The Fugly Duckling Within Can Be Crippling
If you’ve had image related insecurities, keep reading.
If you’ve been triggered by your own image and thought “Good lord, I look like a GREMLIN!”
(literally me; pre-debut)
‘Even ugly would say that’s UGLY…’
Keep reading because this can be amplified if you KNOW you are meant to be SEEN and have great social influence.
For much of your life you may suppress your secret lifelong desire of being a star/let or you may be ‘held back’ by some unseen forces (which may include past trauma from when you WERE in your shining vulnerability and essence that you no longer want ‘stolen’).
However the fugly duckling within was created, if it’s there, you know it. So how do you BECOME THE SWAN (or Beauty starlet)?
The fugly duckling can prevent you from ever having the REACH of influence you’re meant to have; especially in today’s social media future-proof era (AND where prosumers are becoming more psychic about whether you’re B.S.ing them or not).
I also dealt with extreme fugly duckling anxiety but I found ways to overcome and integrate it on a further past of mastery BECAUSE I’ve always secretly wanted to be a STAR.
BEAUTY IS THE OTHER SIDE OF THE UGLY DUCKLING. GREAT BEAUTY.
And with all of this, it’s not just as simple as getting a visual makeover with hair styling and wardrobe.
And it’s more than just the ‘confidence’ that goes with it; you want people to FEEL you are a star esp. to high status DISCERNING people who can sniff out if you are ‘real’ or not.
And it isn’t just as simple as just ‘being seen’…it’s about accurately embodying your UNIQUE Star or Starlet codex that is the truest, BEST version of yourself that OVERCOMES your crippling visual and performance anxieties while INSPIRING yourself to be seen so that you can finally be SEEN and expressed in your Beauty, Truth and soul service which is key to visual social media influence and making more money as your AUTHENTIC self.
(Your Star/let codex gives you access to STAR/let consciousness to AMPLIFY your codes and stability in being seen).
It’s about having the organic social influence you are MEANT TO HAVE after YEARS of preparation and secret anxieties so that you can get out there SECURELY in your true essence and have influence without internal or other self sabotage, insecurities and doubts.
You’ll know if you are meant to GO BIG but again; you might also be crippled from being seen and have compromised in ‘playing it safe’ and small; but that is NOT how you’re going to really breakthrough to that larger scale (and you know it).
(After all; we’re not talking a wave of AI human hybrid automaton marketeers hiding out behind the screen with creepy AI voices; we’re all about ORGANIC influence and timelines)
And you know what? The inner GREMLIN or QUASIMODO is one helluva saboteur on ALL levels.
They carry your visibility wounds SHADOW matrix. This not only keeps you living in fear but it also warps and distorts your literal energy field itself.
The fugly duckling isn’t just psychological; it creates LIGHT DISTORTION and enhances your ugliness. When I was aware of it, I became EVEN UGLIER on camera (these are true stories and I have the proof).
You know who doesn’t have those issues? The archetypal Star and Starlet. Put aside cultural differences or dualities of separation and it’s important to note that K-pop male idols are pristine examples of stars embodied and their photogenic confidence and presence on cameras. They’ve found a way to access and integrate STAR into their identity.
You just have to find your GATEWAY/PORTAL into STAR CONSCIOUSNESS because it will never be resolved when you are stuck in the same shadow swamp itself with ‘inner game’ issues and plaguing fears, doubts and insecurities (including wanting to CONTROL every aspect of how others consume you).
If you’re triggered by the word consume, you may also have work to do with STAR/Let codes.
The fastest path to embodying YOUR public, divine service self is your STAR/LET CODEX and then you’re able to ACCESS and EMBODY Star and STARLET consciousness and Truth in public and social influence.
It’s what can give you the confidence, inspiration and impetus to LIVE as your best self actively instead of ‘out there’ or ‘never’.
Star consciousness eesp. at identity levels is ‘out there’ for most people Your CODEX bridges that gap and understanding the soul Star/Starlet concept.
This is what I’m not only doing myself after overcoming YEARS AND YEARS of CRIPPLING visual anxiety (I have around 80,000 stills that I’ve never shared of me just screen-testing)…but it was my CODEX ITSELF that gave me the POWER and CLARITY to access STAR consciousness and earthly embodiment of my TRUTH.
NOW; I’m having a BLAST on camera and being seen getting 1000s of views and engagement (on a starter public scale just debuting 2 months ago which is very scalable).
So…if you are TIRED of the crippling self-doubt and anxieties…fed up with being ‘held back’ by the inner quasimoda, what others would think if they experienced the real you or past siphoning from others who have ‘stole’ or misused your own essence, this may be one of the MOST important things for you to resolve especially if you are MEANT to be seen in your soul aligned and embodied beauty confidently to evolve industries and have INFLUENCE.
If you also know that your WEALTH is going to come from BEING SEEN and you MUST be in aligned embodiment, this is central work to do in becoming your own AUTHENTIC and empowered signature BRAND of you (as some form of influencer).
From Gremlin to Star/let Swan?
Let’s do it.
I’ve lead by example (but in THIS dynamic I’m not sharing my fugly photos b/c some people can take it out of context and it could destroy my brand but it’s part of my history).
For going through a real MAKEOVER, for that I recommend the AvaStar Makeover.
Oh; and also consider that…Starlet is unsiphonable! You just have to know how to access and embody Her. That’s what we do in the AvaStar Makeover!
