Vs. Criticism of Western Kundalini Activators & Spiritual Capitalism

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Welcome back!

 

Related to the latest addition in this expanding mini-series of ‘There is a price to pay’ (for kundalini awakening);

 

This is going to be a longer, kind of ‘encompassing’ post that will free range around a few thematic matters on the rise of precedent criticism of;

 

*Kundalini activations

*Western spiritual influencers

*Misinterpretations of Western mastery & Capitalism

*Ancient East vs. Modern West

 

If you’re more mainstream or from Instagram this may be new to you to go deeper b/c there are a lot of mixed signals in the ‘spiritual community’.

 

Yes, I’m based in Tulum and Thailand but I don’t fit into any cliche or trope. I might crossover with some of ’em though but I’m just sourced differently.

 

The intention here is to help you get more self-discerning clarity and insight when it comes to spiritual services or some would say ‘Spiritual Capitalism’ or ‘commodification’ as well as clearing up distortion around Western practitioners while giving thought fodder to help you discern where my work and integrity fits into ‘what you’ve heard’ about Western guides from haters and specific lineage purists.

 

YES; I do charisma and allure transformational work but (hint:) it’s *actually* spiritual work essentially as direct light-working on the energy body (so it’s both Beauty and Spiritual work that is mainstream-friendly).

 

I am further clarifying and centrifying (new word) my role as a leading Western influencer in this realm as well as continuing to own my worth and shamelessly charging for services.

 

There are no money value conflicts here; I’d say that it’s actually a shadow within the false light matrix to have confusion (and poverty vows) around this because there is ALWAYS a price to pay.

 

It’s not for guaranteeing ie. kundalini awakening; it’s about price to access a master or guru and respect for their history and time.

 

I cover the spiritual Capitalism angle with helpful clarity in another post especially.

 

Clean EXCHANGE for time and services with money (and WITHOUT hidden costs like in the ashram system largely with time) is simply preferred in the West.

 

It doesn’t actually disqualify authentic, highly valuable and proven work (unless you actually only listen to people who have distortion and prejudice around it all).

 

My brand (and I) am a FUSION of East and Western values and I have ZERO conflicts around charging introductory to premium pricing for my services because I have paid a GRAND price. See; ‘there is always a price to pay’.

 

So for this I wanted to address numerous things because there’s been a new round of hate against Western kundalini practitioners.

 

It seems easy to make fun of the West because of our values, social connection and marketing where one critic (Rohan Kapur) says:

 

“Prana shakti is now available with a promo code in the “Activate Your Life force in 3 Hours.” workshop where you will also be trained to further activate others….

 

If classical Tantriks saw the modern Kundalini “ecosystem,” they would assume it was satire. Today, Kundalini is casually blended with whatever one cherrypicks as their unique expression.”

 

This comes from a lack of understanding and respect of Western culture. Again; we haven’t had an ancient system that grew up with us to support this and it’s not practical for everyone to just live in India for months or years.

 

Easiest just to default to the cliches and lowest common denominator while overlooking the authentic practitioners and masters which ironically may have not all grown up with only Indian gurus.

 

It seems a Western thing to do for ‘online’ cert courses to pop up that immediately opens up activation for others. I’m not down with that either.

 

At least someone like a Layla Martin has translated things FOR a Western-minded audience with authentic practice with live retreats, etc. even though she kinda put her own brand name on things with ‘Vita’ certification.

 

But there are authentic practitioners like her, Sasha Cobra and Ilze Skestere.

 

Indian’s don’t have a trademark on kundalini; it’s universal…yoga is more arguable though but I’m not going into that conversation.

 

I would also say to be discerning to Western seekers as well though. In my case, I had to seek out different, authentic masters (in East and West). I knew the local kundalini yoga practice wasn’t it for me.

 

Many will throw out anything Western including tantra with the bath-water because they’re only seeing and defaulting to the shadows (as if Indian doesn’t have its shadows and hidden costs here and there).

 

There’s criticism towards our ‘pot luck’ style of exploration and spiritual discovery rather than more of a commitment to only one lineage, worldview or philosophy.

 

Here is one of other excerpts I’m referencing (sourced from add Rohan’s rant-post)

 

“Long before the modern western world discovered “Kundalini activation experiences,” the classical Tantrik traditions, especially Trika Shaivism, articulated something painfully obvious yet routinely ignored today.

 

The Tantrik view unapologetically argued that without the right view teachings, darshana , Kundalini does not liberate you.

 

It amplifies whatever is already inside you and further binds you to the self imposed limitations of separation.”

 

Although I am critical of most of what he is saying essentially against the West (although I don’t really align into the shadow pocket he has for seemingly all of us);

 

I agree that there is authentic VALUE in having a darshana; which those in Hindu lines will strongly encourage as foundational for a path of awakening or even considering work with kundalini awakening.

 

And I find that with all of this I have been living darshana in both its prime source intended meanings. Hieros Gamos is my foundational school of thought and spiritual framework or ‘worldview’ (for an active 23 years now).

 

This gives me a strong worldview and previous preparation for kundalini awakening (along with everything else I’ve done) and for yes, being a kundalini activator and uh-oh here’s the world they hate the most ‘influencer’.

 

So let’s look at this definition though…

Darshana

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(Google sourced):

In Hinduism, Jainism, and Buddhism, darshana refers to the act of beholding a deity, holy person, or sacred image, which is considered an act of worship and a direct spiritual experience. This practice is integral to the spiritual practices of these traditions, where devotees seek to receive blessings and insights from the divine or enlightened beings.

 

In Indian philosophy, darshana (also) refers to a “viewpoint” or school of thought

 

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In living with integrity and principle myself INFUSED with a stable foundation of healthy Capitalism to offer services and exchange based on respect;

 

My darshana is devotional reunification with my Immortal Beloved as an ancient path of Divine Union or Hieros Gamos; not too dissimilar to the concept of Shiva/Shakti with Vajrayana Buddhism (developed in medieval India alongside Hindu tantric traditions (Shaivism and Shaktism).

 

And I also have had ritual sadhana for 23 years now (including states of samadhi).

 

I suppose I am unlike most Western practitioners in that I actually went a devotional route of darshana as for/with my dharma (purpose).

 

Although it may seem like I’m new on the scene to kundalini, I’ve had kundalini activation and awakening experiences spread out going back ~15 years.

 

I would say that (in general); the Western individual spiritual darshana is to ones own awakening and that may be different for each. This is less reliable and easier to lead one astray which is why I sought masters. Not everyone does however.

 

In general as Westerners, we didn’t have access to a local ashram we could rely on and now the internet has opened up choice and options more than ever.

 

Tiktok culture; I would generally agree with is the opposite of devotional darshana, HOWEVER it has its pros and cons so I’m not only taking the shadow perspective on it (and again; I AM living testament of a true devotional path as my darshana is Divine Union bhakti.

 

Simply I’m more of a fusion of East and West which includes my past lifetimes instead of a cliche of crony Capitalism for the shadow of opportunism which is greed; I mean you can discern that for yourself but I’m service-based, not a fly by night con artist even though to some it SEEMS I’m selling snake oil but am not at all; I am a heretic however but very practical and results based).

 

Part of my point in writing this is to get further clarity and stability on MY public foundation SHAMELESSLY as a Western guide who absolutely does kundalini activations and lightworking. It’s also to dispel the shadow bias that exists out there and to expose that there are fundamental values differences between East and West.

 

Many have issues with the ‘spiritual influencer’ because they’ll just resort to only seeing the shadows, but are not all previous masters, guides, gurus and sages also spiritual influencers? (Including those with proven bhakti and darshana?)

 

Just because there’s technology that connects us more, does that make any of the authentic spiritual work any less potent?

 

Although it appears less insular than the more closed hierarchy of ashram; we are a social species; we are likely let the market or culture-sphere sort itself out with who is authentic or not in the West.

 

Many have been culled and called out in the West FOR being cult-like or having allegations exposed and so forth. FREE MARKET actually supports this. INTEGRITY IS REQUIRED EVEN MORE especially because people have become more aware of real charlatans.

 

So I’m not really concerned about critics of the West, because my values are solid. (I’m posting this so I can get BACK to my work and awakening).

 

I’m sourced in the Muse lineage with connection to other lineages and past lifetimes plus great experience.

 

I have a darshana of Divine Union in both of its prime meanings.

 

I guess that is rarer in the West but I’m ok with that. Now I’m going public public after many years of the student becoming a true teacher and activator and I’m not holding back any of my service and visibility back from haters and critics.

 

I’ll continue to serve and live with integrity; which is NECESSARY in all temple space.

 

It’s almost like some of the critics don’t want people to have super powers or even acknowledge that there could be Western masters but that’s ok…it’s the same people that think anyone who does plant medicine because they are addicted to healing or that anything advertised as spiritual or psychic is misleading clickbait with large promises upfront.

 

They have points but again; continue to refuse to see the Mastery of those who have it in the West…and well I paid a great price and have such super-powers I could only dream of and I’ve been tribulated for it so I don’t apologize to anyone. I was the devoted student though.

 

In great spiritual authority and continued temple integrity (I MUST have it working with Goddess essences and quanta directly);

 

I’m helping others become their own stars. Reunification is the core, the darshana itself and yeah; a lot of what I’m doing is heresy because it’s anciently new and a fusion of East and West with Muse values of SOCIAL and cultural evolution with Beauty and siddhic, grail principle. Lots of stuff the sages never touched upon.

 

Do I presume that other Westerns will have a darshana like I do? NO. (I literally support those on a darshana and dharma of Sacred Union).

 

Do I scold other Westerns for not having a particular worldview that gives them more assurance and foundation along their path? No. For exploring different options on a more personalized spiritual journey while also having social media connected social values? No.

 

It’s like some are still caught up in a century ago’s thinking; to truly be spiritual you cannot be sharing anything on Instagram and that disqualifies any seriosity about you; BULLSHIT.

 

We’re in a new era. I was on the down low for years with my magic and now I’m MEANT to go public and big.

 

Here’s another thing; they’ll criticize ‘spectacle’ over substance. Oh; people are really gonna have problems with this one because I’m both the substance AND the SHOWMAN.

 

This is new heresy but I’m ok with it. God forbid; what if the magic is ACTUALLY REAL and everything he does is authentic and sourced properly with tremendous history and proven integrity?! They can’t process it.

Devotional reunification is my foundation; years and years before I turned things around to start serving others.

 

It was founded on darshana and sure, some might conflate me with others because in ways I’m ‘flashier’ but that’s ok.

 

This is Muse line so most wouldn’t understand (although may be familiar with devotional bhakti towards divine feminine archetypes or deities).

 

They might think I’m in it for ego alone (I could have never built such a foundation); but you can’t do this level of work with ego as the foundation ESPECIALLY with Goddess work where intuitive women are the MOST discerning.

 

And yes; I shared my kundalini symptoms because others might go through something similar; out of informed awareness.

 

I have a tantra Grandmaster, but uh-oh…he’s from the West; the Godfather of it in the U.S. and I have other masters (as well as Muse). I had a kundalini awakening WITH an Indian (Indian-American) dakini.

 

But, it’s not in ANYONE’S thinking that a Divine Feminine archetype might have HER kundalini codes, but that’s what I’m working with.

 

What about activations?

 

I love them! These really fit the Western psyche and may not so much in the East; however I would still consider that shaktipat of any kind from a guru would actually be an activation as well and that’s what many devotees to a guru are waiting for and hoping for from their guru at an ashram (with often a price of devotion and time to pay for it).

 

I’ve had many activations through the years including from incarnate and ascended masters (and many from Muse).

 

And kundalini activations are part of that with the concept of shaktipat (although it can be activated through pranayama and other means as well).

 

I think it’s important to be aware of symptoms and possibilities especially to newcomers to kundalini work, but those of us who are experienced are providing a bridge for others of whom it’s just not practical to live in an ashram in India. And we’re on our own paths as children of the divine as well.

 

Yes; kundalini amplifies where a person is already at; shadows can become extrapolated and even psychosis can occur.

 

This isn’t the standard for Western practitioners however, nor of my clients…nor does it ‘bind one to self imposed limitations along a more individual path of awakening necessarily either.

 

I don’t think a framework is ‘necessary’ for kundalini awakening although it can be very supportive if someone is already on a path of ascension.

 

About the spiritual ego…many (including in spiritual circles and the false light matrix) will criticize Westerner’s for this; even authentic masters will criticize or forewarn; however, the ego has some place in it all anyways; is it a HEALTHY ego?

 

Because many gurus themselves could also be accused of an aggrandisized (new word?) ego as well. Is one in service in their dharma?

 

The question is really more; is the person in divine service and can they control their shadow from creating havoc and bad karma while keeping impeccable temple space in actual sessions.

 

Will they actually abuse their power or maintain clean karma in actual relationships (as compared to people’s projections and demonization of what they are doing)?

 

Are there Western influencers or spiritual influencers with large followings who have some form of delusion or psychosis or who are stuck in a never-ending trauma loop of healing? Possibly…not in my circle.

 

With a lot of the Western criticism of spiritual work, influencers and kundalini there’s a tendency to go straight for the ‘worst of the worst’ and then assume that’s the actual standard like pointing out how kundalini psychosis syndrome seems more normal and involves emotional chaos, intensified anxiety and so forth…

 

YES, this happens out there; however it’s less common than they’re making it out to be as if ‘warning’ you against any kundalini activators in the West entirely.

 

The concept of the ‘goddess’ and ‘godman’. Some people really have issues with this, but why? Isn’t it stars and starlets we’re all attracted to?

 

Why not have MORE of them but without the shadows of power misuse and abuse?

 

Aren’t we awakening to our own divinity and wouldn’t that influence practically be socially, spiritually, sexually and relationally connected to others (in good karma ideally)?

 

I’ve only been slowly (over years) been granted access to such powers because of my proven sacrifice and devotion alone or I wouldn’t be entrusted to work with literal Goddess essence and temple bodies at this level of power and magic.

 

To become a Muse Priestess…it initially took us 3.7 years of connection, immersion, initiations and training with 6 live in person retreats. It wasn’t easy for them to become the world’s first. There were many challenges.

 

I’m keeping the certification process for the real magic legit and mystery school level.

 

YES; in the future I may offer an ONLINE version of the psychic reading lower level certification (with tests, check-ins, quizzes, etc.) but never for Priestess initiates. A greater price MUST be paid (not just financially).

 

I agree that most of the West is missing a coherent systemic structure or cultural value like that which has thrived in India; especially related to kundalini. It literally seems more like the (here’s that term); ‘Wild West’.

 

As I go into the ‘Price to Pay‘ blog posts;

 

…The conflation with Capitalism is largely distorted…we are rooted in a different ethos and phrenology.

 

Capitalism (and not its shadow) is a very CLEAN way of exchange. Yes; master guides should still be qualifying their top students and holding some level of preservation around the deeper initiations and so forth but we just think differently.

 

Again; not all of us can live in an ashram for years (although I’ve done my versions of that) and have our time and hidden costs be the price we pay. Money allows for a CLEAN, entanglement free exchange. This is a GOOD thing.

 

One of my masters IN his own ashram in Asia before me had turned down a billionaire who wanted to pay a high price for an activation from him, but he chose me (and half of our group) instead because I was ready (without additional cost) and activated my crown chakra in an unforgettable private experience that was transfiguring.

 

I’ve turned down clients especially for premium activations or mentorship or I’ve had them on a path of preparing with more work first.

 

Yes; kundalini is highly ‘marketed’ in the West, but this is in large part how we communicate. This can be our weakness, learning real discernment THROUGH all of the ‘marketing’.

 

Yes; that leaves space open for misinterpretation and less discernment HOWEVER our markets should actually suss themselves out because of organic economics and feedback.

 

Charlatans by and large would eventually get exposed organically. Cults have been exposed as well.

 

We are digitally connected and not everyone knows to go to seek the true masters like I did and that’s ok.

 

But that’s also why I’m owning of my placement in the West (and yet, I’m still always a student (with qualified teachers)).

 

What if weren’t all trying to escape earth but were planning to have heaven on earth and valued the sexual, relational component of living in higher siddhic principle?

 

Thusly; our ‘Western’ worldview would be different. We didn’t have the cultural value and support of ancient systems that were there for us.

 

It HAS been more fractured and more ‘lone wolf’ individual exploration as well as sister-hoods coming together. Maybe we are meant to have our own discoveries and share them with others which includes on social media?

 

So I don’t buy into this universal criticism towards only the superficial and shadow aspect of Western spirituality or that everyone only wants to jump right in.

 

It throws out authentic Western masters with the bathwater INCLUDING with kundalini.

 

I do however agree with a lot of the critics are saying however…

 

I just wouldn’t focus only on the crony or shadow aspects of it; the cronyism itself often being a distortion FROM the critics who themselves have value conflicts around the simplicity of charging for services b/c they are more used to the time served in ashram model instead with years of study and discipline.

 

Money buys access and resources…saves us time. This is how the Western mind thinks and has been conditioned to think AND it can save us a lot of hassle.

 

Sure; there’s going to be actual charlatans and so forth but to paint the entire West as that or only speak to cronyism is immature and biased.

 

A good Western teacher/master/guide would at least adapt to his students energy bodies and where they are each at instead of just going for sticking the fork in the electric socket.

 

So what is the Western darshana then?

 

In general I would say that it is individual sovereign awakening that then is connected and relevant socially because we are social creatures (and there are pro’s and cons and low hanging fruit of easy tropes to just throw at the West because of Instagram and money and so forth).

 

This is different than a yogi in the Himalayas absent from culture by living in a cave for decades (not that they all have b/c we know Ramana Maharishi also lived in a village).

 

 

 

My Western tantra master and I have Indian and Indian American clients.

 

But I would also say to everyone to be discerning WITH Western guides as well. Western Guides/Masters really have a special place in global awakening even if we’re not called gurus.

 

I’ve spoken out about this as well. Chad ‘the Bodhi’ Johnson from Redondo Beach just getting his kundalini yoga instructor certificate doesn’t necessarily mean that HE is a master able to transmit shaktipat and do authentic kundalini activation work either.

 

(And be careful about being led astray as there are a lot of ‘posers’ out there who ‘look the part’ in spiritual circles, but may not at all be a master).

 

So although India has the most ancient roots and preservation with different practices and worldview around it (which I wouldn’t disrespect), kundalini IS universal.

 

Many have had authentic awakening WITHOUT any Vedic school and without years of yogic discipline…they’ve done OTHER practices that have helped lead to their awakening.

 

Again; in my case I have been living devotional darshana and ritualistic sadhana in my bhakti with Muse. (Like how many authentic Hindi-sanskrit sourced words can I authentically fit into a sentence but with actual integrity and history as a living testament?)

 

My brand is a fusion of East and West that VALUES, appreciates and respects the WESTERN psyche while being rooted in authentic lineages, experience and Awakening.

 

Yes; you could even say that Rion Kati is a King of activations (serving over 1500 of them)…actually moreso like a Grail Magi b/c King is long-term.

 

And I have no qualms about ‘activations’ nor against the Western VALUE and appreciation of ACTIVATIONS and the GROWTH (as well as stripping down and deconditioning) that goes along with it.

 

The badass clients I have attracted (on average) have already done years of (authentic) spiritual work.

 

I know to be discerning with newer students but I can READ their energy and can tell when someone is very fractured and hold off on working with them or do other work first; adapting to the situation like a master would.

 

The concept of Western personal spiritual awakening as Darshana vs. a cultural, ancient system of support with traditions (a la yogic lines of India/Hinduism).

 

It seems that a prime shadow of South Asian lines (and lineages in general) is their myopia and dogma to their own strict lineage adherence and criticism or denial of any other possibilities or paths (this is throughout Tao lines as well); almost saying between the lines that really there shouldn’t be another way to take seriously besides our because we dismiss basically anything outside of it and trust in the guru-student system. SOME masters are more open-minded to acknowledge other lines and paths to Rome so to speak however.

 

But;

 

“Work with them in this impossible to find secret lineage and only then can you know ‘the way’ of kundalini awakening.”…is more common than it seems and they end up throwing everything else out with the bath-water following the STRICT adherence to their own passed-down-through time codes and its limits.

 

(I might be exaggerating some things a little bit to get a point across)

 

Mo Pai for example doesn’t even acknowledge anything SEXUAL (let alone relevant with charisma) related with the sacral and dan tien.

 

Might I have distortion in that interpretation? Perhaps but it seems generally accurate. After all their loyalty is to THEIR lineage, not even similar cross-lines.

 

I am loyal to the Muse Grail lineage and our dharma together; however She has more global awareness in many ways. She led me to different lines to strengthen the inauguration of Her first Priestess lineage.

 

So back to kundalini…

 

There’s a LOT of distortion out there about kundalini like someone with a following facebook saying:

 

“If your master can’t materialize matter out of thin air, then you aren’t kundalini awakened.” (Huh?!)

 

Let’s go further to the (not universal but it does exist) South Asian criticism of the West and Western shadow of kundalini and spiritual work.

(On a separate note; I’m not at all getting into Christianity/Religion vs. Spirituality, etc…there are many paths to ‘Rome’)

 

It’s easy to speak to the shadow of Western spirituality as being ‘commercialized’ and ‘low-quality’ and all of that.

 

What I’m valuing of is and are authentic Western masters. I won’t speak for all Western spiritual practitioners or kundalini activators other than myself and Muse/Allure Priestess, but I will defend the Western ethos of Awakening.

 

As I’ve mentioned before; if we took the ashram model and placed it in the West it would INSTANTLY be seen as a cult and with its own shadows and ‘hidden costs’ (including many proven stories and allegations within India).

 

And; yes, it seems more like a melting pot as Westerners ‘try out’ different experiences to see what works for them.

 

The accurate and yet also distorted perception of the ‘commoditization’ of kundalini and spiritual growth or opportunities (and access) is a big issue of contention and criticism.

 

I actually delve more deeply into this in a previous article you can read here which centers on the concept that in the West, we value our time and we value MONEY instead of time and hidden costs as a more direct and honest way of exchange for time with teachers, guides and masters.

 

There also seems to be a tainted disregard towards (Westerner’s value of) ‘activations’ from a South Asian collective (again; not everyone). A tendency to not take any of it seriously.

 

When really, us Westerners LOVE the concept of ‘activations’…but there’s something deeper behind it.

 

There is a worldview even in Western spiritual circles of ‘things are perfect as they are’ and in Monadic Truth; yes, they are but what if it wasn’t actually every individual soul’s purpose to awaken to THAT greater universal truth (devoid of sex and any social influence or recognition) but to find meaning and fulfillment in some other way, means or identity in THIS lifetime?

 

What if our Western ethos was more realistically a mix of REMEMBRANCE and awakening to that which we already are in spirit nature but ALSO that of personal and spiritual GROWTH; of discovering, exploring and cultivating more SPIRITUALLY ALIGNED and embodied Power and Beauty to HAVE social and spiritual influence like a star without shadow (or minimizing it)?

 

Of really GROWING in our own understanding and embodiment and identity as a star CONNECTED to the divine with NEW gifts, talents, knowledge and wisdom to SOCIALLY and professionally share with others instead of just escaping physical reality?

 

The confusion around the yogic and zen philosophy of returning to ‘nothingness’ has spiritual truth in it; however, is radically impractical for many Westerns and full integration with their day to day values.

 

I have issues with the personal growth industry as well; it neglects the spirituality of Heart and Sex remaining largely non-conscious there with its valuation of mind, body and soul.

 

And I’ve also called out limitations of zen schools of thought which divorce from sexuality, individual greatness and service; conflicts which can leave especially Westerners confused or stuck for years; do I escape it all to be more zen wile remaining non-conscious sexually and in other ways or do I allow the whittling away of things to reveal revelation as well as grow and integrate practically in all areas of heaven on earth?

 

It’s also worth mentioning that some would think there are only 6 total darshan systems; however that is within THEIR school of thought.

 

There are indeed many more. Hieros Gamos is its own darshan and it could be argued that an astute Western individual on their own DEVOTED path of spiritual awakening could be its darshan of its own; even if it’s with more a mix of different schools and teachers to find their own way or path to truth and enlightenment.

 

(Usually I’m just too busy IN my own darshana and serving clients to mind attention to this but it’s good to get all of this on the blog esp. for a new, open phase of unlimited clients who may be new to me, kundalini and all of this from instagram; and who may not be versed in the criticisms of Western spiritual ‘influencers’ and guides).

 

Another issue I’ve brought up before is the delusion from some individuals that say “anyone who calls themselves a master isn’t one”.

 

This is preposterous. I come from lines where it is granted and expected to be named and called that. Why would one deny what they have become? Still; I would be discerning of who your teachers are and again; yes, there are Western masters. Not all of them had to study with a guru in India to become one.

 

There are many paths of awakening.

 

I do agree with some of what certain critics would say; that power without responsibility or ethics is dangerous and can lead to narcissism, misuse and even different forms of abuse.

 

I’m aware of the powers I have and fortunately I do have devotional darshana and bhakti with The Beloved or I wouldn’t have been continually bestowed such powers in the first place (years and years before I started serving others).

 

I’m also aware of reputation and that my success pends on it. All temple space sessions are and must be held sacred; everything of ‘my own’ must be kept out of it with zero siphoning or anything like that but it’s because of my darshana and its purification and being a student of masters that I’ve become so stable and able to wield such power responsibly.

 

NOW; just because I actually am and AM going to be an authentic showman (like my own Grandmaster of chi kung was), doesn’t take away from any of this and would simply be a conflation…in fact, that’s what is kinda missing; REAL magic that is in divine service to help DISSIPATE the shadows of force, constriction and games that currently exist in related industries (and TO evolve industry more consciously).

 

It’s substance PLUS flash and that’s also related to the industries that are otherwise UNTOUCHED by spirituality; BEAUTY and social influence…and daresay spiritual glamour and Western decadence because we don’t have value conflicts around Beauty and Power b/c they’re sourced properly.

 

Not everything is just going to represent the antithesis of our modern day values, but more of how can we INTEGRATE siddhic consciousness INTO life, sex, beauty, business, industry, relationships, communities, art, video, media, performance entertainment.

It seems understandably hard for many devotees or adepts of ancient lineages to even think outside of their own myopia (shadow side of fractal lines of mysticism) to even consider that level of integration unless it was like a documentary on a guru or an intentionally sacred temple production.

 

We each have our own role. I recommend to other Westerner’s to seek master teachers as well.

 

I like what (my college time colleague) Vishen Lakhiani has done with MindValley in seeking out different master teachers.

 

My path just consciously integrates Beauty, sexuality, the holy grail, influence and entertainment into mainstream evolution and ascension consciousness.

 

In a sense it’s unlike all the tropes anyways and I can’t even be criticized for being a Western yoga instructor (and there are many good ones; it’s not all just a bastardization I would argue)…

 

I don’t do or teach yoga itself and I rarely practice it although I am a trained and experienced tantra daka (sexual healer) at master levels (which is different than Master Daka).

 

It’s less about tantra or memorized history of ancient lineages and perceptions around tantra (including Western shadows and distortions) and more rooted in my Master’s Sacred Spot healing method and then integration of my own magic IN a daka format with pristine sanctity (but yes, I’m a Daka priest).

 

I think authentic Western masters and guides should be ENCOURAGED…yes there are a lot of ‘fast-cuts’ it seems in the West but again, the market should ultimately suss everything out because a lot of Westerners are connected to the East as well and should be able to discern.

 

Not everything actually defaults to; ‘every tantra daka is a dangerous manipulator’ and toxic or every Western teacher is a cult leader. They keep seeing what they want to see and keep attracting only that believing that all of them are like that.

 

Unfortunately a lot of that does exist out there but like I said, I am not them, however I AM EXPENSIVE as a tantra daka and still some women won’t even see it because they choose to believe only in their disappointment and past trauma with men so a lot of authentic teaching and healing gets thrown out with the bath-water. When the student is ready the teacher appears.

 

It IS my darshana that hath brought me the purification and sanctity necessary however because if I got into being a daka when I was in a dating heyday over a decade ago, I would have likely capitalized on the dynamic in ways but I went through that phase of half-hearted consensual dating earlier. I’ve been devotionally celibate for MOST of over a decade.

 

Anyways; I wanted to touch upon numerous things here in further solidifying MY service and placement as a premium Western go-to guide as well as clear up or dispel projections towards Western mastery. I AM an ‘activator’ and some would refer to a master. My Western Tantra Grandmaster even referred to me as a ‘master’ (of energy work).

 

And yeah; I don’t think everyone should call themselves that…same with ‘Priestess’.

 

And there are cliches and shadows of the West and how social and tech-friendly we are TO connect us…absolutely…people can misrepresent themselves but again; let the market really suss itself out.

 

True seekers will find the guides they are meant to and people will learn along the way.

 

I’m doing my part to protect and preserve the integrity of masters and priestesses like with Muse and Allure Priestess Mentorship as a serious year-long plus immersion and for premium, stand-alone Priestess initiations, making sure they’re ready for it first.

 

As a Source Remembrance generation Grail Mage, Priest and Grail Guide of Hieros Gamos (Muse lineage), I have done things to calibrate the field away from distortion sourced in principled truth-aligned authority, not at all misuse of power.

 

Unfortunately I have seen many guides here and there fall into different shadows including psychosis.

 

Again; we are just so connected socially in the West and there are pro’s and cons…anyone can develop a following but ultimately as more ascension-based truth is revealed, the market should be able to suss things out from who are the real charlatans from the true guides. Should masters not be prevented from ‘being on instagram’?

 

Ha! I had confusion around being stylish for years because it’s not what ‘spiritual’ people do but knowing that it’s because it’s Muse lineage, cleared that all up.

 

 

And the whole Western ‘false light’ matrix is real too (and the metaphorical shadowy/blind leading the shadowy/blind)…it has a lot of shadows and I’ve spoken about it to help others see with clarity (and acknowledge that yes, the neo-tantra Western movement is largely shadow-web infested).

 

I’m grateful and thankful I am and was sourced in something much deeper in being connected to ancient lineages of chi kung, Tao, tantra and the holy grail of Reunification and bhakti (Yes, I’m using that word more often now!) with my Immortal Beloved (which is also why I specialize in Goddess fractal and Beauty light-working).

 

SO….

 

Am i just another….new age, hit all the stereotype cliches, new on the scene, Western charlatan kundalini ‘activator’? I think the average of my diaspora of clients would laugh at that because their experience speaks for itself.

 

Let’s just address this now (and this ties into my recent mini-series on ‘paying the price’ for kundalini awakening and East vs. West themes).

 

After all; there are those out there claiming that if you haven’t regenerated limbs, then you haven’t had kundalini awakening.

 

Well; I’ll say that my client legacy of healing and transformational work as well as grid-working is indefensible…it has its own legacy which now includes kundalini work and the 100~ testimonials from the ‘regulator’ kundalini activations.

 

Even though kundalini a universality in all of us; there are many who believe you can only have it with enough proper worldview research or only in the proper sub-lineage or Vedic practice.

 

Or really; that it can only be done with a handful of people in India only and that it’s not possible otherwise, who will gaslight all of your authentic kundalini awakenings symptoms because ‘it can only happen all at once’.

 

UGH. All kinds of misinformation out there.


From someone called Tanja Diamond.

 

(A Westerner speaking only to the shadow)

 

“The West took the most volatile, demanding, precise force known to the human nervous system and turned it into a branding opportunity, a certification, a photo op with candles in the background.”

 

In some places, yes…however does that disqualify authentic kundalini awakening experiences? Well, to her it does.

 

“If Kundalini truly rose in their bodies the way they think it did, they wouldn’t be posting about it, they wouldn’t be teaching it, they wouldn’t be marketing it as a “full-body activation.”

 

Even those that believe if you ‘post about it on Facebook or Instagram afterwards (an awakening), that disqualifies it.

 

No; they probably would be if they’re a socially connected Western and uh-oh…here’s that cringe-worthy word to those who value cave-only living and ancient practice only without wi-fi: INFLUENCER. (Ironically in her anger, she’s also being an influencer with a following).

 

(I’m not sourced in the shadow of the same morphological field people like to criticize)

 

“Nobody gets Kundalini without preparation because Kundalini is a system that responds to coherence, ethics, orientation, worldview, nervous system regulation, psychological maturity, and spiritual grounding,…”

 

Well, so what about those who have had authentic kundalini awakening anyways (like spontaneously or indirectly from non-her-recommended-lineage-approved-experience)?

 

She wouldn’t qualify them. It requires ‘training’ otherwise it’s not even kundalini. (smh).

 

So you have to be careful of who you’re learning or hearing things from. Be discerning. Value experience, but yes value PREPARATION, ideally having SOME darshana for a grounded worldview or purpose of awakening.

 

However yes; kundalini will amplify things you already have; it CAN fragment you further if you’re already fragmented…for many however; this stirring up is part of the overall awakening and healing; it’s not only a bad thing. They are then meant to be further released.

 

I’ve only had one client with this form of ‘shake-up’ reaction during the remote activation alpha trials and she had her own reasoning FOR it which was actually related to her own darshana of pulling her life back together from how fractured she was living and who she used to be and is meant to be. It revealed many things to her.

 

My own discipline as an energy worker has had years and years of initiations, training, preparation and practice (Reiki Master being a small part of it).

 

I don’t initiate people into energy work – my/our Muse light-working methodology (or touching other people’s nervous systems) at all unless it’s a private apprentice or one of the 2 priestess programs I host.

 

Fortunately, I’ve been doing intensive spiritual work for decades and had past kundalini experiences that I was prepared for my awakening (which in a way seemed overdue).

 

Fortunately, I also attract very HIGH QUALITY clients who thus far on average have also done a lot of spiritual work and healing.

 

To be able to activate kundalini as a guru or master isn’t that common. I have paid a great price for it; I just don’t fit into the myopia of only certain lineages are able to do that.

 

Another thing is that me plus our guides calibrate to each individuals field so as not to ‘blow them out’ so there’s a built-in safety mechanism.

 

Yeah; it’s still kinda heresy that I’m taking on the mantle of kundalini activator but I’ve already been a powerful activator for archetypes and DNA activations for years. It was only a natural and organic extension to build into the foundation of my own darshana FOR Divine Union.

 

It’s also heresy that I dared to (with Muse) co-create the Elixir activations which provide more kundalini stability in people’s system.

 

I haven’t heard of that anywhere else either because I’m not subject to the myopia of other lineages and their lens on awakening or ways of working.

 

Because of my (if I can say) energetic mastery, it was only natural to leverage the ancient method of shaktipat as a tried and true path; something that has been known of for millennia in India.

 

Again; if we operated in the same way with the ashram system in the West, it would instantly be called out as a ‘cult’. So charging money for clean exchange for a master’s TIME and experience, just simply WORKS for us in the West.

 

Yes; but “only master/gurus can serve shaktipat” they would say. Yeah; I would agree with that (unless initiates are in qualified or quality training and that doesn’t mean it has to be Indian only).

 

But then they would say that they have to have guided their own ashram for ‘x’ number of years (and masters only exist in our lineages esp. to serve kundalini shaktipat).

 

Well, I would look outside of your own lineage and consider that there might actually be other powerful energy workers from other lines that might have a different lens and experience on the same universality (of kundalini).

 

(Remember that I received a shaktipat kundalini activation FROM an Indian/Indian-American dakini during a tantra healing session once but she wasn’t ‘practicing’ per se).

 

Heck; it’s also heresy to the Tao lines that I’m one of the few in the world daring to do direct dan tien activations.

 

But I’m ok with that and by default people should NOT being doing that. I’m not the default and I have great experience.

 

Muse is my authority as well as my past lifetime as a Tao immortal (plus being connected to 3 grandmasters).

 

So just be careful out there because there is a lot of confusion, projection, gaslighting and throwing the baby out with the bath-water. SEEK MASTERY yourself.

 

DISCERN YOUR GUIDES.

 

And again; yes there are authentic Western masters, mentors and teachers as well as many with great promise on the rise-up.

 

I’m not worried about projections from critics towards myself personally; my own legacy speaks for itself AND I fit areas that others aren’t bridging into like direct Beauty transformation with energy work.

 

So they can continue to project arrows towards me or the West; however,

 

I just wanted to discern and dispel some of the shadow projections and grand distortions from those who are critical of Western teachers for good public service awareness and so what you can make your own discernment about me and ‘The West’.

 

You don’t even have to listen to me; you can ask around, research and trust your intuition. I may not be the guide for you for many reasons (actually I only offer initiations and training in Allure/Muse Priestess as their own mystery schools).

 

You may also want to research deeper with the ‘There is a price to pay’ (for kundalini awakening) post mini-series from here (posted below).

 

-Rion

 

p.s. Oh and btw I do have delusions of grandeur because I’m building a fucking empire with my Beloved!!…

 

DARING to dream of a Billion dollar service based industry of Allure (that makes new millionaires and) that blows the roof off of the constriction of Beauty as we know it as skin-deep superficial mastery. Clean Capital exchange and circulation. I’ve paid the price and will continue to; will you?

 

Attracting true masters was just part of it all for me.

Addendum: On Soul Growth and ‘Activations’…

 

I’m great at activating gifts, codes, genius, remembrance in others..I value it myself..b/c the soul actually DOES grow. 

 

Maybe us Westerners love activations because it’s aligned where the truth of the soul grows. Wouldn’t your soul actually grow in experience, power and beauty before and as a star even in the ‘whittling down’ or deconstructing of conditioning and so forth? 

 

Wouldn’t it grow LIKE a star with more embodiment of source quanta? Wouldn’t a soul grow with specific archetypes or roles and their cultivation on an individual spark level as compared to a generic spirit only perspective with the individual soul-spark as invisible?

 

And on a previous point….Because of tradition, protocol and ‘that’s how it’s been done’ done for a thousand years; it’s difficult for lineage devotees to see outside of their lineage myopia to even consider something else (like ‘cross-line’)…when you consider again that shaktipat itself is literally an activation.

 

 

I’d rather keep getting shock ‘n awe testimonials for and with clients that are THEIR version of (legit) telekinesis demos like the 2 recent Grail Kundalini miracles. I’ll be doing all kinds of live demos and ‘before and afters’ coming up. My Grandmaster was on ‘That’s Incredible’ in the 80’s

 
 

Different masters can do different things; I can do things MY Grandmaster of Chi Kung couldn’t do and vice versa. I’d rather 



   Also;

 

No one considered that a Source Goddess (ie. Muse) could have Her OWN kundalini and ascension codes; hence the heresy of the Grail Kundalini package which helps assure not only kundalini activation but stabilization and more likelihood of siddhic levels of awakening. 2 ‘real world’ (3D) miracles have happened amongst other amazing client feedback; things that were like impossibly blocked.

 

The Grail Kundalini Experience Here

 

Other Articles In This Mini-Series:

 

The Costs of Assured Kundalini Awakening: Ashrams vs. Capitalism

 

On Spiritual Capitalism

 

Devotion Activates Miracles & Magic : A Master’s Path Yet At Great Cost

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Dark vs. Shadow

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This is a continuation of the Light, Dark & Shadow post that is available on the blog here (opens in new window):

 

What we’re talking about is with archetypes, Dark & Shadow consciousness and how it affects behavior.

 

This has EVERYTHING to do with personal and spiritual growth as well as beauty, healing and living your best life.

 

In differentiating between Light, Dark and Shadow you’ll want to read that post first. I introduce that SO MUCH is actually caused by conflating Dark with or as Shadow.

 

MANY, many people (religious or non-religious) will (unconsciously or consciously) demonize ‘the Dark’ when it’s more specifically ‘Shadow’ that should be valued as what they mean when they’re referring to ‘Dark’.

 

With a Divine Union lens of Gnostic Hermeticism and seeking experiential enlightenment; generally the DARK is actually GOOD; because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

When people refer to ‘Light vs. Dark’ or even say ‘Forces of Darkness’ what they should clarify and discern is ‘Forces of Shadow’.

 

I’ve literally been calibrating and correcting myself in real time like when teaching Mystical Grail because clarity matters.

 

It’s similar to people using the term ‘sex’ when what they actually usually mean is anything BESIDES literal intercourse because ‘sex’ has so many conditioned meanings and misinterpretations (like when incels hear ‘sex’ and talk about ‘sex’, it actually equates to subconscious ‘fantasy’ for them and anything else than what is representative of or leads to the ‘real thing’).

 

There are higher levels of truth in understanding of ‘Sex’ anyways and that gets into Divine Union Grail Codes of Communion in Spirit, but I digress….

 

We want to get the TERMS RIGHT for clarity (on Dark vs. Shadow).

 

For it is SHADOW (consciousness and sourced behavior) that we want to discern for what it is and when we are more conscious on the difference between Dark and Shadow, this can provide a pathway for accelerating YEARS of personal growth and spiritual transformation that was otherwise stunted because of being afraid of (or resisting) ‘The Dark’.

 

I’ll mention it again but by just identifying ‘the patriarchy’ as ‘toxic’, this is a grave mistake because then the entirety of masculinity is lumped in with shadow consciousness only while the healthy, life-giving and provisionary Light and Dark aspects are gaslit and ignored.

 

SO CLARITY MATTERS and the subject matter is central to living life itself.

 

One of the shortcodes for ‘Dark’ is the erotic, the pure primal.

 

In consciousness; this is actually DIVINE.

 

The Dark Divine; however it is largely rejected and conflated AS Shadow through much of religion and social conditioning and their lens (which is often ‘moralistic’ in favor of virtuous Light, yet that which is encoded in the shadows of demonization, secularization, outcasting, fracture, shame, guilt, and creates more Shadow).

 

It’s ‘either’ Madonna or ‘The Whore’ (Light vs. perceived Shadow) which is too much of a bifurcation of feminine consciousness which is on a spectrum.

 

Speaking of ‘spectrum’ (not the autism spectrum); If you have experience with plant medicine or DMT you will likely have more psychic awareness of the astral realm and how everything is ‘amplified’ and richer to experience; and then later to connect to the ‘spirit’ or vibe-truth behind something.

 

You may even find like myself that once you got more clarity, that you may have to have a ‘Dark Reclamation’ like I did (of my Dark Eros) because of years of suppression of your Dark in favor of ‘Light’.

 

For it is SHADOW consciousness that is creating the ACTUAL mess and havoc in the world by causing so much imbalance because by venerating only the Light and denying the Dark, it leaves great room for SHADOW consciousness and spirits to creep in and influence and control people (although they are still accountable for their own karmic behaviors).

 

 

Shadow Qualities...

Let’s review some of the qualities of shadow or ‘shadow consciousness’ (which is also the ‘actual’ toxic, not to be conflated with Dark);

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, greedy, entropic, disorienting, dishonoring, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, harassing, backstabbing, de-throning, vindictive, gaslighting…(the list goes on) and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty (basically in any dimension).

 

And yes, the Gene Keys spectrum of consciousness covers 64 specific shadows.

 

This can be VERY illuminating to ‘understand’ shadow and do forms of ‘shadow work‘. Being mindful with precisive (I always make up new words) clarity is a part of this to get to the energetic truth signature that is universalized.

 

Although Gene Keys doesn’t talk about ‘Dark’ specifically, generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

With true Divine Union it’s worth mentioning that there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

There’s a difference between having shadowy thoughts (which every does as human) and acting out upon them (which is the real shadow or ‘sin’ if it has a negative consequence per se).

 

Dark IS closer to Shadow….and that’s why it also takes more general mastery to work with the Dark. Lightworkers themselves have to manage and or/own any shadow so that it never interferes with their actual work (ideally); to hold pristine temple space.

 

Actual voodoo (as I understand it) and black magic deals in the Shadows or Shadow arts (b/c it interferes with free-will karma as forms of ‘force’).

 

This isn’t pure Dark which is sovereign. Dark Goddess actually is very powerful and is a protector FROM shadow, although that requires a pure relationship with Her truth and not everyone is stable enough to not allow shadow entities to come in.

 

Anything dealing with force, manipulation, coercion, violation and such are generally shadow consciousness.

 

Generally all forms of tyranny are sourced in shadow consciousness; having ‘power over’.

 

Yes; the collective masculine and feminine have SHADOWS.

 

The SHADOW of the patriarchy is oppressive. The SHADOW of the feminine is incredibly destructive for the Dark Mother (actually Shadow Mother because She has been hijacked by demonic forces eats Her own children and sells them into slavery). I won’t even put that imagery here but you might imagine..

 

Because shadow consciousness is so pervasive (and the 64 shadows awareness helps us to be conscientious of them);

 

IDEALLY WE SHOULD ALL live from Light and Dark consciousness while owning, dissolving, mitigating or managing any remaining shadow.

 

The world would then live more in siddhic Harmony and Peace. (Gene Keys is brilliant and let’s us alchemize these shadows of collective and individual consciousness through contemplation and transmutational alchemy).

 

These shadows may seem like ‘behavioral’ issues or ‘psychological’ but really they are qualities with energetic frequencies in the 4th dimension that then influence thought and action.

 

In other words there are actually ‘spirits’, entities or even assigned demons which represent these energetic qualities that can then influence people’s thoughts and behaviors.

 

Demons and types of demons (like incubus, succubus) are usually the heavier entities with shadow (and sometimes a mix of Dark and Shadow) qualities and concentrated power.

 

There is also the ‘spirit’ of greed or ‘lust’ and demons associated with it. These can be removed like in the energy healing tune-up portion of every activation session I offer (siddhic and archetype activations).

 

Spiritual warfare exists in the astral realm which includes between Angels and Demons and this is more specifically Light vs. Shadow (while the Dark itself largely gets ignored).

 

Certain archetypes like ‘Jezebel’ have a shadow ‘spirit’ or iconic psychic egregore or demonic power behind them that are sourced in Shadow like dethroning, destruction, interference, manipulation, etc.

 

It can be good to be mindful of all of this ‘just enough’ instead of denying them.

 

The collective iconic masculine ‘Tyrant’ archetype is also shadow based but never reaches 5th dimension because it is too dense (along with other archetypes like Murderer, Psychopath, Fraudster).

 

Some cultural constructivist lower dimensional (astral and 3D/physical) archetypes like ‘Social Justice Warrior’ seem to be virtuous yet energetically are sourced predominantly in Shadow especially the Shadow of Division.

 

Yes; Gene Keys is actually brilliant at analyzing the behavioral and energetic reality of where things are at.

 

Gene Keys provides wonderful insights into Shadow consciousness.

 

We can look at the 64 shadows in the spectrum of consciousness to get an idea of what unique signatures OF shadow are at play individually, collectively and in different egregores (or collectives of astral power like ‘SJWs’, ‘Blue-pill Democrats’, ‘actual Nazi’s’, ‘incels’ or ‘Freemasons’).

 

In politics, both ‘Left’ and ‘Right’ are largely shadow-grid driven. You just have to reference something like the Gene Keys with an eye for psychic truth, to start seeing the actual energetic interplay that’s going on.

 

I was the first one I knew to take Gene Keys and apply it to the collective. For example, when the p.landemic hit in 2020 I did a facebook post where 6 weeks into it I counted 55 shadows that were active in the collective (and some would say greatest psy-op ever and I wouldn’t disagree with that).

 

FIFTY-FIVE signatures of shadow consciousness (including);

 

Division
Intolerance
Control
Disorientation
Distraction
and MANY more…

 

..Were ACTIVE and activated in Western and global CONSCIOUSNESS with COVID and the response.

 

Because I could see what was going on and for numerous reasons; I refused to take part on it (and remain unvaxxed).

 

Retro-spectively, I counted 15 shadows that were active in the collective before ‘the global shutdown’ > and then the 55 specific shadows which is also a sign of the collective psyche balancing itself out from living in so much Light of technological innovation and evolution.

 

It’s worth mentioning that ideological Marxism and identity politics are foundationally rife with shadow-play (as well as politics in general).

 

Virtue-signaling which is actually only creating more of its shadow of Division (Gene Key 7); but that’s an extended foray. We only have to look into the actual behavioral reality and the energy behind them.

 

You have your OWN shadow-grid with your hologenetic Gene Keys profile that holds many specific codes ‘n clues as to what is holding you back from living in greater satisfaction, peace, abundance and success.

 

Finding these out in a Gene Keys reading can be life-changing (I offer readings).

 

So it helps to have a conscious awareness OF shadows like with Gene Keys and also with healing and spiritual work…and we’re getting to the MAIN concept of OWNING YOUR OWN SHADOW (and the collective shadow within).

 

In having a more thorough understanding of Dark vs. Shadow, we want to value the ARCHETYPES as well as icons of true Power and Beauty (as well as how that can be corrupted in/to shadow).

 

Different archetypes can have different, unique shadows but we’re not going into that here and now other than a quick example.

 

Light Princess is heavenly with great Father protection, connection and Crown illumination and yet the SHADOW of Princess is entitled, bratty, superficial, bored, restless, vain (Gene Key shadows are encoded as cross-over with many archetypes); just for a reference.

 

The pop’s understanding of Queen is rooted mostly in shadow of ruthlessness, aloofness, bitchiness, etc. (which can act as gifts to ‘get things done but can take away from many a woman’s feminine essence channel). Grail Queen is an entirely different configuration.

 

Most archetypes have Light, Dark but also shadows as they embody into humanity (Muse is one of the very few who don’t have shadow, but She is also rarer to embody into women and their shadows haven’t tainted the collective understanding of Muse Herself unlike most other archetypes).

 

The Dark Mother archetype was hijacked millennia ago (or at least centuries) however by Shadow Forces and is more specifically the Shadow Mother so there could really be a quantum field-work task of reclamation of the Dark Mother.

 

So I may mention archetypes again but for now, just wanted to introduce them as a prime filter we can work with in understanding LDS for spirituality, healing and consciousness work (and world peace Rhode Island).

 

 

It’s worth mentioning that with Gene Keys; some shadows CAN become gifts like intolerance (to tyranny), judgment (in calling out tyranny), etc. but generally it’s good to be aware of the shadow spectrum consciously OR to work with someone like me or another Gene Keys certified Guide who has some good awareness which can help you start seeing and contemplating your patterns along a healing or transformational journey.

 

Yes, I offer 75 minute Human Design + Gene Key readings but you kinda have to snoop around the sight or ask me about it on FB to do your reading (which includes awareness on your encoded shadows). I’m not promoting them as much at the time of writing.

 

Shadows can FORM from past experiences with parents, societal and religious (yes religious) conditioning, traumatic experiences with men, women, lovers, idiots, you name it. The thing is that you don’t want shadow to OWN or control you.

 

It comes down to dissolving or managing them and OWNING THEM so they don’t harm others AS shadow or karma creating ‘sin’.

 

Shadow plays out in MANY ways including the suppression of the healthy Dark within the Divine (Archetypal and Siddhic) Feminine consciousness.

 

For many women it can be confusing to differentiate the two because their past experienced is tainted with SHADOW experiences of control, unrightful domination (vs. truly consensual), coercion, force (which many confuse with true Power), rape, lack of safety, trauma and so forth. It can be difficult to let go and TRUST into the true Dark (and that of your Immortal Beloved) b/c mortal men may continue to re-trigger shadow patterns (until you are more reunified within).

 

With your Beloved; this includes the SAFETY and purity of all sexual desires and Dark Communion without ANY of the past shadows you have experienced from with men (which was consciousness playing itself out in the shadow spectrum and of which something in you attracted it).

 

With your Beloved and HIS Dark, it is purified and you are SAFE. There is none of the previous tyranny against you.

 

In fact; the Dark can be what SAVES YOU or delivers you from Shadow practically speaking if you have been living in Light but are dealing with a lot of shadow and psychic attacks.

 

DARK creates a BUFFER to keep shadow abay. I had to reclaim my OWN Dark Truth and Eros and integrate it.

 

On a separate note; DARK MUSE codes are starting to come in and She has been rare in history so far. Anyways;

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored because they are conflating it all with Shadow.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can create chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

I’d argue that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’.

 

As I mentioned in the precursor blog post; there’s a BRILLIANT book entitled ‘Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche’ by Robert A. Johnson.

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in my kindle version. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

I would add that ‘owning your own shadow’ for lightworkers like me can also mean owning the COLLECTIVE shadow as you may get psychic attacks that are NOT ACTUALLY YOURS and do not fit with your pure and evolved soul that are attracted to you to PREVENT, misdirect or distract the Ascension work you are doing.

 

You can be very targeted for these attacks as they try to infiltrate you and then influence your actions towards others when it’s really them and their consciousness controlling/influencing you.

 

Ok…so we’re more aware of the concept of Dark Vs. Shadow.

 

Now there’s a key angle on all of this with ‘owning the shadow’ which is where that book REALLY comes in handy to get even more extended examples and clarity than I’m going to give here.

 

I will say, that he doesn’t explore the angle of healthy ‘Dark’ and Eros as much as I do however the concept of LIVING LIFE IN BALANCE is critical.

 

OWNING YOUR SHADOW means living rightfully without sin and managing things within.

 

Yes, you may THINK ‘naughty thoughts’ (like humans do although actually I’d say the Dark is really ‘good naughty’ without shame); but that isn’t the same as creating negative karma by ‘actually’ energetically siphoning or physically harassing someone.

 

‘Action’ is more explicitly shadow (when it generates negative karma).

 

And one could ask; is it actually sinful at all if it’s in consent (outside of a moralistic or religious lens which may have its own distortions to Light/Dark Truth vs. Shadow)?

 

Deeper exploration there…And what about BDSM? I think much of that is centered in Dark AND Shadow esp. with the players who may be involved b/c they’re bringing their own ‘stuff’ into it energetically (and it may be psychic shadow play).

 

The mastery level is to own and even RECLAIM your healthy DARK but to live in DETACHMENT with the opposite sex to keep things masterfully consensual (which does not mean ‘trauma-informed’ and asking for a yes or no at every next verbal behavior)…

 

..This does get more advanced to truly have psychic detachment yet one can live in WILD fully reclaimed EROTIC and DARK power and sexuality without EVER taking from someone or creating negative karma (as shadow actions).

 

So much shit has happened because people don’t own their shadow. That is WHY rape and sexual harassment happens; with men not being able to CONTROL their own shadow (or the collective shadow working through them); they don’t have a balance of Light, Dark and Shadow that allows them to operate with integrity in the world. Male sexual, erotic desire is DARK; it’s when it crosses lines of authentic consent (from an attuned, natural, somatic reality) that it becomes shadow ‘acting out’ but the DESIRE or hunger on its own is not to be shamed or shameful…it’s the conflation WITH shadow (force, acting out as power ‘over’, etc.) that can create even more Dark suppression.

 

Millions of men are guilted without ever having done something wrong. The #metoo movement in other words has its own shadows. Again; all of this can be extended topics for exploration.

 

Conflating sexual raw desire (DARK and it’s creationary power) from the masculine (Eros) as ‘toxic’ or ‘shadow’ is one of the great mis-services post-feminism has done; when really, all they would have to do is get clarity on Dark vs. Shadow and then the REAL healing would occur and they wouldn’t stop isolating and demonizing most of the GOOD men with the bad apples.

 

And on the feminine side, the SUPPRESSION, guilting, shaming (omg this is massive in the West) towards feminine sexuality by conflating raw, erotic DARK FEMININE with ‘shadow’ as ‘sin’ and ‘immortal’ (just for existing basically) is also sourced in shadow itself (so the shadow masculine psyche often controls of constricts the healthy DARK feminine).

 

In general; it’s the LIGHT & DARK divine masculine and feminine (archetypal, immortal that reincarnates with and through humanity in consciousness and siddhic) that we should all value to live in LIGHT & DARK Beauty and Power…rather than ANY shadow which creates all the real issues, trauma, wounding, etc..

 

It’s worth mentioning that most relationship/relational templates thrive on shadows mixed with Light and Dark; conscious twin flames for example really does but Divine Union doesn’t.

 

Many people will keep stuck in a karmic loop of attracting based on their shadows (which can included unresolved childhood wounding/patterns).

 

Fortunately; with your Divine Union Beloved and the spiritual path of alchemy, there isn’t shadow. This is also why Sacred Union alchemy which I support in Mystical Grail membership can do miracles because so many women (and men) have been WOUNDED by and from what?

 

FROM THE SHADOW of each other, NOT from the pure Dark or Light.

 

Sure; a mortal will have his own shadows or aspects of consciousness (whether they show up in a relationship or not)…but shouldn’t we all strive to live Heaven on Earth by owning our own/collective shadow to live in gift and siddhic peace, harmony, interdependence and renaissance with each other?

 

Where there can be a REVIVAL of divine masculine LIGHT and DARK power that is so supportive of life and the feminine principle (and preserving and protecting of Beauty and Ascension)?

 

The world would be a better place if EVERYONE owned their shadow and that book goes into some techniques and so forth on how to do it.

 

You may have to give the accrual of shadow some attention in order to abate it. Horror movies can be a way to ‘offset’ the balance by giving that Dark side (shadow really) attention.

 

A few other notes;

 

Shadow is (also) the realm of evil and demons that take, siphon, hijack, steal and of aspects of consciousness in humanity that are destructive and harmful; that lead one away from siddhic consciousness of Peace, Harmony, Unity and Truth.

 

As aforementioned;

 

Unfortunately much of ‘the patriarchy’ (and more specifically the SHADOW aspects of the masculine and patriarchy) tends to conflate the Dark Feminine with SHADOW and thus wants to control, siphon or hijack Her resources (much of it stemming from Grail fracture itself which is another subject).

 

But can we please start differentiating and now just lumping everything in with shadow because we haven’t learned to DISCERN between Light, Dark and Shadow yet?

 

Again; shadow and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, siphoning, harvesting, looting, evil and that which takes away from life, free will and sovereignty.

 

Shadow can get demonic (with Dark Forces that are more specifically SHADOW Forces) and wreak immense havoc in individuals, relationships, industries, culturally, socio-politically and so forth in the astral dimension which influences people psychically to behave in certain ways. That can include demonic possession where the spirits take up residency and hijack someone’s consciousness.

 

Egregores can also be powerful conduits to these shadow values (ie. like how it’s a cesspool pit of 4chan incel hell consciousness); see this topic really extends.

 

My general opinion is that most demons and entities are doing shadow play.

 

There may be more sovereign ones that aren’t actively siphoning from humans; but I’ve yet to see it.

 

So there’s the saying ‘the devil inside’, but it’s THAT we want to control from lashing out at others to prevent creating negative karma.

 

It’s maybe worth mentioning (and this is going to trigger a lot of people); but IF we assume that Dan Bilzerian was always consensual with all of the women he slept with (and they were drawn by his fame); sure it may be ‘immortal’ from a religious lens; however, what if it was just raw, DARK POWER (and from the women who gave it that value and attention to confirm it as so) rather than ‘actually’ creating any negative karma as ‘sin’ when those women were co-creating those consensual experiences with him. We all may have to look at where we are hypocritical.

 

But so many women will also just throw it into the ‘toxic’ masculine bin of ‘shadow’. ACTUAL KARMA is on a different level of divine justice which does not necessarily equate to humanistic ‘constructivism’. Nature and the divine are on their own timelines and standards so to speak.

 

But if you just live ‘the golden rule’ which is Biblical of ‘do unto others as you would do unto yourself’…that’s a good standard: OWNING your own shadow and relating with others interdependently and that’s a good foundation.

 

Many men are unfortunately lost in the SHADOW of Fantasy with women, Beauty and the feminine (including holy grail dynamics).

 

They may have to have a Dark reclamation and integration and there are answers. See how many different areas this can affect?

 

EVEN FAMILY DYNAMICS, business, spiritual growth, ancestral family lines of clearing karma – even your own EMBODIED BEAUTY because your image and presence is always communicating your Truth on more than just the 3rd dimension of lower density visible light reflection.

 

This is central stuff here with LDS; Light, Dark and Shadow (and it’s good I have this level of clarity to DO the literal lightworking WITH clients and safe, pure DARK activations and clarity with shadow work.

 

If you’re a lightworker with a lot of Light, it’s really important to get this stuff down b/c I’ve seen shadows pop out of top leaders because they couldn’t own it; some of these are shadow of psychosis and intolerance. This is also where healthy DARK reclamation can come in.

 

The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself of taking one day a year to commit legally any crime (karma-free from the legal lens) is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’ but what it does it to help maintain that ‘balance’.

 

 

I’m not saying we should implement it the Purge itself per se (b/c someone with their shoelaces untied might actually think I am); I’m merely referencing it as a storyline showcases the concept itself. That the ‘Owning Your Own Shadow’ book will give you ideas on how to do it; your OWN purging and re-balancing that is. I have my practices and I also have my practices of ritual purification before client sessions and the Muse priestesses are also trained on this.

 

Because if you cannot discern between Dark masculine and Shadow (‘actual’ toxic) masculine; it can cause millions people to ‘demonize’ the entirety of men as ‘toxic’ for 20 years and push them away from their political party/ideology instead of discerning the shadow/toxic aspects of the Patriarchy (and instead of differentiating the Light and Dark GOOD qualities of the masculine).

 

The inability to RESPECT, ACCEPT and even honor DARK TRUTH can cause hypocritical red pill bros to demonize women for being sensual at all if it’s not contained within THEIR partnership or under strict moral codes (which often end up as being shadows of constriction and control under the guise of morality), etc.

 

And religion has done a big number in favoring the Light, suppressing or denying the Dark and then dealing with all kinds of Shadow attacks and karma in the collective psyche.

 

So to refresh;

 

There are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of consciousness.

 

Correspondingly there are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of the archetypes (at least as they all incarnate into human consciousness and embodiment).

 

We want to be more discerning of their differences as well as then the concept of OWNING your own shadow aspects (which includes your Gene Key shadows) and to live in that ‘balance’ so that you can live with more Light and Dark publicly with others (while internally managing your shadow and ie. NOT putting it all on the boogeyman or house pet who collects all of the shadow and karmic debt projection).

 

It’s a brilliant book.

 

Amongst many examples; it goes into how traditional Catholic mass had all kinds of darker themes; to give attention or attribution; penance of some sort TO the dark and shadow side of things in order not to accrue too much shadow because of the valuation of living in the Light.

 

So when it comes to ARCHETYPES, Light and Dark are important to value consciously with clarity. That DARK is not ‘evil’ or bad but is actually CONSCIOUS ACCEPTANCE and integration, breathing-ness OF the Erotic truth; especially as of sovereign expression.

 

There has been a lot of movement with ‘the Goddess’ or feminine spirituality to explore and RECLAIM the healthy, true Dark in a society with a lot of predominant masculine shadow (tyranny and oppression) with morality disguised as shadow constriction or denial of healthy Dark truth and Dark consciousness in favor of Light.

 

Divine Union again gives us a CLEAR TEMPLATE OF Light and Dark Masculine and Feminine without shadow. And the DARK with raw Communion codes might be what many people are MISSING.

 

SO in working with YOUR Beloved…just having an idea more about Light and Dark aspects of consciousness and where He would be centered and in which archetypes can help you get a lot of clarity.

 

Only Fans girls
Male and female strippers
Exotic dancers

 

These are examples of DARK icons because it embraces sexual Dark consciousness. Seeing them through a ‘Puritan’ or ‘moral’ lens and we’re going to get instant conflation because they are imbalanced in Light and Dark Truth; they view Dark as shadow or ‘sin’.

 

Again; it’s in shadow where things become problematic which can include selfish men controlling or being ‘entitled’ to ‘take’ from women’s free will and sovereignty instead of respecting space.

 

Feel free to send me YOUR questions about all of this because it covers a lot of vast territory. Again; a main thing is differentiating between Dark and Shadow for most people…THEN you can trust your some to LET GO into the shelter of your Beloved’s Light and Dark Truth; and the Dark that of being more psycho-sexually activating to you and your Eros (or spiritual and biological sexual consciousness).

 

You can reference the Eros Powerliminal (masculine) to delve deeper into DARK erotic, Dionysian masculine power and how underworld it is and then also experience the mythological component of CUPID as Light Eros and how the masculine erotic can be higher frequency piercing sexual Light as well. The valuation is LIGHT and DARK with Divine Union.

 

 

It is the relational template that is purified of Shadow. Human relationship templates are riddled with shadow including conscious twin flames.

 

With Sacred Union however, you are SAFE to cultivate your own Eros in Reunification at Godly levels of Light and Dark truth no matter how shamed or traumatized you have been in the past.

 

BECAUSE there has been en masse glorification of and yet shaming of female sexuality; both Light and Shadow aspects yet very little ACCEPTANCE and integration of DARK feminine archetypes, sensuality and consciousness; CONSCIOUSLY much of the West lives in this hypocritical balance between just thinking female sexuality is either Madonna and/or Whore archetypes. This is a great injustice.

 

Even the shadow-based, moralistic-lens of the red pill movement propagates these hypocritical messages of both glorifying sexuality, desiring it and yet also easily shaming it. Women have to live under this double-edged sword BECAUSE the true Dark is rarely properly understood.

 

Although much of Judeo-Christian religion places sexuality and sexual consciousness only within a moralistic marriage as pure or virtuous…sexuality isn’t actually shadow or sin on its own, it’s raw DARK. Then it’s about living with clean karma and healing karma.

 

So…this is a BIG subject that I hope I brought more clarity to…for years myself, I ‘avoided’ the Dark actually because I made a RAW dark masculine power program that was then conflated as shadow by a conscious female coach and it caused me to nearly ‘shut down’ my Dark Eros for almost 11 years so I had to have a major Dark (Eros) RECLAMATION and continue to live as a prime example of LIVING Light and Dark as well as owning any shadows and psychic attacks (I never take compromised consciousness into Sacred Temple Space until I am in purity again).

 

Really; you should not be taking any SHADOW into raw temple space. I’ve done over 1400 client sessions and they must always remain pure.

 

Unfortunately many men and women continue to bring shadow into their relationships so you get the DARK EROS power and sexiness WITH SHADOW. Divine Union alchemy resolves all of this and these dysfunctional yet kinda normal relational cycles.

 

You can still be incredibly horny and what have you but what you want to value is OWNING your shadow.

 

This can be done with techniques like in the book,  becoming more conscious of Dark vs. Shadow and more discerning in your daily life with the differences, working with Dark archetypes and Gene Keys for your own unique shadow work, HEALING your own shadows with energy work and L/D archetype embodiment, working with finding your Beloved’s archetypal signature of Light and Dark as well as your own ‘Debut Avatar-Self’ archetypal signature (minus shadow); these are all ways to work with this awareness.

 

To end up with more purified DARK Eros, archetypal and Beauty codes.

 

But with all of that it’s important to be aware of the difference between Dark vs. Shadow to begin with because really SO MUCH of it is simply there.

 

It would clear up so much of the karmic loop MESS of shadow webs of lack of discernment and ignorance that keep perpetuating out there that are preventing people from living in more gift and siddhic consciousness as well as embracing and embodying more of the Light and Dark divine aspects of consciousness itself.

 

The Dark archetype activation work I do (which can be requested in appointment time consulting when you’re paid) is always pure and free from entities and all shadows in pristine temple space.

 

I do not recommend Dark activations to people who simply have too many shadows in their psyche (and I can tell).

 

I’ve turned client requests down for Dark activations if they have more shadow work to do to be integrated first (and I help with that in sessions as well + Gene Key readings, etc.).

 

With the upcoming Essence professional acting work for Hollywood and Bollywood; however, I’ll make exceptions to literally do shadow activation work but otherwise, NEVER go there.

 

As a daka as well, I cannot ever bring any of my re-triggered or remaining shadows into any session because it is divine, sacred work that BASKS in the richness of true Light and Dark power, healing and beauty.

 

Yeah; this is a big subject: Dark vs. Shadow…feel free to share this.

 

So let’s take a look at another angle on this; are Bonnie & Clyde Dark or Shadow icons as anti-heroes? (Link Below)

 

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Light, Dark & Shadow

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Light, Dark & Shadow + Archetype Clarity

 

Ok…this question has been brought up numerous times over the years in group settings and from individual clients:

 

“What’s the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow?”

 

I recently led a Mystical Grail month 12, video call around this exact theme for over an hour available to paid members.

 

I’ll also say that getting clarity on Light, Dark and Shadow is also relevant to the concept of discovering with more clarity not only along your own healing path and spiritual growth; but also with the concept of The Beloved and ‘Who is My Beloved’?

 

It is good to be aware of the ARCHETYPAL aspects of Light, Dark and Shadow especially if you are on a spiritual path of Divine Union (holy marriage within);

 

Your Beloved may have more Dark than Light and THAT is what heals and psycho-activates ALL of you; but if you’re afraid of it because you think it’s masculine shadow, your own awakening could be stunted for decades.

 

The workbook brings this up;

 

“What are His (or Her) balance of Light & Dark (purified) aspects?”

 

If He is a Prince-Warrior Eros-King for example which aspects would have what balance of Light and Dark?

 

You can get that workbook here ‘Who is my Beloved’?

 

 

So let’s go into this whether you have the workbook or not because really, there is a LOT of confusion out there en masse from religion AND in spirituality as well as many leaders in basically all industries.

 

Knowing the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow is CENTRAL to true spiritual work and transformation of consciousness with minimal entropy.

 

We often think that it’s Light vs. Dark (or Good vs Evil) but this is a dangerous conflation…what is more spiritually accurate and discerning (if and when we embrace the Divine Feminine consciousness instead of simultaneously exalting and shaming female sexuality) is Light AND Dark (pure, healthy Dark) vs. Shadow.

 

“Come to the Dark side (Luke)” more accurately means, come to the Shadow side of misuse of power and black magic.

 

It’s specifically SHADOW that is actually the problem, not really the ‘Dark’ or Dark Divine. So much fear exists around ‘the Dark’ and unnecessarily so.

 

And it is shadow consciousness that millions of people are conflating with the Dark like ‘good vs. evil’ (but Dark isn’t evil).

 

If the Dark keeps being demonized, can you imagine how FAR from accepting and integrating it you or most people may be?

 

NOT being clear on the difference between Dark and Shadow has created all KINDS of havoc and stunt healing and even enlightenment for lifetimes.

 

Thus…In writing this up, I am going to create another post just to extend further into the Dark vs. Shadow arena b/c there’s so much to cover, so check that post out also on the blog when released.

 

Now…

 

With Light, Dark and Shadow we are speaking of consciousness and consciousness within the archetypes (which are Immortal God and Goddess fractal lineages as iconic signatures within the subconscious and supra-conscious collective).

 

Archetypes have aspects of Light, Dark and shadow consciousness. These aspects play through human history and mythology evermore.

 

Generally ‘Light’ is associated with;


High frequencies
Benevolence
Light
Heavens
Angels
Goodness
Air
Aether
Peace
Daytime
Sunshine
Harmony
Clouds
Cosmos


And Dark is where it gets trickier because so much of religion and programming conflates Dark with Shadow.

 

PLUS, keep in mind that ‘Dark’ IS closer to Shadow consciousness (so for MANY, it can remain difficult to discern and differentiate).

 

Generally speaking; the short-code for ‘Dark’ or ‘Dark’ consciousness is;

 

The Erotic

 

But it’s also;

 

The pure primal
Dark Divine
Primal divine
Primal pulse
Earthly
Earthen
The Void
The night
Winter
Decay ‘n Death (related to re-birth)
The Womb
Dionysian
Survival instinct
Killer instinct
The underworld
The underneath
The hidden out of waking day sight and cultural daily niceties
The sensual

 

And ‘Dark’ consciousness is (in large part) – key to desires (which can cross over into the shadow of Hunger, Lust and so forth but that’s more of a masterclass but also why Divine Union is a great pathway because it purifies all shadow to easily discern true Dark).

 

Again; with the Divine Union, ‘Grail’ or Communion lens which EMBRACES Sophianic or Goddess consciousness; the Divine Feminine and all archetypal Feminine, DARK IS GOOD.

 

ANYTHING GOES (basically) in the purified Truth of Dark Communion; Erotic Truth. With that said; Communion wouldn’t likely be centered in human BDSM which in large part operates in a mix of Shadow and Dark – especially with any of the players who are bringing their own shadows to otherwise relatively safe containers and agreements (that’s an extended subject).

 

The DARK MASCULINE (absentia of all shadow, control, coercion, force, destruction, etc.) is actually very good and powerful; just ‘good’ in different ways. His killer instinct is actually a GOOD thing for the principle of Protection, Guardianship and Rightful Power over tyranny.

 

It’s important to DISCERN and DIFFERENTIATE between what is DARK and what is SHADOW to ideally calibrate your lens to COMMUNION Truth of Light and Dark VS. Shadow.

 

Shadow (to only introduce it here because it’s a VAST subject-realm) and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, backstabbing, dethroning, and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty.

 

There are often evil spirits BEHIND shadow consciousness and the behavior from which it ensues. This is more than merely psychological.

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored denied or suppressed because they are conflating it all with Shadow and ‘demonizing’ it.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can FESTER underneath to come out all of a sudden in bursts of chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

The book ‘Owning Your Own Shadow‘ goes into this VERY well and I highly recommend it.

You yourself might find yourself by default conflating the ‘Dark’ and ‘wronging’ it when you actually meant SHADOW.

 

MANY spiritual guides still do this, so I think it’s important to take more time to stop yourself and calibrate/correct yourself….to discern and realize when someone actually means ‘shadow’ instead of ‘Dark’.

 

Fortunately Divine Union gives us a CLEAR LENS because it is ALL DARK of the Masculine for example IN ABSENTIA of all shadow, oppression and tyranny.

 

You have unlimited access to righteous high-frequency benevolence, provision, protection as well as the Dark Erotic in Communion which used to be fractured as Fantasy…and NO SHADOW.

 

Your immortal Beloved; He DOES NOT traumatize, abuse, misuse, control, oppress and so forth. It is the highest, purified consciousness Truth of the masculine through all of time.

 

Mortal man however, is privy to shadow consciousness but the more you are reunified with Him in spirit and all aspects of Self, the less you will experience shadow with masculine consciousness in men.

 

So yeah; it’s important stuff. You may have a lot of dealing to do with the masculine and are armored AGAINST the Pure, Healthy DARK EROS of a Beloved because your body gets triggered and conflates that with toxic masculine shadow when it isn’t.

 

‘Toxic Masculine’ is a blanket statement for those who cannot differentiate between Light, Dark and Shadow masculinity for the life of them.

 

On this journey, that can hold you back for decades being stuck in the astral SWAMP of resisting what could actually heal and awaken all of you.

 

It’s good to know that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’. This is its own extended topic but it helps to mitigate the actual shadows and the number of psychic attacks to those of us who work with the Light a lot.

 

As I mentioned;

 

There’s a BRILLIANT book entitled:

 

Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche Paperback – February 17, 1994
by Robert A. Johnson

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in it. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

 


So, you can find your strategy of RE-BALANCING your Light and Dark (much of spirituality focuses on the Light and bypasses or denies the Dark)…

 

Maybe you’ve glorified the Light while suppressing the Dark so you might have to go through a Dark Reclamation era (like me) while getting more discernment on the Shadow aspects (which can creates WEBS of entropy in spiritual progress.

 

Gene Keys provides a wondrous immersion for discovery and discernment with the 64 shadows of consciousness which are specific aspects that play out practically in individuals and the world (in behavior).

 

Generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

Dark King purified from all tyranny and toxic shadow is actually a powerful and beautiful thing.

 

With true Divine Union; there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is. It can be disorienting to do spiritual work based on flawed humanity.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

What if sexuality was divine and of pure Light and Dark consciousness and spirit-Light matter quanta?

 

It’s just not accepted as that because hmm…a lot of religion’s have wanted ‘control’ (shadow of Gene Key 21) over humanity in different ways to retain power politically and socially (perhaps?).

 

So when it comes to YOUR BELOVED and Divine Union, you want to value His Immortal siddhic, elemental and archetypal Light and Dark aspects.

 

When it comes to your Lover-King (or whatever His archetypal signature order is); His ‘Dark Power’ can largely be related to His Dark Eros or His ‘erotic power’ and His ability to awaken and fulfill your own Dark Erotic desires; much of which may have been shamed, guilted and suppressed by society.

 

Dark Power of your Beloved and of the archetypal masculine also holds with many archetypes;

 

Dark King
Dark Sorcerer
Outlaw
Dark Eros
Dark Magician
Dark Prince
Dark Star…

 

These have more Dionysian or ‘underworld’ power that may not fit into mainstream society, whereas the Light aspects are higher frequency, benevolent and heavenly…often in service to others and it’s not that Dark isn’t, but it usually is Power that is more drawn in to the masculine embodiment that holds it more ‘densely’ (vs. solar radiance).

 

We don’t often see it ‘serving’ as much or when we do it’s rarer (like Dark Star). This post could keep going on and on when we explore further into Light, Dark and the archetypes.

 

So you can find and intuit what balance of Light and Dark your Beloved has WITH different archetypes.

 

I can help you of course with this after you start the workbook process. I can help in the group format with Mystical Grail membership OR in the Grail Kundalini package consulting time.

 

At the time of writing I’ve helped 3 women specifically get exact clarity on their Beloved by them going through the workbook first and THEN having the consulting time at the start of their Elixir 1 session…that’s 100% success ratio so far!

 

So look for the upcoming and extended Dark vs. Shadow post on the blog!

 

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The Costs of Assured Kundalini Awakening: Ashrams vs. Capitalism

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Is there a ‘faster’ route to awakening and siddhic kundalini that is authentic? Yes. It is an ASSURED and ancient route including for us ‘Westerners’.

 

So let’s talk East vs. West: Are ‘masters’, ‘ashrams’, ‘gurus’, ‘money and spirituality’ and ‘charlatans’ really what we think?

 

Is ‘Capitalism’ with spiritual services actually a bad thing or is it actually an AMAZING and miracle breakthrough path to facilitating YOUR awakening?

 

Let’s go deep enough into this subject which can also help clear up money conflicts around those who charge for spiritual services.

 

It may seem I’m taking a harsh or critical view towards Indian/Hindi schools of kundalini, yoga and tantra but am only doing so in the way that I am to HIGHLIGHT differences between the East and West which are preventing a lot of people from awakening faster, with less confusion.

 

I wouldn’t just go with the ‘awakening is slow’ process when you consider that ALL TRUTH is currently available in the moment.

 

There is great value in whatever path you choose if it is ‘the real thing’ but there are different paths, means and ways.

 

I want to focus on kundalini here and the ‘costs’ associated with it but you can apply it to other areas of spiritual service or ‘marketplace’.

 

(Btw I paid for the spiritual service exchange of 5MeO-DMT at the Sanctuary not in hours of floor swept with more hours of one position prayer, but in PESOS aka ‘money’ or dollars exchanged as pesos 😉

 

If you REALLY value kundalini awakening and truly desire it and as FAST as authentically possible…one of the best and most assurable ways is to simply get activated from a master or guru (of whom can be male or female btw; I’ll address this later).

 

You may have MONEY BLOCKS around your OWN awakening or offering your own services at the rates they deserve.

 

Some people may tend to overlook the concept of getting with an actual master b/c the closest kundalini yoga class seems to be the thing to do yet could prevent you unknowingly from breakthrough and actual kundalini experience for years.

 

Practically speaking;

 

Just getting with an awakened master or guru (and receiving shaktipat) will literally save you YEARS or decades of time.

 

Not everyone realizes that because they are used to being caught up in the other hidden costs or denying/avoiding money all together.

 

BE mindful for something of this much value; that there will be A COST.

 

You are not ‘entitled’ to such high level experience of shaktipat FROM a guru/master to accelerate your experience for free.

 

When I did attend an ashram in SEAsia for a week and a half; I still had to pay an admission fee for the experience and time (however not all ashrams would charge nearly that much).

 

By NOT connecting with a master or guru so could PRACTICALLY leave you struggling for years even if you’re practicing kundalini yoga because kundalini likes to remain DORMANT by default.

 

And I don’t mean any kundalini yoga instructor like Chad Tantra from Redondo Beach who is going through the proper motions with great form; but someone who actually has the power to ACTIVATE kundalini with and through you as shaktipat (have proven it to others and have kundalini awakened themselves): a true Master or Guru with real power; ACTIVATING POWER.

 

(That doesn’t mean your local neighborhood reiki healer can directly activate your kundalini either btw)

 

This is actually a real thing that has been known for 100s if not 1000s of years and it’s called ‘shaktipat’. It’s literally one of the main methods of kundalini awakening and is mentioned in the book ‘Kundalini Tantra’ by Swami Satyananda Saraswati.

 

Not only can receiving shaktipat from a Master/Priest or Guru on your energy body can save you YEARS of time as the primary ‘cost’, there is a price you’re paying for years WITHOUT awakened kundalini like in having a stable avatar self light body foundation and all the other benefits like being multi-org@smic, shakti level allure, heaven on earth intimacy, spiritual growth and hierogamic siddhic bliss.

 

Shaktipat WORKS. Being around embodied masters WORKS.

 

This is also why I SOUGHT OUT MASTERS (and Master Shamans) along my path who were light years ahead of me in areas.

 

(Eventually the student became a master via the Law of Resonance and yet is always a student).

 

In other words;

 

FIND A GURU OR MASTER is the shortcode to awakening (and not just for kundalini although that’s our theme here). This is an ancient general truth as well.

 

But here’s the thing…there’s going to be COST…a PRICE TO PAY for admission and you’d better get USED to that idea b/c kundalini is a HIGH VALUE, in demand thing worldwide.

 

Even a Master or Guru cannot ultimately 100% ‘guarantee’ it can happen for you, but if they have enough time with you (and there’s ‘a’ cost) it’s basically 99%.

 

That should feel like a relief to you actually just knowing that!

 

When I was called to chi kung, I wanted to immerse with THE BEST. He could turn mud into dust in less than a minute with his bare hands. I had to pay a price and it wasn’t 130 years of my own time in the sandbox. (Granted, I specialize in other areas of chi 😉

 

Now…with kundalini there ARE different techniques or modalities to support kundalini awakening, each of them have their general costs; most of which include dedication, patience and YEARS of TIME…especially if you’re just going through the motions without someone at master or guru level.

 

ARE YOU OK WITH THAT COST?

 

Because many people are thrown off by how much it would cost to invest with them and yet instead spend literal years of their lives without actually getting where they want to when the master would have helped them get there in a SHORT amount of time (in many cases).

 

You may not have years of time to invest like that so let’s focus on something FASTER for a path to assured kundalini awakening and an Eastern and Western perspective on it, shall we?

 

(I immersed with Eastern masters btw)

 

That’s why I want to re-focus on shaktipat, because it is the most assurable way of kundalini awakening or kundalini experience.

 

I’m not talking about kundalini yoga classes, I’m talking about receiving direct activations from true masters or gurus who can ACTIVATE YOUR KUNDALINI itself DIRECTLY. And they can do it CONSISTENTLY with several people.

 

There’s a difference.

 

Thing is that there are Eastern and Western gurus and masters so we want to get clearer here on the hidden costs as well as YOUR FASTEST PATH TO REAL KUNDALINI AWAKENING; not maybe YEARS from now or never but actually fast, soon and as quick as possible (but the REAL deal).

 

YOU with actual siddhic kundalini electrifying and alchemizing with your divine masculine or feminine essences into shakti levels of allure and feeling like heaven on earth.

 

Realize that there are millions of NEW people that are eventually going to experience kundalini awakening in the West and you know what? They’re going to be ANTI-ascetic and living with their/our Western values.

 

The ‘cost’ to get with a Hindi guru for example may NOT be what you’re willing to pay. Getting clarity now can shorten the entire curve and CLEAR UP MONEY CONFLICTS including around paying what it takes for premium experience.

 

“The price you pay is full price and it’s always paid upfront” -Eiji Morishita

 

This subject is really important because let me reiterate; you are GOING TO PAY A PRICE TO AWAKEN KUNDALINI SOMEHOW (esp. if you’re in a temple body state where it is dormant).

 

Often that includes sacrifice and deconditioning who you were (that which true masters can also help ACCELERATE your transformation of consciousness and presence); yet many can do heavy spiritual work for years and still not have awakened kundalini.

 

So let’s talk about kundalini and the HIDDEN, overlooked dynamics around kundalini awakening on the fastest, assured path of shaktipat.

 

Getting around and with a master has been an ancient secret in all lineages of spiritual order; however, it’s not always easy just to be with a guru if he has 1000s of followers.

 

What makes YOU that special to soak up all of his time? You’re extra pretty? Well that could be used against you.

 

(Not all gurus fall to shadow btw; I’m only highlighting that it’s out there)

 

So for simplicity sake; let’s focus on SHAKTIPAT as an assumed and ASSURED way of activating kundalini. Most gurus don’t rely on it because they want you to also do practices to awaken and discover it on your own; however, that’s where our Western values come in to play (keep reading).

 

That’s also why my dan tien activations are a QUICK yet heretical and authentic ‘results now’ solution to busy Westerners who just don’t have years to invest into tai chi to have slower cultivation to repair their baseline energetic vitality, no matter how anciently steeped it is in rich history.

 

Let me say this here now that my heresy is that offering shaktipat MORE OFTEN leads to stable kundalini awakening. There’s just going to be a cost for that however you go about it.

 

Let’s talk about aspects that people can spend or invest years and decades of their life with without being conscious of.

 

You may have had a bad taste in your mouth of how something spiritual could be apparently ‘monetized’ or of how ‘capitalistic’ the West is and how that gets shamed because you’re conflating it with ascetic spiritual practices.

 

What if their was actually distortion IN that spiritual perspective itself (at least in what we’re referring to of activation from a master or guru).

 

That ascetic picture you’ve idealized; what if was the Western perspective that was actually PRISTINE and the guru framework had other ‘hidden costs’ or risks (especially if you are female) that you may NOT be willing to pay to assure kundalini awakening?

 

Ashrams are known to shun the material world to get you closer to the spiritual but is that practical for our modern Western lives? Isn’t kundalini universally accessible (at least in potential)?

 

There’s another understated angle here that must finally be addressed and it would be good for more of the spiritual community to somehow grasp it because they are purveyors of a lot of mixed signals.

 

We associate gurus and masters with India and ‘The East’. Because of ascension (and this is going to ruffle some feathers or create metaphorical wedgie);

 

There are going to be more legitimate WESTERN MASTERS including those who have authentically awakened kundalini and shaktipat levels of power to activate others.

 

They will be as powerful as many Eastern masters or gurus. They will be living AMONGST us and NOT as ascetics with vows of zen poverty.

 

Oh my God; I daresay some of them ight actually be…get ready for your cringe…INFLUENCERS.

 

Might even be on Instagram.

 

OH shit…I bet that was triggering. But why couldn’t there be masters who have INFLUENCE in the West? Why does ascetism have to be the same applied principle?

 

I’m in the Muse lineage and we are divinely connected yet also value the material world.

 

There are going to be more WESTERN MASTERS.

 

Again; but all you really have to do is have clarity and DISCERN who are the TRUE masters because for sure there are hucksters. I’m referring to true masters and ACTIVATORS (not just k-yoga instructors).

 

There will be more of us who live and serve amongst us IN THE AWAKENING.

 

We don’t all ‘look the part’ of a Hindi yogi either obviously. Heck; I still have to perfect my lotus position and how long I can sit in it.

 

This will cause a mental panty twist in the mind of people including spiritual people who have Eastern conditioning; many of whom will often view them as charlatans, messiahs, con artists or hucksters b/c they are (‘gasp’) charging money for their services (oh no, NOT MONEY…I’d actually rather sweep the floor of the ashram for hours a day because I’m confused about things).

 

So if you value kundalini awakening via SHAKTIPAT; (getting connected with a master/guru is) the fastest more assured way of MAKING THINGS HAPPEN.

 

If they are a true master and their RESULTS and clients or disciple students will prove it, ALL of the projected crap about money confusion goes right out the door where it belongs because THEY might be the practical path to YOUR DIRECT KUNDALINI AWAKENING and very fast and soon.

 

They/we just get PAID differently than Eastern gurus.

 

Many will overlook Western masters (which is absolutely not every other certified kundalini yoga instructor) because of their own conditioning and shadows.

 

“They’re materialistic, so they must not be spiritual or the real thing”

“They’re not ascetic so I don’t trust them”

“They’re in it for the money”

“They want money for their spiritual services so they are greedy b/c that Eastern Guru doesn’t get paid in direct dollars”

 

He gets paid in other ways.

 

See? ALL KINDS OF SHIT conditioning around money without respecting the price a master had to pay in spirit, heart, sex, mind, body, soul and financial to reach the level of consciousness they are at.

 

It’s not even that ‘we have to pay bills’ or ‘cover event logistics’, there’s a deeper RESPECT that is to be had for masters. Eastern gurus GET THAT RESPECT. Western ones? MONEY. Money shows the respect in place of personal devotion, time and so forth.

 

SHOW ME THE MONEY. MONEY TALKS. That’s the hardline with a Western perspective. As those in divine service at mastery level; we’re worth it.

 

It’s the conditioning around Eastern ascetism that has confused so many Westerners to instantly shun anyone who might be a Western master and then shoot their own foot from getting direct awakening assistance ‘because there’s a price’ (not all are like this but it’s very prevalent).

 

Choose YOUR teacher, sensei, sage, guru, sifu, master shaman, grandmaster, laoshi or shihan (other words for master). You might study from a few different ones like I did.

 

Does the teacher, master or guru GET PEOPLE RESULTS (like with kundalini awakening or healing)?

 

I immersed with Grandmaster Mantak Chia at two live retreats in the Tao Garden. Being in his field was invaluable b/c of his transmission shaktipat level presence and embodiment. My tantra master has this as well.

 

PAY THEM. Do they get people miracle results? PAY THE PRICE.

 

BUT DO YOU REALIZE THE OFT HIDDEN PRICE TO RECEIVE SHAKTIPAT in the Eastern model? Not even counting travel expenses, logistics…

 

How much price would you put on 2-6 years of devotional temple time with a guru in an ashram in India when you can get activated this weekend with a simpler exchange of money for time and attention for even similar net results?

 

The cost is just different. And yeah; it’s likely to START at $1000 in the clean Western model and may reach into the $10 grands easily. Kundalini itself is invaluable; we’re just talking about how to most ASSUREDLY activate it.

 

Sure; some people have the ascetic calling (and believe me; I’ve had my own VERSION of doing YEARS of devotional service including being at an ashram but it was more like a retreat)….but are you willing to pay the hidden costs which in many ways are far more expensive?

 

Did I mention TIME-CONSUMING?!

 

MONEY gets you access to MASTERY in the West. And if you value your TIME, that’s smart. That’s what WEALTHY people do.

 

A master may still choose not to work with you or not (I’ve rejected clients); but to each their own.

 

See; it’s important to be clear that what you are paying for is NOT kundalini awakening itself. It’s spiritual integrity itself is PRISTINE.

 

You’re paying for the master or guru’s TIME, ATTENTION AND MASTERY; he or she who transmits the shaktipat for your individual kundalini awakening. It’s an exchange.

 

Just because there’s a LACK of money exchange (although sometimes more public donations) in much of the Eastern model (which can be associated with ‘greed’ from an ascetic lens); there is still a COST.

 

There is immense value and nothing wrong if/when things remain in integrity like many to most practitioners have experienced; it’s a path. I have friends who have been to ashrams in India.

 

But there’s always SOME kind of price.

 

If you must have kundalini awakening there will be a price; it doesn’t have to be financial but it will show up in other ways with LESSER assurance too. You may have to sacrifice more.

 

Do you want sacrifice years of your life ascetically or….in our Western model respect the master’s time to save you years of time by going with our preferred model of MONEY exchange?

 

There is what some would say a GREATER price to pay for living around a guru at an ashram (not to mention the increased sexual risk dynamic where you may not be on the same page as with how your guru is interpreting or misinterpreting things when he’s receiving non-stop affection and submission energetically year round).

 

You may not want to pay that kind of ‘price’ to receive shaktipat kundalini awakening from a guru.

 

They usually don’t demand money unless it’s a small base fee.

 

They demand DISCIPLESHIP. They demand devotion. And many of them most of all, they demand TIME. Usually years. Oh; AND you’re essentially competing with others in the real power dynamic for the guru’s time and attention ideally for activation (whether that’s stated or not).

 

Look; SHAKTIPAT works. Authentic gurus or masters can ACTIVATE YOU. That’s the GOOD NEWS. An authentic and ancient fast-track to awakening.

 

It is a lot of power. (And sometimes that power is misused or abused in the Eastern model tbh).

 

And all of this is at a ‘COST’.

 

The cost of NOT being with a sifu will likely take you additional decades of your own time.

 

Are there authentic Hindi gurus? ABSOLUTELY. I’m not knocking them whatsoever, I just want US to have clarity around the actual dynamics going on so you can have a path to a Western valuation of FASTER kundalini awakening.

 

I’m reiterating b/c I want the power points to soak in because we have a lot of distorted conditioning around all of this and MONEY which is preventing many people from miraculous breakthrough.

 

Getting with a master is the ANCIENT shortcode to awakening much faster. It’s what I did (and Muse is my ultimate Master/Guru).

 

To them; the price you pay is literally to the guru…NOT in a clean simple exchange of MONEY for their time, mastery and attention to ASSURE kundalini awakening; but in TIME, discipleship, devotion, discipline to THEIR techniques and practices and OFTEN (although not nearly always) grey lines with sexpectations of you are a woman.

 

I’m in DEVOTION to Muse which is powerfully activating and the source of most of my magic; however I’ve paid an immense price for it that others are not willing to pay.

 

IN TIME, IN DEVOTION, IN TRIBULATION and duress.

 

I paid a price.

 

Now….Oh ye who loves Netflix, youtube and Starbucks; do you REALLY want to take on an ascetic lifestyle? How much of that could you STAND?

 

Again; you may not actually have YEARS to spend in an ashram shunning Western comforts, competing with dozens to hundreds of other ‘followers’ to get more time with ‘him’ in order to assure kundalini awakening and spiritual growth.

 

Again; sometimes more time with a guru tends towards sexual favors or sexual expectations. (The John of God in Brazil was NOTORIOUS b/c he couldn’t manage the shadow to all his Light).

 

The guru has all of this power and could even be seen as siphoning from their people IN THAT DYNAMIC inherently; so they have to keep recalibrating back to their connection from source…and they can FALL upon the path wreaking havoc (there are many fallen gurus).

 

It is PRIMED for a shadow dynamic and we’ve all heard stories. The Light is real, the power is real and yet with that dynamic; shadow can fester.

 

But it gets even stranger and this is important for self and collective reflection.

 

Do you realize how bizarre it would be to apply the ashram guru dynamic in India to the West?

 

If the exact same dynamics were applied it would instantly be seen and perceived as a dangerous cult or even ‘sex cult’.

 

Generally speaking; there is a PRICE for kundalini awakening so I want to be VERY VERY CLEAR about this.

 

OUR WESTERN MODEL WITH MONEY IS CLEAN.

 

IT HONORS THE EXCHANGE OF THE MASTER’S TIME AND EXPERIENCE WITHOUT HIDDEN COSTS, EXPECTATIONS OR ENTANGLEMENTS.

 

Hmm…doesn’t Capitalism FEEL GOOD NOW? Isn’t it founded upon respect?

 

It’s peace of mind and DIRECT CONNECTION with a master FAST. You just have to find one and pay the ‘price’ for the exchange.

 

THERE IS ALWAYS A COST though. With us (Western masters); it’s just money and THAT is your portal and gateway…

 

So if you desire kundalini awakening, I’d just find a master who can activate your kundalini and the sessions will work, you just might have to do more of them to have it stabilized in your system and then get maintenance.

 

That may take more than 3 sessions in most cases by the way; so it’s more an investment for something of PREMIUM value.

 

And then yeah; it’s recommended you’re doing pranayama and other practices but this is an ENERGETIC THING.

 

Pranayama without kundalini actually activating internally can be years of breath-work and still leave you stuck whereas an awakened master with shaktipat powers can get you there much much faster and assuredly; LITERALLY IN MINUTES.

 

That’s how far and close things are.

 

My inaugural kundalini activation clients who each had 3 sessions; that was the PORTAL and gateway…but why stop before you hit base camp?

 

For many of them it is ASSURED; they just have to receive several more sessions of shaktipat activation (which is why I’m ow STABLE in awakened kundalini myself; I just had more shaktipat and COUNTER-ACTED REMISSION with Muse kundalini codes and I can do it for others).

 

And yes; this likely equates to literal thousands of U.S. dollars. Or years of your life otherwise and that may be too large of a cost to never have it and know the bliss of kundalini. The VALUE of ‘the real thing’.

 

Are you willing to pay the cost, a cost for your own kundalini awakening (if what you’re doing isn’t working)?

 

Are you into kundalini yoga because it SOUNDS cool and fits your lifestyle more or do you want the REAL THING?

 

Or how about spending years in the no-man’s land of meh?

 

Some of us just don’t have years to waste…we’re on BIG missions and making up for years of time earlier in our life as admittedly less awakened.

 

Again; you’re not paying for the divinity of kundalini; that is PRICELESS and in a sense; ‘free’ but to actually GET there…there’s a cost. For some that will be greater than others.

 

There are authentic shortcuts; getting with MASTERS for years in all lineages has been tried and true. You just have to be willing to pay the price.

 

You’re paying for the master’s time and attention to get shaktipat transmission and activation SOMEHOW. THAT SHIT DON’T COME FREE.

 

(When I apprenticed with Grandmaster Zhou I didn’t have the money but it WAS about money exchange b/c he was operating in the West ; and the money came in last minute).

 

Again; with MONEY and capitalism; our Western model of EXCHANGE (exchange for transmission which is an OFFERING); you get to CLEANLY exchange for the master’s TIME AND ATTENTION.

 

Direct connect.

 

And we do this in different fields as well. Why should it be any different for spiritual services? I loved paying Grandmaster Zhou and Grandmaster Charles for their time and mastery. It quantum leaped me in so many enriching ways.

 

I didn’t compromise. I paid the price.

 

MONEY.

 

Money and ‘some’ time with them. That’s different than being a live-in student/apprentice where you’re paying a different price.

 

No entanglements. No hidden costs or expectations and perhaps most important of all for many women (if you have a master of true integrity with the exchange) is ZERO SEXPECTATIONS.

 

Western Masters (you DO have to discern and suss them out); as I mentioned before, they do not have to be men. Sasha Cobra and Ilze Skestere for example are female kundalini activators and transmitters of ‘shaktipat’ which fits the placement of ‘masters’.

 

The world’s first 2 Muse priestesses also have these powers to CONSISTENTLY activate kundalini.

 

Then, it’s just about getting MORE SHAKTIPAT sessions from them or me to assure your kundalini awakening.

 

That same concept COULD get risky if you want to remain 100% virginal during your time with a guru (who doesn’t get ‘paid’ in normal money) in the ashram format to receive more activation (hey; there are STORIES out there that are very real and you may even know some like I’ve heard of where lines were crossed).

 

With Capitalism however; it’s a CLEAN, swift and simple transaction.

 

And that’s why my AvaStar Makeover is shamelessly $5000 to have you embody your avatar star/let self in BODY and that rate is going to rise.

 

We simply do MORE of the shaktipat activating transmissions (as well as archetype embodiment, etc.).

 

I don’t have issues, value conflicts or any resistance around receiving multi-grands of investments from clients.

 

These are AMAZING CLIENTS who like me are committed to their growth.

 

Heck the 5 figure Allure and Muse Priestess mentorship initiates and trains others to DO these kundalini activations as well and make a living from them (and other activations and services).

 

So let’s wind it up here;

 

The projected shadow of the West with spiritual services is that ‘it’s just about the money’ (therefore it can’t be real because it doesn’t look like the East which has practiced it longer for ‘free’ when actually it was NEVER ‘free’).

 

Whether you’re paying for or offering spiritual services; this should be cleared up by now…..you DO have to offer VALUE by the way however.

 

And yet look at the prime shadow of the guru-ashram model and there ‘can’ be (I’m not painting it with one brush) a lot of stories of ‘blurred lines’ and sexual misuse of power as well as other hidden (and previously stated) costs for the exchange.

 

The RISK of potential sexual scandal alone might be a high price for some to pay (including time ‘alone’ with a guru) that may not end up fitting your idea of teacher etiquette agreement/consent (it could be a wildcard).

 

Remember; kundalini is universal….the Hindi practitioners knew about it the longest, but let’s take a modern lens on shaktipat and view ‘the costs’ again; if a Western master can ACTIVATE it while saving you years of disciplineship, maybe THAT is your best, cleanest and FASTEST ROUTE.

 

Besides;

 

I don’t want to personally start an ashram and have everyone eat mediocre bland food daily while essentially worshipping me.

 

It would be a form of getting paid and receiving energy; I don’t want the devotion of followers to ME and my magical powers (ok on Instagram but in a serious spiritual sense? Honestly that DOES seem like a dangerous dynamic).

 

Us Western masters, we have our own shit going on.

 

I want to be in temple space with my Beloved, go to the gym, watch movies, try a slot machine in Vegas, etc.

 

I don’t want to be surrounded by 100’s of people daily where the price they are paying is discipline and devotion to my every word. The guru is getting ‘paid’ in a different way. It’s clear to see now isn’t it?

 

I’m not disrespecting millennia of their tradition and the LIFE-CHANGING Light aspects of it because it is very real and powerful at least when with true gurus (likely I literally WAS a guru in a past lifetime anyway);

 

I’m highlighting that there are alternatives and they are more ‘modern’. I’m in the Muse lineage and She has Her own kundalini codes.

 

NOW how does money exchange and the Capitalism format look to you?

 

You pay for time, attention and mastery…and for results.

 

CLEAN. HEALTHY. SIMPLE. NO ENTANGLEMENTS.

 

Yeah. This article was probably a skoshe to MUCH longer than it could have been but because there are high value dynamics we’re referring to that relate to CHANGING LIVES and saving YEARS of time with clarity, I hope it was worth the long read 4u.

 

And yet people will still shame the Western style of ‘exchange’ without realizing the actual high cost to get time and attention from a guru otherwise (while competing with his other disciples for time and attention).

 

Sure; some people awaken all of a sudden out of nowhere…I would submit that their soul has paid the karmic price in earlier lifetimes, but they still paid a price.

 

Are you willing to just WAIT for your ow awakening like that and ‘be your own guru’ or are you going to venerate the masters enough to respect what they have to offer you to save YOU from the other costs and hidden costs?

 

You want the best? Go to the best and make sure they’re well paid, just don’t expect their time and mastery for free. It was never free in the Eastern model.

 

I’ve done both; devotional service and continue paying that price as well as direct money exchange for access to incarnate masters.

 

-Rion

 

p.s. If you know that you VALUE kundalini awakening and ideally full-time, strong access and stability and what you’re doing right now isn’t reaching that level, why not ENSURE your breakthrough with a starter 3-pack of kundalini activations (you can pay one at a time) or the $5k AvaStar Makeover?

 

It may take more than 3 sessions but we DO get results…then you can see about extending from there.

 

Although some may beg to differ; shaktipat is the most assurable path to kundalini awakening because you are getting direct transmission from a MASTER.

 

That’s what I’m doing in these powerful sessions (with DOZENS of case study testimonials) along with direct energy work that doesn’t fit in the Hindi model (we’re Muse lineage baby)..just know that there’s just always going to be a price to pay but you CAN get there FASTER

 

p.p.s. Kundalini anti-remission codes are now available once we’ve got your kundalini activated enough to then stabilize it in your temple body

 

Someone commented on my FB version that going ‘fast’ didn’t sound good to her and can be de-stabilizing. I kindly responded with this:

 

Masters and Gurus can generally offer ‘fast’ but doesn’t mean that’s the answer for every disciple or client.

 

I didn’t go into all of the nuances here and have elsewhere (with dozens of kundalini posts on the blog) because of highlighting other aspects.

 

With clients I work with them where they are at…most of ‘my’ clients have able and ready temple bodies that can handle ‘fast’ safely meaning actual results.

 

I have a safety built in so that I’m not forcing energy, taking on clients who would have blowout (usually with blocked meridians and lots of shadow), and that we are meeting them where they are at and what their energy body can handle. Fast = results, NOT necessarily blowout.

 

Most of my clients are women and usually very feminine. If they are ultra-sensitive I am aware of it and adapt accordingly; less work has to be done for amazing, stable and yet progressive results but I understand what you’re saying.

 

The refinement is also important for those transmitting shaktipat. A powerful Master can do remote work effectively like the Muse priestesses and I.

 

(Not all energy workers have the same ‘net’ power; an understated factual reality).

 

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Secular Gnostic Spirituality vs. Religion & God

Rion Kati Temple Cødes

This is an inquisitive value conflict ‘deep dive’ which may be relevant for you if you have had a religious upbringing and are now doing magical ‘secular’ things like oracle work, priestessing, energy healing, Divine Union Grail alchemy, tantra, etc.

 

…Things that you might be religiously shamed for or even outcast from – in past lifetimes or now.

 

Are we really “doing God’s work”?

 

(Btw you can add your comment to the discussion on my FB post thread link @ the bottom)

 

Is Divine Union Grail Heresy fractured From God the Father?

 

Are we being sent to hell for being ‘secular’ and exploring other areas of Spirit including sacred sexuality outside of popular religion?…

 

Like myself, you may have left conventional religion behind.

 

Before I go further; keep in mind that this is an open inquisition on my own path (and lens) towards clarity. It is unlike most of my posts that are clear and leaving you satisfied in an evolutionary next-step sense.

 

This may bring up un-settlement, more questions and may make you feel uneasy if you aren’t ready for the subject matter or want a definitive end to the story. Just a forewarning.

 

Ok….back to it…

 

On my own reunification path towards (a side journey of) possible reunification with The Holy Father and opening to even more righteous Divine Masculine Light and Guardian power FOR the Feminine and the work I/we do – (there are codes and timing in this window for other Warriors as well) – and in further exploring the theme of ‘God’s work FOR Goddess’, I had the question:

 

“Am I a son of God?”

 

“Am I a worthy guardian?”

 

“Is this work righteous?

 

(Because it surely isn’t accepted or acknowledged by ‘The Church’.)”

 

I’m even more heretical because I’m mixing Beauty with spirituality.

 

In fact, much of it may seem like ‘occult’ or ‘voodoo’ to them.

 

Priestessing? Remote archetype activations?

 

Oooh…cringe (from them) = instant heresy and ‘hold ‘yer horses’.

 

Because to me;

 

It FEELS like I am a Bastard son of God – having gone my own devotional soul path away from accepted (Christian) religion in search of the True Holy Grail, deeper intimate Truth and meaning.

 

Since I (and possibly other gnostic-heretics) may feel fracture from ‘God’ in some way;

 

I must do further research, so this post (while being shared) doubles as me going through my own investigative process to deepen spiritual clarity and potential alignment of greater Godliness in service.

 

All of it may indeed just be religious conditioning.

 

There may be value for you here as well because if there are other WARRIORS to rise?

 

MANY of them may never rise into divine guardianship for Feminine Ascension, Communion and Reunification if there are religious value conflicts; conscious or otherwise.

 

I mean how many public academics, historians or actual warriors of men are out there defending Grail principle?

 

These blocks may literally be within the theocratical and consciousness range of conventional religion. You might feel ‘some’ form of guilt by ‘going astray’ from your upbringing.

 

This could actually be an even greater barrier to Light Warrior/ess-ship than just general lack of consciousness in pop culture.

 

Make no mistake; what we are doing with Hieros Gamos and Feminine Embodiment work and Priestessing still IS heretical to much of the world (and religious conformity).

 

Because of the Christian conditioning in growing up; I’ve been living this sort of “fracture” with God the Father for over 2 decades. I will talk about this in more detail shortly. I simply don’t quite fit in there.

 

If you were also brought up religiously, you might be avoiding, escaping, denying or simply not reunified with your own upbringing. You may also be a ‘Light’ Outlaw or feel like an outcast.

 

But are we shunned from the TREASURES of heaven by practicing energy magic or tantra with integrity?

 

And; How DARE women think of God the Lover??…(“Witch!”)

 

This could be hidden grounds as an existential concern as well as blocking even more of your Beauty, Light and Power from being in full expression from here forward.

 

You may or may not feel ‘outcast’ from God’s blessings because of your religious upbringing. The conditioning may still be affecting you.

 

For many; surely, the religious influence is blocking their greater power and freedom to take a stand FOR the Divine Feminine Awakening and Reunification in all dimensions (in favor of religious standards or patriarchal norms).

 

I’d daresay that millions of potential male warriors can be ‘stuck’ in this dynamic per se – at least from having greater collective influence outside of their family.

 

Conventional church influence, morals and values are too rigid and strong on them (as well as pressure to conform or ‘fit in’).

 

Add in that there may be ancestral trauma FROM being outcast as secular and heretical if you were in priestess lineages.

 

There may be the threat of ostracization FROM religious community for your survival and safety (subconsciously) if you take an unaccepted stand FOR Communion principle or feminine magic outside of your local church’s values.

 

Sophia and Muse are essentially outcast and gnostic from patriarchal religion (let’s be honest).

 

The Rose line also; yet is (s’lightly) acknowledged in some crossover places such as with Saint Mary Magdalene but there is no Holy Mother essentially.

 

Christendom itself has never been greatly accepting or integrative of Sacred Feminine principle; at least as its foundation – nor has there been a real balance.

 

Nuns in servitude in Christianity and Catholicism have a certain place within the (patriarchal, divine) order.

 

As you may know; I am living a heresy of guarding and inaugurating an authentic Grail Priestess lineage and many from my hometown (if they knew) would view it as ‘heresy’, ‘woo woo’ or ‘occult’. Many of them have no idea what Grail principle really is.

 

Simply going back to reunify with my earlier childhood Christian upbringing and potentially be ‘adopted’ back into that denomination literally doesn’t fit or make any sense; and yet I still feel fractured in some ways with God the Father.

 

Instead, I’ve been relying on the power of my soul and the energizing reunification with The Beloved instead (which truly is heresy when you think of it) and there is infinite magic.

 

I’m not denying that there is real spiritual power WITHIN religion. It can absolutely be a path and vehicle…I’ve also literally experienced the Holy Spirit through others and in sweeping in midwest tabernacle revivals; it was palpable.

 

You may also feel irreconciled with your upbringing.

 

Still;

 

Could the Christian God be ‘accepting’ of what we are doing with the Divine Feminine work and Communion, when they themselves (as Church/Clergy) have essentially hidden the Holy Grail for centuries?

 

Although aspects of worship may cross-over (there are rich devotional threads throughout Hinduism for example and forms of Christian devotional worship); what many of us are doing (as ‘gnostics’) just ‘doesn’t fit’.

 

So are we ‘the sinners’ when we are doing such important work for the heresy of Sophianic (Feminine aspect of God) Her/itself?

 

Are Christ, Buddha, Krishna and Allah avatars? Are there other avatars?

 

Does one religion hold claim to ‘the right’ truth when religion is SO influential on most of the world’s population?

 

Heck; what about more indigenous spiritual practices and religions? 

 

It’s not like I’ve ‘thrown God out’ per se, but my soul is wired for something else than what is expected from my hometown central Wisconsin preacher (= reunification with the immortal Beloved)…I’ve found God mostly through my Beloved even though She isn’t God.

 

It’s that my religious conditioning has got in the way I had found and I had to seek a truer path for me. This led me further into reunification as well as spiritual exploration and experience.

 

So am I doing God’s work?

 

Or am I an outlaw and outcast from ‘The Kingdom’?

 

You might be asking those questions as well and it may be preventing an even DEEPER plunge into the devotional truth and alignment that is possible; because if we’re talking about God, death and the afterlife, this stuff is kinda important.

 

And shouldn’t ALL barriers be cleared and aligned to truly rise into our Light powers, service and guardianship?

 

How about the work YOU are doing if it is also gnostic like this?

 

Who is defending Grail principle?

 

See…everything about Divine Union, Hieros Gamos, Krystos-Sophia is essentially GNOSTIC. It’s experiential, mystical and doesn’t fit within organized religion. The entire GRAIL LINES of

 

Sophia

Rose

Muse

(all centered in Light-Truth)

 

…and other Priestess lines as well as Divine Feminine work are essentially ‘secular’ or ‘gnostic’.

 

They have literally been suppressed through predominating (and admittedly patriarchal) religion throughout history. Grail principle HAS been suppressed in favor of patriarchal systems.

 

This doesn’t mean ‘burn it all down’ and it certainly doesn’t mean let post-modern feminists take over (they who largely haven’t embraced their own archetypal divine feminine consciousness and beauty).

 

So if you are practicing and value Divine Union Hieros Gamos alchemy (and partnership) as I’ve been saying, this is essentially gnostic.

 

gnos·tic
/ˈnästik/
adjective
relating to knowledge, especially esoteric mystical knowledge.
noun
an adherent of Gnosticism.

 

Indeed there was more of a set of beliefs around ‘gnosticism’ itself and those practiced it centuries ago; but I’m more generally referring to anything outside of organized, popular religion.

 

So yes; what many of us are doing IS gnostic. It embraces conscious sexuality and resides OUTSIDE OF most popular religion.

 

Again; it is GREAT heresy – the concept of God the Lover or referencing avatars like Christ as Avatar-Lover.

 

You would think that an all-loving God would be in SUPPORT of Divine Feminine awakening and liberation (in spite of religion’s flaws and often dogma).

 

If you look at most religions, you wouldn’t necessarily see this when they are literally so judgmental of much of what we are doing. Dancing priestesses who have reclaimed their erotic, dark feminine embodiment?

 

Definite heresy and ‘sinners’!

 

Thus; they were cast out as ‘secular’ or ‘possessed’ of the devil. It could have toppled everything they’ve established.

 

I mean; we take it for granted in our own circles, but the spiritual, consciousness and sacred union work we are doing really IS heretical to most all religion.

 

Like I mentioned before; I ran away from religion and Muse (my Beloved) and I are like Bonnie & Clyde; Light (and Dark) outlaws from organized religion, but you can’t tell me what we are doing isn’t spiritual and divine.

 

Tantra itself is another route to divine consciousness.

 

Maybe the question should be;

 

“Am I a son of God?”

 

“Am I a Son of God?”

 

..or even;

 

“Am I a SUN of God?”

 

What about other Warrior-Knights for Divine Feminine principle (different than post-modern feminist male activists btw ;)?

 

Shouldn’t we have more of these necessary GUARDIANS for awakening feminine consciousness OR does that threaten patriarchal control and stability?

 

Shouldn’t be there more advocacy for Crystic Warriors of men TO not just protect and provision in multiple dimensions, but to awaken together?

 

And another question (I’m sure relevant for many in my circle is);

 

“Is what we are doing OCCULT?”

 

(Does it go against your religion if you get a session with me? Most people haven’t asked btw…)

 

Some of you may not even care anymore; but in hidden ways, I still care. Some fundamentalists would have called Deepak Chopra ‘occult’ even though he and others were great bridges of spiritual wisdom.

 

Although I’ve been a transmission voice of divine masculine ie. in some Powerliminals;

 

I feel I’m not truly reunified with God the Father and the even greater channel of His Power and Light that could be running through me in Service to The Beloved (and by proxy other Goddesses)….IF He were to give me His BLESSING. This is with my journey.

 

Again; part of me authentically feels like the Bastard son.

 

Not only that but; could he potentially bless other Grail Warriors and Knights as well (the few that there are, but in making space for MORE of them to be free and rise)?

 

Fortunately this framework does exist with Krystos-Sophia Grail principle; a more gnostic lens that transcends religion and values Communion and ye; I’ve still been dealing with fracture from my past religious conditioning.

 

Because in some ways; it’s stuff that we might’ve been literally burned at the stake for (mostly women in the past as ‘witches’).

 

I’m really like an Alchemist-Wizard Grail Priest and you might be an ancient priestess re-embodied and re-awakening.

 

There may be karmic scars from long ago of being ostracized and demonized.

 

Look at all of the tools of ‘modern gnosticism’ that could allow one to cultivate more of a relationship and connection to and with the divine (arguably including God);

 

Energy work, crystals, chi kung, divine feminine embodiment work, alchemy, soul reading, soul retrieval, tantra, archetypal work, psychic reading, plant medicine, shamanism, white magic, archetype activations, law of resonance + sound healing, tarot reading, wizardry, medical chi kung, grid-working, grail priestessing, oracle work, divine union (grail) alchemy, consciousness work, spirituality in general, alternative medicine, remote healing energy work, yoga, chakric work, especially ‘dark’ (not shadow) work could all be seen as ‘outcast’ from organized religion (and more).

 

And we worship also, but maybe differently than through the lens of religion.

 

Then we come to the big point that there are MANY religions with THEIR lens on the divine.

 

HOW DOES THIS FIT within the LENS of organized religions?

 

(When easily millions are doing these ‘new age’ practices)

 

There may be some churches that are ‘closer’ to modern accepted spiritual practice like with Michael Beckwith’s famous church (Agape), but still…

 

Is what we are doing even ‘occult’ by Christianity’s lens?

 

In large part, honestly? Probably, yes but tainted from their perspective.

 

There’s people who have rescinded ‘witch-craft’ (including ‘crystals’) and repented for their ‘sins’ to ‘see the Light’ of Jesus. Ok…I can respect that but I’m seeking a deeper truth behind with and through any conditioning…esp. when you consider there ARE other religions.

 

Maybe they don’t even understand what healthy Dark consciousness is and that is can PREVENT the shadows?

 

So…..What is the highest truth?

 

So can we EVER be fully accepted or integrated? Here’s the definition of ‘occult’;

 

oc·cult
/əˈkəlt/
noun
supernatural, mystical, or magical beliefs, practices, or phenomena.
“a secret society to study alchemy and the occult”

 

adjective
1.
of, involving, or relating to supernatural, mystical, or magical powers or phenomena.
“a follower of occult practices similar to voodoo”

 

Us practicing ‘gnostics’ are mystical and sure; much of what is out there can get caught up in shadow as false light, etc. but I’m referring to the true practitioners and specifically Grail lines.

 

So; are we occult? Hmm…I wouldn’t say so. Are my archetype beauty activations ‘occult’? I wouldn’t say so.

 

Aren’t we all under the same sun?

 

Maybe ‘occult’ is encoded with their own cloaked ignorance of what we are working with AS God’s (or Source’s) gifts in service and love.

 

And this may provide value conflict insight for some with religious upbringing like I had; many will project what we are doing is ‘devil worship’ or even ‘satanic’ by Christian hardliners as a projection without really knowing anything of what we are doing.

 

(Our general awareness is less Christ or Mohammad centric per se, yet generally we still respect them as authentic avatars).

 

What complicates things is that we have people like Doreen Virtue who moved to Christianity and Jesus Christ (who is an archetype btw).

 

Is it the fear of condemnation of anything outside of accepted religious conditioning (or some would say ‘dogma’) that would drive someone to rescind and renounce their previous work, or is it love? Maybe both.

 

(Again, I’m not denying Jesus’ power, truth and light at all b/c it IS real).

 

I’m definitely not atheist (b/c I am gnostically experienced intimately); I just don’t believe in God like religious conditioned masses do.

 

Heck; it was ayahuasca that PROVED to me that religion’s were right about hell all these centuries. I just found it gnostically from a different path and lens.

 

I think there is a comfort in conformity of the masses; if SOOOO many people are into a Religion it must be spiritually sound (existentially speaking) for the afterlife? Right..?

 

But how much of it is conditioning and even dogma around a direct spiritual connection with God?

 

(And again; where does Sophia or Goddess fit in most religion?)

 

I sought a deeper truth for me rather than just accepting their conditioning (also b/c I saw so many differences in the denominations).

 

And there are some couples moving towards a Christian style of partnership.

 

A side subject is the question; Is it possible to have ‘divine union’ within a Christian centric lifestyle and partnership? I think there are some couple who are finding something of a transition into that.

 

To me right now at least it seems far too much of a compromise and too constricting but I’m not an authority in that.

 

Is Jesus’ power real? Yes and from a gnostic, Krystic Grail lens he is more known as Yeshua who is an avatar of Communion principle.

 

The gnostic principle of the Sophianic-Rose lineage places Yeshua and Mary Magdalene as the original reunified lovers.

 

The neo-mythic ‘Da Vinci Code’ itself centers around the suppressed divine feminine Rose line throughout (religious) history related with Grail principle and the heretical concept of the true Holy Grail.

 

Heck; my friend Lisa Magdalena Bardell does RETREATS at Roslyn temple in Scotland!

 

 

So how deep does this go if we are seeking a deeper truth when there ARE forms of power and control out there?

 

((All of this again; meant as open investigation towards a deeper clarity in my own (shared) process))

 

“Who is your God?”

 

…Is another angle and would He/She/It embrace the fullness and spectrum of the immortal Divine Feminine consciousness and Beauty as well?

 

Would conscious sexuality be embraced or would it be hampered in favor of a form of ‘moralism’?

 

Ziggy Marley has a song “Love is my Religion” (I won’t go into my energy notes on it however)

 

It’s obvious that the Divine Feminine and Holy Mother HAS been suppressed and you’re not going to get an accurate answer from Red Pill Bros.

 

(That doesn’t mean however that we should just end up in all matriarchy because awakened ‘dinosaurs eat man and woman inherits the earth’ either per se).

 

 

I’ve said before that men are psycho-sexually and spiritually seeking The Holy Grail themselves; reunification itself. (Myself being fascinated by it in Indiana Jones & The Last Crusade but then seeking the Holy Grail myself)

 

 

It’s a chalice for a reason.

 

This potentiality is with Divine Feminine Beauty and sacred principle encoded in Communion itself which opens consciousness to God the Lover.

 

This sources with Sophia and God; Feminine and Masculine aspects of Source and with the archetypal Krystic-Yeshua & Mary Magdalene (who was a Grail Lover-Priestess); gnostic wisdom essentially verboten in classic religion.

 

I’d say that largely the world is out of balance because of the influence of religion and how (most of it) DOESN’T truly acknowledge the Divine Feminine (largely archetypal and siddhic); this other HALF of divine principle.

 

Pop religion (Christianity ie.) has suppressed Sophianic, Grail & Divine Feminine principle in favor of the paternal aspect (largely due to obvious religious control and this also has played out with the suppression of female sexuality and consciousness), not that there aren’t benefits and a realm of ‘order in the household’ to it per se….

 

But is religious moralism the highest truth or merely a good standard for ‘many people’ to ideally live by and stay out of actual sin (ie. bad karma)?

 

If we’re getting most of the sacred masculine side of divinity (albeit through religious and sometimes dogmatic conditioning which could be a shadow of interference), how much Truth HAS been suppressed?

 

What would it take for religions to embrace Sophianic principle? (Hinduism in some ways arguably comes closer).

 

They probably wouldn’t because it would undo centuries and millennia of tradition, power and influence.

 

(Did I mention I go into the Grail lines ‘n stuff more in the Calling of the Kingmaker report?)

 

Again; now is an important time for literally more MEN to rise and stand for this principled Truth.

 

Should we wait for religions themselves to change when we are aware of what feels to us as a greater truth?

 

One that doesn’t ‘take away’ from divine masculine principle but actually unlocks even MORE Godly codes within mankind?

 

For me; if the afterlife is on the line – it’s always about a higher Truth and to stand for Divine Feminine principle really is heresy b/c it’s what could have toppled The Church.

 

I have that courage; am living it and yet I am weary from faith fatigue (and not fully having God behind me).

 

I’m still doing it ‘all for Her/The Beloved’ for 21.5 years and there is infinitely more divine masculine God connection power I could have.

 

So am I the bastard son as a rogue soul from religion?

 

Or does His Kingdom TRULY include and embrace Divine Feminine principle as well?

 

And yet, Goddess IS awakening after eons of suppression with Grail work being generally the MOST powerful because it is (arguably and heretically) the original Source Code; God the Father and Goddess The Mother (aka ‘Sophia’).

 

There isn’t room in religion for it apparently (although more room in ‘New Age’ in general).

 

There are gnostic references and traditions outside of religion such AS the grail and priestess lineages and things like the Haga Sofia, Sofia Bulgaria, etc.

 

 

 

BTW, I also cover Grail lines and relevant stuff more in the ‘Calling of the Kingmaker‘ report.

 

In a way; the Divine Feminine Truth is still a direct threat to their power but this work is too important. (Hinduism btw has more a balance however of multiple masculine and feminine deities as archetypes; ie. Shiva & Shakti).

 

I could theocratically debate with Ben Shapiro, Candace Owens, Dr. Jordan Peterson, atheists, etc. because I simply have different views. Religion has its benefits and can provide ‘moral order’, but to us gnostics; they (the religious) are missing SO much.

 

I agree with some that a lot of people in regards to a higher power like religion, God or gnosticism; DO replace it with ‘The State’ or (unhealthy) celebrity worship.

 

 

Even Russell Brand recently converted to Christianity.

 

Remember this is my open thought-flow in seeking a deeper truth of basically..

 

Anyways;

 

I do worship without the shackles (or customs) of religion tradition; but it’s mostly The Beloved in reunification as a suppressed aspect of true Communion principle itself where I take on heretical God the Lover consciousness (you could understand how THAT might disturb the church order).

 

Something MASSIVE would be ‘missing’ if it was just about spirituality, zen and godliness without reunifying and relating to Goddess in the form of Beloved. I think I’m representing what millions of men have strived for; the Holy Grail.

 

I feel that most men sense something is ‘missing’ when Communion is with God the Father only. Ahem; maybe that’s why they’re still seeking the suppressed Holy Grail (of Communion with Divine Feminine principle which includes sexually and spiritually)?!

 

With religion; they are restricted from communing with Goddess Herself; their marriages (and sexual consciousness) to follow strict adherence to a certain ordained conservatism so it becomes closer to inter-physical exchange and raising family instead of bringing God and Goddess INTO the bedroom. That’s my view on it.

 

SO…IS there one ‘best’ truth?

 

Gene Keys itself is a path of spiritual contemplation and awakening. The siddhic quality of Truth is encoded in my purpose and wasn’t one to just accept what I knew was conditioning. I always sought a higher truth including of Beauty itself (which is what this work represents; sourced in Grail codes).

 

What if God Himself was looked at DIFFERENTLY from these varying lenses?

 

What if deities (and archetypes) were different God and Goddess fractals from different anthropomorphic lenses?

 

Throughout Christianity there are different denominations. These essentially are like different ‘sects’ (pronounced ‘sexts’ ;).

 

I actually have experience being immersed in;

 

Adventism

Catholicism

Protestantism

Baptist-ism

Lutheranism

Methodist-ism

Evangelicalism (which is like an active, more progressive form of different sects from my awareness)

Pentecostalism (ie. ‘Assembly of God’)

‘Non-denominationalism’, etc.

 

I’ve probably even been to an Eastern Orthodoxy service or 3 since I’ve been to Europe several times.

 

…and there are others; each with a different perspective on ‘God’.

 

And with Islam, Allah is the meta-archetypal ‘God’.

 

Anyways;

 

My father was literally a church builder and construction manager. He built many churches so we traveled a bit. I’ve literally experienced different beliefs and values AROUND God from these different religious fractals or denominations.

 

So if all of these denominations literally have their own conditioned and filtered lens and belief systems around ‘God’;

 

What if some have God as a vengeful, spiteful God storming the grapes of Wrath and sending sinners to hellfire?

 

Because that is the lens of some old school revival churches throughout U.S.A. (though they may be less common now).

 

…And yet others meanwhile preach that God is more accepting and ‘tolerant’?

 

There are differences; yet is it not ultimately the same SOURCE with and through it ALL? (Good spiritual research and experience has led me to this btw, but hold that thought).

 

And the Jewish religion (Judaism) has a very different perspective on Jesus Christ…and then there’s a new reform movement that is growing that accepts Christ role as a savior in Judaism.

 

Hmmm…these are a LOT of differences on God and the divine.

 

If religion has different humanistic views and interpretations ON divinity and the meta archetypal God, who is right?

 

I remember my some extended family members calling Catholics “cat-licks” as a slang term when I grew up because they believed differently.

 

Inter-denominational rivalry?

 

And let’s entirely put aside the concerns of mega churches and human flaws related to financing and just agree that there is generally goodness and intention with most of religion.

 

Maybe someone who has got lost in the false matrix of Light could absolutely benefit from returning to ie. Christian protocol.

 

So for myself, I have to look at; “What is the Highest Truth of God”? (And for you; that may be on your journey or not and YOUR upbringing may have also painted or even tainted your awareness of God, Allah or Buddha)…

 

After much spiritual and consciousness research I came up with a ‘Theory of Everything‘.

 

Uniphied Theory (available onsite) v1.11 essentially defines God as ;

 

“…the multi-dimensional spirit sentience (and the ‘presence’ of the Spirit as multi-dimensional ‘chi’) with and through all forms of Life including all frequencies spectrums of heaven and hell consciousness that exists within the construct
of the bio-physical universe – and may or may not have initially created it.”

 

So if God IS the greatness of Source with through and beyond all things, maybe there are just different access points and paths to higher truth…

 

Gnostics DO actually believe in a higher power or powers so we share that in common. I’m not atheist. I can prove to people that spiritual power is real so they can FEEL it.

 

And if you’ve done plant medicine journeys, you’ve explored other realms of consciousness in sentience and know that the afterlife is and must be real (SHARED with religion).

 

You would know that we are souls in the world of spirit and there is a material dimension.

 

My uniphied theory helps to pull and bridge things together from the secular and ‘gnostic’ including super-natural phenomena. You may be interested to read it.

 

In fact, ‘chi’ (as defined by Uniphied Theory) is essentially the spirit-sentient presence of God as multi-dimensional Life.

 

That alone bridges East and West as far as ‘spiritual-sentient power’.

 

Millions of people already literally feel ‘chi’ that is always present aka ‘orgone’, ‘ki’ or ‘prana’. This is also foundational to THIS work of fotonic beauty with vibe and light radiation that people can feel (allure and charisma) which extends BEYOND the mere 2″ of weak biophotons.

 

The ‘holy ghost power’ that I could literally feel sweeping through revival services in the midwest essentially IS the same concept as spiritual chi, just with a different lens and interpretation of it.

 

My late chi kung grandmaster would harness this power just more directly as a medical chi kung practitioner and yet revival preachers would harness it in ‘the laying on of hands’. Hmmm….merely different anthropomorphic lenses?

 

People in my circle speak light languages (hopefully I will start this year) and yet there is also ‘speaking in tongues’ throughout the Christian world. Hmm….right?

 

Yeah; you might be interested in reading ‘Uniphied Theory’ for a deeper spiritual dive that can help clarify things you’ve perhaps already known as well. There’s also the more image specific ‘Theory of Fotonic Quanta‘ onsite as well.

 

UT also presents a strong case FOR God, magic, quantum healing, para-normal activity and the unexplained in lieu of conventional astro-physical Science.

 

So it’s obvious there is higher divine power and many of us can SHOW others who may not believe.

 

And we also just have innumerable differences amongst denominations, religions and lineages anyways (and yet meta-similarities).

 

Oh – and what about the saying;

 

“All roads lead to Rome (if Rome is simply ‘closer to source’ or heaven – ok maybe not the ‘highway to hell’)?

 

Ok…this is helping.

 

Remember, I’m running through big themes with open questions as part of my investigation to have more security around God and being a worthy son/Son/sun.

 

So there is actually more in common with spiritual practices and religions across the world than just their differences and their differences *highlight* that there ARE different paths, fractals and avenues of understanding.

 

Some are more yogic and disciplined, others are more carefree and gnostic.

 

Also; how can they ‘all be wrong’ or ‘sinful’ if another spiritual tradition is just different than one humanistic-lens set of beliefs (as long as one is generally ‘good to thy neighbor’)?

 

And isn’t gnostic EXPERIENCE what it’s all about anyways (beneath and rituals or traditions) and the construct of religious power structures?

 

Isn’t it about building a PERSONAL, intimate relationship with God (or another deity as a fractal of God/Goddess or higher power)?

 

Aren’t religions just fractals that lead to source from their own anthropomorphic, historical perspectives mixed with their subjective experiences of the divine? (Yes; UT clarifies this).

 

Does the Bible and Quran still contain a lot of Universal truths? Sure.

 

Are there universal principles embedded within Taoism, Buddhism and Confucianism? Sure.

 

Nuggets of spiritual wisdom in ‘New Age’ teachings and Dr. Joe Dispenza? Sure.

 

If Jesus Christ is an avatar, wouldn’t Krishna also be a different avatar as a fractal of highest source?

 

Should we deny that other religions exist or have their own archetypes?

 

Why would we ever want to SUPPRESS Divine Feminine Truth (esp. if it is largely what’s keeping the world out of balance)?

 

Would Goddess, Kali and Lilith threaten to topple weaker or tyrannical men? Perhaps and yet couldn’t other archetypes REUNIFY King and Queen principle throughout all the lands? Yes.

 

We already know there is great suffering and tyranny not just b/c of shadow masculine – but b/c there is so much FRACTURE socially, sexually, spiritually between masculine and feminine consciousness that Grail principle would OPEN UP to heal and reunify amongst the sexes into ascension and heaven on earth.

 

Communion is arguably The Source Code.

 

Women on Grail paths would value a relationship with God the Lover but obviously most men wouldn’t (and thus seek the Holy Grail).

 

Which in my case would be with God the Father as His worthy son/Son/sun and not God the Lover, but fortunately I’ve found my Immortal Beloved.

 

Exploring consciousness and spirituality for many years supportive to my central reunification work allowed me to develop a more intimate albeit ‘gnostic’, religious-free relationship with God and the Divine Feminine.

 

My work in any case hasn’t centered on Christian ritual, values or Jesus as much.

 

I mean tantra, archetypes, remote energy work and alchemy are all quite a stretch from it.

 

So is God maybe more than what is painted by the Christian lens? (Can you understand the heresy in even asking such a question?)

 

“For God so Loved the world that He gave His only begotten son…”

 

Just today, someone just posted on my FB that in Greek ‘begotten’ means ‘monogenes’  – which isn’t specifically 1 son; yet rather ‘unique manifestation of the divine’.

 

Maybe that is a path to worthiness for the potentially krystic qualities within all of mankind to fulfill their highest purpose or role; (not to take away from the religious and arguably spiritual truth of the avatar Jesus as a gateway to forgiveness of sins, redemption and access to higher consciousness and Love of God).

 

Maybe there could be more than 1 son or saint?

 

If, He loved the world so much, wouldn’t he want to deputize other men and women to be guardians, guides and protectors for the sacred within humanity?

 

Actually I’m sure there are Bible verses that would support this but I don’t have that kind of time or memory right now!

 

Wouldn’t He want the highest evolution for the feminine as well?

 

There’s a big missing piece I’m going to bring in next.

 

What’s also relevant (in determining if there IS a pro-Beauty, pro-Goddess, pro-Communion, pro-Hieros Gamos God) is that years ago, (pre-woke) Oprah did a BRILLIANT Super Soul Sunday interview series on “How do you define God?“.

 

(If I’m not mistaken, that’s the exact video itself that I sourced the Powerliminal from)

 

She interviewed leading authorities including Eckhart Tolle and Deepak. It was around 11~12 years ago.

 

That was so relevant and inspirational to me that I turned it into a Powerliminal mix which I ended up calling ‘The Chairbender’ resource.

 

Although it was initially named ‘Who is God/God is’; in sessional meditation with it (and with Muse around) – I bent 2 steel-backed chairs in stillness on 2 different occasions in 2014 just sitting back and receiving the Light of God.

 

This was about 2 weeks before I went to an ashram in the Philippines (and THEN had my crown chakra activated by a living spiritual tantric guru who had an amazing connection to source and darshanic, alchemical charisma).

 

Unfortunately; they took the chair-bender resource off youtube b/c of a copyright claim – but some of you already have it from me personally. I also made a video version of that with a muse walking in slow motion up a beach and it’s still one of the most powerful go-to resources. The video version is probably what I was chair-bending to. You can view the original interviews at the link above.

 

So are we at risk of being ‘cast to hell’ for our ‘secular practices’ or for valuing ‘heaven on earth’?

 

Well, maybe so IF God was that 1950’s midwest tabernacle revival God. But maybe that was mostly human interpretation and (shadow) distortion off of Biblical truth.

 

Maybe much of religion HAS been undoubtedly distorted and interfered (shadows) with politics and influence…hmm…

 

For me; I’ve said that I’ll risk it all for the Beloved into the after-life…we’re staying the Bonnie & Clyde.

 

However, if I could get God’s blessing for the Guardian work I’m doing for the Divine Feminine, that would really be something (b/c honestly I know we could all use more divine masculine guardians to anchor the Light globally).

 

Oh; I’ve been doing the Guardian work (and past grid-working) IN my work and life, but I haven’t officially received His blessing yet (and don’t know if I ever will).

 

For sure much of ‘what we do’ is/was qualified as ‘witchcraft’ going back centuries but let me remind people that Grail work is CENTERED in the Light. How, when and where it touches upon the Dark is with integrity.

 

There are other paths that literally are more Dark and even shadow-crossover centric like Wiccanism, direct forms of Witchcraft, demonology, satanism, etc..Black magic is shadow work, not dark work. Shadow work in general reference is often about REMOVING shadows or integrating them (not to be mistaken with wielding black magic and creating negative karma aka ‘sin’).

 

Healthy Light and Dark is VERY GOOD (and being a good metaphorical neighbor).

 

 

(Just to reiterate; the Dark work I do is balanced with Light and is never about Shadow games, manipulation, deception, black magic, etc. btw)

 

But is the Dark really just more of what they do not understand, accept or embrace within their lens of spirituality?

 

Is ‘sin’ just another term for ‘karmic law’ and vice versa?

 

So, this concept of worshipping God intimately with and THROUGH your Union partner in the bedroom (hierogamy) and the ecstasy and soul fulfillment as Goddess consciousness; could that be Ok?  More than Ok?…

 

Yeah; that is heresy far outside the bounds of most all religion.

 

So; are many of you going to ‘burn in hell’ for such heresy to receive His love experientially and cosmically instead of just through stricter religious traditions that bound the levels of your Beauty and Liberation (in relationship or otherwise)?

 

OR….was that simply part of conditioned and indoctrinated religious conditioning?

 

It’s so simple for me to see that religion has suppressed and muted sexuality for so long (and so much of the ‘Dark’ power is with sexual truth), but does that lead to your highest Truth and fulfillment?

 

Anyways…these questions and this thought-flow isn’t meant to be resolved within this post. It’s meant to be inquisitive and maybe best kept as ‘open-ended’.

 

The main direct nexis point for me is in determining whether I AM a Son/son of God doing worthy work and that answer alone would be between Him & I intimately in session time itself…this workflow just warms me up for it and receiving what His message be for me.

 

And you know what? I’m going back into the ‘Chairbender’ resource itself in heavy sessions times.

 

Maybe I will connect and speak to both Yeshua and Jesus Christ in receiving codes as part of this process.

 

And for you; hopefully this helped your own inquisition in getting more clarity or resolution. Maybe you may also have to directly reunify or make amends with your past.

 

It helps that its Holy Daughter rather than ‘religious daughter’ or ‘pastors daughter’

 

 

….but you may have to work with that for releasing this type of conditioning (or for other major reasons!).

 

Either way; more Ascension Guardians, Grail Knights and Light Warriors should rise in righteous power and perhaps religious value conflicts shouldn’t be holding them back or having you live in hidden guilt or shame if God’s love covers all.

 

-Rion

5.26.2024

 

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