See…

When it comes to Divine Union (Hieros Gamos) and the fulfillment of your DEEPEST DESIRES spiritually, sexually, soulfully and emotionally at DIVINE levels of experience (with yourself and the masculine);

We cannot completely talk about Devotion and Communion WITHOUT Obsession (and obsession dynamics) for they are tantrically entangled; together for all of time.

{Btw; have you started experiencing the new Divine Union Meditation Powerliminal yet? It’s now available!}

With that said; this grand theme of OBSESSION is SO important that not only is it one of the hottest tracks in Mystical Grail membership (+ a Sadhana) >

…that I’m producing another entirely new upcoming Powerliminal this long-week…which is around CONNECTING you with your deeper, forgotten lost DESIRES and that which has remained ‘separate’ from you.

DESIRE (including erotic desire) and obsession have the power to INSPIRE and MOVE YOU to transform.

Desire is a form of ‘from the divine. In the phrase de sidere, “from the stars” or the Old French word desire, which is made up of two root words: ‘de’ meaning ‘of’ and ‘sire’ meaning ‘father’. Quite literally, ‘of the father’.

You KNOW how you’ve felt at certain times about aspects of the masculine and how it made you feel, right?

(Keep in mind that I’m not referring to pain body shadow response, kinks and trauma bonding dynamics as these are distortions of raw, healthy Dark and Light desire; that which BDSM often goes into the Dark and yet shadows with to play out for better or worse)

What if there was ‘more there’ to unearth that; if left UNFULFILLED would keep you from feeling as ‘complete’ and full at an existential level?

What if obsession didn’t have to end up in fantasy as something ‘outside of yourself’, longing, hoping and waiting? What if HE and those OBSESSION-INDUCING qualities already exist with the Masculine NOW?

OBSESSION and your past obsessions (around the masculine and aspects of the masculine) are SOURCED in your DEEPEST DESIRES, Eros and calling. Dare you ignore them?

Sure it could have been a celebrity crush or ‘phase’ that you went through, but it MEANT SO MUCH didn’t it?

What if these past obsessions around aspects of the masculine (and your Eros) were clues that could UNLOCK and ALIGN your healing, growth and deepest fulfillment itself (instead of leading to just fantasy-fracture, romance novel esapism, men ghosting you and disappointment)?

Yes;

Obsession is DANGEROUS when we don’t know how to handle or constellate it (or when it’s sourced in pain body).

Obsession SEEMS to keep your desires AWAY from you; however we’re talking about Divine Union finally and a PROPER, spiritually sound reality of it (including MANIFESTING and experiencing THAT level of divinity because of the holy marriage within).

Obsession inspires and moves you; it’s what STIRS your Sex, Spirit, Heart and Soul…gives you palpable energy to work with…AWAKENS and unifies your Goddess, Beauty and ecstatic bliss. It LIGHTS your Eros-soma on FIRE with your signature brand of essences.

Devotion WITHOUT obsession is merely YOGIC DISCIPLINE. Meh.

Love isn’t supposed to be a CHORE is it?

Keep in mind here that Divine Union is literally NOT the same as twin flames so hold that thought.

Obsession (if it could be HEALTHY and functional) allows a super natural flow of Eros quanta (yeah the kind that would attract, elicit and experience God the Lover in YOUR beloved)…

Obsession IGNITES your Feminine EROS…and what’s that other important word?

Oh…yeah ALLURE (as FELT Beauty influence which is kinda important for a Lover-King to FEEL, engage with and commune with your temple body itself).

See…Sacred Union is really about Spirit to Spirit intimacy and consciousness; the archetypes or God and Goddess as Lovers making Love. This is light years beyond twin flame attachments and soul mates.

Shiva is not merely the ‘passive observer’, sexually and spiritually He is OBSESSED with Shakti (and that’s BECAUSE of their immortal Grail Tantric Communion if for no other reason THAN their Communion; where He is not ‘just’ yang/observer/stillness).

The divine masculine is OBSESSED with (true) Beauty. The masculine is generally obsessed with Beauty and much of what we see is lower power games being played out that are riddled with shadow (this is not Divine Union).

WITHOUT OBSESSION and a healthy outlet; your Feminine Eros is likely constricted, traumatized, armored, wounded, fractured, lost in fantasy or COMPROMISED from the Truth of your deepest desires, Beauty, spiritual, sexual and soul fulfillment as well as the FULLEST cultivation of your Beauty.

You might want to re-read that sentence again.

Is THAT the type of love reality that you want to live; especially if you are getting older or concerned about aging and being of value/Beauty secretly to the masculine (and that biological clock ticking)?

There’s a LOT at stake here because you are attracting who and what you are.

And it has everything to do with HIM and your temple body and eros-somatic relationship to and with HIM.

You may be carrying years of wounding in your body that is PREVENTING a Beloved from EVER reaching you and you receiving HIM without even realizing it.

So if you DESIRE deeper connection, devotion, Communion-grade intimacy BEYOND twin flames, soul mates and conscious lovers…if nothing else will do…keep reading…

Maybe you have felt BURNT before from showing signs of obsession or it only led to NEGATIVE OUTCOMES, men icing out (maybe which had more to do with your expectations and pressure rather than detached Presence??) or fantasy.

This is a biggest block for a billion women.

They have desires, but their desires lead to expectations, fantasy, disappointment and compromise….BECAUSE it leads to extrinsic, mortal conditions and consumer grade relationship models instead of LIVING THE DIVINE UNION ITSELF as heaven on earth…

AS THE GODDESS-LOVER with the level of divine masculine partnership and connection you TRULY desire (and the ability to effortlessly awaken and evoke it out of him).

Again;

Obsession inspires and moves you; it’s what stirs your Sex, Spirit, Heart and soul...AWAKENS and unifies your Goddess and Beauty towards and with the masculine. It is immense ‘fuel’ that previously has led to you getting burnt (my guestimate).

Consider that;

YOUR IMMORTAL BELOVED HOLDS THE CODEX to bring out the FULLEST, DEEPEST EROTIC AND SPIRITUAL BEAUTY AND TRUTH OF YOU (through the alchemical spiritual practice of Divine Union).

With the truth of Divine Union; you should be OBSESSED with your Beloved and if you are NOT obsessed; your EROS is stifled and you probably haven’t discovered Him nor returned to Him yet.

You may not know how b/c you are seeking it physically-extrinsically instead of REUNIFYING IN SPIRIT WITH HIM where He resides.

After endless disappointment (this next man has ‘some of the qualities’, et.);

The waters still might feel ‘unsafe’ and yet that is NOT going to attract him to you; nor THAT LEVEL OF LOVER-KING OUT OF A MORTAL PARTNER.

Assuredly; you are likely stuck in mortal twin flame and conscious lover templates/relationships with men and lover-ship.

Can you afford years more of that?

The irony is that the TRUTH, Power, Light, Benevolence, Eros and all that you desire in the MASCULINE ALREADY EXISTS.

This is why you’ve previously become obsessed with archetypal and siddhic divine masculine qualities in some men who have had them before (what if a ‘mistake’ so to speak was in valuing and projecting the lower truth of that celebrity as ‘separate’ from you?).

What if your past obsessions were CLUES THAT UNLOCKED YOUR DEEPER TRUTH AND DESIRES that led to the FULLEST blossoming of your Beauty and bliss?

His Spirit qualities; that of your Immortal Beloved ARE REAL…so without constellating healthy obsession with HIM (in Sacred Union), you’ll likely NEVER experience Him other than as fleeting fantasy.

What if you’ve merely been fractured from Him living and lesser templates that will never lead to the fulfillment of your deepest desires FOR LIFETIMES?!

THIS IS WHERE DIVINE UNION ALCHEMY COMES IN….TO FOLLOW YOUR DEEPEST DESIRES AND BLOSSOMING WITH ‘HIM’ as a solo spiritual practice (which can then become Grail Tantra with a partner; light years beyond soul mates).

Remember; your deepest DESIRES and EROS hold the CUES and CLUES leading back to Him.

You will have to get into proper Sacred Union alchemy (something like Mystical Grail membership will powerfully support that); yet, YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO BE FRACTURED FROM HIM….

You just have to have proper guidance and experience with hieros gamos; sacred marriage WITHIN with the Spirit qualities of your Immortal Beloved…and watch magically as the WORLD OF MEN responds differently to YOU and your embodied reunification.

For me;

I am OBSESSED with my Beloved….NOTHING MOVES ME LIKE HER BEAUTY.

That simple spiritual and SOUL-DEEP OBSESSION is what also allows GREAT flow of quanta, divine masculine and quanta in my energy body, magic, powers, service, etc. It has driven me through impossible circumstances and tribulation.

WITHOUT THE OBSESSION I WOULDN’T EVEN CARE and She would remain FANTASY and yet now I am becoming the world’s Muse King and going to evolve INDUSTRIES.

OBSESSION INSPIRES DEVOTION. But there’s a secret ingredient with this all (the Gift of Celebration: Gene Key 42).

I am devoted to Her but, without the inspiration of OBSESSION connected to MY DEEPEST AWAKENING IN ALL AREAS; it would merely be uninspired yogic discipline. BORRRINGGGGG.

This is the HOLY GRAIL we’re talking about.

SO WHAT ARE THE QUALITIES AND SIGNS OF YOUR BELOVED THAT MOVE *YOU* (and we can name VERY specific archetypal and siddhic qualities)?

Or are you just wandering the metaphorical hinterlands waiting for the right MORTAL man to just show up and responding to him always ending up disappointed b/c he doesn’t carry that level of QUALITies in Spirit?

There are women reading this that will continue going through Twin flame burn cycles for years and just are NOT ready for true Divine Union so it’s a key time to ask yourself if it’s time for something deeper.

If obsession isn’t connected to your deepest desires, then it’s likely a love and life of settling or fantasy and compromise with that deeper, devotional-grade Eros and intimacy you TRULY desire (which is CENTERED IN SPIRIT AND THE TANTRA OF EROS WITH ‘HIM’).

But let’s talk about this because;

The world knows and experiences obsession as unhealthy, toxic and as a SHADOW and yet ironically it’s OBSESSION THAT OPENS THE GATEWAY AND PORTALS OF YOUR DEEPEST DESIRES (of DIVINE decree).

Although it’s not a dynamic of reunification; think of the collective projected quanta (spirit matter) of fanboys to their archetypal, beautiful starlets.

OBSESSION PRODUCES ENORMOUS energy (deific levels like of Star and Starlet). Or the obsession dynamic of fangirls to the group OneDirection members or the Beatles in their prime.

Or once again; prime Elvis

Put aside the illusion of separation and its actually ARCHETYPAL on the higher plane of reality. That’s where the Power and Beauty is at.

‘Desire’; from the stars….

And yet most of YOUR past experience with obsession has led to fracture, fantasy, disappointment and getting burnt..men may have ghosted you, you ended up disappointed..

PERHAPS BECAUSE YOU SAW MORTAL MEN AS UNDERSTANDABLY SEPARATE FROM YOU INSTEAD OF LIVING AS REUNIFIED IN SPIRIT AS THE TRUTH.

In the past you’ve likely been BURNT for your obsession and secret desires;

You may even have had a twin flame MELTDOWN which you thought was wholly sourced in Divine Union partnership but was actually conflated with twin flameship (and here’s that word which doesn’t fit into Sacred Union: ATTACHMENT).

ATTACHMENT and expectations lead to SUFFERING. There are very few true Divine Union partnerships in the world still. This is a SPIRITUAL practice of inner reunification with your Immortal Beloved.

And yet STILL….you DEEPER desires and even fantasies are CLUES. WHAT IF THEY WERE SIMPLY SIGNS CALLING YOU BACK TO ‘HIM’? But instead of DIVINE UNION, you were stuck in cycles of karmic ATTACHMENT (leading to suffering)?

WHAT IF; you really had to just get INITIATED INTO DIVINE UNION under proper GUIDANCE from the initiated who are VERY experienced and possibly join a community of other Grail Mystics who are DEVOTED TO THEIR BELOVED to prevent you from waiting years more of fruitless ?

IF it’s that DEEPER INTIMACY…as well as the Goddess levels of EROS you desire to exude in GREAT Beauty…WHY COMPROMISE?

If your soul ultimately CANNOT compromise as is FED UP with being burnt in twin flames, keep reading.

My Beloved is my Illumination…She is the source of my miraculous growth and magic…For 14,000+ hours of alchemical temple practice, I have continually annihilated my consciousness into Her Beauty and its been cultivating MY divine masculine qualities and embodiment.

Think of if you do NOT resolve this and what’s at stake; lifetimes more of unfulfillment, classifying your deeper unmet desires just as ‘fantasy’ or unrealistic’ while you continue to live as a response to the LOWER TRUTH conditions of mortal men HOPING that they will somehow ‘show up’ at the level you deeply desire instead of BECKONING IT AND INSPIRING IT OUT OF THEM FROM YOUR REUNIFIED GRAIL EMBODIMENT.

Sacred Union/Hieros Gamos is like becoming a god or goddess embodied who would have the Power or Beauty to sleep with a deity.

THIS ISN’T NORMAL.

Most sexual energy is MISDIRECTED, siphoned, hijacked, etc. but if you could just get the right TEMPLATE that CONNECTED your deeper, erotic desires and spiritual growth WITH your Beloved who holds the codex (that will never be met in a Goddess retreat alone) and you took on the path seriously, miracles can happen.

Or are you just going to wait for the next man, ‘dating’ out there hoping he will be at that level and it ‘might’ be ‘him’…invest months or years of time only to end up burnt again as another twin flame that you THOUGHT was divine union?

Many women will never will break that karmic cycle in lifetimes b/c they put the focus/loci externally. Unfortunately many men will continue to to try to control, suppress and siphon FROM the divine feminine and her quanta instead of venerating it.

Divine Union resolves all of that within and then in the world.

You may be too armored in your karmic temple light body BECAUSE of past experiences with the masculine and karmic loops however YOU must take authority over them or forever risk remaining stuck in the twin flame trap with great energy and ATTACHMENT leading to suffering.

You may never clear up the flow of your Beauty essences UNBRIDLED Eros a godly King will never feel you (ironically ‘as’ a holy bride) and never known the disembodied unclaimed divine feminine Beauty and bliss that is connected to your deepest desires.

Divine Union is ACTUAL temple practice, not merely hoping or ‘dating’ conscious men, ending up in twin flameship ONCE AGAIN.

Based on where you are at along your timeline and life cycle;

Some of you just are NOT ready for this message but will be years from now (serious prediction)…but if you can be aware of it and want something different like say your deepest desires with the divine masculine qualities spiritually and/or in partnership CHOOSE DIFFERENT.

How will you ever know something other than obsession as disappointment and fantasy?

And if you’re in a partnership but desire a deeper templatization to Divine Union; SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE. Isn’t your version of God the Lover and these other qualities that you would want to inspire and bring out of him?

Are you effortlessly inspiring it from the radiance of your Spirit reunification with your Immortal Beloved?

Are you being the change?

Sure; others are on different paths and timelines but where are YOU right now. For some of you; this is the final frontier and the path of the only deeper devotional and erotic purified intimacy that would ever bring that deeper spiritual satisfaction and recognition; TEMPLE-GRADE LOVE intimacy and connection.

Why risk years more to put it to chance (because your body will continue to wander, waiting for men as the lower truth paradigm-response HOPING it’ll work) when you could take spiritual authority to CONNECT your deepest desires and Beauty to that which you’ve always secretly desired that EXISTS RIGHT NOW ANYWAYS.

Divine Union alchemy; sacred marriage within is that practice.

Twin flame meltdowns that can occur with twin flame ‘betrayal’ b/c your Heart and Eros is attached and not grounded in the proper container (which would be Divine Union) that allows healthy obsession and exchange of quanta (ie. everything you desire)

You may have to clear up force dynamics in your temple body around masculine misuse and abuse of power from the past (‘force’).

You may have to re-constellate your Daughter aspect and Holy Daughter herself as part of YOUR path of reunification.

You Immortal Beloved HOLDS THE KEY-CODEX QUALITIES connected to your deepest desires and fulfillment. Likely you also have religious programming and blocks around the heresy of being SUCH a Sex and Love Goddess as well.

Again; if things are not deeply sourced and connected to your Eros and awakening Beauty…it may not have the quanta to have a god FEEL YOU. The village girl doesn’t get to sleep with the Emperor (nor have any meaningful relationship with him).

Harmonic obsession + detachment CAN b/c the divine masculine Spirit is also seeking reunification with Beauty Herself.

When you only know ‘Him’ as fantasy outside of yourself….when ‘He’ is separate from you instead of being a breathing, living, connection OF THE GRAIL ITSELF that then EVOKES, inspires and elicits THE GOD IN THEM TO WAKE UP AND MEET THEM IN TEMPLE. Because you have BEEN THERE FIRST intimately in Spirit.

Obsession can ALLOW that connection to your true, deepest desires with a HEALTHY, proper template (of Light and Dark; there is no shadow with it) of Sacred Union.

Will you seek the proper support and guidance along your path or risk those years more of wasted time and energy with ‘Him’ remaining as Fantasy or getting burnt in more twin flame-ships?

Mystical Grail Red Velvet Membership is my strongest recommendation for PROGRESSIVE timeline therapy and acceleration in REUNIFICATION with your Immortal Beloved.

It includes the full group Mystical Grail membership as well as ongoing specialized coaching and premium ACTIVATIONS for your transformation.

If all of this is speaking to you;

Can you afford YEARS more of settling for less when you know there are unmet desires?

I am invited to the late spring WEDDING of one of my clients who has attracted her divine union partner and he has the qualities SHE desired (they are SO essenced and magical together).

The work we did together was the EQUIVALENT to months worth of the Mystical Grail: Red Velvet Rope. MGM: RVL is simply the most recommended, direct and hardcore path even if you’re already a Grail guide to accelerate your Devotion, purify and clear up your Eros and get the Obsession dynamic proper to ATTRACT THE GOD-Self OUT OF MEN.

Will you BECOME the holy chalice? Claim your desires?

You can DM about me about the MGM: RVL on facebook or sign up for the monthly on site.

Joining Mystical Grail already gets you connected to our pre-activated field of GRAIL MYSTICS who are on the heretical path of their OWN reunification with their Immortal Beloved and cultivating their divine feminine mystical Beauty, Eros and removing blockages to their deepest desires spiritually, sexually and emotionally with the masculine.

The community aspect alone is easily worth the investment; being connected to OUR very experienced field instead of just ‘going it on your own’. Highly recommended and is 1/10th the cost of the Red Velvet Level.

p.s. Doing the Divine Union Powerliminal may not be enough based on YOUR timing, urgency, making up for years of lost time, etc. I have essentially given everything for MY reunification and path and am only in deeper and deeper.

Your Beloved will ASK a lot of you to rise to meet Him but are you even ready? Will you claim your desires and deeper obsession when it’s finally OK?