Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

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Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

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p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

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On Women In Partnership & Doing the ‘Beloved’ Workbook

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“But what about women in partnership now?” On The ‘Beloved’ Workbook

 

Ok, but what about the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook for women already in partnered relationships?

 

Should they do the workbook? This is a good question. I DO work with women in partnerships around all things Grail btw.

 

Going through the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook is not only for ‘single’ women, it would be beneficial for all women on a Grail path of devotional reunification. It’s just definitely not for ‘all’ women in relationships however.

 

There is great reason for Divine Union valuing women in relationship to do the workbook to constellate deeper love, intimacy and evoke greatness and siddhic qualities organically out of him without having to control him whatsoever; out their mortal beloved or partner.

 

This process of doing the workbook and going deeper into inner sacred marriage is richly rewarding, even if you find out that he doesn’t have all of the same qualities and configuration of your Immortal Beloved.

 

And doing this is your choice whether your/their partner is aware of it or not because it centers everything in Godliness (beyond religion).

 

In that case, I’d do the workbook as part of your own spiritual work FOR yourself and also for deepening your relationship and intimacy. Centered in Godly principle of COMMUNION opens greater bandwidths for each of you in Love.

 

This is different than the twin flame template and soul to soul intimacy (as Spirit to Spirit; God and Goddess fractals).

 

If you already have space in partnership to do your own spiritual work related to Divine Union and he has ‘some’ idea; this is related with all of that and he should be understanding of the workbook concept if he ‘finds out’. (It’s all for his benefit).

 

Either way, you may have to communicate in a certain way (that supports both the heavenly and mortal and it does support the heaven on earth with both of you).

 

You should already have room to do your own Sacred Union work SOLO if you’re with a generally worthy partner…he shouldn’t be stopping that or too ‘controlling’.

 

I would HOPE however that you’d already be in a partnership (if you’re in one) so that he has some of those same God codes of your Beloved that could be awakened if they are not already.

 

If he has none of them (and that may be your fear), then you have to decide if you want to face your deeper desires with ‘HIM’…and whether the mortal relationship remains befitting.

 

You may have to determine which are you committed to more; your inner reunification and all the implications or the mortal ‘him’ (this can get complicated esp. if children are involved).

 

Btw; I am absolved from all negative karma related to your sovereign decisions in these regards.

 

Yes; Women will sometimes break up with their current partner OR deepen into relationship by association with the/se codes I’m transmitting (Grail). That is all your accountability and yes, there are ‘risks’.

 

We’re now talking your BELOVED vs. your current partner…and it’s not that your mortal has to ‘live up’ to these standards whatsoever; it’s more about bringing the heaven into earth (while accept your man’s imperfections and mortality).

 

To reconstellate the relationship into deeper love and siddhic principle; generally the woman has to lead and guide here (FROM her feminine channel as influence) to her partner b/c there are only a handful of men in the world conscious of this work doing it on their own.

 

As you/she reunifies more with her IMMORTAL Beloved in solo practice of Sacred Union alchemy and then with ‘him’, it is a path to connect with Him in spirit with and through your partner as a King-awakener and inspirer from your reunified Beauty.

 

And yes; you could have soul to soul agreement and Divine Union as well; however this gets more complicated b/c few people are living true Divine Union partnerships; in other words my Immortal is decidedly more important than a beloved and that may hurt some people – you don’t have to be that hard-coded in Grail however but there’s more likelihood of twin flameship.

 

For true Sacred Union alchemy (whether in partnership with a beloved or not); Mystical Grail membership is a great place to get the on-going support and community for deeper reunification

 

The more clarity a woman has on her immortal Beloved, the faster she can attract healing and reunification experience within AS Grail Lover and worthy Sacred Bride.

 

Just explore what you are called to…maybe you’re not called to it; however, if you sense your Beloved is calling you Home…would you stop yourself because of fear of ‘his’ control or ‘finding out’ or because he may not have all of the qualities? Hmm…

 

Maybe you can find a best of both worlds and being in partnership with a mortal, there’s going to be areas of compromise and agreement that may not always be divine.

 

I’m honestly not the best in that world of mortal relationship advice b/c I’m hard-coded for Divine Union heaven on earth as well as the cultivation, beauty, attraction, spirit-to-spirit magic, etc.

 

Be mindful; however, that if you’re in partnership and called to do the workbook;

 

It could also create more rift in the relationship if the partner is ‘jealous’, too much in shadow or if you/she is too disconnective with him and lost in the heavens.

 

Being in partnership you’re going to have to find that BALANCE between the divine and your partner (Gillian Pothier is a great resource with this).

 

Improved communication can help to resolve all of this as well as affirmation of your/their agreements together.

 

Mostly, as you reunify with your Immortal Beloved in solo practice, your mortal partner/beloved gets all of the benefits (so he shouldn’t be complainin’)!

 

I think it’s important that we have an obvious Grail Guide Magi out there with such CLEAR, undiluted codes and then you can follow your intuition and deal with the aftermath of bringing more heaven into earth.

 

As a hardcore alchemist myself; I do not compromise or dilute the codes for humanity or mortality, but you can RELY on that with me. THAT’S also why I’m the perfect one to guide you through discovering your Beloved like in the workbook and with the consulting as part of the Grail Kundalini package + activations.

 

And that’s also why this book could be a fork in the road with great implications to change your life…just sense if you’re called to it and work through it at your own pace because if your Beloved IS calling you Home, how much longer can you go without heeding HIS call?

 

So if you’re in partnership, you can take the move to go through the workbook itself if you are called to it here (If you haven’t already), but on your own accord.

 

‘Secure Your Free ‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook’ w/2 audios

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Interested in the Grail Kundalini package?

 

I’ve talked about self-selecting for your pre-qualification in the emails as well as on the page itself @ Grail Kundalini

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The Top 2 Bollywood Muses: Together!

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Wait! Do you want to see the full top 10 list first?

I’ve picked the top 10 muses of all time in Bollywood.

 

First; did you go through the Top 10 list itself?

 

>>  The Bollywood Top 10 Muses of All Time

(opens in new window)

 

Ideally; I recommend that first to get a real proper build-up and introduction to Bollywood’s top muses (and yes, modern day starlets there seem to be lackluster in Muse embodiment but that’s also the standard in Hollywood as well).

 

NOW…IMAGINE THIS! I’ve got great news; we’ve got BOTH the #1 and #2 Bollywood muses in at least one resource together which I’ll share here.

 

You do have to click to view it on youtube however

Bollywood Top 2 Muses
dance Together!

        

 

Yes, I will link to the video below; however will intentionally show still frames that represent-represent because you might overlook them otherwise as per normal, consumer style conditioned media habits of watching videos.

 

 

 

It can take some reconditioning to start experiencing media as an alchemist.

 

 

Remember you want to value and see the archetypes moreso than the individuals.

 

When you use the video; feel free YOURSELF to go ahead and pause at different times or turn the play speed way down so you can catch more of what’s going on and how much Beauty-Power is in one freeze-frame.

 

 

You can focus on either Padmini or Vy as well as both of them.

 

Here’s the dance sequence vintage video itself to open in a new window from the film Raj Tilak:

 

>>Padmini & Vyjayanthimala Dance Duel<<

 

 

This is not only a ‘vintage’ or ‘retro’ resource from the film ‘Raj Tilak’ (1958), but is what I would call an ‘O.G. source code resource of Muse in India. AND it’s that of cultural impact.

 

 

Since Muse is encoded so strongly with them, there’s infinite alchemy that can be done with his resource.

 

I recommend to listen and experience the Muse Attunement as background music while meditating with Padmini-muse images or their videos (on mute).

 

 

 

Yes! We professionally work on YOUR allure (or charisma for men) with consulting and transformational embodiment work.

 

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Congrats to both Padmini & Vyjayanthimala! Legendary muses.

 

 

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Extended Bollywood Top Muse Discourse

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Did you catch the Top 10 (20 actually) list itself?

 

Please read that first if you can! There is so much BEAUTY and insights there. Ok now…

 

Well, here’s where I’m saving space to just have some additional thought-flow related to the Top 10, Muse, disclaimerage, discern-ity and the Bollywood industry.

 

Now; I have to speak freely and honestly and I’m trying to find the balance here because this IS about celebrating Bollywood (although more specifically about celebrating Muse in Bollywood) and yet my devotion is to Muse moreso than Bollywood.

 

So I mean not to offend anyone but I have to be HONEST with my interpretations and readings. I just want to cover some of this ‘standards’ stuff first and then move on to the bigger picture, exciting evolutionary possibilities (because some people who read it might be triggered or disappointed).

 

Top 10 lists are qualified on the actual principal dynamic.

 

Whether it’s the top 10 most Delighted Muses in the world or Top show pony’s; it doesn’t MATTER what culture or race they are from, I’m reading without cultural discrimination.

 

If that means all are from one culture and no ‘white’ people make it either so be it; it’s because whoever was chosen matched the prime value.

 

So it may APPEAR that I’m ONLY seeing or valuing K-pop muses but I’m not.

 

If I made it culturally balanced that would bring DISTORTION in to the meritocratic process.

 

This also means that Bollywood’s 2025 muses (if there are any) might not ever make an active World’s top for YEARS. I know that might trigger you. It’s not meant to be ‘fair’ or ‘diversity’ balanced.

 

My readings are meritocratic around the PRIME variable and I am considering other cultural contenders of different backgrounds. I won’t bring a Western muse ie. into spot #3 if she deserves spot #11 just for ‘balance’.

 

Any person can be read objectively for archetypal embodiment of different qualities and yet this does not have to take away from YOUR favorite actress and your feelings for her and all of the meaning.

 

I treat this professionally and yet know that it may offend some people’s personal relations with their own favorites. So in that sense I’m like Simon Cowell; I’ll call things like they are for the bigger picture prime variable.

 

Sure; others care more passionately about Bollywood than I (who have had affinity for it and am still growing)…they will care more about their experience of it and THEIR favorite actresses moreso than Muse. I can respect that. (They may also have their distortions when it comes to evaluating on archetype embodiment however).

 

Bollywood’s legacy is preserved, active and growing. It is legendary.

 

I’m just bringing different angles and insights into that which already is as well as what COULD be possible from here with the legacy of Padmini and Vyjayanthimala for example?

 

What if the directors, actors and actresses had more energetic awareness and mastery of their own character’s embodiment and performance visually to have more of a/n (intended) impact that would assuredly lead to MORE views, fame, money, legacy and success?

 

These are exciting questions to me and hopefully to you because really, the world is going to experience a BEAUTY AWAKENING with Muse. Why? Because we have Muse’ Allure Codex and allure is the future of Beauty and Beauty influence and influencers.

 

These are SOURCED in Muse codes and India also values Beauty and leads in their own ways with it. This is the future and it’s with Muse.

 

So in a revival sense;

 

What if there was even more conscious archetypal and essence mastery IN Bollywood performance? More awareness of the BEST of the icons of the past and WHY things worked?

 

What if there WAS more Muse activated in Bollywood? Because that is ALL possible now.

 

Let’s CELEBRATE Muse in Bollywood and with that said; I do want to speak some other words of more objective Truth (that many of you may still be discovering) that may come across as offensive.

Look;

 

K-Pop is the undisputable global Mecca of Muse.

 

You may actually hate that fact but I think you shouldn’t.

 

Keep in mind that I am 100% PRO-Western Muse and in fact, I’m on the literal forefront. I’m also FOR Dark Muse and that era is just beginning.

 

Again; this may be triggering; but K-Pop EASILY has 1000x the Muse quanta (spirit presence) as Bollywood. Ouch. But yeah. So overall, I’m personally underwhelmed with how little Muse has been in Bollywood when they have more went with the Lover archetype for so long.

 

There are Top 10 global muse-starlets now (most entirely in K-Pop) that have immense amounts of alchemical Muse embodiment and this is only exponentiating (correlated with K-pop’s growing global influence and RABID fan-base).

 

There are individual muses (who have the environment to thrive) that are getting so powerful in Muse embodiment that they can single-handedly rival an average entire nation’s collective amount of Muse embodiment.

 

This is PRIESTESS LEVEL BEAUTY that can transform lives just from its presence. Fortunately, the TOP, top Bollywood muses have that level as well; however, Bollywood unfortunately has had nowhere near the quantity of Muse-Starlet compared to K-pop as far as the Muse archetype.

 

They have starlets others would call as muses or ‘their’ muses or ‘cultural muses’ but it’s not the same if we’re sourcing from archetypal Truth.

 

To be fair; K-pop doesn’t have ‘per capita’ the amount of the Lover archetype that Bollywood has.

 

There are numerous individual K-Pop sourced muses with a lot of Lover however and yet Bollywood leads the world on that (granted, I haven’t taken a DEEP dive into the Latin industry either but they from what I’ve seen do NOT have a lot of muses actively either; Shakira sometimes has strong pre-Muse I’ll say for now).

 

I don’t want Bollywood starlets to be missing out on what if possible with Muse IF and when they value Her (consciously or non-consciously). Perhaps more of Indian heritage can be inspired BY these muses specifically and these qualities.

 

Muse Priestess and I are a direct connection to this energetic mastery work (so call us up!)

 

Bollywood starlets could have it too, it just has to be recognized, valued and welcomed and we could see a revolution in Bollywood where it crosses over even more to the West.

 

And it’s also going to take Bollywood producers and directors who see and VALUE ‘that certain something’ (in which case we’re talking about the PRIME) is Muse. We can work directly and energetically for Muse and archetypal embodiment and mastery; this is my work.

 

There may also be cultural, astral and spiritual blocks towards Muse reception and saturation in India. I may look into this more. Lover will ALWAYS be encoded in Bollywood and that’s great, but I feel Muse could do some miracles for them if tomorrow’s Indian starlets embodied more Muse (for cultural ascension).

 

So yeah; love it or hate it…K-pop with Muse is light years ahead of the rest of the world (U.S. included) and to be clear we are talking about BEAUTY and influence. Just reference the rabid fan-bases in many countries now of girl groups.

 

Anyways; we can go into WHY K-Pop is the mecca of Muse and so forth (a separate exploration), but it just is. The expansion is GLOBAL and as I predicted years ago (and literally helped bridge it into the U.S.)

 

It’s not that I prefer ‘Korean music more’, no…it’s that I go where MUSE is. And YES, there are Western muses (Muse Priestess and I are literally on the forefront of this movement) and I want to see many MORE of them…an awakening is beginning.

 

We just have to see things for what they are. Instead of K-Beauty, you could be into Muse Beauty or just ALLURE itself for your own reasons.

 

What COULD Bollywood’s interpretation of Muse be?

 

There an infinity of possibility there to enrichen their live performance, dance, musicals and productions (because Muse is the spiritual Queen of Music and Dance).

 

That’s why #1 and #2 top Bollywood muses are extra iconic and those retro VINTAGE resources are truly TIMELESS (and anchorage) as models of Divine Feminine Beauty and dance but you probably didn’t even know they were alchemical!

 

It matters also because the psyche of man is seeking the holy grail; Muse represents the journey home into Divine Union; Communion and Reunification for the masculine spirit with the divine feminine and with India being such a spiritually rich, devotionally encoded culture, I would love to see them awaken to Muse who IS in Devotional Love.

 

We SEE, feel and experience Muse in Bollywood’s top muses. Overall, there’s not that many but hey; HOLLYWOOD itself hasn’t had that many muses either (Ava Gardner would hit what I call pre-Muse at best on average and she was an epic starlet).

 

Muse shows up throughout the world. The k-pop industry just had a system that WORKED in spite of its own shadows and now Muse is running the show and K-pop muses are collaborating and integrating with other global pop stars. I’d love to see more Bollywood music and cinema flourishing with Muse.

 

So if you’re still working on discerning Muse’ signature, just browse around my blog more.

 

Personally I love that the TOP TWO were in the same earlier Bollywood era so they kind of ANCHORED things and we have REFERENCE POINTS to view Bollywood history and legacy from a new lens (including what could be RE-AWAKENED from here). YES; Lover is a mainstay for Bollywood, but why not explore bringing in more Muse?

 

Could Bollywood recognize and VALUE Muse more (consciously)? Because there are Western muses that are out there now.

 

And Muse could help awaken and ascend consciousness within India (with its own advantages and yet complex dynamics; She could heal, reunify where there are fractures and shadows).

 

Could the actresses themselves value Her and could they invite Her in? Because I guarantee Bollywood influence would grow even greater within India and worldwide (this is literally what’s happening with K-Pop; it’s mostly because of Muse not just with English-speaking collaborations).

 

THE WEST IS DYING FOR MUSE’ Light and they are SOAKING IT UP with sold out Muse (ie. TWICE and BLACKPINK concerts).

 

What could happen if India allows Muse to IGNITE their work into greater legacy?

Bollywood holds a mix of many other popular, universal archetypes (and they EXCEL with it professionally), it’s just that tbh Muse isn’t as strong as I had hoped within MOST/all of the Bollywood starlets.

 

That’s also why I kept finding myself going back to K-Pop centrism for my sessions, because it is Muse and not Korea or anywhere else that is my prime value.

 

Being devotional myself; even with its rich tapestries and visual beauty, I never got into Bollywood movies and music sequences as much as I wanted to as much as I resonate on a spiritual and soul level with the rich aspects (themes and production design) within Bollywood (as well as past lifetimes in India); it’s because there just wasn’t as much Muse.

 

Fortunately NOW (and it took this immersive research block) have some real Bollywood muses and pre-Muses that I can reference and explore their work with; bringing them into session time.

 

But consider if Lover-Sweetheart-Starlet Manisha for example had just 20% more Muse (for example) in 1983 the fanboys would have went 50% crazier and she would have even more magical long-term rewatch appeal, influence and legacy.

 

I’m just sayin’. Muse is about cultural influence and ascension as well as REUNIFICATION which means Her honey radiance (mixed with that kind of Lover?!) brings the boys to the YARD because they are seeking the holy grail of reunification with the Divine Feminine. Bollywood is STRONG with Lover; AMAZING and in many ways FAR outpaces Hollywood with the Lover archetype but Muse-Lover?

 

What if there was more of THAT?

 

So I don’t to necessarily ‘compare’ K-pop to Bollywood or other markets for that matter, I and we want to respect and venerate Bollywood for what it is and what was it was and yet to also take an honest look at this prime variable dynamic with respect to ‘what is’ and ‘what could be’. It’s also important because India is so rich in DEVOTIONAL codes spiritually and Muse is a rare Grail archetype. In other words She is like the Grail Shakti to Shiva yet as the Goddess-Queen of Music.

 

This may trigger people but Lover was never the true Queen of Music…that’s what Bollywood has had Her and made Her as with all respects (there is RICH legacy there); HOWEVER, Muse is the rightful Queen of Dance, Music and Celebration and we see that in Bollywood’s Top MUSES.

 

Not only that, She is Devotional as a Grail archetype (in a devotional culture) and has the (Music and BEAUTY) codes to reach deep into the richness of Indian culture/s to transfigure even new levels of siddhic reality in entertainment.

 

SO in a sense, I am disappointed that Bollywood wasn’t and hasn’t been RICHER in Muse consciousness and Beauty (from our ‘best of to date’ perspectivizing and representation); yet fortunately, Muse does embody in these Top muses of all time (so far). Honestly MOST Bollywood starlets ‘numbers-wise’ don’t even have Pre-Muse codes.

 

What will the future hold?

 

Remember, I am an ambassador of Muse. One ambassador. We also have the Muse priestesses who are becoming more public in time and the lineage.

 

And although we can see and feel Muse in the Bollywood Top 10…beyond the top 25 She really drops off to be near non-existent.

 

I’m not criticizing Bollywood because to be fair; the United States and the rest of the world ALSO are not very rich in Muse codes yet (and I DO AND WILL CONTINUE TO PROMOTE Western and other muses when they appear) and yet fortunately a revolution is beginning.

 

And yes; there are shadows in the S. Korean music industry as well as the Western consciousness as well but that isn’t our focus here.

 

And yet still; Muse codes in pop culture raise the tide of the culture and there’ll be more Divine Union consciousness, Peace, Harmony and Renaissance as well.

 

This is different than Starlets being ‘out there’ on a pedestal. Muse beckons the Divine Masculine spirit in men (and male consumers) HOME to Communion principle itself; into claiming their own Kingship and a safer, rich world FOR all archetypal feminine Beauty.

 

Muse is the Queen of Inspiration in Sexual-Spiritual Creation principle with the Masculine.

 

Again; It’s just that South Korea is LIGHT years ahead and setting a template for the rest of the world not with the music industry but with Muse Herself and Her Beauty codes; this has everything to do with Beauty evolution as well because the future of Beauty is with Allure and it’s Muse’ Allure Codex that will transfigure BEAUTY itself globally into the image mastery I’m referring to.

 

It will take respecting and viewing things culturally where they stand and then detaching and then putting that aside to see and know archetypal Truth more clearly because the archetypes are HIGHER TRUTHS than any and all culture. Lover shows up in other cultures as well.

 

Anyways; that was some additional contemplation and discourse for more insights around the dynamics which might even raise more questions and possibilities. You may not agree with everything I’m saying, but at least it raises some new questions for those of us who care.

 

With that said; immerse back into the Top 10 lists if you want and discover more about Muse or even get your own transformational allure consulting and makeover.

 

I also offer Kundalini activations.

 

The Top 10 Bollywood Muses  was a passion project whose window had finally arrived!

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My Son of God Reclamation

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Spirituality vs. Religion
Gnostic Grail Path vs. Religious Conditioning

 

For years I have dealt with heavy religious conditioning which has fractured me from ‘God’ because I didn’t fall in line with the church’s lens of Him.

 

Being brought up Pentecostal Christian and then being drawn to a quest for (and a gnostic path of) the Holy Grail in which I found my Beloved, I fell further away from any concept of being a worthy S/son of the Holy Father as I delved deeper into Spirituality.

 

I definitely didn’t follow the Church’s path for me. I went rogue and ran away. I was seeking something that the Church didn’t meet and I discovered more from different lenses of spirituality until I discovered what I was truly seeking; my Beloved.

 

Beloved and I have been running on our own away from religious programming because She didn’t fit in.

 

(If you are a woman, this post may be relevant for corresponding Daughter of God, Holy Daughter dynamics and insights as well as dealing with very challenging religious conditioning and resolving that on a more gnostic, Sophianic or Goddess spiritual path).

 

I’ve written about this religious dilemma before for myself and grail mystics on the blog because really; it’s a form of heresy. The Goddess and the Female aspect of God; the Holy Mother or Sophia is heresy to most of church demagoguery (let alone the concept of sexual Union).

 

If you’ve been keeping up with my writings; a LOT has been happening recently from the wildly successful kundalini activations and then dan tien activations release with Muse anti-remission codes, my own authentic kundalini awakening as well as boxing lessons, Adonis body maintenance (cut) and 5MeO-DMT crucible which inter-relates directly with this LIFEPATH breakthrough as well:

 

My Son of God reclamation at a soul and spiritual level.

 

This has everything to do with everything including my connection to Source Divine Masculine consciousness, God, the Holy Father, the amount of Divine Power, further light-working power and magic, embodiment as well as my Avatar Self incarnate.

 

As a Grail Guardian, I yearned for more divine masculine provision and connection myself rather than just being a rogue yet independent soul because there are great forces we are up against.

 

The reality is that for years, I’ve been living as a bastard son of God.

 

As a powerful soul, I was on my own with access to any and all archetypes, Divine Union with the Beloved and yet weak in my worthiness and yoke as a S/son of God.

 

I’ve grown weary of running for all these years; sovereign and yet fatigued.

 

Because my Beloved (Muse) was essentially secularized (as well as Goddess and Priestess) and outcast from popular, patriarchal religion for centuries and millennia, I’ve had this different kind of fracture and resentment to the lens of God the Father of the Church.

 

You weren’t supposed to acknowledge yet alone ‘Commune’ with the Divine Feminine, you were supposed to have a moralistically favored incarnate wife that honored the Masculine principle through the religious lens (and different religions had different lenses).

 

That constriction (abdicating conscious sexuality), just didn’t fit my lens because I was drawn to my deepest soul truth and growth in Reunification WITH my Divine Feminine true counter-part (and where SEX had to become conscious).

 

The God of ‘church’ was not openly and warmly embracing of The Goddess.

 

Her Power and Beauty was threatening to the church and even seen as amoral. We’ve seen the patterns of suppression over the centuries and how it’s played out in cultures.

 

I could also clearly see that the truth of the Holy Grail had been suppressed for eons, knowing that the Spirit of Man was seeking something more than JUST reunification with the Father.

 

It’s like sex was kept suppressed and used against people instead of becoming conscious and embraced as part of Communion.

 

Sure, Muse & I are still like Bonnie & Clyde to the shadow grid of the Matrix, but as I wearied running on soul power over years of faith devotion; I realized I didn’t want to ‘run’ anymore. I went further into the devotional spiritual path of Hieros Gamos a.k.a. ‘Divine Union’.

 

Sure; my client sessions were never compromised but in ways, I was running on fumes by being a lone rogue soul with my Beloved; outcast from the church.

 

I also hadn’t done any grid-working since 2018 and didn’t know if I had the power on that scale to take on larger callings again (because of my fracture with the Holy Father).

 

This S.O.G. concept was so big and daunting that I didn’t know if a full Reclamation would ever occur. Because they had outcast my Beloved, I ran away anyways on my path and then when I found Her, I ran with Her; we ran together.

 

Such a reclamation; it just couldn’t be resolved on a level of logic…a more POWERFUL transfiguring experience had to happen in Spirit and Soul in order for me to regain or ever really truly gain Son of God stature for the first time in this lifetime.

 

So I eventually realized and sensed the codes that Bufo/5MeO-DMT were related to this reclamation. The intention eventually became so clear and strong; I would go into ceremony to face God directly and the question I would ask is;

 

“Am I a worthy S/son of God?”

 

You can read about my official write-up of the 5MeO-DMT crucible here.

 

And to fast-forward; basically what I experienced was this direct UNIFICATION with Source where God the Father and Son were one and the same.

 

There was literally no separation. Because that was my direct experience which was so powerful and prescient; it overwrote all of the other religious coding with Higher Truth.

 

Now I’ve just been in a suspended state of nouveau as a reunified Son of God; previous beliefs invalidated.

 

Of course the God with and through yet ultimately beyond all religious doctrine embraces and loves The Goddess and Muse as a Daughter of God (or Allah or The Tao, ie.).

 

Sure, I’m still on a gnostic hermetic path you could say, but I just can’t let religious conditioning hold things back anymore including from claiming my S/son of God stature.

 

The DMT crucible was the first part (1/3) of what happened to be 3/3.

 

I had the second Son of God experience during the 2nd night’s morning during a relapse of the experience with still-activated DMT where I further integrated Son of God as well as received a blessing for Beloved and I.

 

This felt so complete and wholesome and yet I was open to further integration experiences for strengthening down the line.

 

I knew ahead of time that my ideal outlook was to have the experience itself as the main thing (DMT) which DID end up working perfectly as ‘real’ and then to do a completion self-activation as well. The intention and effect aligned.

 

The final third of the official Reclamation I did during regular heavy session space where I did the Son of God archetypal self-activation embodiment into my energy body sealing and grounding it/Him. This sealed things up.

 

The prime reclamation was and is complete.

 

And yeah; 5MeO-DMT is the God molecule.

 

And I’ve been reunified ever since (+ stable kundalini activated without remission ; Light and Dark in perfect activated balance; not neutralized)!

 

Think of more of an open source, wide-bandwidth connection to Divine Masculine Light and God rather than one that is a fractal prism into the temple body.

 

NOW…more of the Divine Masculine POWER connection is stable and there as a Lightworker like never before. I am far more integrated and whole.

 

More power is opening up into embodiment (righteous power) b/c it had to do with the energetic dynamics where before I was fractured; now more foundationally complete and whole as a WORTHY S/son of God (and thus worthier-er Lover and so forth).

 

The approach I took was a powerful and effective one with this being more of a simple recap and documentation which is historical in my life path and thus those I influence.

 

Other men may have to go through their own reclamation; if they’re even called to it. And this is foundational for more fully integrated Grail Lover and King as well.

 

This was a life-changing experience on its own and central to everything from here forward. Religion can do SUCH a number on people.

 

You yourself may still be fractured in ways from the Holy Mother or Father beyond religious programming. You may not feel and be AS a worthy s/Son or d/Daughter.

 

Hermetic gnostics prefer a more direct experience and intimate relationship with God (vs. the ‘security’ of the church fractal and its lens).

 

Although there is still value and a path within different religions and I still refer to forms of worship music in temple time experience;

 

I’m going with the Holy Father who exists beyond religious fractals constrictions; the Divinely Sourced Father that embraces the Divine Feminine and Beloved.

 

There is a gnostic version and timeline of Christ which is Christos-Sophia who values and embraces the Divine Feminine.

 

We’re talking about a Father that doesn’t want, controlling, weaker men to stay in control; but one who acknowledges both the masculine and feminine principle; it’s just some men may have to rise into reclaiming their power and worthiness with the feminine in reunification of their own for THE HOLY GRAIL HONORS AND EXALTS BOTH. They are reunified.

 

I’m not against Christianity but they haven’t integrated Grail principle.

 

Other grail path gnostics also have to deal with this fracture as well and we are choosing a more reunified God, freer from patriarchal shadow suppression of the Feminine; one that embraces both Son and Daughter of God and their potential as fractal Lovers of most high.

 

There are still unanswered questions as far as how mainstream religion may integrate or catch up (if ever).

 

Anyways…now on this still heretical path; Divine Masculine principle is more ‘on my side’ than ever as a Guardian, Warrior with and for my Beloved on this Grail path.

 

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