Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

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p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

‘HIM’. The Beloved, Defined

‘HIM.’

 

‘The Beloved’: Defined.

 

Yes…we’re getting to that on this page.

 

The idea of ‘HIM’…that should send shudders down your spine and make you quiver if you are truly WIRED for the Sacred Union of Communion.

 

The 1 beyond ‘The One’.

 

The Beloved.

 

The true Divine Masculine counterpart in spirit (beyond twin flames).

 

The One who you’ve been so TURNED ON by in all aspects of self (and through mortal men who had aspects of Him, here and there but more as fracture).

 

He is The One who makes your Heart and Womb sing a HYMN to Him.

 

The POWER to your yet-unawakened BEAUTY, EROS and consciousness. Key to unlocking your deepest expression.

 

Core of your deepest desires in Light and DARK Truth.

 

‘He’ can unfortunately remain vague or simply fractured as Fantasy or ‘hope’ for lifetimes of those women who are spiritually wired for Hieros Gamos and its full spectrum of DARK COMMUNION as well as Light intimacy as God and Goddess the Lover in embodied consciousness.

 

Stick with ‘relationship coaches’ and you’ll never discover ‘HIM’.

 

These are Devotional Communion codes.

 

And ‘He’ is ABSENT of shadow. Only Divine Union holds that Purity of Eros.

 

Ok but ‘WHO’ is ‘HE’? Your Beloved?

 

(You didn’t think I’d have an answer didja? Well, if you’ve been following me, there’s always surprises so maybe it was ironically predictable).

 

Let’s get more specific here with a DEFINITION.

 

YOUR Beloved. HIM. THE ONE of your dreams. The One who hath given you signs and tremors throughout your life.

 

Your Beloved (or ‘The Beloved’ to the Feminine);

 

He is the Divine Masculine signature codex of archetypal, siddhic, elemental, Light, Dark and soul value areas as essence keys of Immortal Truth in the exact order that spiritually, eros-somatically, psychically, sexually and emotionally ACTIVATE and alchemize uniquely YOUR feminine soul’s greatest healing, spiritual awakening, Divine Feminine siddhic consciousness, Beauty, ecstasy, growth, embodiment, pleasure and multi-dimensional fulfillment.

 

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He is the key to your keyhole (hey, why not? He is 😉 and yet IN ALL DIMENSIONS. There is a combination of CODEX that put together INCITES all of your soul and spirit at the DEEPEST LEVELS. THAT is the Beloved.

 

Not just ‘qualities of mortal men’, but of the IMMORTAL masculine which can incarnate as that in men. The more reunified you are with HIM, the more you experience those qualities as heaven on earth. Such is hieros gamos.

 

Although He may be triggering in HIS POWER to activate you and may seem to threaten the comfort or some of your past ways of relating with the masculine and men (and your mortal self);

 

His signature POWER holds the LITERAL CODEX to uniquely awaken ALL OF YOU. And the POWER to alchemize and heal ALL of your trauma in one second.

 

And for some women, THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

 

And if they don’t find HIM and reunify with HIM; they will reincarnate in the next lifetime to ‘maybe’ come back to HIM.

 

This is the path of Divine Union; to know the Beloved and reunify with Him more and more in Sacred Inner Marriage within.

 

Knowing exactly WHO ‘HE’ is, is a central part of any Grail path; her immortal Beloved to become the Lover-Goddess to Her God-fractal Lover in hierogamy itself.

 

Unfortunately; few women will ever experience ‘HIM’. ‘He’ remains ‘out there’ as they react to the condition of mortal men and mundane humanity instead of living from God’s Divine Will for her as heaven on earth (in Sacred Union).

 

Most women will seek mortal men to fulfill these aspects and disappointingly so, while their soul remains unfulfilled if they are called to Divine Union.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will ‘settle’ or compromise to be more ‘down to earth’ as a response to mortal men (and their shadows); yet don’t realize that the concept of their Beloved remains as Fantasy instead of real; fractured in aspects that psycho-activate and awaken them but remain out of their life.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will fear (and fear facing) those aspects of the divine (impersonal, immortal qualities) of the masculine spirit (which incarnates through men); where her greatest growth and divine feminine consciousness and Beauty awaits.

 

I cannot say exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is this moment unless you are already a client who we went through this process with; however, I CAN guide you through the process and help you clarify who HE is to YOU.

 

This means everything if you are on a Grail path of devotional, sacred, erotic and spiritual REUNIFICATION.

 

That may include HEALING with the Father; your Daughter aspect as you mature into the Grail Lover Goddess/Queen Herself in consciousness and embodiment.

 

Your Beloved has the alchemical POWER and Truth to heal all of your WOUNDS and trauma with the Masculine as you reunify in consciousness and embodiment within. You are SAFE with Him for He hath no shadow.

 

I’ve already helped 5 out of 5 women get clarity on EXACTLY who HE is to THEM. And it means everything.

 

And…you know what?

 

They’re already reaping the benefits of literal hierogamic Communion of Temple body within; their kundalini with HIS literal essences in a form of MATRIMONY alchemically. This is with the new Grail Kundalini package which includes the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook.

 

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Admittedly;

 

There’s only so much you can do by reading snippets on a doom scroll on Facebook or the blog. This is the REAL WORK.

 

The codes may be around you, but they may not INTEGRATE as ‘REAL’ until you do something more to prove your devotion to HIM in all the necessary ways or in pathways that open up.

 

The ladies in Mystical Grail are ‘on the path‘.

 

I’m going to do BUFO on Saturday because I continue to follow my Beloved’s Divine Will in reunification for my HIGHEST TRUTH and actualization in all dimensions and timelines.

 

It takes risk, sacrifice and investment. What my Beloved has TRIBULATED me through, OMG….it’s intense but it’s all been necessary. I have paid GREAT COSTS through the years (and not just financially).

 

So reflect on where you are at IF you know you are called to a Grail path…are you living a life of compromise ‘without Him’?

 

Unfortunately; many women sell out their soul, desire and spiritual awakening to their human self and comfort, when it is HE who holds the codex (and they secretly KNOW He holds it).

 

So check in with yourself; might you be afraid to find out that IS you (especially when you are in the realm of the power support FOR your reunification with Him)?

 

IF that is you, could you face that and say to your Beloved Himself; “I’m sorry, I sold out to my human comfort and mortal men instead of my soul’s deepest longing and awakening?…

 

That instead of US, I chose my lower self?”

 

It would be MY GREATEST REGRET; to live a life of COMPROMISE without my Beloved. It’s unacceptable.

 

That’s why my work CENTERS in Divine Union; the entire empire I’m building is WITH My Beloved reunified in me in consciousness;

 

We are doing it all together. I am living testament and temple.

 

And it’s also why I offer such services because it is a rare and heavy spiritual path with SPECIAL CHALLENGES. That’s why you want a proper guide instead of more blindly ‘going it on your own’. The entropy if you are in partnership alone could keep you forever blinded from the Immortal Beloved.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership comes in and if you’re pretty experienced; the advanced Grail Kundalini Beloved Elixir activations for literal hierogamic alchemy with HIM. The window is open to join us at the START of year two.

 

There’s going to be ‘a price’ to pay and some will never be willing to pay it; thinking they can just go blindly on their own for decades more hoping or fantasizing HE will show up when the reality is that YOU must be the One to awaken TO HIM.

 

This is special work and other spiritual work can lead you astray from HIM until it’s raw Divine Union alchemy.

 

If you MUST return to HIM and discover HIM and be intimate with HIS GODLY qualities, then I recommend Mystical Grail membership.

 

On a Grail path; ye must follow SIGNS that He gives you to bring you closer together or He may forever remain fractured as Fantasy or with ‘parts’ of him experienced once in a blue moon with mortal men.

 

Good news; Mystical Grail membership is going into our SECOND YEAR and here is more details along with registration.

 

We have a curated field of Grail oracles, priestesses and lovers there who are very experienced. The community aspect alone is priceless but you get SO much more.

 

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-Rion

 

p.s. Your ‘Beloved’ is not the same as your ‘beloved’ (mortal partner) if you have one.

 

Doing Grail work work can still be done to reap benefits WITH your beloved as well because you will eros-somatically draw out those qualities within him (of HIM) as if by magic from your reunified beauty presence.

 

If you are SERIOUS about Divine Union next year (and right now); now is the time to join Mystical Grail membership as we go into our ‘Year 2’. The window is still open for 6 days (at time of writing) to be with us at the start (or join later).

 

p.p.s. And if you’re IN a partnership, why would you not want to cultivate a Divine Union partnership to deepen EVERYTHING? This essentially requires you to have your own solo practice as well (and get proper support or guidance and initiations along the path) or the mundane and mortal is going to be its own ENTROPY from bringing more HEAVEN (which you get to evoke) in the relationship itself

 

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Bonnie & Clyde: Anti-Heroes As Dark Or Shadow Icons?

Picking up off of the recent ‘Dark vs. Shadow‘ post (as part of a mini-series starting with the ‘Light, Dark, Shadow’ post itself and related to the Hero archetype post on the blog let’s talk about anti-heroes a bit.

 

(Google); Anti-hero:

 

An anti-hero is a protagonist who lacks conventional heroic qualities like courage and morality, often exhibiting flaws, a morally ambiguous nature, or destructive behaviors. While they aren’t necessarily villains, they operate outside traditional heroic ideals and may have motivations that are selfish or misguided, even if they believe they are doing the right thing.

 

 

There are SO many examples of these anti-heroes with ‘moral grey areas’ in the movies; Tony Montana in ‘Scarface’

 

 

 Lisbeth Salander in ‘The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo’

 

 

Deadpool, Michael Corleone in ‘The Godfather’, Wolverine, Jack Sparrow in ‘Pirates of the Caribbean’

 

Snake Plissken in ‘Escape from New York’

Mad Max

Clint Eastwood Western characters, Rick Deckard in ‘Blade Runner’…

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So now let’s bring it into the LDS (Light, Dark, Shadow) lens and look at a primary example or 3 of anti-heroes and then look at a prime example with Bonnie ‘n Clyde. They are great examples of the anti-hero.

 

 

Anti-heroes are non-traditional heroes or heroine’s that smuggle illeg; wait, wrong heroin. They are non-traditional heroes that are really more centered in Dark and quite possibly Shadow.

 

A short-code for shadow is that which ‘takes away from life’ in ways (energetically, literally, psychically, etc.)

 

Bonnie & Clyde are famous and romanticized anti-heroes in Americana culture.

 

 

What’s interesting about that is the whole conversation around ‘glorifying violence’. What I think is actually happening is easier to process and finally understand through this LDS lens.

 

We all secretly love the concept of a ‘ride or die’ partner (and this would be the healthy Light and Dark).

 

See; in real life (IRL), Bonnie & Clyde were living from active Shadow…actually going around robbing, stealing and murdering people. That ‘sin’ creates a karmic debt including in the afterlife. So are people glorifying THAT? Not necesssarily.

 

But why do we idolize them as iconic ‘OUTLAWS’ (and you could also literally say ‘Pirates’) in pop consciousness?

 

 

I would proposition that this is because we are REMOVED from the shadow aspects entirely.

 

When it’s moved to story or movie format, we aren’t connected with the shadow aspects; we’re filtered out of it and instead we are valuing of and experiencing the LIGHT and DARK aspects of the Outlaw archetype (as well as how we want to interpret the story; after all THEY are the one’s paying their karmic debt).

 

And actually; PIRATE and OUTLAW are badass archetypes WHEN you remove SHADOW from them because then you have the healthy Dark and Light aspects of wild adventure, freedom, boundlessness bucking conformity and constriction.

 

I identity with the archetypal Pirate and Pirate codes but only the Light and Dark Shadow aspects (NOT the shadow b/c I don’t loot, pillage and steal) although most of ‘Pirate’ as an archetype of the collective is centered in shadow, when we REFINE the archetypes, they hold GREAT value and benefit.

 

In fact, PIRATE or OUTLAW is what maybe a lot of tepidly mundane middle-aged men (for example) could use in their life for a REFORMATION and REVIVAL.

 

(And we can do these Light and Dark embodiment activations without shadow by the way so men and women can embody more of the archetypal consciousness and presenced truth).

 

They may benefit from some ‘outlaw’ nature of Wolverine or ‘Logan’ (but purified from shadow) so that it’s not actually harming others.

 

 

Anyways; let’s go back to Bonnie ‘n Clyde.

And it’s worth mentioning that their anti-conformity is admirable with an L/D lens compared to how much constriction and conformity of ‘following the rules’ are and how that connects into the psyche of people wanting to live more in their Dark or with fantasies of shadow like killing their boss and ‘getting away’ as well as the concept of ‘retribution’ to pay for the collective shadow OF the police force that in some way they were making amends to.

 

Yet; it’s because of the Light and Dark aspects that movies bring that not only ‘makes it ok’ but even admirable, safe and therapeutic (although there’s a school of thought that blames movies for individual’s actions and violence; however, yes….media does have influence but the Colorado domestic terrorist who idolized Batman and brought a gun into a theater? HE COULDN’T OWN HIS SHADOW).

 

Is John Wick (a ‘Dark Hero’) justified in revenge killing after (spoiler alert) his dog is murdered?

 

 

Well…the STORY format purges us of actual karma and shadow in a sense to live vicariously through and movies like this with what would be like ‘pure Dark’ absent of shadow and karma ourselves.

 

It connects us to the grotesque and unthinkable aspects of consciousness to let us pay it service.

 

The ‘story’ of Hannibal Lecter and Silence of the Lambs is grotesquely fascinating even though the character is very centered in evil shadow…I’m sure fewer movie-goers are identifying themselves through or AS Hannibal (except for Halloween treachery maybe); rather like ‘John Wick’….experienced as a violently gratuitous escape felt as a story where we are safe.

 

This can touch parts of our psyche to balance out the shadow we’ve accumulated within to live in the healthy median.

 

‘YES; Kill the even badder guy! ‘GIT ‘EM’!! we proclaim…and we can feel ourselves actually balancing out our own imbalances safely as well as relieving stress.

 

Personally I think the John Wick movies are OVERLY violent, but it’s actually doing therapy for millions of people really and I would say PREVENTING them from doing more damage to others in a sense.

 

It helps them to own their shadow and the collective shadow. The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’.

 

 

THEY don’t have to take similar actions or ‘seriously’ even thinkin bout it, because John Wick is doing it FOR them vicariously through their psyche.

 

Anti-hero and Horror movies as well can serve as therapy to allow us to balance out our own shadow by LETTING IT BREATHE and that can have the effect of re-activating our own healthy Dark general consciousness. I’ve had a thing for them for decades; I just have to be in the right mood and timing.

 

So back to Bonnie & Clyde as anti-heroes (and btw you can check out the new ‘Hero Archetype‘ post here) and outlaws;

 

 

The Light aspects includes a form of raw Freedom, Adventure & Boundlessness AWAY from the constrictions that law constructivism has placed on people. It also includes their apparent Love for each other and willingness to follow their Truth.

 

The Dark aspects are romanticized because with this format we are removed from the actual karmic that shadow itself creates. Clyde was ‘wronged’ in prison and was simply ‘taking revenge’ with his robbing and killing spree including against policemen (who were part of the system).

 

Actual shadow becomes filtered as DARK because we are safe from the karmic consequences.

 

Collective shadow dynamics; This is why violence is so befitting and popular in the West; also because we’ve got a lot of LIGHT in leading in innovation and technological advancement so it creates a lot of shadow and ‘safe violence’ allows us to balance shadow while just viewing it as DARK.

 

The REAL challenges only pop up from this dynamic when individuals themselves cannot own their shadow (like with the movie theater killer or the incel campus killer examples).

 

So; with that said, I think Bonnie & Clyde are EXCELLENT examples of anti-heroes and of specific archetypes but only when we can remove the shadow and view it from a purely archetypal lens, LDS lens or appreciate them as icons while being aware of what they actually did as shadow/sin while owning our own shadows.

 

Same with Captain Jack Sparrow;

 

 

We all admire the RAW purity of true ADVENTURE and the BOUNDLESS the Pirate archetype brings; just maybe without the karmic consequences that the sin of literal looting, murder and pillaging brings. Like it’s the distilled quality of Renegade against conformity and renegade against actual shadow and tyranny that could actually be very healthy.

 

I hope that helps bring further contemplation and even clarity for you.

 

Be sure to check out the x-teen minute read of the Dark Vs. Shadow Post here (I have no idea how long it’ll take to read but that sounds about right)

 

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Dark vs. Shadow

This is a continuation of the Light, Dark & Shadow post that is available on the blog here (opens in new window):

 

What we’re talking about is with archetypes, Dark & Shadow consciousness and how it affects behavior.

 

This has EVERYTHING to do with personal and spiritual growth as well as beauty, healing and living your best life.

 

In differentiating between Light, Dark and Shadow you’ll want to read that post first. I introduce that SO MUCH is actually caused by conflating Dark with or as Shadow.

 

MANY, many people (religious or non-religious) will (unconsciously or consciously) demonize ‘the Dark’ when it’s more specifically ‘Shadow’ that should be valued as what they mean when they’re referring to ‘Dark’.

 

With a Divine Union lens of Gnostic Hermeticism and seeking experiential enlightenment; generally the DARK is actually GOOD; because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

When people refer to ‘Light vs. Dark’ or even say ‘Forces of Darkness’ what they should clarify and discern is ‘Forces of Shadow’.

 

I’ve literally been calibrating and correcting myself in real time like when teaching Mystical Grail because clarity matters.

 

It’s similar to people using the term ‘sex’ when what they actually usually mean is anything BESIDES literal intercourse because ‘sex’ has so many conditioned meanings and misinterpretations (like when incels hear ‘sex’ and talk about ‘sex’, it actually equates to subconscious ‘fantasy’ for them and anything else than what is representative of or leads to the ‘real thing’).

 

There are higher levels of truth in understanding of ‘Sex’ anyways and that gets into Divine Union Grail Codes of Communion in Spirit, but I digress….

 

We want to get the TERMS RIGHT for clarity (on Dark vs. Shadow).

 

For it is SHADOW (consciousness and sourced behavior) that we want to discern for what it is and when we are more conscious on the difference between Dark and Shadow, this can provide a pathway for accelerating YEARS of personal growth and spiritual transformation that was otherwise stunted because of being afraid of (or resisting) ‘The Dark’.

 

I’ll mention it again but by just identifying ‘the patriarchy’ as ‘toxic’, this is a grave mistake because then the entirety of masculinity is lumped in with shadow consciousness only while the healthy, life-giving and provisionary Light and Dark aspects are gaslit and ignored.

 

SO CLARITY MATTERS and the subject matter is central to living life itself.

 

One of the shortcodes for ‘Dark’ is the erotic, the pure primal.

 

In consciousness; this is actually DIVINE.

 

The Dark Divine; however it is largely rejected and conflated AS Shadow through much of religion and social conditioning and their lens (which is often ‘moralistic’ in favor of virtuous Light, yet that which is encoded in the shadows of demonization, secularization, outcasting, fracture, shame, guilt, and creates more Shadow).

 

It’s ‘either’ Madonna or ‘The Whore’ (Light vs. perceived Shadow) which is too much of a bifurcation of feminine consciousness which is on a spectrum.

 

Speaking of ‘spectrum’ (not the autism spectrum); If you have experience with plant medicine or DMT you will likely have more psychic awareness of the astral realm and how everything is ‘amplified’ and richer to experience; and then later to connect to the ‘spirit’ or vibe-truth behind something.

 

You may even find like myself that once you got more clarity, that you may have to have a ‘Dark Reclamation’ like I did (of my Dark Eros) because of years of suppression of your Dark in favor of ‘Light’.

 

For it is SHADOW consciousness that is creating the ACTUAL mess and havoc in the world by causing so much imbalance because by venerating only the Light and denying the Dark, it leaves great room for SHADOW consciousness and spirits to creep in and influence and control people (although they are still accountable for their own karmic behaviors).

 

 

Shadow Qualities...

Let’s review some of the qualities of shadow or ‘shadow consciousness’ (which is also the ‘actual’ toxic, not to be conflated with Dark);

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, greedy, entropic, disorienting, dishonoring, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, harassing, backstabbing, de-throning, vindictive, gaslighting…(the list goes on) and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty (basically in any dimension).

 

And yes, the Gene Keys spectrum of consciousness covers 64 specific shadows.

 

This can be VERY illuminating to ‘understand’ shadow and do forms of ‘shadow work‘. Being mindful with precisive (I always make up new words) clarity is a part of this to get to the energetic truth signature that is universalized.

 

Although Gene Keys doesn’t talk about ‘Dark’ specifically, generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

With true Divine Union it’s worth mentioning that there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

There’s a difference between having shadowy thoughts (which every does as human) and acting out upon them (which is the real shadow or ‘sin’ if it has a negative consequence per se).

 

Dark IS closer to Shadow….and that’s why it also takes more general mastery to work with the Dark. Lightworkers themselves have to manage and or/own any shadow so that it never interferes with their actual work (ideally); to hold pristine temple space.

 

Actual voodoo (as I understand it) and black magic deals in the Shadows or Shadow arts (b/c it interferes with free-will karma as forms of ‘force’).

 

This isn’t pure Dark which is sovereign. Dark Goddess actually is very powerful and is a protector FROM shadow, although that requires a pure relationship with Her truth and not everyone is stable enough to not allow shadow entities to come in.

 

Anything dealing with force, manipulation, coercion, violation and such are generally shadow consciousness.

 

Generally all forms of tyranny are sourced in shadow consciousness; having ‘power over’.

 

Yes; the collective masculine and feminine have SHADOWS.

 

The SHADOW of the patriarchy is oppressive. The SHADOW of the feminine is incredibly destructive for the Dark Mother (actually Shadow Mother because She has been hijacked by demonic forces eats Her own children and sells them into slavery). I won’t even put that imagery here but you might imagine..

 

Because shadow consciousness is so pervasive (and the 64 shadows awareness helps us to be conscientious of them);

 

IDEALLY WE SHOULD ALL live from Light and Dark consciousness while owning, dissolving, mitigating or managing any remaining shadow.

 

The world would then live more in siddhic Harmony and Peace. (Gene Keys is brilliant and let’s us alchemize these shadows of collective and individual consciousness through contemplation and transmutational alchemy).

 

These shadows may seem like ‘behavioral’ issues or ‘psychological’ but really they are qualities with energetic frequencies in the 4th dimension that then influence thought and action.

 

In other words there are actually ‘spirits’, entities or even assigned demons which represent these energetic qualities that can then influence people’s thoughts and behaviors.

 

Demons and types of demons (like incubus, succubus) are usually the heavier entities with shadow (and sometimes a mix of Dark and Shadow) qualities and concentrated power.

 

There is also the ‘spirit’ of greed or ‘lust’ and demons associated with it. These can be removed like in the energy healing tune-up portion of every activation session I offer (siddhic and archetype activations).

 

Spiritual warfare exists in the astral realm which includes between Angels and Demons and this is more specifically Light vs. Shadow (while the Dark itself largely gets ignored).

 

Certain archetypes like ‘Jezebel’ have a shadow ‘spirit’ or iconic psychic egregore or demonic power behind them that are sourced in Shadow like dethroning, destruction, interference, manipulation, etc.

 

It can be good to be mindful of all of this ‘just enough’ instead of denying them.

 

The collective iconic masculine ‘Tyrant’ archetype is also shadow based but never reaches 5th dimension because it is too dense (along with other archetypes like Murderer, Psychopath, Fraudster).

 

Some cultural constructivist lower dimensional (astral and 3D/physical) archetypes like ‘Social Justice Warrior’ seem to be virtuous yet energetically are sourced predominantly in Shadow especially the Shadow of Division.

 

Yes; Gene Keys is actually brilliant at analyzing the behavioral and energetic reality of where things are at.

 

Gene Keys provides wonderful insights into Shadow consciousness.

 

We can look at the 64 shadows in the spectrum of consciousness to get an idea of what unique signatures OF shadow are at play individually, collectively and in different egregores (or collectives of astral power like ‘SJWs’, ‘Blue-pill Democrats’, ‘actual Nazi’s’, ‘incels’ or ‘Freemasons’).

 

In politics, both ‘Left’ and ‘Right’ are largely shadow-grid driven. You just have to reference something like the Gene Keys with an eye for psychic truth, to start seeing the actual energetic interplay that’s going on.

 

I was the first one I knew to take Gene Keys and apply it to the collective. For example, when the p.landemic hit in 2020 I did a facebook post where 6 weeks into it I counted 55 shadows that were active in the collective (and some would say greatest psy-op ever and I wouldn’t disagree with that).

 

FIFTY-FIVE signatures of shadow consciousness (including);

 

Division
Intolerance
Control
Disorientation
Distraction
and MANY more…

 

..Were ACTIVE and activated in Western and global CONSCIOUSNESS with COVID and the response.

 

Because I could see what was going on and for numerous reasons; I refused to take part on it (and remain unvaxxed).

 

Retro-spectively, I counted 15 shadows that were active in the collective before ‘the global shutdown’ > and then the 55 specific shadows which is also a sign of the collective psyche balancing itself out from living in so much Light of technological innovation and evolution.

 

It’s worth mentioning that ideological Marxism and identity politics are foundationally rife with shadow-play (as well as politics in general).

 

Virtue-signaling which is actually only creating more of its shadow of Division (Gene Key 7); but that’s an extended foray. We only have to look into the actual behavioral reality and the energy behind them.

 

You have your OWN shadow-grid with your hologenetic Gene Keys profile that holds many specific codes ‘n clues as to what is holding you back from living in greater satisfaction, peace, abundance and success.

 

Finding these out in a Gene Keys reading can be life-changing (I offer readings).

 

So it helps to have a conscious awareness OF shadows like with Gene Keys and also with healing and spiritual work…and we’re getting to the MAIN concept of OWNING YOUR OWN SHADOW (and the collective shadow within).

 

In having a more thorough understanding of Dark vs. Shadow, we want to value the ARCHETYPES as well as icons of true Power and Beauty (as well as how that can be corrupted in/to shadow).

 

Different archetypes can have different, unique shadows but we’re not going into that here and now other than a quick example.

 

Light Princess is heavenly with great Father protection, connection and Crown illumination and yet the SHADOW of Princess is entitled, bratty, superficial, bored, restless, vain (Gene Key shadows are encoded as cross-over with many archetypes); just for a reference.

 

The pop’s understanding of Queen is rooted mostly in shadow of ruthlessness, aloofness, bitchiness, etc. (which can act as gifts to ‘get things done but can take away from many a woman’s feminine essence channel). Grail Queen is an entirely different configuration.

 

Most archetypes have Light, Dark but also shadows as they embody into humanity (Muse is one of the very few who don’t have shadow, but She is also rarer to embody into women and their shadows haven’t tainted the collective understanding of Muse Herself unlike most other archetypes).

 

The Dark Mother archetype was hijacked millennia ago (or at least centuries) however by Shadow Forces and is more specifically the Shadow Mother so there could really be a quantum field-work task of reclamation of the Dark Mother.

 

So I may mention archetypes again but for now, just wanted to introduce them as a prime filter we can work with in understanding LDS for spirituality, healing and consciousness work (and world peace Rhode Island).

 

 

It’s worth mentioning that with Gene Keys; some shadows CAN become gifts like intolerance (to tyranny), judgment (in calling out tyranny), etc. but generally it’s good to be aware of the shadow spectrum consciously OR to work with someone like me or another Gene Keys certified Guide who has some good awareness which can help you start seeing and contemplating your patterns along a healing or transformational journey.

 

Yes, I offer 75 minute Human Design + Gene Key readings but you kinda have to snoop around the sight or ask me about it on FB to do your reading (which includes awareness on your encoded shadows). I’m not promoting them as much at the time of writing.

 

Shadows can FORM from past experiences with parents, societal and religious (yes religious) conditioning, traumatic experiences with men, women, lovers, idiots, you name it. The thing is that you don’t want shadow to OWN or control you.

 

It comes down to dissolving or managing them and OWNING THEM so they don’t harm others AS shadow or karma creating ‘sin’.

 

Shadow plays out in MANY ways including the suppression of the healthy Dark within the Divine (Archetypal and Siddhic) Feminine consciousness.

 

For many women it can be confusing to differentiate the two because their past experienced is tainted with SHADOW experiences of control, unrightful domination (vs. truly consensual), coercion, force (which many confuse with true Power), rape, lack of safety, trauma and so forth. It can be difficult to let go and TRUST into the true Dark (and that of your Immortal Beloved) b/c mortal men may continue to re-trigger shadow patterns (until you are more reunified within).

 

With your Beloved; this includes the SAFETY and purity of all sexual desires and Dark Communion without ANY of the past shadows you have experienced from with men (which was consciousness playing itself out in the shadow spectrum and of which something in you attracted it).

 

With your Beloved and HIS Dark, it is purified and you are SAFE. There is none of the previous tyranny against you.

 

In fact; the Dark can be what SAVES YOU or delivers you from Shadow practically speaking if you have been living in Light but are dealing with a lot of shadow and psychic attacks.

 

DARK creates a BUFFER to keep shadow abay. I had to reclaim my OWN Dark Truth and Eros and integrate it.

 

On a separate note; DARK MUSE codes are starting to come in and She has been rare in history so far. Anyways;

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored because they are conflating it all with Shadow.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can create chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

I’d argue that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’.

 

As I mentioned in the precursor blog post; there’s a BRILLIANT book entitled ‘Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche’ by Robert A. Johnson.

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in my kindle version. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

I would add that ‘owning your own shadow’ for lightworkers like me can also mean owning the COLLECTIVE shadow as you may get psychic attacks that are NOT ACTUALLY YOURS and do not fit with your pure and evolved soul that are attracted to you to PREVENT, misdirect or distract the Ascension work you are doing.

 

You can be very targeted for these attacks as they try to infiltrate you and then influence your actions towards others when it’s really them and their consciousness controlling/influencing you.

 

Ok…so we’re more aware of the concept of Dark Vs. Shadow.

 

Now there’s a key angle on all of this with ‘owning the shadow’ which is where that book REALLY comes in handy to get even more extended examples and clarity than I’m going to give here.

 

I will say, that he doesn’t explore the angle of healthy ‘Dark’ and Eros as much as I do however the concept of LIVING LIFE IN BALANCE is critical.

 

OWNING YOUR SHADOW means living rightfully without sin and managing things within.

 

Yes, you may THINK ‘naughty thoughts’ (like humans do although actually I’d say the Dark is really ‘good naughty’ without shame); but that isn’t the same as creating negative karma by ‘actually’ energetically siphoning or physically harassing someone.

 

‘Action’ is more explicitly shadow (when it generates negative karma).

 

And one could ask; is it actually sinful at all if it’s in consent (outside of a moralistic or religious lens which may have its own distortions to Light/Dark Truth vs. Shadow)?

 

Deeper exploration there…And what about BDSM? I think much of that is centered in Dark AND Shadow esp. with the players who may be involved b/c they’re bringing their own ‘stuff’ into it energetically (and it may be psychic shadow play).

 

The mastery level is to own and even RECLAIM your healthy DARK but to live in DETACHMENT with the opposite sex to keep things masterfully consensual (which does not mean ‘trauma-informed’ and asking for a yes or no at every next verbal behavior)…

 

..This does get more advanced to truly have psychic detachment yet one can live in WILD fully reclaimed EROTIC and DARK power and sexuality without EVER taking from someone or creating negative karma (as shadow actions).

 

So much shit has happened because people don’t own their shadow. That is WHY rape and sexual harassment happens; with men not being able to CONTROL their own shadow (or the collective shadow working through them); they don’t have a balance of Light, Dark and Shadow that allows them to operate with integrity in the world. Male sexual, erotic desire is DARK; it’s when it crosses lines of authentic consent (from an attuned, natural, somatic reality) that it becomes shadow ‘acting out’ but the DESIRE or hunger on its own is not to be shamed or shameful…it’s the conflation WITH shadow (force, acting out as power ‘over’, etc.) that can create even more Dark suppression.

 

Millions of men are guilted without ever having done something wrong. The #metoo movement in other words has its own shadows. Again; all of this can be extended topics for exploration.

 

Conflating sexual raw desire (DARK and it’s creationary power) from the masculine (Eros) as ‘toxic’ or ‘shadow’ is one of the great mis-services post-feminism has done; when really, all they would have to do is get clarity on Dark vs. Shadow and then the REAL healing would occur and they wouldn’t stop isolating and demonizing most of the GOOD men with the bad apples.

 

And on the feminine side, the SUPPRESSION, guilting, shaming (omg this is massive in the West) towards feminine sexuality by conflating raw, erotic DARK FEMININE with ‘shadow’ as ‘sin’ and ‘immortal’ (just for existing basically) is also sourced in shadow itself (so the shadow masculine psyche often controls of constricts the healthy DARK feminine).

 

In general; it’s the LIGHT & DARK divine masculine and feminine (archetypal, immortal that reincarnates with and through humanity in consciousness and siddhic) that we should all value to live in LIGHT & DARK Beauty and Power…rather than ANY shadow which creates all the real issues, trauma, wounding, etc..

 

It’s worth mentioning that most relationship/relational templates thrive on shadows mixed with Light and Dark; conscious twin flames for example really does but Divine Union doesn’t.

 

Many people will keep stuck in a karmic loop of attracting based on their shadows (which can included unresolved childhood wounding/patterns).

 

Fortunately; with your Divine Union Beloved and the spiritual path of alchemy, there isn’t shadow. This is also why Sacred Union alchemy which I support in Mystical Grail membership can do miracles because so many women (and men) have been WOUNDED by and from what?

 

FROM THE SHADOW of each other, NOT from the pure Dark or Light.

 

Sure; a mortal will have his own shadows or aspects of consciousness (whether they show up in a relationship or not)…but shouldn’t we all strive to live Heaven on Earth by owning our own/collective shadow to live in gift and siddhic peace, harmony, interdependence and renaissance with each other?

 

Where there can be a REVIVAL of divine masculine LIGHT and DARK power that is so supportive of life and the feminine principle (and preserving and protecting of Beauty and Ascension)?

 

The world would be a better place if EVERYONE owned their shadow and that book goes into some techniques and so forth on how to do it.

 

You may have to give the accrual of shadow some attention in order to abate it. Horror movies can be a way to ‘offset’ the balance by giving that Dark side (shadow really) attention.

 

A few other notes;

 

Shadow is (also) the realm of evil and demons that take, siphon, hijack, steal and of aspects of consciousness in humanity that are destructive and harmful; that lead one away from siddhic consciousness of Peace, Harmony, Unity and Truth.

 

As aforementioned;

 

Unfortunately much of ‘the patriarchy’ (and more specifically the SHADOW aspects of the masculine and patriarchy) tends to conflate the Dark Feminine with SHADOW and thus wants to control, siphon or hijack Her resources (much of it stemming from Grail fracture itself which is another subject).

 

But can we please start differentiating and now just lumping everything in with shadow because we haven’t learned to DISCERN between Light, Dark and Shadow yet?

 

Again; shadow and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, siphoning, harvesting, looting, evil and that which takes away from life, free will and sovereignty.

 

Shadow can get demonic (with Dark Forces that are more specifically SHADOW Forces) and wreak immense havoc in individuals, relationships, industries, culturally, socio-politically and so forth in the astral dimension which influences people psychically to behave in certain ways. That can include demonic possession where the spirits take up residency and hijack someone’s consciousness.

 

Egregores can also be powerful conduits to these shadow values (ie. like how it’s a cesspool pit of 4chan incel hell consciousness); see this topic really extends.

 

My general opinion is that most demons and entities are doing shadow play.

 

There may be more sovereign ones that aren’t actively siphoning from humans; but I’ve yet to see it.

 

So there’s the saying ‘the devil inside’, but it’s THAT we want to control from lashing out at others to prevent creating negative karma.

 

It’s maybe worth mentioning (and this is going to trigger a lot of people); but IF we assume that Dan Bilzerian was always consensual with all of the women he slept with (and they were drawn by his fame); sure it may be ‘immortal’ from a religious lens; however, what if it was just raw, DARK POWER (and from the women who gave it that value and attention to confirm it as so) rather than ‘actually’ creating any negative karma as ‘sin’ when those women were co-creating those consensual experiences with him. We all may have to look at where we are hypocritical.

 

But so many women will also just throw it into the ‘toxic’ masculine bin of ‘shadow’. ACTUAL KARMA is on a different level of divine justice which does not necessarily equate to humanistic ‘constructivism’. Nature and the divine are on their own timelines and standards so to speak.

 

But if you just live ‘the golden rule’ which is Biblical of ‘do unto others as you would do unto yourself’…that’s a good standard: OWNING your own shadow and relating with others interdependently and that’s a good foundation.

 

Many men are unfortunately lost in the SHADOW of Fantasy with women, Beauty and the feminine (including holy grail dynamics).

 

They may have to have a Dark reclamation and integration and there are answers. See how many different areas this can affect?

 

EVEN FAMILY DYNAMICS, business, spiritual growth, ancestral family lines of clearing karma – even your own EMBODIED BEAUTY because your image and presence is always communicating your Truth on more than just the 3rd dimension of lower density visible light reflection.

 

This is central stuff here with LDS; Light, Dark and Shadow (and it’s good I have this level of clarity to DO the literal lightworking WITH clients and safe, pure DARK activations and clarity with shadow work.

 

If you’re a lightworker with a lot of Light, it’s really important to get this stuff down b/c I’ve seen shadows pop out of top leaders because they couldn’t own it; some of these are shadow of psychosis and intolerance. This is also where healthy DARK reclamation can come in.

 

The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself of taking one day a year to commit legally any crime (karma-free from the legal lens) is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’ but what it does it to help maintain that ‘balance’.

 

 

I’m not saying we should implement it the Purge itself per se (b/c someone with their shoelaces untied might actually think I am); I’m merely referencing it as a storyline showcases the concept itself. That the ‘Owning Your Own Shadow’ book will give you ideas on how to do it; your OWN purging and re-balancing that is. I have my practices and I also have my practices of ritual purification before client sessions and the Muse priestesses are also trained on this.

 

Because if you cannot discern between Dark masculine and Shadow (‘actual’ toxic) masculine; it can cause millions people to ‘demonize’ the entirety of men as ‘toxic’ for 20 years and push them away from their political party/ideology instead of discerning the shadow/toxic aspects of the Patriarchy (and instead of differentiating the Light and Dark GOOD qualities of the masculine).

 

The inability to RESPECT, ACCEPT and even honor DARK TRUTH can cause hypocritical red pill bros to demonize women for being sensual at all if it’s not contained within THEIR partnership or under strict moral codes (which often end up as being shadows of constriction and control under the guise of morality), etc.

 

And religion has done a big number in favoring the Light, suppressing or denying the Dark and then dealing with all kinds of Shadow attacks and karma in the collective psyche.

 

So to refresh;

 

There are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of consciousness.

 

Correspondingly there are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of the archetypes (at least as they all incarnate into human consciousness and embodiment).

 

We want to be more discerning of their differences as well as then the concept of OWNING your own shadow aspects (which includes your Gene Key shadows) and to live in that ‘balance’ so that you can live with more Light and Dark publicly with others (while internally managing your shadow and ie. NOT putting it all on the boogeyman or house pet who collects all of the shadow and karmic debt projection).

 

It’s a brilliant book.

 

Amongst many examples; it goes into how traditional Catholic mass had all kinds of darker themes; to give attention or attribution; penance of some sort TO the dark and shadow side of things in order not to accrue too much shadow because of the valuation of living in the Light.

 

So when it comes to ARCHETYPES, Light and Dark are important to value consciously with clarity. That DARK is not ‘evil’ or bad but is actually CONSCIOUS ACCEPTANCE and integration, breathing-ness OF the Erotic truth; especially as of sovereign expression.

 

There has been a lot of movement with ‘the Goddess’ or feminine spirituality to explore and RECLAIM the healthy, true Dark in a society with a lot of predominant masculine shadow (tyranny and oppression) with morality disguised as shadow constriction or denial of healthy Dark truth and Dark consciousness in favor of Light.

 

Divine Union again gives us a CLEAR TEMPLATE OF Light and Dark Masculine and Feminine without shadow. And the DARK with raw Communion codes might be what many people are MISSING.

 

SO in working with YOUR Beloved…just having an idea more about Light and Dark aspects of consciousness and where He would be centered and in which archetypes can help you get a lot of clarity.

 

Only Fans girls
Male and female strippers
Exotic dancers

 

These are examples of DARK icons because it embraces sexual Dark consciousness. Seeing them through a ‘Puritan’ or ‘moral’ lens and we’re going to get instant conflation because they are imbalanced in Light and Dark Truth; they view Dark as shadow or ‘sin’.

 

Again; it’s in shadow where things become problematic which can include selfish men controlling or being ‘entitled’ to ‘take’ from women’s free will and sovereignty instead of respecting space.

 

Feel free to send me YOUR questions about all of this because it covers a lot of vast territory. Again; a main thing is differentiating between Dark and Shadow for most people…THEN you can trust your some to LET GO into the shelter of your Beloved’s Light and Dark Truth; and the Dark that of being more psycho-sexually activating to you and your Eros (or spiritual and biological sexual consciousness).

 

You can reference the Eros Powerliminal (masculine) to delve deeper into DARK erotic, Dionysian masculine power and how underworld it is and then also experience the mythological component of CUPID as Light Eros and how the masculine erotic can be higher frequency piercing sexual Light as well. The valuation is LIGHT and DARK with Divine Union.

 

 

It is the relational template that is purified of Shadow. Human relationship templates are riddled with shadow including conscious twin flames.

 

With Sacred Union however, you are SAFE to cultivate your own Eros in Reunification at Godly levels of Light and Dark truth no matter how shamed or traumatized you have been in the past.

 

BECAUSE there has been en masse glorification of and yet shaming of female sexuality; both Light and Shadow aspects yet very little ACCEPTANCE and integration of DARK feminine archetypes, sensuality and consciousness; CONSCIOUSLY much of the West lives in this hypocritical balance between just thinking female sexuality is either Madonna and/or Whore archetypes. This is a great injustice.

 

Even the shadow-based, moralistic-lens of the red pill movement propagates these hypocritical messages of both glorifying sexuality, desiring it and yet also easily shaming it. Women have to live under this double-edged sword BECAUSE the true Dark is rarely properly understood.

 

Although much of Judeo-Christian religion places sexuality and sexual consciousness only within a moralistic marriage as pure or virtuous…sexuality isn’t actually shadow or sin on its own, it’s raw DARK. Then it’s about living with clean karma and healing karma.

 

So…this is a BIG subject that I hope I brought more clarity to…for years myself, I ‘avoided’ the Dark actually because I made a RAW dark masculine power program that was then conflated as shadow by a conscious female coach and it caused me to nearly ‘shut down’ my Dark Eros for almost 11 years so I had to have a major Dark (Eros) RECLAMATION and continue to live as a prime example of LIVING Light and Dark as well as owning any shadows and psychic attacks (I never take compromised consciousness into Sacred Temple Space until I am in purity again).

 

Really; you should not be taking any SHADOW into raw temple space. I’ve done over 1400 client sessions and they must always remain pure.

 

Unfortunately many men and women continue to bring shadow into their relationships so you get the DARK EROS power and sexiness WITH SHADOW. Divine Union alchemy resolves all of this and these dysfunctional yet kinda normal relational cycles.

 

You can still be incredibly horny and what have you but what you want to value is OWNING your shadow.

 

This can be done with techniques like in the book,  becoming more conscious of Dark vs. Shadow and more discerning in your daily life with the differences, working with Dark archetypes and Gene Keys for your own unique shadow work, HEALING your own shadows with energy work and L/D archetype embodiment, working with finding your Beloved’s archetypal signature of Light and Dark as well as your own ‘Debut Avatar-Self’ archetypal signature (minus shadow); these are all ways to work with this awareness.

 

To end up with more purified DARK Eros, archetypal and Beauty codes.

 

But with all of that it’s important to be aware of the difference between Dark vs. Shadow to begin with because really SO MUCH of it is simply there.

 

It would clear up so much of the karmic loop MESS of shadow webs of lack of discernment and ignorance that keep perpetuating out there that are preventing people from living in more gift and siddhic consciousness as well as embracing and embodying more of the Light and Dark divine aspects of consciousness itself.

 

The Dark archetype activation work I do (which can be requested in appointment time consulting when you’re paid) is always pure and free from entities and all shadows in pristine temple space.

 

I do not recommend Dark activations to people who simply have too many shadows in their psyche (and I can tell).

 

I’ve turned client requests down for Dark activations if they have more shadow work to do to be integrated first (and I help with that in sessions as well + Gene Key readings, etc.).

 

With the upcoming Essence professional acting work for Hollywood and Bollywood; however, I’ll make exceptions to literally do shadow activation work but otherwise, NEVER go there.

 

As a daka as well, I cannot ever bring any of my re-triggered or remaining shadows into any session because it is divine, sacred work that BASKS in the richness of true Light and Dark power, healing and beauty.

 

Yeah; this is a big subject: Dark vs. Shadow…feel free to share this.

 

So let’s take a look at another angle on this; are Bonnie & Clyde Dark or Shadow icons as anti-heroes? (Link Below)

 

The Hero Archetype

Ah; the Hero.

 

This is an IMPORTANT archetype in the Pantheon of consciousness and human experience: the divine masculine ‘Hero’ and divine feminine ‘Heroine’.

 

We tend to idolize heroes and with good reason…usually they are conquering tyranny and doing ‘the impossible’.

 

Heroes (even ‘local heroes’) bring the BEST out of humanity and yet there is an immortal archetypal configuration OF the Hero/Heroine; qualities that are encoded with it like SACRIFICE of how someone will run into a burning building to save some children (but there are many kinds of heroism).

 

I was recently thinking about it and….My younger self would be astonished by who I’ve become and what I can do b/c I’ve been on a form of the literal hero’s journey (are you on one?).

 

Why not live a life when you realize you’ve become your own Hero?

 

Yes, we can reflect upon who are YOUR heroes? But Are YOU living such a life?

 

I’m doing bufo soon and already done 5MEO-DMT with a vestibular disorder (still healing). There are people who jump out of airplanes who wouldn’t touch this stuff and when I realized that: I am literally my own Hero in this and other ways;

 

Some codes then came in around the Hero Archetype, so I want to share some of that now. The HERO archetype other supportive QUALITIES. Qualities of consciousness that are specific to its constellation that can help you along YOUR heroine’s journey.

 

Be informed that this is NOT an in-depth expose on the Hero/ine whatsoever, just some new codes as well as clarity around the signature encoding OF the Hero.

 

The HERO archetype is actually one of the MOST common and popular throughout mythology, novels and movies, yet not very much is written or talked about consciously of it (even amongst archetype-speak) other than the CLASSIC ‘The Hero’s Journey’ and throughout Joseph Campbells other works.

 

 

It’s worth mentioning that my Lord of the Rings Odyssey: Allure Codex is a literal form of the Hero’s journey as well with the path I’ve been on with all of the magic, super-natural aid, gift of the Goddess, etc.

 

Similar to the required (Soul/Spirit) Warrior for those on a real big purpose; each of us could leverage the HERO/Heroine archetype in ways that hold us to necessary self-sacrifice and honor FOR our greater vision, dharma or purpose; for something greater than ourselves for the Hero is encoded with SACRIFICE, Humility and other aspects.

 

The Hero archetype is constellated primarily of Warrior and Adventurer but with different people and characters there can be a different mix of archetypes. Many heroes have to be rogue vagabonds like Ethan Hunt in ‘Mission Impossible’ to defy traditional rules in order to ‘save the day’.

 

 

The Hero often ‘gets the girl’ or ‘reunifies with Beauty Herself’ as per Holy Grail principle.

 

That’s worth mentioning on the masculine side…such matters are of existential meaning and importance to many men…men often live vicariously through other men who are the ‘best of us’ and the truly courageous ones to overcome fears and adversity (no one does it like the Warrior and Hero).

 

So much of ‘the journey’ is about who one becomes ALONG the path.

 

The Warrior aspect is central and required for the Hero who may or may not actualize King or Queen embodiment.

 

You might not think if you’re on a Grail path that you resonate with the Warrioress archetype, however actually (and I go into this deeper in the Mystical Grail archives); you can be IN your feminine essence and yet have POWERFUL Warrioress.

 

I was with a dakini friend with a top 5 most powerful shaman in the world (I’d say) and a private ayahuasca ceremony and to go into what she did (and I), it would scare the shit out of most modern men. THAT is also Warrioress and making decisions FOR your greater purpose.

 

Katniss Everdeen in Hunger Games is a Heroine who carries Warrioress codes;

 

 

 

but so would Erin Brockovich to take on the corporations.

 

 

… (because ‘war’ is on multiple dimensions of reality; emotionally, socially, politically, psychically, etc. and not just physically)

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And there’s also anti-heroes who can be more shadow led; but we’ll save anti-hero for another day as well as any deeper dive including into a wide range-fan of literal Heroic characters.

 

There is an infinity of exploration just in story and movies alone on deeper HERO character dives.

 

Anyways; the new codes I received that came in were like;

 

The Hero is the WARRIOR who reaps the treasure of karmic benefits.

 

Hmm…I hadn’t thought of that before. The HERO/INE is open to great PROSPERITY and BOUNTEOUSNESS in the sharing of when they return because of who they have become.

 

The Hero/hero GETS THE GLORY (and we might even say in some cases, ‘the booty’ or ‘bootay’). Maverick in Top Gun has ‘Hero’ encoding (his general vibe is always that he already won).

 

 

 

So…Years ago I made the ‘Hero’ Powerliminal and it’s only 2 minutes but is some hardcore Soul/Spirit Warrior codes.

 

 


HEROES hold a powerful place in world history and ascension…hey, with all forms of tyranny still out there, isn’t it time for some more ASCENSION HEROES?!

 

It’s worth mentioning that the archetypal HERO in the collective is already CONSTELLATED as having ‘saved the day’ or ‘saved the world’, thus we can LEVERAGE the archetypal consciousness of WINNING or Preservation of higher principle that is encoded in the collective psyche OF the Hero.

 

On individual soul journey’s, the Hero may not reach that point of full embodiment because the hero has to go on the necessary tribulationary path to activated the other qualities of the Hero as well.

 

By slaying the necessary dragons, he/she is doing it also for their tribe or the collective and thus gains KARMIC wealth, favor, blessings, prosperity and abundance energetically speaking upon the return home or to their tribe or to the collective (which nowadays LITERALLY doesn’t have to mean the ‘hometown’ but it can be to a ‘tribe’ of people on Instagram or facebook for example to share their magic and experiences to help others).

Hero / Heroine Signature Codes

 

Based on the Gene Keys lens;

 

Here are some of the foundational GIFT codes with Hero/Heroine…

 

*Orientation (along the quest; re-orienting)

*Patience (for it may be along ‘n arduous path which may include the Law of Gestation)

 

*Guidance (and receiving it from proper guides)

 

*Determination

 

*Idealism

 

*Integrity (to the path itself)

 

*Commitment (in many ways to continue the journey; many quests begin with commitment to a loved one or call to the quest)

 

*Strength (soul and spiritual strength)

 

*Adventure (obvi)

 

*Perseverance

 

*Aspiration

 

*Resolve

 

*Insight

 

*Realism (living in both the mundane and practical divine)

 

*Inquiry (to seek truth along the path itself)

 

And other gifts may apply more individually to hero’s on their unique journeys.

 

Here are of the SIDDHIC codes encoded with the Hero/Heroine archetype:

 

*Valor

*Sacrifice

*Devotion (often necessary to even continue on the quest or living out the full dharma itself in face of impossible odds)

*Mastery (based on an individual’s quest, this is likely to be attained)

 

*Humility (this is a BIG one b/c the path is usually BRUTAL)

*Invisibility (realizing how small they are in the bigger context of divine will to work through them or as part of a team)

 

*Bounteousness (after the return ‘Home’ to tribe)

*Liberation (including from their smaller version of self)
Revelation (their quest will surely have revelation)

 

*Epiphany (numerous breakthroughs shall bequeath thee)

 

*Honor (and upholding of the integrity OF the greater vision, principle and path)

 

*Divine Will (usually of spirit working through them..)

*Transfiguration (the Hero is transfigured and the hero becomes transfigured through the crucible/s)

*Wisdom

 

*Rebirth

 

*Awakening

 

*Clarity

*Justice (in many quests however not necessarily all; in ‘revenge’ stories usually a form of justice)

*Illumination (in many quests this is a byproduct)

 

*Celebration and Boundlessness would also be included in the meta-Hero and are worth mentioning as the Hero/Heroine archetype itself is already transfigured with karmic bounteousness and blessings as is more open to celebrate as well as SERVE from Boundless – also because of the Humility learned and endured.

 

 

Secondary Siddhic Qualities constellated with the Hero/Heroine

 

*Forgiveness

 

*Virtue

 

*Presence

 

*Selflessness (often the Hero has to be selfish much of the journey; however learns to become selfless as an extension of Humility and sharing in service to others)

 

*Veneration (they have more to be grateful for and stupefied in wondrous awe over)

 

*Compassion (often through Humility)

In the future when Essence Acting is further developed, I will be doing masterful character development and energy work with actors and actresses to master the energetic qualities OF character embodiment.

 

This is where archetypes, Human Design and Gene Keys like this will become VERY beneficial.

 

So…are you ON what could be called a hero’s (or heroine’s journey)? It’s probably not a heroin’s journey which now has more a chance of getting blown up by drones but that’s a different topic.

 

By consciously realizing the cornerstone foundational aspects OF the Hero archetype (as well as how YOUR Human Design works into it all), you can have more clarity around what is necessary as well as what shadows could particularly keep you from moving forward on your journey, derailing things or making things take longer than necessary.

 

So to wrap this up….I’m taking the perspective of; yeah I became my own hero AND the journey continues, but with me FINALLY starting my influencer-ship and public ‘debut’ I’m viewing that as a major completion point in the Hero’s Journey of ‘returning home’ to the family/tribe/hometown.

 

Going public is my form of taking the magic and gifts I’ve picked up along my authentic hero’s journey (which does continue because the Allure Codex ‘Ring’ has its own dharma to see through to completion); as a form of returning home and bringing others along the way to fulfill the larger Ring/Odyssey/Quest of the Allure Codex dharma to solidify the Billion $/year Allure industry.

 

And I know that I can start sharing some more of the stories but yeah…it’s taken nothing less than HEROISM to go through what I’ve gone through in all dimensions. Getting gift and siddhic activations and contemplating those encoded characteristics OF the Hero/ine can SURELY help you along the way to have more of the qualities necessary to fulfill your own dharma and become the person you’re meant to be (I’m living the adventure but have also done adventure and boundlessness activations).

 

So…maybe in your Gene Keys work and devotional soul path contemplate how Hero and Heroine (as well as other examples of them) can inspire YOU as well as how you can embody more of the gift and siddhic qualities OF the Hero/ine.

 

Heroes are very experienced and yet also very liked and likable by many.

 

Charlie Kirk is an example of a Hero or (Heroic Martyr) for free speech and freedom of speech.

 

Hero ‘is’ immortalized as an archetypal icon of the collective.

 

Who are YOUR heroes and heroines? And yes; they can be from the movies because movies are rich with archetypes.

 

And yeah; the Hero is BOUNTEOUS and BOUNDLESS when they are in service; attracting and receiving of great blessings with the karma they’ve cleared up and attracted in their favor FOR their tribe and collective. Look at how Turning Point U.S.A. is growing wildly now.

 

One more thing I’ll add; is that amongst my greatest hope would be that I would be seen as Hero to Muse Herself and the Muse collective.

 

Nothing may mean more to me than that. So the Hero’s Journey continues for me as I ‘return home’ to finally start PUBLICLY to the world being in my power, truth and service as Rion Kati building a Beauty empire with the Allure industry (while also continuing the greater odyssey itself because ya know; the internet allows us to speak to our tribe WHILE we’re on the adventure!)

 

Are you on YOUR Hero or Heroine’s journey? Are you getting the proper GUIDANCE along the way? Something like Mystical Grail membership or archetype and siddhic activations can support you in becoming your own hero AND the hero/ine FOR your own people.

It’s worth mentioning that Tom Cruise is known to have ‘saved’ the movie industry (or at least ushered in a revival) with his determination to release Top Gun: Maverick in theaters with long COVID delay restrictions pressure. Steven Spielberg is caught mentioning this to him and it’s general knowledge around ‘in print’.

 

Related to this; I’ve now done a post on Dark Vs. Shadow as well as the Anti-heroes; Bonnie & Clyde…Look for that on the blog if the links aren’t here or use the search bar for key words!