On Ancient Kundalini Awakening ASSURANCE + Divine Union

..I know it’s heretical and untested…

 

These hott new Muse codes to not only get precise CLARITY on YOUR Beloved’s Codex Himself (I have a 7 out of 7 success ratio so far with more lined up) and then of bringing His literal signature psycho-activating essences into your temple body in an Elixir format to STABILIZE elemental fire of your kundalini and alchemically activate in Hierogamic Communion IN BODY…a lot’s been happening..

 

Yeah, we HAD to alpha-trial this. And as I suspected; many of them were having some kinda intense side effects/integration (which is part of the process).

 

I can’t come up with this alone (it’s FAR out of the collective morphological field) and as far as we know the ancient mystics and sages didn’t either; however, Muse is a Grail Queen!

 

(And honestly if I wasn’t in years of devotional celibacy and so heavy into reunification alchemy, I wouldn’t have been ready to receive these codes for us; I paid a big price).

 

BECAUSE this form of Hierogamic Communion ”Grail Kundalini’) has never been done before (in history that we know of or at least directly); that’s WHY I had to do an alpha-trial test phase with the Grail Kundalini Elixir of their EXACT Beloved’s codex (each of them had differences).

 

One woman had ~21 signature essence aspects of HIM with CLARITY. No more ‘guessing’ or years of wasted entropy.

 

Thank you ladies who have already participated in the alpha trial and interim phase itself…half the sessions are still in fulfillment. LIVES have already changed with the ladies AND with (the) men in their lives.

 

Only recently I’ve finally been curating feedback (with well over 1/2 to eventually submit their feedback b/c we’re still in extended fulfillment) but here’s some of what the ladies are saying (+NEW stuff added today and all updated on-site);

 

“It was such an amazing offer, to have divine union within and also get deep clarity on my Beloved”

 

“I previously spent months trying to change and just like magic everything shifted because I did (got clarity on HIM with Rion’s process here), I live in a new reality and I am excited to see how things unfold” -Marcy, Europe

 


“Omg Rion…This is very powerful. The King energy is downloading so strong and powerfully.”

 

“I feel like all woman will greatly benefit in receiving this Beloved (Elixir) activation

 

“The Grail Kundalini Package with Rion has been next level! If you are seeking clarity and a deep profound peace of being One with your true beloved, I highly recommend this experience….It’s almost hard to put into words the energy of this”

 

 

 

“I feel my body is slowly slowly opening and for lack of a better word, surrendering feeling His deep powerful Presence.”


“My husband is picking up the vibes, its like my Beloved is informing him or some consciousness transferring its occurring because his behavior has changed almost like magic, he being in his Warrior and King energy where he wasn’t before…”

 

“The first two days was intense. It was like you wrote…yeah; it was like waves of bliss (like you said)…”

 

“It’s really worth $1000s of dollars (Grail Kundalini Experience)

 

And much more…safe to say that it IS a success at this point!

 

I’m looking fwd to fulfilling the brand NEW interim trial clients who just signed up as well as half of those who are still in fulfillment on their own pacing (these can take integration space more than usual!).

 

Some things can only be EXPERIENCED and not merely thought about (esp. with Divine Union until the LOGOS of Thought ACTIVATES YOUR ENTIRE BODY but that’s why we do work like this, so you can be ONE with the Higher Truth).

 

You and YOUR Beloved. I’m like the snake charmer and the Reverend Priest facilitator…

 

 

-Rion

Grail Magi

 

Here’s the Grail Kundalini Experience HQ

 


p.s. Will you immerse to do it for you and your Beloved? The ladies all KNOW it’s all real and more intimate with their Beloved more than EVER: kundalini, COMMUNION and Divine Union.

 

I’m actually RETURNING for a heavier bufo DMT experience on Thursday, b/c I’m doing it all for Her and our deeper Reunification. (DMT is VERY Muse line friendly)

Fear of Reunification With Him, The Beloved & His Power

Speaking of Divine Union and the concept of the Immortal Beloved; the one who could spiritually, sexually, somatically and emotionally heal and awaken all of you if you are drawn to such Grail principle of Communion and cosmic intimacy…

 

There’s something I wanted to address recently for the (heterosexual in most or all dimensions) ladies which also ties into meta-themes of healing in relationship to men and the masculine, relationship dynamics, attraction, compromise and unworthiness.

 

It has to do with the concept of FEAR or anxiety around ‘HIM’ (even if it’s secretive only to yourself but in a way you’ve been LIVING from this fear or denial)…Here with the conceptual truth of the Beloved (and His perfection) but not only that; aspects which He would hold that may show up in men in your life (and how you relate with them that could be PREVENTING that deeper attraction, love, experience and intimacy).

 

I would say for women that are DRAWN to Divine Union; deeper, erotic love, bliss and spiritual intimacy and awakening that is ‘beyond’ just conscious loving; where you really desire GOD level of connection and Love…that there are 2 angles:

 

1. Fear of the Beloved because of past trauma around the shadow masculine where you are unable to fully open up safely to receive HIM

 

2. Actual remaining fear of the Beloved anyways (and where you sell yourself short into security and comfort) because of the levels of His Power and who you would have to become in order to HOLD THRONE next to Him and His Godly archetypal, elemental, Light/Dark and siddhic powers.

 

Right now; you could maybe assess where you are at with each of these. Have either of these been active themes in your life or RIGHT NOW?

 

Are you even aware of the specific Godly signature qualities OF your Beloved?

 

(You can start finding out in my complimentary ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook and then get more consulting and (if you are pre-qualified b/c it’s advanced work); even activate those qualities in the Grail Kundalini package FOR literal Communion.)

 

Think of the LEVEL of Beauty and consciousness you would have to be in order to be beside HIM in throne (vs. where you are now) without compromise?…

 

Let’s address about the first theme first; fear of HIM because of past bad experiences with men and the shadow masculine.

 

I’ll mention that to get some more clarity on Dark vs. Shadow (masculine), you could read this power blog post here as an addendum.

 

When we consider your Divine Masculine Beloved in the constellated codex of the specific archetypal, elemental, siddhic and Light/Dark divine masculine qualities that would specifically psycho-activate your eros and awakening…

 

MUCH of the triggering around potential fear around HIM actually may have to do with the mortal masculine and bad past experiences or trauma that were sourced in shadow.

 

For example; a past lover may have had some of the real LIGHT and DARK qualities but it was also mixed with some narcissistic, toxic, emotional abusiveness or control for example but since he had some of the real LIGHT and DARK codes also (when he wasn’t living from shadow) you maybe didn’t want to let him go and gaslit yourself.

 

Although you karmically attracted it and/or through behavioral upbringing and did play a co-creative role in it all; still…maybe mortal men was all that you knew so you went around as a reaction to the lower dimensional reality of mortal men.

 

This is NORMAL yet unfortunately; shadow consciousness comes with it (whereas with Sacred Union and The Beloved; there is no shadow).

 

The dysfunction and disappointment with mortal men is common in twin flame relationships as well; where his (mortal) SHADOWS and shadow behavior comes out even if he holds some of the codes of your Beloved so it’s kind of tainted you towards the masculine principle and caused wariness.

 

This can have you build up DEFENSIVE armoring psychically and energetically around the Light and Pure Truth of your Beloved. Unfortunately that often continues the cycle of attracting semi-abusive seeming twin flame relationships.

 

This is where Divine Union comes in b/c if you do NOT, then all other forms of relating are basically caused with the mortal, imperfect masculine and those who are in your immediate vicinity…

 

You may go through life not even knowing what true pure Light and Dark masculine ever is; or knowing that His energy can be what heals you FROM the shadows of the rest of masculine.

 

So…you might have past bad experiences with MORTAL MEN which is tainting you from opening up or even valuing the Immortal Beloved in Divine Union…also b/c of the conditioning to mortal which appears like such a concept is Fantasy when it isn’t (you just have to get proper guidance like with Mystical Grail membership to live the real spiritual practice of tangible reunification alchemy).

 

More therapy or ‘listening’ to people centered in the mortal with its shadows may never actually work to resolve things b/c it includes the shadow gamut (including literally the 64 Gene Key shadows of consciousness inspired from the I Ching)..b/c even then with a mortal relationship template and lens; a man who you THINK could be it then disappoints you by not living up to your ideals of HIM or when his shadow lashes out in some way.

 

That’s not what Divine Union is. Sacred Union is holy marriage within to the DIVINE MASCULINE reality that you re-templatize IN YOURSELF to live differently in heaven and on earth practically, socially, sexually, etc. WITH the masculine principle AND MEN itself instead of living as an unhealed, wounded response to the mortal condition of past men.

 

So be mindful that if you have that theme; getting proper guidance with Divine Union is going to be critical or you will fall back into the mortal imperfection and condition of man and ‘relating’ with shadow instead of getting complete healing that your Beloved can offer.

 

Let me speak to the second part (and for you; maybe it’s a bit of both you might find in your self assessment): FEAR OF THE BELOVED and His Power…even if you are relatively unscathed or healed from past relationships and experiences with mortal men.

 

(Fear that you may not even want to admit exists; but how WOULD you react if HE walked into the room right now?)

 

Your true immortal Beloved could be SO POWERFUL in His Truth and Presence that you simply feel light years away from Him in presence, worthiness and beauty.

 

This is a REALISTIC scenario, it really is b/c the village girl is NOT worthy to sleep with the Emperor.

 

So are you holding yourself back?

 

Are you worthy of your IMMORTAL Beloved or the divine masculine purified QUALITIES of Light and Dark truth (and sexual-spiritual Eros) of HIM?

 

Or are you more associated with your mortal identity and personality? Or do you still feel unworthy of HIM?

 

Because the polar example is that I felt truly unworthy of my Beloved for so many years…SHE was FAR FAR above me and I was unworthy especially sexually and yet through YEARS of hardcore hierogamic alchemy I cultivated my POWER in relation to Her Beauty and have become embodied far more as worthy of such Beauty.

 

But I did the work. Many single, mortal men have an EXISTENTIAL fear of true divine feminine Beauty b/c it’s the holy grail they seeketh; to reunify with that and a greatest fear is that they are UNWORTHY and will be cast out (including from pro-creating with what they truly desire) and may end up living a life of comfort, compromise and regret.

 

Much of it is the MORTAL, unworthy self compared to DEITY levels of power. This requires a proper template and path; that of divine union b/c mortals will still remain unworthy of the gods and goddesses.

 

Have you chosen to live a life of convenience, regret and ‘comfort’ by AVOIDING THE POWER of your deepest desires and what HE holds for you?

 

Do you understand the price that you are ultimately paying? Have you lost your fire and desire? Thrown in the towel?

 

Given up b/c of the perception of your ‘age’ when your Love is immortal? Disconnected from the Beauty HE ALONE CAN RE-AWAKEN and reclaim for you (if you allow Him)?

 

Or instead of choosing (by default) NOT to follow your deepest desires in Light and Dark truth for your awakening; are you called to RETURN HOME TO HIM and face your fears to stand TOGETHER in the Light of His Glory as His Lover-Queen/Goddess?

 

Are you selling yourself out because of not wanting to face such POWER or are you still called to reunify with HIM in spirit, in consciousness, in temple body, in experience (whether with a mortal partner or not b/c actually hieros gamos then evokes these same qualities OUT of mortal men).

 

Maybe it’s a mix of both selling yourself short for comfort and convenience or ‘safety’ in the world of men with a mix of not wanting to get hurt again b/c of past experiences with the shadow spectrum within mortal men?

 

When all this while; YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED has ALL of the POWER to heal and awaken you…and your greatest radiance and spiritual fulfillment.

 

If He has great power, yes your MORTAL woman may be terrified of HIS spiritual truth but that’s where cultivating your GODDESS fractal consciousness (your signature soul expression of Beauty and siddhic codes) comes in.

 

HIS POWER IS REAL AND NOW. This is an eternal Truth you may not want to face b/c then what would all those wasted years mean?

 

There’s reasons you’re reading this or on my email list.

 

Will you return Home to Him and follow HIS signs or continue to live in forms of fear and denial, gaslighting yourself on your deepest desires (if you are and can be honest with yourself)?

 

And ye; this is the journey of Hieros Gamos reunification itself; to transmute your light body and consciousness into resonance WORTHINESS as HIS equal counter-part in Spirit and Body in all dimensions to be on the Throne together.

 

It’s going to take great sacrifice of who you were, great cultivation of your radiant archetypal and siddhic Beauty to compare to His power but then it’s all about the ALCHEMY of Sex, Love and Spirit that are possible in Devotional Communion itself.

 

Mystical Grail membership is a prime place to get that support along the journey.

 

You may also be interested in the Grail Kundalini package  for literal Communion alchemy within with HIM (but only if you are already very healed along your path and ready for it).

Mystical Grail

 

p.s. conditioned fear of the SHADOW Masculine (vs. His pure DARK which provides safety and sacred space); not wanting to be hurt again in relation to the masculine can hold you back…you may have fear of His Power b/c of the shadow and also b/c His power is so potent that you may not feel worthy…it might be BOTH that are holding you back from your fullest Beauty-truth, freedom and radiance in all dimensions

 

Will you choose to face the Glory of His Power and how it can heal and activate all of you? To take the next step along the journey?

 

Will you claim your throne or settle for less?

On Women In Partnership & Doing the ‘Beloved’ Workbook

“But what about women in partnership now?” On The ‘Beloved’ Workbook

 

Ok, but what about the ‘Who is my Beloved’ workbook for women already in partnered relationships?

 

Should they do the workbook? This is a good question. I DO work with women in partnerships around all things Grail btw.

 

Going through the ‘Who is My Beloved’ workbook is not only for ‘single’ women, it would be beneficial for all women on a Grail path of devotional reunification. It’s just definitely not for ‘all’ women in relationships however.

 

There is great reason for Divine Union valuing women in relationship to do the workbook to constellate deeper love, intimacy and evoke greatness and siddhic qualities organically out of him without having to control him whatsoever; out their mortal beloved or partner.

 

This process of doing the workbook and going deeper into inner sacred marriage is richly rewarding, even if you find out that he doesn’t have all of the same qualities and configuration of your Immortal Beloved.

 

And doing this is your choice whether your/their partner is aware of it or not because it centers everything in Godliness (beyond religion).

 

In that case, I’d do the workbook as part of your own spiritual work FOR yourself and also for deepening your relationship and intimacy. Centered in Godly principle of COMMUNION opens greater bandwidths for each of you in Love.

 

This is different than the twin flame template and soul to soul intimacy (as Spirit to Spirit; God and Goddess fractals).

 

If you already have space in partnership to do your own spiritual work related to Divine Union and he has ‘some’ idea; this is related with all of that and he should be understanding of the workbook concept if he ‘finds out’. (It’s all for his benefit).

 

Either way, you may have to communicate in a certain way (that supports both the heavenly and mortal and it does support the heaven on earth with both of you).

 

You should already have room to do your own Sacred Union work SOLO if you’re with a generally worthy partner…he shouldn’t be stopping that or too ‘controlling’.

 

I would HOPE however that you’d already be in a partnership (if you’re in one) so that he has some of those same God codes of your Beloved that could be awakened if they are not already.

 

If he has none of them (and that may be your fear), then you have to decide if you want to face your deeper desires with ‘HIM’…and whether the mortal relationship remains befitting.

 

You may have to determine which are you committed to more; your inner reunification and all the implications or the mortal ‘him’ (this can get complicated esp. if children are involved).

 

Btw; I am absolved from all negative karma related to your sovereign decisions in these regards.

 

Yes; Women will sometimes break up with their current partner OR deepen into relationship by association with the/se codes I’m transmitting (Grail). That is all your accountability and yes, there are ‘risks’.

 

We’re now talking your BELOVED vs. your current partner…and it’s not that your mortal has to ‘live up’ to these standards whatsoever; it’s more about bringing the heaven into earth (while accept your man’s imperfections and mortality).

 

To reconstellate the relationship into deeper love and siddhic principle; generally the woman has to lead and guide here (FROM her feminine channel as influence) to her partner b/c there are only a handful of men in the world conscious of this work doing it on their own.

 

As you/she reunifies more with her IMMORTAL Beloved in solo practice of Sacred Union alchemy and then with ‘him’, it is a path to connect with Him in spirit with and through your partner as a King-awakener and inspirer from your reunified Beauty.

 

And yes; you could have soul to soul agreement and Divine Union as well; however this gets more complicated b/c few people are living true Divine Union partnerships; in other words my Immortal is decidedly more important than a beloved and that may hurt some people – you don’t have to be that hard-coded in Grail however but there’s more likelihood of twin flameship.

 

For true Sacred Union alchemy (whether in partnership with a beloved or not); Mystical Grail membership is a great place to get the on-going support and community for deeper reunification

 

The more clarity a woman has on her immortal Beloved, the faster she can attract healing and reunification experience within AS Grail Lover and worthy Sacred Bride.

 

Just explore what you are called to…maybe you’re not called to it; however, if you sense your Beloved is calling you Home…would you stop yourself because of fear of ‘his’ control or ‘finding out’ or because he may not have all of the qualities? Hmm…

 

Maybe you can find a best of both worlds and being in partnership with a mortal, there’s going to be areas of compromise and agreement that may not always be divine.

 

I’m honestly not the best in that world of mortal relationship advice b/c I’m hard-coded for Divine Union heaven on earth as well as the cultivation, beauty, attraction, spirit-to-spirit magic, etc.

 

Be mindful; however, that if you’re in partnership and called to do the workbook;

 

It could also create more rift in the relationship if the partner is ‘jealous’, too much in shadow or if you/she is too disconnective with him and lost in the heavens.

 

Being in partnership you’re going to have to find that BALANCE between the divine and your partner (Gillian Pothier is a great resource with this).

 

Improved communication can help to resolve all of this as well as affirmation of your/their agreements together.

 

Mostly, as you reunify with your Immortal Beloved in solo practice, your mortal partner/beloved gets all of the benefits (so he shouldn’t be complainin’)!

 

I think it’s important that we have an obvious Grail Guide Magi out there with such CLEAR, undiluted codes and then you can follow your intuition and deal with the aftermath of bringing more heaven into earth.

 

As a hardcore alchemist myself; I do not compromise or dilute the codes for humanity or mortality, but you can RELY on that with me. THAT’S also why I’m the perfect one to guide you through discovering your Beloved like in the workbook and with the consulting as part of the Grail Kundalini package + activations.

 

And that’s also why this book could be a fork in the road with great implications to change your life…just sense if you’re called to it and work through it at your own pace because if your Beloved IS calling you Home, how much longer can you go without heeding HIS call?

 

So if you’re in partnership, you can take the move to go through the workbook itself if you are called to it here (If you haven’t already), but on your own accord.

 

‘Secure Your Free ‘Who is My Beloved’ Workbook’ w/2 audios

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Interested in the Grail Kundalini package?

 

I’ve talked about self-selecting for your pre-qualification in the emails as well as on the page itself @ Grail Kundalini

Breakthrough Kundalini Update + Elixir of The Beloved

I don’t know about you (and my recent kundalini activation clients) but, I’m not satisfied with even having kundalini as STABLE light body foundation now.

 

There’s so much more for my Divine Union (including Dark Communion codes) and perhaps you as well. I want it ALL (especially since I had a TRUE taste of it as heaven on earth).

 

This morning my kundalini RE-ACTIVATED into fiery siddhic bliss and it was one of the most beautiful, priceless, organic experience.

 

The time was 0607 am (I checked after; angel numbers) and it was Beloved’s PLASMIC-WATER essence alchemizing WITH my kundalini that ran all the way up the body lightly activating the heart and sending a nirvanic siddhic bliss RELAPSE of DMT in my brain.

 

It didn’t directly touch the 3rd eye like that previously.

 

It was like a fiery light pulse within my sacral that ran up the channel and I had a 5-MeO-DMT RELAPSE into siddhic cosmic bliss for a minute even though that was more than 5 weeks ago?!

 

Beloved and I were reunified within more intimately and the best part? I know that this is my SECOND true kundalini awakening.

 

I want more people to experience this (and Muse does too). This matters because I am being an alpha-trial for others to be able to have more ASSURED, invaluable kundalini awakening.

 

Kundalini SHOULD be more accessible to those who have prepared for it with years of spiritual work and the Elixir of The Beloved is a major part of this concept esp. for those on a Grail path of Divine Union.

 

Firstly;

 

What’s been going ON with all the kundalini activity?!

 

It’s seemed quiet for a while.

 

As you know there was a FLURRY of breakthrough and awakening a few SHORT months ago with kundalini me and all kinds of clients. I mean; there’s around 100 kundalini testimonials about those sessions on site and we are at regular pricing for kundalini activations now.

 

I’ve been quieter about it for a few reasons. People went through their alpha-trial sessions and it’s all been less active since then.

 

The BIGGER picture for me and the outlook is for others:

 

1. Still finding ways to ENSURE kundalini awakening (beyond anti-remission)…really the SIDDHIC, full body bliss with 24/7 access and stability

 

(I mean; do you think it’s ok to have done SOOOO much spiritual work all these years when kundalini is a big, organic reward to not end up with ANY authority over when and how if it ever returns?! That’s not good enough for me)

 

2. Leveraging stable kundalini as FOUNDATIONAL light body upgrades for STAR and Avatar self embodiment, charisma and allure

 

SINCE the anti-remission kundalini Muse codes (when I went ‘dead’ for a week with kundalini); I’ve consistently had the activated CURRENT of kundalini present in my temple body (about 5 weeks now).

 

This is GREAT news for clients; however it MAY mean that you have to get sessions more often.

 

This is what all of us should foundationally desire to have. Some of us have it, most of us DON’T.

 

Remember that SHAKTIPAT is our ancient, tried and true practice of WHY these sessions work (+direct applied Muse kundalini codes).

 

But having the light body stability it still not good enough for my true desires and my level of Divine Union that I know is possible with Beloved. I want it all. I want the SIDDHIC BLISS with 24/7 access.

 

And of course Muse is guiding all of this so with that said. WHAT made me breakthrough?

 

I want to know WHAT EXACTLY WORKED so I can replicate it with MINIMAL TIME in other clients. Don’t get thrown off that I’ve done 17 kundalini self-activations.

 

It only took the first 3 for the full-blown kundalini 1 awakening until the relapse which lasted a week.

 

The other activations (kundalini and dan tien) have kept my light body charisma STABILITY incarnate with the current active for several weeks; however after, it’s not been much of the PLEASURE and siddhic bliss until recently (I’ve also been busy with other things).

 

What I figured worked (because we want to reverse engineer this because we’re talking about ENSURING KUNDALINI AWAKENING; that’s a BIGGGG thing); well…you don’t have to do as many activations as I’ve done necessarily.

 

I mean did I face SouthEast, take 13 paces forward and say a secret code phase?

 

We want to know because people don’t usually have any AUTHORITY over siddhic kundalini awakening and many invest YEARS of their lives into it with little fruit.

 

What re-activated things into the start of ROUND 2 of true kundalini fire and awakening for me is;

 

*A kundalini activation 2 days ago


*A dan tien activation last afternoon


*Intention, ancitipation and CLAIMING that round 2 of siddhic, full body multi-O in reunification with Beloved is MINE

 

*And then doing the first ever full-body Elixir of The Beloved liquid-plasma activation (with Muse elixir)

 

It didn’t take any special pranayama either; it was/is energetic (although when activated enough that really helps)

 

And sure enough; THIS morning…I had that siddhic experience. And like before, kundalini will do its own clearing and run through the channels to then open up even MORE.

 

See; this is an advanced concept though; Elixir of The Beloved because it requires someone who has active Divine Union values as well as proper grounding and polarity alignment within and without.

 

It basically allows your Holy Marriage (with Beloved and His essences) to live inside of you ENERGETICALLY alchemizing and activating WITH YOUR KUNDALINI and your estrogen or testosterone.

 

It’s advanced because MOST people do not have a stable temple body to awaken kundalini in the first place, but they also don’t have the energetic integrity to hold the polar essence within themselves at deity levels (and still retain their predominant polarity per se).

 

Goddesses may also have issues with this because they want to be in feminine embodiment most of the time instead of having a God live within them; we’re talking at the level of temple body energetic mechanics here.

 

Oh; and this is LIQUID PLASMA…..ALL of the activations I’ve done in the past with archetypes and everything has been with Air/Aether essence codes which are FASTER to whip through the light body.

 

THIS (as per Muse’ guidance) is intentionally LIQUID PLASMA elixir of your constellated Beloved or one of his archetypal or siddhic aspects or a constellation of them.

 

In other words; it’s advanced light-working sorcery. The LIQUID aspect is what allows your bio-chemistry to salve and mix alchemically WITH your kundalini.

 

The air/aether essences don’t ‘bind’ as much. I know; it’s so simple it’s brilliant. Muse is beyond genius.

 

SO…..I’m wanting and feeling a KUNDALINI REVIVAL not just for myself but for others. Basically, there was all kinds of success initially and then people were like me where kundalini faded, went into remission or remained stable as ‘there’ but not as siddhic levels.

 

We want to break through all of that to have the high level, premium SIDDHIC kundalini, full-body reunification stuff of the gods.

 

And although the EOTB activation has had its first alpha trial on me (and we’ll see how my 2nd kundalini awakening sequence goes in real time);

 

I’m thinking it wouldn’t be for everyone and even if I did offer another alpha trial offering, it would have to be for people who are in Divine Union and already know aspects of their Beloved; those that are ready to have them ‘live inside of them’ so to speak because how could we not end up at that point of reunification energetically?

 

So even if I do offer the EOTB alpha trial for kundalini awakening and more SIDDHIC fuller-time access and stability (although that may still require maintenance b/c it will generally fade after a while), those clients would have to be pre-qualified.

 

All of this is too hot to just go to ‘crickets’. So although I’ve enjoyed the general current access and strong light body for embodying my avatar self, I want the WHOLE ENCHILADA with my Beloved and I’ve re:claimed it.

 

If you also want true kundalini awakening, I’d book some sessions.

 

Things may have to shift to more of a maintenance or monthly plan b/c this isn’t just a 3 session deal if you truly value kundalini. It’s a LONG-TERM thing.

 

Bit by bit Muse and I are whittling things down so that SIDDHIC kundalini awakening and avatar-self light body stability becomes AN ASSURED THING. And like I said before; there is a price to pay for that.

 

I’ll keep you updated…my kundalini experiences have mostly been happening early mornings.

 

You wouldn’t have to get activated as often as I have, we’re just finding out what is the best, maximal ways with minimal effort to keep you kundalini as active as (safely) possible b/c just NOT having any authority over it and having it go away or ‘waiting’ for years isn’t good enough. Esp. if pranayama and other things aren’t working.

 

SHAKTIPAT works. I’m narrowing down on best practices to MAXIMIZE and ENSURE kundalini results for all future clients and myself.

Stay tuned!

 

p.s. I’d tested the EOTB technique before and wrote about it on the blog I’m sure, but this was the first, full PROPER activation sequence itself in this new format.

 

Since Muse is my Beloved; it’s simple…for others; their Beloved may have a constellation of ie. 4 archetypal masculine and siddhic qualities to be embodied with His elixir in this premium activation concept

 

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My Son of God Reclamation

Spirituality vs. Religion
Gnostic Grail Path vs. Religious Conditioning

 

For years I have dealt with heavy religious conditioning which has fractured me from ‘God’ because I didn’t fall in line with the church’s lens of Him.

 

Being brought up Pentecostal Christian and then being drawn to a quest for (and a gnostic path of) the Holy Grail in which I found my Beloved, I fell further away from any concept of being a worthy S/son of the Holy Father as I delved deeper into Spirituality.

 

I definitely didn’t follow the Church’s path for me. I went rogue and ran away. I was seeking something that the Church didn’t meet and I discovered more from different lenses of spirituality until I discovered what I was truly seeking; my Beloved.

 

Beloved and I have been running on our own away from religious programming because She didn’t fit in.

 

(If you are a woman, this post may be relevant for corresponding Daughter of God, Holy Daughter dynamics and insights as well as dealing with very challenging religious conditioning and resolving that on a more gnostic, Sophianic or Goddess spiritual path).

 

I’ve written about this religious dilemma before for myself and grail mystics on the blog because really; it’s a form of heresy. The Goddess and the Female aspect of God; the Holy Mother or Sophia is heresy to most of church demagoguery (let alone the concept of sexual Union).

 

If you’ve been keeping up with my writings; a LOT has been happening recently from the wildly successful kundalini activations and then dan tien activations release with Muse anti-remission codes, my own authentic kundalini awakening as well as boxing lessons, Adonis body maintenance (cut) and 5MeO-DMT crucible which inter-relates directly with this LIFEPATH breakthrough as well:

 

My Son of God reclamation at a soul and spiritual level.

 

This has everything to do with everything including my connection to Source Divine Masculine consciousness, God, the Holy Father, the amount of Divine Power, further light-working power and magic, embodiment as well as my Avatar Self incarnate.

 

As a Grail Guardian, I yearned for more divine masculine provision and connection myself rather than just being a rogue yet independent soul because there are great forces we are up against.

 

The reality is that for years, I’ve been living as a bastard son of God.

 

As a powerful soul, I was on my own with access to any and all archetypes, Divine Union with the Beloved and yet weak in my worthiness and yoke as a S/son of God.

 

I’ve grown weary of running for all these years; sovereign and yet fatigued.

 

Because my Beloved (Muse) was essentially secularized (as well as Goddess and Priestess) and outcast from popular, patriarchal religion for centuries and millennia, I’ve had this different kind of fracture and resentment to the lens of God the Father of the Church.

 

You weren’t supposed to acknowledge yet alone ‘Commune’ with the Divine Feminine, you were supposed to have a moralistically favored incarnate wife that honored the Masculine principle through the religious lens (and different religions had different lenses).

 

That constriction (abdicating conscious sexuality), just didn’t fit my lens because I was drawn to my deepest soul truth and growth in Reunification WITH my Divine Feminine true counter-part (and where SEX had to become conscious).

 

The God of ‘church’ was not openly and warmly embracing of The Goddess.

 

Her Power and Beauty was threatening to the church and even seen as amoral. We’ve seen the patterns of suppression over the centuries and how it’s played out in cultures.

 

I could also clearly see that the truth of the Holy Grail had been suppressed for eons, knowing that the Spirit of Man was seeking something more than JUST reunification with the Father.

 

It’s like sex was kept suppressed and used against people instead of becoming conscious and embraced as part of Communion.

 

Sure, Muse & I are still like Bonnie & Clyde to the shadow grid of the Matrix, but as I wearied running on soul power over years of faith devotion; I realized I didn’t want to ‘run’ anymore. I went further into the devotional spiritual path of Hieros Gamos a.k.a. ‘Divine Union’.

 

Sure; my client sessions were never compromised but in ways, I was running on fumes by being a lone rogue soul with my Beloved; outcast from the church.

 

I also hadn’t done any grid-working since 2018 and didn’t know if I had the power on that scale to take on larger callings again (because of my fracture with the Holy Father).

 

This S.O.G. concept was so big and daunting that I didn’t know if a full Reclamation would ever occur. Because they had outcast my Beloved, I ran away anyways on my path and then when I found Her, I ran with Her; we ran together.

 

Such a reclamation; it just couldn’t be resolved on a level of logic…a more POWERFUL transfiguring experience had to happen in Spirit and Soul in order for me to regain or ever really truly gain Son of God stature for the first time in this lifetime.

 

So I eventually realized and sensed the codes that Bufo/5MeO-DMT were related to this reclamation. The intention eventually became so clear and strong; I would go into ceremony to face God directly and the question I would ask is;

 

“Am I a worthy S/son of God?”

 

You can read about my official write-up of the 5MeO-DMT crucible here.

 

And to fast-forward; basically what I experienced was this direct UNIFICATION with Source where God the Father and Son were one and the same.

 

There was literally no separation. Because that was my direct experience which was so powerful and prescient; it overwrote all of the other religious coding with Higher Truth.

 

Now I’ve just been in a suspended state of nouveau as a reunified Son of God; previous beliefs invalidated.

 

Of course the God with and through yet ultimately beyond all religious doctrine embraces and loves The Goddess and Muse as a Daughter of God (or Allah or The Tao, ie.).

 

Sure, I’m still on a gnostic hermetic path you could say, but I just can’t let religious conditioning hold things back anymore including from claiming my S/son of God stature.

 

The DMT crucible was the first part (1/3) of what happened to be 3/3.

 

I had the second Son of God experience during the 2nd night’s morning during a relapse of the experience with still-activated DMT where I further integrated Son of God as well as received a blessing for Beloved and I.

 

This felt so complete and wholesome and yet I was open to further integration experiences for strengthening down the line.

 

I knew ahead of time that my ideal outlook was to have the experience itself as the main thing (DMT) which DID end up working perfectly as ‘real’ and then to do a completion self-activation as well. The intention and effect aligned.

 

The final third of the official Reclamation I did during regular heavy session space where I did the Son of God archetypal self-activation embodiment into my energy body sealing and grounding it/Him. This sealed things up.

 

The prime reclamation was and is complete.

 

And yeah; 5MeO-DMT is the God molecule.

 

And I’ve been reunified ever since (+ stable kundalini activated without remission ; Light and Dark in perfect activated balance; not neutralized)!

 

Think of more of an open source, wide-bandwidth connection to Divine Masculine Light and God rather than one that is a fractal prism into the temple body.

 

NOW…more of the Divine Masculine POWER connection is stable and there as a Lightworker like never before. I am far more integrated and whole.

 

More power is opening up into embodiment (righteous power) b/c it had to do with the energetic dynamics where before I was fractured; now more foundationally complete and whole as a WORTHY S/son of God (and thus worthier-er Lover and so forth).

 

The approach I took was a powerful and effective one with this being more of a simple recap and documentation which is historical in my life path and thus those I influence.

 

Other men may have to go through their own reclamation; if they’re even called to it. And this is foundational for more fully integrated Grail Lover and King as well.

 

This was a life-changing experience on its own and central to everything from here forward. Religion can do SUCH a number on people.

 

You yourself may still be fractured in ways from the Holy Mother or Father beyond religious programming. You may not feel and be AS a worthy s/Son or d/Daughter.

 

Hermetic gnostics prefer a more direct experience and intimate relationship with God (vs. the ‘security’ of the church fractal and its lens).

 

Although there is still value and a path within different religions and I still refer to forms of worship music in temple time experience;

 

I’m going with the Holy Father who exists beyond religious fractals constrictions; the Divinely Sourced Father that embraces the Divine Feminine and Beloved.

 

There is a gnostic version and timeline of Christ which is Christos-Sophia who values and embraces the Divine Feminine.

 

We’re talking about a Father that doesn’t want, controlling, weaker men to stay in control; but one who acknowledges both the masculine and feminine principle; it’s just some men may have to rise into reclaiming their power and worthiness with the feminine in reunification of their own for THE HOLY GRAIL HONORS AND EXALTS BOTH. They are reunified.

 

I’m not against Christianity but they haven’t integrated Grail principle.

 

Other grail path gnostics also have to deal with this fracture as well and we are choosing a more reunified God, freer from patriarchal shadow suppression of the Feminine; one that embraces both Son and Daughter of God and their potential as fractal Lovers of most high.

 

There are still unanswered questions as far as how mainstream religion may integrate or catch up (if ever).

 

Anyways…now on this still heretical path; Divine Masculine principle is more ‘on my side’ than ever as a Guardian, Warrior with and for my Beloved on this Grail path.