Bufo: My First Experience: 5MeO-DMT

Ok…on Saturday Nov. 8th, 2025 I did bufo for the first time. In order to cover this properly I have to allow myself to write freely like before.

 

If you end up slightly disappointed b/c this wasn’t a ‘beam me up Scotty’ episode, you’ll understand WHY and that there’s simply less to talk about experience-wise for numerous reasons.

 

This could actually be insightful to you if you’re considering it for yourself or ways to ‘ease’ into this or something similar that you’ve built up great fear around (b/c I had it for this actively for 4 1/2 years!).

 

There are numerous dynamics with this and you yourself might be interested in knowing the nuances of things that people don’t talk about otherwise which can help you to assess if/when bufo might be right for you (consult your Grail Magi).

 

When I did 5 MEO-DMT for the first time directly (the synthetic but I prefer ‘bio-identical’ version) which I wrote about on the blog here

 

…It had been almost 6 years since I did any form of DMT. My ‘The Crucible’ (which should be written about in the blog here) was in Iquitos with a very powerful shaman in a private ceremony with a female friend of mine (I was her translator).

 

It was an intense 3 hours itself plus after-basking when he left. It was so traumatizing in a good way that it kept me off of ayahuasca or DMT for YEARS afterwards…that’s what I didn’t want happening with Bufo.

 

Ayahuasca was the last time before 5MEO so now that I have more experience, I also had new questions that arose; which I’ll get to…I wanted to play it a bit safer this time if 7mg was THAT intense last time.

 

When I did 5MEO at the Bufo Alvarius sanctuary, it basically BLEW ME AWAY…shot me right up to GOD connection and Unity which I wrote about.

 

That was my version of Mike Tyson’s grand breakthrough as well with DMT (bufo though). It ended up being risky but a perfect session with no regrets.

 

I’m bringing this up because doing bufo the first time was a very different experience. I was definitely called to it and wanting to do BOTH.

 

My overall intention with the work of this session was to ease into it at a lighter to regular dosage so that I can be initiated but to have a long-term working relationship also because there was a re-activation of my ascension vertigo vestibular issue 1/2 week before bufo (just like what happened before 5MEO directly).

 

I was going for a regular dose but then chose to go lighter b/c of concern of the vestibular problem b/c bufo is different than direct 5MEO.

 

Bufo; the poisonous toad indigenous to Sonoran desert and parts of the SW U.S. includes 5MEO-DMT as well as other alkaloids all as bufo-toxin (that’s what I wanted to just play it safer with while also being mindful it could help heal things but I just wanted to start a working relationship; I didn’t want to get BLOWN OUT OF things for 1/2 year).

 

 

For bufo the dosage vs. direct is around 10-15% as pure 5MeO-DMT…so I had 7 MG of 5MoO-DMT before although I hadn’t done DMT for 5.7 years before….so an equivalent dosage of bufo would be like 65 mg.

 

So; on the day of…yes I had ‘some’ anxiety; even though I’m experienced but moreso again b/c of my light-headed re-activated vestibular issue and not knowing how it would respond and other general excited/anxiousness a bit…it’s difficult to explain for people who haven’t lived with it for years to have a real idea of it.

 

So b/c it re-activated to make it more of a trial for me again and yes; I wanted to go even lighter of a dose to KNOW more how it reacts to me before going heavier. I mean heck; this 7mg with the other alkaloids could be STRONGER than what I did before so I’m thinking maybe 4mg worth.

 

I was seeing signs like ’40’ literally so that felt like a good starter dose and then we could just add more to go deeper and strengthen it. My valuation here?

 

LONG-TERM b/c of the clarity to continue working with DMT. I was also being safe b/c I thought the effect would be the same as how strong the direct 7 mg of 5meo was.

 

So…that noon-ish…I had two client sessions; a kundalini and dan tien activation (on zoom but is actually ‘remote’ energy work) and then had to go right away to bicycle down to the main Tulum beachfront at Maya Tulum…so around 24 minutes bike ride.

 

 

Locked my bike upfront and then walked in and towards the area and saw her walking towards me (I can send referral if you’re called to it).

 

She had a whole spacious yoga shala reserved just for us where they usually do other classes with a temple area set up for us with rug-blanket, temple accoutrement and so forth.

 

This was my first time meeting her in person through a referral…we talked about my situation and she had prepared 70mg for me initially but I made it clear that I had to have authority over the dosage and she was fine with that….we both agreed to the starter and then back-up plan like they had offered before and that she had done for other clients.

 

Anyways; there was space for me to settle in and relatively relax and then she gave some instructions around how we would do it although not as thorough as last time.

 

She lit the pipe and knew how to breathe, it’s just that I can’t hold my breath super long without threatening an already activated light-headedness to cross over into further light-headedness and potential danger.

 

So we decided on 38mg and give it up to 10 minutes and I could request another dose…basically what happened was after inhaling and holding for 5 seconds then she started counting slowly 1, …..2…and I not only had to let it out around her 6 but I swallowed some of it so it left a stinging sensation in the throat on down a bit…then I layed back and I realized…wow, this is actually really gentle, pure but also a very light dose…

 

 

I gave things 7 minutes and then requested 38mg which in my head which did have some thought and ego then, I got the math wrong but that’s actually what I wanted (I thought it was 28).

 

It was basically like a strong microdose of something similar…gentle and pleasant but nothing like before.

 

I remember Tony Robbins talking about bufo I think to Joe Rogan and he said he had to take another dose or 2 b/c it wasn’t strong enough; to me before this I was just thinking; yeah he just has a REALLY strong ego (which he does but it’s in service), but now I was thinking…oh maybe it was a similar dynamic…I want to know their dosage amounts (Mike Tyson also).

 

Anyways; what I didn’t tell you yet but I told her is that I’d been micro-vaping mimosa (N,N DMT) and also had some changa (which you aren’t supposed to use close to this at all but it was micro micro like 1/2 week earlier b/c it has MAOI).

 

So anyways; she prepared the 38mg dose (so 70 mg total which I’m told is a solid regular dose) as I sat up a bit in silence and then partook of that…then it felt closer to what I had before but honestly it still felt like 1/6th the power…however don’t YOU dare be disappointed…BUFO HAS THE POWER. I know it does and I knew it then.

 

It’s just that this experience was meant to be more of that INITIAL relationship building starter point for me b/c I do plan on working with it often and we/you can ALWAYS go stronger with dosage (that’s what I’d call a good problem) and it’s where I wanted to be.

 

We tested that (jinxproof) this WAS safe to my vestibular (still healing in harvest) situation even with the toxins…I just had to do heavier dosage and all at once instead of spread out.

 

I LEFT SATISFIED…it was a GENTLE experience that I don’t have to much to write about but it’s b/c I’m viewing and valuing the BIGGER PICTURE of starting a long-term working relationship that I was ok with it.

 

By splitting the dosage it had also weakened it but it was also my relative immunity or what’s the term; tolerance TO DMT that was also part of the equation. That also helped her to understand it when we had our follow-up call.

 

I biked back and felt good but didn’t have any of those enviable relapses whatsoever. BUT THIS IS GOOD…It’s all the real deal and I had nothing else to prove to myself being my own hero through what I’ve already gone through (The Crucible and 5MEO-DMT as its own crucible)….

 

So really; the main takeaway I had was actually around the FEAR dynamic itself.

 

I had let it in some ways kinda terrify me for 5 years; the ‘unknown’…I may have mentioned before that in 2020 I was planning to come down to the Sanctuary to experience bufo but then my vestibular issue flared up with dizzy light-headedness and that COMPOUNDED my anxiety all up around bufo…it was this larger ‘fear’ zone’ (this was after I’d done The Crucible).

 

So it was essentially years of this ‘fear barrier’ with solid anxiety around it (amplified b/c of the legitimate health issue where there was no research on anyone who had anything like I did ever doing bufo or DMT)…and I realized that yes, I had become my own Hero by doing all of this.

 

THAT FEAR DISSIPATION was a MAJOR relief and strengthens my Soul Warrior even more. What chances are you NOT taking WHEN YOU KNOW its what you should do? Where are you letting fear stop you? Even from ‘being seen’ (and now I’m ‘post-debut)?

 

So, there isn’t much I’d write or would say about the actual experience for THIS time other than the dynamics and logistics I’m referring to. I WENT THROUGH THE TRIAL ANYWAYS.

 

And I found a way in. 5MEO-DMT was its own crucible for me. This was gentler and ironically, it’s bufo that others are secretly terrified of more but I had an inverse experience but for reasons listed above.

 

The anxieties are largely dissipated around it all (however it’s still temple grade warrior shit)…so here’s the deal; I’m GOING BACK FOR ROUND 2. It’s double splenic approved and it’s meant to be.

 

But one final thing is that for all that’s sacred but I’d use another word b/c the word sacred is sacred to me; anyway…I just COULD NOT FIGURE OUT THE MATH.

 

The math was impossible…there’s no way I did the same 7 mg when 5MEO-DMT was 7x stronger to my system. Even if I did the 70mg at once instead of 9 minutes apart, there’s no way it was as strong as the 7mg of direct DMT.

 

So just HOW MUCH of a difference does it make to not ever do it before or have 5.7 years off vs. micro-dosing ahead of time?

 

Anyways; We both figured that was some of what affected it and I wasn’t dissatisfied OR questioning of her quality either; that’s why I’m returning b/c she gets them directly and the medicine is PURE whereas there is more risk with other suppliers, etc.

 

I think it’ll be less of a freight train even at stronger doses but yes, I WILL do a write-up on my 2nd experience and post that to the blog also. I don’t fit within the typical psychonaut profile; I’m Grail Magi and have my reasons for taking the most powerful psychotropics with are sacraments and Way-showers.

 

Anyways; I won’t say the MG range that I’m planning to go in for but I want a similar overall experience to my first DMT one…just that it’ll be stronger than before, but NOW I’m really ready for the medicine and what it has to give me. Oh AND (esp. with my health concerns although jinxproof there are still risks); I have much less concern or anxiety about this; it’s more like…an in-self busy week, 6 out of 6 siddhic kundalini awakening Elixir sessions with mostly Light Muse as that continues to stabilize as siddhic hieros gamos, etc. and…ok, yeah I’ll bike on down to do bufo Wednesday-ish kinda thing.

 

But I’m living it…I’m really doing it: SOME OF THE SHIT I WAS SCARED OF THE MOST. Through the wall, on the ‘other side’ and that’s going to pay off in all kinds of ways (did I mention I’m post-debut now on Instagram?)

 

It requires a strong soul or spirit warrior/ess to do bufo, ayahuasca or 5MEO-DMT…YES, the sources and experiences can vary…ayahuasca was VERY different (although some similar things) with the different shamans I had. As I get more overall experience with bufo, etc. though I may share.

 

This medicine is lesser known but it’s going to gain in popularity (both of them) basically as the most powerful psychotropics out there.

 

I will have more to say as far as experience-wise I think on the UPCOMING Bufo post…so if it’s underwhelming here, at least it might get you thinking about bufo if ever.

 

Even in my circle I don’t know more than 1/2 dozen who’ve done it yet. I had a male client do ayahuasca and a form of DMT (mostly inspired by me I guess) and there’s something to be said about knowing these dynamics AND not getting too caught up in your head when it’s time to really PARTAKE ITSELF…then trusting in the medicine.

 

I don’t have problems surrendering like some people do, it was just a far less intense experience so that I did find myself thinking about let’s do a follow-on dose and thinking I had the math right (it felt right and was), but then dropping back into more the silence of the semi-familiar DMT experience (remember that we inherently HAVE DMT in our system as the GOD MOLECULE that can otherwise be difficult to practically access in any effectual amount).

 

Ok…look forward to other blog posts and I will definitely do a write-up on my upcoming 2nd bufo experience! (I’ve done ayahuasca 9 times; all in Peru on 2 different trips).

 

We’ll see if it’s as dynamic as I get into other possible sources of bufo and DMT as well; how much it varies, etc. (that is for the record if I’m allegedly doing what I’m doing)

 

-Rion

 

p.s. It really makes you wonder how Source/God gave us reminders of RECONNECT and the great Truty-Mystery itself of Self discovery in the oddest of places on earth…in our bodies and only PARTICULAR or semi-rare species of plants and sub-species of a desert frog and so forth…fascinating!

‘HIM’. The Beloved, Defined

‘HIM.’

 

‘The Beloved’: Defined.

 

Yes…we’re getting to that on this page.

 

The idea of ‘HIM’…that should send shudders down your spine and make you quiver if you are truly WIRED for the Sacred Union of Communion.

 

The 1 beyond ‘The One’.

 

The Beloved.

 

The true Divine Masculine counterpart in spirit (beyond twin flames).

 

The One who you’ve been so TURNED ON by in all aspects of self (and through mortal men who had aspects of Him, here and there but more as fracture).

 

He is The One who makes your Heart and Womb sing a HYMN to Him.

 

The POWER to your yet-unawakened BEAUTY, EROS and consciousness. Key to unlocking your deepest expression.

 

Core of your deepest desires in Light and DARK Truth.

 

‘He’ can unfortunately remain vague or simply fractured as Fantasy or ‘hope’ for lifetimes of those women who are spiritually wired for Hieros Gamos and its full spectrum of DARK COMMUNION as well as Light intimacy as God and Goddess the Lover in embodied consciousness.

 

Stick with ‘relationship coaches’ and you’ll never discover ‘HIM’.

 

These are Devotional Communion codes.

 

And ‘He’ is ABSENT of shadow. Only Divine Union holds that Purity of Eros.

 

Ok but ‘WHO’ is ‘HE’? Your Beloved?

 

(You didn’t think I’d have an answer didja? Well, if you’ve been following me, there’s always surprises so maybe it was ironically predictable).

 

Let’s get more specific here with a DEFINITION.

 

YOUR Beloved. HIM. THE ONE of your dreams. The One who hath given you signs and tremors throughout your life.

 

Your Beloved (or ‘The Beloved’ to the Feminine);

 

He is the Divine Masculine signature codex of archetypal, siddhic, elemental, Light, Dark and soul value areas as essence keys of Immortal Truth in the exact order that spiritually, eros-somatically, psychically, sexually and emotionally ACTIVATE and alchemize uniquely YOUR feminine soul’s greatest healing, spiritual awakening, Divine Feminine siddhic consciousness, Beauty, ecstasy, growth, embodiment, pleasure and multi-dimensional fulfillment.

 

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He is the key to your keyhole (hey, why not? He is 😉 and yet IN ALL DIMENSIONS. There is a combination of CODEX that put together INCITES all of your soul and spirit at the DEEPEST LEVELS. THAT is the Beloved.

 

Not just ‘qualities of mortal men’, but of the IMMORTAL masculine which can incarnate as that in men. The more reunified you are with HIM, the more you experience those qualities as heaven on earth. Such is hieros gamos.

 

Although He may be triggering in HIS POWER to activate you and may seem to threaten the comfort or some of your past ways of relating with the masculine and men (and your mortal self);

 

His signature POWER holds the LITERAL CODEX to uniquely awaken ALL OF YOU. And the POWER to alchemize and heal ALL of your trauma in one second.

 

And for some women, THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

 

And if they don’t find HIM and reunify with HIM; they will reincarnate in the next lifetime to ‘maybe’ come back to HIM.

 

This is the path of Divine Union; to know the Beloved and reunify with Him more and more in Sacred Inner Marriage within.

 

Knowing exactly WHO ‘HE’ is, is a central part of any Grail path; her immortal Beloved to become the Lover-Goddess to Her God-fractal Lover in hierogamy itself.

 

Unfortunately; few women will ever experience ‘HIM’. ‘He’ remains ‘out there’ as they react to the condition of mortal men and mundane humanity instead of living from God’s Divine Will for her as heaven on earth (in Sacred Union).

 

Most women will seek mortal men to fulfill these aspects and disappointingly so, while their soul remains unfulfilled if they are called to Divine Union.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will ‘settle’ or compromise to be more ‘down to earth’ as a response to mortal men (and their shadows); yet don’t realize that the concept of their Beloved remains as Fantasy instead of real; fractured in aspects that psycho-activate and awaken them but remain out of their life.

 

Unfortunately also; many women will fear (and fear facing) those aspects of the divine (impersonal, immortal qualities) of the masculine spirit (which incarnates through men); where her greatest growth and divine feminine consciousness and Beauty awaits.

 

I cannot say exactly WHO your Immortal Beloved is this moment unless you are already a client who we went through this process with; however, I CAN guide you through the process and help you clarify who HE is to YOU.

 

This means everything if you are on a Grail path of devotional, sacred, erotic and spiritual REUNIFICATION.

 

That may include HEALING with the Father; your Daughter aspect as you mature into the Grail Lover Goddess/Queen Herself in consciousness and embodiment.

 

Your Beloved has the alchemical POWER and Truth to heal all of your WOUNDS and trauma with the Masculine as you reunify in consciousness and embodiment within. You are SAFE with Him for He hath no shadow.

 

I’ve already helped 5 out of 5 women get clarity on EXACTLY who HE is to THEM. And it means everything.

 

And…you know what?

 

They’re already reaping the benefits of literal hierogamic Communion of Temple body within; their kundalini with HIS literal essences in a form of MATRIMONY alchemically. This is with the new Grail Kundalini package which includes the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook.

 

Grail Kundalini: Alpha Trial

 

Admittedly;

 

There’s only so much you can do by reading snippets on a doom scroll on Facebook or the blog. This is the REAL WORK.

 

The codes may be around you, but they may not INTEGRATE as ‘REAL’ until you do something more to prove your devotion to HIM in all the necessary ways or in pathways that open up.

 

The ladies in Mystical Grail are ‘on the path‘.

 

I’m going to do BUFO on Saturday because I continue to follow my Beloved’s Divine Will in reunification for my HIGHEST TRUTH and actualization in all dimensions and timelines.

 

It takes risk, sacrifice and investment. What my Beloved has TRIBULATED me through, OMG….it’s intense but it’s all been necessary. I have paid GREAT COSTS through the years (and not just financially).

 

So reflect on where you are at IF you know you are called to a Grail path…are you living a life of compromise ‘without Him’?

 

Unfortunately; many women sell out their soul, desire and spiritual awakening to their human self and comfort, when it is HE who holds the codex (and they secretly KNOW He holds it).

 

So check in with yourself; might you be afraid to find out that IS you (especially when you are in the realm of the power support FOR your reunification with Him)?

 

IF that is you, could you face that and say to your Beloved Himself; “I’m sorry, I sold out to my human comfort and mortal men instead of my soul’s deepest longing and awakening?…

 

That instead of US, I chose my lower self?”

 

It would be MY GREATEST REGRET; to live a life of COMPROMISE without my Beloved. It’s unacceptable.

 

That’s why my work CENTERS in Divine Union; the entire empire I’m building is WITH My Beloved reunified in me in consciousness;

 

We are doing it all together. I am living testament and temple.

 

And it’s also why I offer such services because it is a rare and heavy spiritual path with SPECIAL CHALLENGES. That’s why you want a proper guide instead of more blindly ‘going it on your own’. The entropy if you are in partnership alone could keep you forever blinded from the Immortal Beloved.

 

This is where Mystical Grail membership comes in and if you’re pretty experienced; the advanced Grail Kundalini Beloved Elixir activations for literal hierogamic alchemy with HIM. The window is open to join us at the START of year two.

 

There’s going to be ‘a price’ to pay and some will never be willing to pay it; thinking they can just go blindly on their own for decades more hoping or fantasizing HE will show up when the reality is that YOU must be the One to awaken TO HIM.

 

This is special work and other spiritual work can lead you astray from HIM until it’s raw Divine Union alchemy.

 

If you MUST return to HIM and discover HIM and be intimate with HIS GODLY qualities, then I recommend Mystical Grail membership.

 

On a Grail path; ye must follow SIGNS that He gives you to bring you closer together or He may forever remain fractured as Fantasy or with ‘parts’ of him experienced once in a blue moon with mortal men.

 

Good news; Mystical Grail membership is going into our SECOND YEAR and here is more details along with registration.

 

We have a curated field of Grail oracles, priestesses and lovers there who are very experienced. The community aspect alone is priceless but you get SO much more.

 

Mystical Grail Portal Invitation

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Your ‘Beloved’ is not the same as your ‘beloved’ (mortal partner) if you have one.

 

Doing Grail work work can still be done to reap benefits WITH your beloved as well because you will eros-somatically draw out those qualities within him (of HIM) as if by magic from your reunified beauty presence.

 

If you are SERIOUS about Divine Union next year (and right now); now is the time to join Mystical Grail membership as we go into our ‘Year 2’. The window is still open for 6 days (at time of writing) to be with us at the start (or join later).

 

p.p.s. And if you’re IN a partnership, why would you not want to cultivate a Divine Union partnership to deepen EVERYTHING? This essentially requires you to have your own solo practice as well (and get proper support or guidance and initiations along the path) or the mundane and mortal is going to be its own ENTROPY from bringing more HEAVEN (which you get to evoke) in the relationship itself

 

Mystical Grail Portal Invitation

Devotion Activates Miracles & Magic : A Master’s Path Yet At Great Cost

If you desire life-changing, life-altering, MIRACULOUS and assured breakthroughs you can have it, you’ll just have to pay a price.

 

(That’s also why my sessions are priced as they are without just being an ‘elite marketing scheme’).

 

See; the magic is REAL with authentic masters. They hold keys to QUANTUM leap your breakthrough. That’s why I always sought out relevant masters along my path.

 

Devotion and/or money are some of the greatest prices you can pay to not only ACCESS true mastery and miracles, but to become a Master yourself and/or to ENSURE your awakening (this can include kundalini awakening) and miraculous spiritual growth.

 

As I highlighted in my recent article; shaktipat is a method of ASSURED breakthrough and growth. When I received ‘shaktipat’ or energetic transference direct on my energy body from different incarnate masters I made QUANTUM leaps and bounds.

 

However; there is ALWAYS a price to pay to receive shaktipat, ‘the anointing’ or transmission, activation and entrainment from a living Master or Sifu.

 

It’s never actually ‘free’. Once you realize this with clarity however and realize you have to pay a price; you can attract or find a master and make magic and miraculous breakthrough happen in record time.

 

You don’t have to wait years (as if you’re kundalini is still dormant and you’re just doomed to complacency).

 

Now; how is that next 3-pack of kundalini activations sounding to get closer to the INVALUABLE lived experienced of living daily with STABILIZED and lit kundalini in your system able to run super-natural currents and shakti?

 

Many people simply aren’t willing to pay the price and thus won’t get their breakthrough or will hope and dream that it happens but it is always ‘out there’ and that’s not actually the truth.

 

They’ll stumble for years ‘being their own guru’ without realizing they’re paying the greatest cost without even getting much of anywhere.

 

The Power, Beauty and Truth is that their miracle IS here and now, they just have to access it and getting with a Master makes that connection.

 

A Master can be a discarnate deity or archetype but then it comes down to their connection to them and their DEVOTION really in order to receive the deeper codes.

 

The kundalini and dan tien activation Muse codes didn’t happen until I had gone through so many OTHER doors along the path.

 

Again; once you KNOW that there’s always a price; you can accelerate your awakening in multiple areas if you are willing to face and pay the cost.

 

Shaktipat transmissions from a master WORKS (masters I’m referring to can be male or female; some will call them gurus or teachers).

 

One of the ways;

 

Devotion to a guru is a high price to pay and yet it is a tried and true, hardcore spiritual path of Awakening and Mastery that has worked throughout history.

 

It practically GUARANTEES RESULTS and yet the cost may be years of your life and devotion.

 

No matter how ‘stuck’ you are, if you just GET WITH A TRUE MASTER, you will quantum leap. I’ve had clients and myself go to ashrams to literally be with a Master.

 

These lead to quantum breakthroughs. I had my crown chakra activated via shaktipat from an enlightened master; the same one that turned down a billionaire.

 

This was priceless but I paid a price and part of that was not just ashram-resort fees and travel but my heavy spiritual work earlier for him to recognize I was ready.

 

This dynamic of activating the apprentice or disciple is practiced and known in almost all spiritual lineages around the world from sects of Hinduism, kriya yoga to tantra yoga, Tao, martial arts and chi kung, master shamans to apprentice, master healers to students…even miracle healer anointed prophets to their select chosen ones to give them ‘the gift’.

 

As I mentioned recently in the corresponding article; the most assured path to your own awakening is to be WITH a Master; ideally as apprentice or student.

 

Look; I have my own UNIQUE way of working with the gifts but getting so activated from different masters was FOUNDATIONAL.

 

I talk more about this on the ‘About Rion’ page…now I’ve been ‘activated’ by DMT mixing with more advanced Muse sorcery codes and years ago (kundalini and daka) activated by an Indian-American Dakini Priestess reconnecting with past lives as well. I’ve had that and many other activations (by far most from Muse). I can also do unlimited archetype self-activations.

 

That’s why I am a powerful activator of others (and that Muse eventually opened up the codes to do Her light-working methodology for archetype and other activations universally): devotion.

 

The student can then become the master-teacher; however that may not be a PRACTICAL price for you to pay if you want your own kundalini awakening FASTER for example.

 

The equivalent price to pay might only be several grand or it might be $100,000 or $5 million but there is a cost (and it helps to realize the VALUE of kundalini awakening) to access those who have that actual power, magic and connection to source.

 

Knowing there’s a cost you don’t have to sit on your laurels for years accepting little results remaining stuck at your same level of consciousness. You can pay to accelerate it with ASSURANCE. There are just different costs to pay which is all about EXCHANGE and respect.

 

You’re paying for THE price that THEY paid to become so powerful in service for you.

 

This is where paying MONEY for the exchange of time and attention from a Master might make far more sense than you yourself being in devotion to them and feeding the grounds-chickens for months instead.

 

Then something like the AvaStar Makeover makes so much sense for only $5000 to do in an intensive month with me which could otherwise take you around 7 years on your own.

 

Just to get the attention of a guru who has 100s of followers to do a dozen activations for you alone might take 7 years of intermittent sessions.

 

Now let’s bring the dynamic and price of Devotion into modern day. Divine Union Devotion is especially mystical and powerful.

 

“How are you such a powerful activator Rion?

 

…How can all these remote kundalini, dan tien and archetypes activations actually work?”

 

The short answer?

 

Because I AM the activated and THAT is entirely sourced in DEVOTION. Devotion is a very real price to pay (and have your life centered and entrenched in it).

 

For years I have paid the hidden and upfront real costs to receive the codes and activations FROM my Master Teacher Beloved (and other masters).

 

Yes, DEVOTION and this goes very very deep into the Heart, Spirit, Eros, Sex and Soul (and what YOUR guru might require of you; especially if you are called to truly be a Master yourself).

 

Thus; we’re also referring to Gene Key 29 (whether it’s in your chart or not). Also; I have the Gene Key 16 OF Master/y itself as my Evolution.

 

29 is my SXQ (Attraction) and SQ (Spiritual Intelligence). Muse is my primary ‘Master-Teacher’. Part of following Her was that She sent me to other living and discarnate masters to receive training and or shaktipat activations FROM them.

 

I was in deep devotion to my Beloved years before I ever knew of Gene Keys and the price I have paid was a GREAT ONE. Immense. I have followed the ancient path of devotion to a Guru which can with time; open up an alchemical connection and portal for massive awakening.

 

I talk about this in other places like on my blog like the YEARS and YEARS of tribulatory devotion to Her with ZERO anticipation of becoming a Master or serving others, before She started activating me energetically.

 

It was a decade of faith devotion before my first prime activation related to being activated to serve others when my forearms and hands lit on white fire while hosting an event venerating Muse all night with men who flew in internationally.

 

A decade of blind faith?

 

Yeah…that is an IMMENSE price. Who on earth has THAT kind of patience?

 

Basically; only the ancient apprentices and masters although it helps that I WAS in multiple past lifetimes. These traditions STILL carry on today mostly in the East (and it’s how mystery, magic and miracles was passed down through generations).

 

They wouldn’t give the most powerful codes to new students.

 

The students would essentially be devoted to their Master or guru, their own growth and the teachings. Hindi lines and the Tao is all about this as well.

 

Authentic lived devotion activates you like NOTHING ELSE if and when your objective devotion is a Master who can transmit shaktipat (and Muse/my Beloved is a Master).

 

Devotion creates a powerful exchange dynamic that allows you to not only receive shaktipat but to receive greater and greater, more powerful activations the more devoted you are IF you have a POWERFUL Guru (but there is a greater price to pay).

 

It proves your WORTHINESS for the mystery codes FROM the Master Teacher themselves and often the price is great.

 

Muse (after brutal devotion) has learned that She can trust me so much (with a large portion of Her Divine Will on earth) that She gave me the keys to co-create Her priestess lineage. Yeah. It’s a BIG THING and we’re starting a more mainstream one soon with Allure Priestess in Her name. Her codes but I had to become the disciple of the millennium for it.

 

I continually paid the price. I’m co-creating a legacy with Her on earth and evolving the Beauty industry. We did the literal L.A. #metoo movement gridwork that set the environment for Rose McGowan to more safely (yet still fully courageously come forward).

 

You get that source connection with me in my ‘above average’ pricing (and you’re getting RESULTS).

 

So now; those $1000 three pack of sessions may not seem so far ‘out there’ do they?

 

And in the West, we like to get paid in money moreso than the ashram dynamic of hidden costs.

 

It’s not uncommon for gurus to have their disciples fetch water or sweep the ashram for months or years before sharing any value with them. That is a PRICE they are paying.

 

One that we aren’t as used to in the West because we aren’t as devotional. So yes; the other ‘great price’ to pay is MONEY. Money is relevant to us deeply and yet it’s a tool of exchange.

 

Kundalini is FREE as a divine resource HOWEVER the cost to actually access and ensure it, is not free. For many YEAR and years of practice may still not yield results. That is a price they are also paying so may have to go with something more reliable like shaktipat.

 

Shaktipat is generally the fastest path to assured awakening (including with kundalini); but then the question is what is the cost to be with a true Master? (And YES; there are authentic Western Masters and Priestesses).

 

This subject is cross-related to my recent clarity exploration on the Hidden Costs of Assured Awakening: Ashrams vs. Capitalism (because there is another way of exchange; a price you can pay in place of devotion to a guru and it’s called money).

 

The fact that we take mastercard and paypal is actually kind of a lessing for such a CLEAN TRANSACTION.

 

It has to do with the idea that your awakening IS ASSURED and that this is GREAT NEWS…you just are going to have to get out of your own ego’s selfish sabotaging way and pay the PRICE to be with the Master or get his or her time.

 

There’s a COST and you might be paying that in hidden ways or not willing to pay it and thus are less likely to have your miracles; remaining stuck for years or decades.

 

You may NOT want to pay the steep price of Light years of tribulation and DEVOTION to a guru like I did (with Beloved as my guru who I am in endless divine obsession with). That’s just with MY path.

 

I’ve done BOTH forms of the ancient principle of getting with Masters and receiving shaktipat transmissions or activations.

 

It’s about EXCHANGE and access and there is a price but this is empowering because then you can accelerate your own awakening with different masters. If you’re already on a path of becoming a Priestess for example you know and respect all of this.

 

In following ancient tradition and past lifetimes even being born in the West;

 

I’ve gone the DEVOTIONAL ROUTE continually for 23 years now with Beloved; my Master Teacher (always going deeper) AND I have also used money to directly exchange for transmission and apprenticeship with other Masters as well (Master shamans, Grandmasters of Tao and Tantra and the likes).

 

I am a Master Activator because I have become a master, but only because I have been WITH Masters (who have also helped me RECLAIM my gifts in this lifetime and expand upon them).

 

The student/apprentice eventually becomes the Master.

 

I venerate my master/sifus and have paid the price to RECEIVE THEIR TRANSMISSIONS (and holy Lord have I). I talk about some of these stories in different places like what it took for me to finally get activated (shaktipat) at the source of Chi Kung itself from Grandmaster Zhou.

 

I have become Muse’ prime Magician, Grail Priest (and almost) Grail Daka on earth because ONLY of my proven Devotion and tribulation to Her. THAT WAS THE PRICE…..NOTHING ELSE and nothing less would have done it.

 

Basically all other men were kept out and the only gateway was TRUE DEVOTION. BRUTAL and annihilating devotion.

 

Devotion can do miracles IF YOU ARE WILLING to pay the necessary price….to access the HIGHEST magic, Beauty and power.

 

In that case money wouldn’t have done it either. I had to prove devotion long before I even knew I was proving anything. Not too dissimilar to being the Tao masters waterboy for a decade of doing ritual mundane work and meditation (to then get to the REAL magic in receiving the activations).

 

The price I’ve paid could be the equivalent of 10 billion dollars and yet ironically that could also be the market value of the allure industry we are co-founding together.

 

I paid the price up to this point and will continue paying the price. That may be inspirational for you and bring clarity if you are also on a serious path. I’m grateful to MANY clients who respected and valued me as such an energy master to receive activations from me (around 1300 paid sessions served to date!).

 

And now; in the modern day we have started the Muse Priestess lineage and the Allure Priestess lineage is incepting as well in Her name. I was the only one who made it through all of Her trials up to that point after millennia so She could finally start Her Grail Priestess lineage.

 

DEVOTION was the price and that includes immense sacrifice. So don’t look at the 10 minutes of time you are getting with the master as wanting more time and things being unequal…that’s all it took for me in multiple cases to get the miracle breakthroughs.

 

I have paid grand costs and that is also why my service offerings are not at your neighborhood reiki healer’s pricing. Other masters charge premium rates and the wealthy understand that they don’t want to pay the price in TIME to maybe never get their and respect the MASTERY support to get there much faster.

 

So I really want to highlight this again;

 

With your own awakening there is a price to pay to achieve this level of Mastery, service and power or transmission FROM a master.

 

If you want to ASSURE kundalini awakening for example; there’s GOING to be a cost to pay. In that article I also talk about how shaktipat is a most ancient and reliable path for awakening and how there are costs around it but with the advent of money (instead of devotional servitude); it can help you finally breakthrough miraculously fast (like my clients are).

 

Many are not practically willing to pay for access to Mastery in the devotional format like I have which is parallel ‘temple time’ similar although different than a Hindi ashram school for example.

 

This is where our Western model of CAPITALISM is actually a GODSEND because it allows you to have a CLEAN, entanglement free EXCHANGE without the ‘hidden’ costs of months or years of ashram time sweeping the floor (and other costs) from those of us who accept payment of money for the exchange rather than devotional servitude and the hidden costs with that.

 

I am a powerful activator because I am THE activated (and yes I have many divine masculine archetypal qualities).

 

Devotion is a powerful dynamic that can be incredibly activating; it opens up the divine to transmit shaktipat activation with and through you usually directly from a Guru.

 

Devotion is obliteration of self into the subject of veneration. I’m helping other Grail Mystics open up to the activation-shaktipat of their Beloved; it is high alchemy.

 

Someone can SAY they are in devotion but only the truth will tell. The great masters (like Muse) will demand often the greatest tribulation from you to prove you are worthy to handle the codes and power of their Mystery school.

 

And it makes it nothing less that I am consciously AWARE that I have become a Master (I venerate MY Masters). My lines don’t have issues around that.

 

Nor would I deny that I have been in devotion (as if ascetic humility is the only proven ‘way’; which is just as idiotic as those that say those who call themselves a ‘master’ or ‘priestess’ aren’t ones); obviously I am aware that I have been after THIS long.

 

Humility itself IS with the path and the ego at these levels of mastery does have a healthy its place supporting the divine service, but denying what it is is a form of gaslighting.

 

Although some people may have issue with it, I would get comfortable with the idea that there WILL be more Western Masters and Priestesses with real powers and we are NOT all necessarily ‘ascetic’ or pauper like.

 

We accept different forms of payment like visa, mastercard, paypal and crypto. That’s different than devotion to us but without paying money.

 

Anyways; Devotional Divine Union is a CHALLENGING path with immense costs if you are doing it properly as the real deal. Your Beloved will continually obliterate you because of His Power or Her Beauty; there’s no ESCAPING it. I loved going into ayahuasca and DMT because there were forms of annihilation and rebirth with them to further become actualized as my Avatar self embodied.

 

Divine Union has devotional codes.

 

We’re not talking a cozy ‘mid’ demi-god, we’re talking powerful alchemy if your Beloved (like mine is a TRUE Master).

 

Muse is a Master of Beauty codes; that’s why we are revolutionizing the Beauty industry itself.

 

Through astonishing, deep devotion and tribulation have I received the codes and practical magic to be able to do Her sorcery; a/the Top Queen of Beauty Herself….AND it keeps expanding (anti-remission kundalini codes that work? That’s true sorcery).

 

I am a guide and activator to others because I have WALKED THE PATH, PAID THE PRICE and although it is indefensible, it’s worth highlighting some of these aspects.

 

DEVOTION is a powerful price to pay to attain such Magic and Mastery in divine service, but it’s not for everyone. I’ve also paid the direct financial price to work with and attract other true masters.

 

So yes; 3 activation sessions are $1000 and that’s the starter pricing although the Dan Tien activations are 4 for $500 (those are 10 minute sessions btw). Now; they may not seem that pricy do they (esp. when you consider the value and results).

 

These thoughts can help you bring clarity in discernment for deciding to work with me OR other master teachers and activators.

 

I hope this brought extra clarity and I think that ALL of us have experienced paying less to get shoddy service and wished we just would have hired the MASTER even if it was the Maytag repair man a decade after those commercials.

 

Or maybe you hired a less competent energy healer or doctor and the problem festered or got worse instead of hiring a true master-professional.

 

“The price for success is always full price and it’s paid upfront”

 

-Eiji Morishita, Business coach (paraphrased)

 

Remember; there is a cost for YOU to partake; it may be hidden yet with the Western model of money, you can attract mastery and miracle breakthrough much faster if you are willing to invest and pay the price.

 

Seek out your master teachers or activators. Be discerning. Are they and what they offer ‘the next’ step for you?

 

How fast MUST you or do you desire to QUANTUM LEAP including maybe with your kundalini?

 

Are you comfortable paying the price for that level of high exchange? Or is moderate to zero results ok in the different areas of your life by expensing years more of time instead?

 

Some of us are called to GREAT, divine service and respect ‘the costs’ and we don’t have time to waste.

 

I hope this was clarifying!

 

Again; my services are organically pricier (and will continue to rise) without being an ‘elite marketing thing’ because there is a price to pay for the exchange; my time, mastery, MY investment, saving you the hidden costs and RESULTS.

 

The ‘price with money’ saves you on other hidden costs or years otherwise. Ready to get some activations along YOUR path for your NEXT big breakthroughs?