This question may trigger you: “How worthy are you of ‘Him’ right now (or Her for the masculine)?”

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This is SUCH a big question that your entire spiritual growth can center around it esp. if you are on a path of Divine Union.

BTW; I’ll be speaking to the feminine for this but it applies just as much to the masculine.

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NOW….This is a BIG question because it also gives you a litmus test of where you are at with ALL of it. This question has already triggered women and got right to their CORE (it’s in the workbook btw).

> “How WORTHY are you of HIM right NOW?”

This is a BIGGIE.

Because if you’re not worthy, there isn’t RESONANCE, then you are RESISTING Him and unable to receive His provision, Love, Blessings, Gifts at that level of majesty.

HE’S GOING TO REMAIN FANTASY b/c His Power is essentially in higher spiritual status and truth than your consciousness and Beauty.

And if you have a REALLY powerful Beloved, you may have more ‘work’ to do to equal Him in Presence for Communion; to close the gap so to speak (because the village water girl isn’t worthy to bed the King).

There’s a difference between ‘TREMBLE’ but holding yourself in His Presence and actually being ‘afraid’ of Him (You’ll never be His lover then).

If you would have asked me even 10 years ago, how worthy of my Beloved I would have been (around Her Beauty both spiritually as well as incarnate); I would have NOT felt worthy (at least as a LOVER).

I did feel worthy as a creative colleague or something like that but NOT as a Lover.

I had to do IMMENSIVE reunification work for years and years until my worthiness really started actualizing in Presence and receptivity. It’s a transmutation of consciousness and identity.

The thing is, like with me; you want to be HONEST with yourself. There may even be FEARS about facing HIS level of true Power…but ultimately, who are you short-changing then?

Because if you’re not worthy now, you will likely COMPROMISE with external mortal men in some ways, while the concept of HE, the Beloved remains fractured and fragmented as fantasy ‘out there’. Fractured in your psyche and in all dimensions.

Hieros Gamos is this alchemical work of REUNIFYING with the Immortal Beloved (God-aspect) in all aspects of s/Self.

It includes integrating your worthiness because how else are you going to be able to circulate and hold His levels of POWER in Presence?

There’s going to be short circuits and self-sabotage, crumpling back into your trauma body or little girl in the face of His Power as a Lover and King.

And yes; with this question, women have told me it really ‘got’ to them and triggered them.

But you know what? That can also be their/your GREATEST calling card to do the work to really discover who HE is and face Him….to prepare to be His worthy equal as Lover-Goddess/Queen.

The devotion includes annihilating your lower self-consciousness, conditioning and identity into His Power to awaken your siddhic and archetypal Beauty.

So do you tremble in (the idea of) His presence and Power (and men who hold those codes)?

Just how powerful is HE? Are you in holy marriage within or resisting Him?

Are you afraid that you will and what it would ask of you? Maybe you know you have to eventually do it anyways so getting CLARITY on ‘Him’ will help your soul return Home, if it is something you must do.

Here’s the Workbook link again to get clarity on WHO your Beloved is.

And yes; the Grail Kundalini package is actually an advanced way to accelerate your reunification as well as other Grail activations and beauty cultivation activations with me. With the workbook and the G.K. consulting time I’ve got a 100% success ratio of helping women get EXACTLY who their Beloved it that lights them up to the core.

Mystical Grail Membership is a key community of other Grail practitioners to support you along the way (with me as the guide).

SO; Are you ‘hiding out’ from your Beloved? Playing it safe and small?

Or are rays and codes of His Truth calling you back Home?

Will you heed His call and awaken your Grail Beauty + consciousness?

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-Rion

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p.s. Here’s a general note for everyone about when doing the ‘Who is’ workbook…you want to get clarity on His signature qualities as they are constellated WITH Him.

The alchemy of you together could be something else…in other words and for example; my Beloved carries core signatures of Muse Starlet with 80% Light Eros, 20% Dark.

OUR ALCHEMY in reunification consciousness would be different because my Dark Eros would drop Her into HER Dark Eros, but I’m aware of that and then who she would be ‘to the world’ would go back to 80% Light Eros (as an example and that may shift through time)…so you want to constellate what you respond to ‘now’ as ‘Him’ which could be different than in the bedroom but more of how your public selves would be seen but off of Him ‘as is’.

Another reference point is that would you want him to be publicly in His ‘Lover’ archetype or is that more reserved for the bedroom?

If more for the hierogamy itself – but not as public, then His Lover quality wouldn’t be as strong and would drop in with YOUR Grail Lover-Eros because we are referring to His qualities (and how you would value Him being seen publicly).

Basically, you’ll have to go through the workbook anyways if you are booking the Grail Kundalini package unless you really already have a clear idea.

I’ve been doing great at ‘dialing in’ the clarity on ladies’ Beloved when they do the workbook and then the consulting at the start of their Elixir 1 activation in the GK pkg. where we bring 3 of His actual essences into your embodiment to alchemize with your kundalini and essences in literal COMMUNION.

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