3 Definitive Paths of Eros + Womb Healing

…all of which are gnostic (and must be).

 

If you have been lost in years and years of sexual and Eros trauma healing (in relationship to the masculine; womb and quanta siphoning), it may actually be beneficial and of high-time value to finally just hear of assured SOLUTIONS (in spite of any resistance of them coming from a masculine lens).

 

Yes; we are SOLUTION oriented here and we are also acknowledging the SHADOW masculine and how much damage it can do to the female psyche, light body, Eros and somatic womb.

 

But first, if you’re new to me; you’d have to get over any said resistances to such advice coming from the masculine in the first place (that what would a man know anything about this especially if you’re thinking ‘he’s part of the problem’).

 

It doesn’t make these paths and their Truth-Power any less accurate (avoid them at your own…peril?!).

 

And I’ll also say that YES, there are great female womb healers and Medicine women that can also do miracles.

 

I’m not taking away anything from them nor how important they are and for many women, they wouldn’t have to do anything else than hire one and get some sessions.

 

I can give you referrals because some of the best in the world are in MY circle…however, you may want to consider these other paths as well especially if something is still ‘missing’ or just harder core unresolvable…or maybe a mixture of what’s best for you intuitively.

 

In fact, these may be EXACTLY what’s missing for your womb reclamation and sovereignty (as well as Divine Union)…or maybe a combination WITH a female womb healer (just follow YOUR intuition).

 

I’m not a normal ‘man’ or bro marketer, so here are 3 ASSURED paths of definitive womb healing, soul retrieval and reclamation NO MATTER WHAT TRAUMA YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH IN THE PAST…No matter how much life force has been drained away from you.

 

3 DEFINITIVE PATHS OF WOMB/EROS HEALING (especially if MOST of your trauma is related with the masculine):

 

1. YOUR Beloved in Hieros Gamos; Holy Marriage Within

 

2. Grail Daka

 

3. Integrating & Embodying (Unsiphonable) Starlet

 

Although I don’t have a womb, I can speak to these with forms of authority because of my experience with the power of hieros gamos and a Beloved; the healing and reunification of the masculine and feminine is together (not mutually exclusive).

 

I can also speak to this because I am literally a rare womb healer for women energetically as a Lightworker and Grail priest as well as more directly as a daka. There is just some healing that (although rarer) women can get WITH the masculine that the feminine may not always reach.

 

I also work pristinely with the divine feminine archetypes and essences for years and years (with many women).

 

In womb healing and reclamation;

 

Sisterhoods of Goddess can absolutely be a place to get your foot on the ground as part of a reclamation process and to break cycles…a good medicine woman or womb healer may still be perfect for you (and for MOST women); however, if the trauma was OVERTLY done in relationship to the aspects of masculine, ultimately you may have to face the masculine dynamic again and this is arguably done best in reunification (where it is SAFE) for healing…or at least where your womb resurrections and de-armors itself to receive the medicine of the HEALTHY masculine.

 

Ultimately, many women have found for their Eros that they must ‘graduate’ to Divine Union itself (although it is not the path for all).

 

For that you’d ideally want to work with YOUR Immortal Beloved in Divine Union alchemy so that His power gnostically heals your temple body.

 

He has the codes, Presence and power NOW no matter what has been done in the past. You DO however have to become a powerful ALCHEMIST to access Him and His codes meta-physically in inner reunification consciousness (Mystical Grail supports this).

 

YOUR Beloved; your divine masculine spiritual counter-part (who has ZERO SHADOW) actually has ALL of the Power to heal, seal and reclaim your womb right here and now IN THIS MOMENT.

 

It’s just about accessing that level of consciousness and Power to your divine feminine light body while opening up to receive the necessary healing (including in the womb-psyche and Eros).

 

You can discover your EXACT Immortal Beloved’s CODEX with my ‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook.

 

The archetypal Grail Daka in all dimensions (is a lesser known archetype!); He is a DEFINITIVE sexual healer and womb reclaimer no matter how much sexual abuse or trauma has occurred.

 

You have probably avoided Him because you weren’t ready for Him OR….you just never knew HE even existed, but He is SAFE and POWERFUL for this healing and reclamation.

 

This is NOTHING like throwing out the projection or shadow of ‘tantra boy’ and mortal ‘sexual healers’ with the bath-water b/c he had his own shadows that crossed certain lines or you heard stories and cannot even consider it b/c ‘they’ have ‘made it all worse’;

 

None of that takes away from the TIMELESS truth that the archetypal Grail Daka can still heal you definitively sexually, in Eros-soma and womb; if you can find, access and then were able to open to His unique Powers.

 

Some women will never ever ever open up to this Truth of the divine masculine; yes unfortunately, in a sense this is preventing their healing (and they’ll still keep seeking it in the mortal masculine and end up more traumatized or disappointed); they’ll also be unable to see a quality daka when he is right in front of them b/c of the distortion of their filters. These men are out there.

 

(Again; I’m expensive though).

 

So GRAIL DAKA is a definitive path to womb healing.

 

He may also be a sub-codex within your Beloved that can allow that level of sexual healing to occur (and in which that sub-codex may dissolve after your healing to focus more on His prime archetype and siddhic qualities that are psycho-activating to you).

 

HOWEVER; To access Grail Daka alchemically without an incarnate manifestation of him (there is no known Grail daka on earth – although I may be the first living to qualify late this year as the one incarnate channel);…this is very advanced alchemy; especially in order to affect your womb psyche itself ‘on your own’ (but in practical Spirit).

 

I know women who have done this level of work and they are in the likes of Mystical Grail.

YES; again; there are absolutely priestesses, womb healer medicine women and goddesses who can help you with womb healing as well (some of them are my clients also for different reasons) and in ways they can offer medicine that I cannot.

 

So just consider these 3 ‘alternative’ options and consider that you cannot (esp. gnostically) resolve the situation from the current level of consciousness you’re in.

 

A womb-healed woman or reunified healer of a devotional man can do MIRACLES for this dynamic. Consider both.

 

Remember; unless you only remain on a Goddess path without men involved; ULTIMATELY you’re going to have to ‘face’ the masculine again to test whether you are truly healed and reunified.

 

This is why Hieros Gamos is highlighted; inner reunification or Holy Marriage within as a definitive path of womb healing and restoration.

 

When we consider womb healing women (which I didn’t put as #1 or #4 because I cannot vouch for all womb healers);

 

Those 4 SOLUTIONS may have been kind of predictable but Starlet seems more out there. Let me speak more to that now.

 

When I refer to Starlet I mean specifically finding YOUR Starlet codex – which gives you ACCESS to raw, authentic unfiltered Starlet Truth-consciousness to then embody STARLET b/c Starlet Herself is basically unsiphonable;

 

She will still keep shining and THAT may be the medicine that your soma is longing for after being drained for so long.

 

(Also soul retrieval directly, soul re-embodiment and post-natal chi dan tien activations are strongly recommended as part of an overall process of womb healing).

 

You cannot take Her light because She is transfigured to keep shining EN MASSE. She nurtures HER PEOPLE and the world whereas an individual soul’s flame can be siphoned and drain out; having full bandwidth STARLET ACCESS essentially resolves so much of the energetic dynamic.

 

FIND YOUR RECIPE OF THESE 3-4 SOLUTIONS!

 

The template of Divine Union/Hieros Gamos has the power and purity for deep Erotic work (Light and Dark); purification of shadow and trauma. It doesn’t allow for further entanglement and triggers with mortal masculine and shadows, etc.

 

More can be said about the archetypal dynamics.

 

YES; most archetypes collectively have been siphoned from like Sophia, Priestess, Princess, Sister, Maiden WHEN interacting with the shadow masculine (and feminine) on earth. Although the archetypal templates themselves are still pure in the higher dimensions (esp. Light archetype aspects), these archetypes in gnostic experience with and through women have experienced a lot of COLLECTIVE wounding and informed our awareness of them in the collective psyche.

 

So then it comes down to TRUE archetypal work with the divine feminine; working with the PURE and preserved Light and Dark aspects (which Muse Priestesses and I are sanctioned to do). And then there is the conversation about restoration of entire lines.

 

In many cases, Dark archetypal aspects have been infiltrated, hijacked, inverted or taken over like Mother and Sophia (Dark as Shadow instead). Dark Muse has largely remain unscathed but only because She has rarely descended into earthly dimensions (unlike others).

 

To restore Sophia/Mother FROM the hijacked-by-Shadow-Forces back into pure Dark is still a quantum feat…a lot of work is being done in real time b/c it is such a large part of global reunification.

 

With that said, it may not be your path to resurrection Her Dark from Shadow and it may be closer to healing your OWN womb…so if you get caught up in or stay in the spiritual warfare zone, this could actually interfere with your own faster reclamation and womb healing.

 

It could prevent you from fully healing for years, especially if you are still attached to twin flame templating with mortal men. Whereas; if you focused on your own womb healing and purified Light Sophianic integration you can be healed much faster.

 

So when we compare Starlet to Sophia; there are some differences. Sophianic Holy Mother living organic consciousness as feminine God aspect is a living breathing intelligence that in ways has been hijacked, bastardized, inverted, etc. when experienced gnostically; whereas Starlet is just different.

 

It may seem that people siphon from Starlet even more but not actually…most starlets are actually relatively protected BECAUSE of how public they are and how they must have practical boundaries with so many people.

 

There’s also a difference between Starlet and an individual starlet. Where INDIVIDUAL starlets are mostly having THEIR quanta siphoned from people or forces that they are in closer relationship to.

 

It’s (ie.) the toxic manager and the shadow forces HE is connected to abusing his authority and things like that rather than the average fanboy who can only DREAM of her and is in relationship with the holographic projection of her; while by and large STARLET HERSELF archetypally and spiritually speaking remains unscathed because SHE IS THAT POWERFUL AND BRIGHT as a SOURCE TRANSMISSION Goddess fractal that is MADE to be seen and have influence.

 

Queen can also be a POWER/FORCE of reclamation as well, however I’m not speaking to that here because the subject is WOMB healing and often that gets overlooked or bypassed with Queen codes (let alone cultural distortions and shadows of Queen).

 

It’s not that Sophia doesn’t SHINE; She has however, just been more susceptive TO abuse through gnostic lived experience of humanity.

 

Heal the templating within by restoring the/HER original architecture within yourself and you can live it for the collective.

 

SOMATIC REUNIFICATION CONSCIOUSNESS.
STARLET INTEGRATION AND EMBODIMENT.

 


Sophia isn’t the only path to practical womb healing…it may be through these other ways. Not all women are on a Sophianic path either.

 

Unlike Sophia and women who actively (and understandably) value Her and Rose-Magdalene;

 

Starlet is a different form of divine feminine transmission transfiguration that is empowered and WANTS PEOPLE TO CONSUME HER QUANTA of influence. She alchemizes negativity actively towards Her like a Star Wars defense field.

 

That Starlet wants to be consumed; this may confuse a lot of women esp. if they’ve been traumatized or have been healing Sophianic wounds for years or decades so it’s worth mentioning that where MOST of the ‘actual’ (and not projected) quanta is siphoned from is in CLOSE and inter-personal relationships with women who embody starlet (for example).

 

It’s not actually with a starlet’s media. I spoke to it recently but there is a lot of celebrity starlet siphoning going on now, but it’s not from STARLET Herself.

 

And it’s more with people closest to them and the Dark (Shadow) Forces that are psychically around them that are harvesting.

 

The archetypal Starlet, Muse and Diva (for that matter), by and large have been EXEMPT from siphoning because She keeps shining. So with some strategery you might realize that by having some womb healing (maybe with a medicine woman or QUALITY, trustable daka) and then doing STARLET reclamation, you are leveraging HER holistic integrity to be SEEN PUBLICLY in your wholeness and reunified Truth…

 

She fills the remaining gaps not out of superficial projections of what we used to think ‘out there’ starlets are but by embodying STARLET consciousness which is unsiphonable b/c you cannot ever take enough of Her light. In a sense She is like the transigured expression OF the Divine Feminine; culmination of ALL archetypes as a God/dess source transmission.

 

How does THAT sound to a womb that has been harvested from for years?

 

Then it’s about finding YOUR path to access Starlet consciousness which is most directly with your Starlet Codex (OR a path of lifelong sacrifice of self INTO Starlet consciousness as a public figure generally). OH; and I have a workbook for THAT TOO.

 

To finish up here;

 

It’s worth mentioning that much of the Sophia line IS about reclamation OF Sophianic consciousness and reunification; purification OF the Mother line itself. This is critical work AND…..YET….those that are codexed for Sophia-Starlet are more likely to resolve womb healing and integration faster FOR the collective.

 

BECAUSE STARLET IS THE TRANSFIGURATION OF THE UNSIPHONABLE DIVINE FEMININE. That can help STRENGTHEN those that are repairing Grail lines because also She helps you to BE MORE SEEN and in INFLUENCE in your work (without hiding out from past transgressions or wounding).

 

Final review; there are 4 good ways to ensure and the missing of the 3 is Medicine Woman/Womb Healer but I cannot vouch for all of them especially if you’ve had hardcore trauma with the masculine.

 

DISCOVER what your body and HD Authority is answering you to explore for definitive womb healing. It’s not about years and years; it’s about the Truth of Presence in the NOW. Reunified, Reclaimed. Healed.

 

For serious Eros and womb healing, I do have the Reclamation Makeover as well as the AvaStar Makeover (more for Starlet integration). Daka sessions specifically have to be in person. Soul retrieval and energetic womb healing support is done in numerous sessions.

 

The Grail Kundalini Experience helps to DIRECTLY have your Beloved heal your womb in gnowing and Logos with the Elixir sessions (leveraging your own kundalini’s healing powers).

 

Mystical Grail membership is active in year 2 to join at anytime for professional front-lines Divine Union alchemy support and training.

 

So IF you have been dealing with sexual trauma, womb siphoning, there are PROFESSIONAL resources and solutions available to you to get the support for resolution and reclamation at a deep somatic and identity level.

Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

Mystical Grail

 

p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?