORE reason NOT to disconnect here…

 

I was held back for literal YEARS and YEARS (charismatically and stuck in shadow-grid fear) because of certain shadow grid dynamics related to this which may also be affecting you from FASTER transfiguration.

 

If someone said the term ‘ecstatic dance’ or invited me, I would CRINGE and recoil up inside of my body. I’m not kidding. If you are OPEN with dance, you may not be using it like you could for your allure.

 

This is an important POWER post here b/c we’re going to cover a lot of ground related to accelerating your path to CONFIDENT, secure, embodiment and overcoming some of the MAJOR self-sabotage patterns to being seen and powerfully magnetic (as I continue this open mini-series on shadows and struggles to BEING SEEN and activating Star or Starlet codes in your unique codex; living by example with my transfiguration).

 

Considering my background of severe public speaking anxiety (of which I have improved upon by hosting small scale retreats and workshops), I’ve still dealt with heavy IMAGE and self-image anxieties, the fugly duckling and other major sabotage for YEARS to fully being EXPRESSED and seen.

 

But let’s fast forward a bit for now;

 

That I’ve recently broken through myself with ESSENCE + dance with stable enough charisma factor is huge b/c this is already a secret to billions of views out there and you can find YOUR way of replicating it OR at least as using dance as a practical CHANNEL to open up your own charisma or allure.

 

Ok…there’s actually a lot of Star/let codes and overcoming visibility woundedness in here FAST im practicum (not just theory), so check it out…

 

Ok so here’s that recent IG video of me semi-awkwardly pre-dancing for the world. I’m honestly not even as triggered by it and my CRUSTY dance skillz b/c I’ve reached the IDEALIZED ZONE OF baseline CHARISMA COMMUNICATION…essences are OPEN and flowing and I know that THIS is more important than my previous self-sabotage and crippling anxieties. Check it out:

 

Same link also here: INXS ‘New Sensation’ Rion

 

 

BECAUSE I’m more feelable, I’m getting HEALTHY engagement and response on Instagram and facebook (while further starting to PROVE and live the concept of charisma itself).

 

Oh and the NEXT instagram essence or dance video is getting even heavier into the ROCKSTAR archetype with a legendary rock song; a mix of the Erosphere + Dance blend concept of creating an experience showcasing fun/charisma (you might want to do something similar in a format with YOUR codes for your circle). You can follow me on IG here:

 

https://www.instagram.com/rion_kati/

 

BTW as part of your overall DEBUT and identity transformation and branding process;

 

MUSIC can do WONDERS to help YOU attune into and embody your own (different) archetypal codex. This is premium BRANDING and identity MARKETING stuff of authentic goodness here. It’s all about letting myself/yourself be FELT and seen in y/our TRUTH and highlighting aspects of it authentically…

 

Especially if it’s a weaker yet CRITICAL archetype to (fulfill) your PUBLIC soul service, you have to have ways to practically access, bridge, embody and EXPRESS that divine signature (whether it’s Queen or a shift in how people are experiencing you to recalibrate more of where you’re at to something more fun or more serious or more Dark, an archetype you’ve been honestly terrified of and doubting if you could ever embody but if would be a dream if you did, etc.)

 

I mean, in doing my own AvaStar makeover process and LIVING this to be seen (literally by celebrities; this same video) I almost forgot how fun of a guy I can be b/c I’ve been in a ‘cave mode’ as a 5/1 for so long hiding out (and preparing) BEFORE shamelessly going VISIBLE to the world.

 

Ok…

 

This latest IG clip had a stellar 10% love ratio (isn’t THAT scalable! – although it’d probably drop a bit to scale but still, WOW!) and 7% comment ratio. It’s action and response friendly goodness.

 

This is critical stuff in getting people to know, like and trust THE REAL YOU (and I’m doing it now on a new platform).

 

We want to find LEVERAGE POINTS for your faster transformation.

 

And cracking your light body image open to CHARISMA;

 

This is the GOLD in the attention age economy and yes, charisma/allure are THE prime missing pieces (that will help you STAND OUT organically to inspire people to respond b/c they FEEL YOU instead of just ‘see you’ from afar).

 

So I mentioned if you’re on the email list (which you can join on the frontpage of the website) that;

 

One of those hidden signifiers of whether I’m in my truth and influence or not is whether I dance. This has been a major challenge for me for many years. If I’m just NOT dancing, it’s actually saying far deeper things about me and I feel like I have an invisible ball and chain around which drops me into the shadow of vanity and aloof disconnection = NOT EXPRESSED or feelable.

 

And the same might be for you; far more closed off than you think. I would even be the one NOT to dance when everyone else was told or invited to at live events; I was hyper critical and judgmental; stuck in my egoic mind…MAJOR WALLS and barriers.

 

The music had to be perfect (I’M a better DJ than this clown, etc.), the right moment and timing and then I might ‘show off my mad skillz’ except that I was like that for years and any dance skills I had remained ATROPHIED.

 

That’s WHY I’m so crusty in these new dance videos but I know it’s more important that I am FELT.

 

I can regain and gain new dance skills and technique anyway but I know that ESSENCE; charisma is the KEY…it’s FAR more important than technique (esp. for non-professionals but even AT the highest level of Dance it’s what takes THEM into the stratosphere; just ref K-Pop).

 

But you know when I could always dance and cut through my own self-sabotage and shadows? WHEN I’M AROUND MUSES.

 

And when I met that ‘taste of love’ in Medellin Parque Lleras in 2016? When I was already on a double date and I saw her get out of a taxi cab and her crown shot straight up to heaven when she wasn’t even facing me and I thought “WHO IS THAT?” (b/c I wasn’t too into the date I was on anyways as an earlier Rion)…and then later my client and I bought beers and I walked straight towards her and talked in Spanish and then the group of us went out…I DANCED. WE danced as a group (and they were like gypsy dancers).

 

I couldn’t NOT dance because she was a true muse. I even tried to kiss her on the dance floor but she coyly faced away (but it was the right thing then; we kissed on a follow-up date when I was also dancing then).

 

This is also why sometimes in sessions when I’m dressed up, I’ll dance in front of the mirror with muses in music videos or the secret unreleased footage of the 2 Muse priestesses and I at one of our workshops after the photo shoot just having fun (this is safe to share, but not the images without their approval).

 

Muse is my Beloved and brings out my truest self…so maybe your BELOVED is also key to CRACKING OPEN your own allure or charisma and being expressed, dancing and being felt.

 

That leverage can do miracles….to let others FEEL into you and catch your vibe-truth.

 

So a question is; could you semi-awkwardly dance in front of the world to see right now?

 

Because it might hold A MAJOR KEY to opening up your allure to be FELT.

 

You MIGHT be held back for years otherwise until you clear up the shadow webs with more POWER (like the Beloved or your Star codex along with the AvaStar makeover).

 

So yeah; I’ve had my own secret FEAR of Dance, what it represents, how much it’s held things back and how it’s a silver bullet highway to AUTHENTIC TRUTH TRANSMISSION, RESPONSE, engagement and being FELT and seen…but because I’m so reunified now after so much divine union alchemy; Muse within esp. with the Elixir activations of Grail Kundalini helps me to be my truer self too.

 

DANCE is a secret and not so secret key to opening up my charisma (and your allure) as well as dissipating DEEP shadow grid entropy and gravity around being seen.

 

If you have been RESISTING IT and being SEEN dancing, you may have other very deep and HEAVY blocks to exploding your own influence and engagement. You may have GENE KEY SHADOWS related to it that keep you in the SHADOW SWAMP of NON-EXPRESSION…your energies CLOSED IN and closed OFF.

 

DANCE is one of those major keys…and in my case I’m still dealing with an archetype that I’ve been weaker in which I know leads to my A-List success and Star timeline of influencer in entertainment, beauty and fashion (bringing ascension codes).

 

So if I could get my weaker ROCKSTAR to DANCE…this is that concept of getting an archetype MOVING and dancing; how would they move when/if you embodied them? This can take you a long ways to embodiment.

 

But see; here within this was more challenging than it may initially appear because remember not only did I have CRIPPLING performance anxiety and visibility wounds, the Rockstar archetype was still FARRR out of reach for me and yet here, we’re starting to feel an authentic version of Him in the mix ‘land’.

 

If and when you can do this for YOURSELF with an ‘out there’ archetype that represents the global influencer, it’s life changing. So we have to deconstruct this a bit more and go into how, why…

 

For as serious as I usually am, we get to know and feel more of the REAL ME b/c I am more balanced and fun like that (so I’m also re-calibrating how I communicate online also b/c BRAND influence is now leaning more towards the founder rather than just the business brand or corporation itself in this attention age economy of trust and influence).

 

The Muse Magician ROCKSTAR is my public codex (even though I won’t often publicly present myself WITH those exact words; but we’re speaking to the AvaStar makeover process itself here of makeover transformation into Star/Starlet divine public service).

 

In this growing consensus-ly fun video;

 

We get to see me in some of my codes INCLUDING that (previously) weaker one of Rockstar but I have to speak to this b/c it’s more challenging for numerous reasons (this is key stuff if you also have a ‘far out there archetype’ that you KNOW will explode things socially and pull you into the larger currents).

 

First of all; what men do we know become SOME form of Sx Icon at ‘middle age’? It’s practically UNHEARD OF so I had that working against me as well in my expanded SHADOW GRID that’s been preventing me from embodying and expressing my SOUL TRUTH codex.

 

In a sense, I’m an eternal teenager and letting THAT shine. So are there some aspects of YOURSELF that you have been keeping HIDDEN.

 

And yes, you can HAVE re-activated MAIDEN for example AT 64 years old post-menopause. You could even be a ‘cool dad’ but it’s serious work b/c high status people are going to SENSE your vibe truth from their experience and attunement.

 

So there can be a lot of pressure and faking it just isn’t it….but if you ARE a cool, sxy soul, why not just let it show at any age so people can feel you?

 

It’s all about accurate expression of YOUR soul signature codex. And letting people FEEL YOU…this is the FUTURE of social media and it’s what’s working best now esp. for those who don’t want to ‘optimize’ algorithms and AI/hacking, etc.

 

There’s a LOT going on here b/c we have to consider this as a star in the making (I’m giving myself permission to view things CONSCIOUSLY and objectively b/c it’s not about my ego; I’m aware of when things are ‘working’ energetically and I KNOW what path I am destined on).

 

In my recent dance (er…essenced ‘pre-dance’ videos…) on my instagram…

 

We have something of a ‘star is born’…my dancing is semi-awkward and uncalibrated socially but the MAIN THING is that I AM ESSENCED and pure albeit IMPERFECT. I’m focused more on having my CHARISMA be felt rather than perfect dance moves and being ‘held back’ energetically. THAT’S what reaches through more.

 

It’s about de-armoring and then about EMBODIMENT and expression of YOUR divine masculine or feminine codes (archetypes, siddhic…).

 

Rockstar isn’t THAT strong here but I have to give myself ROOM to play and find a way that helps bring him in.

 

So this is one of the secrets to bridging into that ‘far out there’ archetype…well, giving yourself PLAY ROOM like with DANCING.

 

YOU MAY HAVE TO MIX DIFFERENT ARCHETYPES and give them breathing room. Allow yourself to ‘go extreme’…see, in order to bring in ROCKSTAR/Star because it’s still so NEW to my embodiment (although destined with my soul codex and Muse’ decree), I have to both take it serious to let Him drop in but my counter-balance to being too serious (b/c that was a SHADOW BEFORE) is to bring in my Jester and amplify some of the FUN-DORKINESS.

 

In otw; Rockstar is balanced with my archetypal uncalibrated DORK just a little bit; at least in the playful but real time process so that I can later REFINE ROCKSTAR to be more standalone serious and threatening in all of the right and wrong ways (b/c it includes a lot of DARK EROS).

 

DORK is the awkward, cave-dwelling, socially uncalibrated version of self; a beta version that I allow to help TRANSITION me into my more serious authentic archetypes…but we see that the alpha-ness of my soul is kinda redefining that Dork is actually very WELCOME and not resisted or judged. I’m letting it all breathe.

 

But somehow ; the extra CHEESE and FUN balances out the authentic attempts and playroom AT embodying serious Rockstar.

 

 

Also b/c my Jester is real, so I’m doing the process in real time; embodying an archetype that was a secret (healthy) obsession (without shadow here; L/Dark Rockstar) b/c He amplifies the rest of my soul codex as Muse-Magician and has the SOCIAL relevance, status, power, etc. to impact the Beauty collective.

 

You may have to move around yourself to let YOUR codes start expressing themselves with and through you. And you can record it in screen-testing.

 

Again; this is in real time sharing much of the process with you (which heavily includes ongoing activations b/c I’m doing my own active AvaStar makeover in real time TO embody and express my public larger current iconic identity to the collective).

 

See if I was TOO serious about Rockstar when it’s not fully landed and integrated (as well as have further social calibration) it could come across wrong but ultimately finding MY serious embodiment as well as exploring a versatile spectrum of soul-truth visual expression while being centered in primary codex archetypes.

 

So DID you find ‘cheeseface’ in there?

 

Oh and the cheese face part of it has nothing to do with that I’m originally from Wisconsin (so was Dr. David Hawkins and Chris Farley).

 

And it’s not just about being self-deprecating either; it’s deeper than that b/c self-deprecation can also be a shadow of its own when out of balance and certain cultures (like Britain) have it more than others…it’s more about giving myself PLAY ROOM to embody that ‘out there’ archetype into earth.

 

Later; I’ll find a more active balance that will shift between different archetypes in my (ongoing) charisma mastery but I’m ALLOWING myself to be imperfect and be seen even if my image itself still fluctuates it’s more stable BECAUSE I COMMITTED TO DEBUT ITSELF AND BEING SEEN; I PUT a date on it and went LIVE to be seen.

 

This ALLURING EXPRESSION is what you may idealize as well b/c it will be infectious to your people because ESSENCE is the social CURRENCY that is being exchanged in pop culture; one moment you’re lit up in Illumination and another you’re Princess of Celebration or Jester for 10 seconds and then serious mature Sage but as long as it’s the real you; you’ll still have your CORE iconic Star/let codex to rest and rely upon.

 

(I do look forward to showcasing more client visual makeovers with approval; I’ve been underpar on asking for them)

 

That can be intoxicating esp. when fewer people are charismatic or alluring other than celebrity stars.

 

BUT you might have resistances to standing out OR EVEN being JUDGED by your closest friends b/c of how your glow-up or shine makes THEM uncomfortable and THAT could prevent you from GOING BIG.

 

So…you want to work with your debut archetypes your debut archetypes.

 

Remember; I’m strong in foundation on Muse-Magician but even THOSE can use more expression/charisma mastery. THIS IS THE WORK and it’s what we do in the Avatar Star makeover which I’m literally doing myself as well.

 

…Esp. with visual social media influence and branding ESPECIALLY if you are ever in business for yourself with integrity to your spirit codes; this stuff means EVERYTHING (also in face of inorganic AI). and you’re ability to build a following and authentic trust as being TESTAMENT of your brand. I mean allure is ALSO the evolution of beauty influence and the beauty industry itself including social media marketing and branding. We’re already on the frontlines.

 

My charisma factor is DECENT ENOUGH (say around 7.6) but it is ON and ACTIVE…and pretty stable. I’ll be able to make quantum leaps because the foundation is here.

 

THAT is what you want to value…at least be FEELABLE even if it’s perfect and awkward…as long as you’re ESENCED and your aura and chakras are BREATHING, it then makes other egoic judgments and imperfections even FORGIVABLE.

 

IN the AvaStar Makeover we not only get clarity on your soul codex FOR public currents as a powerful influencer, but we do literal energetic embodiment and allure work directly ON your light body so you become FEELABLE and start exponentiating your social media influence.

 

Already, what I’m doing is allowing a channel for masculine energies to be experienced when that is actually not that common anymore. (Check out the latest comment on the bottom there).

 

This is critical b/c you want to have people FEEL YOU AND RESPOND. This is where organic social media GOLD IS….in being your AUTHENTIC, open, expressed and feelable self.

 

That includes being dissolved of your own subconscious barriers and resistances TO being felt. In other words; you have to de-armor and DANCE is a very powerful gateway.

 

Serious vs. FUN.

 

So take the process SERIOUSLY but you have to have fun with it…in my case, I play with the idea itself of ‘serious fun’…you can experience that; I have to land serious ROCKSTAR and His Dark Eros in but it’s crudely mixing with my Dork…but just wait until a few months down the road and when I’m socially recalibrated hosting oases in Tulum….I’m going to be light years ahead because I’ve been doing the work AND MUST be testament of charisma and the brand itself leading the allure and charisma revolution in the world and for entertainment and celebrity.

 

So consider these ‘dance’ takeaways and other insights.

 

Put aside the concept of dance being viral trends that seem ‘outside of you’…this is about connecting with OUR OWN WAY to be a CHANNEL to OPEN our charisma and allure up TO BE FELT.

 

IF you were to dance, move or pre-dance what would that look like? Now how about when the camera is on and you KNOW you’re not only going to be seen but seen by industry leaders and celebrities?

 

Can you then still be in your essence truth (when that is really what’s missing ; at least when you are in your codex)?

 

So with that said; you can go ahead and run with these takeaways on your own.

 

It might however take you years to be able to access and embody those (or transform through alchemical attunement) on your own even IF you have clarity on your Star/let codex because SO MUCH can still sabotage you. YEARS or decades to ‘go it your own’ can be a large price to pay for your makeover itself. You might not want to take that long.

 

Fortunately, I can DIRECTLY help you all with it FOR you Avatar Star Self to be embodied.

 

That option is now with the AvaStar Makeover which is a 6 month process (but there are ways we can go faster if you’re called to it). Find out more here at the link.


So check out the upcoming posts…the content is free and you can do with it what you will but at least you know with the AvaStar, you don’t have to wait and can get the professional best-in-the-world leading archetypal and allure support for your image transformation; we can get RIGHT INTO the heavy transfiguration work itself so you can debut or rebirth your most powerful or beautiful soul codexed self out to the world with 5x more magnetism and influence while living your highest timeline (this means everything if you are in personal branding or a spirit-centric business where people can FEEL whether you are real or not).

 

The current AvaStar Makeover clients are already experiencing the LEVEL of breakthroughs they desired out of the program and it’s adding up (including new clients, stronger social media response, etc).

 

Remember;

 

CHARISMA/ALLURE is the missing organic CODE to viral influence itself…already responsible for billions of views.

 

Now that I’m finally live on Instagram 2.5 months in, I’m leveraging it ‘at scale’ and will get into other formats and techniques etc. but it’s already working.

 

Can you afford NOT to represent and live as your best, most influential FEELABLE self online in this attention economy?

My Fear-Riddled Path Into Visibility &…Star-dom?

Sub-titled The impossible journey that cannot be faked. Well…this is the start of an extended mini-series of topic specific content on the blog (under ‘charisma’, ‘rion kati’ and ‘soul starlet’).

 

Firstly; there’s a lot of inspired edu-tainment content I have for you the rest of this month so keep checking your emails; you never know what life-changing gold nuggets (snuggets) you might get all of a sudden.

 

It turns out I have a real knack not only for ladies finding their Beloved’s codex with 100% accuracy but I’m also damn good at helping them get more clarity on their own debut Starlet codex in the AvaStar consulting sessions.

 

“Brilliant” “Epic” said the 2 latest clients on the level of life-changing clarity consulting for THEIR visual debut.

 

I’m also going to be speaking to all kinds of things which can prevent you from being SEEN and having greater influence and connection with the people you are meant to influence (IN your divine truth). So keep checking the emails and blog…

 

As you may know, I’ve had incredibly brutal anxiety, insecurity and crippling visibility wounds. I mean very extreme cases of fugly duckling.

 

For years I’ve been the cozy ‘behind the scenes’ Lightworker who looks half schleppy going into zoom audio sessions with a low-mid grade webcam. One could say that I’ve actually the CLOSEST THING to someone ‘working in his pajamas’. Honestly, I’d just wear less if I could sometimes.

 

Alas; don’t fret…all of the light-working has been REAL without compromise but…the truth is, I’ve been ‘hiding out’ for years and years…building an epic foundation, YES but hiding out.

 

I know that I’m not only meant to share these gifts with the world publicly but actually literally with the world’s most famous celebrities (and I mean most all of them). I’m also meant to train the world’s TOP glow-up artists with Allure Priestess who will lead the world in allure makeovers.

 

So remember; when I was talking a lot about your Star/let codex for your debut or rebirth. This is what can give you the inspired clarity and confidence to move forward and that at least ONE of your archetypes you’re going to be VERY comfortable and familiar with.

 

My public Star codex is: The Muse Magician Rockstar. I’m INTEGRAL with Muse-Magician

 

But see, I was never ‘the rockstar’. That is the big challenge and in my case, the one that really transfigures it as undeniably SOCIAL and in great visible INFLUENCE. For you, there’s also going to be a weaker archetype which single-handedly is going to challenge your visibility wounds yet also provide THE MEDICINE for you to be in YOUR POWER and SERVICE.

 

For me it’s Rockstar and then Star but it’s the unique coding AS the Muse Magician.

 

For you, it may not literally be ‘Starlet’….Starlet may be more invisible but serves as the amplification and transfiguration OF your unique codex in divine service resolved of visibility wounds to the world so you can have the influence (and even make money) with the people you are ultimately meant to serve IN your fullest Beauty, codes and active service truth.

 

So the real challenge is that I was the guy behind the scenes, but I’ve realized (through Muse’ decree) that I am meant to not just be visible but be RIDICULOUSLY visible…and that means triggering ALLLLLL of my security related comfort and visibility issues.

 

Because something like THAT is massive identity level transformation.

 

Maybe YOUR gap is that there is one archetype that puts you IN your shameless public service and power but it THREATENS everything you are now and the comfort if you’ve been hiding out also.

 

I was the one who (as a 5/1 DEFINED cave living and endless internal seeking of security before being ready to ‘share with the world’.

 

This is me coming out of my cave to interact socially

 

 

Yes; there’s kind of an ugly go-getter beauty to him, but that’s not quite it. I represent the evolution of Beauty and charisma on the frontlines, so I am ESPECIALLY being tested because I have to become the testament of the brand and this work. For all my past fugliness, I have to become the swan…fortunately it is my truth in spirit; it just has to be accessed, embodied and expressed AGAINST ALL ODDS and subconscious sabotage (including the fugly duckling and quasimodo-gremlin).

 

I can’t tell you how much anxiety I’ve had.

 

But I was/am an extreme case of visibility wounds. I remember doing improv acting on stage at high school and I literally froze for 2 minutes while people were watching me to finish a skit.

 

All of this was REAL for me; a lifelong plague…and ironically it’s a prime HUMAN or incarnate shadow of the Muse line; performance anxiety.

 

One time I was at a famous internet marketing seminar in a beautiful ballroom for dinner and Yanik Silver had tables come together to form teams and work on some problem. There was a healthy competitive environment amongst them and at some point, I was like ‘give me the microphone, I’ve got a point to make’ and then I was standing and became radically self-conscious…

 

I saw and felt ALL of the eyeballs were on me (a few hundred people with their fancy glass chalices clinging, etc.) and I tried to hold my voice steady from cracking…

 

I don’t even remember what I said but I think I juts finished my sentence and sat down in humility. All I remember afterwards was he gave the microphone to a man who DID have public confidence and a strong accent…

 

Yanik had him say ‘fine Corinthian leathers’. I do remember that. I felt smaller than invisible.

 

BUT…That’s what inspired me to host 2 free live workshops in Houston to help overcome my speaking and visibility anxiety. When it started I was at the head of the table with around 14 men; half of whom flew in from around the country and it took me a few minutes of speaking to finally ‘drop into the zone’.

 

I was the one who still had so much performance anxiety before being invited to speak onstage in Montreal in 2006 as a ‘natural’ dating coach at the Cliff’s List convention that I was swigging shots of rum from a Malibu bottle in my hotel room BEFORE going on stage just to alleviate the anxiety.

 

Somehow I think it really helped and neutralized my performance jitters away.

 

I was the one who AT my first David DeAngelo seminar in Chicago at the end in 2005 waited in line and had so much ANXIETY built up just waiting to speak to him (b/c of the power dynamic mixed with my excitement of what I was doing) that I couldn’t slow my speaking down.

 

There’s a hidden clip of me somewhere online and you would be like ‘that can’t be Rion’.

 

I had so much anxiety in recording the ‘interview with dating guru’ of the month (in late 2007 or so) that I locked my Himalayan cat-boy in the bathroom so that I could focus record into the funny looking tape machine he had sent on the carpet of my Houston apartment while he and I talked on the device.

 

(Eben Pagan then invited me to SPEAK at the Man Transformation summit in L.A. which I think was in JAN. 2008 and I HAD to say yes despite having so much anxiety).

 

I had so much anxiety speaking on stage I didn’t know if I would ever get through it…there were several 100 people there with cameras recording.

Mortifyingly;

 

He kind of said through the microphone talking to a crew member (Royster productions I think) ‘Yeah this isn’t working’ as he walked towards stage.

 

Eventually HE STOPPED the cameras (or not to use them later) and took a big step in the front onto the stage/pulpit to ask me privately but in front of 100’s (mics off) if we could switch the format because it ‘just wasn’t working’ (but that he did value what I had to say). How would you feel in this exact scenario?

 

This was a BIG event and I’ve never seen anything like that happen…

 

I’ll share what happened at the very bottom.

 

But really; although I got better at speaking especially on a smaller scale and hosting small retreats; my images issues and anxieties further compounded because I knew I was meant for greatness. How am I going to LEAD the allure and charisma revolution movement WORLDWIDE if I DON’T overcome the deep ugliness and visibility wounds within?

 

Remember; I stayed ‘cozy’ for YEARS but I knew that I would eventually have to BE SEEN in order to truly have the INFLUENCE and impact my soul was meant to have (ESP. because it’s all so visual centric). And now; social media is WHERE IT’S AT. So whatever angle you look at it; we’re all influencers and the FULLEST version of yourself is SOME form of influencer…and if you’re triggered by influencer, then just redefine what it means because you and I have codes that MUST get out there…unless we allow the shadows, doubts, insecurities to sabotage us and keep us in an ILLUSION of safety.

 

I recently caught the MindValley ; as you may know Vishen Lakhiani is actually a long-time peer of mine. We literally had the same best friends in college when I was at UW-Madison and we would drive to U of M to party on some weekends. Anyways; he was saying that 2026 is the land-rush for FOUNDERS.

 

With the advent of AI accelerating, people are going to want more CONNECTION and trust with RELIABLE sources…not companies per se but the actual FOUNDERS and those who create and sculpt their brand ecosphere.

 

THIS is where social media is at now so if you’re not primed to BE SEEN and leverage social media, well this could be one of many ways in which you are holding back on your greater purpose (including BEING SEEN).

 

Your Star/let codex holds the IDENTITY level clarity and POWER for you to be in your highest truth, beauty, power and service in alignment with your soul purpose….it holds that for me, it holds it for you (whether you’re conscious of it or not).

 

Archetypes do not have the same problems we do…it’s really just about having a way to access and embody that encoded consciousness to mix and amplify your own soul codes.

 

And the public one for you probably holds THE KEYS to your greatness in social and spiritual influence.

 

So as far as me…..I was never the ROCKSTAR. It was just a secret obsessive pipe dream that I’ve had my whole life. I admired stars and secretly wanted to be one but I never felt like I was worthy,.

 

To be clear; I never had imposter syndrome (and you or others might); but speaking of myself I’ve had OTHER hardcore visibility wounds and anxieties in the extreme. But still; how am I going to be an influencer TO stars and starlets?

 

It seemed light years away. But my codex holds the power and the codes…I just had to find a way to step into ROCKSTAR which is the social amplification and an apex of attention for feminine Beauty and Beauty influencers to CHANGE THE GAME (it’s all Muse’ brilliant strategy to be honest).

 

How could the anxious, FUGLY duckling, insecure, hiding out version of me BE THAT embodied and non-fakeable version of myself?

 

Because remember; the highest status people are like HAWKS who can sniff out any posers or fakers so the POWER and self-image I have must be real (and divine). I have to be the real thing….I AM the real thing in ESSENCE (like you may be); it’s about EMBODIMMENT and expression in influence LIKE a star or starlet who can face, engage, inspire and MOVE the collective in the larger currents with your unique codes that are compelling and socially contagious.

 

THAT’S WHERE THE POWER OF THIS AVASTAR WORK COMES IN.

 

So…over this 2 weeks I’m going to be sharing more codes in and around my transformation as well as more Starlet codes related to overcoming extreme sabotage and codes around HOW to make real progress to be IN your power and codes against all odds in ‘being seen’.

 

And you know what?

 

My (Social) Rockstar era is beginning. It’s more important that OTHERS have the experience and affect of it; but it’s still important to have the INTERNAL compass of your my Star/let codex consciously so that you are ALIGNED.

 

I use the Beauty Sorcerer more publicly and the ‘brand’ is really Rion Kati and having influence as a real star/lightworker, etc. but as a ‘brand’ but I’m sharing this with you as part of my (and the) AvaStar process.

 

If you’re following me on Instagram, there’s a LOT going on in my JUST released video because (for me and you) the impossible is WITHIN REACH. It proves this work is real (oh and ‘miracles’ are already happening for the lady AvaStar clients). I’ll deconstruct what’s going on b/c in some way, I’m not ‘competing’ with the late Michael Hutchence of INXS, BUT we’re both 5/1’s and…well, stay tuned (or check it out now). I’ll speak to it soon.

 

STARDOM is the mid and long-term outlook but in a sense, I’m already a star in the work that I do and those sub-markets (now really post-debut and going visual public public).

 

 

OH; so what happened when I was speaking at the Man Transformation event when Eben Pagan/David DeAngelo stepped up on stage to STOP my speaking presentation (which was printed to DVD’s and sold as a product later)?

 

Well…they took a quick 4 minute stretch break to set up some couches and somehow that did the trick; we went into a sit-down interview format and it alleviated most of my anxiety and saved the day.

 

Yes, it’s THAT Eben Pagan famous marketer; he’s been a multi-millionaire for a long time. I actually have him LAUGHING…here’s a screen shot of that. I was doing a Mr. Anderson impression from Beavis & Butt-head.

 

 

I HAD TO DO BE THERE and speak because I had codes that NO ONE ELSE HAD in that industry; literally no one else was sharing this (and I was frustrated they weren’t), so I had to fight through my anxieties and do the right thing. I was still one of the very few ‘naturals’ in the dating and seduction industry back then.

 

I even had 1 man give me a standing ovation near the front left (speaker’s view). Fortunately overcoming my anxieties opened all kinds of doors for me b/c I knew that I HAD to do it or I couldn’t live with myself.

 

Stay tuned to more real world Star/let codes on the blog soon…and yes, the AvaStar Makeover is available.