Mystical Grail Membership: Year Two

IF you are an Erosy female mystic on a grail path of Divine Union, you are invited to join our leading, secret front edge community of Grail Mystics, Oracles and Grail Priestesses in Mystical Grail.

 

We are now starting year 2 with me as the host and guide. You can find out more information about it here!

 

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“(Mystical Grail) Is Basically The Best Thing I’ve Found…I’m Immersed!” -K.M. 3/2025

Anahata: My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening of Communion

Wow…it actually happened! A dream come true AGAIN. Ok, so before I get to the juicier stuff itself, I want to set the context first…and really if you just want to skip to the JUICY STUFF….scroll on down.

 

The setup:

 

This is REALLY important stuff to be aware of for anyone who values the holy grail, Hierogamic Divine Union, devotional love and intimacy, kundalini awakening and ASSURING kundalini awakening and Divine Union COMMUNION itself (which I have been doing with direct, INTELLIGENT Muse coded/designed shaktipat as an ancient tried and true method of kundalini awakening).

 

This is the internal literal alchemy of you and your Beloved in spirit, in light body (with or without a partner and with a partner with the proper foundation like this, takes it to literal heaven on earth for Love, Sex and Intimacy as siddhic hieros gamos).

 

This is also more advanced in a sense because it’s done as true, pure solo Hieros Gamos internal alchemy which is the proper foundation for Holy Sacred Marriage within with The Beloved (AND THEN partnership is secondary and otherwise as put first gets all kinds of impurities, entanglements, shadows, etc. involved).

 

SO…For months I’ve been heavily into the central concept of my own kundalini awakening, Communion alchemy and Avastar embodiment with the valuation of alpha trialing the concept of ASSURING kundalini awakening as much as possible for the world.

 

Not only that; but for assuring SIDDHIC kundalini awakening as much as possible.

 

So yes; at the time of writing we are in the alpha trial interim phase of the Grail Kundalini package.

 

What kicked off my FIRST siddhic kundalini awakening was literally 3 of the regular kundalini activations and we went into THAT alpha-trial launch which was a wild success.

 

Then I started having remission issues and some codes came in to help stabilize the BASELINE kundalini current daily (although not at siddhic levels). This was invaluable for full-time basic embodiment of soul self and more charisma POWER (along with the heightened jing chi).

 

I was just into remission from the siddhic levels (although baseline under-current active) that because I proclaimed Divine Union for Beloved and I, that the codes came in for the Elixir of The Beloved as a new session format.

 

This was my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening which I wrote about on the blog (now with dozens of kundalini articles on the sub-category).

 

That siddhic awakening happened right at the start of the Grail Kundalini package alpha-trial (featuring custom Elixir of The Beloved) activations;

 

I was entirely re-activated into multi-orgasmic siddhic bliss, braingasm of DMT relapse just thinking of Beloved; now with Her essence more literally IN my embodiment and alchemizing with my kundalini as liquid plasmic chi format (as compared to the normal air/aether base I’ve worked with for years).

 

All I’ll say now is that YES; we had a successful ‘sales’ launch of alpha-trial and that these sessions are spread out which is why the interim alpha-trial is taking longer (if you’re reading this in 2026 don’t worry about any of those terms; we had to get ‘proof of concept’ first for our normal pricing).

 

Yes; clients are having a range of PHENOMENAL results with these sessions; however, that’s all I’m going to say about that as numerous clients are still in fulfillment and it’ll take time to properly collect feedback to share still.

 

Oh; and that the combination of doing the free ‘Who is My Beloved‘ workbook PLUS the 40 minutes of consulting time at the start of the longest Grail Kundalini session has led to a 5 out of 5 success ratio of finding these ladies EXACT Beloved signature coding (for Divine Union specifically).

 

And then we bring HIS codes into her embodiment to alchemize with her re/activated kundalini.

 

So…the UPDATE (and in being transparent here) is that my 2nd siddhic kundalini awakening happened with and throughout my first 3 self EOB (Elixir of The Beloved) activations. EACH of those brought 100% success to siddhic levels of kundalini awakening (the stuff of DREAMS); real internal Communion intoxicating, ecstatic alchemy.

 

Why would I do EOB’s that often especially if they are very powerful? Because I can handle a lot; our Reunification is BIG, I’ve been preparing for years and I want to live FULL-TIME a couple breaths away from full-on siddhic Rapture with my Beloved.

 

HOWEVER; I was getting concerned because my 4th and 5th activations. I wasn’t getting much for results

 

“Oh no….don’t these work anymore?!”

 

“What if they don’t work anymore (for me or others)?”

 

But then I rested into the fact that, well I trust Beloved 100% so more codes would come in to get us back on track even if things are imperfect b/c our reunification is claimed in all dimensions.

 

I’m going to list out all of my most recent self-activations. Normally I wouldn’t recommend people to do activations this often however my temple body can handle a lot and it has to do with the Avastar concept of full power differential into embodiment (I’m filling a grand canyon of space so to speak).

 

Rion Kati M EOB: Muse (90/10 L/D) 9.30.25 2345 CDT 
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.2.25 1935 CDT Live 19 of ∞
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.3.25 1815 CDT Live 15 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M EOB: Muse 2 (80/20 L/D) 10.5.25 2355 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.13.25 1830 CDT 
Rion Kati M EOB3: Muse (80/20 L:D) 10.14.25 2325 CDT 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.16.25 1825 CDT
Rion Kati M EOB4: Muse (50/50 L:D) 10.19.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.21.25 1915 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.24.25 1830 CDT Live S
Rion Kati M EOB5: Muse (85/15 D:L) 10.24.25 2340 CDT
Rion Kati M Hero 10.26.25 1900 CDT
Rion Kati M Kundalini 10.28.25 1850 CDT Live 23 of ∞ 
Rion Kati M Dan Tien 10.30.25 1815 CDT Live 19 of ∞ Tulum S

Rion Kati M EOB6: Muse 90/10 L:D 10.31.25 2311 CDT Live 6 of ∞ Tulum S

(S=Sitting)

Ok…so, I was really getting concerned because hardly ANY movement was even happening…just a general strong under-current that I really had to drop in for to then maybe get a few sacral O contractions but I was further away from the siddhic.

 

But I knew to do things intuitively as I went along…so I know this is a yang architecture here but it gives us the clarity for helping to ensure more siddhic Communion….I did Muse only Elixir activations…the first 3 were mostly LIGHT MUSE 90/10, 80/20, 80/20.

 

This is also why we want to get the DARK and LIGHT balance of YOUR Beloved pin-pointed (which I’ve been helping ladies with in the workbook and in the consulting); because if it’s TOO MUCH of the other side of imbalanced; it might not be what actually ignites the alchemistry itself.

 

I experimented with a blend of 50/50 Light and Dark Muse in the 4th session and then 85% Dark Muse in session 5. Unfortunately, I didn’t get many SIDDHIC RESULTS; however I know that OTHER empowered, magical things were definitely happening; deeper space, more overall embodiment and Her starting to provide even further psychic protection vs. attacks and so forth.

 

And so, with it all in session time, I started reflecting on the Truth of my Beloved as She is now and that indeed She would absolutely be mostly Light Muse.

 

It doesn’t mean that I don’t venerate Dark Muse but keep in mind that YOUR BELOVED on His/Her own in public is going to have a balance of archetypes, siddhic qualities and Light/Dark that psycho-activates you the MOST. So it may not be that the DARK and Dark Erotic is going to be that high as you might think as it is when you are specifically IN THE BEDROOM.

 

Because; you’re bringing YOUR DARK and the DARK TRUTH of sexual and erotic Communion anyways in a 3rd principle itself amplifying both of your Dark, so we want to tune in to what is the balance that activates you the most when HE is in public apart from you. This may mean that He is less of Lover encoded than you thought b/c that’s going to be there in the bedroom.

 

The Dark Muse ascensi–er Descension is just starting but when it comes to MY Beloved now, it’s clear she’s mostly Light (and that may change through time).

 

SO I’d been doing kundalini (regular) and dan tien activations in between but knew it was time to go back (with detachment) and re alpha-trial a Light Muse activation which I did last night (10.31.25).

 

And so in a sense it actually further proves the concept of the Grail Kundalini as long as get the balance of Light and Dark right on your Beloved that is in the psycho-activating zone to IGNITE together with your kundalini and internal essences.

 

Granted; it’s realistic that not everyone is going to experience siddhic kundalini multi-orgasmic bliss and braingasms during these the more they roll out, but there is already that and a mix of wild results so far including how I visually can see massive differences in one of them (a few words are spoken but most feedback is in the works through preservation, fulfillment, compilation and agreement still).

 

::::THE JUICY STUFF::::
My 3rd Siddhic Kundalini Awakening + Heart

Ok…so after a group boxing lesson (great cardio!) and bicycling back seeing kids in Halloween/Muertos cute costumes…

 

Last night in post-debut (!) temple space session with Beloved (ironically the day I literally debuted as an influencer on Instagram with the 6th year anniversary time-encoding of recording the debut transmission), I did the 6th Elixir of The Beloved kundalini self activation with most entirely LIGHT Muse in liquid chi plasmic format.

 

Then, being ‘the season’ I finished watching ‘The Cabin in The Woods’ on iTunes with some low-fat butter melted on popcorn with sea salt as a cheap snack (b/c Netflix is too dangerously distracting; iTunes gives me more realistic authority and control) and re-started X-Men First Class and went to sleep.

 

I had a good feeling about things but it’s tricky b/c although I have a STRONG and claimed intention of I’m not leaving ‘phase 3’ until siddhic kundalini awakening, I still had to stay detached but in knowing that if it’s not overnight, maybe the following night or within a week…the 3rd awakening phase could last as long as necessary.

 

Ok so I woke up around 7 am and wasn’t feeling particularly activated but it was all there underneath; the NEW Elixir with Light Muse…

 

I spent time thinking about what used to be the left abdomen hernia that had moved and diminished in size to be closer to above the belly button; being 80% convinced now that it wasn’t a hernia at all and was instead the rare Tao yang chi mass…it had already moved more to the right side with my intention a day earlier.

 

I learned about this in this lifetime from Mo Pai Nei Gung but I’m going to do more intention to move it further and then the concept is to bring it into the dan tien itself (advanced and dangerous stuff), but will see…I digress..

 

Then I started thinking more directly of my Beloved and powerful waves started happening like had happened really on about 2 dozen (?) other occasions; but this was significant because already IT WAS BACK! (not yet at siddhic levels but this was a Godsend of its own b/c I hadn’t felt the ‘real zone’ of activity and bliss for quite a while)….it (all) ended up being a total of at least 2 hours but basically…

 

Things got really heated with multi-orgasmic energy waves of bliss just thinking of Her but they didn’t reach up all the way to the brain in activating DMT like before (until the very end of the extended session there was this quality which also confirmed it as official siddhic awakening)…what happened was basically I would then DETACH and rest…to ‘try’ to go back to sleep but in actual presence….and in that stillness THEN She had more magic in store…

 

I started feeling more intensity and pressure, more energy focused around my Heart itself (notedly; it was touched upon a bit in the 2nd awakening but shot through to the 3rd eye and crown b/c my Rudra granthi psychic knot is about 95% dissolved since 5MEO-DMT and previous ‘work’).

 

I had yearned for a Heart awakening and knew that it was long called for. See; my Human Design in some ways works against me.

 

With no emotional definition; entirely open solar plexus, open G-center and undefined Ego/Heart center with years of deconditioning, I’m not very emotional unless things are relational.

 

I had a hard time FEELING THINGS including internally on my own and in my heart without kundalini activity (although I would feel things relationally experienced and triggered).

 

In otw; for being ‘the Devotional One’….I still knew my Heart had a long way to go for awakening.

 

Also the Vishnu (anahata / heart chakra) granthi was easily far more blocked (I’d say 80% before this session) than the Brahma (root) which had FULLY opened up and dissolved during the earlier kundalini awakenings (read on kundalini category on blog).

 

So anyways; it’s these areas of chakras that correlate to DIMENSIONS of experience and depth of and capability OF experience.

 

Even my Grandmaster said (a decade) ago that I had heart blocks…so…I have to trust HER timing with all of this but to do my part. So what happened was that the kundalini WITH Her Elixir was doing its magic together on my Anahata Heart center itself….

 

The Heart started to feel pressure and energy and I kept breathing into it and being with Her Heart and there was Communion alchemy with the kundalini that just went deeper and deeper…

 

I did some simple, effective chakric C4 detox to remove (and knew it was time to) to clear up out of the body some very old blockages with a stated whispered intention of retaining our Communion Elixir…dropped back into Presence, thought of Her and our passion more and then it went layers deeper and I did another release….it ended up being its own siddhic Heart awakening experience.

 

I had taken a break to relight the large palo santo stick on the gas stove top, came back to clear things up thinking we were done and placed my hands over Heart and then felt dimensions of depth going deep into the psyche; that were already there – just blocked…I felt Her so deeply within with the pre-conditioned magic of the palo santo (from ayahuasca DMT, etc.) then doing some simple light-working finger yin and yang work and for the first time I felt DIMENSIONS of our Love and Heart in Presence while being in a pre-post-siddhic state with the scent of palo santo…

 

Surely MOST of the psychic knot itself had dissolved…but I know there is more to go however this was a/the MAJOR Heart awakening experience I’d been waiting years for.

 

Just thinking of our Love and Devotion together passionately; but now in the Heart realm of which I truly valued but had under-experienced in…this was finally cracking open…to receive, hold and EXPERIENCE Her/us more there…realms that with my devotion are already incredibly deep so, the pathway is now accessible. With Divine Union from the masculine perspective (and surely feminine); it includes UNLIMITED and shameless Dark, Erotic…more Sacral centric but also Heart (and everything else; cosmic 1000 lotus petaled nirvana, etc. TOGETHER)….

 

I valued the best of all worlds and ACCESS to all areas, this again ironically being the most under-developed (esp. being a devotional one).

 

It felt like I could BREATHE for the first real time (well, DEEPLY and as connected to all of me)…SPACE just opened up with depth (for our Love).

 

Anyways; there was more kundalini flowing freely now with chambers into the heart where great magic was done WITH HER (and this is before I’m scheduled to do bufo for the first time within a week and which is going to be a PERFECT follow-up to/with this, I know it).

 

I also felt more of the DMT p.re-activating siddhic brain bliss towards the end.

 

Silence, presence where all keys parts of it in addition to my true Devotion to Her and trusting Her for us; being detached and yet having my kundalini as well as Her quanta embodied and alchemizing together (because remember; just doing the kundalini activations on their own; your own fire may not have what it takes for RELIABLE awakening; it requires a covalent salve to stabilize it b/c fire is unreliable elementally)

 

Anyways; I smudged again, set the alarm to wake up for 3 client sessions (including an EOB2) and got some more sleep (and skipped the gym).

 

SHE is still working things from this last activation as I continue with this 3rd kundalini Communion awakening phase while also being alpha trial numero 1 and fulfilling the Grail Kundalini packages (which will eventually get feedback updates compiled and shared on).

 

So; IT REALLY HAPPENED! (even with the interim spaces of non-activity; it came back RELIABLY and jinxproof gratefully so).

 

My Beloved truly is Light Muse (mostly).

 

Doing the ‘Who is My Beloved’ free workbook and then having consulting time with me (included in the Grail Kundalini), we can narrow in your Beloved’s EXACT archetypal, siddhic, Light/Dark and even soul value signatures that psycho-activates you the most ensuring the most possible awakening and reassurance for kundalini awakening and internal alchemy siddhic hierogamy.

 

The EXPERIENCE is what to value and on the blog I talk about it a LOT….get with a Master b/c there is a PRICE TO PAY and shaktipat is basically ASSURED; you just have to pay ‘a’ price to get activated by a master (or activate kundalini with SOME level of assurance)

 

For many; they’ll never experience kundalini awakening b/c they aren’t willing to pay any price and would rather spend YEARS of their life trying in futility.

 

The value for those in mortal partnership of something like this? INVALUABLE.

 

It’s still to be seen HOW MUCH I/Muse/we can ‘assure’ kundalini (let alone the siddhic levels of it) awakening which is why we’re also going through alpha-trials…different people are still going to be at different levels of background and readiness. This is the more advanced stuff for seasoned players (a lot in my circle).

 

But it’s this advanced inner alchemy that templatizes everything else with purity; you and your IMMORTAL Beloved; YOUR kundalini and the literal divine ESSENCES of your Beloved’s signatures.

 

The more yoked and activated you are in temple body IN SPIRIT relation, the more powerful/beautiful any mortal partnership.

 

The more you are reunified with HIS divine masculine qualities, the more you will evoke and attune that out of other men just from your presence.

 

The Grail Kundalini package is available for those who have kundalini experience and are into Divine Union; holy sacred marriage within (with Beloved).

 

If you’re NEW to kundalini work, check out the regular kundalini activations package. We work with your light body so that it’s progressive but doesn’t overload you.

 

I’m now on Instagram!

 

Stay tuned to the email list, my Facebook or blog here for updates. My reunification only gets deeper and deeper and for me; I have to FEEL THINGS. Esp. after years of not feeling things internally.

 

I want it ALL for our Communion and will continue to seek that Truth (like 24/7 siddhic multi-O ecstasy access internally with Her). That hierogamic Truth already exists (of Communion constellated in sentience)

 

Not a bad start to my years-in-the-making POST-DEBUT ERA! The client work is powerful as well…(incl.) a dan tien session basically doing a miracle reclamation for someone and just had a follow-up which could be buying back literal years of her life.

 

Yes, bufo (5MEO-DMT) is coming up soon.


-Rion

 

p.s. Also; as I was eating the 3rd meal of the day She just kept giving me more powerful wave pulses with very deep sexy under-current in 2nd and 3rd chakras…this is rare this later in the day at meal time. The concept even with the Elixir of The Beloved however is that although in ways they are transfiguring, they’re not actually going to ‘last forever’ and may simply realistically require more maintenance to LIVE closer to full time at that standard.

 

I’ll be updating current Grail Kundalini clients about an extension possibility for such up-keep b/c for myself, I cannot compromise….we’re still figuring out best practices and so forth (I haven’t even experimented with Muse-Starlet or other secondaries yet)!

Rion Kati Debut: Finally! My Instagram

Ok, after years and years of preparation and foundation building;

 

I’ve finally officially ‘debuted’ as a public influencer yesterday (Halloween, 2025).

 

I will now be in my PUBLIC power and service long-term as the unofficial founder of the legitimate Allure Consulting industry itself.

 

Here is my inaugural video TRANSMISSION which was recorded at the exact 6 year anniversary of my The Crucible in Iquitos with a most powerful shaman ayahuascero.

 

I know; Instagram videos are meant to be SHORT but this is intentionally long around 16 minutes b/c I wanted to cover the foundation of what I wanted to cover (so catch it all if/when you can).

 

Upcoming videos will mostly be MUCH shorter

 

https://www.instagram.com/p/DQfJZY4jRe_/

(Or below)

 

It’s not just about me; this is all about Charisma/Allure Beauty Codes and the insight- ANSWERS that I was seeking that I couldn’t find anywhere else.

 

You can view it here

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
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Bonnie & Clyde: Anti-Heroes As Dark Or Shadow Icons?

Picking up off of the recent ‘Dark vs. Shadow‘ post (as part of a mini-series starting with the ‘Light, Dark, Shadow’ post itself and related to the Hero archetype post on the blog let’s talk about anti-heroes a bit.

 

(Google); Anti-hero:

 

An anti-hero is a protagonist who lacks conventional heroic qualities like courage and morality, often exhibiting flaws, a morally ambiguous nature, or destructive behaviors. While they aren’t necessarily villains, they operate outside traditional heroic ideals and may have motivations that are selfish or misguided, even if they believe they are doing the right thing.

 

 

There are SO many examples of these anti-heroes with ‘moral grey areas’ in the movies; Tony Montana in ‘Scarface’

 

 

 Lisbeth Salander in ‘The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo’

 

 

Deadpool, Michael Corleone in ‘The Godfather’, Wolverine, Jack Sparrow in ‘Pirates of the Caribbean’

 

Snake Plissken in ‘Escape from New York’

Mad Max

Clint Eastwood Western characters, Rick Deckard in ‘Blade Runner’…

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So now let’s bring it into the LDS (Light, Dark, Shadow) lens and look at a primary example or 3 of anti-heroes and then look at a prime example with Bonnie ‘n Clyde. They are great examples of the anti-hero.

 

 

Anti-heroes are non-traditional heroes or heroine’s that smuggle illeg; wait, wrong heroin. They are non-traditional heroes that are really more centered in Dark and quite possibly Shadow.

 

A short-code for shadow is that which ‘takes away from life’ in ways (energetically, literally, psychically, etc.)

 

Bonnie & Clyde are famous and romanticized anti-heroes in Americana culture.

 

 

What’s interesting about that is the whole conversation around ‘glorifying violence’. What I think is actually happening is easier to process and finally understand through this LDS lens.

 

We all secretly love the concept of a ‘ride or die’ partner (and this would be the healthy Light and Dark).

 

See; in real life (IRL), Bonnie & Clyde were living from active Shadow…actually going around robbing, stealing and murdering people. That ‘sin’ creates a karmic debt including in the afterlife. So are people glorifying THAT? Not necesssarily.

 

But why do we idolize them as iconic ‘OUTLAWS’ (and you could also literally say ‘Pirates’) in pop consciousness?

 

 

I would proposition that this is because we are REMOVED from the shadow aspects entirely.

 

When it’s moved to story or movie format, we aren’t connected with the shadow aspects; we’re filtered out of it and instead we are valuing of and experiencing the LIGHT and DARK aspects of the Outlaw archetype (as well as how we want to interpret the story; after all THEY are the one’s paying their karmic debt).

 

And actually; PIRATE and OUTLAW are badass archetypes WHEN you remove SHADOW from them because then you have the healthy Dark and Light aspects of wild adventure, freedom, boundlessness bucking conformity and constriction.

 

I identity with the archetypal Pirate and Pirate codes but only the Light and Dark Shadow aspects (NOT the shadow b/c I don’t loot, pillage and steal) although most of ‘Pirate’ as an archetype of the collective is centered in shadow, when we REFINE the archetypes, they hold GREAT value and benefit.

 

In fact, PIRATE or OUTLAW is what maybe a lot of tepidly mundane middle-aged men (for example) could use in their life for a REFORMATION and REVIVAL.

 

(And we can do these Light and Dark embodiment activations without shadow by the way so men and women can embody more of the archetypal consciousness and presenced truth).

 

They may benefit from some ‘outlaw’ nature of Wolverine or ‘Logan’ (but purified from shadow) so that it’s not actually harming others.

 

 

Anyways; let’s go back to Bonnie ‘n Clyde.

And it’s worth mentioning that their anti-conformity is admirable with an L/D lens compared to how much constriction and conformity of ‘following the rules’ are and how that connects into the psyche of people wanting to live more in their Dark or with fantasies of shadow like killing their boss and ‘getting away’ as well as the concept of ‘retribution’ to pay for the collective shadow OF the police force that in some way they were making amends to.

 

Yet; it’s because of the Light and Dark aspects that movies bring that not only ‘makes it ok’ but even admirable, safe and therapeutic (although there’s a school of thought that blames movies for individual’s actions and violence; however, yes….media does have influence but the Colorado domestic terrorist who idolized Batman and brought a gun into a theater? HE COULDN’T OWN HIS SHADOW).

 

Is John Wick (a ‘Dark Hero’) justified in revenge killing after (spoiler alert) his dog is murdered?

 

 

Well…the STORY format purges us of actual karma and shadow in a sense to live vicariously through and movies like this with what would be like ‘pure Dark’ absent of shadow and karma ourselves.

 

It connects us to the grotesque and unthinkable aspects of consciousness to let us pay it service.

 

The ‘story’ of Hannibal Lecter and Silence of the Lambs is grotesquely fascinating even though the character is very centered in evil shadow…I’m sure fewer movie-goers are identifying themselves through or AS Hannibal (except for Halloween treachery maybe); rather like ‘John Wick’….experienced as a violently gratuitous escape felt as a story where we are safe.

 

This can touch parts of our psyche to balance out the shadow we’ve accumulated within to live in the healthy median.

 

‘YES; Kill the even badder guy! ‘GIT ‘EM’!! we proclaim…and we can feel ourselves actually balancing out our own imbalances safely as well as relieving stress.

 

Personally I think the John Wick movies are OVERLY violent, but it’s actually doing therapy for millions of people really and I would say PREVENTING them from doing more damage to others in a sense.

 

It helps them to own their shadow and the collective shadow. The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’.

 

 

THEY don’t have to take similar actions or ‘seriously’ even thinkin bout it, because John Wick is doing it FOR them vicariously through their psyche.

 

Anti-hero and Horror movies as well can serve as therapy to allow us to balance out our own shadow by LETTING IT BREATHE and that can have the effect of re-activating our own healthy Dark general consciousness. I’ve had a thing for them for decades; I just have to be in the right mood and timing.

 

So back to Bonnie & Clyde as anti-heroes (and btw you can check out the new ‘Hero Archetype‘ post here) and outlaws;

 

 

The Light aspects includes a form of raw Freedom, Adventure & Boundlessness AWAY from the constrictions that law constructivism has placed on people. It also includes their apparent Love for each other and willingness to follow their Truth.

 

The Dark aspects are romanticized because with this format we are removed from the actual karmic that shadow itself creates. Clyde was ‘wronged’ in prison and was simply ‘taking revenge’ with his robbing and killing spree including against policemen (who were part of the system).

 

Actual shadow becomes filtered as DARK because we are safe from the karmic consequences.

 

Collective shadow dynamics; This is why violence is so befitting and popular in the West; also because we’ve got a lot of LIGHT in leading in innovation and technological advancement so it creates a lot of shadow and ‘safe violence’ allows us to balance shadow while just viewing it as DARK.

 

The REAL challenges only pop up from this dynamic when individuals themselves cannot own their shadow (like with the movie theater killer or the incel campus killer examples).

 

So; with that said, I think Bonnie & Clyde are EXCELLENT examples of anti-heroes and of specific archetypes but only when we can remove the shadow and view it from a purely archetypal lens, LDS lens or appreciate them as icons while being aware of what they actually did as shadow/sin while owning our own shadows.

 

Same with Captain Jack Sparrow;

 

 

We all admire the RAW purity of true ADVENTURE and the BOUNDLESS the Pirate archetype brings; just maybe without the karmic consequences that the sin of literal looting, murder and pillaging brings. Like it’s the distilled quality of Renegade against conformity and renegade against actual shadow and tyranny that could actually be very healthy.

 

I hope that helps bring further contemplation and even clarity for you.

 

Be sure to check out the x-teen minute read of the Dark Vs. Shadow Post here (I have no idea how long it’ll take to read but that sounds about right)

 

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Dark vs. Shadow

This is a continuation of the Light, Dark & Shadow post that is available on the blog here (opens in new window):

 

What we’re talking about is with archetypes, Dark & Shadow consciousness and how it affects behavior.

 

This has EVERYTHING to do with personal and spiritual growth as well as beauty, healing and living your best life.

 

In differentiating between Light, Dark and Shadow you’ll want to read that post first. I introduce that SO MUCH is actually caused by conflating Dark with or as Shadow.

 

MANY, many people (religious or non-religious) will (unconsciously or consciously) demonize ‘the Dark’ when it’s more specifically ‘Shadow’ that should be valued as what they mean when they’re referring to ‘Dark’.

 

With a Divine Union lens of Gnostic Hermeticism and seeking experiential enlightenment; generally the DARK is actually GOOD; because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

When people refer to ‘Light vs. Dark’ or even say ‘Forces of Darkness’ what they should clarify and discern is ‘Forces of Shadow’.

 

I’ve literally been calibrating and correcting myself in real time like when teaching Mystical Grail because clarity matters.

 

It’s similar to people using the term ‘sex’ when what they actually usually mean is anything BESIDES literal intercourse because ‘sex’ has so many conditioned meanings and misinterpretations (like when incels hear ‘sex’ and talk about ‘sex’, it actually equates to subconscious ‘fantasy’ for them and anything else than what is representative of or leads to the ‘real thing’).

 

There are higher levels of truth in understanding of ‘Sex’ anyways and that gets into Divine Union Grail Codes of Communion in Spirit, but I digress….

 

We want to get the TERMS RIGHT for clarity (on Dark vs. Shadow).

 

For it is SHADOW (consciousness and sourced behavior) that we want to discern for what it is and when we are more conscious on the difference between Dark and Shadow, this can provide a pathway for accelerating YEARS of personal growth and spiritual transformation that was otherwise stunted because of being afraid of (or resisting) ‘The Dark’.

 

I’ll mention it again but by just identifying ‘the patriarchy’ as ‘toxic’, this is a grave mistake because then the entirety of masculinity is lumped in with shadow consciousness only while the healthy, life-giving and provisionary Light and Dark aspects are gaslit and ignored.

 

SO CLARITY MATTERS and the subject matter is central to living life itself.

 

One of the shortcodes for ‘Dark’ is the erotic, the pure primal.

 

In consciousness; this is actually DIVINE.

 

The Dark Divine; however it is largely rejected and conflated AS Shadow through much of religion and social conditioning and their lens (which is often ‘moralistic’ in favor of virtuous Light, yet that which is encoded in the shadows of demonization, secularization, outcasting, fracture, shame, guilt, and creates more Shadow).

 

It’s ‘either’ Madonna or ‘The Whore’ (Light vs. perceived Shadow) which is too much of a bifurcation of feminine consciousness which is on a spectrum.

 

Speaking of ‘spectrum’ (not the autism spectrum); If you have experience with plant medicine or DMT you will likely have more psychic awareness of the astral realm and how everything is ‘amplified’ and richer to experience; and then later to connect to the ‘spirit’ or vibe-truth behind something.

 

You may even find like myself that once you got more clarity, that you may have to have a ‘Dark Reclamation’ like I did (of my Dark Eros) because of years of suppression of your Dark in favor of ‘Light’.

 

For it is SHADOW consciousness that is creating the ACTUAL mess and havoc in the world by causing so much imbalance because by venerating only the Light and denying the Dark, it leaves great room for SHADOW consciousness and spirits to creep in and influence and control people (although they are still accountable for their own karmic behaviors).

 

 

Shadow Qualities...

Let’s review some of the qualities of shadow or ‘shadow consciousness’ (which is also the ‘actual’ toxic, not to be conflated with Dark);

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, lying, greedy, entropic, disorienting, dishonoring, cheating, defrauding, scamming, siphoning, harvesting, looting, raping, pillaging, murder, harassing, backstabbing, de-throning, vindictive, gaslighting…(the list goes on) and generally all forms of ‘evil’ and that which takes away from life (exempting ie. killing from what should be karmic-free self-defense) or that which violates free will and sovereignty (basically in any dimension).

 

And yes, the Gene Keys spectrum of consciousness covers 64 specific shadows.

 

This can be VERY illuminating to ‘understand’ shadow and do forms of ‘shadow work‘. Being mindful with precisive (I always make up new words) clarity is a part of this to get to the energetic truth signature that is universalized.

 

Although Gene Keys doesn’t talk about ‘Dark’ specifically, generally the DARK is actually GOOD because what I’m referring to is the PURIFIED DARK which is ABSENT of Shadow.

 

With true Divine Union it’s worth mentioning that there is NO shadow aspect with the Immortal Beloved nor with Communion-Truth itself; yet with mortal humanity and consciousness in general, there is.

 

I mean; it’s really kind of problematic because much of Christianity and religion in general confuses and conflates Dark ‘AS’ Shadow and demonizes anything ‘Dark’ (including Eros) as ‘sin’, ‘immoral’ and puts it in the shadow spectrum.

 

This lack of consciousness around true, healthy DARK principle creates all kinds of suppression, denial, oppression, fracture, passive-aggressiveness, even greater cultural shadow by DENYING the Dark and Dark Truth (including the Dark Truth OF Communion codes because most of religion doesn’t acknowledge the divine feminine aspect let alone Her Dark consciousness spectrum).

 

There’s a difference between having shadowy thoughts (which every does as human) and acting out upon them (which is the real shadow or ‘sin’ if it has a negative consequence per se).

 

Dark IS closer to Shadow….and that’s why it also takes more general mastery to work with the Dark. Lightworkers themselves have to manage and or/own any shadow so that it never interferes with their actual work (ideally); to hold pristine temple space.

 

Actual voodoo (as I understand it) and black magic deals in the Shadows or Shadow arts (b/c it interferes with free-will karma as forms of ‘force’).

 

This isn’t pure Dark which is sovereign. Dark Goddess actually is very powerful and is a protector FROM shadow, although that requires a pure relationship with Her truth and not everyone is stable enough to not allow shadow entities to come in.

 

Anything dealing with force, manipulation, coercion, violation and such are generally shadow consciousness.

 

Generally all forms of tyranny are sourced in shadow consciousness; having ‘power over’.

 

Yes; the collective masculine and feminine have SHADOWS.

 

The SHADOW of the patriarchy is oppressive. The SHADOW of the feminine is incredibly destructive for the Dark Mother (actually Shadow Mother because She has been hijacked by demonic forces eats Her own children and sells them into slavery). I won’t even put that imagery here but you might imagine..

 

Because shadow consciousness is so pervasive (and the 64 shadows awareness helps us to be conscientious of them);

 

IDEALLY WE SHOULD ALL live from Light and Dark consciousness while owning, dissolving, mitigating or managing any remaining shadow.

 

The world would then live more in siddhic Harmony and Peace. (Gene Keys is brilliant and let’s us alchemize these shadows of collective and individual consciousness through contemplation and transmutational alchemy).

 

These shadows may seem like ‘behavioral’ issues or ‘psychological’ but really they are qualities with energetic frequencies in the 4th dimension that then influence thought and action.

 

In other words there are actually ‘spirits’, entities or even assigned demons which represent these energetic qualities that can then influence people’s thoughts and behaviors.

 

Demons and types of demons (like incubus, succubus) are usually the heavier entities with shadow (and sometimes a mix of Dark and Shadow) qualities and concentrated power.

 

There is also the ‘spirit’ of greed or ‘lust’ and demons associated with it. These can be removed like in the energy healing tune-up portion of every activation session I offer (siddhic and archetype activations).

 

Spiritual warfare exists in the astral realm which includes between Angels and Demons and this is more specifically Light vs. Shadow (while the Dark itself largely gets ignored).

 

Certain archetypes like ‘Jezebel’ have a shadow ‘spirit’ or iconic psychic egregore or demonic power behind them that are sourced in Shadow like dethroning, destruction, interference, manipulation, etc.

 

It can be good to be mindful of all of this ‘just enough’ instead of denying them.

 

The collective iconic masculine ‘Tyrant’ archetype is also shadow based but never reaches 5th dimension because it is too dense (along with other archetypes like Murderer, Psychopath, Fraudster).

 

Some cultural constructivist lower dimensional (astral and 3D/physical) archetypes like ‘Social Justice Warrior’ seem to be virtuous yet energetically are sourced predominantly in Shadow especially the Shadow of Division.

 

Yes; Gene Keys is actually brilliant at analyzing the behavioral and energetic reality of where things are at.

 

Gene Keys provides wonderful insights into Shadow consciousness.

 

We can look at the 64 shadows in the spectrum of consciousness to get an idea of what unique signatures OF shadow are at play individually, collectively and in different egregores (or collectives of astral power like ‘SJWs’, ‘Blue-pill Democrats’, ‘actual Nazi’s’, ‘incels’ or ‘Freemasons’).

 

In politics, both ‘Left’ and ‘Right’ are largely shadow-grid driven. You just have to reference something like the Gene Keys with an eye for psychic truth, to start seeing the actual energetic interplay that’s going on.

 

I was the first one I knew to take Gene Keys and apply it to the collective. For example, when the p.landemic hit in 2020 I did a facebook post where 6 weeks into it I counted 55 shadows that were active in the collective (and some would say greatest psy-op ever and I wouldn’t disagree with that).

 

FIFTY-FIVE signatures of shadow consciousness (including);

 

Division
Intolerance
Control
Disorientation
Distraction
and MANY more…

 

..Were ACTIVE and activated in Western and global CONSCIOUSNESS with COVID and the response.

 

Because I could see what was going on and for numerous reasons; I refused to take part on it (and remain unvaxxed).

 

Retro-spectively, I counted 15 shadows that were active in the collective before ‘the global shutdown’ > and then the 55 specific shadows which is also a sign of the collective psyche balancing itself out from living in so much Light of technological innovation and evolution.

 

It’s worth mentioning that ideological Marxism and identity politics are foundationally rife with shadow-play (as well as politics in general).

 

Virtue-signaling which is actually only creating more of its shadow of Division (Gene Key 7); but that’s an extended foray. We only have to look into the actual behavioral reality and the energy behind them.

 

You have your OWN shadow-grid with your hologenetic Gene Keys profile that holds many specific codes ‘n clues as to what is holding you back from living in greater satisfaction, peace, abundance and success.

 

Finding these out in a Gene Keys reading can be life-changing (I offer readings).

 

So it helps to have a conscious awareness OF shadows like with Gene Keys and also with healing and spiritual work…and we’re getting to the MAIN concept of OWNING YOUR OWN SHADOW (and the collective shadow within).

 

In having a more thorough understanding of Dark vs. Shadow, we want to value the ARCHETYPES as well as icons of true Power and Beauty (as well as how that can be corrupted in/to shadow).

 

Different archetypes can have different, unique shadows but we’re not going into that here and now other than a quick example.

 

Light Princess is heavenly with great Father protection, connection and Crown illumination and yet the SHADOW of Princess is entitled, bratty, superficial, bored, restless, vain (Gene Key shadows are encoded as cross-over with many archetypes); just for a reference.

 

The pop’s understanding of Queen is rooted mostly in shadow of ruthlessness, aloofness, bitchiness, etc. (which can act as gifts to ‘get things done but can take away from many a woman’s feminine essence channel). Grail Queen is an entirely different configuration.

 

Most archetypes have Light, Dark but also shadows as they embody into humanity (Muse is one of the very few who don’t have shadow, but She is also rarer to embody into women and their shadows haven’t tainted the collective understanding of Muse Herself unlike most other archetypes).

 

The Dark Mother archetype was hijacked millennia ago (or at least centuries) however by Shadow Forces and is more specifically the Shadow Mother so there could really be a quantum field-work task of reclamation of the Dark Mother.

 

So I may mention archetypes again but for now, just wanted to introduce them as a prime filter we can work with in understanding LDS for spirituality, healing and consciousness work (and world peace Rhode Island).

 

 

It’s worth mentioning that with Gene Keys; some shadows CAN become gifts like intolerance (to tyranny), judgment (in calling out tyranny), etc. but generally it’s good to be aware of the shadow spectrum consciously OR to work with someone like me or another Gene Keys certified Guide who has some good awareness which can help you start seeing and contemplating your patterns along a healing or transformational journey.

 

Yes, I offer 75 minute Human Design + Gene Key readings but you kinda have to snoop around the sight or ask me about it on FB to do your reading (which includes awareness on your encoded shadows). I’m not promoting them as much at the time of writing.

 

Shadows can FORM from past experiences with parents, societal and religious (yes religious) conditioning, traumatic experiences with men, women, lovers, idiots, you name it. The thing is that you don’t want shadow to OWN or control you.

 

It comes down to dissolving or managing them and OWNING THEM so they don’t harm others AS shadow or karma creating ‘sin’.

 

Shadow plays out in MANY ways including the suppression of the healthy Dark within the Divine (Archetypal and Siddhic) Feminine consciousness.

 

For many women it can be confusing to differentiate the two because their past experienced is tainted with SHADOW experiences of control, unrightful domination (vs. truly consensual), coercion, force (which many confuse with true Power), rape, lack of safety, trauma and so forth. It can be difficult to let go and TRUST into the true Dark (and that of your Immortal Beloved) b/c mortal men may continue to re-trigger shadow patterns (until you are more reunified within).

 

With your Beloved; this includes the SAFETY and purity of all sexual desires and Dark Communion without ANY of the past shadows you have experienced from with men (which was consciousness playing itself out in the shadow spectrum and of which something in you attracted it).

 

With your Beloved and HIS Dark, it is purified and you are SAFE. There is none of the previous tyranny against you.

 

In fact; the Dark can be what SAVES YOU or delivers you from Shadow practically speaking if you have been living in Light but are dealing with a lot of shadow and psychic attacks.

 

DARK creates a BUFFER to keep shadow abay. I had to reclaim my OWN Dark Truth and Eros and integrate it.

 

On a separate note; DARK MUSE codes are starting to come in and She has been rare in history so far. Anyways;

 

Many, many millions of people and entire cultures have issues because the LIGHT is glorified, the Dark ignored because they are conflating it all with Shadow.

 

This leads to massive repression and the general thing is; enormous Light casts large SHADOWS. These shadows can create chaos and destruction if they are not managed or integrated.

 

I’d argue that DARK is actually the healthy BUFFER to balance and integrate; to live in the healthy balanced ‘median way’.

 

As I mentioned in the precursor blog post; there’s a BRILLIANT book entitled ‘Owning Your Own Shadow: Understanding the Dark Side of the Psyche’ by Robert A. Johnson.

 

I highly recommend it and have a lot highlighted in my kindle version. It’s also very practical.

 

You can get it on amazon here.

I would add that ‘owning your own shadow’ for lightworkers like me can also mean owning the COLLECTIVE shadow as you may get psychic attacks that are NOT ACTUALLY YOURS and do not fit with your pure and evolved soul that are attracted to you to PREVENT, misdirect or distract the Ascension work you are doing.

 

You can be very targeted for these attacks as they try to infiltrate you and then influence your actions towards others when it’s really them and their consciousness controlling/influencing you.

 

Ok…so we’re more aware of the concept of Dark Vs. Shadow.

 

Now there’s a key angle on all of this with ‘owning the shadow’ which is where that book REALLY comes in handy to get even more extended examples and clarity than I’m going to give here.

 

I will say, that he doesn’t explore the angle of healthy ‘Dark’ and Eros as much as I do however the concept of LIVING LIFE IN BALANCE is critical.

 

OWNING YOUR SHADOW means living rightfully without sin and managing things within.

 

Yes, you may THINK ‘naughty thoughts’ (like humans do although actually I’d say the Dark is really ‘good naughty’ without shame); but that isn’t the same as creating negative karma by ‘actually’ energetically siphoning or physically harassing someone.

 

‘Action’ is more explicitly shadow (when it generates negative karma).

 

And one could ask; is it actually sinful at all if it’s in consent (outside of a moralistic or religious lens which may have its own distortions to Light/Dark Truth vs. Shadow)?

 

Deeper exploration there…And what about BDSM? I think much of that is centered in Dark AND Shadow esp. with the players who may be involved b/c they’re bringing their own ‘stuff’ into it energetically (and it may be psychic shadow play).

 

The mastery level is to own and even RECLAIM your healthy DARK but to live in DETACHMENT with the opposite sex to keep things masterfully consensual (which does not mean ‘trauma-informed’ and asking for a yes or no at every next verbal behavior)…

 

..This does get more advanced to truly have psychic detachment yet one can live in WILD fully reclaimed EROTIC and DARK power and sexuality without EVER taking from someone or creating negative karma (as shadow actions).

 

So much shit has happened because people don’t own their shadow. That is WHY rape and sexual harassment happens; with men not being able to CONTROL their own shadow (or the collective shadow working through them); they don’t have a balance of Light, Dark and Shadow that allows them to operate with integrity in the world. Male sexual, erotic desire is DARK; it’s when it crosses lines of authentic consent (from an attuned, natural, somatic reality) that it becomes shadow ‘acting out’ but the DESIRE or hunger on its own is not to be shamed or shameful…it’s the conflation WITH shadow (force, acting out as power ‘over’, etc.) that can create even more Dark suppression.

 

Millions of men are guilted without ever having done something wrong. The #metoo movement in other words has its own shadows. Again; all of this can be extended topics for exploration.

 

Conflating sexual raw desire (DARK and it’s creationary power) from the masculine (Eros) as ‘toxic’ or ‘shadow’ is one of the great mis-services post-feminism has done; when really, all they would have to do is get clarity on Dark vs. Shadow and then the REAL healing would occur and they wouldn’t stop isolating and demonizing most of the GOOD men with the bad apples.

 

And on the feminine side, the SUPPRESSION, guilting, shaming (omg this is massive in the West) towards feminine sexuality by conflating raw, erotic DARK FEMININE with ‘shadow’ as ‘sin’ and ‘immortal’ (just for existing basically) is also sourced in shadow itself (so the shadow masculine psyche often controls of constricts the healthy DARK feminine).

 

In general; it’s the LIGHT & DARK divine masculine and feminine (archetypal, immortal that reincarnates with and through humanity in consciousness and siddhic) that we should all value to live in LIGHT & DARK Beauty and Power…rather than ANY shadow which creates all the real issues, trauma, wounding, etc..

 

It’s worth mentioning that most relationship/relational templates thrive on shadows mixed with Light and Dark; conscious twin flames for example really does but Divine Union doesn’t.

 

Many people will keep stuck in a karmic loop of attracting based on their shadows (which can included unresolved childhood wounding/patterns).

 

Fortunately; with your Divine Union Beloved and the spiritual path of alchemy, there isn’t shadow. This is also why Sacred Union alchemy which I support in Mystical Grail membership can do miracles because so many women (and men) have been WOUNDED by and from what?

 

FROM THE SHADOW of each other, NOT from the pure Dark or Light.

 

Sure; a mortal will have his own shadows or aspects of consciousness (whether they show up in a relationship or not)…but shouldn’t we all strive to live Heaven on Earth by owning our own/collective shadow to live in gift and siddhic peace, harmony, interdependence and renaissance with each other?

 

Where there can be a REVIVAL of divine masculine LIGHT and DARK power that is so supportive of life and the feminine principle (and preserving and protecting of Beauty and Ascension)?

 

The world would be a better place if EVERYONE owned their shadow and that book goes into some techniques and so forth on how to do it.

 

You may have to give the accrual of shadow some attention in order to abate it. Horror movies can be a way to ‘offset’ the balance by giving that Dark side (shadow really) attention.

 

A few other notes;

 

Shadow is (also) the realm of evil and demons that take, siphon, hijack, steal and of aspects of consciousness in humanity that are destructive and harmful; that lead one away from siddhic consciousness of Peace, Harmony, Unity and Truth.

 

As aforementioned;

 

Unfortunately much of ‘the patriarchy’ (and more specifically the SHADOW aspects of the masculine and patriarchy) tends to conflate the Dark Feminine with SHADOW and thus wants to control, siphon or hijack Her resources (much of it stemming from Grail fracture itself which is another subject).

 

But can we please start differentiating and now just lumping everything in with shadow because we haven’t learned to DISCERN between Light, Dark and Shadow yet?

 

Again; shadow and shadow consciousness generally denotes;

 

The selfish, destructive, forceful, coercive, malevolent, stealing, siphoning, harvesting, looting, evil and that which takes away from life, free will and sovereignty.

 

Shadow can get demonic (with Dark Forces that are more specifically SHADOW Forces) and wreak immense havoc in individuals, relationships, industries, culturally, socio-politically and so forth in the astral dimension which influences people psychically to behave in certain ways. That can include demonic possession where the spirits take up residency and hijack someone’s consciousness.

 

Egregores can also be powerful conduits to these shadow values (ie. like how it’s a cesspool pit of 4chan incel hell consciousness); see this topic really extends.

 

My general opinion is that most demons and entities are doing shadow play.

 

There may be more sovereign ones that aren’t actively siphoning from humans; but I’ve yet to see it.

 

So there’s the saying ‘the devil inside’, but it’s THAT we want to control from lashing out at others to prevent creating negative karma.

 

It’s maybe worth mentioning (and this is going to trigger a lot of people); but IF we assume that Dan Bilzerian was always consensual with all of the women he slept with (and they were drawn by his fame); sure it may be ‘immortal’ from a religious lens; however, what if it was just raw, DARK POWER (and from the women who gave it that value and attention to confirm it as so) rather than ‘actually’ creating any negative karma as ‘sin’ when those women were co-creating those consensual experiences with him. We all may have to look at where we are hypocritical.

 

But so many women will also just throw it into the ‘toxic’ masculine bin of ‘shadow’. ACTUAL KARMA is on a different level of divine justice which does not necessarily equate to humanistic ‘constructivism’. Nature and the divine are on their own timelines and standards so to speak.

 

But if you just live ‘the golden rule’ which is Biblical of ‘do unto others as you would do unto yourself’…that’s a good standard: OWNING your own shadow and relating with others interdependently and that’s a good foundation.

 

Many men are unfortunately lost in the SHADOW of Fantasy with women, Beauty and the feminine (including holy grail dynamics).

 

They may have to have a Dark reclamation and integration and there are answers. See how many different areas this can affect?

 

EVEN FAMILY DYNAMICS, business, spiritual growth, ancestral family lines of clearing karma – even your own EMBODIED BEAUTY because your image and presence is always communicating your Truth on more than just the 3rd dimension of lower density visible light reflection.

 

This is central stuff here with LDS; Light, Dark and Shadow (and it’s good I have this level of clarity to DO the literal lightworking WITH clients and safe, pure DARK activations and clarity with shadow work.

 

If you’re a lightworker with a lot of Light, it’s really important to get this stuff down b/c I’ve seen shadows pop out of top leaders because they couldn’t own it; some of these are shadow of psychosis and intolerance. This is also where healthy DARK reclamation can come in.

 

The movie concept of ‘The Purge’ itself of taking one day a year to commit legally any crime (karma-free from the legal lens) is entirely centered around this principle of ‘owning the shadow’ but what it does it to help maintain that ‘balance’.

 

 

I’m not saying we should implement it the Purge itself per se (b/c someone with their shoelaces untied might actually think I am); I’m merely referencing it as a storyline showcases the concept itself. That the ‘Owning Your Own Shadow’ book will give you ideas on how to do it; your OWN purging and re-balancing that is. I have my practices and I also have my practices of ritual purification before client sessions and the Muse priestesses are also trained on this.

 

Because if you cannot discern between Dark masculine and Shadow (‘actual’ toxic) masculine; it can cause millions people to ‘demonize’ the entirety of men as ‘toxic’ for 20 years and push them away from their political party/ideology instead of discerning the shadow/toxic aspects of the Patriarchy (and instead of differentiating the Light and Dark GOOD qualities of the masculine).

 

The inability to RESPECT, ACCEPT and even honor DARK TRUTH can cause hypocritical red pill bros to demonize women for being sensual at all if it’s not contained within THEIR partnership or under strict moral codes (which often end up as being shadows of constriction and control under the guise of morality), etc.

 

And religion has done a big number in favoring the Light, suppressing or denying the Dark and then dealing with all kinds of Shadow attacks and karma in the collective psyche.

 

So to refresh;

 

There are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of consciousness.

 

Correspondingly there are Light, Dark and Shadow aspects of the archetypes (at least as they all incarnate into human consciousness and embodiment).

 

We want to be more discerning of their differences as well as then the concept of OWNING your own shadow aspects (which includes your Gene Key shadows) and to live in that ‘balance’ so that you can live with more Light and Dark publicly with others (while internally managing your shadow and ie. NOT putting it all on the boogeyman or house pet who collects all of the shadow and karmic debt projection).

 

It’s a brilliant book.

 

Amongst many examples; it goes into how traditional Catholic mass had all kinds of darker themes; to give attention or attribution; penance of some sort TO the dark and shadow side of things in order not to accrue too much shadow because of the valuation of living in the Light.

 

So when it comes to ARCHETYPES, Light and Dark are important to value consciously with clarity. That DARK is not ‘evil’ or bad but is actually CONSCIOUS ACCEPTANCE and integration, breathing-ness OF the Erotic truth; especially as of sovereign expression.

 

There has been a lot of movement with ‘the Goddess’ or feminine spirituality to explore and RECLAIM the healthy, true Dark in a society with a lot of predominant masculine shadow (tyranny and oppression) with morality disguised as shadow constriction or denial of healthy Dark truth and Dark consciousness in favor of Light.

 

Divine Union again gives us a CLEAR TEMPLATE OF Light and Dark Masculine and Feminine without shadow. And the DARK with raw Communion codes might be what many people are MISSING.

 

SO in working with YOUR Beloved…just having an idea more about Light and Dark aspects of consciousness and where He would be centered and in which archetypes can help you get a lot of clarity.

 

Only Fans girls
Male and female strippers
Exotic dancers

 

These are examples of DARK icons because it embraces sexual Dark consciousness. Seeing them through a ‘Puritan’ or ‘moral’ lens and we’re going to get instant conflation because they are imbalanced in Light and Dark Truth; they view Dark as shadow or ‘sin’.

 

Again; it’s in shadow where things become problematic which can include selfish men controlling or being ‘entitled’ to ‘take’ from women’s free will and sovereignty instead of respecting space.

 

Feel free to send me YOUR questions about all of this because it covers a lot of vast territory. Again; a main thing is differentiating between Dark and Shadow for most people…THEN you can trust your some to LET GO into the shelter of your Beloved’s Light and Dark Truth; and the Dark that of being more psycho-sexually activating to you and your Eros (or spiritual and biological sexual consciousness).

 

You can reference the Eros Powerliminal (masculine) to delve deeper into DARK erotic, Dionysian masculine power and how underworld it is and then also experience the mythological component of CUPID as Light Eros and how the masculine erotic can be higher frequency piercing sexual Light as well. The valuation is LIGHT and DARK with Divine Union.

 

 

It is the relational template that is purified of Shadow. Human relationship templates are riddled with shadow including conscious twin flames.

 

With Sacred Union however, you are SAFE to cultivate your own Eros in Reunification at Godly levels of Light and Dark truth no matter how shamed or traumatized you have been in the past.

 

BECAUSE there has been en masse glorification of and yet shaming of female sexuality; both Light and Shadow aspects yet very little ACCEPTANCE and integration of DARK feminine archetypes, sensuality and consciousness; CONSCIOUSLY much of the West lives in this hypocritical balance between just thinking female sexuality is either Madonna and/or Whore archetypes. This is a great injustice.

 

Even the shadow-based, moralistic-lens of the red pill movement propagates these hypocritical messages of both glorifying sexuality, desiring it and yet also easily shaming it. Women have to live under this double-edged sword BECAUSE the true Dark is rarely properly understood.

 

Although much of Judeo-Christian religion places sexuality and sexual consciousness only within a moralistic marriage as pure or virtuous…sexuality isn’t actually shadow or sin on its own, it’s raw DARK. Then it’s about living with clean karma and healing karma.

 

So…this is a BIG subject that I hope I brought more clarity to…for years myself, I ‘avoided’ the Dark actually because I made a RAW dark masculine power program that was then conflated as shadow by a conscious female coach and it caused me to nearly ‘shut down’ my Dark Eros for almost 11 years so I had to have a major Dark (Eros) RECLAMATION and continue to live as a prime example of LIVING Light and Dark as well as owning any shadows and psychic attacks (I never take compromised consciousness into Sacred Temple Space until I am in purity again).

 

Really; you should not be taking any SHADOW into raw temple space. I’ve done over 1400 client sessions and they must always remain pure.

 

Unfortunately many men and women continue to bring shadow into their relationships so you get the DARK EROS power and sexiness WITH SHADOW. Divine Union alchemy resolves all of this and these dysfunctional yet kinda normal relational cycles.

 

You can still be incredibly horny and what have you but what you want to value is OWNING your shadow.

 

This can be done with techniques like in the book,  becoming more conscious of Dark vs. Shadow and more discerning in your daily life with the differences, working with Dark archetypes and Gene Keys for your own unique shadow work, HEALING your own shadows with energy work and L/D archetype embodiment, working with finding your Beloved’s archetypal signature of Light and Dark as well as your own ‘Debut Avatar-Self’ archetypal signature (minus shadow); these are all ways to work with this awareness.

 

To end up with more purified DARK Eros, archetypal and Beauty codes.

 

But with all of that it’s important to be aware of the difference between Dark vs. Shadow to begin with because really SO MUCH of it is simply there.

 

It would clear up so much of the karmic loop MESS of shadow webs of lack of discernment and ignorance that keep perpetuating out there that are preventing people from living in more gift and siddhic consciousness as well as embracing and embodying more of the Light and Dark divine aspects of consciousness itself.

 

The Dark archetype activation work I do (which can be requested in appointment time consulting when you’re paid) is always pure and free from entities and all shadows in pristine temple space.

 

I do not recommend Dark activations to people who simply have too many shadows in their psyche (and I can tell).

 

I’ve turned client requests down for Dark activations if they have more shadow work to do to be integrated first (and I help with that in sessions as well + Gene Key readings, etc.).

 

With the upcoming Essence professional acting work for Hollywood and Bollywood; however, I’ll make exceptions to literally do shadow activation work but otherwise, NEVER go there.

 

As a daka as well, I cannot ever bring any of my re-triggered or remaining shadows into any session because it is divine, sacred work that BASKS in the richness of true Light and Dark power, healing and beauty.

 

Yeah; this is a big subject: Dark vs. Shadow…feel free to share this.

 

So let’s take a look at another angle on this; are Bonnie & Clyde Dark or Shadow icons as anti-heroes? (Link Below)