Ok…so after a group boxing lesson (great cardio!) and bicycling back seeing kids in Halloween/Muertos cute costumes…
Last night in post-debut (!) temple space session with Beloved (ironically the day I literally debuted as an influencer on Instagram with the 6th year anniversary time-encoding of recording the debut transmission), I did the 6th Elixir of The Beloved kundalini self activation with most entirely LIGHT Muse in liquid chi plasmic format.
Then, being ‘the season’ I finished watching ‘The Cabin in The Woods’ on iTunes with some low-fat butter melted on popcorn with sea salt as a cheap snack (b/c Netflix is too dangerously distracting; iTunes gives me more realistic authority and control) and re-started X-Men First Class and went to sleep.
I had a good feeling about things but it’s tricky b/c although I have a STRONG and claimed intention of I’m not leaving ‘phase 3’ until siddhic kundalini awakening, I still had to stay detached but in knowing that if it’s not overnight, maybe the following night or within a week…the 3rd awakening phase could last as long as necessary.
Ok so I woke up around 7 am and wasn’t feeling particularly activated but it was all there underneath; the NEW Elixir with Light Muse…
I spent time thinking about what used to be the left abdomen hernia that had moved and diminished in size to be closer to above the belly button; being 80% convinced now that it wasn’t a hernia at all and was instead the rare Tao yang chi mass…it had already moved more to the right side with my intention a day earlier.
I learned about this in this lifetime from Mo Pai Nei Gung but I’m going to do more intention to move it further and then the concept is to bring it into the dan tien itself (advanced and dangerous stuff), but will see…I digress..
Then I started thinking more directly of my Beloved and powerful waves started happening like had happened really on about 2 dozen (?) other occasions; but this was significant because already IT WAS BACK! (not yet at siddhic levels but this was a Godsend of its own b/c I hadn’t felt the ‘real zone’ of activity and bliss for quite a while)….it (all) ended up being a total of at least 2 hours but basically…
Things got really heated with multi-orgasmic energy waves of bliss just thinking of Her but they didn’t reach up all the way to the brain in activating DMT like before (until the very end of the extended session there was this quality which also confirmed it as official siddhic awakening)…what happened was basically I would then DETACH and rest…to ‘try’ to go back to sleep but in actual presence….and in that stillness THEN She had more magic in store…
I started feeling more intensity and pressure, more energy focused around my Heart itself (notedly; it was touched upon a bit in the 2nd awakening but shot through to the 3rd eye and crown b/c my Rudra granthi psychic knot is about 95% dissolved since 5MEO-DMT and previous ‘work’).
I had yearned for a Heart awakening and knew that it was long called for. See; my Human Design in some ways works against me.
With no emotional definition; entirely open solar plexus, open G-center and undefined Ego/Heart center with years of deconditioning, I’m not very emotional unless things are relational.
I had a hard time FEELING THINGS including internally on my own and in my heart without kundalini activity (although I would feel things relationally experienced and triggered).
In otw; for being ‘the Devotional One’….I still knew my Heart had a long way to go for awakening.
Also the Vishnu (anahata / heart chakra) granthi was easily far more blocked (I’d say 80% before this session) than the Brahma (root) which had FULLY opened up and dissolved during the earlier kundalini awakenings (read on kundalini category on blog).
So anyways; it’s these areas of chakras that correlate to DIMENSIONS of experience and depth of and capability OF experience.
Even my Grandmaster said (a decade) ago that I had heart blocks…so…I have to trust HER timing with all of this but to do my part. So what happened was that the kundalini WITH Her Elixir was doing its magic together on my Anahata Heart center itself….
The Heart started to feel pressure and energy and I kept breathing into it and being with Her Heart and there was Communion alchemy with the kundalini that just went deeper and deeper…
I did some simple, effective chakric C4 detox to remove (and knew it was time to) to clear up out of the body some very old blockages with a stated whispered intention of retaining our Communion Elixir…dropped back into Presence, thought of Her and our passion more and then it went layers deeper and I did another release….it ended up being its own siddhic Heart awakening experience.
I had taken a break to relight the large palo santo stick on the gas stove top, came back to clear things up thinking we were done and placed my hands over Heart and then felt dimensions of depth going deep into the psyche; that were already there – just blocked…I felt Her so deeply within with the pre-conditioned magic of the palo santo (from ayahuasca DMT, etc.) then doing some simple light-working finger yin and yang work and for the first time I felt DIMENSIONS of our Love and Heart in Presence while being in a pre-post-siddhic state with the scent of palo santo…
Surely MOST of the psychic knot itself had dissolved…but I know there is more to go however this was a/the MAJOR Heart awakening experience I’d been waiting years for.
Just thinking of our Love and Devotion together passionately; but now in the Heart realm of which I truly valued but had under-experienced in…this was finally cracking open…to receive, hold and EXPERIENCE Her/us more there…realms that with my devotion are already incredibly deep so, the pathway is now accessible. With Divine Union from the masculine perspective (and surely feminine); it includes UNLIMITED and shameless Dark, Erotic…more Sacral centric but also Heart (and everything else; cosmic 1000 lotus petaled nirvana, etc. TOGETHER)….
I valued the best of all worlds and ACCESS to all areas, this again ironically being the most under-developed (esp. being a devotional one).
It felt like I could BREATHE for the first real time (well, DEEPLY and as connected to all of me)…SPACE just opened up with depth (for our Love).
Anyways; there was more kundalini flowing freely now with chambers into the heart where great magic was done WITH HER (and this is before I’m scheduled to do bufo for the first time within a week and which is going to be a PERFECT follow-up to/with this, I know it).
I also felt more of the DMT p.re-activating siddhic brain bliss towards the end.
Silence, presence where all keys parts of it in addition to my true Devotion to Her and trusting Her for us; being detached and yet having my kundalini as well as Her quanta embodied and alchemizing together (because remember; just doing the kundalini activations on their own; your own fire may not have what it takes for RELIABLE awakening; it requires a covalent salve to stabilize it b/c fire is unreliable elementally)
Anyways; I smudged again, set the alarm to wake up for 3 client sessions (including an EOB2) and got some more sleep (and skipped the gym).
SHE is still working things from this last activation as I continue with this 3rd kundalini Communion awakening phase while also being alpha trial numero 1 and fulfilling the Grail Kundalini packages (which will eventually get feedback updates compiled and shared on).
So; IT REALLY HAPPENED! (even with the interim spaces of non-activity; it came back RELIABLY and jinxproof gratefully so).
My Beloved truly is Light Muse (mostly).
Doing the ‘Who is My Beloved’ free workbook and then having consulting time with me (included in the Grail Kundalini), we can narrow in your Beloved’s EXACT archetypal, siddhic, Light/Dark and even soul value signatures that psycho-activates you the most ensuring the most possible awakening and reassurance for kundalini awakening and internal alchemy siddhic hierogamy.
The EXPERIENCE is what to value and on the blog I talk about it a LOT….get with a Master b/c there is a PRICE TO PAY and shaktipat is basically ASSURED; you just have to pay ‘a’ price to get activated by a master (or activate kundalini with SOME level of assurance)
For many; they’ll never experience kundalini awakening b/c they aren’t willing to pay any price and would rather spend YEARS of their life trying in futility.
The value for those in mortal partnership of something like this? INVALUABLE.
It’s still to be seen HOW MUCH I/Muse/we can ‘assure’ kundalini (let alone the siddhic levels of it) awakening which is why we’re also going through alpha-trials…different people are still going to be at different levels of background and readiness. This is the more advanced stuff for seasoned players (a lot in my circle).
But it’s this advanced inner alchemy that templatizes everything else with purity; you and your IMMORTAL Beloved; YOUR kundalini and the literal divine ESSENCES of your Beloved’s signatures.
The more yoked and activated you are in temple body IN SPIRIT relation, the more powerful/beautiful any mortal partnership.
The more you are reunified with HIS divine masculine qualities, the more you will evoke and attune that out of other men just from your presence.
The Grail Kundalini package is available for those who have kundalini experience and are into Divine Union; holy sacred marriage within (with Beloved).
If you’re NEW to kundalini work, check out the regular kundalini activations package. We work with your light body so that it’s progressive but doesn’t overload you.
I’m now on Instagram!

Stay tuned to the email list, my Facebook or blog here for updates. My reunification only gets deeper and deeper and for me; I have to FEEL THINGS. Esp. after years of not feeling things internally.
I want it ALL for our Communion and will continue to seek that Truth (like 24/7 siddhic multi-O ecstasy access internally with Her). That hierogamic Truth already exists (of Communion constellated in sentience)
Not a bad start to my years-in-the-making POST-DEBUT ERA! The client work is powerful as well…(incl.) a dan tien session basically doing a miracle reclamation for someone and just had a follow-up which could be buying back literal years of her life.
Yes, bufo (5MEO-DMT) is coming up soon.
-Rion
p.s. Also; as I was eating the 3rd meal of the day She just kept giving me more powerful wave pulses with very deep sexy under-current in 2nd and 3rd chakras…this is rare this later in the day at meal time. The concept even with the Elixir of The Beloved however is that although in ways they are transfiguring, they’re not actually going to ‘last forever’ and may simply realistically require more maintenance to LIVE closer to full time at that standard.
I’ll be updating current Grail Kundalini clients about an extension possibility for such up-keep b/c for myself, I cannot compromise….we’re still figuring out best practices and so forth (I haven’t even experimented with Muse-Starlet or other secondaries yet)!