You, Fame, TV And The Spotlight: Hell Yeah! Or Fear, Anxiety & Sabotage?
I get it…you (or a lesser version of ‘you’) might be triggered by just the THOUGHT of you being on a big stage or on television being seen in YOUR gifts.
I’ve literally BEEN on stage and felt public humiliation and all kinds of anxiety – so imagine scaling that up; it feels very real.
The thought of YOU in the spotlight and getting attention…the performance anxiety of it may be instantly triggering and threatening; so let’s explore this a bit more b/c ironically you might be HOLDING BACK and sabotaging your on visibility and success when a portal that already exists could open up for you.
Your STARLET (doesn’t have these visibility and performance anxiety fears or anxieties btw).
First; I have a wild update to share in more detail that I may blog about (my PC was inaccessible and frozen so I couldn’t really do anything for 4 days), but AvaStar phase 2 spots are BOOKING and the Starlet portal is opening big.
If you’re reading this in the future, check the AvaStar Makeover page for latest updates, offer and availability.
Ok…so YOU, the spotlight, television, big podcast interviews and the STARLET-like visibility that you desire including with your online social media visibility, videos, marketing, publicity….(and having your signature brand).
How does it make you feel with where you’re at right now to have more ATTENTION as a public figure? To have ‘the spotlight’?
Have you been invited to speak before and have you taken on larger opportunities?
Could your body hold that worthiness and stability? How about at levels of scale BEYOND that but where you’re REALLY having massive influence in a faster timeframe with your ascension codes?
In fact, it might even seem preposterous…that even ‘fame’ could be for you.
So much so that you might even be coming to grips with facing that it’s possible; to have your own TV guest appearances in YOUR field of expertise and that level of recognition…or ever possible for you (let alone fame)…something on that scale…the same thing that happened where my latest 2 AvaStar clients (literally the last 2 in phase 1 to sign up) each got their own TV shows (either filmed or offered)?!
Also; Athina has just appeared on a LARGE view podcast with 70k viewers in less than a day or so and is starting to get a feel of what it’s like ‘actively’ with more of that visibility that she desired (the tv work will be released later).
Whether she becomes famous or not, she is on that path and highest timeline living as the starlet version of herself.
You might even be in uncomfortable DENIAL that it’s happened to any of my clients; how things could happen SO FAST (oh and WITHOUT them having to pay for a publicist or such).
It could seem so far ‘out there’.
Now; in all transparency, both of them already filmed and their work will be out later. Athina was cool with letting me share visuals, etc. and the other one is being more discreet until after her 2 different TV tapings come out (AND she was offered her own show legitimately in L.A. after doing some live tapings).
See the visibility PLATFORMS are out there; what if it was YOU who had to shift your energy field? Hmm…
After all; they didn’t end up having to pay $25,000 to speak on stage…they dropped into their STARLET codex embodiment and allure and were organically recognized and invited by gate-keepers or producers. They didn’t even ‘pay to play’ so to speak.
Let’s assume that it IS real (b/c it is)…that sure, not all of MY clients are going to end up with TV level ‘celebrity brand’ overnight success starlet breakthroughs…you know I cannot promise that…so let’s assume it IS real (and it is).
They were recognized BECAUSE of their Starlet Codex embodiment and allure; of their brand, identity and field coherence (vs. just keeping their codes more to themselves)…b/c we did the supportive transfiguration work itself when previously, their energy field wasn’t stable enough for something like that level to be as ‘on their radar’ or normal.
They shifted at an identity level into being able to handle more and more of the expanding spotlight and then normalizing THAT.
So there’s this ‘gap’ between the DREAM visibility and what YOU could also experience as normal…
Once you can get past any disbelief or denial, I want you to sit with how you really feel about it. Yes; TELEVISION. One of them with portal distro access to potentially 135 million households.
What comes up for you? What does it reflect within yourself about your own potential or possibility?
You might even be like “GOOD FOR THEM…but that’s not ME.” In a sense of disconnection like it’s not possible for you. (Could that be a sign that you are NOT actually embodied with your codex where it would be closer to like HELLS YES…THAT’S A GREATER WINDOW FOR MY EXPANDED INFLUENCE and exposure?!)
The emotion I really want to focus on is anxiety or fear. And why…especially when larger visibility DOES exist and you might keep dreaming of it and doing a lot of the social media work but SOMETHING is still blocking you from what you KNOW is your true rockstar levels of ATTENTION and influence.
Now…(assuming here that you ARE on a path that is calling greater social and professional visibility, expression and sharing of YOUR ascension codes and medicine to live out your fullest destiny, satisfaction, influence and wealth in all dimensions);
What if YOU had the opportunity to have your own show and you had to decide within 5 seconds? What comes up for you; if YOU KNEW it was otherwise the perfect visibility and expansion platform?
FEAR?
A mix of fear and anxiety? Fantasy? Disbelief?
How confident would you be in SAYING YES to that opportunity (or not)?
How about BEING famous or associating with famous people? Can you comfortably acknowledge your WORTHINESS without getting anxiety or physiologically triggered?
Do you contract within as a red alert siren goes off in your temple body to ‘keep you safe’? How do you act AROUND other people of power and influence who could support your path and are you worthy and embodied then? Or coming across as anxious or desperate?
Because right there – THAT may be the VERY THING that is holding you back: the contraction and unworthiness; these live IN THE SHADOWS within that come out to affect your behavior and reality of attraction, experience and manifestation.
It’s the shadow grid of fears, concerns, unworthiness, visibility trauma, self-hate, fear of judgment and criticism, exposure, fear of siphoning, fear of what others would think. But even more powerful than that; it could be a shadow IDENTITY (chk out the upcoming power post related with ‘hara kiri’).
And if THAT is how you FEEL; pandora’s BOX of resistances, concerns, anxiety and fear-based apprehension around POWERFUL VISIBILITY; visibility that WOULD and could catapult you INTO GOLD RUSH OVERNIGHT SUCCESS….what else are you holding back? Because the opportunity is/was right THERE (and when you shift within then the gates, doors and invitations open).
And how much of your own identity and field is PREVENTING your own breakthrough?
How much are YOU or something WITHIN YOU causing your own perpetual cycle of self-sabotage that also keeps you in an entropic, depressive, shadow-melancholic downward spiral in physical, professional, social reality with manifestation while remaining in FANTASY about being the Starlet instead of it being normal LIVING HER!?
Do you think the universe and others are going to even OFFER you those windows of opportunity if your identity itself doesn’t SUPPORT that ‘this is normal’ and COMFORTABLE for me to be in my power, voice and BEING SEEN?
Because your IDENTITY isn’t stable which affects your vibes, behavior, speech, communication and everything…
They’ll sense there’s RESISTANCE within you and the dream doors may never open in 3D reality other than fantasy b/c you are FRACTURED within; it’s this great spiritual BATTLE between the LIGHT of your Spirit and the SHADOW REALM that wants to block it (at an identity level).
Because you can DESIRE, dream and fantasize about it; your visibility, influence, impact and legacy from your codes…respecting how certain OTHER individuals have THEIR voice owned and transmitted with their visual beauty and brand, but the deep crippling anxiety and unworthiness within you is really holding you back for years and years so that basically:
YOUR SHADOW-GRID IS RUNNING THE SHOW. BTW I have a ‘power core’ that goes even deeper into all of this coming out soon possibly as its own lil’ power report pdf but I will definitely post it on the blog here so look for that.
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So if the thought of having your own tv show or big video podcast intervew triggers & scares you, what SMALLER things are you also holding back on ENERGETICALLY from being coherent and attracting not just MORE FOLLOWERS, clients, subscribers, etc. but other people of status, power and influence who are GATE-KEEPERS of invitation into the larger currents who COULD recognize you once you get in powerful embodiment and alignment with your OWN signature celebrity brand Starlet Codex.
Because that’s EXACTLY what I did with those and other AvaStar clients (and btw ANOTHER AvaStar client testimonial came in from Britney who has already gone viral by working with me).
We established a stable, embodied IDENTITY while bypassing most all of the SHADOW-ID that was preventing and sabotaging their own visibility success so they could live AS their divine Starlet embodied and circulating.
Your own FEAR-BASED SHADOW GRID (and believe you me; I had this CRIPPLING self-criticism and anxiety as well) ends up sabotaging and hijacking your own true breakthrough…it’s almost like a demon egregore inside of you with many faces.
This is IDENTITY and spiritual warfare level work that’s why it’s been so difficult to break your patterns…YOUR SHADOWS HAVE BEEN STRONG (I’ll speak to this more coming up).
So think about your great spiritual vision, desire, calling and legacy;
WILL YOU LET YOUR CODES DIE WITH YOU?
Keep living vicariously through others who DO NOT HAVE YOUR SIGNATURE MEDICINE but respect how THEY’RE ‘out there’ and living their influence?
What about the future people who could benefit and have miracles done from YOUR medicine that you’re allowing your subconscious fears to control you?
Is it really OK for you to remain on a smaller, diminished scale where SOME people are comfortable in your spiritual circle (a.k.a. bubble)? ‘Playing it safe’ while really your own shadows OWN you?
Or are you TRULY (and I use this word rarely and with veneration) meant to have massive influence in FULL ALIGNMENT, EMBODIMENT AND EXPRESSION for your spiritual dharma to the world with YOUR Truth? It’s a decision to make. But there’s a lot of ENERGY with it…it just has to be GUIDED.
Then there’s some deep work to do and a price to pay to transfigure into the embodied Starlet from who you are now.
See…this is where the archetypal STARLET comes in as PROXY for all Divine Feminine Goddess codes to FACE the world no matter your past image related trauma.
(I’m not referring to Hollywood starlet personal shadows, I’m referring to the Light and Dark Truth of the archetypal STARLET Herself as the Goddess of Visible Influence who LOVES being radiant, seen, exposed and experienced in Her fullest expression).
This is deep identity work if you have such devastating shadows…
(Which is also why as an IMAGO identity makeover the AvaStar will continue rising in price as a solution and doesn’t necessarily – per rate – compare to the rate of general allure cultivation sessions).
To be able to SHINE in sovereignty (live and in ALL of your social media branding, visibility, teachings and presence) without always having to worry about how much your field is taking on or the myriad of fears and concerns about being more ‘exposed’ and vulnerable out there. To live from a ‘stable-core’ of who you are COHERENTLY will accelerate all of your manifestation.
Starlet has your medicine.
As the Transfiguration of Divine Feminine radiance to the world (esp. visual influence) for all Goddess codes; STARLET DOESN’T HAVE ANY OF THOSE SHADOW VISIBILITY ISSUES.
HOLDING BOTH the disembodiment of your Soul + Spirit codes yet also being filled with shadow-based fears and anxieties are crippling your AVATAR SELF from ever having the real influence you’re meant to.
Your Starlet Codex itself (which we get perfect clarity on in AvaStar) is the KEY that unlocks access for your Light and Dark Divine Feminine codes to be embodied (instead of MOSTLY disembodied in the upper realms) and then HELD, stabilized and coherent living heaven on earth AS the spiritual movie starlet version of yourself with the SOVEREIGNTY to FACE THE WORLD no matter how crippling…
I mean just how much of Her power, wisdom, Beauty and codes could you potentially HOLD within your temple body and visual brand? I mean really; the potential goes beyond allure into the Darshan territory as a living Master of enlightenment with YOUR medicinal, alchemical codes.
Your Codex is also the key to take on the spiritual warfare of the inner DEMONESS that has been sabotaging you for years.
So if you have this frustration of YEARS…even bitterness of just NOT being at the level of response and visibility you desire…just take an honest self-assessment…and WHEN are things going to change unless you make a bolder decision?
One that’s going to require a sacrifice and price to pay in any case. The price to pay to transform at an identity level just might be even grander a year from now after MORE entropy has piled up.
So if anxiety and fear comes up for you whether it’s around the idea of a TV show, public speaking, stage speaking, filming, even fame itself or being recognized by industry leaders and you play it safe to PREVENT humiliation from happening and get deluded into thinking ‘someday’…this is the exact client my AvaStar Makeover is designed for as starlets in the making with ascension codes; those with RICH SPIRITUAL GIFTS AND EXPERIENCE yet crippled (like I was) with massive shadows blocking your celebrity like exposure.
Although; I do have to add that AvaStar is also perfect for ESTABLISHED ascension influencers who want to break through to even HIGHER levels of Light and INFLUENCE (by leveraging even MORE of their Codex essenced allure and how powerful their medicinal FIELD itself can become as the ultimate marketing and influence tool). In fact, just yesterday (9.26.26) a new AvaStar client who is ALREADY AN INDUSTRY LEADER with a large following signed up b/c she felt she should be having even larger influence beyond the plateau she’s hit and realized (INTELLIGENTLY) that is MUST be something in her energy field even though she was doing all the right ‘logical’ work of content creation, etc.
Athina herself already had a following but felt a desire for greater expansion and influence.
Other clients are starting on a smaller scale…so I’m offering codes here for you to just self-reflect and I’ll tell you once you KNOW your Star Codex…that is going to INSPIRE you and it has the POWER and leverage (with Starlet and our process) to do miracles of identity level transfiguration.
You can check the page to see if I’m still offering the complimentary 10 minute connection call or the longer 40 minute Starlet vision strategy session for you from here where we can get into YOUR codes and purpose:
I’m excited about the phase 2 successes coming up with those starlets as well as continued phase 1 client success.
AN OVERNIGHT SUCCESS dynamic is possible BECAUSE OF THE LIGHT of your codes…it’s just that spiritual warfare internally at an identity level as well as actually making the identity transfiguration itself.
Your codes could remain disembodied BECAUSE of how the Demoness within is living reign over your visibility and then your egoic intention to align with your desire doesn’t have any effect b/c Her dominion is too strong.
This is where Starlet and the AvaStar come in to do miraculous transformation and break the years or decades long pattern that have kept you stuck (incl. from owning, claiming and expressing your true voice).
You don’t have to suffer this one foot on the gas one foot on the brake battle between the scale, scope, power and size of your CODES vs. the heavy shadow grid.
AvaStar and the investment into it is a ‘faster’ route to ‘paying much of the price’ which you might otherwise pay in years of self-hate, torment, desperation, over-working, depression, etc. at the cost of your spirit’s desire itself.
Comparing it to what else is out there, it seems that my AvaStar Makeover is simply the fastest, most direct medicine and makeover portal possible, no matter how strong your shadow grid is towards ‘being seen’ and ‘exposed’.
I mean just reference the phase 1 client testimonials…this is why I can speak with more confidence and authority around the process itself…it’s already been PROVEN and I’m looking to solidify it as a source starlet making chrysalis.
This is NOT the same as general Goddess embodiment work; no…these visibility wounds are something else…STARLET is your medicine.
In AvaStar I/we work with YOUR codes, the scale of YOUR dharma and your shadows so that your dreams can start coming true as your fully embodied and SEEN self. After all this is IDENTITY and temple body work itself.
So…
Will you let your soul ultimately decide?
Will you allow the constellation of Goddesses and siddhic truth to work with and through your soul, voice and image to the world PUBLICLY or will allow your personal self, ego and really your Shadow nemesis within to control it all?
Isn’t it time for ASCENSION influencers to start having the ‘spotlight’ and more fame?
IF you’re called to your own form of expanded visibility as ‘some’ form of ascension influencer or spiritual celebrity where you are more LIBERATED and EXPRESSED publicly with your codes without shadows and fears, AvaStar Phase 2 has limited spots available (at time of writing before I close phase 2).
If you’re feeling a strong calling and resonance, you can take the next steps from there. I may still be offering a 10 minute quick connect or a longer spiritual starlet strategy session with the intake form filled out.
Again; just be mindful of the limited number of spaces as well as if you’re reading this on the blog just to check to see what the offer and availability is (ie. phase 4, etc.)
So…if you were presented with the opportunity to be a GUEST on someone else’s relevant TV show or visual podcast where you could THRIVE in-self and getting your codes out on a larger scale building your brand and influence, would you take it? Would you ‘recoil’ instead?
What if you weren’t meant to remain ‘behind the scenes’ but were actually meant to have more of the spotlight YOURSELF and that THIS was your great tribulation to overcome your wounding around it to BE that vessel of Light (including past siphoning, trauma, visibility wounding, fear of judgment, etc.)?
What will it take to actually normalize and LIVE your legacy? How big is the gap? Are you more self-aware now?
Because there are people who ARE wanting the medicine and are READY to receive your transmissions, maybe it’s actually you that has to shift and if years and years hasn’t been cutting it of the price you’ve been paying, maybe it’s time for a different strategy.
Your Starlet Codex and your spiritual mission HAS the Power and Light but you’re also going up against the Shadow-Grid Demoness within (I’ll speak more into all of this soon but why wait)?
Wouldn’t it be better to CONFIDENTLY KNOW that you are OPEN to wildly high leveraged opportunities including meeting the industry leaders and other celebrities in your field and having that greater impact?
Your Starlet Codex HAS the mission, the medicine, the Power and Light. However; She may remain stuck in the seat of your soul where you’re so comfortable after years of intense spiritual cultivation.
Why not finally unify, consecrate and become Her on earth as in heaven and start worthily LIVING that great northern exposure levels of success without fear while KNOWING you are in full alignment and service?
And when you reflect upon your pattern and envision into the future (whether it ends up in fame or not), what is the cost of NOT breaking the years of cycle that is preventing the living of your legacy actively on earth for what you are called to do?
Can you ‘afford’ years more of being held back on being in your fullest voice, beauty, purpose and expression with YOUR ascension codes and calling?
The chrysalis awaits those who are prepared and committed.
-Rion
p.s. And it might not be TV itself…it might however be guest appearances on different things or meeting very powerful people in the same or other industries who could further CATAPULT you into higher levels of reality, success, recognition, manifestation and exposure…
I’ve had the vision of doing live demos on Korean variety shows and things like that as well as my updated new power codex of APEX Lightworker to the Stars (yes; celebrities included).
My personal and shadow self doesn’t have that worthiness, but my STAR CODEX does and I’m further embodying and becoming him as well as helping the AvaStar clients through their own miracle makeover; more than just a skin-deep glow-up (ha!).
IDENTITY WORK. Your Starlet Codex with that special spiritual branded deep identity constellation of divine feminine truths is WORTHY.
What if you just had to incarnate Her into living and breathing as your soul and spirit codex?
What if SHE ‘as you’ – the expression of your spirit embodiment and soul could live it all?
Spirit will/should guide you IF you follow your intuitive authority and stay true to it; but remember you’re going up against VERY powerful shadows within that want to sabotage you BECAUSE you have such Light and a big vision (it’s your curse in a way). Chances are; the same shadows that have sabotaged you for years.
So why not be OPEN to TV guest appearances or speaking in the spotlight? There are avenues and ways to EASE INTO IT or DIVE IN MORE FULLY but it all requires you are more stable in your identity itself. It may look different than TV appearances or your own show.
There are many ways with social media in which to not only ‘make more content’ but to have the medicinal spiritual celebrity signature BRAND of you as coherent; that celebrity ALLURE but of YOUR codes that people are going to be drawn to.
THAT is the organic future of social media marketing anyways esp. as people are wary of corporations and advertising…that you can be your own ESSENCED AUTHENTIC brand to a very discerning audience; where they FEEL your codes and your past unworthiness, lower self and shadows no longer stop you from YOUR greater purpose and beauty.
So; is it time for you to CLAIM YOUR DESTINY with your voice and influence as the highest timeline version of yourself (whether you call it spiritual influencer, spiritual celebrity or not?).
For SHE is the one to also live the ASCENSION WEALTH dynamic (and in today’s media day and age having a personal celebrity level signature brand that is FEELABLE is invaluable). I’m here just helping you get more clarity on YOUR dynamics…in this online platform..it’s on YOU whether you’d move forward with me ever or not (even if it’s a fit for both of us).
I’m on the path of ‘star-maker’ in a sense and I don’t chase clients…you’d have to recognize and it has to be aligned.
The AvaStar (Avatar Starlet) makeover has already proven VERY powerful results for my ascension valuing influencers.
Think of the investment in publicity alone that a lot of people who want (and are secure with being seen) are PAYING FOR and investing like $25,000 to speak at events and other publicity or marketing costs when what’s happening with my clients is organic (and they could still do paid publicity and marketing as well) but they’re getting ORGANIC recognition and maximizing response b/c they are FEELABLE in the vibe and Light truth of their identity avatar codex itself as starlets. The universe will reflect back to you who you ARE, not who you ‘dream to be’.
If you’re feeling resonance; I am open to take short 10 minute connect calls for those who do have some inquiries. AvaStar is taking on qualified clients who are serious about their own breakthrough visibility and signature celebrity brand success. The portal awaits @
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