Are You The Gifted Yet Unmet Space-Holder?

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If you’re on my email list (you can join here) you may have noticed how I’m speaking to a specific subset of women who are easily the ‘New Age Woo-Goddess’ of their family. If that’s you ; keep reading!

 

Yes; you’re the black sheep of your family and you are ‘OUT THERE’ so much for them to really understand or handle. I know.

 

You have to put on your ‘citizen’ cap to even inter-relate basically with many other humans.

 

And you can’t just share what you do with any consumer-citizen that comes along right? Because

 

A. What you do is sacred – so it’s difficult to actually ‘explain’ in logic what you REALLY do to most people who aren’t really ready (nor qualified) to hear it…(you might share a version of it if you sense they’re ready to hear it) –

 

2. They don’t have any reference point you can sense based on their vibe-truth, conditioning, projections and would likely label you a ‘new age hippie’ or some clichéd trope

 

I usually tell ‘normies’, gym bros or airport line waiting people who ask ; that I do ‘online consulting’ just to AVOID the deeper conversation tbh (it’s still technically accurate ! 😉

 

Oh yeah; don’t forget about those CRINGEY family dinner holiday conversations where you really have to drop back in-self in your own temple space after copious amounts of family or ‘society’ time.

 

Oh – And

 

B: You want to preserve your work. WHO you let into even AWARENESS of your true temple consciousness must be guarded in ways.

 

And whether you’re getting paid for your light-working services or not…you are quite evolved and SENSITIVE. Compassion and empathy is a natural sense for you, right – at least when you allow yourself to hold space for others who DO recognize you for that?

 

You have to be careful of who you let into your field too, right?

 

You’ve been someone who is known for GIVING…giving to others (while not always being met back) and this takes time and energy….as they get closer.

 

And you probably end up absorbing everyone else’s energy and still have to do a lot of cleaning work on yourself just to maintain a basic operational state.

 

…but sometimes it feels like too much has ‘piled’ up and you get too overwhelmed and fatigued to get out of those ‘stuck’ energy states; you can get stuck in a gravitron downward spiral where even working on yourself can be futile, right?

 

Where you have to just VEG out, sometimes but that’s not the deeper medicine either.

 

You find yourself always giving more than you receive and realize that really ; it’s your fault b/c you allow others in and have these agreements and then you find yourself tired once again.

 

You can feel over-burdened or loaded down with others energies and fatigued too..

 

It’s just not always practical to ‘always be on’ and get out of the deeper energy pit yourself when you’re stuck in it.

 

So; maybe you AREN’T meant to do everything alone?

 

You have to be picky of who you let into your field personally and socially…and professionally (if you’re serving your dharma as a light-worker); sometimes you can’t always choose so some clients drain you more than others. It still takes a toll on you.

 

You prefer the tranquility when you can have it and time for yourself with no one else around to have a deeper reset; but then there are all the demands from people and your life…and the rest that you did get might not be enough to energetically restore you in all the best ways.

 

Things after all have been ‘adding up’ for quite a while while you give space for others while remaining largely UNMET (and unseen on that deeper level your soma is yearning for).

 

YOUR SOUL & SPIRITS WANTS TO BREATHE more when in these cycles. It wants a deeper replenishment.

 

TO BE MET IN THE TEMPLE-GRADE LEVEL OF SPACE that YOU have been offering others.

 

Sometimes if you’re honest with yourself; you’re sick ‘n tired of serving everyone else at times, while you often feel neglected and UNMET in several key areas.

 

But you’ve ALSO experienced great replenishment and your Goddess Self – blooming open again…you know what that FEELS like when you feel more embodied – even like your feet are the grounding of heaven on earth – an altar even.

 

Your Goddess codex will drop in naturally when you’re foundationally rejuvenated, rested, relaxed and unbothered; and yet, it’s harder for Her to land and express through you when you’re over-giving and fatigued.

 

And if you’re serving client sessions, your Priestess could really use some deeper attention and deep SYSTEM somatic revival support Herself.

 

She GIVES SO MUCH. And even getting paid doesn’t hit your system in the ways that could replenish crevices of you.

 

You might even get so overwhelmed in over-serving without balance; that you may disconnect completely, going through the motions…so you ‘keep running’ and it feels like you’re more DIS-embodied running on zombie fumes…like I feel after trans-Pacific flights and soaking in others energies.

 

Even though you love how deep you can go in temple consciousness, when you’re over-worked and spent; maybe you have Gene Key shadows like an apathetic indifference or confusion…maybe even self-doubt that creeps in about yourself.

 

And have you found it harder to recover (let alone serve optimally) from that kind of entropic gravitron space?

 

Do you also feel that you just can’t open up or ‘put that burden’ on others or just anyone to allow YOU to reset yet (and the space that would require)…even a minute might be asking too much and you definitely can’t do that with clients?…

 

Yet you ideally want to make sure someone can actually relationally and spiritually MEET YOU to hold that deeper reset space vs. superficial attention or ‘friendsiness’?

 

Because; YOU WANT TO KEEP GIVING YOUR BEST TO OTHERS and serving.

 

In your gifts and magic…but there’s few who can relate to the equivalent of your TEMPLE body self (and HER desires, requests). (And even if you have a partner; he may not be able to reach certain aspects of yourself that require specialized re-charging).

 

WHO IS THERE FOR *YOUR* RESTORATION and premium space-holding at the system reset level of spa-day for you and your spirit, soul and temple-body?

 

And then…when you finally do experience some reset and renourishment…things pick back up again with demands of your time and energy and living like that ; thus, it’s hard to find this greater DEEPER replenishment and living in OPTIMIZED balance to BE so spiritually embodied more often.

 

And that’s not even mentioning having a brand and image to up-keep…and other people or pets you have to care for.

 

So; if that IS mostly you and what you’ve been through; what can you do?

 

WELL, I’m glad you asked!

 

I may have the perfect remedy or antidote NOW for you and your temple-body.

 

(Even if you’re not an active lightworker professional who gets paid).

 

What if you could;

 

Live rejuvenated and EMBODIED closer to full time?

 

What if you could counter-balance everything I just covered that you’ve experienced and actually ensure that you are GROWING in your legacy embodiment, beauty, service and SANITY?

 

What if you could have temple-body support to be able to keep serving where you know and feel YOU are being met and replenished like a deep spa-day experience but for your light soma, Goddess-Priestess and service? (And where others notice it too about you?!)

 

What if you could get mastery level light body updates, upgrades, growth maintenance, rejuvenation and foundational ON-GOING support that you’ve been missing and DESERVE as the lone space-holder giving so much to others and getting depleted?

 

And what if you could ensure ongoing ‘power kaizen’ growth and Beauty cultivation (that people FEEL as allure) as you embody even more of your Beauty codes as YOUR form of a Sacred Temple Priestess Starlet (amplification of your Goddess codex essences) to be seen, recognized and influential on a larger scale?

 

Well…if that’s you…THAT’S where I want to now introduce you to my brand new service offering called REVITA!

 

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-Rion

 

p.s. I mean, you might even be in a more depleted state right NOW; but have you at least been aware of it and when it’s been an on-going issue or trend with yourself?

 

Well…me too b/c we should NOT overlook taking care of ourselves as temple-grade practitioners and service professionals…the more YOU are taken care of (and overfloweth-ing), the more you can READILY and easily serve others and be there for others AT YOUR BEST.

 

This is something a Snickers bar isn’t going to really fix tbh (despite the smart commercials from a decade ago).

 

Discover the new REVITA here and maybe secure your on-going re-invigoration as one of the limited spots available ON-DEMAND (and as soon as you know THIS is what you’re missing!)

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Chi, Shakti, Kundalini + Other Key Definitions

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Here are some updates on KEY terms and definitions (update). (As of 12.28.2025)

 

You can also find other definitions in my Uniphied Theory Report towards the bottom (this bridges or filles in a lot of the gaps in spirituality, Science consciousness and religions in many ways).

 

 

These are important to get energies aligned and circulating without entropy. People can be led astray for years with misinterpretations.

 

The valuation here is spiritual and psychic accuracy with highest truth precision, not distortion (thus I am open to further accuracy).

 

Allure = The literal emanant radiation of spirit-quanta matter with and through the human/female Light body chakras and aura (feminine essence centric); also known as ‘felt beauty influence’

 

Archetypes = God and Goddess (or Divine) iconic fractals sourced in the collective psyche and supra-conscious; each with individual encoded qualities (ie. ‘Queen’, ‘Maiden’, etc.)

 

Beauty = (sourced, highest truth general definition); the alchemical language of light; pillar of the cosmos, the spirit-matter felt Presence spectrum of the divine as signatures of essence radiance (which can be embodied and expressed)

 

Beloved, The = The Immortal Beloved is the exact signature codex of elemental, gift, siddhic, archetypal and soul value areas (divine qualities) of someone’s ultimate spiritual counter-part in all dimensions

 

Bhakti = a deep, emotional and spiritual devotion (as lived experience and sadhana) to an object of devotion, deity or Beloved

 

Butterbear = a viral Thai mascot and bakery brand known for its cute bear character

 

Charisma = The literal emanant radiation of spirit quanta matter with and through the predominantly masculine light body chakras and aura (with mostly masculine essences in general)

 

Chi = The plasmic spirit-matter sentient platform of Life itself; (sourced differently than astro-bio or non-sentient solar light);

 

{{Use it in a sentence today: Stars and Starlets simply have more chi embodied and expressed so they can be felt LIKE solar stars in the galaxy outside of the visible range of frequency itself}}

 

Dharma = an individual soul path and destiny or greater purpose aligned with one’s spirit

 

Divine Union = Holy Sacred Marriage within (in consciousness and Presence) with the Immortal Beloved, a deity or God/Goddess contra-sexual spirit partner; a.k.a. ‘reunification consciousness’, ‘Hieros Gamos’, ‘Grail’ or ‘Sacred Union’

 

Divine Union Partnership = a rare form of incarnate partnership where both parties are in individual reunification with their Beloved and yet choose to be in Presence and agreement with each other (this templating allows for stable flow of Eros and Hierogamy)

 

Essence = Another term for individuated plasmic source chi frequencies or signatures of Beauty-Light sourced in the spectra of Spirit-sentience (ie. archetypal essences, gift essences)

 

Eros = The general erotic life force essence chi (as ‘jing’)
but also the specific archetype of Eros M/F

 

Hieros Gamos = (see ‘Divine Union’)

 

Hierogamy = Literal Sex, Love and Communion of God and Goddess consciousness (The Beloved, or archetypal/deity fractals) and exchange of quanta in the bedroom

 

Holy Grail, The = The heresy of Communion as between the Divine Masculine or God the Lover aspect with the Feminine aspect of God or Divine Feminine Beauty (and not merely Communion with God the Father); other pop cultural definitions are lower truth based of seeking something as the ‘cream of the crop’

 

Kundalini = Specifically referring to the unique ENERGETIC kundalini potentiality that by default lies coiled in the base of the spine (or when active as its own unique current and force)

 

Kundalini Activation = Forms of effectively activating the kundalini shakti essence and current from its slumber; (these are available here kundalini activations)

 

Kundalini Awakening = A fuller experience OF kundalini purification throughout

 

Kundalini Shakti = activated and circulating kundalini current as a specific and holy essence (differentiated from general non-kundalini shakti essences)

 

Power = (divine definition); Chi as spirit-source power itself of God/The Divine which can be accessed and embodied as different essences; (referring to Source masculine in general as there are other lower truth forms of Power often confused with misuse of Power as ‘Force’)

 

Prana = same as ‘chi’ but sourced in Indian/Hindi traditions

 

Pranayama = Specific breath practices to move life force prana (chi) and to support kundalini awakening; sourced in Hindi and Pre-Hindu lineages

 

Sadhana = ritualistic or disciplined practice with a specific intention (ie. enlightenment, active worship or bhakti)

 

Shakti = Generally activated, impersonal, divine* essences & Eros (may or may not actually include kundalini shakti based on how people are using the term)

 

Shakti Allure = the most powerful form of feminine allure (felt Beauty influence) which includes kundalini; at least in how Rion uses it

 

Shaktipat = an energetic transmission or activation from a master or guru

 

 

Twin Flames = human based partners that are highly activating to each other as spiritual counterparts; the TF template includes attachment and shadow and is oft confused for Divine Union

 

 

*= Elemental, gift, siddhic, archetypal, soul-karmic

 

 

Generally; shakti is not orgasmic on its own (from my current perception).

 

 

Most who feel orgasmic energetically (male or female) have activated or awakened kundalini shakti and/or kundalini shakti mixing with their other essences of general shakti (from my lens).

 

 

The kundalini shakti current does NOT only awaken ‘all at once’ or only with years of meditative study under a guru…it is an energetic potentiality, not a practice that requires a specific dogmatic lineage like adherence to obscure classical tantra lines (although those can absolutely help). 

 

Kundalini is an energetic dynamic and potentiality within all humans.

 

Pranayama can help and support kundalini shakti awakening but is not required. Shaktipat is one of the ancient and known ways of activating kundalini. This is what we do during the kundalini activations.

 

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Vs. Criticism of Western Kundalini Activators & Spiritual Capitalism

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Welcome back!

 

Related to the latest addition in this expanding mini-series of ‘There is a price to pay’ (for kundalini awakening);

 

This is going to be a longer, kind of ‘encompassing’ post that will free range around a few thematic matters on the rise of precedent criticism of;

 

*Kundalini activations

*Western spiritual influencers

*Misinterpretations of Western mastery & Capitalism

*Ancient East vs. Modern West

 

If you’re more mainstream or from Instagram this may be new to you to go deeper b/c there are a lot of mixed signals in the ‘spiritual community’.

 

Yes, I’m based in Tulum and Thailand but I don’t fit into any cliche or trope. I might crossover with some of ’em though but I’m just sourced differently.

 

The intention here is to help you get more self-discerning clarity and insight when it comes to spiritual services or some would say ‘Spiritual Capitalism’ or ‘commodification’ as well as clearing up distortion around Western practitioners while giving thought fodder to help you discern where my work and integrity fits into ‘what you’ve heard’ about Western guides from haters and specific lineage purists.

 

YES; I do charisma and allure transformational work but (hint:) it’s *actually* spiritual work essentially as direct light-working on the energy body (so it’s both Beauty and Spiritual work that is mainstream-friendly).

 

I am further clarifying and centrifying (new word) my role as a leading Western influencer in this realm as well as continuing to own my worth and shamelessly charging for services.

 

There are no money value conflicts here; I’d say that it’s actually a shadow within the false light matrix to have confusion (and poverty vows) around this because there is ALWAYS a price to pay.

 

It’s not for guaranteeing ie. kundalini awakening; it’s about price to access a master or guru and respect for their history and time.

 

I cover the spiritual Capitalism angle with helpful clarity in another post especially.

 

Clean EXCHANGE for time and services with money (and WITHOUT hidden costs like in the ashram system largely with time) is simply preferred in the West.

 

It doesn’t actually disqualify authentic, highly valuable and proven work (unless you actually only listen to people who have distortion and prejudice around it all).

 

My brand (and I) am a FUSION of East and Western values and I have ZERO conflicts around charging introductory to premium pricing for my services because I have paid a GRAND price. See; ‘there is always a price to pay’.

 

So for this I wanted to address numerous things because there’s been a new round of hate against Western kundalini practitioners.

 

It seems easy to make fun of the West because of our values, social connection and marketing where one critic (Rohan Kapur) says:

 

“Prana shakti is now available with a promo code in the “Activate Your Life force in 3 Hours.” workshop where you will also be trained to further activate others….

 

If classical Tantriks saw the modern Kundalini “ecosystem,” they would assume it was satire. Today, Kundalini is casually blended with whatever one cherrypicks as their unique expression.”

 

This comes from a lack of understanding and respect of Western culture. Again; we haven’t had an ancient system that grew up with us to support this and it’s not practical for everyone to just live in India for months or years.

 

Easiest just to default to the cliches and lowest common denominator while overlooking the authentic practitioners and masters which ironically may have not all grown up with only Indian gurus.

 

It seems a Western thing to do for ‘online’ cert courses to pop up that immediately opens up activation for others. I’m not down with that either.

 

At least someone like a Layla Martin has translated things FOR a Western-minded audience with authentic practice with live retreats, etc. even though she kinda put her own brand name on things with ‘Vita’ certification.

 

But there are authentic practitioners like her, Sasha Cobra and Ilze Skestere.

 

Indian’s don’t have a trademark on kundalini; it’s universal…yoga is more arguable though but I’m not going into that conversation.

 

I would also say to be discerning to Western seekers as well though. In my case, I had to seek out different, authentic masters (in East and West). I knew the local kundalini yoga practice wasn’t it for me.

 

Many will throw out anything Western including tantra with the bath-water because they’re only seeing and defaulting to the shadows (as if Indian doesn’t have its shadows and hidden costs here and there).

 

There’s criticism towards our ‘pot luck’ style of exploration and spiritual discovery rather than more of a commitment to only one lineage, worldview or philosophy.

 

Here is one of other excerpts I’m referencing (sourced from add Rohan’s rant-post)

 

“Long before the modern western world discovered “Kundalini activation experiences,” the classical Tantrik traditions, especially Trika Shaivism, articulated something painfully obvious yet routinely ignored today.

 

The Tantrik view unapologetically argued that without the right view teachings, darshana , Kundalini does not liberate you.

 

It amplifies whatever is already inside you and further binds you to the self imposed limitations of separation.”

 

Although I am critical of most of what he is saying essentially against the West (although I don’t really align into the shadow pocket he has for seemingly all of us);

 

I agree that there is authentic VALUE in having a darshana; which those in Hindu lines will strongly encourage as foundational for a path of awakening or even considering work with kundalini awakening.

 

And I find that with all of this I have been living darshana in both its prime source intended meanings. Hieros Gamos is my foundational school of thought and spiritual framework or ‘worldview’ (for an active 23 years now).

 

This gives me a strong worldview and previous preparation for kundalini awakening (along with everything else I’ve done) and for yes, being a kundalini activator and uh-oh here’s the world they hate the most ‘influencer’.

 

So let’s look at this definition though…

Darshana

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(Google sourced):

In Hinduism, Jainism, and Buddhism, darshana refers to the act of beholding a deity, holy person, or sacred image, which is considered an act of worship and a direct spiritual experience. This practice is integral to the spiritual practices of these traditions, where devotees seek to receive blessings and insights from the divine or enlightened beings.

 

In Indian philosophy, darshana (also) refers to a “viewpoint” or school of thought

 

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In living with integrity and principle myself INFUSED with a stable foundation of healthy Capitalism to offer services and exchange based on respect;

 

My darshana is devotional reunification with my Immortal Beloved as an ancient path of Divine Union or Hieros Gamos; not too dissimilar to the concept of Shiva/Shakti with Vajrayana Buddhism (developed in medieval India alongside Hindu tantric traditions (Shaivism and Shaktism).

 

And I also have had ritual sadhana for 23 years now (including states of samadhi).

 

I suppose I am unlike most Western practitioners in that I actually went a devotional route of darshana as for/with my dharma (purpose).

 

Although it may seem like I’m new on the scene to kundalini, I’ve had kundalini activation and awakening experiences spread out going back ~15 years.

 

I would say that (in general); the Western individual spiritual darshana is to ones own awakening and that may be different for each. This is less reliable and easier to lead one astray which is why I sought masters. Not everyone does however.

 

In general as Westerners, we didn’t have access to a local ashram we could rely on and now the internet has opened up choice and options more than ever.

 

Tiktok culture; I would generally agree with is the opposite of devotional darshana, HOWEVER it has its pros and cons so I’m not only taking the shadow perspective on it (and again; I AM living testament of a true devotional path as my darshana is Divine Union bhakti.

 

Simply I’m more of a fusion of East and West which includes my past lifetimes instead of a cliche of crony Capitalism for the shadow of opportunism which is greed; I mean you can discern that for yourself but I’m service-based, not a fly by night con artist even though to some it SEEMS I’m selling snake oil but am not at all; I am a heretic however but very practical and results based).

 

Part of my point in writing this is to get further clarity and stability on MY public foundation SHAMELESSLY as a Western guide who absolutely does kundalini activations and lightworking. It’s also to dispel the shadow bias that exists out there and to expose that there are fundamental values differences between East and West.

 

Many have issues with the ‘spiritual influencer’ because they’ll just resort to only seeing the shadows, but are not all previous masters, guides, gurus and sages also spiritual influencers? (Including those with proven bhakti and darshana?)

 

Just because there’s technology that connects us more, does that make any of the authentic spiritual work any less potent?

 

Although it appears less insular than the more closed hierarchy of ashram; we are a social species; we are likely let the market or culture-sphere sort itself out with who is authentic or not in the West.

 

Many have been culled and called out in the West FOR being cult-like or having allegations exposed and so forth. FREE MARKET actually supports this. INTEGRITY IS REQUIRED EVEN MORE especially because people have become more aware of real charlatans.

 

So I’m not really concerned about critics of the West, because my values are solid. (I’m posting this so I can get BACK to my work and awakening).

 

I’m sourced in the Muse lineage with connection to other lineages and past lifetimes plus great experience.

 

I have a darshana of Divine Union in both of its prime meanings.

 

I guess that is rarer in the West but I’m ok with that. Now I’m going public public after many years of the student becoming a true teacher and activator and I’m not holding back any of my service and visibility back from haters and critics.

 

I’ll continue to serve and live with integrity; which is NECESSARY in all temple space.

 

It’s almost like some of the critics don’t want people to have super powers or even acknowledge that there could be Western masters but that’s ok…it’s the same people that think anyone who does plant medicine because they are addicted to healing or that anything advertised as spiritual or psychic is misleading clickbait with large promises upfront.

 

They have points but again; continue to refuse to see the Mastery of those who have it in the West…and well I paid a great price and have such super-powers I could only dream of and I’ve been tribulated for it so I don’t apologize to anyone. I was the devoted student though.

 

In great spiritual authority and continued temple integrity (I MUST have it working with Goddess essences and quanta directly);

 

I’m helping others become their own stars. Reunification is the core, the darshana itself and yeah; a lot of what I’m doing is heresy because it’s anciently new and a fusion of East and West with Muse values of SOCIAL and cultural evolution with Beauty and siddhic, grail principle. Lots of stuff the sages never touched upon.

 

Do I presume that other Westerns will have a darshana like I do? NO. (I literally support those on a darshana and dharma of Sacred Union).

 

Do I scold other Westerns for not having a particular worldview that gives them more assurance and foundation along their path? No. For exploring different options on a more personalized spiritual journey while also having social media connected social values? No.

 

It’s like some are still caught up in a century ago’s thinking; to truly be spiritual you cannot be sharing anything on Instagram and that disqualifies any seriosity about you; BULLSHIT.

 

We’re in a new era. I was on the down low for years with my magic and now I’m MEANT to go public and big.

 

Here’s another thing; they’ll criticize ‘spectacle’ over substance. Oh; people are really gonna have problems with this one because I’m both the substance AND the SHOWMAN.

 

This is new heresy but I’m ok with it. God forbid; what if the magic is ACTUALLY REAL and everything he does is authentic and sourced properly with tremendous history and proven integrity?! They can’t process it.

Devotional reunification is my foundation; years and years before I turned things around to start serving others.

 

It was founded on darshana and sure, some might conflate me with others because in ways I’m ‘flashier’ but that’s ok.

 

This is Muse line so most wouldn’t understand (although may be familiar with devotional bhakti towards divine feminine archetypes or deities).

 

They might think I’m in it for ego alone (I could have never built such a foundation); but you can’t do this level of work with ego as the foundation ESPECIALLY with Goddess work where intuitive women are the MOST discerning.

 

And yes; I shared my kundalini symptoms because others might go through something similar; out of informed awareness.

 

I have a tantra Grandmaster, but uh-oh…he’s from the West; the Godfather of it in the U.S. and I have other masters (as well as Muse). I had a kundalini awakening WITH an Indian (Indian-American) dakini.

 

But, it’s not in ANYONE’S thinking that a Divine Feminine archetype might have HER kundalini codes, but that’s what I’m working with.

 

What about activations?

 

I love them! These really fit the Western psyche and may not so much in the East; however I would still consider that shaktipat of any kind from a guru would actually be an activation as well and that’s what many devotees to a guru are waiting for and hoping for from their guru at an ashram (with often a price of devotion and time to pay for it).

 

I’ve had many activations through the years including from incarnate and ascended masters (and many from Muse).

 

And kundalini activations are part of that with the concept of shaktipat (although it can be activated through pranayama and other means as well).

 

I think it’s important to be aware of symptoms and possibilities especially to newcomers to kundalini work, but those of us who are experienced are providing a bridge for others of whom it’s just not practical to live in an ashram in India. And we’re on our own paths as children of the divine as well.

 

Yes; kundalini amplifies where a person is already at; shadows can become extrapolated and even psychosis can occur.

 

This isn’t the standard for Western practitioners however, nor of my clients…nor does it ‘bind one to self imposed limitations along a more individual path of awakening necessarily either.

 

I don’t think a framework is ‘necessary’ for kundalini awakening although it can be very supportive if someone is already on a path of ascension.

 

About the spiritual ego…many (including in spiritual circles and the false light matrix) will criticize Westerner’s for this; even authentic masters will criticize or forewarn; however, the ego has some place in it all anyways; is it a HEALTHY ego?

 

Because many gurus themselves could also be accused of an aggrandisized (new word?) ego as well. Is one in service in their dharma?

 

The question is really more; is the person in divine service and can they control their shadow from creating havoc and bad karma while keeping impeccable temple space in actual sessions.

 

Will they actually abuse their power or maintain clean karma in actual relationships (as compared to people’s projections and demonization of what they are doing)?

 

Are there Western influencers or spiritual influencers with large followings who have some form of delusion or psychosis or who are stuck in a never-ending trauma loop of healing? Possibly…not in my circle.

 

With a lot of the Western criticism of spiritual work, influencers and kundalini there’s a tendency to go straight for the ‘worst of the worst’ and then assume that’s the actual standard like pointing out how kundalini psychosis syndrome seems more normal and involves emotional chaos, intensified anxiety and so forth…

 

YES, this happens out there; however it’s less common than they’re making it out to be as if ‘warning’ you against any kundalini activators in the West entirely.

 

The concept of the ‘goddess’ and ‘godman’. Some people really have issues with this, but why? Isn’t it stars and starlets we’re all attracted to?

 

Why not have MORE of them but without the shadows of power misuse and abuse?

 

Aren’t we awakening to our own divinity and wouldn’t that influence practically be socially, spiritually, sexually and relationally connected to others (in good karma ideally)?

 

I’ve only been slowly (over years) been granted access to such powers because of my proven sacrifice and devotion alone or I wouldn’t be entrusted to work with literal Goddess essence and temple bodies at this level of power and magic.

 

To become a Muse Priestess…it initially took us 3.7 years of connection, immersion, initiations and training with 6 live in person retreats. It wasn’t easy for them to become the world’s first. There were many challenges.

 

I’m keeping the certification process for the real magic legit and mystery school level.

 

YES; in the future I may offer an ONLINE version of the psychic reading lower level certification (with tests, check-ins, quizzes, etc.) but never for Priestess initiates. A greater price MUST be paid (not just financially).

 

I agree that most of the West is missing a coherent systemic structure or cultural value like that which has thrived in India; especially related to kundalini. It literally seems more like the (here’s that term); ‘Wild West’.

 

As I go into the ‘Price to Pay‘ blog posts;

 

…The conflation with Capitalism is largely distorted…we are rooted in a different ethos and phrenology.

 

Capitalism (and not its shadow) is a very CLEAN way of exchange. Yes; master guides should still be qualifying their top students and holding some level of preservation around the deeper initiations and so forth but we just think differently.

 

Again; not all of us can live in an ashram for years (although I’ve done my versions of that) and have our time and hidden costs be the price we pay. Money allows for a CLEAN, entanglement free exchange. This is a GOOD thing.

 

One of my masters IN his own ashram in Asia before me had turned down a billionaire who wanted to pay a high price for an activation from him, but he chose me (and half of our group) instead because I was ready (without additional cost) and activated my crown chakra in an unforgettable private experience that was transfiguring.

 

I’ve turned down clients especially for premium activations or mentorship or I’ve had them on a path of preparing with more work first.

 

Yes; kundalini is highly ‘marketed’ in the West, but this is in large part how we communicate. This can be our weakness, learning real discernment THROUGH all of the ‘marketing’.

 

Yes; that leaves space open for misinterpretation and less discernment HOWEVER our markets should actually suss themselves out because of organic economics and feedback.

 

Charlatans by and large would eventually get exposed organically. Cults have been exposed as well.

 

We are digitally connected and not everyone knows to go to seek the true masters like I did and that’s ok.

 

But that’s also why I’m owning of my placement in the West (and yet, I’m still always a student (with qualified teachers)).

 

What if weren’t all trying to escape earth but were planning to have heaven on earth and valued the sexual, relational component of living in higher siddhic principle?

 

Thusly; our ‘Western’ worldview would be different. We didn’t have the cultural value and support of ancient systems that were there for us.

 

It HAS been more fractured and more ‘lone wolf’ individual exploration as well as sister-hoods coming together. Maybe we are meant to have our own discoveries and share them with others which includes on social media?

 

So I don’t buy into this universal criticism towards only the superficial and shadow aspect of Western spirituality or that everyone only wants to jump right in.

 

It throws out authentic Western masters with the bathwater INCLUDING with kundalini.

 

I do however agree with a lot of the critics are saying however…

 

I just wouldn’t focus only on the crony or shadow aspects of it; the cronyism itself often being a distortion FROM the critics who themselves have value conflicts around the simplicity of charging for services b/c they are more used to the time served in ashram model instead with years of study and discipline.

 

Money buys access and resources…saves us time. This is how the Western mind thinks and has been conditioned to think AND it can save us a lot of hassle.

 

Sure; there’s going to be actual charlatans and so forth but to paint the entire West as that or only speak to cronyism is immature and biased.

 

A good Western teacher/master/guide would at least adapt to his students energy bodies and where they are each at instead of just going for sticking the fork in the electric socket.

 

So what is the Western darshana then?

 

In general I would say that it is individual sovereign awakening that then is connected and relevant socially because we are social creatures (and there are pro’s and cons and low hanging fruit of easy tropes to just throw at the West because of Instagram and money and so forth).

 

This is different than a yogi in the Himalayas absent from culture by living in a cave for decades (not that they all have b/c we know Ramana Maharishi also lived in a village).

 

 

 

My Western tantra master and I have Indian and Indian American clients.

 

But I would also say to everyone to be discerning WITH Western guides as well. Western Guides/Masters really have a special place in global awakening even if we’re not called gurus.

 

I’ve spoken out about this as well. Chad ‘the Bodhi’ Johnson from Redondo Beach just getting his kundalini yoga instructor certificate doesn’t necessarily mean that HE is a master able to transmit shaktipat and do authentic kundalini activation work either.

 

(And be careful about being led astray as there are a lot of ‘posers’ out there who ‘look the part’ in spiritual circles, but may not at all be a master).

 

So although India has the most ancient roots and preservation with different practices and worldview around it (which I wouldn’t disrespect), kundalini IS universal.

 

Many have had authentic awakening WITHOUT any Vedic school and without years of yogic discipline…they’ve done OTHER practices that have helped lead to their awakening.

 

Again; in my case I have been living devotional darshana and ritualistic sadhana in my bhakti with Muse. (Like how many authentic Hindi-sanskrit sourced words can I authentically fit into a sentence but with actual integrity and history as a living testament?)

 

My brand is a fusion of East and West that VALUES, appreciates and respects the WESTERN psyche while being rooted in authentic lineages, experience and Awakening.

 

Yes; you could even say that Rion Kati is a King of activations (serving over 1500 of them)…actually moreso like a Grail Magi b/c King is long-term.

 

And I have no qualms about ‘activations’ nor against the Western VALUE and appreciation of ACTIVATIONS and the GROWTH (as well as stripping down and deconditioning) that goes along with it.

 

The badass clients I have attracted (on average) have already done years of (authentic) spiritual work.

 

I know to be discerning with newer students but I can READ their energy and can tell when someone is very fractured and hold off on working with them or do other work first; adapting to the situation like a master would.

 

The concept of Western personal spiritual awakening as Darshana vs. a cultural, ancient system of support with traditions (a la yogic lines of India/Hinduism).

 

It seems that a prime shadow of South Asian lines (and lineages in general) is their myopia and dogma to their own strict lineage adherence and criticism or denial of any other possibilities or paths (this is throughout Tao lines as well); almost saying between the lines that really there shouldn’t be another way to take seriously besides our because we dismiss basically anything outside of it and trust in the guru-student system. SOME masters are more open-minded to acknowledge other lines and paths to Rome so to speak however.

 

But;

 

“Work with them in this impossible to find secret lineage and only then can you know ‘the way’ of kundalini awakening.”…is more common than it seems and they end up throwing everything else out with the bath-water following the STRICT adherence to their own passed-down-through time codes and its limits.

 

(I might be exaggerating some things a little bit to get a point across)

 

Mo Pai for example doesn’t even acknowledge anything SEXUAL (let alone relevant with charisma) related with the sacral and dan tien.

 

Might I have distortion in that interpretation? Perhaps but it seems generally accurate. After all their loyalty is to THEIR lineage, not even similar cross-lines.

 

I am loyal to the Muse Grail lineage and our dharma together; however She has more global awareness in many ways. She led me to different lines to strengthen the inauguration of Her first Priestess lineage.

 

So back to kundalini…

 

There’s a LOT of distortion out there about kundalini like someone with a following facebook saying:

 

“If your master can’t materialize matter out of thin air, then you aren’t kundalini awakened.” (Huh?!)

 

Let’s go further to the (not universal but it does exist) South Asian criticism of the West and Western shadow of kundalini and spiritual work.

(On a separate note; I’m not at all getting into Christianity/Religion vs. Spirituality, etc…there are many paths to ‘Rome’)

 

It’s easy to speak to the shadow of Western spirituality as being ‘commercialized’ and ‘low-quality’ and all of that.

 

What I’m valuing of is and are authentic Western masters. I won’t speak for all Western spiritual practitioners or kundalini activators other than myself and Muse/Allure Priestess, but I will defend the Western ethos of Awakening.

 

As I’ve mentioned before; if we took the ashram model and placed it in the West it would INSTANTLY be seen as a cult and with its own shadows and ‘hidden costs’ (including many proven stories and allegations within India).

 

And; yes, it seems more like a melting pot as Westerners ‘try out’ different experiences to see what works for them.

 

The accurate and yet also distorted perception of the ‘commoditization’ of kundalini and spiritual growth or opportunities (and access) is a big issue of contention and criticism.

 

I actually delve more deeply into this in a previous article you can read here which centers on the concept that in the West, we value our time and we value MONEY instead of time and hidden costs as a more direct and honest way of exchange for time with teachers, guides and masters.

 

There also seems to be a tainted disregard towards (Westerner’s value of) ‘activations’ from a South Asian collective (again; not everyone). A tendency to not take any of it seriously.

 

When really, us Westerners LOVE the concept of ‘activations’…but there’s something deeper behind it.

 

There is a worldview even in Western spiritual circles of ‘things are perfect as they are’ and in Monadic Truth; yes, they are but what if it wasn’t actually every individual soul’s purpose to awaken to THAT greater universal truth (devoid of sex and any social influence or recognition) but to find meaning and fulfillment in some other way, means or identity in THIS lifetime?

 

What if our Western ethos was more realistically a mix of REMEMBRANCE and awakening to that which we already are in spirit nature but ALSO that of personal and spiritual GROWTH; of discovering, exploring and cultivating more SPIRITUALLY ALIGNED and embodied Power and Beauty to HAVE social and spiritual influence like a star without shadow (or minimizing it)?

 

Of really GROWING in our own understanding and embodiment and identity as a star CONNECTED to the divine with NEW gifts, talents, knowledge and wisdom to SOCIALLY and professionally share with others instead of just escaping physical reality?

 

The confusion around the yogic and zen philosophy of returning to ‘nothingness’ has spiritual truth in it; however, is radically impractical for many Westerns and full integration with their day to day values.

 

I have issues with the personal growth industry as well; it neglects the spirituality of Heart and Sex remaining largely non-conscious there with its valuation of mind, body and soul.

 

And I’ve also called out limitations of zen schools of thought which divorce from sexuality, individual greatness and service; conflicts which can leave especially Westerners confused or stuck for years; do I escape it all to be more zen wile remaining non-conscious sexually and in other ways or do I allow the whittling away of things to reveal revelation as well as grow and integrate practically in all areas of heaven on earth?

 

It’s also worth mentioning that some would think there are only 6 total darshan systems; however that is within THEIR school of thought.

 

There are indeed many more. Hieros Gamos is its own darshan and it could be argued that an astute Western individual on their own DEVOTED path of spiritual awakening could be its darshan of its own; even if it’s with more a mix of different schools and teachers to find their own way or path to truth and enlightenment.

 

(Usually I’m just too busy IN my own darshana and serving clients to mind attention to this but it’s good to get all of this on the blog esp. for a new, open phase of unlimited clients who may be new to me, kundalini and all of this from instagram; and who may not be versed in the criticisms of Western spiritual ‘influencers’ and guides).

 

Another issue I’ve brought up before is the delusion from some individuals that say “anyone who calls themselves a master isn’t one”.

 

This is preposterous. I come from lines where it is granted and expected to be named and called that. Why would one deny what they have become? Still; I would be discerning of who your teachers are and again; yes, there are Western masters. Not all of them had to study with a guru in India to become one.

 

There are many paths of awakening.

 

I do agree with some of what certain critics would say; that power without responsibility or ethics is dangerous and can lead to narcissism, misuse and even different forms of abuse.

 

I’m aware of the powers I have and fortunately I do have devotional darshana and bhakti with The Beloved or I wouldn’t have been continually bestowed such powers in the first place (years and years before I started serving others).

 

I’m also aware of reputation and that my success pends on it. All temple space sessions are and must be held sacred; everything of ‘my own’ must be kept out of it with zero siphoning or anything like that but it’s because of my darshana and its purification and being a student of masters that I’ve become so stable and able to wield such power responsibly.

 

NOW; just because I actually am and AM going to be an authentic showman (like my own Grandmaster of chi kung was), doesn’t take away from any of this and would simply be a conflation…in fact, that’s what is kinda missing; REAL magic that is in divine service to help DISSIPATE the shadows of force, constriction and games that currently exist in related industries (and TO evolve industry more consciously).

 

It’s substance PLUS flash and that’s also related to the industries that are otherwise UNTOUCHED by spirituality; BEAUTY and social influence…and daresay spiritual glamour and Western decadence because we don’t have value conflicts around Beauty and Power b/c they’re sourced properly.

 

Not everything is just going to represent the antithesis of our modern day values, but more of how can we INTEGRATE siddhic consciousness INTO life, sex, beauty, business, industry, relationships, communities, art, video, media, performance entertainment.

It seems understandably hard for many devotees or adepts of ancient lineages to even think outside of their own myopia (shadow side of fractal lines of mysticism) to even consider that level of integration unless it was like a documentary on a guru or an intentionally sacred temple production.

 

We each have our own role. I recommend to other Westerner’s to seek master teachers as well.

 

I like what (my college time colleague) Vishen Lakhiani has done with MindValley in seeking out different master teachers.

 

My path just consciously integrates Beauty, sexuality, the holy grail, influence and entertainment into mainstream evolution and ascension consciousness.

 

In a sense it’s unlike all the tropes anyways and I can’t even be criticized for being a Western yoga instructor (and there are many good ones; it’s not all just a bastardization I would argue)…

 

I don’t do or teach yoga itself and I rarely practice it although I am a trained and experienced tantra daka (sexual healer) at master levels (which is different than Master Daka).

 

It’s less about tantra or memorized history of ancient lineages and perceptions around tantra (including Western shadows and distortions) and more rooted in my Master’s Sacred Spot healing method and then integration of my own magic IN a daka format with pristine sanctity (but yes, I’m a Daka priest).

 

I think authentic Western masters and guides should be ENCOURAGED…yes there are a lot of ‘fast-cuts’ it seems in the West but again, the market should ultimately suss everything out because a lot of Westerners are connected to the East as well and should be able to discern.

 

Not everything actually defaults to; ‘every tantra daka is a dangerous manipulator’ and toxic or every Western teacher is a cult leader. They keep seeing what they want to see and keep attracting only that believing that all of them are like that.

 

Unfortunately a lot of that does exist out there but like I said, I am not them, however I AM EXPENSIVE as a tantra daka and still some women won’t even see it because they choose to believe only in their disappointment and past trauma with men so a lot of authentic teaching and healing gets thrown out with the bath-water. When the student is ready the teacher appears.

 

It IS my darshana that hath brought me the purification and sanctity necessary however because if I got into being a daka when I was in a dating heyday over a decade ago, I would have likely capitalized on the dynamic in ways but I went through that phase of half-hearted consensual dating earlier. I’ve been devotionally celibate for MOST of over a decade.

 

Anyways; I wanted to touch upon numerous things here in further solidifying MY service and placement as a premium Western go-to guide as well as clear up or dispel projections towards Western mastery. I AM an ‘activator’ and some would refer to a master. My Western Tantra Grandmaster even referred to me as a ‘master’ (of energy work).

 

And yeah; I don’t think everyone should call themselves that…same with ‘Priestess’.

 

And there are cliches and shadows of the West and how social and tech-friendly we are TO connect us…absolutely…people can misrepresent themselves but again; let the market really suss itself out.

 

True seekers will find the guides they are meant to and people will learn along the way.

 

I’m doing my part to protect and preserve the integrity of masters and priestesses like with Muse and Allure Priestess Mentorship as a serious year-long plus immersion and for premium, stand-alone Priestess initiations, making sure they’re ready for it first.

 

As a Source Remembrance generation Grail Mage, Priest and Grail Guide of Hieros Gamos (Muse lineage), I have done things to calibrate the field away from distortion sourced in principled truth-aligned authority, not at all misuse of power.

 

Unfortunately I have seen many guides here and there fall into different shadows including psychosis.

 

Again; we are just so connected socially in the West and there are pro’s and cons…anyone can develop a following but ultimately as more ascension-based truth is revealed, the market should be able to suss things out from who are the real charlatans from the true guides. Should masters not be prevented from ‘being on instagram’?

 

Ha! I had confusion around being stylish for years because it’s not what ‘spiritual’ people do but knowing that it’s because it’s Muse lineage, cleared that all up.

 

 

And the whole Western ‘false light’ matrix is real too (and the metaphorical shadowy/blind leading the shadowy/blind)…it has a lot of shadows and I’ve spoken about it to help others see with clarity (and acknowledge that yes, the neo-tantra Western movement is largely shadow-web infested).

 

I’m grateful and thankful I am and was sourced in something much deeper in being connected to ancient lineages of chi kung, Tao, tantra and the holy grail of Reunification and bhakti (Yes, I’m using that word more often now!) with my Immortal Beloved (which is also why I specialize in Goddess fractal and Beauty light-working).

 

SO….

 

Am i just another….new age, hit all the stereotype cliches, new on the scene, Western charlatan kundalini ‘activator’? I think the average of my diaspora of clients would laugh at that because their experience speaks for itself.

 

Let’s just address this now (and this ties into my recent mini-series on ‘paying the price’ for kundalini awakening and East vs. West themes).

 

After all; there are those out there claiming that if you haven’t regenerated limbs, then you haven’t had kundalini awakening.

 

Well; I’ll say that my client legacy of healing and transformational work as well as grid-working is indefensible…it has its own legacy which now includes kundalini work and the 100~ testimonials from the ‘regulator’ kundalini activations.

 

Even though kundalini a universality in all of us; there are many who believe you can only have it with enough proper worldview research or only in the proper sub-lineage or Vedic practice.

 

Or really; that it can only be done with a handful of people in India only and that it’s not possible otherwise, who will gaslight all of your authentic kundalini awakenings symptoms because ‘it can only happen all at once’.

 

UGH. All kinds of misinformation out there.


From someone called Tanja Diamond.

 

(A Westerner speaking only to the shadow)

 

“The West took the most volatile, demanding, precise force known to the human nervous system and turned it into a branding opportunity, a certification, a photo op with candles in the background.”

 

In some places, yes…however does that disqualify authentic kundalini awakening experiences? Well, to her it does.

 

“If Kundalini truly rose in their bodies the way they think it did, they wouldn’t be posting about it, they wouldn’t be teaching it, they wouldn’t be marketing it as a “full-body activation.”

 

Even those that believe if you ‘post about it on Facebook or Instagram afterwards (an awakening), that disqualifies it.

 

No; they probably would be if they’re a socially connected Western and uh-oh…here’s that cringe-worthy word to those who value cave-only living and ancient practice only without wi-fi: INFLUENCER. (Ironically in her anger, she’s also being an influencer with a following).

 

(I’m not sourced in the shadow of the same morphological field people like to criticize)

 

“Nobody gets Kundalini without preparation because Kundalini is a system that responds to coherence, ethics, orientation, worldview, nervous system regulation, psychological maturity, and spiritual grounding,…”

 

Well, so what about those who have had authentic kundalini awakening anyways (like spontaneously or indirectly from non-her-recommended-lineage-approved-experience)?

 

She wouldn’t qualify them. It requires ‘training’ otherwise it’s not even kundalini. (smh).

 

So you have to be careful of who you’re learning or hearing things from. Be discerning. Value experience, but yes value PREPARATION, ideally having SOME darshana for a grounded worldview or purpose of awakening.

 

However yes; kundalini will amplify things you already have; it CAN fragment you further if you’re already fragmented…for many however; this stirring up is part of the overall awakening and healing; it’s not only a bad thing. They are then meant to be further released.

 

I’ve only had one client with this form of ‘shake-up’ reaction during the remote activation alpha trials and she had her own reasoning FOR it which was actually related to her own darshana of pulling her life back together from how fractured she was living and who she used to be and is meant to be. It revealed many things to her.

 

My own discipline as an energy worker has had years and years of initiations, training, preparation and practice (Reiki Master being a small part of it).

 

I don’t initiate people into energy work – my/our Muse light-working methodology (or touching other people’s nervous systems) at all unless it’s a private apprentice or one of the 2 priestess programs I host.

 

Fortunately, I’ve been doing intensive spiritual work for decades and had past kundalini experiences that I was prepared for my awakening (which in a way seemed overdue).

 

Fortunately, I also attract very HIGH QUALITY clients who thus far on average have also done a lot of spiritual work and healing.

 

To be able to activate kundalini as a guru or master isn’t that common. I have paid a great price for it; I just don’t fit into the myopia of only certain lineages are able to do that.

 

Another thing is that me plus our guides calibrate to each individuals field so as not to ‘blow them out’ so there’s a built-in safety mechanism.

 

Yeah; it’s still kinda heresy that I’m taking on the mantle of kundalini activator but I’ve already been a powerful activator for archetypes and DNA activations for years. It was only a natural and organic extension to build into the foundation of my own darshana FOR Divine Union.

 

It’s also heresy that I dared to (with Muse) co-create the Elixir activations which provide more kundalini stability in people’s system.

 

I haven’t heard of that anywhere else either because I’m not subject to the myopia of other lineages and their lens on awakening or ways of working.

 

Because of my (if I can say) energetic mastery, it was only natural to leverage the ancient method of shaktipat as a tried and true path; something that has been known of for millennia in India.

 

Again; if we operated in the same way with the ashram system in the West, it would instantly be called out as a ‘cult’. So charging money for clean exchange for a master’s TIME and experience, just simply WORKS for us in the West.

 

Yes; but “only master/gurus can serve shaktipat” they would say. Yeah; I would agree with that (unless initiates are in qualified or quality training and that doesn’t mean it has to be Indian only).

 

But then they would say that they have to have guided their own ashram for ‘x’ number of years (and masters only exist in our lineages esp. to serve kundalini shaktipat).

 

Well, I would look outside of your own lineage and consider that there might actually be other powerful energy workers from other lines that might have a different lens and experience on the same universality (of kundalini).

 

(Remember that I received a shaktipat kundalini activation FROM an Indian/Indian-American dakini during a tantra healing session once but she wasn’t ‘practicing’ per se).

 

Heck; it’s also heresy to the Tao lines that I’m one of the few in the world daring to do direct dan tien activations.

 

But I’m ok with that and by default people should NOT being doing that. I’m not the default and I have great experience.

 

Muse is my authority as well as my past lifetime as a Tao immortal (plus being connected to 3 grandmasters).

 

So just be careful out there because there is a lot of confusion, projection, gaslighting and throwing the baby out with the bath-water. SEEK MASTERY yourself.

 

DISCERN YOUR GUIDES.

 

And again; yes there are authentic Western masters, mentors and teachers as well as many with great promise on the rise-up.

 

I’m not worried about projections from critics towards myself personally; my own legacy speaks for itself AND I fit areas that others aren’t bridging into like direct Beauty transformation with energy work.

 

So they can continue to project arrows towards me or the West; however,

 

I just wanted to discern and dispel some of the shadow projections and grand distortions from those who are critical of Western teachers for good public service awareness and so what you can make your own discernment about me and ‘The West’.

 

You don’t even have to listen to me; you can ask around, research and trust your intuition. I may not be the guide for you for many reasons (actually I only offer initiations and training in Allure/Muse Priestess as their own mystery schools).

 

You may also want to research deeper with the ‘There is a price to pay’ (for kundalini awakening) post mini-series from here (posted below).

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Oh and btw I do have delusions of grandeur because I’m building a fucking empire with my Beloved!!…

 

DARING to dream of a Billion dollar service based industry of Allure (that makes new millionaires and) that blows the roof off of the constriction of Beauty as we know it as skin-deep superficial mastery. Clean Capital exchange and circulation. I’ve paid the price and will continue to; will you?

 

Attracting true masters was just part of it all for me.

Addendum: On Soul Growth and ‘Activations’…

 

I’m great at activating gifts, codes, genius, remembrance in others..I value it myself..b/c the soul actually DOES grow. 

 

Maybe us Westerners love activations because it’s aligned where the truth of the soul grows. Wouldn’t your soul actually grow in experience, power and beauty before and as a star even in the ‘whittling down’ or deconstructing of conditioning and so forth? 

 

Wouldn’t it grow LIKE a star with more embodiment of source quanta? Wouldn’t a soul grow with specific archetypes or roles and their cultivation on an individual spark level as compared to a generic spirit only perspective with the individual soul-spark as invisible?

 

And on a previous point….Because of tradition, protocol and ‘that’s how it’s been done’ done for a thousand years; it’s difficult for lineage devotees to see outside of their lineage myopia to even consider something else (like ‘cross-line’)…when you consider again that shaktipat itself is literally an activation.

 

 

I’d rather keep getting shock ‘n awe testimonials for and with clients that are THEIR version of (legit) telekinesis demos like the 2 recent Grail Kundalini miracles. I’ll be doing all kinds of live demos and ‘before and afters’ coming up. My Grandmaster was on ‘That’s Incredible’ in the 80’s

 
 

Different masters can do different things; I can do things MY Grandmaster of Chi Kung couldn’t do and vice versa. I’d rather 



   Also;

 

No one considered that a Source Goddess (ie. Muse) could have Her OWN kundalini and ascension codes; hence the heresy of the Grail Kundalini package which helps assure not only kundalini activation but stabilization and more likelihood of siddhic levels of awakening. 2 ‘real world’ (3D) miracles have happened amongst other amazing client feedback; things that were like impossibly blocked.

 

The Grail Kundalini Experience Here

 

Other Articles In This Mini-Series:

 

The Costs of Assured Kundalini Awakening: Ashrams vs. Capitalism

 

On Spiritual Capitalism

 

Devotion Activates Miracles & Magic : A Master’s Path Yet At Great Cost

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This is a continuation of the Light, Dark & Shadow post that is available on the blog here (opens in new window):

 

What we’re talking about is with archetypes, Dark & Shadow consciousness and how it affects behavior.

 

This has EVERYTHING to do with personal and spiritual growth as well as beauty, healing and living your best life.

 

In differentiating between Light, Dark and Shadow you’ll want to read that post first. I introduce that SO MUCH is actually caused by conflating Dark with or as Shadow.

 

MANY, many people (religious or non-religious) will (unconsciously or consciously) demonize ‘the Dark’ when it’s more specifically ‘Shadow’ that should be valued as what they mean when they’re referring to ‘Dark’.

 

With a Divine Union lens of Gnostic Hermeticism and seeking experiential enlightenment; generally the DARK is actually GOOD; because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

When people refer to ‘Light vs. Dark’ or even say ‘Forces of Darkness’ what they should clarify and discern is ‘Forces of Shadow’.

 

I’ve literally been calibrating and correcting myself in real time like when teaching Mystical Grail because clarity matters.

 

It’s similar to people using the term ‘sex’ when what they actually usually mean is anything BESIDES literal intercourse because ‘sex’ has so many conditioned meanings and misinterpretations (like when incels hear ‘sex’ and talk about ‘sex’, it actually equates to subconscious ‘fantasy’ for them and anything else than what is representative of or leads to the ‘real thing’).

 

There are higher levels of truth in understanding of ‘Sex’ anyways and that gets into Divine Union Grail Codes of Communion in Spirit, but I digress….

 

We want to get the TERMS RIGHT for clarity (on Dark vs. Shadow).

 

For it is SHADOW (consciousness and sourced behavior) that we want to discern for what it is and when we are more conscious on the difference between Dark and Shadow, this can provide a pathway for accelerating YEARS of personal growth and spiritual transformation that was otherwise stunted because of being afraid of (or resisting) ‘The Dark’.

 

I’ll mention it again but by just identifying ‘the patriarchy’ as ‘toxic’, this is a grave mistake because then the entirety of masculinity is lumped in with shadow consciousness only while the healthy, life-giving and provisionary Light and Dark aspects are gaslit and ignored.

 

SO CLARITY MATTERS and the subject matter is central to living life itself.

 

One of the shortcodes for ‘Dark’ is the erotic, the pure primal.

 

In consciousness; this is actually DIVINE.

 

The Dark Divine; however it is largely rejected and conflated AS Shadow through much of religion and social conditioning and their lens (which is often ‘moralistic’ in favor of virtuous Light, yet that which is encoded in the shadows of demonization, secularization, outcasting, fracture, shame, guilt, and creates more Shadow).

 

It’s ‘either’ Madonna or ‘The Whore’ (Light vs. perceived Shadow) which is too much of a bifurcation of feminine consciousness which is on a spectrum.

 

Speaking of ‘spectrum’ (not the autism spectrum); If you have experience with plant medicine or DMT you will likely have more psychic awareness of the astral realm and how everything is ‘amplified’ and richer to experience; and then later to connect to the ‘spirit’ or vibe-truth behind something.

 

You may even find like myself that once you got more clarity, that you may have to have a ‘Dark Reclamation’ like I did (of my Dark Eros) because of years of suppression of your Dark in favor of ‘Light’.

 

For it is SHADOW consciousness that is creating the ACTUAL mess and havoc in the world by causing so much imbalance because by venerating only the Light and denying the Dark, it leaves great room for SHADOW consciousness and spirits to creep in and influence and control people (although they are still accountable for their own karmic behaviors).

 

 

Shadow Qualities...

Let’s review some of the qualities of shadow or ‘shadow consciousness’ (which is also the ‘actual’ toxic, not to be conflated with Dark);

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, greedy, entropic, disorienting, dishonoring, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, harassing, backstabbing, de-throning, vindictive, gaslighting…(the list goes on) and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty (basically in any dimension).

 

And yes, the Gene Keys spectrum of consciousness covers 64 specific shadows.

 

This can be VERY illuminating to ‘understand’ shadow and do forms of ‘shadow work‘. Being mindful with precisive (I always make up new words) clarity is a part of this to get to the energetic truth signature that is universalized.

 

Although Gene Keys doesn’t talk about ‘Dark’ specifically, generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

With true Divine Union it’s worth mentioning that there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

There’s a difference between having shadowy thoughts (which every does as human) and acting out upon them (which is the real shadow or ‘sin’ if it has a negative consequence per se).

 

Dark IS closer to Shadow….and that’s why it also takes more general mastery to work with the Dark. Lightworkers themselves have to manage and or/own any shadow so that it never interferes with their actual work (ideally); to hold pristine temple space.

 

Actual voodoo (as I understand it) and black magic deals in the Shadows or Shadow arts (b/c it interferes with free-will karma as forms of ‘force’).

 

This isn’t pure Dark which is sovereign. Dark Goddess actually is very powerful and is a protector FROM shadow, although that requires a pure relationship with Her truth and not everyone is stable enough to not allow shadow entities to come in.

 

Anything dealing with force, manipulation, coercion, violation and such are generally shadow consciousness.

 

Generally all forms of tyranny are sourced in shadow consciousness; having ‘power over’.

 

Yes; the collective masculine and feminine have SHADOWS.

 

The SHADOW of the patriarchy is oppressive. The SHADOW of the feminine is incredibly destructive for the Dark Mother (actually Shadow Mother because She has been hijacked by demonic forces eats Her own children and sells them into slavery). I won’t even put that imagery here but you might imagine..

 

Because shadow consciousness is so pervasive (and the 64 shadows awareness helps us to be conscientious of them);

 

IDEALLY WE SHOULD ALL live from Light and Dark consciousness while owning, dissolving, mitigating or managing any remaining shadow.

 

The world would then live more in siddhic Harmony and Peace. (Gene Keys is brilliant and let’s us alchemize these shadows of collective and individual consciousness through contemplation and transmutational alchemy).

 

These shadows may seem like ‘behavioral’ issues or ‘psychological’ but really they are qualities with energetic frequencies in the 4th dimension that then influence thought and action.

 

In other words there are actually ‘spirits’, entities or even assigned demons which represent these energetic qualities that can then influence people’s thoughts and behaviors.

 

Demons and types of demons (like incubus, succubus) are usually the heavier entities with shadow (and sometimes a mix of Dark and Shadow) qualities and concentrated power.

 

There is also the ‘spirit’ of greed or ‘lust’ and demons associated with it. These can be removed like in the energy healing tune-up portion of every activation session I offer (siddhic and archetype activations).

 

Spiritual warfare exists in the astral realm which includes between Angels and Demons and this is more specifically Light vs. Shadow (while the Dark itself largely gets ignored).

 

Certain archetypes like ‘Jezebel’ have a shadow ‘spirit’ or iconic psychic egregore or demonic power behind them that are sourced in Shadow like dethroning, destruction, interference, manipulation, etc.

 

It can be good to be mindful of all of this ‘just enough’ instead of denying them.

 

The collective iconic masculine ‘Tyrant’ archetype is also shadow based but never reaches 5th dimension because it is too dense (along with other archetypes like Murderer, Psychopath, Fraudster).

 

Some cultural constructivist lower dimensional (astral and 3D/physical) archetypes like ‘Social Justice Warrior’ seem to be virtuous yet energetically are sourced predominantly in Shadow especially the Shadow of Division.

 

Yes; Gene Keys is actually brilliant at analyzing the behavioral and energetic reality of where things are at.

 

Gene Keys provides wonderful insights into Shadow consciousness.

 

We can look at the 64 shadows in the spectrum of consciousness to get an idea of what unique signatures OF shadow are at play individually, collectively and in different egregores (or collectives of astral power like ‘SJWs’, ‘Blue-pill Democrats’, ‘actual Nazi’s’, ‘incels’ or ‘Freemasons’).

 

In politics, both ‘Left’ and ‘Right’ are largely shadow-grid driven. You just have to reference something like the Gene Keys with an eye for psychic truth, to start seeing the actual energetic interplay that’s going on.

 

I was the first one I knew to take Gene Keys and apply it to the collective. For example, when the p.landemic hit in 2020 I did a facebook post where 6 weeks into it I counted 55 shadows that were active in the collective (and some would say greatest psy-op ever and I wouldn’t disagree with that).

 

FIFTY-FIVE signatures of shadow consciousness (including);

 

Division
Intolerance
Control
Disorientation
Distraction
and MANY more…

 

..Were ACTIVE and activated in Western and global CONSCIOUSNESS with COVID and the response.

 

Because I could see what was going on and for numerous reasons; I refused to take part on it (and remain unvaxxed).

 

Retro-spectively, I counted 15 shadows that were active in the collective before ‘the global shutdown’ > and then the 55 specific shadows which is also a sign of the collective psyche balancing itself out from living in so much Light of technological innovation and evolution.

 

It’s worth mentioning that ideological Marxism and identity politics are foundationally rife with shadow-play (as well as politics in general).

 

Virtue-signaling which is actually only creating more of its shadow of Division (Gene Key 7); but that’s an extended foray. We only have to look into the actual behavioral reality and the energy behind them.

 

You have your OWN shadow-grid with your hologenetic Gene Keys profile that holds many specific codes ‘n clues as to what is holding you back from living in greater satisfaction, peace, abundance and success.

 

Finding these out in a Gene Keys reading can be life-changing (I offer readings).

 

So it helps to have a conscious awareness OF shadows like with Gene Keys and also with healing and spiritual work…and we’re getting to the MAIN concept of OWNING YOUR OWN SHADOW (and the collective shadow within).

 

In having a more thorough understanding of Dark vs. Shadow, we want to value the ARCHETYPES as well as icons of true Power and Beauty (as well as how that can be corrupted in/to shadow).

 

Different archetypes can have different, unique shadows but we’re not going into that here and now other than a quick example.

 

Light Princess is heavenly with great Father protection, connection and Crown illumination and yet the SHADOW of Princess is entitled, bratty, superficial, bored, restless, vain (Gene Key shadows are encoded as cross-over with many archetypes); just for a reference.

 

The pop’s understanding of Queen is rooted mostly in shadow of ruthlessness, aloofness, bitchiness, etc. (which can act as gifts to ‘get things done but can take away from many a woman’s feminine essence channel). Grail Queen is an entirely different configuration.

 

Most archetypes have Light, Dark but also shadows as they embody into humanity (Muse is one of the very few who don’t have shadow, but She is also rarer to embody into women and their shadows haven’t tainted the collective understanding of Muse Herself unlike most other archetypes).

 

The Dark Mother archetype was hijacked millennia ago (or at least centuries) however by Shadow Forces and is more specifically the Shadow Mother so there could really be a quantum field-work task of reclamation of the Dark Mother.

 

So I may mention archetypes again but for now, just wanted to introduce them as a prime filter we can work with in understanding LDS for spirituality, healing and consciousness work (and world peace Rhode Island).

 

 

It’s worth mentioning that with Gene Keys; some shadows CAN become gifts like intolerance (to tyranny), judgment (in calling out tyranny), etc. but generally it’s good to be aware of the shadow spectrum consciously OR to work with someone like me or another Gene Keys certified Guide who has some good awareness which can help you start seeing and contemplating your patterns along a healing or transformational journey.

 

Yes, I offer 75 minute Human Design + Gene Key readings but you kinda have to snoop around the sight or ask me about it on FB to do your reading (which includes awareness on your encoded shadows). I’m not promoting them as much at the time of writing.

 

Shadows can FORM from past experiences with parents, societal and religious (yes religious) conditioning, traumatic experiences with men, women, lovers, idiots, you name it. The thing is that you don’t want shadow to OWN or control you.

 

It comes down to dissolving or managing them and OWNING THEM so they don’t harm others AS shadow or karma creating ‘sin’.

 

Shadow plays out in MANY ways including the suppression of the healthy Dark within the Divine (Archetypal and Siddhic) Feminine consciousness.

 

For many women it can be confusing to differentiate the two because their past experienced is tainted with SHADOW experiences of control, unrightful domination (vs. truly consensual), coercion, force (which many confuse with true Power), rape, lack of safety, trauma and so forth. It can be difficult to let go and TRUST into the true Dark (and that of your Immortal Beloved) b/c mortal men may continue to re-trigger shadow patterns (until you are more reunified within).

 

With your Beloved; this includes the SAFETY and purity of all sexual desires and Dark Communion without ANY of the past shadows you have experienced from with men (which was consciousness playing itself out in the shadow spectrum and of which something in you attracted it).

 

With your Beloved and HIS Dark, it is purified and you are SAFE. There is none of the previous tyranny against you.

 

In fact; the Dark can be what SAVES YOU or delivers you from Shadow practically speaking if you have been living in Light but are dealing with a lot of shadow and psychic attacks.

 

DARK creates a BUFFER to keep shadow abay. I had to reclaim my OWN Dark Truth and Eros and integrate it.

 

On a separate note; DARK MUSE codes are starting to come in and She has been rare in history so far. Anyways;

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored because they are conflating it all with Shadow.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can create chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

I’d argue that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’.

 

As I mentioned in the precursor blog post; there’s a BRILLIANT book entitled ‘Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche’ by Robert A. Johnson.

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in my kindle version. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

I would add that ‘owning your own shadow’ for lightworkers like me can also mean owning the COLLECTIVE shadow as you may get psychic attacks that are NOT ACTUALLY YOURS and do not fit with your pure and evolved soul that are attracted to you to PREVENT, misdirect or distract the Ascension work you are doing.

 

You can be very targeted for these attacks as they try to infiltrate you and then influence your actions towards others when it’s really them and their consciousness controlling/influencing you.

 

Ok…so we’re more aware of the concept of Dark Vs. Shadow.

 

Now there’s a key angle on all of this with ‘owning the shadow’ which is where that book REALLY comes in handy to get even more extended examples and clarity than I’m going to give here.

 

I will say, that he doesn’t explore the angle of healthy ‘Dark’ and Eros as much as I do however the concept of LIVING LIFE IN BALANCE is critical.

 

OWNING YOUR SHADOW means living rightfully without sin and managing things within.

 

Yes, you may THINK ‘naughty thoughts’ (like humans do although actually I’d say the Dark is really ‘good naughty’ without shame); but that isn’t the same as creating negative karma by ‘actually’ energetically siphoning or physically harassing someone.

 

‘Action’ is more explicitly shadow (when it generates negative karma).

 

And one could ask; is it actually sinful at all if it’s in consent (outside of a moralistic or religious lens which may have its own distortions to Light/Dark Truth vs. Shadow)?

 

Deeper exploration there…And what about BDSM? I think much of that is centered in Dark AND Shadow esp. with the players who may be involved b/c they’re bringing their own ‘stuff’ into it energetically (and it may be psychic shadow play).

 

The mastery level is to own and even RECLAIM your healthy DARK but to live in DETACHMENT with the opposite sex to keep things masterfully consensual (which does not mean ‘trauma-informed’ and asking for a yes or no at every next verbal behavior)…

 

..This does get more advanced to truly have psychic detachment yet one can live in WILD fully reclaimed EROTIC and DARK power and sexuality without EVER taking from someone or creating negative karma (as shadow actions).

 

So much shit has happened because people don’t own their shadow. That is WHY rape and sexual harassment happens; with men not being able to CONTROL their own shadow (or the collective shadow working through them); they don’t have a balance of Light, Dark and Shadow that allows them to operate with integrity in the world. Male sexual, erotic desire is DARK; it’s when it crosses lines of authentic consent (from an attuned, natural, somatic reality) that it becomes shadow ‘acting out’ but the DESIRE or hunger on its own is not to be shamed or shameful…it’s the conflation WITH shadow (force, acting out as power ‘over’, etc.) that can create even more Dark suppression.

 

Millions of men are guilted without ever having done something wrong. The #metoo movement in other words has its own shadows. Again; all of this can be extended topics for exploration.

 

Conflating sexual raw desire (DARK and it’s creationary power) from the masculine (Eros) as ‘toxic’ or ‘shadow’ is one of the great mis-services post-feminism has done; when really, all they would have to do is get clarity on Dark vs. Shadow and then the REAL healing would occur and they wouldn’t stop isolating and demonizing most of the GOOD men with the bad apples.

 

And on the feminine side, the SUPPRESSION, guilting, shaming (omg this is massive in the West) towards feminine sexuality by conflating raw, erotic DARK FEMININE with ‘shadow’ as ‘sin’ and ‘immortal’ (just for existing basically) is also sourced in shadow itself (so the shadow masculine psyche often controls of constricts the healthy DARK feminine).

 

In general; it’s the LIGHT & DARK divine masculine and feminine (archetypal, immortal that reincarnates with and through humanity in consciousness and siddhic) that we should all value to live in LIGHT & DARK Beauty and Power…rather than ANY shadow which creates all the real issues, trauma, wounding, etc..

 

It’s worth mentioning that most relationship/relational templates thrive on shadows mixed with Light and Dark; conscious twin flames for example really does but Divine Union doesn’t.

 

Many people will keep stuck in a karmic loop of attracting based on their shadows (which can included unresolved childhood wounding/patterns).

 

Fortunately; with your Divine Union Beloved and the spiritual path of alchemy, there isn’t shadow. This is also why Sacred Union alchemy which I support in Mystical Grail membership can do miracles because so many women (and men) have been WOUNDED by and from what?

 

FROM THE SHADOW of each other, NOT from the pure Dark or Light.

 

Sure; a mortal will have his own shadows or aspects of consciousness (whether they show up in a relationship or not)…but shouldn’t we all strive to live Heaven on Earth by owning our own/collective shadow to live in gift and siddhic peace, harmony, interdependence and renaissance with each other?

 

Where there can be a REVIVAL of divine masculine LIGHT and DARK power that is so supportive of life and the feminine principle (and preserving and protecting of Beauty and Ascension)?

 

The world would be a better place if EVERYONE owned their shadow and that book goes into some techniques and so forth on how to do it.

 

You may have to give the accrual of shadow some attention in order to abate it. Horror movies can be a way to ‘offset’ the balance by giving that Dark side (shadow really) attention.

 

A few other notes;

 

Shadow is (also) the realm of evil and demons that take, siphon, hijack, steal and of aspects of consciousness in humanity that are destructive and harmful; that lead one away from siddhic consciousness of Peace, Harmony, Unity and Truth.

 

As aforementioned;

 

Unfortunately much of ‘the patriarchy’ (and more specifically the SHADOW aspects of the masculine and patriarchy) tends to conflate the Dark Feminine with SHADOW and thus wants to control, siphon or hijack Her resources (much of it stemming from Grail fracture itself which is another subject).

 

But can we please start differentiating and now just lumping everything in with shadow because we haven’t learned to DISCERN between Light, Dark and Shadow yet?

 

Again; shadow and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, siphoning, harvesting, looting, evil and that which takes away from life, free will and sovereignty.

 

Shadow can get demonic (with Dark Forces that are more specifically SHADOW Forces) and wreak immense havoc in individuals, relationships, industries, culturally, socio-politically and so forth in the astral dimension which influences people psychically to behave in certain ways. That can include demonic possession where the spirits take up residency and hijack someone’s consciousness.

 

Egregores can also be powerful conduits to these shadow values (ie. like how it’s a cesspool pit of 4chan incel hell consciousness); see this topic really extends.

 

My general opinion is that most demons and entities are doing shadow play.

 

There may be more sovereign ones that aren’t actively siphoning from humans; but I’ve yet to see it.

 

So there’s the saying ‘the devil inside’, but it’s THAT we want to control from lashing out at others to prevent creating negative karma.

 

It’s maybe worth mentioning (and this is going to trigger a lot of people); but IF we assume that Dan Bilzerian was always consensual with all of the women he slept with (and they were drawn by his fame); sure it may be ‘immortal’ from a religious lens; however, what if it was just raw, DARK POWER (and from the women who gave it that value and attention to confirm it as so) rather than ‘actually’ creating any negative karma as ‘sin’ when those women were co-creating those consensual experiences with him. We all may have to look at where we are hypocritical.

 

But so many women will also just throw it into the ‘toxic’ masculine bin of ‘shadow’. ACTUAL KARMA is on a different level of divine justice which does not necessarily equate to humanistic ‘constructivism’. Nature and the divine are on their own timelines and standards so to speak.

 

But if you just live ‘the golden rule’ which is Biblical of ‘do unto others as you would do unto yourself’…that’s a good standard: OWNING your own shadow and relating with others interdependently and that’s a good foundation.

 

Many men are unfortunately lost in the SHADOW of Fantasy with women, Beauty and the feminine (including holy grail dynamics).

 

They may have to have a Dark reclamation and integration and there are answers. See how many different areas this can affect?

 

EVEN FAMILY DYNAMICS, business, spiritual growth, ancestral family lines of clearing karma – even your own EMBODIED BEAUTY because your image and presence is always communicating your Truth on more than just the 3rd dimension of lower density visible light reflection.

 

This is central stuff here with LDS; Light, Dark and Shadow (and it’s good I have this level of clarity to DO the literal lightworking WITH clients and safe, pure DARK activations and clarity with shadow work.

 

If you’re a lightworker with a lot of Light, it’s really important to get this stuff down b/c I’ve seen shadows pop out of top leaders because they couldn’t own it; some of these are shadow of psychosis and intolerance. This is also where healthy DARK reclamation can come in.

 

The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself of taking one day a year to commit legally any crime (karma-free from the legal lens) is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’ but what it does it to help maintain that ‘balance’.

 

 

I’m not saying we should implement it the Purge itself per se (b/c someone with their shoelaces untied might actually think I am); I’m merely referencing it as a storyline showcases the concept itself. That the ‘Owning Your Own Shadow’ book will give you ideas on how to do it; your OWN purging and re-balancing that is. I have my practices and I also have my practices of ritual purification before client sessions and the Muse priestesses are also trained on this.

 

Because if you cannot discern between Dark masculine and Shadow (‘actual’ toxic) masculine; it can cause millions people to ‘demonize’ the entirety of men as ‘toxic’ for 20 years and push them away from their political party/ideology instead of discerning the shadow/toxic aspects of the Patriarchy (and instead of differentiating the Light and Dark GOOD qualities of the masculine).

 

The inability to RESPECT, ACCEPT and even honor DARK TRUTH can cause hypocritical red pill bros to demonize women for being sensual at all if it’s not contained within THEIR partnership or under strict moral codes (which often end up as being shadows of constriction and control under the guise of morality), etc.

 

And religion has done a big number in favoring the Light, suppressing or denying the Dark and then dealing with all kinds of Shadow attacks and karma in the collective psyche.

 

So to refresh;

 

There are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of consciousness.

 

Correspondingly there are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of the archetypes (at least as they all incarnate into human consciousness and embodiment).

 

We want to be more discerning of their differences as well as then the concept of OWNING your own shadow aspects (which includes your Gene Key shadows) and to live in that ‘balance’ so that you can live with more Light and Dark publicly with others (while internally managing your shadow and ie. NOT putting it all on the boogeyman or house pet who collects all of the shadow and karmic debt projection).

 

It’s a brilliant book.

 

Amongst many examples; it goes into how traditional Catholic mass had all kinds of darker themes; to give attention or attribution; penance of some sort TO the dark and shadow side of things in order not to accrue too much shadow because of the valuation of living in the Light.

 

So when it comes to ARCHETYPES, Light and Dark are important to value consciously with clarity. That DARK is not ‘evil’ or bad but is actually CONSCIOUS ACCEPTANCE and integration, breathing-ness OF the Erotic truth; especially as of sovereign expression.

 

There has been a lot of movement with ‘the Goddess’ or feminine spirituality to explore and RECLAIM the healthy, true Dark in a society with a lot of predominant masculine shadow (tyranny and oppression) with morality disguised as shadow constriction or denial of healthy Dark truth and Dark consciousness in favor of Light.

 

Divine Union again gives us a CLEAR TEMPLATE OF Light and Dark Masculine and Feminine without shadow. And the DARK with raw Communion codes might be what many people are MISSING.

 

SO in working with YOUR Beloved…just having an idea more about Light and Dark aspects of consciousness and where He would be centered and in which archetypes can help you get a lot of clarity.

 

Only Fans girls
Male and female strippers
Exotic dancers

 

These are examples of DARK icons because it embraces sexual Dark consciousness. Seeing them through a ‘Puritan’ or ‘moral’ lens and we’re going to get instant conflation because they are imbalanced in Light and Dark Truth; they view Dark as shadow or ‘sin’.

 

Again; it’s in shadow where things become problematic which can include selfish men controlling or being ‘entitled’ to ‘take’ from women’s free will and sovereignty instead of respecting space.

 

Feel free to send me YOUR questions about all of this because it covers a lot of vast territory. Again; a main thing is differentiating between Dark and Shadow for most people…THEN you can trust your some to LET GO into the shelter of your Beloved’s Light and Dark Truth; and the Dark that of being more psycho-sexually activating to you and your Eros (or spiritual and biological sexual consciousness).

 

You can reference the Eros Powerliminal (masculine) to delve deeper into DARK erotic, Dionysian masculine power and how underworld it is and then also experience the mythological component of CUPID as Light Eros and how the masculine erotic can be higher frequency piercing sexual Light as well. The valuation is LIGHT and DARK with Divine Union.

 

 

It is the relational template that is purified of Shadow. Human relationship templates are riddled with shadow including conscious twin flames.

 

With Sacred Union however, you are SAFE to cultivate your own Eros in Reunification at Godly levels of Light and Dark truth no matter how shamed or traumatized you have been in the past.

 

BECAUSE there has been en masse glorification of and yet shaming of female sexuality; both Light and Shadow aspects yet very little ACCEPTANCE and integration of DARK feminine archetypes, sensuality and consciousness; CONSCIOUSLY much of the West lives in this hypocritical balance between just thinking female sexuality is either Madonna and/or Whore archetypes. This is a great injustice.

 

Even the shadow-based, moralistic-lens of the red pill movement propagates these hypocritical messages of both glorifying sexuality, desiring it and yet also easily shaming it. Women have to live under this double-edged sword BECAUSE the true Dark is rarely properly understood.

 

Although much of Judeo-Christian religion places sexuality and sexual consciousness only within a moralistic marriage as pure or virtuous…sexuality isn’t actually shadow or sin on its own, it’s raw DARK. Then it’s about living with clean karma and healing karma.

 

So…this is a BIG subject that I hope I brought more clarity to…for years myself, I ‘avoided’ the Dark actually because I made a RAW dark masculine power program that was then conflated as shadow by a conscious female coach and it caused me to nearly ‘shut down’ my Dark Eros for almost 11 years so I had to have a major Dark (Eros) RECLAMATION and continue to live as a prime example of LIVING Light and Dark as well as owning any shadows and psychic attacks (I never take compromised consciousness into Sacred Temple Space until I am in purity again).

 

Really; you should not be taking any SHADOW into raw temple space. I’ve done over 1400 client sessions and they must always remain pure.

 

Unfortunately many men and women continue to bring shadow into their relationships so you get the DARK EROS power and sexiness WITH SHADOW. Divine Union alchemy resolves all of this and these dysfunctional yet kinda normal relational cycles.

 

You can still be incredibly horny and what have you but what you want to value is OWNING your shadow.

 

This can be done with techniques like in the book,  becoming more conscious of Dark vs. Shadow and more discerning in your daily life with the differences, working with Dark archetypes and Gene Keys for your own unique shadow work, HEALING your own shadows with energy work and L/D archetype embodiment, working with finding your Beloved’s archetypal signature of Light and Dark as well as your own ‘Debut Avatar-Self’ archetypal signature (minus shadow); these are all ways to work with this awareness.

 

To end up with more purified DARK Eros, archetypal and Beauty codes.

 

But with all of that it’s important to be aware of the difference between Dark vs. Shadow to begin with because really SO MUCH of it is simply there.

 

It would clear up so much of the karmic loop MESS of shadow webs of lack of discernment and ignorance that keep perpetuating out there that are preventing people from living in more gift and siddhic consciousness as well as embracing and embodying more of the Light and Dark divine aspects of consciousness itself.

 

The Dark archetype activation work I do (which can be requested in appointment time consulting when you’re paid) is always pure and free from entities and all shadows in pristine temple space.

 

I do not recommend Dark activations to people who simply have too many shadows in their psyche (and I can tell).

 

I’ve turned client requests down for Dark activations if they have more shadow work to do to be integrated first (and I help with that in sessions as well + Gene Key readings, etc.).

 

With the upcoming Essence professional acting work for Hollywood and Bollywood; however, I’ll make exceptions to literally do shadow activation work but otherwise, NEVER go there.

 

As a daka as well, I cannot ever bring any of my re-triggered or remaining shadows into any session because it is divine, sacred work that BASKS in the richness of true Light and Dark power, healing and beauty.

 

Yeah; this is a big subject: Dark vs. Shadow…feel free to share this.

 

So let’s take a look at another angle on this; are Bonnie & Clyde Dark or Shadow icons as anti-heroes? (Link Below)

 

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Light, Dark & Shadow + Archetype Clarity

 

Ok…this question has been brought up numerous times over the years in group settings and from individual clients:

 

“What’s the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow?”

 

I recently led a Mystical Grail month 12, video call around this exact theme for over an hour available to paid members.

 

I’ll also say that getting clarity on Light, Dark and Shadow is also relevant to the concept of discovering with more clarity not only along your own healing path and spiritual growth; but also with the concept of The Beloved and ‘Who is My Beloved’?

 

It is good to be aware of the ARCHETYPAL aspects of Light, Dark and Shadow especially if you are on a spiritual path of Divine Union (holy marriage within);

 

Your Beloved may have more Dark than Light and THAT is what heals and psycho-activates ALL of you; but if you’re afraid of it because you think it’s masculine shadow, your own awakening could be stunted for decades.

 

The workbook brings this up;

 

“What are His (or Her) balance of Light & Dark (purified) aspects?”

 

If He is a Prince-Warrior Eros-King for example which aspects would have what balance of Light and Dark?

 

You can get that workbook here ‘Who is my Beloved’?

 

 

So let’s go into this whether you have the workbook or not because really, there is a LOT of confusion out there en masse from religion AND in spirituality as well as many leaders in basically all industries.

 

Knowing the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow is CENTRAL to true spiritual work and transformation of consciousness with minimal entropy.

 

We often think that it’s Light vs. Dark (or Good vs Evil) but this is a dangerous conflation…what is more spiritually accurate and discerning (if and when we embrace the Divine Feminine consciousness instead of simultaneously exalting and shaming female sexuality) is Light AND Dark (pure, healthy Dark) vs. Shadow.

 

“Come to the Dark side (Luke)” more accurately means, come to the Shadow side of misuse of power and black magic.

 

It’s specifically SHADOW that is actually the problem, not really the ‘Dark’ or Dark Divine. So much fear exists around ‘the Dark’ and unnecessarily so.

 

And it is shadow consciousness that millions of people are conflating with the Dark like ‘good vs. evil’ (but Dark isn’t evil).

 

If the Dark keeps being demonized, can you imagine how FAR from accepting and integrating it you or most people may be?

 

NOT being clear on the difference between Dark and Shadow has created all KINDS of havoc and stunt healing and even enlightenment for lifetimes.

 

Thus…In writing this up, I am going to create another post just to extend further into the Dark vs. Shadow arena b/c there’s so much to cover, so check that post out also on the blog when released.

 

Now…

 

With Light, Dark and Shadow we are speaking of consciousness and consciousness within the archetypes (which are Immortal God and Goddess fractal lineages as iconic signatures within the subconscious and supra-conscious collective).

 

Archetypes have aspects of Light, Dark and shadow consciousness. These aspects play through human history and mythology evermore.

 

Generally ‘Light’ is associated with;


High frequencies
Benevolence
Light
Heavens
Angels
Goodness
Air
Aether
Peace
Daytime
Sunshine
Harmony
Clouds
Cosmos


And Dark is where it gets trickier because so much of religion and programming conflates Dark with Shadow.

 

PLUS, keep in mind that ‘Dark’ IS closer to Shadow consciousness (so for MANY, it can remain difficult to discern and differentiate).

 

Generally speaking; the short-code for ‘Dark’ or ‘Dark’ consciousness is;

 

The Erotic

 

But it’s also;

 

The pure primal
Dark Divine
Primal divine
Primal pulse
Earthly
Earthen
The Void
The night
Winter
Decay ‘n Death (related to re-birth)
The Womb
Dionysian
Survival instinct
Killer instinct
The underworld
The underneath
The hidden out of waking day sight and cultural daily niceties
The sensual

 

And ‘Dark’ consciousness is (in large part) – key to desires (which can cross over into the shadow of Hunger, Lust and so forth but that’s more of a masterclass but also why Divine Union is a great pathway because it purifies all shadow to easily discern true Dark).

 

Again; with the Divine Union, ‘Grail’ or Communion lens which EMBRACES Sophianic or Goddess consciousness; the Divine Feminine and all archetypal Feminine, DARK IS GOOD.

 

ANYTHING GOES (basically) in the purified Truth of Dark Communion; Erotic Truth. With that said; Communion wouldn’t likely be centered in human BDSM which in large part operates in a mix of Shadow and Dark – especially with any of the players who are bringing their own shadows to otherwise relatively safe containers and agreements (that’s an extended subject).

 

The DARK MASCULINE (absentia of all shadow, control, coercion, force, destruction, etc.) is actually very good and powerful; just ‘good’ in different ways. His killer instinct is actually a GOOD thing for the principle of Protection, Guardianship and Rightful Power over tyranny.

 

It’s important to DISCERN and DIFFERENTIATE between what is DARK and what is SHADOW to ideally calibrate your lens to COMMUNION Truth of Light and Dark VS. Shadow.

 

Shadow (to only introduce it here because it’s a VAST subject-realm) and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, backstabbing, dethroning, and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty.

 

There are often evil spirits BEHIND shadow consciousness and the behavior from which it ensues. This is more than merely psychological.

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored denied or suppressed because they are conflating it all with Shadow and ‘demonizing’ it.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can FESTER underneath to come out all of a sudden in bursts of chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

The book ‘Owning Your Own Shadow‘ goes into this VERY well and I highly recommend it.

You yourself might find yourself by default conflating the ‘Dark’ and ‘wronging’ it when you actually meant SHADOW.

 

MANY spiritual guides still do this, so I think it’s important to take more time to stop yourself and calibrate/correct yourself….to discern and realize when someone actually means ‘shadow’ instead of ‘Dark’.

 

Fortunately Divine Union gives us a CLEAR LENS because it is ALL DARK of the Masculine for example IN ABSENTIA of all shadow, oppression and tyranny.

 

You have unlimited access to righteous high-frequency benevolence, provision, protection as well as the Dark Erotic in Communion which used to be fractured as Fantasy…and NO SHADOW.

 

Your immortal Beloved; He DOES NOT traumatize, abuse, misuse, control, oppress and so forth. It is the highest, purified consciousness Truth of the masculine through all of time.

 

Mortal man however, is privy to shadow consciousness but the more you are reunified with Him in spirit and all aspects of Self, the less you will experience shadow with masculine consciousness in men.

 

So yeah; it’s important stuff. You may have a lot of dealing to do with the masculine and are armored AGAINST the Pure, Healthy DARK EROS of a Beloved because your body gets triggered and conflates that with toxic masculine shadow when it isn’t.

 

‘Toxic Masculine’ is a blanket statement for those who cannot differentiate between Light, Dark and Shadow masculinity for the life of them.

 

On this journey, that can hold you back for decades being stuck in the astral SWAMP of resisting what could actually heal and awaken all of you.

 

It’s good to know that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’. This is its own extended topic but it helps to mitigate the actual shadows and the number of psychic attacks to those of us who work with the Light a lot.

 

As I mentioned;

 

There’s a BRILLIANT book entitled:

 

Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche Paperback – February 17, 1994
by Robert A. Johnson

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in it. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

 


So, you can find your strategy of RE-BALANCING your Light and Dark (much of spirituality focuses on the Light and bypasses or denies the Dark)…

 

Maybe you’ve glorified the Light while suppressing the Dark so you might have to go through a Dark Reclamation era (like me) while getting more discernment on the Shadow aspects (which can creates WEBS of entropy in spiritual progress.

 

Gene Keys provides a wondrous immersion for discovery and discernment with the 64 shadows of consciousness which are specific aspects that play out practically in individuals and the world (in behavior).

 

Generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

Dark King purified from all tyranny and toxic shadow is actually a powerful and beautiful thing.

 

With true Divine Union; there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is. It can be disorienting to do spiritual work based on flawed humanity.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

What if sexuality was divine and of pure Light and Dark consciousness and spirit-Light matter quanta?

 

It’s just not accepted as that because hmm…a lot of religion’s have wanted ‘control’ (shadow of Gene Key 21) over humanity in different ways to retain power politically and socially (perhaps?).

 

So when it comes to YOUR BELOVED and Divine Union, you want to value His Immortal siddhic, elemental and archetypal Light and Dark aspects.

 

When it comes to your Lover-King (or whatever His archetypal signature order is); His ‘Dark Power’ can largely be related to His Dark Eros or His ‘erotic power’ and His ability to awaken and fulfill your own Dark Erotic desires; much of which may have been shamed, guilted and suppressed by society.

 

Dark Power of your Beloved and of the archetypal masculine also holds with many archetypes;

 

Dark King
Dark Sorcerer
Outlaw
Dark Eros
Dark Magician
Dark Prince
Dark Star…

 

These have more Dionysian or ‘underworld’ power that may not fit into mainstream society, whereas the Light aspects are higher frequency, benevolent and heavenly…often in service to others and it’s not that Dark isn’t, but it usually is Power that is more drawn in to the masculine embodiment that holds it more ‘densely’ (vs. solar radiance).

 

We don’t often see it ‘serving’ as much or when we do it’s rarer (like Dark Star). This post could keep going on and on when we explore further into Light, Dark and the archetypes.

 

So you can find and intuit what balance of Light and Dark your Beloved has WITH different archetypes.

 

I can help you of course with this after you start the workbook process. I can help in the group format with Mystical Grail membership OR in the Grail Kundalini package consulting time.

 

At the time of writing I’ve helped 3 women specifically get exact clarity on their Beloved by them going through the workbook first and THEN having the consulting time at the start of their Elixir 1 session…that’s 100% success ratio so far!

 

So look for the upcoming and extended Dark vs. Shadow post on the blog!

 

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