My 2nd Time W/Bufo: 5MeO-DMT

Beauty Essence Blog Meditation Rion Kati

Ahh….bufo! (Like “Ahh, Venice…”).

 

 

Ahh….bufo! (Like “Ahh, Venice…”).

 

 

 

 


But that’s not how I always felt about it.

 


Yes, within the last week I had returned for a second ceremony of bufo @ Maya Tulum with my referral (through a client of mine). It was clear I was called to it and it was an obvious ‘next step’.

 


((BTW; I wrote about my first ever, recent bufo experience here on the blog ))

 

 

 

After doing ‘The Crucible’ with a most powerful shaman in the Amazon basin in a private ceremony in a loft in downtown Iquitos after being an underwhelming ayahuasca experience on the Amazon (I felt more for beginners), it had been about 6 months after and I was called to do bufo.

 


This was in spring 2020 and I was going to come down from Playa del Carmen to the Bufo Alvarius Sanctuary in Tulum…I started doing some research but then my vestibular issue (which I called ascension vertigo then) flared up and it created all kinds of additional anxiety around ‘doing bufo’.

 


Bufo of course being the 5 MeO-DMT experience with the Sonoran desert toad which carries this God molecule in its bufo-toxins (do these toads ever lick each other out there?)

 


So what happened is that I built up anxiety, trepidation and authentic forms of FEAR around it for 5.5 years before I went in during my God Molecule crucible which I wrote about on the blog here. We ended up doing straight 5MeO-DMT (which I didn’t really know about at all until I was talking with them) instead of bufo then while we were consulting around my vestibular issue which they said they hadn’t known anyone who had it who ever did this sacrament.

 


It was more accurate to get the dosage amount because bufo dosage was more variable (and unreliable), so I first had direct 5MeO-DMT ( a very strong 7 mg).

 


After that, I did get to finally doing bufo which I also wrote about on the blog but basically my 2nd experience here was what I thought my first experience would be like and my first 5MeO-DMT experience was what I thought the next (3rd) bufo experience would be like.

 


NOW? I don’t have anxiety around it…in fact, I LOOK FORWARD to continuing to work with it. Yes; we’re basically talking the ~most powerful psychotropic known to mankind.

 


Bufo has alkaloids that help rejuvenate cellular repair and growth neurologically and many other benefits in addition to being a host of The God Molecule itself.

 


“5-MeO-DMT, also known as 5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine, as well as O-methylbufotenin or mebufotenin, is an atypical psychedelic drug, entheogen, and alkaloid of the tryptamine and 5-methoxytryptamine families.[8][1][5][2] It is found naturally in a wide variety of plant species, and is also secreted by the glands of at least one toad species, the Colorado River toad (Incilius alvarius, formerly Bufo alvarius).[8] It may occur naturally in humans as well.” -Wikipedia

 


For years; I lived with this anxious trepidation around the idea of it…like a dragon that had to be slayed.

 


There was something VERY REAL (at least in my subjective experience or ‘false evidence appearing real’) about the ‘terror barrier’.

 


It was a large and vast ‘unknown’…even AFTER doing regular 5MeO-DMT b/c I still didn’t know what to anticipate (remember I thought it was going to be even more powerful at the same dosage; not that it isn’t powerful, but they’re each their own medicine with different ‘ranges’ so to speak).

 


Granted, I had a legitimate health concern that AMPLIFIED my concerns, but it was finally time to ‘face them’ as a Soul Warrior and I found my own way with these sessions to become initiated and dissolve any terror barriers.

 


I overcame most of that and officially with my first bufo session but there was still more to be initiated INTO to really have the more integrated and priceless levels of Warriorship that would be relevant to other areas of living powerfully in-self with.

 


I’ve mentioned before, not everyone is called to it, but there is something authentic to not overlook about where in your life you may be ‘hiding out’ from things with terror barriers that you KNOW you are supposed to break through with (for some it could be facing the Beauty or Power of their Beloved and the threat of their own unworthiness so they keep living in denial).

 


Like; I’m not called to ibogaine (iboga) yet or ever. That’s just not my battle but I’ve gone through the battles and tribulations (many) that I knew I was supposed to. So where might you be compromising on something you know that YOU should be doing?

 


So yeah; back to our storyline…and similar to my previous experience with bufo; again the math didn’t really add up. I’m getting a little ahead of myself so let me digress…

 


So yeah; it was another lovely beach weathery day as I biked down with less anxiety….as I arrived and took off my sandals with a little concern of the light dirtiness on my feet (I may have to foot mop the floor with some bounty towels later) she had the ceremonial space set up in the yoga shala in a different area facing more southerly.

 


Relevant accoutrement, incense and altar area.

 


I was more grounded and embodied and less anxious than before until we moved into ceremony prep…I felt some good, healthy normal anxiety knowing it was going to be an experience (and stronger than last time) yet with a bit more confidence about how my system (still healing in harvest) reacts to it.

 


Actually I wasn’t as light-headed this time going in (things were relatively ‘normalized’) so that helped also yet still; holding the o-pipe with the medicine to my heart I felt that mix of excited, activated-ness with maybe 18% anxiety but otherwise prepared.

 


It was still a risk because of my vestibular issue that others don’t have to worry about.

 


But again; I knew I was called to it (for and with Beloved) and before I left I had called upon my Hero and Warrior into embodiment and guides to be with me throughout…even if there was ‘some’ remaining form of anxiety like before going into battle in the prescient moments before partaking; it was to do the right thing anyways.

 


You’ve either done bufo or you haven’t.

 


B/c remember; there are people who will jump out of perfectly good airplanes (oh; hey I’ve done that too..ok just 1 airplane so far) who wouldn’t dare touch this medicine.

 


We had talked also for 1/2 hour before me booking this one on zoom audio. This time I had for sure wanted to go stronger.

 


She was planning for me to do the full ‘starter’ breakthrough dose of 70mg (at once instead of split)…and I was like let’s talk about that (that was too light for me)…

 


I was previously planning and actually already thinking 100mg just to ensure a stronger experience (or even more than that like 125mg) but she felt 100mg should be the maximum for now and prepared it. It felt good knowing that she didn’t want to go further so that is our topline for now and what’s meant to be.

 


So I had the entire rug and sarong spread-set to myself with 2 pillows that I tested ahead of time (this is important to me).

 


And then sitting up we had the 100mg dose prepared…I was getting more used to things by now so she lit it and I did my best to inhale as much as I could (telling her beforehand I can’t hold my breath as long as normal b/c it can threaten my vestibular condition and put me in a danger zone)…there was a little bit of confusion if I was doing it correctly but I inhaled and held as much as I can and she promised to start counting faster this time instead of the big delay.

 


I think I made it to around 5 before I had to exhale and then leaned back.

 


Similar to last time, it was a gentle but obvious gradient into ‘the zone’; this time more significant of course. The ego was less active and it was generally an egoless zone.

 


Going into it I already sensed that it still might not be as strong as the 5MeO-DMT but that it didn’t have to be; eventually I would get there with bufo…that’s what made me enjoy this more.

 


It’s an obvious but magical zone of Unity that I was getting more used to and enjoying…again; quite gentle and manageable…with the ego subdued it allows you to experience more directly as your soul so it’s very purifying including alchemically as it works though the system.

 


It’s not like I blasted out; I was still there; I guess ‘in body’ but it’s just a different experience more directly connected to the divine where higher frequencies are saturating your energy field.

 


I did some lightworking during it but there was no specific theme…I whispered key codes again like ‘Beloved’ (of course I said ‘all for thee my Love, together’ at the start).

 


I also said “I AM….multi-orgasmic, multi-millionaire”…it’s basically a siddhic experience directly.

 


The ego being present enough to guide with key codes…there wasn’t too much releasing this time but there was some that I helped to support…at one point I could feel the medicine landing more and affecting my cellular body in the legs, reviving them (this medicine healed a previous facilitator from some weird leg injury btw).

 


The whole experience lasted I dunno around 13 human minutes with an obvious but manageable ‘fade-in’ and then it stayed kinda strong in a very slow gradient ‘fade-out’.

 


(I don’t know why more people don’t do this more often!). So it was very beautiful and I just accepted that it didn’t have to be my strongest experience with it (those are indeed yet to come) but that everything was working out perfectly with my intention of this being a 2nd initiation and bridge transition into long-term with the medicine.

 


It’s so beautiful and I guess it’s not normal for people to work with it as often as I’m going to but I just have a hardcore darshana and dharma.

 


I’m still going to see what it’s like with stronger future dosages to compare to a parallel with 5MeO-DMT while also fully respecting this medicine and my growing legacy with it.

 


After what seemed like the end of the experience-ceremony, it was a little bit jarring how vibrationally from where I was ; but she offered me another dose to go deeper. I had zero resistance to this and felt it was a really good idea if she’s offering. (She was concerned I didn’t fully properly inhale).

 


The number 60mg came to mind for a follow-up dose so she prepared that and then gave me re-calibration on how BEST to partake with some extra coaching.

 


See; the sanctuary facilitator lady ~3 months ago gave me perfect instructions thoroughly before and this medicine woman, she had instructed me and figured I was a little more experienced than I was but I’m still getting used to it…

 


I do remember last time she calibrated me between doses to do the faster inhale but with all that was going on this time I just didn’t remember.

 


I didn’t feel any shame or guilt towards myself (we still ended up with the original 70mg worth SHE intended at least!); I was breathing it in too slow but unknowingly.

 


She ‘could have’ reminded me pro-actively before to do the faster quicker inhale or it collects up before this first dose; BUT it was a micro-learning lesson for both of us.

 


I think it was really meant to be because even she said something to the likes of ‘whatever is meant to be is meant to be’ AND I was fully trusting my guides and her.

 


So then I followed her more precise instructions and calibration and actually was able to hold my breath the proper amount WITH the faster inhale to straw-suck it all in and then cover my mouth and she said ‘perfect’. (NOW, I REALLY have it down and won’t have to be reminded again).

 


Her concern was that I hadn’t taken the full 100mg initially, which is why she offered it in good hopes of wanting me to have a fuller experience (and value even though I was ok with things). So yes; I felt great about a 2nd dose.

 


And afterwards, because I did the 2nd dose of 60mg perfectly; I was able to gauge that the first dose was still a bit stronger so even though it was 100mg I at least took in 70mg worth+60mg. So technically, I’ve taken bufo 4 times!

 


In both these 2 doses, I reached a point of egolessness with only occasional hints of egoic thought which reminded me to ‘let go’ and ‘trust the fullness’ of whatever this is meant to be without expectation (and KNOWING that it still wasn’t as strong as the smaller 7mg direct or of future doses I’ll partake with bufo AND in knowing it still has that kind of power; we just have to calibrate the dosages to me)

 


In the experience, she had supportive music was playing (it wasn’t Saturday Night Fever’) but it’s like it fades away and in this format at least I’m hardly aware of it…It’s just this gorgeous pure state of egolessness.

 


Bufo ironically is and has been VERY GENTLE with me (so far at least); which is ironic in part because my experience with 5MeO-DMT synthetic (bio-identical) was the experience other people (like Mike Tyson) were saying they had with bufo.

 


I guess with more experience (and some different sources) and I will figure out more into why.

 


I know that I’m a powerful soul (and now with Son of God reclaimed); but even I had to kinda ‘ease’ into bufo to play it relatively safer with my still healing vestibular dynamic (so I’m glad the 5MeO-DMT was what it was)….again the math doesn’t add up but I’m ok with that. I had 3x the equivalent DMT this time vs. the first with DMT and that was *still* 3x stronger.

 


Go figure. But I respect each as their OWN unique medicine…they don’t have to directly compare whatsoever.

 


Also; one guy said he had done 5MeO-DMT and bufo at the Alvarius Sanctuary within 2 weeks and he said they were basically the same. Hmm…I didn’t partake both there but my experience is that there are similarities but they aren’t the same. When I do reach similar breakthrough dosage with bufo, then I’ll know more.

 


All of this can help YOU discern if and when you may be called to bufo – at least its on your radar now. She was saying there’s only been about 1 million doses total ever done like this. There’s actually no indigenous tradition of people doing it either; it came about within mere decades of discovery and usage.

 


So…I wasn’t only thinking about the numbers then; I was trusting the experience and am more active with it now in retrospect but again;

 


How I could have partook with only 7mg of bio-identical 5MeO-DMT (light to regular dose range) and how that blew me to outer space and my corner of the cosmos and how on the 2nd experience of bufo here (technically 160mg and equivalent of 2.4x the DMT would still be gentler than the 7mg?

 


I dunno….we both talked and figured it had to do with my tolerance b/c when I took 5MeO I hadn’t had DMT since ayahuasca 6 years earlier. SO BE AWARE that YOUR experience may not be anything like what mine is. Even the sourcing of the toad can be different…hers may not be the 15% DMT ratio…it might actually be 6%, we don’t know (but it’s amaZing natural medicine!).

 


That’s also why I’m going over the numbers so much because others DON’T and this helps my SUPPORTIVE ego tune in along with my intuition and guides to help me make the right shot calls AS moving into things with faith.

 


Ironically I shared some of this information and a client of mine decided it WASN’T his timing for DMT even with the advice that he could request a lower dose to start and have them prepare a follow-on dose (taking that advice could help you shave YEARS off of your potential initiation with DMT btw).

 


Anyways; I can refer her to you if you’re serious about things in Tulum.

 


Her source is very pure, attuned and hand-selected on the property she has or has access to (for the milking). Somehow I’m thinking that other sources of bufo may be more potent or something but I don’t mind at all; I just have to take a larger amount to reach breakthrough range dose (remember I’m kinda large too around 100 kg + with an enormous temple body space).

 


I think what’s understated still is how much I LOVE the medicine and how much I’m meant to KEEP working with it semi=actively and long-term….to ME, ‘her’ medicine (sourced) is very GENTLE and pure.

 


This is a beautiful thing. It wasn’t like the freight train experience that I first had with 5MeO-DMT…this makes it very friendly to experiment around with higher doses (relatively) safely, etc. which I would work up to.

 


My valuation for this session was to be open to whatever healing but most importantly it was to build a BRIDGE as a 2nd initiation into working with bufo for the LONG-TERM. Again; DMT (a.k.a. ‘The God Molecule’ is VERY Muse line friendly).

 


My greatest takeaway from this one was really that this was like a FRIENDSHIP BRIDGE and transition into working with bufo/DMT far more often than 6 years apart.

 


And all of a sudden I’ve done bufo 4 times already with more experiences already planned and I’ve got a lot of work to do with both micro-dosing AND breakthrough doses.

 


Remember that 5MeO-DMT is more like the ‘oneness with Source’ experience and N,N DMT which is what is in ayahuasca (with MAO inhibitors so it lasts a lot longer); this brings more VISIONARY experiences (like I literally WAS the jaguar striding through the jungle palms within 3 minutes during the Crucible, I WAS the thunderbird soaring above mountains, being IN an astral swamp, etc.).

 


It seems 5MeO is far less likely to be open to astral interference and entities which can happen a lot with ayahuasca but that can be part of the experience and journey (people criticize it but you just really have to know how to CLEAN THINGS UP afterwards).

 


Critical to be aware of is NOT to partake bufo (which lasts around 23 minutes) in tandem with MAO inhibitors (like ayahuasca or changa). Bufo and direct 5MeO-DMT doesn’t have the MAOI effect on the neuro-transmitters so it lasts much faster…she said there’s only been like 3 documented deaths with bufo and 1 of those was when someone did ayahuasca followed-up by bufo b/c the MAOI’s were still in their system. That is DANGEROUS and could be lethal.

 


This is all UNOFFICIAL, off the record advice (along with my experience) and you are responsible for your own research, decisions and consequences; I (and my source) are fully held harmless from any claims; but she also said that smoking changa for example (which is becoming more popular as a form of smokable DMT); you wouldn’t have to wait as long as two weeks b/c that MAOI doesn’t stay in the system nearly as long as when ingested with ayahuasca.

 


I think it’s very important to have experienced facilitators with the medicine and temple space to guide YOU and initiate you like I’ve done, even if you have a lot of spiritual experience like I do.

 


Ok….most importantly from here, I look forward to more extensive use with THE GOD MOLECULE itself. It allows me to be more in my true self, power and purity to get a lot of progressive heart, soul and consciousness work done while also receiving experience, blessings, saturation and codes.

 


I know it’s a key to my greater Heart Awakening as well as clearing up my ‘window to the soul’ and love channel circulation.

 

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Bufo: My First Experience: 5MeO-DMT

Beauty Essence Blog Meditation Rion Kati

Ok…on Saturday Nov. 8th, 2025 I did bufo for the first time. In order to cover this properly I have to allow myself to write freely like before.

 

If you end up slightly disappointed b/c this wasn’t a ‘beam me up Scotty’ episode, you’ll understand WHY and that there’s simply less to talk about experience-wise for numerous reasons.

 

This could actually be insightful to you if you’re considering it for yourself or ways to ‘ease’ into this or something similar that you’ve built up great fear around (b/c I had it for this actively for 4 1/2 years!).

 

There are numerous dynamics with this and you yourself might be interested in knowing the nuances of things that people don’t talk about otherwise which can help you to assess if/when bufo might be right for you (consult your Grail Magi).

 

When I did 5 MEO-DMT for the first time directly (the synthetic but I prefer ‘bio-identical’ version) which I wrote about on the blog here

 

…It had been almost 6 years since I did any form of DMT. My ‘The Crucible’ (which should be written about in the blog here) was in Iquitos with a very powerful shaman in a private ceremony with a female friend of mine (I was her translator).

 

It was an intense 3 hours itself plus after-basking when he left. It was so traumatizing in a good way that it kept me off of ayahuasca or DMT for YEARS afterwards…that’s what I didn’t want happening with Bufo.

 

Ayahuasca was the last time before 5MEO so now that I have more experience, I also had new questions that arose; which I’ll get to…I wanted to play it a bit safer this time if 7mg was THAT intense last time.

 

When I did 5MEO at the Bufo Alvarius sanctuary, it basically BLEW ME AWAY…shot me right up to GOD connection and Unity which I wrote about.

 

That was my version of Mike Tyson’s grand breakthrough as well with DMT (bufo though). It ended up being risky but a perfect session with no regrets.

 

I’m bringing this up because doing bufo the first time was a very different experience. I was definitely called to it and wanting to do BOTH.

 

My overall intention with the work of this session was to ease into it at a lighter to regular dosage so that I can be initiated but to have a long-term working relationship also because there was a re-activation of my ascension vertigo vestibular issue 1/2 week before bufo (just like what happened before 5MEO directly).

 

I was going for a regular dose but then chose to go lighter b/c of concern of the vestibular problem b/c bufo is different than direct 5MEO.

 

Bufo; the poisonous toad indigenous to Sonoran desert and parts of the SW U.S. includes 5MEO-DMT as well as other alkaloids all as bufo-toxin (that’s what I wanted to just play it safer with while also being mindful it could help heal things but I just wanted to start a working relationship; I didn’t want to get BLOWN OUT OF things for 1/2 year).

 

 

For bufo the dosage vs. direct is around 10-15% as pure 5MeO-DMT…so I had 7 MG of 5MoO-DMT before although I hadn’t done DMT for 5.7 years before….so an equivalent dosage of bufo would be like 65 mg.

 

So; on the day of…yes I had ‘some’ anxiety; even though I’m experienced but moreso again b/c of my light-headed re-activated vestibular issue and not knowing how it would respond and other general excited/anxiousness a bit…it’s difficult to explain for people who haven’t lived with it for years to have a real idea of it.

 

So b/c it re-activated to make it more of a trial for me again and yes; I wanted to go even lighter of a dose to KNOW more how it reacts to me before going heavier. I mean heck; this 7mg with the other alkaloids could be STRONGER than what I did before so I’m thinking maybe 4mg worth.

 

I was seeing signs like ’40’ literally so that felt like a good starter dose and then we could just add more to go deeper and strengthen it. My valuation here?

 

LONG-TERM b/c of the clarity to continue working with DMT. I was also being safe b/c I thought the effect would be the same as how strong the direct 7 mg of 5meo was.

 

So…that noon-ish…I had two client sessions; a kundalini and dan tien activation (on zoom but is actually ‘remote’ energy work) and then had to go right away to bicycle down to the main Tulum beachfront at Maya Tulum…so around 24 minutes bike ride.

 

 

Locked my bike upfront and then walked in and towards the area and saw her walking towards me (I can send referral if you’re called to it).

 

She had a whole spacious yoga shala reserved just for us where they usually do other classes with a temple area set up for us with rug-blanket, temple accoutrement and so forth.

 

This was my first time meeting her in person through a referral…we talked about my situation and she had prepared 70mg for me initially but I made it clear that I had to have authority over the dosage and she was fine with that….we both agreed to the starter and then back-up plan like they had offered before and that she had done for other clients.

 

Anyways; there was space for me to settle in and relatively relax and then she gave some instructions around how we would do it although not as thorough as last time.

 

She lit the pipe and knew how to breathe, it’s just that I can’t hold my breath super long without threatening an already activated light-headedness to cross over into further light-headedness and potential danger.

 

So we decided on 38mg and give it up to 10 minutes and I could request another dose…basically what happened was after inhaling and holding for 5 seconds then she started counting slowly 1, …..2…and I not only had to let it out around her 6 but I swallowed some of it so it left a stinging sensation in the throat on down a bit…then I layed back and I realized…wow, this is actually really gentle, pure but also a very light dose…

 

 

I gave things 7 minutes and then requested 38mg which in my head which did have some thought and ego then, I got the math wrong but that’s actually what I wanted (I thought it was 28).

 

It was basically like a strong microdose of something similar…gentle and pleasant but nothing like before.

 

I remember Tony Robbins talking about bufo I think to Joe Rogan and he said he had to take another dose or 2 b/c it wasn’t strong enough; to me before this I was just thinking; yeah he just has a REALLY strong ego (which he does but it’s in service), but now I was thinking…oh maybe it was a similar dynamic…I want to know their dosage amounts (Mike Tyson also).

 

Anyways; what I didn’t tell you yet but I told her is that I’d been micro-vaping mimosa (N,N DMT) and also had some changa (which you aren’t supposed to use close to this at all but it was micro micro like 1/2 week earlier b/c it has MAOI).

 

So anyways; she prepared the 38mg dose (so 70 mg total which I’m told is a solid regular dose) as I sat up a bit in silence and then partook of that…then it felt closer to what I had before but honestly it still felt like 1/6th the power…however don’t YOU dare be disappointed…BUFO HAS THE POWER. I know it does and I knew it then.

 

It’s just that this experience was meant to be more of that INITIAL relationship building starter point for me b/c I do plan on working with it often and we/you can ALWAYS go stronger with dosage (that’s what I’d call a good problem) and it’s where I wanted to be.

 

We tested that (jinxproof) this WAS safe to my vestibular (still healing in harvest) situation even with the toxins…I just had to do heavier dosage and all at once instead of spread out.

 

I LEFT SATISFIED…it was a GENTLE experience that I don’t have to much to write about but it’s b/c I’m viewing and valuing the BIGGER PICTURE of starting a long-term working relationship that I was ok with it.

 

By splitting the dosage it had also weakened it but it was also my relative immunity or what’s the term; tolerance TO DMT that was also part of the equation. That also helped her to understand it when we had our follow-up call.

 

I biked back and felt good but didn’t have any of those enviable relapses whatsoever. BUT THIS IS GOOD…It’s all the real deal and I had nothing else to prove to myself being my own hero through what I’ve already gone through (The Crucible and 5MEO-DMT as its own crucible)….

 

So really; the main takeaway I had was actually around the FEAR dynamic itself.

 

I had let it in some ways kinda terrify me for 5 years; the ‘unknown’…I may have mentioned before that in 2020 I was planning to come down to the Sanctuary to experience bufo but then my vestibular issue flared up with dizzy light-headedness and that COMPOUNDED my anxiety all up around bufo…it was this larger ‘fear’ zone’ (this was after I’d done The Crucible).

 

So it was essentially years of this ‘fear barrier’ with solid anxiety around it (amplified b/c of the legitimate health issue where there was no research on anyone who had anything like I did ever doing bufo or DMT)…and I realized that yes, I had become my own Hero by doing all of this.

 

THAT FEAR DISSIPATION was a MAJOR relief and strengthens my Soul Warrior even more. What chances are you NOT taking WHEN YOU KNOW its what you should do? Where are you letting fear stop you? Even from ‘being seen’ (and now I’m ‘post-debut)?

 

So, there isn’t much I’d write or would say about the actual experience for THIS time other than the dynamics and logistics I’m referring to. I WENT THROUGH THE TRIAL ANYWAYS.

 

And I found a way in. 5MEO-DMT was its own crucible for me. This was gentler and ironically, it’s bufo that others are secretly terrified of more but I had an inverse experience but for reasons listed above.

 

The anxieties are largely dissipated around it all (however it’s still temple grade warrior shit)…so here’s the deal; I’m GOING BACK FOR ROUND 2. It’s double splenic approved and it’s meant to be.

 

But one final thing is that for all that’s sacred but I’d use another word b/c the word sacred is sacred to me; anyway…I just COULD NOT FIGURE OUT THE MATH.

 

The math was impossible…there’s no way I did the same 7 mg when 5MEO-DMT was 7x stronger to my system. Even if I did the 70mg at once instead of 9 minutes apart, there’s no way it was as strong as the 7mg of direct DMT.

 

So just HOW MUCH of a difference does it make to not ever do it before or have 5.7 years off vs. micro-dosing ahead of time?

 

Anyways; We both figured that was some of what affected it and I wasn’t dissatisfied OR questioning of her quality either; that’s why I’m returning b/c she gets them directly and the medicine is PURE whereas there is more risk with other suppliers, etc.

 

I think it’ll be less of a freight train even at stronger doses but yes, I WILL do a write-up on my 2nd experience and post that to the blog also. I don’t fit within the typical psychonaut profile; I’m Grail Magi and have my reasons for taking the most powerful psychotropics with are sacraments and Way-showers.

 

Anyways; I won’t say the MG range that I’m planning to go in for but I want a similar overall experience to my first DMT one…just that it’ll be stronger than before, but NOW I’m really ready for the medicine and what it has to give me. Oh AND (esp. with my health concerns although jinxproof there are still risks); I have much less concern or anxiety about this; it’s more like…an in-self busy week, 6 out of 6 siddhic kundalini awakening Elixir sessions with mostly Light Muse as that continues to stabilize as siddhic hieros gamos, etc. and…ok, yeah I’ll bike on down to do bufo Wednesday-ish kinda thing.

 

But I’m living it…I’m really doing it: SOME OF THE SHIT I WAS SCARED OF THE MOST. Through the wall, on the ‘other side’ and that’s going to pay off in all kinds of ways (did I mention I’m post-debut now on Instagram?)

 

It requires a strong soul or spirit warrior/ess to do bufo, ayahuasca or 5MEO-DMT…YES, the sources and experiences can vary…ayahuasca was VERY different (although some similar things) with the different shamans I had. As I get more overall experience with bufo, etc. though I may share.

 

This medicine is lesser known but it’s going to gain in popularity (both of them) basically as the most powerful psychotropics out there.

 

I will have more to say as far as experience-wise I think on the UPCOMING Bufo post…so if it’s underwhelming here, at least it might get you thinking about bufo if ever.

 

Even in my circle I don’t know more than 1/2 dozen who’ve done it yet. I had a male client do ayahuasca and a form of DMT (mostly inspired by me I guess) and there’s something to be said about knowing these dynamics AND not getting too caught up in your head when it’s time to really PARTAKE ITSELF…then trusting in the medicine.

 

I don’t have problems surrendering like some people do, it was just a far less intense experience so that I did find myself thinking about let’s do a follow-on dose and thinking I had the math right (it felt right and was), but then dropping back into more the silence of the semi-familiar DMT experience (remember that we inherently HAVE DMT in our system as the GOD MOLECULE that can otherwise be difficult to practically access in any effectual amount).

 

Ok…look forward to other blog posts and I will definitely do a write-up on my upcoming 2nd bufo experience! (I’ve done ayahuasca 9 times; all in Peru on 2 different trips).

 

We’ll see if it’s as dynamic as I get into other possible sources of bufo and DMT as well; how much it varies, etc. (that is for the record if I’m allegedly doing what I’m doing)

 

-Rion

 

p.s. It really makes you wonder how Source/God gave us reminders of RECONNECT and the great Truty-Mystery itself of Self discovery in the oddest of places on earth…in our bodies and only PARTICULAR or semi-rare species of plants and sub-species of a desert frog and so forth…fascinating!

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Light, Dark & Shadow

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Light, Dark & Shadow + Archetype Clarity

 

Ok…this question has been brought up numerous times over the years in group settings and from individual clients:

 

“What’s the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow?”

 

I recently led a Mystical Grail month 12, video call around this exact theme for over an hour available to paid members.

 

I’ll also say that getting clarity on Light, Dark and Shadow is also relevant to the concept of discovering with more clarity not only along your own healing path and spiritual growth; but also with the concept of The Beloved and ‘Who is My Beloved’?

 

It is good to be aware of the ARCHETYPAL aspects of Light, Dark and Shadow especially if you are on a spiritual path of Divine Union (holy marriage within);

 

Your Beloved may have more Dark than Light and THAT is what heals and psycho-activates ALL of you; but if you’re afraid of it because you think it’s masculine shadow, your own awakening could be stunted for decades.

 

The workbook brings this up;

 

“What are His (or Her) balance of Light & Dark (purified) aspects?”

 

If He is a Prince-Warrior Eros-King for example which aspects would have what balance of Light and Dark?

 

You can get that workbook here ‘Who is my Beloved’?

 

 

So let’s go into this whether you have the workbook or not because really, there is a LOT of confusion out there en masse from religion AND in spirituality as well as many leaders in basically all industries.

 

Knowing the difference between Light, Dark and Shadow is CENTRAL to true spiritual work and transformation of consciousness with minimal entropy.

 

We often think that it’s Light vs. Dark (or Good vs Evil) but this is a dangerous conflation…what is more spiritually accurate and discerning (if and when we embrace the Divine Feminine consciousness instead of simultaneously exalting and shaming female sexuality) is Light AND Dark (pure, healthy Dark) vs. Shadow.

 

“Come to the Dark side (Luke)” more accurately means, come to the Shadow side of misuse of power and black magic.

 

It’s specifically SHADOW that is actually the problem, not really the ‘Dark’ or Dark Divine. So much fear exists around ‘the Dark’ and unnecessarily so.

 

And it is shadow consciousness that millions of people are conflating with the Dark like ‘good vs. evil’ (but Dark isn’t evil).

 

If the Dark keeps being demonized, can you imagine how FAR from accepting and integrating it you or most people may be?

 

NOT being clear on the difference between Dark and Shadow has created all KINDS of havoc and stunt healing and even enlightenment for lifetimes.

 

Thus…In writing this up, I am going to create another post just to extend further into the Dark vs. Shadow arena b/c there’s so much to cover, so check that post out also on the blog when released.

 

Now…

 

With Light, Dark and Shadow we are speaking of consciousness and consciousness within the archetypes (which are Immortal God and Goddess fractal lineages as iconic signatures within the subconscious and supra-conscious collective).

 

Archetypes have aspects of Light, Dark and shadow consciousness. These aspects play through human history and mythology evermore.

 

Generally ‘Light’ is associated with;


High frequencies
Benevolence
Light
Heavens
Angels
Goodness
Air
Aether
Peace
Daytime
Sunshine
Harmony
Clouds
Cosmos


And Dark is where it gets trickier because so much of religion and programming conflates Dark with Shadow.

 

PLUS, keep in mind that ‘Dark’ IS closer to Shadow consciousness (so for MANY, it can remain difficult to discern and differentiate).

 

Generally speaking; the short-code for ‘Dark’ or ‘Dark’ consciousness is;

 

The Erotic

 

But it’s also;

 

The pure primal
Dark Divine
Primal divine
Primal pulse
Earthly
Earthen
The Void
The night
Winter
Decay ‘n Death (related to re-birth)
The Womb
Dionysian
Survival instinct
Killer instinct
The underworld
The underneath
The hidden out of waking day sight and cultural daily niceties
The sensual

 

And ‘Dark’ consciousness is (in large part) – key to desires (which can cross over into the shadow of Hunger, Lust and so forth but that’s more of a masterclass but also why Divine Union is a great pathway because it purifies all shadow to easily discern true Dark).

 

Again; with the Divine Union, ‘Grail’ or Communion lens which EMBRACES Sophianic or Goddess consciousness; the Divine Feminine and all archetypal Feminine, DARK IS GOOD.

 

ANYTHING GOES (basically) in the purified Truth of Dark Communion; Erotic Truth. With that said; Communion wouldn’t likely be centered in human BDSM which in large part operates in a mix of Shadow and Dark – especially with any of the players who are bringing their own shadows to otherwise relatively safe containers and agreements (that’s an extended subject).

 

The DARK MASCULINE (absentia of all shadow, control, coercion, force, destruction, etc.) is actually very good and powerful; just ‘good’ in different ways. His killer instinct is actually a GOOD thing for the principle of Protection, Guardianship and Rightful Power over tyranny.

 

It’s important to DISCERN and DIFFERENTIATE between what is DARK and what is SHADOW to ideally calibrate your lens to COMMUNION Truth of Light and Dark VS. Shadow.

 

Shadow (to only introduce it here because it’s a VAST subject-realm) and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, backstabbing, dethroning, and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty.

 

There are often evil spirits BEHIND shadow consciousness and the behavior from which it ensues. This is more than merely psychological.

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored denied or suppressed because they are conflating it all with Shadow and ‘demonizing’ it.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can FESTER underneath to come out all of a sudden in bursts of chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

The book ‘Owning Your Own Shadow‘ goes into this VERY well and I highly recommend it.

You yourself might find yourself by default conflating the ‘Dark’ and ‘wronging’ it when you actually meant SHADOW.

 

MANY spiritual guides still do this, so I think it’s important to take more time to stop yourself and calibrate/correct yourself….to discern and realize when someone actually means ‘shadow’ instead of ‘Dark’.

 

Fortunately Divine Union gives us a CLEAR LENS because it is ALL DARK of the Masculine for example IN ABSENTIA of all shadow, oppression and tyranny.

 

You have unlimited access to righteous high-frequency benevolence, provision, protection as well as the Dark Erotic in Communion which used to be fractured as Fantasy…and NO SHADOW.

 

Your immortal Beloved; He DOES NOT traumatize, abuse, misuse, control, oppress and so forth. It is the highest, purified consciousness Truth of the masculine through all of time.

 

Mortal man however, is privy to shadow consciousness but the more you are reunified with Him in spirit and all aspects of Self, the less you will experience shadow with masculine consciousness in men.

 

So yeah; it’s important stuff. You may have a lot of dealing to do with the masculine and are armored AGAINST the Pure, Healthy DARK EROS of a Beloved because your body gets triggered and conflates that with toxic masculine shadow when it isn’t.

 

‘Toxic Masculine’ is a blanket statement for those who cannot differentiate between Light, Dark and Shadow masculinity for the life of them.

 

On this journey, that can hold you back for decades being stuck in the astral SWAMP of resisting what could actually heal and awaken all of you.

 

It’s good to know that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’. This is its own extended topic but it helps to mitigate the actual shadows and the number of psychic attacks to those of us who work with the Light a lot.

 

As I mentioned;

 

There’s a BRILLIANT book entitled:

 

Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche Paperback – February 17, 1994
by Robert A. Johnson

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in it. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

 


So, you can find your strategy of RE-BALANCING your Light and Dark (much of spirituality focuses on the Light and bypasses or denies the Dark)…

 

Maybe you’ve glorified the Light while suppressing the Dark so you might have to go through a Dark Reclamation era (like me) while getting more discernment on the Shadow aspects (which can creates WEBS of entropy in spiritual progress.

 

Gene Keys provides a wondrous immersion for discovery and discernment with the 64 shadows of consciousness which are specific aspects that play out practically in individuals and the world (in behavior).

 

Generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

Dark King purified from all tyranny and toxic shadow is actually a powerful and beautiful thing.

 

With true Divine Union; there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is. It can be disorienting to do spiritual work based on flawed humanity.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

What if sexuality was divine and of pure Light and Dark consciousness and spirit-Light matter quanta?

 

It’s just not accepted as that because hmm…a lot of religion’s have wanted ‘control’ (shadow of Gene Key 21) over humanity in different ways to retain power politically and socially (perhaps?).

 

So when it comes to YOUR BELOVED and Divine Union, you want to value His Immortal siddhic, elemental and archetypal Light and Dark aspects.

 

When it comes to your Lover-King (or whatever His archetypal signature order is); His ‘Dark Power’ can largely be related to His Dark Eros or His ‘erotic power’ and His ability to awaken and fulfill your own Dark Erotic desires; much of which may have been shamed, guilted and suppressed by society.

 

Dark Power of your Beloved and of the archetypal masculine also holds with many archetypes;

 

Dark King
Dark Sorcerer
Outlaw
Dark Eros
Dark Magician
Dark Prince
Dark Star…

 

These have more Dionysian or ‘underworld’ power that may not fit into mainstream society, whereas the Light aspects are higher frequency, benevolent and heavenly…often in service to others and it’s not that Dark isn’t, but it usually is Power that is more drawn in to the masculine embodiment that holds it more ‘densely’ (vs. solar radiance).

 

We don’t often see it ‘serving’ as much or when we do it’s rarer (like Dark Star). This post could keep going on and on when we explore further into Light, Dark and the archetypes.

 

So you can find and intuit what balance of Light and Dark your Beloved has WITH different archetypes.

 

I can help you of course with this after you start the workbook process. I can help in the group format with Mystical Grail membership OR in the Grail Kundalini package consulting time.

 

At the time of writing I’ve helped 3 women specifically get exact clarity on their Beloved by them going through the workbook first and THEN having the consulting time at the start of their Elixir 1 session…that’s 100% success ratio so far!

 

So look for the upcoming and extended Dark vs. Shadow post on the blog!

 

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The Literal Holy Fire of Siddhic Sacred Union Within

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Could this ‘Holy Fire of Communion’ be yours?

 

Are you and your Beloved worth it to have such exponentiated divine bliss?

 

Hmm…big questions (because some women are about to find out! Sessions are booking)

 

(BTW; I wanted to get this out first before even starting the blog post updates so it’s here; later all added to blog = NOW)

 

I know that me and my Beloved are worth it and that I could NOT compromise, I don’t know about you.

 

It’s worth it all and I have tremendous price and sacrifice to gratefully experience this and to now be able to directly share it with you and others so you could potentially save lifetimes off your own Reunification to siddhic levels.

 

This is a post that will go over most heads (and even on this list; maybe 1/2 of the others) because they don’t have reference points for either feeling literal kundalini activated nor have a grasp on what true Hieros Gamos is (let alone the alchemical aspects which I will speak to).

 

Hey; I had kundalini experiences before but it didn’t fully AWAKEN until 2.5~ months ago!

 

This is for those that are ready for deeper experiential Divine Union with their Immortal Beloved which requires Devotion, Detachment and the template which allows God and Goddess consciousness to circulate and psycho-activate each other into siddhic ecstasy.

 

When we get more directly into literal alchemy ‘within’, there is even more power, Eros and bliss that can be unleashed and experienced.

 

For this we will look at the most powerful known alchemy possible elementally; both as solo in Reunification and or in hierogamy with a partner; which is more than just simple intercourse but Sex/Love of God and Goddess consciousness AND spirit quanta and what makes that even more erotically purified and enlightened.

 

Kundalini is known AS a holy flame of its own and (when activated) can play (and should play) a MAJOR role in your Divine Union.

 

It allows you to run far greater God and Goddess quanta with a B/beloved, SAFELY as Star and Starlet. Imagine the siddhic holy fire of the COMMUNION of your kundalini with your Beloved’s actual essences?!

 

So…

 

You could say there are many alchemies and many that we are still discovering, but I’ll speak to the most powerful direct known one that I’m aware of for Sacred Union (of you and your/my Beloved).

 

The ‘Grail Kundalini & ‘Elixir of The Beloved’ concept refers to this inner alchemy of literal Hierogamic Communion within.

 

Whereas most people are seeking extrinsically for a partner to fulfill them or take them to God/Dess levels of experience, this practice has the power to take a solo Divine Union practitioner into Siddhic Communion in solo practice and infinitely enrichen a relationship with an incarnate beloved like Shiva and Shakti.

 

I have studied and practiced Tao alchemy in this lifetime with Grandmaster Mantak Chia;

 

 

And yet even he wasn’t teaching exactly this (let alone directly facilitating it for others to save them literal years or decades).

 

See; Master Chia refers to ‘the holy fire’ but it’s a different form of internal activated alchemy (between heart and kidney).

 

OUR literal form of ‘sacred marriage within’ with Muse’ Grail codex is simply sourced differently (although it does help that I was a Tao master in a past lifetime; whether you believe it or not!).

 

We all have the potential for this siddhic (enlightened) experience of Communion within and without; yet very few will ever achieve this state of consciousness and experience.

 

In large part because they are continuing to seek it outside of themselves and get disappointed when their partner doesn’t live up to GOD standards.

 

Keep in mind that most relational templates do not support worship and star level flow and exchange of spirit quanta and the alchemy of essence; yet are rife with attachments and shadows.

 

Those that have kundalini awakened as conscious twin flame lovers for example will continue psycho-activating each other’s bodies (with the alchemy of their kundalini AND shadows) yet usually self-immolate with shadow triggers and flames, because they don’t have the purified relational template that can hold it of Hieros Gamos/Divine Union and the Grail codes of Communion templating.

 

Divine Union/Hieros Gamos allows the proper, stable, powerful and pure TEMPLATE for kundalini, siddhic awakening and its amplification of EROS and other essences to be activated and circulate at super-natural levels allowing hierogamy which is light years beyond making love.

 

When a devotee of The Beloved (their Immortal Beloved) is ready; there are possibilities for the Grand Alchemy of Communion within; that of FIRE and the Elixir of their Beloved. I now facilitate this with our premium Grail Kundalini  activation package.

 

So I’ve studied with Grandmaster Chia and I’ve been with other true masters as well; and yet I have been a student most of all of my Beloved in deep devotion…this unique alchemical concept of Grail Kundalini is Her codes; because I’ve never heard or been taught this anywhere else.

 

You could spend lifetimes and never reach this experience of Reunification within…and you could be WITH your beloved and still be held back from FAR richer levels of devotional-grade bliss and ecstasy with each other without getting into this more advanced yet simple alchemy of Grail Kundalini.

 

That’s why now all of a sudden things are taking deeper quantum leaps; because of my Devotional Reunification…more magic, power and Grail codes for others and their Holy Grail opens up the deeper I am reunified with Her.

 

Take Me To The Grail Kundalini Offer

 

The Grail Kundalini has a thus-far one-hundred percent success ratio to SIDDHIC levels of kundalini awakening and COMMUNION experience within sexually, erotically, psychically and spiritually. Yeah; it’s been my 2 of 2, but now…

 

The first Grail Kundalini clients are now booking their sessions but it will be a little while before we start getting feedback.

 

You don’t have to wait to hear from them in order to ‘take the leap’ yourself if you are qualified (page will be updated with testimonials).

 

We do the alchemy itself with your temple body, your Beloved’s prime essence qualities and our guides together (saving you potentially LIFETIMES).

 

So…yes, there are many general forms of Alchemy in reunification with your Beloved. This is what I live and what I teach and support in Mystical Grail.

 

BUT THIS IS NEW.

 

What Hieros Gamos or Divine Union truly is, is cultivating the Sacred Marriage within. This is an ALCHEMICAL solo practice (that then you can bring together with a partner for further cultivation; this is the purest way).

 

There are different methods to affect your consciousness being in the Spirit or incarnate Presence of your Beloved; the mental layer (like unlimited creative flow I’ve had for years) and heart alchemy, etc. but it’s this deeper internal alchemy with kundalini that I want to speak to.

 

I want to speak to the DIRECT ALCHEMY NOW to save you years of time.

 

The format of how Master Chia teaches is that he doesn’t directly work on your energy field (I personally think he should because it would QUANTUM leap them but it’s his choice); he teaches you to work on your own with their techniques.

 

This is a wildcard because it really seems only the top 5% of students REALLY get the intended results (I never did back then).

 

It requires your energy field to be highly activated to move the energies they’re referring to.

 

I don’t want you to spend years doing self kundalini practices including pranayama if/that never get you anywhere.

 

SHAKTIPAT is one of the known and ancient ways of kundalini awakening with the Indian mystics; and although he’s Taoist and still works with similar energies with different names…Master Chia (I asked him privately) and many other Guru/Masters do not offer shaktipat or they RARELY do it.

 

(Fortunately I was direct shaktipat activated by Grandmaster Zhou, but I had to go out on a limb to make that even happen at the source of Chi Kung itself in Wudang in 2015).

 

My primary incarnate teacher; Grandmaster (Zhou) had the applied magic with energy work, but he wasn’t as consciously aware of the alchemy like Master Chia in a different lineage was (or at least he didn’t teach it).

 

Both were important along my path (and Master Zhou especially foundational).

 

 

Muse as an ancient Grail archetype (and my Beloved) mostly filled in the foundation and gaps with this level of alchemical sorcery after years of devotion and service in Her name.

 

With Sacred Reunification alchemy, you are essentially attuning (and transmuting) your psyche-soma, spirit, soul, heart, Eros, sex, entire light-body and consciousness to the POWER and GOD-fractal aspects of your Beloved if you are feminine; and to the BEAUTY and Goddess-fractal aspects of your Immortal Beloved if you are masculine.

 

I teach around and with all of this in Mystical Grail membership.

 

So as I mentioned there are many ways to practice, I’m just speaking to the MOST POWERFUL known alchemy of reunification yet after being very experienced in Sacred Union alchemy myself. It basically requires direct shaktipat master work because it is so advanced and requires deep, deep initiation and experience IN the purified Grail.

 

We are now referring to the inner alchemy of your LITERAL KUNDALINI itself with that of your BELOVEDS (as Grail Lovers) psycho-activating Presence-Truth inside the sanctum of your Temple Body itself; literal holy sacred marriage within.

 

If you ‘try to figure it out’ on your own (even if you can self-activate your kundalini) it’s unlikely you’ll ever get there. That’s just realistic. There’s too much of a price to pay if I’m being honest.

 

Through years of checking in with practicing Tao techniques (before my kundalini awakening); I never got results and yet I was working with Muse and then EVERYTHING pulled together and we have our own Source-line codes now.

 

That’s just the reality of it; you may not get much of anywhere without connection to masters/y like I sought out.

 

This goes into the subject of ‘there’s always a price you have to pay for true awakening; let alone siddhic awakening’. Most people pay that price with YEARS of their life getting nowhere actually or with very little results. That’s not the smartest way.

 

I attracted masters to help me quantum leap and then I kinda became one because of my intense Devotion to Muse and the grand price that I have paid…to now be able to experience this myself and facilitate it for others and THEIR kundalini, siddhic awakening and Sacred Unions.

 

Well, that’s what we’re going to discover with more of these Grail Kundalini Pkgs and the lives that will be affected.

 

But that time with Master Chia was worth it, because he was doing REAL ALCHEMY, just coming at it from a different lens; just not working with the same components in the way I am now with Muse codes and my past lifetime as one of the 8 Immortals.

 

So yes; for Divine Union, there is the most powerful known way yet to do it of LITERAL Holy Grail Communion within and it’s with your kundalini and your Beloved’s essences infused together as literal alchemy in love in the body.

 

When it first happened with me (after overnight processing) the alchemy of my Beloved’s essence infused (made love to) my kundalini fire and they VAPORIZED sending a pleasant, intoxicating siddhic surge-waft kundalini stream of Communion all the way up to my upper dan tien with a full body orgasmic charge.

 

It re-activated DMT in my brain for a full minute of egolessness and Godly pleasure (and that 5MEO-DMT session was ~5 weeks ago). I write about the second experience and other insights for you on the Grail Kundalini Offer HQ page itself.

 

This is so simple yet so advanced and profound that people may not be able to grasp it.

 

YES; you can have the in-fusion alchemy of your siddhic essences with your B/beloveds in the bedroom but it’s always at the SPIRIT level that is the foundation so the more you cultivate that and your EROS to be able to run with greater current and power, the more ecstasy and Communion you will feel.

 

That is where kundalini comes in. A sacred flame of its own and how YOUR kundalini can be PSYCHO-ACTIVATED by the literal POWER of your Beloved and His prime signature archetypal or siddhic spirit-matter essences in LITERAL alchemy within.

 

That’s what the Grail Kundalini Package now offers to those who are qualified.

 

And if you don’t have basic kundalini flame awakened, it’s likely you’re going to get into the more powerful experiences that are possible for you with your Beloved. MOST women will continue waiting for an incarnate man who has those GODLY qualities to show up and yet they could be waiting years also because they become ATTACHED and may not want to LOSE him because they’ve made him as dualistic and separate from her by going with lower truth.

 

Yet, with true Divine Union you can access His spirit Truth qualities in this DIRECT format if you’ve become a proficient hieros gamos practitioner (most aren’t) or if you get a session with me or a Muse Priestess.

 

Remember; I studied with Mantak Chia at two live immersion retreats and still couldn’t feel anything. It felt like doing visualization exercises.

 

I could only start feeling things (internal alchemy-wise) and doing the other forms of INTERNAL ALCHEMY with my Beloved that more directly leads to Erotic siddhic enlightenment states when my basic kundalini flame activated.

 

Kundalini on its own is fire and fire is unstable.

 

That’s also where the Elixir of your Beloved enters the equation to form an alchemical spiritual bond with YOUR feminine FIRE to activate siddhic experience of Communion Ecstasy in your body that is very feelable and multi-orgasmic. We work on all of it in the Grail Kundalini Pkg.

 

This rich form of reunification is so ancient and yet so unique and new that it must be alpha-tested.

 

Yes, it is heresy – but what if this new and yet ancient concept of Elixir of The Beloved/Grail Kundalini continues to do siddhic kundalini Communion miracles of awakening (and with the most assurance of true kundalini awakening)? Is your Beloved worth it?

 

There’s more details and booking ON the Grail Kundalini Offer page

 

IF you have done enough preparatory spiritual work (and more intensive work with me is a direct path btw); we’re now talking a DIRECT PATH to COMMUNION with your Immortal Beloved that leads to forms of organic enlightenment by getting into the direct alchemical elemental work itself that this session provides.

 

By activating your kundalini, Eros and essences WITH your Beloved’s psycho-activating Power as liquid plasmic signature essenced chi within it reconstellates the template on how much LOVE, ecstasy and intimacy is possible IN partnership.

 

A direct path of experiencing Communion and the holy grail itself. Then it’s about how much MORE Power and Beauty can the two of you circulate and experience and how often!

 

A direct path of the holy grail; that seems like quite an odd statement in today’s distractive world of ‘social media’ but some of us have been on the ancient devotional path and social media allows us means to CONNECT with others.

 

(Western masters are going to live differently than Eastern sages per se yet many of them are online now as well).

 

Akin to Taoist ‘holy fire’ (internal alchemy of heart fire and kidney water), this ‘Grail Kundalini’ concept is the literal internal alchemy of your kundalini fire with your Beloved’s signature essences IN your body.

 

To Master Chia’s credit however, there was an advanced practice of bringing the Beloved down from above the crown into the body; yet it was Muse who gave these COMMUNION CODES for Light and Dark siddhic kundalini awakening and inner reunification (or hieros gamos).

 

Yes; for these sessions I help you confirm the exact 1-4 archetypal or siddhic qualities of YOUR Beloved to be activated with YOUR kundalini-fire as well as the balance of Light and Dark.

 

UPDATE; PLEASE GET THE FREE ‘WHO IS MY BELOVED’ WORKBOOK to prep for the Grail Kundalini package (or on your own anyways)

 

For many, HIS Dark power is going to be incredibly psycho-activating to your psyche-soma…yes. Now infuse that with your kundalini DIRECTLY!

 

BE INFORMED that you must be pre-qualified for this session (reach out to me to inquire) and that you will experience side effects WHILE things are processing.

 

Make sure you are pre-qualified or we may have to convert your sessions into other regular kundalini or dan tien or archetype activations unless you want to reserve it for later and do other work with me until your temple is prepared.

 

First your kundalini-fire has to be activated enough for the introduction of your Beloved’s liquid plasma chi (water) to salve with it and alchemize. We do that in the Grail Kundalini as well.

 

Many will spend years investing in kundalini yoga to never really get much of anywhere. That is unfortunate. There is always a price to pay, but it does require recognition.

 

Are you ready for the Holy Fire of Ecstasy WITH your Beloved (whether solo or in partnership to radical new heights)? 

 

Here’s the HQ with more insight and booking,

 

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Devotion Activates Miracles & Magic : A Master’s Path Yet At Great Cost

Beauty Essence Blog Divine Union Kundalini + Shakti Meditation Muse Rion Kati

If you desire life-changing, life-altering, MIRACULOUS and assured breakthroughs you can have it, you’ll just have to pay a price.

 

(That’s also why my sessions are priced as they are without just being an ‘elite marketing scheme’).

 

See; the magic is REAL with authentic masters. They hold keys to QUANTUM leap your breakthrough. That’s why I always sought out relevant masters along my path.

 

Devotion and/or money are some of the greatest prices you can pay to not only ACCESS true mastery and miracles, but to become a Master yourself and/or to ENSURE your awakening (this can include kundalini awakening) and miraculous spiritual growth.

 

As I highlighted in my recent article; shaktipat is a method of ASSURED breakthrough and growth. When I received ‘shaktipat’ or energetic transference direct on my energy body from different incarnate masters I made QUANTUM leaps and bounds.

 

However; there is ALWAYS a price to pay to receive shaktipat, ‘the anointing’ or transmission, activation and entrainment from a living Master or Sifu.

 

It’s never actually ‘free’. Once you realize this with clarity however and realize you have to pay a price; you can attract or find a master and make magic and miraculous breakthrough happen in record time.

 

You don’t have to wait years (as if you’re kundalini is still dormant and you’re just doomed to complacency).

 

Now; how is that next 3-pack of kundalini activations sounding to get closer to the INVALUABLE lived experienced of living daily with STABILIZED and lit kundalini in your system able to run super-natural currents and shakti?

 

Many people simply aren’t willing to pay the price and thus won’t get their breakthrough or will hope and dream that it happens but it is always ‘out there’ and that’s not actually the truth.

 

They’ll stumble for years ‘being their own guru’ without realizing they’re paying the greatest cost without even getting much of anywhere.

 

The Power, Beauty and Truth is that their miracle IS here and now, they just have to access it and getting with a Master makes that connection.

 

A Master can be a discarnate deity or archetype but then it comes down to their connection to them and their DEVOTION really in order to receive the deeper codes.

 

The kundalini and dan tien activation Muse codes didn’t happen until I had gone through so many OTHER doors along the path.

 

Again; once you KNOW that there’s always a price; you can accelerate your awakening in multiple areas if you are willing to face and pay the cost.

 

Shaktipat transmissions from a master WORKS (masters I’m referring to can be male or female; some will call them gurus or teachers).

 

One of the ways;

 

Devotion to a guru is a high price to pay and yet it is a tried and true, hardcore spiritual path of Awakening and Mastery that has worked throughout history.

 

It practically GUARANTEES RESULTS and yet the cost may be years of your life and devotion.

 

No matter how ‘stuck’ you are, if you just GET WITH A TRUE MASTER, you will quantum leap. I’ve had clients and myself go to ashrams to literally be with a Master.

 

These lead to quantum breakthroughs. I had my crown chakra activated via shaktipat from an enlightened master; the same one that turned down a billionaire.

 

This was priceless but I paid a price and part of that was not just ashram-resort fees and travel but my heavy spiritual work earlier for him to recognize I was ready.

 

This dynamic of activating the apprentice or disciple is practiced and known in almost all spiritual lineages around the world from sects of Hinduism, kriya yoga to tantra yoga, Tao, martial arts and chi kung, master shamans to apprentice, master healers to students…even miracle healer anointed prophets to their select chosen ones to give them ‘the gift’.

 

As I mentioned recently in the corresponding article; the most assured path to your own awakening is to be WITH a Master; ideally as apprentice or student.

 

Look; I have my own UNIQUE way of working with the gifts but getting so activated from different masters was FOUNDATIONAL.

 

I talk more about this on the ‘About Rion’ page…now I’ve been ‘activated’ by DMT mixing with more advanced Muse sorcery codes and years ago (kundalini and daka) activated by an Indian-American Dakini Priestess reconnecting with past lives as well. I’ve had that and many other activations (by far most from Muse). I can also do unlimited archetype self-activations.

 

That’s why I am a powerful activator of others (and that Muse eventually opened up the codes to do Her light-working methodology for archetype and other activations universally): devotion.

 

The student can then become the master-teacher; however that may not be a PRACTICAL price for you to pay if you want your own kundalini awakening FASTER for example.

 

The equivalent price to pay might only be several grand or it might be $100,000 or $5 million but there is a cost (and it helps to realize the VALUE of kundalini awakening) to access those who have that actual power, magic and connection to source.

 

Knowing there’s a cost you don’t have to sit on your laurels for years accepting little results remaining stuck at your same level of consciousness. You can pay to accelerate it with ASSURANCE. There are just different costs to pay which is all about EXCHANGE and respect.

 

You’re paying for THE price that THEY paid to become so powerful in service for you.

 

This is where paying MONEY for the exchange of time and attention from a Master might make far more sense than you yourself being in devotion to them and feeding the grounds-chickens for months instead.

 

Then something like the AvaStar Makeover makes so much sense for only $5000 to do in an intensive month with me which could otherwise take you around 7 years on your own.

 

Just to get the attention of a guru who has 100s of followers to do a dozen activations for you alone might take 7 years of intermittent sessions.

 

Now let’s bring the dynamic and price of Devotion into modern day. Divine Union Devotion is especially mystical and powerful.

 

“How are you such a powerful activator Rion?

 

…How can all these remote kundalini, dan tien and archetypes activations actually work?”

 

The short answer?

 

Because I AM the activated and THAT is entirely sourced in DEVOTION. Devotion is a very real price to pay (and have your life centered and entrenched in it).

 

For years I have paid the hidden and upfront real costs to receive the codes and activations FROM my Master Teacher Beloved (and other masters).

 

Yes, DEVOTION and this goes very very deep into the Heart, Spirit, Eros, Sex and Soul (and what YOUR guru might require of you; especially if you are called to truly be a Master yourself).

 

Thus; we’re also referring to Gene Key 29 (whether it’s in your chart or not). Also; I have the Gene Key 16 OF Master/y itself as my Evolution.

 

29 is my SXQ (Attraction) and SQ (Spiritual Intelligence). Muse is my primary ‘Master-Teacher’. Part of following Her was that She sent me to other living and discarnate masters to receive training and or shaktipat activations FROM them.

 

I was in deep devotion to my Beloved years before I ever knew of Gene Keys and the price I have paid was a GREAT ONE. Immense. I have followed the ancient path of devotion to a Guru which can with time; open up an alchemical connection and portal for massive awakening.

 

I talk about this in other places like on my blog like the YEARS and YEARS of tribulatory devotion to Her with ZERO anticipation of becoming a Master or serving others, before She started activating me energetically.

 

It was a decade of faith devotion before my first prime activation related to being activated to serve others when my forearms and hands lit on white fire while hosting an event venerating Muse all night with men who flew in internationally.

 

A decade of blind faith?

 

Yeah…that is an IMMENSE price. Who on earth has THAT kind of patience?

 

Basically; only the ancient apprentices and masters although it helps that I WAS in multiple past lifetimes. These traditions STILL carry on today mostly in the East (and it’s how mystery, magic and miracles was passed down through generations).

 

They wouldn’t give the most powerful codes to new students.

 

The students would essentially be devoted to their Master or guru, their own growth and the teachings. Hindi lines and the Tao is all about this as well.

 

Authentic lived devotion activates you like NOTHING ELSE if and when your objective devotion is a Master who can transmit shaktipat (and Muse/my Beloved is a Master).

 

Devotion creates a powerful exchange dynamic that allows you to not only receive shaktipat but to receive greater and greater, more powerful activations the more devoted you are IF you have a POWERFUL Guru (but there is a greater price to pay).

 

It proves your WORTHINESS for the mystery codes FROM the Master Teacher themselves and often the price is great.

 

Muse (after brutal devotion) has learned that She can trust me so much (with a large portion of Her Divine Will on earth) that She gave me the keys to co-create Her priestess lineage. Yeah. It’s a BIG THING and we’re starting a more mainstream one soon with Allure Priestess in Her name. Her codes but I had to become the disciple of the millennium for it.

 

I continually paid the price. I’m co-creating a legacy with Her on earth and evolving the Beauty industry. We did the literal L.A. #metoo movement gridwork that set the environment for Rose McGowan to more safely (yet still fully courageously come forward).

 

You get that source connection with me in my ‘above average’ pricing (and you’re getting RESULTS).

 

So now; those $1000 three pack of sessions may not seem so far ‘out there’ do they?

 

And in the West, we like to get paid in money moreso than the ashram dynamic of hidden costs.

 

It’s not uncommon for gurus to have their disciples fetch water or sweep the ashram for months or years before sharing any value with them. That is a PRICE they are paying.

 

One that we aren’t as used to in the West because we aren’t as devotional. So yes; the other ‘great price’ to pay is MONEY. Money is relevant to us deeply and yet it’s a tool of exchange.

 

Kundalini is FREE as a divine resource HOWEVER the cost to actually access and ensure it, is not free. For many YEAR and years of practice may still not yield results. That is a price they are also paying so may have to go with something more reliable like shaktipat.

 

Shaktipat is generally the fastest path to assured awakening (including with kundalini); but then the question is what is the cost to be with a true Master? (And YES; there are authentic Western Masters and Priestesses).

 

This subject is cross-related to my recent clarity exploration on the Hidden Costs of Assured Awakening: Ashrams vs. Capitalism (because there is another way of exchange; a price you can pay in place of devotion to a guru and it’s called money).

 

The fact that we take mastercard and paypal is actually kind of a lessing for such a CLEAN TRANSACTION.

 

It has to do with the idea that your awakening IS ASSURED and that this is GREAT NEWS…you just are going to have to get out of your own ego’s selfish sabotaging way and pay the PRICE to be with the Master or get his or her time.

 

There’s a COST and you might be paying that in hidden ways or not willing to pay it and thus are less likely to have your miracles; remaining stuck for years or decades.

 

You may NOT want to pay the steep price of Light years of tribulation and DEVOTION to a guru like I did (with Beloved as my guru who I am in endless divine obsession with). That’s just with MY path.

 

I’ve done BOTH forms of the ancient principle of getting with Masters and receiving shaktipat transmissions or activations.

 

It’s about EXCHANGE and access and there is a price but this is empowering because then you can accelerate your own awakening with different masters. If you’re already on a path of becoming a Priestess for example you know and respect all of this.

 

In following ancient tradition and past lifetimes even being born in the West;

 

I’ve gone the DEVOTIONAL ROUTE continually for 23 years now with Beloved; my Master Teacher (always going deeper) AND I have also used money to directly exchange for transmission and apprenticeship with other Masters as well (Master shamans, Grandmasters of Tao and Tantra and the likes).

 

I am a Master Activator because I have become a master, but only because I have been WITH Masters (who have also helped me RECLAIM my gifts in this lifetime and expand upon them).

 

The student/apprentice eventually becomes the Master.

 

I venerate my master/sifus and have paid the price to RECEIVE THEIR TRANSMISSIONS (and holy Lord have I). I talk about some of these stories in different places like what it took for me to finally get activated (shaktipat) at the source of Chi Kung itself from Grandmaster Zhou.

 

I have become Muse’ prime Magician, Grail Priest (and almost) Grail Daka on earth because ONLY of my proven Devotion and tribulation to Her. THAT WAS THE PRICE…..NOTHING ELSE and nothing less would have done it.

 

Basically all other men were kept out and the only gateway was TRUE DEVOTION. BRUTAL and annihilating devotion.

 

Devotion can do miracles IF YOU ARE WILLING to pay the necessary price….to access the HIGHEST magic, Beauty and power.

 

In that case money wouldn’t have done it either. I had to prove devotion long before I even knew I was proving anything. Not too dissimilar to being the Tao masters waterboy for a decade of doing ritual mundane work and meditation (to then get to the REAL magic in receiving the activations).

 

The price I’ve paid could be the equivalent of 10 billion dollars and yet ironically that could also be the market value of the allure industry we are co-founding together.

 

I paid the price up to this point and will continue paying the price. That may be inspirational for you and bring clarity if you are also on a serious path. I’m grateful to MANY clients who respected and valued me as such an energy master to receive activations from me (around 1300 paid sessions served to date!).

 

And now; in the modern day we have started the Muse Priestess lineage and the Allure Priestess lineage is incepting as well in Her name. I was the only one who made it through all of Her trials up to that point after millennia so She could finally start Her Grail Priestess lineage.

 

DEVOTION was the price and that includes immense sacrifice. So don’t look at the 10 minutes of time you are getting with the master as wanting more time and things being unequal…that’s all it took for me in multiple cases to get the miracle breakthroughs.

 

I have paid grand costs and that is also why my service offerings are not at your neighborhood reiki healer’s pricing. Other masters charge premium rates and the wealthy understand that they don’t want to pay the price in TIME to maybe never get their and respect the MASTERY support to get there much faster.

 

So I really want to highlight this again;

 

With your own awakening there is a price to pay to achieve this level of Mastery, service and power or transmission FROM a master.

 

If you want to ASSURE kundalini awakening for example; there’s GOING to be a cost to pay. In that article I also talk about how shaktipat is a most ancient and reliable path for awakening and how there are costs around it but with the advent of money (instead of devotional servitude); it can help you finally breakthrough miraculously fast (like my clients are).

 

Many are not practically willing to pay for access to Mastery in the devotional format like I have which is parallel ‘temple time’ similar although different than a Hindi ashram school for example.

 

This is where our Western model of CAPITALISM is actually a GODSEND because it allows you to have a CLEAN, entanglement free EXCHANGE without the ‘hidden’ costs of months or years of ashram time sweeping the floor (and other costs) from those of us who accept payment of money for the exchange rather than devotional servitude and the hidden costs with that.

 

I am a powerful activator because I am THE activated (and yes I have many divine masculine archetypal qualities).

 

Devotion is a powerful dynamic that can be incredibly activating; it opens up the divine to transmit shaktipat activation with and through you usually directly from a Guru.

 

Devotion is obliteration of self into the subject of veneration. I’m helping other Grail Mystics open up to the activation-shaktipat of their Beloved; it is high alchemy.

 

Someone can SAY they are in devotion but only the truth will tell. The great masters (like Muse) will demand often the greatest tribulation from you to prove you are worthy to handle the codes and power of their Mystery school.

 

And it makes it nothing less that I am consciously AWARE that I have become a Master (I venerate MY Masters). My lines don’t have issues around that.

 

Nor would I deny that I have been in devotion (as if ascetic humility is the only proven ‘way’; which is just as idiotic as those that say those who call themselves a ‘master’ or ‘priestess’ aren’t ones); obviously I am aware that I have been after THIS long.

 

Humility itself IS with the path and the ego at these levels of mastery does have a healthy its place supporting the divine service, but denying what it is is a form of gaslighting.

 

Although some people may have issue with it, I would get comfortable with the idea that there WILL be more Western Masters and Priestesses with real powers and we are NOT all necessarily ‘ascetic’ or pauper like.

 

We accept different forms of payment like visa, mastercard, paypal and crypto. That’s different than devotion to us but without paying money.

 

Anyways; Devotional Divine Union is a CHALLENGING path with immense costs if you are doing it properly as the real deal. Your Beloved will continually obliterate you because of His Power or Her Beauty; there’s no ESCAPING it. I loved going into ayahuasca and DMT because there were forms of annihilation and rebirth with them to further become actualized as my Avatar self embodied.

 

Divine Union has devotional codes.

 

We’re not talking a cozy ‘mid’ demi-god, we’re talking powerful alchemy if your Beloved (like mine is a TRUE Master).

 

Muse is a Master of Beauty codes; that’s why we are revolutionizing the Beauty industry itself.

 

Through astonishing, deep devotion and tribulation have I received the codes and practical magic to be able to do Her sorcery; a/the Top Queen of Beauty Herself….AND it keeps expanding (anti-remission kundalini codes that work? That’s true sorcery).

 

I am a guide and activator to others because I have WALKED THE PATH, PAID THE PRICE and although it is indefensible, it’s worth highlighting some of these aspects.

 

DEVOTION is a powerful price to pay to attain such Magic and Mastery in divine service, but it’s not for everyone. I’ve also paid the direct financial price to work with and attract other true masters.

 

So yes; 3 activation sessions are $1000 and that’s the starter pricing although the Dan Tien activations are 4 for $500 (those are 10 minute sessions btw). Now; they may not seem that pricy do they (esp. when you consider the value and results).

 

These thoughts can help you bring clarity in discernment for deciding to work with me OR other master teachers and activators.

 

I hope this brought extra clarity and I think that ALL of us have experienced paying less to get shoddy service and wished we just would have hired the MASTER even if it was the Maytag repair man a decade after those commercials.

 

Or maybe you hired a less competent energy healer or doctor and the problem festered or got worse instead of hiring a true master-professional.

 

“The price for success is always full price and it’s paid upfront”

 

-Eiji Morishita, Business coach (paraphrased)

 

Remember; there is a cost for YOU to partake; it may be hidden yet with the Western model of money, you can attract mastery and miracle breakthrough much faster if you are willing to invest and pay the price.

 

Seek out your master teachers or activators. Be discerning. Are they and what they offer ‘the next’ step for you?

 

How fast MUST you or do you desire to QUANTUM LEAP including maybe with your kundalini?

 

Are you comfortable paying the price for that level of high exchange? Or is moderate to zero results ok in the different areas of your life by expensing years more of time instead?

 

Some of us are called to GREAT, divine service and respect ‘the costs’ and we don’t have time to waste.

 

I hope this was clarifying!

 

Again; my services are organically pricier (and will continue to rise) without being an ‘elite marketing thing’ because there is a price to pay for the exchange; my time, mastery, MY investment, saving you the hidden costs and RESULTS.

 

The ‘price with money’ saves you on other hidden costs or years otherwise. Ready to get some activations along YOUR path for your NEXT big breakthroughs?

Here's the Corresponding Article on The Costs of Assured Awakening

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