As a paid sacred temple space service provider, professional healer, space-holder or priestess who is the cosmic, Goddessy woo-master and by far the greatest black sheep of your family (by a few dimensions) who doesn’t feel comfortable always answering direct questions about your work because others wouldn’t understand from where they’re coming from;
Do you feel that;
*You MUST return to temple space when you’ve interacted with the mundane, dense, normal world too much because it starts dis-embodying you a bit?
*You are endowed with a great connection to Spirit and/or Goddess with codes to continue getting out along with your temple service work?
*That it feels like it would be a burden to have ‘someone else hold space for you’ (even if you could trust them to meet you at YOUR level of depth) so you just keep things to yourself within and self-manage (b/c you’re so good at it)?
*You have to smudge yourself if you’ve been around too many normal, superficial or bad-vibey people and ‘drop back in’ to your true self in temple space?
*There is always deeper Beauty to embody and deeper temple space to awaken into as your Spirit and your ability to hold and express it all expands?
*That while consumer-citizens are ordering their morning coffee and glancing at the weather report, you’ve already channeled new codes, shifted timelines and released an ancient (yet newly found) curse?
*Remote quantum field work is NORMAL and very practical, but most muggles still think it’s impractical ‘woo-woo’?
*Your family wants you to do something more normal, stable and mundane (and will never fully understand what you’re doing)?
*Of course the conspiracy theorists were right all along, but you’re glad that many more have started catching up
*Much of mainstream isn’t waking up fast enough in consciousness and you want to work with more clients that recognize your work now?
*You selectively (on occasion) make a new aluminum tin foil hat from the kitchen cupboard; but mostly by yourself and only when necessary?
*Because you are so gifted in holding space for others that sometimes (which made YOU feel special so you became really good at it); it feels your energy is being over-used and depleted while clients and others end up draining you and no one is really caring for you in the ways that are required?
*You can intuit and see things others can’t see (like about their energy body), but you have learned not to just blurt it out about them even though they should definitely hire you?
*Your feminine system desires (and essentially requires) a deeper, on-going rich replenishment in ‘all the ways’ to be able to keep serving?
*While in the company of others, you mostly let them speak and be heard because they wouldn’t really be able to meet you at a deeper temple level of space and you generally resent superficial small talk?
*You have to be selective about who you open up to b/c most people aren’t ready to actually hold space for your depth and scope of spirit
*You’re used to being the one others rely on
*That you deserve more self-rewarding ‘spa days’ but also for your energetic temple body?
*Although you can laugh about some of it; you simply don’t fit into the tropes and cliches of spiritual people because you are the real deal
*You’re so psychically sensitive that you just cannot listen to certain music or be around certain people for that long while most of the world would look at you with deer-in-headlight-eyes or just as a cliched trope of ‘new age hippie’ if you explained what you do?
*Your light-body soma is more compassionate, sensitive and empathic than it could be and you end up soaking in other people’s energies (and this can become an issue to manage)?
*Although you haven’t shared it; that there are people out there energetically who instantly bring up a little vom in your mouth or a bad feeling in your gut and you can’t help it – it’s just an auto-reflex (gag) response!?
*Muggles couldn’t comprehend why anyone would turn your wi-fi off at night and only one of you is ‘crazy’?
*Cannot be in the same room as people with certain vibes?
*You’ll go to the furthest cardio machine away from someone with bad vibes?
*Even though you’re the black sheep of your family, you know that Western medicine is a millennia behind on many obvious things (and often the cause of problems)?
*To hone your psychic skillz, you often assess people’s energy without their awareness of what’s good and what’s ‘eww’; what could be improved that is detrimental to their health and aging?
*As a professional lightworker, that it’s rare to actually be MET by someone at your level who can hold space for YOU – let alone in supportive replenishment that hits all the sweet spots and buttons for how much you’ve over-given, served and held space in your work for others?
*You yourself are often left depleted and burned out from giving so much to others – fatigue adds up (you don’t want to become a victim of your own success)?
*There are few people you can talk to about YOUR issues as a guide-facilitator because you are in service to others and an elite positioning – you don’t want to cross certain boundaries as a paid professional?
*That some clients end up burning you out even more that it takes longer to recover from in this line of work; even though manual laborers wouldn’t have a clue what you’re talking about?
*You can’t really talk to normies about the work that you do and you find yourself coming up with other ways of cloaking what you do to them; because they’re not ready to hear it without having glazed ‘deer-in-headlights-eyes’ or facial contortions?
*That there are some things storing up inside of you that are meant to be released on a deeper level RELATIONALLY so you can drop in deeper and let go of the role of facilitator holding everyone else up?
*That you’d like to ideally know that you are GROWING in Priestess embodiment, magic and Presence while you are on the path instead of just keep busy and always giving to others?
*Sometimes you take on too much from others in your sessions and although you have self-care practices, it still ends up adding up and affecting you after serving so much (esp. b/c it’s rare that someone else can meet you energetically in the ways to REVITALIZE your chakras, aura, heart and light body itself)?












